Letter(s) from Natalia Sharafutdinova to Henry (USA)

Letter 1

Hello my new friend Butch.
I’m pleased you are writing to me. I'm glad you have decided to answer my letter. so I will tell you about myself because it is important we get to know and understand each other completely.Allow me to introduce myself. My name is Natasha.
Why I registered to dating site? I wish to find friends on Internet in hopes of discovering someone with common interests-that could lead to something greater.
I decided using this is way for building relation, because it’s really difficult to find a good person here, I had several serious relation before, but it was in past and I do not want to remember it. What am I looking for? Well... Someone honest and not a liar! I have had enough of that! Without honesty and truth, there is no love!
The person I will live with must be part of me. Someone I can talk to someone I will understand his and he will understand me. I'm not asking much, just honesty, no lies and no selfishness. Love works both ways. Two hearts tied together, living together.
I ready to have a family and be devoted to only one man. I'm looking to build a relationship, which that is based on trust, integrity, honesty and lots of romance. I am looking for marriage and life full of happiness. I dream to meet a man who love children and respect family traditions. I would like to let you know up front I'm not looking for just a pen-pal, I would like to find someone that I can share life with to enjoy the good time and be there for in the tougher times. I think that I'm a good person and will be able to make someone happy.I shall try to tell you a little about myself. I was born July 27th, 1978, in the city of Kazan, Russia. I still live in Kazan. Kazan is a port at the junction of the Volga and Kazanka Rivers, centrally located in the European area of Russia. It is the capital of the republic of Tatarstan, one of Russia's 89 administrative divisions.
Kazan is also considered to have one of the most beautiful city museums in Russia. Our city is very old and has many historic architectural monuments. It’s a good and beautiful with a lot of historical places and parks. As I stated above, I was born here and have lived here all my life - 27 years. I have recently finished study at the university and work as a sales manager of a restaurant. I’m 168 cm tall and weigh 55kg. I have green-brown eyes and naturally light brown hair. I have never married, and have never had children. I’m careful, devoted, and possess strong spirit - a person with sensitivity and a gentle soul; hard working, vigorous, love sports, animals, and children!I hope you can understand everything I am saying. I have attached a photo for you - and hope you like it. Please send some more pictures of yourself. I wish to know more about you. Tell me about your hobbies, where you live. Do you love music? I’ll tell you more about myself in my next letter - after you send me the above information on yourself. In the meantime, I’ll wait patiently for your response, so please write me.
I wish you a good day.
Eagerly awaiting your letter
Natasha

Letter 2

Hi my dear friend Henry.
I am glad to receive your letter. Your letter helps to me is better to understand you and your life. I find you very interesting by the man. I am glad, that we with you friends. I to understand all that you to write to me. Mine doggie call Teddy.
Thanks Henry, mine weekend was well. I together with girlfriends to play billiard.
I give the basic preference pop - music. But any favourite executors at me are not present, because at all pop executors, there are some good songs which like me. For example I like songs the Madonna and Robert Miles. Probably very much occupy a question why I to search for you relations abroad and why I to not search relations in Russia. I shall try to answer on it. 1. Insufficient amount of men of age of consent in Russia All know, that we in the country have less than men, than women. The statistics shows, that on 100 women it is necessary about 97 men. That is from everyone 100 women 3 are compelled to remain lonely for the objective reasons! If to consider these data on regions and in an age cut, the picture looks even more sad. Men die earlier, and a part - at young age. Men are more subject to serious diseases from which intimate stand on the first place. As a result in large cities already at least each tenth woman in the age of is more senior 30 cannot to find to itself the marriage partner - for cleanly objective reasons of demographic character. 2. Bad habits Our Russian men have won to themselves the world glory the impetuous drunkenness. It is impossible to tell, that in other countries there is no problem of an alcoholism, but such scales him precisely to not achieve. Consumption of spirits - one of few aspects where we have managed to catch up and overtake America. In Russia if your husband does not drink - he already almost that an angel, only without wings; even at full absence of other advantages to have the teetotal husband it is considered as rare success. Except for drunkenness, our men have many other "lovely" features - laziness, inconstancy, absence of aspiration to self-development - all that women Russian men describe as " are awful ". Plus all other, following from a position " the hen not a bird ". Naturally, not all Russian men are those - far not all! - but for some reason those who are happy exceptions of a rule, are usually already married.
3. A crisis economic situation of modern Russia it is unconditional, our standard of living differs from western, and, unfortunately, not in the best side.
I want happiness and well-being to my future children. Unfortunately, the today's situation in Russia does not allow to hope for it. Russia today cannot live in afternoon ". And it would be desirable any stability It seems to me that I to you could answer this question. YOU with me agree? Ask me questions, it will be very pleasant to me to answer them.
I hope that your family is well and I hope that my letters brighten your day and make things better for you. I await until the next time you write. Be happy!
Your friend,
Natasha

