Letter(s) from Cindy Roberts to Francesc (Spain)

Letter 1

Hi King Igor,

Am just a having a busy sunny week here in Malaysia. It's so cool and calm hearing from you, How are you doing baby boy? How is your day going with you, Hope you are having a very nice and a great delighted moment going on with you, I am really so sorry about us last relationship, We have both gone through hurtness in our past, I am young but I have experienced the joy of love and pain of hurt in my last relationship with my ex, I had to walk away to save myself from walking into more than I could handle, I may be nothing more than a romantic idealist at heart and a down-earthed lady, I cannot help it. But people either move me inside, deep in my soul, or they do not. I write you because you did. You touched me with your words and made me feel safe. I feel so cool and calm when ever I read your mail, how we will have a good time together, but did not know where to start from, I know we have many miles separating us but I know we will make it through someday, Hopeful I will be traveling to Europe before the year end.
 
Well, I have never met you face to face, but I know that you are perfect for me. We are perfect for each other, in every way. I am torn by the fact that I do not know if I will ever see you, or if you are someone I will find later on in my life. because I don't want to be hurt again and be cheated like my Ex did take advantage of me and took me for granted, A commitment in a relationship to me simply means a promise made between two people to be together forever and be devoted to loving each other, be loyal to each other a commitment to love no other person, being totally devoted to each other, a promise to be loyal and truthfull to each other in the relationship, A commitment a devotion a dedication to something strong that becomes a part of someones life, a part of someones soul, body and mind. A commitment of a heart to stay true to a heart, a bond of togetherness ......Looking at what I have written so far someone would think that a commitment is something easy to do but the truth is that commitment is far more stronger that anything except the power of love because I would say that commitment and love are equals when it comes to the true human feelings ......I would say a commitment would be the end chemistry of Love ...... A commitment is like embarking on a quest of a journey to the deep corners of the earth searching for something you believe in so much that no obstacle can stop your from doing so. A commitment when you fully in love to someone you Love and with no mind of doubts fully with trust and Open Minded, Understanding, Considerate, Caring to each other.. to always be with the one you love forever through hard and tough times, in sickness and in health, for better for worse. A commitment to be a good respectul man to his wife . Cos with every strong and happy family is the help of the support of the wife and husband, it would be part of their daily lives ....Two souls joined in heaven above, Two hearts bound by love, I see the stars in your eyes, My fire in the dark of night, My strength and guiding light. A deep love we hold never to die never again to be alone. Closing my eyes I hear what you say the oneness we became through all the hurt and pain never changing your loving ways together never to part. Deep inside our hearts forever as one. Now the question now is are you ready for this commitment ? For my Heart has opened up to you and waiting for you to come take me as I am .......... What is love ? you ask It's a feeling in both mind and body A passion, a chemistry one might say longing to be near, close, Long talks about nothing, Laugher and sharing eyes filled with devotion, Not wanting to imagine life without the other, Doing nothing together and having the best time. Well I think, you know the answer already Listen to your heart with open ears you will hear the answer........it is very clear baby boy Igor....
 
I sit here and realize how strong I have become, with such confidence I feel that I finally found that one. This feeling is so strong I am powerful when he's present. It feels like a day of Christmas after opening my first present, The joy that he brings is the most wonderful thing, It's like December and April or Christmas in Spring, I want to you to love me as Royal QUEEN and I will treat you also as my Royal KING, my soul you uplifts, and LOVES me back, for me that's the greatest gift. I am wanting from you baby boy.
 
Take care of yourself and Wishing you a wonderful day,

Cindy

Letter 2

Hi babyboy Igor,

I just want you to know that I very much appreciated receiving your letter every moment I check my mail! Your answers are great and I feel confortable in your words,..... you sound like all I want , you are my perfect match . You are a very special man who I SERIOUSLY want to explore the possibility of building a long term friendship with, That is my dream, and I hope to make it come true with you! In my heart I feel you have all the qualities it takes to make me very happy...I'll like to tell you so many things about me, so I'm gonna put enough effort in this mail...
 
