Letter(s) from Tiffany Smith to Michael (USA)

Letter 1

Good day to you,How was your day?My day is good so far.Just chilling and relaxing with TV.I was surprised to get your messages ,I hope you are still interested in me and am 27 years old..That is so awesome.Guesswhy,because I never thought any man would be interested in a lady who is just trying to find love on Online dating,I have tried so many ways to get know men to notice me,i know it sounds crazy but i guess i'm not just lucky with men,and when i get to meet a man i fall in the hands of terrible men who were not ready for any relationship..and that just hurts me so bad and treat me wrong.tell me will you break my heart too,I have been hurt so so much and wont want to go through that again in my life,it took me so long to get over my last heart break and i know how it feels to be hurt.So more about me ImTiffany,singlelady,never been married,nokids,I was born and brought up in Beaumont,TX.verycommunicative,easygoing,outspoken,also a very Romantic type,love to cuddle with my man,hold each other hands while walking,I'm trustworthy so far as people's tell me maybe I'm just laid back lol. I also tend to have a good heart with so much of love to give and to receive.I'm the only child and Daughter of my parents,My dad was a successful business man...I lost my dad when i was twenty two (22) My dad is a Mexican while my mom is an African.. my Birth day is June 25th.........I miss him so much, you know we used to go hunting together, we had so much fun((TEARS)), his faft well i had my Mom met my dad when she came to the states on Vacation, I have a British accent cos my sweet mom always spoke her Language to me, And i got my skinned colour from my late Dad,he very Handsome, Well mom and dad had a big fight some years back and it made my Mom leave to her home country Nigeria, She never came back but always sent me letter and in it she says to tell dad she loves him, Dad always missed her, but he wont let anyone know he misses her, Some years passed by and dad passed a ways in an auto accident, he was drunk while driving, i'm pretty sure he was trying to drink his thoughts away,but after his Death,his family sold out his House and never thought about me, I had no place to Live in, So i move to my uncle place to stay with him in Yuma,AZ..But he treated me so bad and even tried to rape me several time when he is drunk so i then ran away from him to Visit My Sweet Mother in Nigeria cos some few months ago i got a call from Nigeria saying my mom is ill, She has Breast Cancer,So for that i had to rush down to Nigeria to be with her, and that where i am now, With My Sweet Mom here in Nigeria.Anyways My dream now is to relocate with the right man,Now I guess a question will come to your mind(Why is she Single)isn't it ok, I used to have a boyfriend but I broke up with him few years ago,I caught him on bed with my best close friend,you know how that is,it's a SHOCK,so this led me to break up with him,was I right by that decision???I seek for a complete honest man,who will come home to me,loveme,adoreme,a strong man with a strong heart who will want our relationship to last forever,a compassionate man,one with good heart and know how to handle matters,I want a lover not a fighter Hmmmm.My goal in life is to be married and have a happy family in a home filled with with a beautiful children s..I need a man to spend the rest of my life with and who knows if it might be you.I agree about true love that a couple is bout caring and trusting each other.As well as helping both through everything in life esp our faith in God.I really loved how u see how a couple should loved and that just what i would loved to have in a Man.I totally believed we could be a good fit if it up to God almighty and our hearts too.I can't wait to hear from u soon and hope to get to know more about u too.well I pray u like what u see and let God do the rest.Tell me more about yourself... What is your favorite holiday? What makes you the happiest? When is your birthday?if you have some picture's to send them."The first sight of love is the last of wisdom."LostLove..Tiffany