Letter 3

Hi my friend Henry.
I am very glad to receive from you the letter. Our correspondence so means for me much. I am afraid to think beforehand, but I want, that you knew - for me it very seriously. I want, that you knew Henry, that now you have friend who can attentively listen to you who can share your problems and understand you. I to want to tell to you Henry, that I to delete the prifile on friendfinder. At me here in Russia bad experience with men. And today I want to tell to you about this. At me the man was loved. I have been madly in love with the person, and he only pretended that loves me. Actually he scoffed at my feelings. Was such, that he appointed to me of a meeting, promised to come to me, I waited him, and he did not appear. I sometimes cried, because he did not come in the evening, at us in city in the evening not so easy and I worried for him. And he, the rascal, came in day or through two and spoke, that at him were business and that he loves me. And then I found out through his friends, that at this time he had a good time with what that maidens. he did not like to work, he frequently borrowed for me money, promised to give, but never repaid. And I forgave him because liked. I even hid it from mum. Last and I have seen some time him in the street with other woman. They kissed. I did not remember as have come home. I cried all the night long. I had depression very for a long time. I began to work much and began to forget this villain.
After that case I have decided, that I shall never deceive in love people, I shall never scoff and play feelings of other people. I to not want so to risk and break more to myself a life. I to want to be simply happy and to live as the normal person. Further I have decided that I shall search for the kind person to have family. This person should be fair, decent that he never deceived me. That he was with me during the happy and difficult moments of a life. I desire to have family, loved the person beside, feeling care and constant support in difficult minute, to what to aspire each person in a life and I too. I want that of me cared and liked.
And in exchange many my love and tenderness. That in the house the cosiness and rest, kindness, tenderness and love was. A lot of love! To me 27 years, and I and to not have, about what I to speak you. I was close to happiness in the past, but my trust to break my heart. I once again to want to test such feeling as love. I very much to hope for it.
Therefore I to write to you. I to think, that you to understand my words.
It while all. I to promise you to write later.
I with impatience shall wait for your answer Henry.
Sincerely Natasha

