Letter(s) from Ludmila Mihajlovna Shuklin to Ayush (India)

Letter 1

Hey. I am very happy today, because I see mew letter from you! This shows me that you're interested in getting to know me. Thank you for your response, and your interest to me. I hope you will like the photo that I sent to you with this my letter? Tell me if you have other preferences, and you don?like me. I understand this and will no longer write to you. I hope you are a serious person, and be serious about the correspondence with me in the future! For me this is very important! I do not want to waste time on a variety of games with relations by internet, I'm looking for a serious relationship. I'm serious, lonely girl, and I want to have only a serious relationship in the future. I live in a Muslim country Azerbaijan, this country has borders with countries such as Armenia, Iran. I will write you in my next letter more information about me. I will write you about my hobbies, my work and my life. Now, I expect that you will tell me more about you. I want to know a little more about you. Now I'll check my email often, and when I see your letter then I will write you the answer. Adelina!

Letter 2

Hello again. How are you today? Now I come again to our internet cafe, it is not far from my home. So after my work, I come here. I'm glad to see your new letter, thanks for that. I really hoped to see your answer, and now I'm really happy because I can see that. I realize now that you and I, we can start to get to know each other better. I understand that I make the right choice when I went to a wedding agency, and they gave me there's your email address. I do not really understand how it works, wedding agency. Wedding agency manager told me that they have agreements with many dating sites, and those sites provide this agency with e-mail addresses of visitors and single men.
In any case, I'm glad that now I can communicate with you. I ask you to write me often, and I will do as well. I'll be glad to know about you and your life, and talk about my life. I want our relationship is in constant development. Friendship must also evolve. Now I think we have to take the first step, I have an interest in you, and you have an interest in me. I'm sure at least - we can become good friends. My hobby. I go to the gym, do jogging. Do you like sports? I love photography, and I will send you my pictures often. But, I would never send naked pictures! If you're asking for it, I will stop writing to you all. I can speak English. But to write to you, I'll use a program interpreter. I would like to know, what are your favorite activities, hobbies? Tell me more about your work, do you like it? I love my job.
I work as a salesman of shoes for women. I find my work interesting, as always communicate with people. Also, I should always have a good appearance. I always try to dress in quality items that customers can see it. My height is 165 centimeters and weighs 54 kilograms. I am 28 years now and my birthday is December 21, and I still live alone in the city! My country called Azerbaijan. This is a Muslim country, with the religion of Islam. I hope you are not afraid of it? And my religion is not a barrier to the development of our relationship?
I am comfortable with the other religions, and I do not think that religion can be an obstacle for the development of a serious relationship. Because I do not put religion in first place in my life. For me, my target in life now is to find my only man. That's why I went to the wedding agency. My town is called Samkir. It is not very far from the capital, Baku. My city is small, quiet and calm. I do not like the big, bustling city. In our country, all of the girls are married off to a man at a very young age, and my father always chooses a husband for his daughter. Since Islam is the main religion. Girls and women in our country have very few rights. I'm different . I want a man to love him. And so I would not want to stay longer in Azerbaijan in the future. So I have a conflict with my parents. I'll tell you more about that in my next letters! I want you to write me big letters and send your pictures, please do not forget. While I want to use only the Internet mail. I think that this is the best option for correspondence with you. So I can write anything I think.
Please, let's use e-mail for our communication? I do not know how to use other programs to communicate, and I just do not have time for this. I can not use Skype or MSN, since it is very time-consuming, and the Internet cafe manager told me that their internet speed is not the fastest for that. So I prefer to use only e-mail communication. I hope not too tired you my letter and questions? I hope you can find time to write to me again soon. I want to receive from you a long letter. If I see that you answer my questions, I understand that your intentions are serious. Please write to me as often as you can. Write about anything that you're interested. Ask me any questions. I try to answer you directly. Looking forward to an early reply, now goodbye.
Adelina!!