About my family its a long story to tell and touching that make me share tears whenever I remembered the past. I will keep this short, I am the one and only child of my parents, I'm a person that flashes back to the past but focus on and face the future...This makes me remember when I lost my Dad about 7years ago to a Car crash because he was a good company and we were very close. We usually go to chill by the sea side and have a lots of fun with  friends and families but the Greatest loss was my Mom to Breast Cancer 2years after Dad pass away. its was a very sad experience but there is no good in the past but the future has a lot in hand to offer...I am a living testimony and always hope for lots of  good things coming my way in the future.

I'm sure you'll be wondering what a Lady like me is doing on a dating site, Well.... I was cheated, My Ex cheated on me and I just have to let go forever and ever......Its happend one saturday I was to travel for a bussiness trip to Queensland, and he droped me at the airport and left...But suddenly I couldn't make my flight that day cause, my flight was re scheduled to be the next day and I have to go back home, to get him informed that flight was re-scheduled....Getting to his place, I couldnt find him in the sitting room so I have to check him in his living room, on getting there...I couldnt stand what I saw!!! I CAUGHT HIM MAKING LOVE TO MY BEST FRIEND. All I was mad and crazy...dont know what to say or to do. So I just started crying and he was trying to make me understand that its the work of Temptation and not his intension, and ever since then I was single, lonely and far from sex for 2 years plus till date. My reasoning which I understand is very strange in today's world, but my belief is my heart and soul, and the passion that is in it is very unique and special, so I made the decision and made a promise that I would not be sexually active for the sake of just wanting sex, or to have sex for someone elses own self gratification. Knowing the passion that is contained in my heart and soul is very unique, I made the decision to abstain from sex because I want this special gift to be shared with the person I am dedicating the rest of my life to, as his Wife.

But now I think, I should try and give it a trial again, Am presently looking for a man that will be able to listen to me , communicate his feelings to me , make me laugh...It is very important for me to build a life of stability, security, and opportunity for the special person I hope to share my thoughts, feelings, experiences, dreams and fantasies with, and to offer the best in opportunities  that might be included in our life and that is my focus at this time and I also do enjoy my job. Professionally, I have once been an accountant for a gold company in Melbourne before facing the carier I have always prayed for. I do travel outside of Australia to buy Art Sculptures , craft, beads etc and ship it to the Clients thats requested for it. this have make me travel a lot, I have been to different Asian countries and twice in England, and I am presently in Malaysia, is not just a visit, Am here on business trip, am here to buy gold, sculptures and some paintings, it is cheaper down here compared to other part fo the world, I inherit this business from my late parents, it has been an interesting business. My goals and dreams are to live a good life, and maybe meet someone that believes in unconditional love. I've got a great sense of humor, I am more conservative politically than liberal. I work hard, and know how to have fun.. Actually I'll be back home as soon as I'm through with my beloved bussiness here....And would love to meet you when I get back hom...

Honey in me you are going to find a Woman that was blessed with an over abundance of passion to give to the ones I share my heart and soul with.. I am a very unique person for many reasons, but one of those is the fact that I can never get enough of romancing that special someone.

Thank you again for giving me the opportunity to build this special friendship with you!. You will be rewarded for it through the passionate love that makes up my heart and soul!. I am so excited to be able to do what I do best and that is romance you with all the passion that makes up my heart and soul! My special friendship with you is something I want to make permanent and eventually build into a family to call our very own!

Directly from my heart to yours!

Your Future Queen! (I hope!}
 
Cindy

Letter 3

Hi Igor,

Thank you so much for getting back in touch with me, and it actually made my day, you sound like all I want, I'm really going to put a lot of effort into writing this letter to you in hopes it will provide you with a good understanding of who I am, what I am all about, and what has made me the person I am today. The reason I am going to write a letter rather than just send a message is because I am serious about wanting to establish a quality friendship with you Igor, and because of the fact I rarely contact anyone on here, so when I do you can be rest assured I am serious about my intentions.

