Letter(s) from Shirley Taylor to Roderick (Scotland)

Letter 1

Hello
Could you be the one that makes my heart sing?

Letter 2

Hi there. Thanks for your interest. I must say this is my first time on the dating scene. A very good client of mine referred me to this site and thought i should give it a try. I hope I'm on the right track? So about me! I'm single and open for a serious relationship, i have never been married before and no kids either. All I'm looking for is a man who is ready for a serious relationship. If you think you are ready then let's get to know ourselves by sharing pictures through my personal email sstylr@gmail.com and we 'll see where this leads us to. I will be looking forward to read from you till then have a wonderful weekend. Regards, Shirley

Letter 3

Hi Rod. Thanks for writing back. How are you doing today? I hope you are doing well. As for me am cool and taking my time to write you this. If possible I would love to get to know you more. I decided to join the dating site because of the loneliness time I have been going through, I am a busy person and am ready to dedicate all my time to the right man. More about me I am single today and open for a good heart. I am into Sales of Gold Antiques and Gems. I live in Brampton, Cumbria. I'm 42 years old, 5`7 with a athletic build, mentally stable, physically fit, a bunch of laughs, warm, caring, honest, good listening, God Fearing, and a positive person. I am real easy person to talk to and a good listener. My motto in life is "Life is to be Enjoyed" but in reality i can't really enjoy life by myself as i would love to have someone to share and enjoy life with me. I enjoy chilling with my love once, I like going to the movies (Cinemas), or watching movies in my room. I like camping, fishing, swimming, listening to music and dance to any kind of music, traveling, going bowling and also a good cook, I can make crepes, pasta, Italian, and anything from scrape and my favorite are chips with chicken, shrimp, crab and rice. I also am looking for someone to share the rest of my life & grow old with! I have a great sense of humor. I'm Romantic at Heart I figure I'll treat people how I want to be treated. I'm the type of woman who is cautious, I give 100% attention for the right man, being a one man woman, say the word thank you. I would like to be a wife & reading this letter should tell you about my character. I am really interested in wanting to know about what makes you the special person you are today, I want to know more about your family, your background, your life experiences, past relationships, your goals and dreams, your interests, and anything else you want to tell me. So come on and share it all with me. I want to learn about you and what makes up your heart and soul, as the friendship I want to build with you I want it to be like no other you have ever shared in or experienced. This friendship I want to build with you will be filled with substance, quality, spirituality and potential. I know that there is no barrier too great for God when He chooses to bring two people together; I am at a point in my life where I would always be honest with the chosen one, and be there with the one God has for me at anytime. Well I'll bring this letter to a close, I just want you to know the whole story about me, ask me anything & I'll answer it truthfully, a relationship isn't nothing without trust. It is better to try and fail than to give up and never know if you could have succeeded.

I will be earnestly waiting for your letter till then have a wonderful day.

Best Regards,

Shirley x

Letter 4

Hi Rod. How are you doing today? I hope you are doing well. My apologies for getting back to you this late. I thought you should know more about me. I have been single for years because am yet to find that special one to share my life with. I am presently in Malaysia i got here last night . Am here on Big Business trip to buy Gold Antiques and Gems because they are cheaper down here compared to other part for the world, I inherit this Business from my late Mum, it has been an interesting Family Business. More about my family......its a long story to tell and touching that make me share tears whenever I remember the past. I will keep this short, It has been a mixed past for me because of my lost ones, my Dad kept all information away from me about his family for some personal reason so I am not close to most of them, I am going to tell you about it when we meet, My Mum is from Australia, she was much of a loner, she never really kept friends apart of Business partners and she has imbibed that type of lifestyle into me. I grew up never really making much friends in school, I was glued to my studies. My Mum was never close to her relatives and because none of them stay in the United Kingdom, she never bothered about them. All these things really affected me because when I grew up I didn't really have the zeal to get along with people. The last 5 years I encountered a turning point, I lost my Mum, I was opened up to the reality of the outside world living my life by myself with my one and only best friend who finally betrayed me. Oh...a moment of silent, I miss my mum today because of the courage and advice she used to give me about life but I am glad I am who I am today.

About my past relationship, I have been into three relationships and those are also my only sexual partners I have ever had. Two of my relationships ended because of my partners betrayal and infidelity (cheating) and the last one, we didn't work out because the love was not there to grow and romantically low, we broke up early last year. I know this sounds strange to you but as I wrote above I have not been sexually active since I broke up and ever since then I live my life through the word of God and through my spirituality, My reasoning which I understand is very strange in today's world but my belief is my heart and soul and the passion that is in it is very unique and special, so I made the decision and made a promise to God that I would not be sexually active for the sake of just wanting sex or to have sex for someone else own self gratification. Knowing the passion that is contained in my heart and soul is very unique, I made the decision to abstain from sex because I want this special gift to be shared with the person I am dedicating the rest of my life to as his Wife.

My views in establishing a relationship in today's world, I believe that in a relationship each person has to be willing to learn the other well enough and make an effort to know what the other wants and needs and whether that makes them content or not. I believe I'm a blessing to any man that deserves me, keep him happy and cheer him up when he is sad, comfort him, listen to him and be there for him at all times, keep him warm and keep his heart beating at a smooth peace, won't let him down, l will keep him in my mind all the time and will be loyal to that special one, will not fight but talks his way out of any confrontation, stands up for what he believes in and stands strong by his words. I believe a man should be treated like a King. I have a great sense of humor, honest and very sensitive and caring for a man's needs. I believe that if couples are true friends you will get true love and they will do what ever it takes to make each other happy.