Letter 3

Hello. Today my mood very good again, I come to the internet cafe and see your letter. I hope that we will continue to communicate and develop our relations. How is your mood today? How's the weather today? I have a very good weather, it's not too hot and not too cold.
I am glad that you replied to my letter. I see your interest to me, and it's very nice for me. Therefore I tell you more about myself. I promised to tell you more about my family and life. As I told you, Azerbaijan is a Muslim country . And some laws may seem very cruel.
Especially about women. Women in our country have very few rights, and is much lower than men. This was the main reason why I left my parents. All my life my father was always trying to look for husband for me. He did not ask me whether I want it or not? These traditions in our country, father?always chooses a husband for his daughter, and the daughter must obey and accept the choice of his father. I do not want that, I want myself to choose a man for love and family. Because only love and trust should be the basis of the family!
Otherwise, family life is not to be happy! Do you agree with me?
Because of this, I left my father and went to another city, so that my father could not find me. I have started a new life after this. I got a job, rent an apartment, and become an independent and sovereign. For girls in our country, it is very rare. Besides, I'm the only child in my family. I do not have brothers or sisters. So my leaving was a serious blow to my father. He said that one day will find me, and anyway give me in marriage. I do not want that. You can see that in our country, the religion of Islam makes many women unhappy. But, unfortunately, I do not have the ability to choose a religion. I grew up and raised in this religion. It also have its advantages. Maybe one day I change religion. I'm not a little girl, and if I change my religion, I will do it consciously. Most women and girls in our country are forced to wear ?rcha?This dress is made of thick black cloth that covers almost the all body. I do not wear it, and I look different, you can see it in my photos. But because of my appearance, some people look at me with conviction, when they see on the street.
But for me it does not matter their opinion. Perhaps you wonder why I write to you, to another country. Instead of trying to find a man here. But according to our religion. A man and a woman can not have any relationship before wedding, sometimes even the future husband and wife do not know each other, and have not seen each other before the wedding. That is, they see each other for the first time only at the wedding. Therefore, men and women do not have time to know each other better before you get married. I want to find a man at first, love it and then get married. I hope you understand me? So I did not even try to look for a man here in Azerbaijan. I want to feel self-care, to see the emotions that I'm calling. I want to be a real woman, allow myself a small female weakness whims. Be gentle, loving, and give your love a man who deserves it. I perfectly understand that you and I have some age difference. I want you never worry about it. I do not doubt that you have a rich life experience, you see different situations in life that I will never meet. And you can teach me a lot. For me, there will always be important your opinion. From my side, I can give you a boost of energy, vitality and positive emotions. I have to tell you that my goal is a serious relationship, and that the age difference, I think, will help build a relationship. In general, I believe that the physical age is not as important as the age of the soul. The main thing to be young in the mental plane. Do you agree with me? I told you that I love my work, because it gives me the opportunity of constant communication with people, girls. And as my job allows me to have a discount for buying things. So some things that I wear, I mean shoes, I bought at the store where I work. And it helps me to sell it, because I was able to self-assess the quality of these things. And you can see it on many my pictures, I really like high heels, it makes me higher (smile). In this letter, I also want to talk to you more about my hobbies. I really love to cook different dishes. Most of these dishes, it oriental cuisine, that is the national cuisine of Azerbaijan. Many of the dishes I cook contain meat. Do you love meat?
I also make a range of light meals, salads and snacks. Maybe one day you'll be able to try what I make to you. I'm sure you like it very much. I also enjoy listening to music. I listen different styles of music. It all depends on my mood. Sometimes I listen fun songs that lift my spirits. Sometimes listening to sad songs, it is usually when I think of something important, and I am filled with emotion. From the artists I love to listen artists of my country, which is not known to the world as well as singing in the Azerbaijani language. Singers from other countries: Beatles, Madonna, Julio Iglesias and Enrique Iglesias I'm sure you well know these artists. I like their voices very much.
Besides, I have translations of songs. I also love to go watch a movie. The last movie that I see in the movies, it is ?ep Up?I love to watch the dancing people, unfortunately I can not dance myself so well. Just my favorite movies is "Vanilla Sky," "Sweet November," "The Green Mile," "American Beauty?Forest Gump?I love to watch romantic movies and movies that make us think about life and different situations. The most romantic movie I remember it well ?USA MA TI CHIAMO AMORE?r the English name of "Forgive for Love." Do you love to watch movies, what are your favorite movies? I hope it?not hard for you to write me letters often? I understand that you have enough of its own affairs every day. I hope you find some free time and write to me? I do not have my own phone. This is expensive in our town. As cellular and home phone. But our city is very small, and people are able to continually meet and communicate. I think that personal encounter much better than communication over the phone. Do you agree with me? We have very few cars in our city, and I also do not have my own car and do not know how to drive it. I never thought of my car, I love walking, as it is good for health. I think that later, when you and I know each other better, then I will be able to call you and hear your voice. But this takes time. I hope you understand me correctly and not rush into it? I also do not except possibility that in the future you and I can meet, and I will come to your country. But now when our relationship only at the beginning, I believe, the real meeting early to tell about. Do you agree with me? I would love to learn more about life in your country, because I never left Azerbaijan, it will be very interesting for me. I hope you will be able to describe to me some features of your country, the climate, or some very interesting places. Also I would be interested to know what people live in your country? I really have serious intentions , I'm tired of being alone. Loneliness is the most terrible thing in the world worse punishment than the loneliness impossible to come up with!
When a person is alone, he can not be happy, and get the most positive emotions of life. Loneliness can kill, I think so .. A person can have a lot of friends, but still be lonely. You have a lot of friends?
Every person in this world has to find a partner, someone to love with all my heart, to trust completely, to take care of this man, and if necessary, to exercise self-sacrifice. To make concessions to his loved one to be happy, and feel that all is well. Do you agree with me? I also have a close friend, her name Gizzel. All the photos are sent to you, she did. I trust her completely, we constantly discuss with her a variety of topics. This women's talk, for men are not so interesting. And they may even seem silly. But after these conversations my mood is getting much better, I have peace of mind and ease. We can even cry together when we hard or sad. Tears also facilitate emergency. I understand that you are a man, and men do not cry. I'm going to meet with my girlfriend in the near future. I really want to talk to her about what to start correspondence with you. I hope you do not mind? I hope that not much bother you when you read my letter? And you still have the strength to respond to me. I try to put in one letter a lot of information about me, so that you can understand me better. I write letters only to you, and I do my maximum effort to get my writing is interesting. I really want to know your opinion about the fact that I write to you in this letter? It is very important that you understand me. I look forward to your reply. Also tell me how pass your day? What's new in your life? I'll wait on you a new message, and if possible get your new pictures, I'm always happy to get it from you, even if it's just one picture, I'm always happy to see it. I wish you good luck in all your affairs.
Adelina!