Letter 4

Hi my dear friend Henry.
I am very glad to receive from you the letter. I to miss under your letters already a little. With each new letter we to become closer to each other. All of us it is more learn each other. It is very important for me, that you to understand me and to listen to me.
I do not know as it is possible to prove each other, that we are real. I to think that it is necessary for us to make photo Hi or Hello with a name. It is necessary for you to make for me photo Hello Natasha, and I shall make for you photo Hello Henry.
When you to make for me it is a photo I shall be confident, that you are real.
I to want to tell to you it is a little about my life. As you know I to work as the manager in restaurant. My working day begins at 8.00 am. I wake up in 8.00 o'clock in the morning, I prepare myself a sandwich for breakfast. In the mornings I eat a sandwich and I drink coffee. Then I go for work. I go by the bus.
The restaurant where I to work refers to "Aristocrat". I to work in this restaurant as the manager 3 years. Our restaurant specializes on to cook European food. My work consists in selection and training of the attendants, realization of the daily control over the organization of work and trade at restaurant, the organization of complex dinners in the afternoon works, the organization and carrying out of banquet evenings, formation of the list of dishes and the menu for the current day. Among firm dishes, it is especial loved visitors, loved a dish of an imperial court yard - the fish caviar with pancakes and the sour cream, refined Norvegian fjord salmon, Coeur de filet of beef, and also many other tasty dishes. In our restaurant every day to come it is a lot of people. They very much to love our restaurant. I very much like to work here. Work made with love brings pleasure to people. It is always pleasant for me to see smiles on faces our clients.
I to have a computer at home. But unfortunately I to not have access to the Internet as I to not have phone at home. Therefore I to write to you from work or the Internet of cafe. I cannot sometimes write to you from my work because here there is a lot of work. Then I shall go in the Internet of cafe to write to you from there. There to work my girlfriend and she to allow me to use a computer free-of-charge. I to come to her and there to use Internet. It is very convenient for me. Sometimes it happens, that it does not work.
If from me there are no news couple of days you do not think that I have stopped to you to write, simply the Internet of cafe means is closed. I shall necessarily write to you when the Internet of cafe will work.
I with impatience shall wait for your following letter. I wish you Henry successful day and good mood.
Sincerely Natasha

Letter 5

Hi my dear Henry.
I am very glad to receive from you the letter. I like the photo you sent me. Today I to go to computer club with hope to receive your letter and I was very happy to see it.
I to not have many romance offers. Here it is difficult to find second half.
I to continue to tell to you about myself. Today I to want to tell to you about mine attitude to a question on religion. I to be brought up in the USSR where absence of belief in the God was accepted. It was the official position of the state. But the majority People and at this time to trust in the God and to go to church. My parents were such also. They to christen me when to me there was no as early as one year and often to drive in church. I to be brought up in belief in the God and this belief to me help in my life.
But also the position of the state to influence me and I consider what to trust or not trust in the God this private affair of everyone and it is necessary to respect a position of each person in this question. How you to think Henry?
I believe and always I pray for that that the God has sent the help to those who in it requires. In fact all of us have the right fortunately and a fine life.
What your churches Henry? Our churches very beautiful. Walls and ceilings of our church are painted by icons and everywhere stand candles. People come in church to pray, listen as sing songs as priests read prays. In church so easy and there always you find a peace of mind. I hope that your family is well and I hope that my letters brighten your day and make things better for you. I await until the next time you write. Be happy!
Your friend,
Natasha

Letter 6

Hi my dear Henry.
I am very glad to receive your letter. I to know you not long, but I can tell, that you very fair and open and it very much to involve me and let's me trust, that I can like and be loved!!! My mum speak me, that I should be always open. I to tell to her, that we relations to develop successfully and they are happy for us.I am very glad, that you like my photos. By the way to do my photos my mum. I want to tell to you Henry about me and my childhood. I am a very caring and generous person. I like to make other people happy, there is nothing more fulfilling then bringing laughter or a smile to someone's face. I have been told that I have a great sense of humor, but you will have to judge that for yourself. I would describe myself as being rather quiet almost shy when meeting new people, but open up rather quickly once I get to know you. I am a great listener and always there for my friends when they need me.
I had a good childhood. In the childhood I had many friends and we with them played in a court yard of our house. It were carefree years. I went to school on well and excellent. I always remember my first teacher, she have opened for us a door in knowledge and thanking her I can communicate with people freely. I am indefinitely grateful her for that feeling of human kindness that she to all of us has imparted. As I grew at me I varied the point of view opened for myself a lot of unidentified. My loved subject at school was mathematics. After school I have acted in university. I studied at faculty management.
It is fine student's it was time. Sessions, you know that this such, do not sleep at night worry, and when there comes day of examination, heart simply jumps out from a breast. I think that you too have gone through it. I very much liked to study.
After university to me have offered to work as the manager in cafe and I might not refuse. I very much like my work. You may tell to me about the childhood?
I to wish you good mood these days.
I shall wait your letters and I hope that you will write to me soon.
Sincerely Natasha

