We agreed on Kiew for our meeting. I made some notes on another file. She was always as I thought - real. She offered to send back the taxi money because the first guy she was meeting seemed the one for her. I was blown out of the water. And she has since wrote again to say that she will stay with that guy. I developed an amazing ability to know when she would write - I see her letters even before opening my mail box - yup, I'm a mountaineer who stood facing his own soul sometimes. I've seen and know things what most people will never come to know. You can all read it in my devasting book one day.