Letter 4

Hi again. Today I finish work later, and my today letter is not very large. I try to write as many as have time before the cafe close . I realize that between your and my country there is a difference in time. Usually I write and send you my letter when here is evening. I want to tell you that I'm starting to get used to your letters. I'm getting used to come to the cafe and see your answer. I always read your letter carefully, and sometimes even imagine as if you told me all this looking into the eyes. I have a very good imagination. How your day passed today? What kind of weather you have today? Are you okay? You must not be afraid to tell me all that you care about or worrying. I always try to understand, and if you are interested, speak my mind. I have one question, I forget to ask about this in the previous message. Did you get my pictures? I try to send it to you with every letter. Tell me honestly, do you like me as a girl? Tell me what you think. For me this is very important, I'm sure you understand. I get a lot of emotions from our correspondence, as I see your interest. I see that you understand me. And I write in response my thoughts. I appreciate that. Thank you. I want to pursue it further develop our relationship, get to know each other better. So we can talk to each other more personal things. I understand that we are not very well know each other, and we still can not talk about everything.
But I am confident that one day it will change! I really do not know what made me choose you to communicate when I go to a wedding agency.
But I am happy that now you and me, we can talk and get to know each other better. I just think that it's fate to acquaint us. I want to tell you also that I like animals very much. Especially dogs. Because I think that this it’s the most faithful animals, they will never betray the hosts. Unfortunately this quality – faith - lot of people doesn’t have . But I'm sure that if I love someone, then I will be faithful to him always, and never betray. I think faith - this is one of the main pillars in the ideal family relations. Such a relationship can be built on understanding, trust, love and faith . I think you will agree with me. these notions about the ideal relationship I have.
Every weekend I try to spend different. For example, one weekend, I stay at home, doing household chores, or just lie back and watch TV. I like to watch different programs about travel, nature and animals.
Sometimes I watch sporting events. Unfortunately, athletes from Azerbaijan have no great achievements in the world. Even at the last Olympic Games in London, our athletes won just two gold medals, two silver and six bronze medals. I think it was not good performance for our team. In other weekend I'm meeting with a friend and we were sitting in a cafe and talk. Sometimes make field trips, but this is rare. I have not thought about what I would do with next weekend. I never know. And now I want to talk to you about very important things for me. You're the only one man with whom I communicate on the Internet. And only for you I send my photos. I beg you very much, keep my photos safe, and do not show it to anyone. I greatly fear that my photos may be the Internet, and one of my family to see it. Then I have a very big problem. You already know that I'm running away from my father, because he want to marry me by force. And I do not want my father to find me, and try to look for husband for me again. I want to build my personal life and my destiny. I send my pictures for you because I believe you have a better idea of me when reading my letter. While I’m here in Azerbaijan, I'm afraid a lot. But one day, I'm sure I'll be able to leave my country. And then I forget about everything bad that was before. I will be finally able to breathe the air of freedom. And not think about what people think of me. And most importantly, if I decide to leave my country, I do it only when I fall in love a man and decide to build their own life with him. Because for me right now is the main goal of my life. I think that such a man can be you. But it is too early to talk about it, we have to get to know each other better. To understand how can you and I to be together. To understand what we feel and what we want and what kind of force it is.
I understand that we need more time. Do you agree with me?
Unfortunately, I have to finish my letter. As the internet cafe to shut down, and I have to go home. I want to write you a lot more, but my time is running out. I think that now, when I come home, I turn on the music and a bit of a dream. And I would hope that my dreams come true. I hope to get an early reply from you, I wish you a nice day and good mood. A friendly hugs. Adelina!!!