I can cook pretty good, I love red wine, French table wine and garlic bread. I've been working out more regularly than I had been and eat healthy food. I don't do drugs and I like who I am. Although I think a terrific man would bring out the best in me, I'm a believer in God who pray every blessed day, I am a good catholic, I attend church weekly and try to do the right things every day. I don't worry about what people think of me. I know how to treat a man well still yet I was betrayed by my own best friend, the longest relationship I had ended when I found out that he was seeing my best friend behind my back. He`s now engaged and I wish him the best luck. That was the single biggest struggle of my life. I cared about him with all my heart but it obviously wasn't right. My goals and dreams will always remain the same, I want to live a good life, happy home blessed with someone that believes in unconditional love.

I am really excited opening myself up with my past. But we all have one and we must learn and grow from our mistakes or they will overtake us in our own folly. I can only hope that I don't end up being a disappointment to you. Many of life's failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up. I can hardly wait for your next message and as I'm ending this email I'm mentally giving you a hug and kisses.

Have a wonderful day.

Shirley x

Letter 5

Hi Rod. How are you doing today? I hope you are doing great as ever. Sweetheart am very sorry for my late response. Its been such a hectic time with my business, I have been at the warehouse for the past two days doing the cutting of the Gems into the proper shape but you have been on my mind. At last we will finally meet, wishing for the day you and I will finally meet, am coming home on Thursday. I am very much appreciated receiving your letter when i checked my mail. You are a very special person who I seriously want to explore the possibility of building a long term friendship with, that will in time turn into a serious relationship. That is my dream, and I hope to make it come true with you. In my heart I feel you have all the qualities it takes to make me very happy.

It is very important for me to build a life of stability, security and opportunity for the special person I hope to share my thoughts, feelings, experiences, dreams and fantasies with and to offer the best in this relationship and that is my focus at this time. I do travel once in 4 - 5 months, as you know this is my first time here in Malaysia. I spent most of my time going from One Market to the other to shop for my goods, my specific area are the Emerald, rubies and sapphires as there is a high demand for it. I buy all this antiques and Gems based on my buyers request. My job is to get it for them with an initial deposit of funds then get the rest of my funds as soon as i have the goods delivered based on our agreement (Cash-on-Delivery). I already feel an air of possibilities and new beginnings in this year and I already started setting up my goals and things I hope to achieve this year.

Firstly I plan to settle down with a happy home and owning my own jewelry shop as I want to make it pretty ultra modern, having ultra modern furniture and accent antiques. I pray things work out as planned. There is so much in this world to see and I want to see as much of it as I can and it is always more fun when you are with someone. Darling in me you are going to find a woman that was blessed with an over abundance of passion to give to the ones I share my heart and soul with. For you to really know me you will have to experience me, as the love that makes up my heart is like a waterfall, where the water never stops flowing down. In this case my heart is the waterfall, and the love and passion that flows endlessly is representing the water. I am a very unique person for many reasons but one of those is the fact that I can never get enough of romancing that special someone.

Thank you again for giving me the opportunity to build this special friendship with you. You will be rewarded for it through the passionate love that makes up my heart and soul. I am so excited to be able to do what I do best and that is romance you with all the passion that makes up my heart and soul. My special friendship with you is something I want to make permanent and eventually build into a family to call our very own. I'm sorry i can't write much as i have to go back to the warehouse and complete the repackaging of my goods.

"Though miles may lie between us, we're never far apart, for friendship doesn't count the miles, it's measured by the heart."

Directly from my heart to yours!

Your Future Queen! (I hope!)

Till i read from you again before then have a wonderful day.

Hugs and Kisses,

Shirley xxx

Letter 6

Hello Darling, How are you doing today? Please accept my apologies for not replying your emails and answering your questions. I am not happy with the situation of things here in Malaysia. I know I shouldn't be telling you this knowing fully well that we are yet to meet in person but I've tried my best doing this without telling you about it. I have been having problems with the customs and they are holding my goods, they request me to pay extra charges for the Gold Antiques and Gems i bought, I have invested so much on this goods which is with the custom right now and I have been trying my best to get this sorted without informing you about it. Its been an ugly ordeal for me and I have tried all my possible best to get this sorted out but all my efforts has been proved abortive. I even tried to get some of the goods I purchased so I can take it back to get a refund but I was told its not possible to do that. I contacted the Embassy today and I was told I am on a NGO (Non-Governmental Organization) that I have to pay what the customs are asking me for. I have been trying to raise the funds they asked for and I pray I get it sorted before its too late.

I'll be looking forward to read from you.
Hugs and Kisses,
Shirley.

Letter 7

Darling,

Thanks for your love and concern for me. I'm sorry to bother you with my problems and i know its weird of me asking you for help at this stage even though we haven't met but, this is the time I really need your understanding. I'm still stuck here in Malaysia because of my goods that are being seized at the port, I thought all the payments i made include the taxes but i was told later that it is not and the total amount i am suppose to pay the custom is ?5300 but i have been able to raise ?4600. The balance I need now is just ?700 as i have invested all i have on this trip and i have high expectations coming my way but i can't reach it now.

Thanks for your love and concern for me. I'm sorry to bother you with my problems and i know its weird of me asking you for help at this stage even though we haven't met but, this is the time I really need your understanding. I'm still stuck here in Malaysia because of my goods that are being seized at the port, I thought all the payments i made include the taxes but i was told later that it is not and the total amount i am suppose to pay the custom is ?5300 but i have been able to raise ?4600. The balance I need now is just ?700 as i have invested all i have on this trip and i have high expectations coming my way but i can't reach it now.

Please darling i will appreciate it if you can help me out with this money so that i can leave here by asap. I will have it refund back to you as soon as i get home. Once again I am very sorry for asking this from you and thanks for being there.

Hugs and Kisses,

Shirley x