Letter 2

How are you today? Thanks for your message, that email you sent me was quite a response. I love the fact that you are very honest and upfront with me. You seem like you are very down to earth and laid back man, and that is good. I believe that partners are 100% equal in a relationship and both should be able to feel they can trust each other 100% at all times. I feel that any woman who ever disrespects a man is not a woman at all. I am affectionate also and I have no trouble showing it for the right man in public or private. I love to cuddle while watching a good movie, when were in bed, I love to hug and kiss my man at anytime and anywhere it could be a store, mall or just on a sidewalk. I am looking for a very serious and long term relationship, I am looking for something permanent :-) and I know it takes time and a lot of good effort to form a good relationship. I want a man to be my best friend at all times, my sweetheart, love of my life, my partner and my soul mate all wrapped up into one lovely man. I have been burned before and I know how it feels, the feeling is not good at all... and it is one i never wanna experience again. Distance is not a problem to me because I know we will meet soon.....At this point of my life,all I am looking for is that wonderful and special man to love completely and unconditionally, and who will love me too. I am very committed, a good listener and I give all in a relationship. I want to meet that man to share my whole heart with, to share my ups and downs with, I want to treat him like a king for the rest of our lives because I want to get married and settle down with him. I will be very supportive to him and be by his side all the time. I would love him a 100% and give my whole heart to him. Each night and day I hope and pray that i found the riteful man that will be mine forever . I know it's hard to fine man and trust a man - giving your heart, body and soul, but I am giving it a fair try. Please I beg you ... once again I say please, If you really serious about me cos I've been badly hurt in the past and i want it to go away ........i really need to be loved and not to be disappointed , I hope you understand were am coming from and were am going. I really wanna meet you when I get back to the States, maybe we could go out for dinner (my mom always say a good conversation always makes a good meal) or go to the movies. My Favorite color is blue, fav food is french fries and chicken, I love all kinds of music but favorite is R & B.... And i think you know now that am with my sick mother in Nigeria to take care of her. please keep praying for me and my mom. Write me back soon and tell me more about your likes and dislikes.

Tiffany.

Letter 3

How are you doing today???Will need trust to love, but first you need to love in order to trust.To love someone is to understand each other, to laugh together, to smile with your heart and to trust one another. One important thing is to let each other go if you can't do this.Love is like a wonderful feeling of compassion and satisfaction. It should be given respect and trust; and it should receive that love back.The best proof of love is trust.True love is the greatest thing that you can experience; it can weather any storm. Loving, trusting and respecting each other totally can bring you to true love and happiness.It's hard to love and hard to trust; but finding love and finding trust was a gift from you to me.Relationships should never be taken for granted. The choice of being with another life is an amazing thing. Trust, loyalty and respect are a must for eternal happiness. No matter how much you love someone if you don’t have these ingredients you will never succeed.Tobe in love means being patient but to be patient you must trust him/her first.You can never find love through the eye or ear, so you must trust the only thing that will never fade until you die, your heart.Love is like trust, when you find your special someone it is as if you're trusting them with your heart.Trust is what you put in someone's hands. Faith is what you hold on to.Trust is what makes everyone realize that you are always there for them. Faith is what makes everyone realize that you are always there to help them in case they need some help.Love makes not everyone, but the only one in your life who is special, think that you are always there for her, to be with her, to cherish her, to fulfill her dreams, to share with her and most of all, to make her realize how much you really love her.Distance doesn't matter if you really love the person,what matters most is your honesty and trust for that relationship to work out.Without romance, love gets dry. Without respect, love gets lost. Without caring, love gets boring. Without honesty, love gets unhappy, and without trust, love gets unstable.Love is a wonderful gift; trust in it, believe in it,give it, and it will be returned to you to give again and again.You can get advice from family, friends and strangers, but the best advice comes from your heart; it never lies - trust it.There may be many people that are trustworthy, but only a few are worth trusting with your heart; choose wisely.Tobe trusted is a greater compliment than to be loved. For you can love many, but without trust you have nothing.The heart already knows what the mind can only dream of. Trust your heart.Distance cannot, and will not hurt a bond between two people that is based on mutual respect, trust, commitment,andlove.Jealousy is not a sign of true love; it's insecurities that comes in the way, 'cause love has just one important ingredient: Trust.Do you trust me?Love means never doubting anything. It means trusting and being honest with each other someone can be as beautiful on the outside as they are on the inside, but when he or she betrays your trust, they become the ugliest person in the world.Love is patient. Love is kind. It does not envy. It does not boast. It is not proud. It is not rude. It is not self-seeking. It is not easily angered. It keeps no record of wrong doing. It does not delight in evil, but rejoices in the truth. It always protects, trusts, hopes, perseveres.Love takes many things: trust, hope, wishes, dreams, and everything you've got, even when you know it's not going be enough. Love is not always fireworks and shooting stars; sometimes it's a simple understanding and trust between two people..Babei wish i was there with you coz i want you meet you in person....Hope to read back from you.....

Tiffany...