Letter 5

Hello! I am so excited that again received a letter from you. You keeping writing, and your letters bring me peace and comfort. I want it go on. I understand that my letters are also interesting for you.
And I try to write you more. I love your writing much, so as I can see your reaction to these letters. I wish that our correspondence will one day grow into a more serious relationship. But as I said earlier, it needs more time for it. Both you and I have to devote to this effort. Because long-term relationship should always build both men and woman, and only in this case is strong and solid relationship. Do you agree with me? Unfortunately I do not know the feeling of real love, as here in Azerbaijan, I was not able to feel it. I have all kinds of views and ideals, I do not have real experience. But I really want to get it. I want to feel like this - Look forward to see my beloved man, waiting for his return from work. I really want to try all of this in the future. And I really want to leave Azerbaijan. But I'll do it only for the man which I will love. Leaving Azerbaijan - is not the main goal for me. The main thing - is to find true love. Today I wake up early in the morning, earlier than usual. Since I have the desire to take a walk and feel the beauty of nature. I love to walk in the early mornings, when the city is almost empty and quiet. Then I go to work, I told you that I work like a seller of woman?shoes, and I'm really like my job. Every day I talk to customers and it brings me some joy. Today, I have not many customers in the store. So I have a little bit sad. Most of the day, I sit near the window and watch the people passing by the store. It occurs to me a strange thought. In my town live not many people in my country lives about 9 million people, but each of these people have their lives, problems and joys. And on this planet lives a few billion people. And I begin to think about such thing like a fate. You believe in fate? I begin to believe in it, after I meet you and begin a correspondence. You're a man from another country, which far from me . But now, when we talk with you, I feel that in fact, it's not very far. Your letters make you much closer to me .. I hope you understand what I mean? After I will come home today, I'm going to cook some food. I usually do it for few days more. What dishes do you like to eat the most? Now, I'm ready to eat only myself.
Usually, I prepared a variety of salads, soup and some meat dishes. I do not eat meat often because I try to maintain my figure in good condition. Sometimes, about once a month, I love to eat meat cooked over an open fire (barbecue). I usually eat it in the cafe, because I can not make it on my own. I believe that barbecue should prepare only men. And often, when Gizzel visiting me, she try what I cooked. She always told me a lot of compliments regarding my food. For me it is very nice. I really want to cook for a man that I love. I want to see my beloved man is always well-fed and happy, full of energy after eating what I cooked. But I do not have this man in my life now. And it's sad. Maybe one day I'm cook something for you . After I had dinner, I prefer a little lie down, listen to music and relax. Also tell me how is your day? I want to know your normal daily schedule. I find it very interesting. Most importantly, what I want to talk to you today, that confidence. Understand me correctly. In my letters I write you a very personal thing, and I'm not afraid to do it. If my letters see other people who live in my country, these people strongly condemn me. But I really want you to know me better. Therefore I tell you all frankly, and not to hide anything. I see that it's good for you, I see it in your answers. And the fact that you write to me, it means you have an interest, and maybe some plans. I think one day you also tell me more. I always write you nothing but the truth, and do not hide from you. Since I want you to trust me. Trust - is the foundation for any relationship. Without trust, there can be friendship. And more so, without trust, there can not be love. When two people are not afraid to tell each other the truth, it means a lot. Truth is often bitter, but it's true. Lies are always sweet. But the lies can kill any relationship. Lying destroys all good. When a person begins to deceive, he deceives himself first. You already know that my country Azerbaijan - it is a Muslim country. And here, if people tell lies, that person will be punished. Allah punish him later in life. Here, all the people are friendly, open to others and honest with each other. Honesty in our nation in the blood. I was brought up in the tradition, and my parents always taught me to tell the truth. Despite the fact that I was away from them, I still love them, and be grateful for the education they gave me. I always tell the truth, and my soul is clean, and there is no heavy load on the heart. Therefore, I ask you to write to me honestly, and only the truth. Never be afraid to tell me the truth, I have always understood it, and take. So it?is the best way to communicate, and the best way to get to know each other. I hope you agree with me? I understand that we are not familiar with you for a long time, and write to each other only a few letters.
But I want to at the beginning, we build relationships based on trust and honesty. Our relations began with sincerity. If we can achieve this in the beginning, then it will be much easier. If we have disputes, then it will be easier to solve it. I also want to tell you about my character, but for me it is not so easy to do. I'm doing this for the first time. But I'll try to do it the best way. I am a very open person, I think you've already seen this in my letter? I love the sincerity and honesty, and always adhere to it. I love when people do not hide their emotions. When people are able to express their feelings and show it to people you know. I really love people who have a sense of humor. I believe that humor is also facilitate our life, and laughter prolongs life. Do you agree? I also have good intuition and understanding of other people. I see, when a sincere person, and when he is not talking the truth. I avoid contact with people who speak not the truth. Like any girl, I really love everything about romance. I like love poems, beautiful romantic stories. My favorite color - white, as it is the color of purity and innocence. When I was a teenager, I watch cartoons. And two of my favorite cartoon is "Cinderella" and "Beauty and the Beast." This is such a beautiful fairy tale, fairy tales about princes .. When I watch these cartoons, I always imagined that dancing with the prince. Or that one day, any ordinary person can become a prince to me. It is only necessary to love, and then the person open up to you with a completely different side. I guess every girl dreams of a prince .. But few of these girls meet him. Now I will end this letter, I hope that my letter today let you know me better. And you can begin to understand me better. My principles and my views. I hope that my views are not much different from yours, and we will continue our dialogue. To know each other even better. I really want you to find the spare time to write me back. I really want to get from you the following letter, which will be a great and rich your thoughts. I hope for your understanding. Do not forget about me. Embrace. Adelina!!