Am looking for a man that will be able to listen to me , communicate his feelings to me , make me laugh, hold and comfort me in need, stand by my side, respect me, passionate lover in every way, support me in everyway, love me and only me, make me smile, protect me when needed, romantic time to time ,constantlyreative, and treat me right.... I know you will think what is a woman like me doing on here .. Yes the reason I came on to the internet to find the special man who deserves all the love and passion that makes up my heart and soul is because I do not have the time to meet others out in a public setting, and the fact I feel you can learn so much about someone through letters, as a person has to take there time and think about the words they want to express, so it allows you to gain a better understanding of someone than you would probably otherwise. characteristics of whom I seek...........The most important characteristics to me are compatibility and friendship. I'd like to find someone who's open, honest and easy going. A sense of humour is a big plus. Ideally we'd have some shared interests and goals, as well as some similarities in opinion about what's important in life. If you love to laugh, travel and appreciate the warmth of a furry coat and a wet nose, let's talk things that I would love to do with my man, hopeful it will be you...........Get caught with my you in the rain. Dance with you in the rain. Stargaze on a clear night.......Watch the sunset together. Spend all day with you doing nothing. Moonlight walks on the beach. Be more proud of you than I already am at this very moment. Go on a carriage ride through the park. Do a crossword together. Go to brunch. Have a disagreement (it could/will only make us stronger). Go for a twilight horseback ride. Watch bad/good movie together. Spend the rest of my life with you. Have our picture taken together. Eat ice cream with you. Make love to you passionately. Go to a museum together. Talk to each other using only body language. Give you space when you need it, but not space to hurt each other. Accept you totally and completely for the rest of my life.

Dear Igor, The very reason I am interested in establishing a friendship with you is because I feel I have a lot to offer you in the way of a friendship and I know I have a lot to share with you that will be of interest to you and even some things that will surprise you. I am very much a woman of substance and I am very unique in todays society because I live my life through my spirituality and through the word of God and because I have such a strong understanding of what I feel my role in life is suppose to be. I am a woman of integrity and my word is my honor!. I have very high standards for myself and my life is all about providing love, peace and happiness to others. For you to get a better understanding of me picture a waterfall in your mind and instead of all the water overflowing it is all the love and passion I have in my heart to give to others who are deserving, as the love and passion has an endless flow coming out of my heart.

Where others write many people and keep there messages short because they are all about how many they can write, I am the opposite and very selective in whom I choose to write and I like to give them my very best even if it is in a long letter such as this. I know the type of man who I want to build a friendship with so I am willing to put the time and effort in my messages to show that to you.

Well, I must say good night at this stage as I’ve got a fairly busy day tomorrow and need to get my beauty sleep. 

Love & hugs

Cindy

Letter 4

Hi Igor,

Thanks for the email, I Just finishing work now and am getting to have my beauty sleep. I am having a great evening, We have our Sales meeting and always seem to laugh our way through it. I came down with a head cold, though so I am a little drained of energy. 

The person I am today starts with my foundation with my late parents, mostly my late Mom. She taught me to respect others and to give of my self when others were in need. She raised me to be a gentle Lady. I always care for my man, pull out their chairs for them and treat them with the utmost respect. My Mom taught me to love by showing her love towards me and others. Love comes in so many forms and is the one of the greatest gifts that God has given us. She taught me to be a hard worker and responsible and accountable for my actions. I always think about how my decisions will affect me and others before I go through with them. I have been through a lot over the last 5 years and have learned a lot from my life experiences. I have learned that I must go through life's ups and downs in order to be a stronger person and by going through something difficult I can now help someone else by sharing with them what I went through and helping them through it. I try to draw lessons from not only my own experiences but also learning from others triumphs and mistakes. I am always trying to be a better me and I hope my actions help others be a better them.