Letter 7

Hi my dear Henry.
I was very glad to receive your letter, I waited it with greater impatience. I began to be convinced that I to have attachment to you and already with impatience to wait your letters more and more.I am very glad that you write to me Henry. It is very interesting to me to read your letters. In fact they open you as the person and I very much like all that you write. You possess many qualities which I like.
In the person to me first of all it is important his honesty. Probably it because I very much frequently to be deceived in people and consequently I to appreciate this quality most above. In fact anything is not present more important than honesty and ability to speak that you think and to assert the position. You with me agree?
I to search for such person. I am tired that constantly betray me and on this I am glad that you in the letters are fair. It is very pleasant for me to communicate with you. Under your past letters at me to develop about you very good opinion and I would be glad learn about you the new facts which to convince me of that that I to make a correct choice having written to you the first letter. I like that that you tell about yourself and to like that sincerity and an openness with which you it make.
Still I to want to tell to you about my dreams. My dreams simple. I to you already told about them. I want to be happy and make happy on the Earth loved me of the person. I to want to have the family. My family can and there will be no the idealest in this world but I to want to have family and it to be happy. You see what at me plain dreams. For my 27 years of a life I to save up such potential of tenderness and kind feelings which is not spent yet and waits for the person to which I shall devote all itself.
What to search you in the woman? Still I to want with you today will talk about that as I see a role of the woman in family. In my opinion neither the husband nor the wife should not feel that their rights are restrained. In Russia women are brought up so they should care of family more. All family problems lay on the woman. She should care of children, prepare I peep, to erase, keep the house in order. I am brought up in the same spirit. I consider that the woman should hold keys from family. But also the man should her very seriously help. On the first place for the woman there should be a family. Russian women are able to combine both work and family and everywhere to be irreplaceable. Therefore here the woman also works and conducts family. I consider that it am correct and is ready to make all that my future family was happy.
I to ask you, that you to send me all photos which at you are. They will be help to me, to feel your presence beside with me. I to want to feel you, your gentle sight, yours a smile. I so to require in heat and care and I think, that I to ask not so much. I to become attached to you and at me to appear very much greater the sympathy to you. I search pure love and romanticism in relations. I love when all beautifully, perfectly, gently and romantically!!! Desire to have family, loved the person beside, feeling care and constant support in difficult minute, to what to aspire each person in a life and I too. This my treasured desire in my life.
I shall finish the letter. I shall look forward your letter and to miss on you Henry!
Yours Natasha

Letter 8

Hi loved Henry.
I am very happy to receive your letter today. I like the photo you sent me. I waited for the moment that you will write to me the letter and I have waited it. I as though to fly in heavens when I see yours the new letter. They to give to me of forces in work and support my health. It is necessary nothing to me except for your letters and you. I to notice Henry, that our letters are more and more full of love and good mood.
I to want to tell to you Henry, that I to not make my hair more shortly. My hair are simply dismissed. I to not search rich for the man. The main thing for me love and with which I can go through all happy and difficult moments of a life together. So it is good me that in this world there is a person to which I is not indifferent. It is very pleasant to me to study, that we is mutual understanding each other is the most important fact in our relations. It is very good me, as I to meet you in my life. I to not be yet never so is happy. I as though to fly in heavens. It is necessary nothing to me except for yours the letter and you.
I yesterday to think of ours relations and about our feelings. I already to become attached to you. I think that for that time that we with you are copied we very much pulled together and between us the feeling has appeared, I think that we are necessary each other. I constantly think of you, you have taken a place in my heart. You to like me and I think that we relations can be deeper. At present my feelings to YOU are very strong me pulls to you as a magnet. Your letters do my mood high. To me it becomes joyful on soul. I understand that ours relations everyone become more serious and more serious. Your words heat my soul and heart. You in my heart every minute. I love you!!!
I hope that i dont make you uncomfortable with my feelings for you but they are true feelings. I very much like writing to you and i love when i hear from you, when i recieve your letters my heart speeds up and a feeling of excitement and happyness come over me.
I shall finish the letter.
I with impatience shall wait for your letter. I to send you Henry the most passionate kiss.
Your love Natasha