Letter 6

Hey. I am very happy today, because I see mew letter from you! This shows me that you're interested in getting to know me. Thank you for your response, and your interest to me. I hope you will like the photo that I sent to you with this my letter? Tell me if you have other preferences, and you don?like me. I understand this and will no longer write to you. I hope you are a serious person, and be serious about the correspondence with me in the future! For me this is very important! I do not want to waste time on a variety of games with relations by internet, I'm looking for a serious relationship. I'm serious, lonely girl, and I want to have only a serious relationship in the future. I live in a Muslim country Azerbaijan, this country has borders with countries such as Armenia, Iran. I will write you in my next letter more information about me. I will write you about my hobbies, my work and my life. Now, I expect that you will tell me more about you. I want to know a little more about you. Now I'll check my email often, and when I see your letter then I will write you the answer. Adelina!

Letter 7

Hello again. How are you today? Now I come again to our internet cafe, it is not far from my home. So after my work, I come here. I'm glad to see your new letter, thanks for that. I really hoped to see your answer, and now I'm really happy because I can see that. I realize now that you and I, we can start to get to know each other better. I understand that I make the right choice when I went to a wedding agency, and they gave me there's your email address. I do not really understand how it works, wedding agency. Wedding agency manager told me that they have agreements with many dating sites, and those sites provide this agency with e-mail addresses of visitors and single men. In any case, I'm glad that now I can communicate with you. I ask you to write me often, and I will do as well. I'll be glad to know about you and your life, and talk about my life. I want our relationship is in constant development. Friendship must also evolve. Now I think we have to take the first step, I have an interest in you, and you have an interest in me. I'm sure at least - we can become good friends. My hobby. I go to the gym, do jogging. Do you like sports? I love photography, and I will send you my pictures often. But, I would never send naked pictures! If you're asking for it, I will stop writing to you all. I can speak English. But to write to you, I'll use a program interpreter. I would like to know, what are your favorite activities, hobbies? Tell me more about your work, do you like it? I love my job.
I work as a salesman of shoes for women. I find my work interesting, as always communicate with people. Also, I should always have a good appearance. I always try to dress in quality items that customers can see it. My height is 165 centimeters and weighs 54 kilograms. I am 28 years now and my birthday is December 21, and I still live alone in the city! My country called Azerbaijan. This is a Muslim country, with the religion of Islam. I hope you are not afraid of it? And my religion is not a barrier to the development of our relationship?
I am comfortable with the other religions, and I do not think that religion can be an obstacle for the development of a serious relationship. Because I do not put religion in first place in my life.
For me, my target in life now is to find my only man. That's why I went to the wedding agency. My town is called Samkir. It is not very far from the capital, Baku. My city is small, quiet and calm. I do not like the big, bustling city. In our country, all of the girls are married off to a man at a very young age, and my father always chooses a husband for his daughter. Since Islam is the main religion. Girls and women in our country have very few rights. I'm different . I want a man to love him. And so I would not want to stay longer in Azerbaijan in the future. So I have a conflict with my parents. I'll tell you more about that in my next letters! I want you to write me big letters and send your pictures, please do not forget. While I want to use only the Internet mail. I think that this is the best option for correspondence with you. So I can write anything I think. Please, let's use e-mail for our communication? I do not know how to use other programs to communicate, and I just do not have time for this. I can not use Skype or MSN, since it is very time-consuming, and the Internet cafe manager told me that their internet speed is not the fastest for that. So I prefer to use only e-mail communication. I hope not too tired you my letter and questions? I hope you can find time to write to me again soon. I want to receive from you a long letter. If I see that you answer my questions, I understand that your intentions are serious. Please write to me as often as you can. Write about anything that you're interested. Ask me any questions. I try to answer you directly. Looking forward to an early reply, now goodbye.
Adelina!!