Letter 4

I really enjoy reading your mail thanks a lot... I would like to continue this with you. You have qualities in a Man that I would treasure and yes I would love to have a meal with you. I want you to Just name the time and the place. Communication as you know is very important to me. First in getting to know one another this is very valuable. But the important part of communicating is being honest. We can talk and talk and make our self look and sound good but unless we are completely honest we will be disappointed when the time comes to finally meet each other in person. I have lived now for a awhile and have traveled many places and therefore I feel I have learned to accepted myself for who I am am. I always try to be a good person to myself and others. I prefer people who are nice, kind,respectful and honest. People who view themselves better than others or think they are I do not like. I want to find a Man who respects him self. A man who takes care of himself mentally, spiritually and physically. I want a Man who is willing to work hard at our relationship. Someone who will contribute to improving and helping us grow together and as a family. While we are able he needs to and wants to work hard (like I will) to have nice things in life and to work hard so we can be comfortable together in order to enjoy ourselves. We must be the example for our child in raising a family and he must be the man I will love forever. There is so much more I could tell you but I will end here. I only hope you can understand where I am coming from. Again, speaking of age - I am at a point in my life - where I do not want to play games. I have opened myself to you and would like to know more about you and see other pictures of you. I have seen the ones on your profile so please send me a new recent picture of yourself. And finally one last thing with regard to age - there is an age difference between us - so I will just come out and ask you - how do you view and feel about that our age difference? Please tell more about when we can meet and what plans you may have for the future. And let me know if YOU READY FOR RELATIONSHIP WITH ME?. I hope to hear from you soon. Take Care. Thanks

Tiffany.

Letter 5

I am happy to hear from you again, I must confess that you have a way with words and I really enjoy reading from you.... I wanna take my time to let you into my world. I seriously i think i am opening my heart to you because i just can't resist your words. They are so touching. Baby i like the things you say when it comes to loving you woman, we are both looking for exactly the same things out of a relationship. Baby I would never deceive you for anything, I don't play games and my major turn offs are lies an deceits. Baby i am not a materialistic person,i love the little things in a relationship. I want someone i could take trips with, talk a walk with holding each others hands, watching the sunset and so much more...In a relationship I seek trust, honesty, understanding, sincerity, love and sharing, sharing the good times and bad times together with no fear of what the world might put upon us. Someone who enjoys kissing, cuddling, holding hands and surprises. I am looking for someone very honest and that knows what he really wants out of a relationship and I need him to be 100% honest with me. He should be very communicative with me and I can talk to him whenever I want to. I treat my man with respect, loyalty, love and like a King, I would cook for him and run is bath water and do whatever I can to satisfy and make him happy all the time....I am looking for my soul mate. I would love him with all of my heart and have nothing but good feelings for him. He should be a very caring and loving person. I am looking for the "One". What does that mean to me? he is the person that you can't wait until he comes home from work so you can kiss him and sit down and relax in front of the TV or go out and spend an evening together. The person that just calls to see how your day is going and makes your day much better because you are talking to each other. He gives you a lift when you are down and can always make you laugh because you know each other so well. The person that can simply lay in bed with his head on my chest and our legs interlocked for hours and talk about what's on your mind. I want him to be my best friend, lover, and if lucky my husband and father of my children. If I didn't scare you by being so serious and this sounds like something that would interest you then we could probably hit it off if you are up for it. I'm not afraid to go for it because this is what I want from life because I know that I deserve the best...This the answer to the question..what made you decide to look for lover over the internet? Babe i was hurt so much and one of my friend now told me to go on internet...... I will be hoping to read from you again soon. Thinking about you.

Tiffany.

Letter 6

Hello babe how are you doing?. It really cool reading from you. I am very sorry for not been close to you now. Honey i am afraid to tell you this. I dont know how you going to feel if i tell you that i am going to need your help financially. Please honey there are herbal meds i always buy for mom every weekend here.. And i am afraid that icant buy the herbal meds for mom this week cause idont have much on me now ((Crying)). Please i am going to need your help now. Please i am very sorry. You are not the type of man i can hide my feelings and what i am going thru here from. Life is really hard here. Please help me save mom life. I dont know how you are going to feel now. Please dont be mad at me babe. I dont want to lose mom. U know she is the only one i have here. Please kindly get back to me as soon as possible. Hope to read from you very soon. Love Ya.. Tiffany.

Letter 7

Love how are you doing?. I hope you are cool today. Thanks so much for the mail. It really cool reading from you and thanks for putting smile on my face again. I am glad you are going to help me with mom meds. Thanks once again. I will let mom know you are going to help her with her meds fee. The meds is going to cost $250 us dollars babe. That is how much i always use to buy it for her. Let me know if u can help me with that so i will send u the info you will be sending money to....I hope to read from you as soon as possible babe. Love you with all i am babe. Your Wife,

Tiffany.