Letter 9

Hi my love Henry.
I am happy to receive your new letter. It for me as a drink of fresh air. It to please me and to give to me of forces. I like to receive your letters. They very much dear for me. I love you and each line written by you warms me. Your letters to fill my soul with heat and pleasure. In my opinion for that time that we write each other we very strongly to become attached to each other. Your letters help to me to feel your affinity. And though us with you are divided huge distance, reading your letter, I feel your affinity. I present, that you sit next and embrace me. I am very happy that I have you. I like the photo you sent me. By the way I today to make for you new photos and I hope that they will like you. I to send you my air kiss. I to want to share with you my good mood.
Yesterday to me to arrive my brother from Moscow. My brother lives in Moscow. He seldom comes home to Kazan. I and my mum were very happy his arrival to us.
Today we went with my brother on loved us in the childhood to places. We visit where we children to run ice-cream cafes is. There much to change but eat with something constant. It is that cosy atmosphere which was here always. We have recollected the childhood. As it is a lot of occured since that happy time. I to speak about us with you to my parents and my brother. They to ask me you really to like him and to want be with him. I to tell not thinking, that very much and I can not present myself without him. I to tell him about you and they to tell, that you very good person and are possible to trust you. My mum and the brother are very happy for me that I to find you. They to tell to me that I to make a correct choice, that already for a long time it is time to me to have family. They speaks that now I shall be happy. My mum to know that I very for a long time to search for the happiness and cannot find it in any way. I am very happy that I at last have met you my prince. I cannot find the happiness very for a long time. But now I to meet you and is very happy. The destiny has presented me of you because it has renumerated me to long searches and expectations. Only one circumstance installs in my I oppress grief. This that that we while far apart. I to love you my unique. All my love and tenderness only for you.I wish you good day Henry. By the way my mum and my brother asked transmit to you warm relations.
I shall wait for your letter my love.
I will close with sending all my love, and the most passionate kiss to you,
All my love, forever
Natasha

Letter 10

Hi my lovely Henry!
I am very happy to receive your letter today my love. I like the photo you sent me.
I to want to tell to you Henry, that I am sure in the of feeling to you and to want to be with you my love. My feelings to you are very strong. You possess many qualities which I like. When i recieve your letters my heart speeds up and a feeling of excitement and happyness come over me. For that time, that we with you to write, at me the feeling to you has appeared.. I like and I like that sincerity and an openness with which you it to make that you told about yourself. I to become attached to you and at me to appear very big sympathy to you. I to feel it my heart and soul and me pulls to you as a magnet.
Yes Henry, my father to live together with us. I to see my father only in weekend because he a lot of to work. I to speak my father about you. My father are thrilled that I have finally met someone that I so strongly feel a sincere love for. He are supporting this all the way. We have him blessing. constantly think of you Henry, you have taken a place in my heart. I think that we should meet, we should see each other, look in eyes. When I close my eyes, I present you near to me - two hearts bound in a circle of love. Two body, pressed closely to each other. I to kiss your lips and I embrace you tensely. I steadfastly look in your eyes, and we souls are united. I start to understand that my life without you is not meaningful, because I love you. Today I all the day long thought only of you. We became frank with you and I think that we should be together. My life to become very happy as I have you. All is good, but I think that our love should be, when we together, when beside. I to require you and to want to be with you. My ideas only about you and about us with you together. I very much to wait day when you to tell to me at a meeting: I love you Natasha and a kiss of me. All my dreams only about you, I to think every day of us with you, about our joint life. All my life belongs to you, my love. I have you and I am very happy. Your love to me to do me the happiest person.
I love you my Prince. I to not know that to me to do, I very much to want to be with you.
I to make only a photo of me and my mum today. As soon as I to make a photo of my brother and my father I at once shall send you. Ishall wait for your letter Henry, whether to me important to know divide you my ideas.
I close with my kiss from afar, and my pledge of undying adoration.
All my love to you, today, tomorrow, and forever
Natasha