Letter 8

Hello. Today my mood very good again, I come to the internet cafe and see your letter. I hope that we will continue to communicate and develop our relations. How is your mood today? How's the weather today? I have a very good weather, it's not too hot and not too cold.
I am glad that you replied to my letter. I see your interest to me, and it's very nice for me. Therefore I tell you more about myself. I promised to tell you more about my family and life. As I told you, Azerbaijan is a Muslim country . And some laws may seem very cruel.
Especially about women. Women in our country have very few rights, and is much lower than men. This was the main reason why I left my parents. All my life my father was always trying to look for husband for me. He did not ask me whether I want it or not? These traditions in our country, father?always chooses a husband for his daughter, and the daughter must obey and accept the choice of his father. I do not want that, I want myself to choose a man for love and family.
Because only love and trust should be the basis of the family!
Otherwise, family life is not to be happy! Do you agree with me?
Because of this, I left my father and went to another city, so that my father could not find me. I have started a new life after this. I got a job, rent an apartment, and become an independent and sovereign. For girls in our country, it is very rare. Besides, I'm the only child in my family. I do not have brothers or sisters. So my leaving was a serious blow to my father. He said that one day will find me, and anyway give me in marriage. I do not want that. You can see that in our country, the religion of Islam makes many women unhappy. But, unfortunately, I do not have the ability to choose a religion. I grew up and raised in this religion. It also have its advantages. Maybe one day I change religion. I'm not a little girl, and if I change my religion, I will do it consciously. Most women and girls in our country are forced to wear ?rcha?This dress is made of thick black cloth that covers almost the all body. I do not wear it, and I look different, you can see it in my photos. But because of my appearance, some people look at me with conviction, when they see on the street.
But for me it does not matter their opinion. Perhaps you wonder why I write to you, to another country. Instead of trying to find a man here. But according to our religion. A man and a woman can not have any relationship before wedding, sometimes even the future husband and wife do not know each other, and have not seen each other before the wedding. That is, they see each other for the first time only at the wedding. Therefore, men and women do not have time to know each other better before you get married. I want to find a man at first, love it and then get married. I hope you understand me? So I did not even try to look for a man here in Azerbaijan. I want to feel self-care, to see the emotions that I'm calling. I want to be a real woman, allow myself a small female weakness whims. Be gentle, loving, and give your love a man who deserves it. I perfectly understand that you and I have some age difference. I want you never worry about it. I do not doubt that you have a rich life experience, you see different situations in life that I will never meet. And you can teach me a lot. For me, there will always be important your opinion. From my side, I can give you a boost of energy, vitality and positive emotions. I have to tell you that my goal is a serious relationship, and that the age difference, I think, will help build a relationship. In general, I believe that the physical age is not as important as the age of the soul. The main thing to be young in the mental plane. Do you agree with me? I told you that I love my work, because it gives me the opportunity of constant communication with people, girls. And as my job allows me to have a discount for buying things. So some things that I wear, I mean shoes, I bought at the store where I work. And it helps me to sell it, because I was able to self-assess the quality of these things. And you can see it on many my pictures, I really like high heels, it makes me higher (smile). In this letter, I also want to talk to you more about my hobbies. I really love to cook different dishes. Most of these dishes, it oriental cuisine, that is the national cuisine of Azerbaijan. Many of the dishes I cook contain meat. Do you love meat?
I also make a range of light meals, salads and snacks. Maybe one day you'll be able to try what I make to you. I'm sure you like it very much. I also enjoy listening to music. I listen different styles of music. It all depends on my mood. Sometimes I listen fun songs that lift my spirits. Sometimes listening to sad songs, it is usually when I think of something important, and I am filled with emotion. From the artists I love to listen artists of my country, which is not known to the world as well as singing in the Azerbaijani language. Singers from other countries: Beatles, Madonna, Julio Iglesias and Enrique Iglesias I'm sure you well know these artists. I like their voices very much. Besides, I have translations of songs. I also love to go watch a movie. The last movie that I see in the movies, it is ?ep Up?I love to watch the dancing people, unfortunately I can not dance myself so well. Just my favorite movies is "Vanilla Sky," "Sweet November," "The Green Mile," "American Beauty?Forest Gump?I love to watch romantic movies and movies that make us think about life and different situations. The most romantic movie I remember it well ?USA MA TI CHIAMO AMORE?r the English name of "Forgive for Love." Do you love to watch movies, what are your favorite movies? I hope it?not hard for you to write me letters often? I understand that you have enough of its own affairs every day. I hope you find some free time and write to me? I do not have my own phone. This is expensive in our town. As cellular and home phone. But our city is very small, and people are able to continually meet and communicate. I think that personal encounter much better than communication over the phone. Do you agree with me? We have very few cars in our city, and I also do not have my own car and do not know how to drive it. I never thought of my car, I love walking, as it is good for health. I think that later, when you and I know each other better, then I will be able to call you and hear your voice. But this takes time. I hope you understand me correctly and not rush into it? I also do not except possibility that in the future you and I can meet, and I will come to your country. But now when our relationship only at the beginning, I believe, the real meeting early to tell about. Do you agree with me? I would love to learn more about life in your country, because I never left Azerbaijan, it will be very interesting for me. I hope you will be able to describe to me some features of your country, the climate, or some very interesting places. Also I would be interested to know what people live in your country? I really have serious intentions , I'm tired of being alone. Loneliness is the most terrible thing in the world worse punishment than the loneliness impossible to come up with!
When a person is alone, he can not be happy, and get the most positive emotions of life. Loneliness can kill, I think so .. A person can have a lot of friends, but still be lonely. You have a lot of friends?
Every person in this world has to find a partner, someone to love with all my heart, to trust completely, to take care of this man, and if necessary, to exercise self-sacrifice. To make concessions to his loved one to be happy, and feel that all is well. Do you agree with me? I also have a close friend, her name Gizzel. All the photos are sent to you, she did. I trust her completely, we constantly discuss with her a variety of topics. This women's talk, for men are not so interesting. And they may even seem silly. But after these conversations my mood is getting much better, I have peace of mind and ease. We can even cry together when we hard or sad. Tears also facilitate emergency. I understand that you are a man, and men do not cry. I'm going to meet with my girlfriend in the near future. I really want to talk to her about what to start correspondence with you. I hope you do not mind? I hope that not much bother you when you read my letter? And you still have the strength to respond to me. I try to put in one letter a lot of information about me, so that you can understand me better. I write letters only to you, and I do my maximum effort to get my writing is interesting. I really want to know your opinion about the fact that I write to you in this letter? It is very important that you understand me. I look forward to your reply. Also tell me how pass your day? What's new in your life? I'll wait on you a new message, and if possible get your new pictures, I'm always happy to get it from you, even if it's just one picture, I'm always happy to see it. I wish you good luck in all your affairs.