Letter 8

My love,,
I understand everything you said in your message.. I know its hard to trust when it comes to internet relationship. but I need you to understand that you cant hope to see the sun if you don't open your eyes.. I know no one like to be hurt especially when it comes to the issue of the heart and money and due to the fact that you have been hurt by someone else before but you just have to learn to forget and move on with life..one just needs to be careful like my Momma keep telling me to avoid being hurt. I am a very honest, loyal, sincere and romantic woman.. I just hope you can be the man that I can come home to. the man I can lean on whenever am down. someone that would be there for me financially and emotionally. lots of men would love but wontwanna help their woman with money whenever the need arises on the basis of the fact that they just met or they haven't seen each other face to face yet. I think its true to some certain extent but the fact is that Love covers everything. love makes someone do some crazy things at times and it never really means someone is a fool or dumb but the fact is love sees no mistake. love do everything and is capable of healing any pain. I believe your love is destined to be. the day I met you was like the best day of my entire life. am more than happy and I now forever will I be happy with a man like you...Baby do you want me to lose my mother??I need your help...Hope to read back from you so soon...

Love You Always

Tiffany....

Letter 9

Trust, loyalty and respect are a must for eternal happiness. No matter how much you love someone if you don't have these ingredients you will never succeed. To be in love means being patient but to be patient you must trust him/her first. You can never find love through the eye or ear, so you must trust the only thing that will never fade until you die, your heart....Love is like trust, when you find your special someone it is as if you're trusting them with your heart. Trust is what you put in someone's hands......... Faith is what you hold on to.

Trust is what makes everyone realize that you are always there for them. Faith is what makes everyone realize that you are always there to help them in case they need some help. Love makes not everyone, but the only one in your life who is special, think that you are always there for her, to be with her, to make her realize how much you really love her. Without honesty, love gets unhappy, and without trust, love gets unstable. Love is a wonderful gift; trust in it, believe in it, give it, and it will be returned to you to give again and again.

You can get advice from family, friends and strangers, but the best advice comes from your heart; it never lies; trust it. There may be many people that are trustworthy, but only a few are worth trusting with your heart; choose wisely. To be trusted is a greater compliment than to be loved......... For you can love many, but without trust you have nothing. The heart already knows what the mind can only dream of. Trust your heart. Distance cannot, they are on the inside, but when he or she betrays your trust, they become the ugliest person in the world. Love is patient.

Love is kind. It does not envy. It does not boast. It is not proud........ It is not rude. It is not self-seeking. It is not easily angered. It keeps no record of wrong doing. It does not delight in evil, but rejoices in the truth. It always protects, trusts, hopes, perseveres. Love takes many things: trust, hope, wishes, dreams, and everything you've got, even when you know it's not going be enough. Love is not always fireworks and shooting stars; sometimes it's a simple understanding and trust between two people..............

Letter 10

How are you Doing today...thanks so much for the wonderful email. I don't know what happened to me whether I was crazy or just lonely, all I know is I was sick of being deceived, mistreated, and unloved. Then you came along... I don't know why. All I know is that I felt a connection on our first conversation, something I had never felt before which at first made me feel uneasy, stupid and even a bitchildish, which made me go through all kinds of emotions as we chatted and began finding we had a lot in common. I felt like we had known each other from an unknown past. At first I was scared and a part of me wanted to ignore and just believe that you were just someone who was playing a game being that we were both behind the screen. I was thinking I was crazy to have the feelings I was beginning to have for you. I was really upset with myself and became very angry with the way I was feeling. I didn't want to admit to you or anyone else that I was falling for someone I had never actually met. I thought I was becoming insane myself - damn it - I tried to fight these feelings off but they were just too powerful for me to ignore! I tried to convince myself that this can't be for real; that you couldn't REALLY be feeling the same as I was... I was going insane!!! No matter how hard I tried - I just could not fight the feelings I was having for you. Then the night came when you were expressing how you were beginning to feel which I tried not to believe, because I was scared of being disappointed, but the magnetism that I was feeling was so strong that I could no longer fight it. Our chats became an everyday thing and the feelings just would not go away no matter how hard i tried. I just could not resist the temptation of meeting you pretty soon. All along I could not believe that you were for real, but when we finally first met on that dating site. I knew then there was no way I could stop from loving you. I Always have this thought that when we meet, these feelings would just go away, but with the way things are going i don’t think they will ever go away((SMILE)). I tried so hard to convince myself that there is no such thing as true love. but you have made me believe differently. Love You