I like the fact that the sites match you based on important questions. I am being patient and I know God will bring the right man into my life. Someone who will work to strengthen our connection and relationship. A man that will have a kind heart and no matter what life throws are way we can overcome any obstacle together. We will inspire and encourage each other. I heard an analogy once that I liked. Both partners have to make deposits into their account. If one person makes a desposit and the other just keeps taking withdraws. Sooner or later that account will go bankrupt. A relationship is something that has to be nurtured like a plant. You have to water it with love. Give it lots of warmth and pick out the weeds that might prevent its growth.

I am a very affectionate person as well. I like hugs and kisses and to do things for my partner to show them I care. I like to leave notes that will make you smile as you walk around the house such as : "You are handsome"  I'm Proud of you"  You bring me Joy"  You are special". I like to do things to surprise you when you least expect it. I love to cuddle up next to you and watch a love story. I am a typical lady in most areas but I love songs about love and music that makes me feel love and the emotions that artist is trying to portray. I like watching romantic comedies but will deny it if every brought up. I am a good friend and listener. People have always trusted me to confide in my whole life. I am the person in the room that when you do something embarrassing will not laugh but instead help you and act like nothing ever happened. My dreams are to learn as much as I can about the music I love, which is sentimental Jazz music. I am not sure yet were that will take me.I am not sure yet were that will take me. I dream of having a man and a kid or kids and taking our son to a soccer game or watching our daughter at her first ballet recital. What ever it might be we enjoy spending  time together as a family. I don't have many wants. I am happy with whatever God provides for me. I just would like someone to share the journey of life with and after 10, 20,30 years still look across the room and as we lock eyes we can feel each others love for one another.

I want to assure you that I am very interested to develop my relation with you based upon mutual respect, appreciation, passion, integrity, loyalty, understanding, equality, security, affection, attention, caring & loving, Great romance Big Love & Tender Sex. & Self esteem is an essential for me.

I hope you enjoy the rest of your day , and may your dreams and aspirations become reality with a little warmth, love and hope.

Cindy

Letter 5

Hi Igor,

How are you doing on this Sunday? I am glad to hear back from you , Am sorry for not getting back any sooner, Just busy with so much activives. I guess you are doing fine today? as for me am cool and lonely. Thanks for accepting my invitation for the establishment of friendship with me, you seems to be cool headed and easy going man. I would love to write and become friends! Thats the only way in my opinion to know if you want to be romantic with someone in the first place.

More about me, Never married, no kid, Live alone, self employed. I was Born and raised in Melbourne, I Obtained Bsc in Business management major and Art Minor from The University of Melbourne. I relocates to Sydney from Melbourne in 2007. Nice environment for human habitation. I'm into then Sales of Sculptures , beads ,Diamond, gold ,etc.. I`m 5`8". with an athletic build , mentally stable, physically fit, a bunch of laughs, warm, caring, honest, good listener and a positive person. I am real easy person to talk to and a good listener. I love to swim and I enjoy chilling with my friends, I like going to the movies , or watching movies in my room , I like swimming , fishing, listening to music and dance to any kind of music, traveling , go bowling and also a good cook. I'm very touchy freely, meaning I love to touch my partner as I talk to him about his day and mine. I love to give foot massages and establish a physical and emotional connection. It gives me a sense of caring to do for my partner, in a physical and caring manner. I understand that the person in the relationship with me is the most important part of my relationship. I feel that if you spend your time doing the best you can for them and they are doing it for you, you can have a great relationship. I prefer to make you laugh, and joke with you, tickle you and watch you laugh until you can’t catch your breath.

I love seeing the smile on my partner face as we meet each other, get close to me and get flowers that pale in comparison to his handsomeness. I'm a family oriented woman and There is more, but it would be better for you to find some things out for yourself..

Well, I got some questions for you now...I do hope you answer them in your next mail.

What makes you the person you are today?

How long have you been in this internet dating thing? 

what' your life experiences, past relationships, your goals and dreams, and anything else you want to tell me?

I'm using this medium to make you understand that I'm seriously seeking my Right man, a Long term relationship. Hope I haven't scare you off?  I will sign off now and get ready for bed. Looking forward to hearing from you again. Take care and have a sweet dreams.

Cindy.