Letter 9

Hi again. Today I finish work later, and my today letter is not very large. I try to write as many as have time before the cafe close . I realize that between your and my country there is a difference in time. Usually I write and send you my letter when here is evening. I want to tell you that I'm starting to get used to your letters. I'm getting used to come to the cafe and see your answer. I always read your letter carefully, and sometimes even imagine as if you told me all this looking into the eyes. I have a very good imagination. How your day passed today? What kind of weather you have today? Are you okay? You must not be afraid to tell me all that you care about or worrying. I always try to understand, and if you are interested, speak my mind. I have one question, I forget to ask about this in the previous message. Did you get my pictures? I try to send it to you with every letter. Tell me honestly, do you like me as a girl? Tell me what you think. For me this is very important, I'm sure you understand. I get a lot of emotions from our correspondence, as I see your interest. I see that you understand me. And I write in response my thoughts. I appreciate that. Thank you. I want to pursue it further develop our relationship, get to know each other better. So we can talk to each other more personal things. I understand that we are not very well know each other, and we still can not talk about everything.
But I am confident that one day it will change! I really do not know what made me choose you to communicate when I go to a wedding agency.
But I am happy that now you and me, we can talk and get to know each other better. I just think that it's fate to acquaint us. I want to tell you also that I like animals very much. Especially dogs. Because I think that this it’s the most faithful animals, they will never betray the hosts. Unfortunately this quality – faith - lot of people doesn’t have . But I'm sure that if I love someone, then I will be faithful to him always, and never betray. I think faith - this is one of the main pillars in the ideal family relations. Such a relationship can be built on understanding, trust, love and faith . I think you will agree with me. these notions about the ideal relationship I have. Every weekend I try to spend different. For example, one weekend, I stay at home, doing household chores, or just lie back and watch TV. I like to watch different programs about travel, nature and animals.
Sometimes I watch sporting events. Unfortunately, athletes from Azerbaijan have no great achievements in the world. Even at the last Olympic Games in London, our athletes won just two gold medals, two silver and six bronze medals. I think it was not good performance for our team. In other weekend I'm meeting with a friend and we were sitting in a cafe and talk. Sometimes make field trips, but this is rare. I have not thought about what I would do with next weekend. I never know. And now I want to talk to you about very important things for me. You're the only one man with whom I communicate on the Internet. And only for you I send my photos. I beg you very much, keep my photos safe, and do not show it to anyone. I greatly fear that my photos may be the Internet, and one of my family to see it. Then I have a very big problem. You already know that I'm running away from my father, because he want to marry me by force. And I do not want my father to find me, and try to look for husband for me again. I want to build my personal life and my destiny. I send my pictures for you because I believe you have a better idea of ??me when reading my letter. While I’m here in Azerbaijan, I'm afraid a lot. But one day, I'm sure I'll be able to leave my country. And then I forget about everything bad that was before. I will be finally able to breathe the air of freedom. And not think about what people think of me. And most importantly, if I decide to leave my country, I do it only when I fall in love a man and decide to build their own life with him. Because for me right now is the main goal of my life. I think that such a man can be you. But it is too early to talk about it, we have to get to know each other better. To understand how can you and I to be together. To understand what we feel and what we want and what kind of force it is.
I understand that we need more time. Do you agree with me?
Unfortunately, I have to finish my letter. As the internet cafe to shut down, and I have to go home. I want to write you a lot more, but my time is running out. I think that now, when I come home, I turn on the music and a bit of a dream. And I would hope that my dreams come true. I hope to get an early reply from you, I wish you a nice day and good mood. A friendly hugs. Adelina!!!