Letter 11

Thanks for showing interest in me. How are you and how are you doing. I am very happy to hear from you again and is nice time having a men to spend the rest of my life with. So how do you treat your family? I love your pictures i look it all over again. I believe in one thing in life anything you are doing you just have to be honest and loyal so you have your goal. How do you feel when you did not have any woman with you?. What I am seeking is a man as laid out in Proverbs 31. A man who is strong (but not overbearing), loyal, respectful, kind and sweet. That carry himself like the king he is in all situations. That arouse my intellect as well as physical desires. Looking for that somebody that I can share my entire life with. Somebody that is not afraid to be loved as well express love. What am looking for in a relationship would consist of respect, trust, and honesty. Isn't that what everybody says though. It would be flexible with room for each person to grow. I don't want or expect anyone to change for me. We should be able to be ourselves good, bad, or indifferent. I would want to know that I could depend on someone and never worry that they wouldn't be there when it counts. i also want to have fun. We only go around once so we might as well enjoy it while we're here. Thanks for talking time to read my mail have a nice time Thinking of you.

Tiffany.

Letter 12

Hi Michael,

How are you Doing today...thanks so much for the wonderful email, You are such a nice guy to me...and looking forward to that day i would see you face to face... But, just so you know, I thought I would tell you what I was looking for, and see what you think... All I am looking for is "True Love," no Games, no Playing around, just want to find my soul mate in life...the one man I connect with in every way.... I do know very much about you, yet any woman that does not treat you with respect, true love, genuine kindness and caring is absolutely a fool. True Love can be given without being shared, but a shared Love still allows for your special loved one to grow.

To me, there is nothing more special than a shared Love. that delights in our loved one's achievements, and growth as a person. One that has no jealousy, anger or mistrust. I believe when I have met the right person, we will believe so completely in each other, and Love each other so completely, that we will trust without hesitation as well. I am a lovingly touchy person. I like to hold hands, hug and kiss ... when appropriate... I like open affection, but in good taste, not for affection sake. I love to look into my loved one's eyes, and often get accused of starring... But I stare at flowers too, they never complain that I could look at them from when the blossom until they fade away... I like being touched too. Held and having my hair played with... I like simple things, not complications and overbearing.I want my soul mate to be my best friend, so I can always talk with him, and my other friends all accept and love him too, that he can accept and love them back. Life is so short, why do people make it so complicated by wanting everything they see...and forgetting that we are here to Love one another, not "bed as many as we can" and have nothing true and genuine when our time comes... I believe it takes "a lot of time" to know someone, and when an actual "relationship" does start ... I still believe intimacy should be saved until "you know" they are someone you want to be with. I told afriend once, if people would date for six months to a year or more without sex, they would know the person, and either be just friends,or continue on with an Intimate Loving Relationship, and have a much better chance of it lasting. I did not say "making it last" as I have tried that, and trust me, you never want to "make" anything happen, it is either there or it is not... Let go and let God ... and save yourself, you'll be happy you did...Hope that wasn't too much, but it is honest and all me...I look forward to reading your thoughts and comments, And I have a hypothetical question for you. Lets say we were married and we stayed up late laughing and enjoying each otherscompany while getting to know each other better. We end up making love most of the night and fall asleep without putting the alarm on to wake us up in time for work. When we do wake up in the morning, we're not late , but we need to hurry up and get ready. Would you take a shower with me to save time or would that be to embarrassing for you ? Or Maybe you would want to shower alone, just thought I would ask as it was something that was on my mind and I was interested in how you feel about something like this. as I am awaiting your answer. I can't wait to meet you so we can share time in other arms together. Love You

Letter 13

Good Morning Michael,

How are u doing today and how was urnite? Well idont really know what to say cos have been stressing myself and have been sad cos my mom was in a bad condition and nobody to be in help for us here and Dr was letting me know since yesterday to look for $550 to get her some meds and pay for her treated and babe u know i have no single $ here so am on my knees now pleading u for this if u can try an get me this done now so she will be doing good and i promise to pay u this back as soon as am back to the state.... Babe kindly let me know what gonna happen and let me know as soon as u get it send.... my love is so completely true and I really do love you. So please try to understand me on those days that get so hard on us and things don't always go our way. Don't forget I was never untrue to you so don't punish me for crimes that I never committed, 'cause when you do that, it makes me feel really suffocated and it makes me push you away ...

Much Love,

Tiffany....