Letter 11

Hi my lovely Henry.
I to receive your letter my love, I waited it with greater impatience. I like the photo you sent me. All happy and joyful moments in my life to make me happy. And all sad and bad to make me sad and angry. I am not jealous. I always to behave in hands and I try to supervise the feelings and emotions. I to want to tell to you Henry, that I am sure in the of feeling to you and to want to be with you my love. My feelings to you are very strong. You possess many qualities which I like. When i recieve your letters my heart speeds up and a feeling of excitement and happyness come over me. For that time, that we with you wrote, at me the feeling to you has appeared.. I like and I like that sincerity and an openness with which you it to make that you told about yourself. I to become attached to you and at me to appear very big sympathy to you. I to feel it my heart and soul and me pulls to you as a magnet. At me orthodox religion and I to trust in the God. I to have respect for all religions. I to think what to trust or not trust in the God, this private affair of everyone and is necessary to respect a position of each person in this question.
I can tell nothing about a politics, because I to not be interested to it. I to think, that in a policy{politics} men should be engaged.
Raising willows we should define education of the child together when I to arrive to you. The main thing for the child, is love and care of mother and the father.
These days I thought only of you Henry, about that as we with you shall meet. I represented it to myself as you meet me at the airport as we search each other eyes, we find and we rush in embraces each other. I spoke with my girlfriend about an opportunity of the organization to trip to you. My girlfriend works in a travel company. They are engaged in the organization of tourist trip to other countries. She has told that help to me with registration of the visa and the passport. Still she can find out cost of tickets aboard the plane, but for this purpose it is necessary to know where the international airport nearest to you? It seems to me that we already on are close with each other, only, unfortunately, divided in huge distance so much. I that cannot do with myself, it is love, it sing in me as a bird in the spring sky. I think that it is destiny. I am madly in love with you. Your letters are filled with such heat and care, and at me tears of pleasure sometimes run. I think " My God, that you helped to me to find thanks of my only thing and I hope that we with him shall incorporate and we shall be happy. " I dream of our meeting and about that as we shall walk with you, to keep for hands as we shall look after one after another. I dream as you will carry me on hands, to embrace me, to kiss and caress my gentle body. I so to want that we with you were together. We are created the friend for the friend. I to want to speak with you, a kiss of you for a long time for a long time, to go with you to cinema.Up to the meeting with you, my life was monotonous. I to not have happiness with loved the person. I to search the love, but these searches have not led me to him. I to receive only disappointment. Every day I to think about a life and to see, that I to cost nothing in this world and to me it was very bad. But I to not want to recollect, that was earlier. I have you and more it is necessary nothing to me. Without you and your love, my heart it will be always empty on. I to know, that you to see it and to want me. We to like each other and we should be together. I to trust that we shall overcome all barrier and we shall be together.
I to love you Henry and for ever in your ideas.
I shall be with greater impatience to wait for your letter my love.
My hottest and passionate kiss.
God bless us both, my prince.
Your princess Natasha