Letter 10

Hello! I am so excited that again received a letter from you. You keeping writing, and your letters bring me peace and comfort. I want it go on. I understand that my letters are also interesting for you.
And I try to write you more. I love your writing much, so as I can see your reaction to these letters. I wish that our correspondence will one day grow into a more serious relationship. But as I said earlier, it needs more time for it. Both you and I have to devote to this effort. Because long-term relationship should always build both men and woman, and only in this case is strong and solid relationship. Do you agree with me? Unfortunately I do not know the feeling of real love, as here in Azerbaijan, I was not able to feel it. I have all kinds of views and ideals, I do not have real experience. But I really want to get it. I want to feel like this - Look forward to see my beloved man, waiting for his return from work. I really want to try all of this in the future. And I really want to leave Azerbaijan. But I'll do it only for the man which I will love. Leaving Azerbaijan - is not the main goal for me. The main thing - is to find true love. Today I wake up early in the morning, earlier than usual. Since I have the desire to take a walk and feel the beauty of nature. I love to walk in the early mornings, when the city is almost empty and quiet. Then I go to work, I told you that I work like a seller of woman?shoes, and I'm really like my job. Every day I talk to customers and it brings me some joy. Today, I have not many customers in the store. So I have a little bit sad. Most of the day, I sit near the window and watch the people passing by the store. It occurs to me a strange thought. In my town live not many people in my country lives about 9 million people, but each of these people have their lives, problems and joys. And on this planet lives a few billion people. And I begin to think about such thing like a fate. You believe in fate? I begin to believe in it, after I meet you and begin a correspondence. You're a man from another country, which far from me . But now, when we talk with you, I feel that in fact, it's not very far. Your letters make you much closer to me .. I hope you understand what I mean? After I will come home today, I'm going to cook some food. I usually do it for few days more. What dishes do you like to eat the most? Now, I'm ready to eat only myself.
Usually, I prepared a variety of salads, soup and some meat dishes. I do not eat meat often because I try to maintain my figure in good condition. Sometimes, about once a month, I love to eat meat cooked over an open fire (barbecue). I usually eat it in the cafe, because I can not make it on my own. I believe that barbecue should prepare only men. And often, when Gizzel visiting me, she try what I cooked. She always told me a lot of compliments regarding my food. For me it is very nice. I really want to cook for a man that I love. I want to see my beloved man is always well-fed and happy, full of energy after eating what I cooked. But I do not have this man in my life now. And it's sad. Maybe one day I'm cook something for you . After I had dinner, I prefer a little lie down, listen to music and relax. Also tell me how is your day? I want to know your normal daily schedule. I find it very interesting. Most importantly, what I want to talk to you today, that confidence. Understand me correctly. In my letters I write you a very personal thing, and I'm not afraid to do it. If my letters see other people who live in my country, these people strongly condemn me. But I really want you to know me better. Therefore I tell you all frankly, and not to hide anything. I see that it's good for you, I see it in your answers. And the fact that you write to me, it means you have an interest, and maybe some plans. I think one day you also tell me more. I always write you nothing but the truth, and do not hide from you. Since I want you to trust me. Trust - is the foundation for any relationship. Without trust, there can be friendship. And more so, without trust, there can not be love. When two people are not afraid to tell each other the truth, it means a lot. Truth is often bitter, but it's true. Lies are always sweet. But the lies can kill any relationship. Lying destroys all good. When a person begins to deceive, he deceives himself first. You already know that my country Azerbaijan - it is a Muslim country. And here, if people tell lies, that person will be punished. Allah punish him later in life. Here, all the people are friendly, open to others and honest with each other. Honesty in our nation in the blood. I was brought up in the tradition, and my parents always taught me to tell the truth. Despite the fact that I was away from them, I still love them, and be grateful for the education they gave me. I always tell the truth, and my soul is clean, and there is no heavy load on the heart. Therefore, I ask you to write to me honestly, and only the truth. Never be afraid to tell me the truth, I have always understood it, and take. So it?is the best way to communicate, and the best way to get to know each other. I hope you agree with me? I understand that we are not familiar with you for a long time, and write to each other only a few letters.
But I want to at the beginning, we build relationships based on trust and honesty. Our relations began with sincerity. If we can achieve this in the beginning, then it will be much easier. If we have disputes, then it will be easier to solve it. I also want to tell you about my character, but for me it is not so easy to do. I'm doing this for the first time. But I'll try to do it the best way. I am a very open person, I think you've already seen this in my letter? I love the sincerity and honesty, and always adhere to it. I love when people do not hide their emotions. When people are able to express their feelings and show it to people you know. I really love people who have a sense of humor. I believe that humor is also facilitate our life, and laughter prolongs life. Do you agree? I also have good intuition and understanding of other people. I see, when a sincere person, and when he is not talking the truth. I avoid contact with people who speak not the truth. Like any girl, I really love everything about romance. I like love poems, beautiful romantic stories. My favorite color - white, as it is the color of purity and innocence. When I was a teenager, I watch cartoons. And two of my favorite cartoon is "Cinderella" and "Beauty and the Beast." This is such a beautiful fairy tale, fairy tales about princes .. When I watch these cartoons, I always imagined that dancing with the prince. Or that one day, any ordinary person can become a prince to me. It is only necessary to love, and then the person open up to you with a completely different side. I guess every girl dreams of a prince .. But few of these girls meet him. Now I will end this letter, I hope that my letter today let you know me better. And you can begin to understand me better. My principles and my views. I hope that my views are not much different from yours, and we will continue our dialogue. To know each other even better. I really want you to find the spare time to write me back. I really want to get from you the following letter, which will be a great and rich your thoughts. I hope for your understanding. Do not forget about me. Embrace. Adelina!!