Letter 12

Hi my love Henry.
I like the photo you sent me.
What gift, you to want to send me? My post address:
Natasha Sharafutdinova
420087 Karbisheva Street * 47-1
Kazan, Tatarstan Russia
The restaurant where I to work as the manager, refers to "Aristocrat". At me good news to you my love. My girlfriend already began to make out to me the visa and the passport. she makes out to me the tourist visa. This visa will be valid during 90 days. she to tell that this visa the best variant that to us you to meet. she has told that I can prolong my visa when I shall arrive to you to me it will be necessary to address in embassy and to me will prolong the visa. And if we with you shall get married, I can remain with you. My visa will be ready on April, 20. It is necessary for me to pay in embassy for all my documents 500 USD. Still she today find out cost tickets aboard the plane up to Omaha, Nebraska. Tickets cost 880 USD. All it is necessary for me to arrive to you 1380 USD.
I to not know that to me to do, I cannot find such money. When I to think about this to me begins on soul very sadly. I hope for your help. My life depends on you, my love.
We shall be happy only together. I to want to make that happy in the world. But I to understand, that we far apart and that we to incorporate it cost money. I to not know, that to do. This paper prevents me to embrace you, a kiss and to love you all life. I to cry when to think about it. But I to trust, that I we to be with you together, my love. When I to think of you my heart comes to life, I wait yours kiss, your love, your touches.
You my destiny, my life. Know, that I wait only for you and your love. I to want to be with you. I madly love you and I want, that you always were with me!!!!!!!!!!!!! I cannot contain in words all that I feel. You the closest person, most loved. I love you! You know as much for me these words mean! I love you above all! YOU became for me to the finest and desired the man in the universe! Know, that you to me very much dear. I want to be only with you. I so dream to be near to you. I could not present earlier to myself, that it is possible so strongly to love the person. You mean very much much for me. You unique with whom I can present all my other life! You are my prince whom I so for a long time waited. I dream of you, it is a pity, that you cannot see, how I smile, cannot see pleasure on mine face when I think of you. My charm, I want that your life was pleasant, in every respect, that vital your way was in the pleasure, surrounded quiet and long happiness. I want to kiss you and to tell I LOVE YOU!!! With impatience I wait for ours with you of a meeting when I can gently embrace you and kiss. My love to you is wide as the sea, boundless as the sky!!!! I very much want to be near to you, to touch you, to feel your breath, to thaw in depth of your tender eyes, to feel heat of your lips and tenderness of hands, to nestle on you, to wake up near to you! I wake up and lie down with an idea on you Henry. to me so there is no you, in a breast all is compressed. To me so it is lonely without you! I love you Henry gently and passionately! I shall wait for your letter. My most passionate kiss.
God bless us both.
Love in Christ,
Natasha.
P.S.By the way I to make today for you my new photos and video. My photos and video only for you Henry. I hope, that you will like my photos

Letter 13

Hi my lovely Henry.
I do not know what people of you to warn, but you should listen only to yourself and it is more than anybody. If I to not arrive to you another it will be indifferent. But only there will be a smile on persons of these people. But for us it is the big tragedy. Our love should not die away because of other people. I to understand, that in the world the truth and a deceit is a lot of not. It is very bad. People to care only about the benefit and to not think about feelings of other person. Him are not important his sufferings and experiences. Their heart empty and without a life. It is a lot of such people all over the world and in Russia too. I was very good to understand you and to respect you that you to tell to me it. It is very important and responsible a step to trust the person who is so far from you. All this very is unusual. I when to write to you the first time too very doubts, that I can find the love. I to choose you.
I to choose you Henry as you me very to like. I wanted to find the love and to not trust in the beginning, that it at me will turn out. I to look programs on the TV that many Russian women to find the love in your country and to press there happily. When them to interview, they to express very big happiness and pleasure. Then I to understand, that only the help to me to find this way the love and I to write to you.
My life develops so, that here among an environment it is difficult to find second half. In a life to me very much not luck with men. They treachery me, it is bad to concern to me.
I never to meet the man, as you Henry. I actually to love you. It is not enough to prove the love only in letters, it it is necessary to show at a meeting and all life. Only at a meeting and at alive conversation there can be true feelings. In these letters to arise it is a lot of questions. To appear mistrust to each other. I to understand you it is very good. But my purpose not only to write and admit love as the little girl. I to want to have serious relations with loved the man. I to want to be happy with him all life.
Therefore it is necessary to risk to meet. I too risk leaving limits of Russia and to not know that me waits in other country. But I to love you Henry and to go on all for the sake of our meeting. I hope you to understand me and too to make all for the sake of our meeting. Simply you should understand, if I to have necessary money for trip to you I not reflecting to fly to you. But I to not have it and your help is necessary for me. I to understand, that it is risk for you, but I want you to assure that I to not deceive you and you should me believe.
I never can find such money and I have nobody to borrow them. Without your help I cannot arrive to you. My to you advice to trust in the heart. Solve it for itself and write to me the answer. Only well think. Because our future depends on it.
I shall look forward your letter my love. I very much and very much love you Henry.
Love in Christ,
Yours forever princess Natasha