Letter(s) from Anna Kulalaewa to Mats (Sweden)

Letter 1

Hi, how are you? I got a message on a dating site that you are looking for a serious relationship.
I'm looking for it too. Maybe we would get to know each other better?
Please write me your letter if you interested in me. Im 27 years old. Im divorced.
My email chuvichka84@yahoo.com I'll wait... My kisses :-)

Letter 2

Hello, what is your real name?
I am so glad to receive the letter from you, I can not transfer to you all my emotions!
You ask me where I have found yours email? I have addressed in agency for acquaintance in my city. And to me have informed yours email. To me have told that you approach for my search. Therefore I have decided to write to you the letter to learn you better. I hope, what I did not make a mistake?
I did not think, that I will receive your letter. Because I think, that the person leaves the message and he does not know, other person will read its message or not.
Therefore it always remains a riddle when the person will receive the letter or not.
But we shall reject sad ideas, you have answered me and this main thing!!!
I shall send necessarily to you a photo with this letter.
I want to tell to you a history as I has sent you the message, I think that it will be interesting to you. I never used e-mail earlier I never used the Internet and have asked help.
To me have helped with creation of mine e-mail and after it I have successfully written to you.
To me have offered one more service,
Me have told that I can find the friend on correspondence or more. It became interesting to me, And I have decided to send the message to you, I once again want to thank you that you have written to me.
I hope, that you will not hold a harm on me if I have made any mistakes.
I tell about myself more detail.
My name is Elena. I am 27 years, height is 168 centimetres and my weight is 54 kg I am single. I have no brothers and sisters. I have not children. I nonsmoker and drink sociality.
Hair - blondy. Eyes - grey. but it only "characteristics", (smile).
I live in Russia. The city in which I live, is called Saratov. It to be approximately 800 kilometres from Moscow.
I think that for you it will be more interesting to find out my outlooks on life and that I want from life.
I the open person and I like when people with which I communicate are open also.
I don't like lie even if it from good promptings.
I want to construct relations. I want to have the friend or even to have love and family.
If me will ask, that I search in relations, I shall answer:
My deep wish is to find my Loving man and to build a family together, to enjoy everyday life together, to share all pain and all happiness, to have broad shoulders next to me, to feel secure with this man.
I can give my love, trust and care. I can be best friend.
I am quite strong to support in difficult situations. I just want to be happy like everybody, to love life and to live for love.
Write to me your ideas about it, ok?
I hope that for you will be interesting to read my letter and it will not tire you.
I ask that you tell to me about yourselves, it will be very interesting to find out you better.
You can ask me, I shall try to answer it.
I hope that you the responsible person and will not leave my letter without the answer.

Letter 3

I have arrived to the Internet of cafe the second time today. I have come here after work and have seen that you have written to me, it is very pleasant for me that we continue our correspondence.
I could not write to you for the first a time because after work I had very bad mood, your letter was is pleasant for me but I have thought that to me is necessary to go home, I come home hardly before my parents and it is necessary for me to prepare for supper that when they will come from work we could sit down a table together. I love my parents and I like very much when in the evening we gather at supper and we tell each other that at us has taken place good and bad for day. I think that it correctly when people in family share the problems or pleasures.
After that problems on work have departed on the second plan and At me has appeared, very big desire write to you.
I also have a photo which I like, I hope that you too will love it.
I want, that you saw it, I have other photos, but there I do not like myself.
There is a good joke about the photographer...

Two strangers argue.
1 speaks
I can spoil you, one movement of a finger
2 asks
You the master of east combats?
1 answers
no I am photographer.

I do not want to send you bad photos, therefore I shall send only that that is pleasant to me.
Concerning photos about which you ask me. These photos have been made during various time. Therefore I have various hair.
I very much would wish to tell to you little bit more about my city. I live in city of Saratov it approximately 800 kilometers from Moscow. The beautiful city, I was birth here and I can tell that, I have carried out here all life. I was in other cities, I like to travel, but I think that my city the most beautiful.
In my city there live approximately more 1000000 peoples. It is a big city.
Interesting that you can to tell to me about your city, write to me about it, ok?
It will be interesting to me to find out about a place where do you live.
Write to me when you have birthday, I think that it will be pleasant for you to receive congratulations on the other hand planets. I shall have birthday it will be september, 15th and also it will be pleasant for me if you will congratulate me. Do you have any hobbies?
I like to read books, sometimes it is detectives or novels about love, I love different genres the most interesting when it is impossible to guess than the book will be finished, I do not like when all is known beforehand. You love books?
I hope that I ask very little, I simply want to find out you better...
Beforehand thank for your answer.

Letter 4

Hello my friend,
I am very glad to see again your letters. I am very glad, that you are interested to learn me. I also very much want to learn you better. And I hope, that I can name you my friend. I want, that we continued our relations, and learned each other well. Probably it is our destiny. But I think what now to speak about it early. I shall continue to write about me. I was not married officially. We only lived together, but we had no wedding never. The man with whom I lived earlier, has been spoilt, he drank much and beat me. It was awful, and we left.
I have the higher economic education. I very like your photos! Certainly, I very much would want to hear your voice. But, to a deep regret, I have no phone right now. Russia has very bad economy and consequently a communication facility even in 21 century very expensive cost. To install a telephone, to me 6 months are necessary to work and to not spend money in general.
But I plan to buy a cellular telephone soon. Because I do not want to be, as the rural girl:) I think that it is a necessary thing. I plan to buy new phone in some weeks.
Probably it is interesting to you to know, where I work? I do not work as model, I only went to school of model. It is very difficult to find work of model in Russia. All models they only work using acquaintances. I have no friends who will help to find to me work of model. I also studied in a higher educational institution, and I work in shop, I am a seller of female footwear.
I very much love children, but I have no own children. Because it is very hard to lift the child, and to bring up, if I shall live one. But I agree with opinion, that " children - flowers of a life, and our future ". What do you think of this statement? I very much like to care of children. But, sometime I would like to have own children. But, all over again I think, that it is necessary to meet the man which will love me and which will be loved by me. Also, I think, that a question on children to have children whether or not, it is necessary to solve together (the man and the woman). I, probably, speak about children much, therefore I shall better speak about other. How you will spend a free time? If you have a free time, or you constantly work? When in my city good weather, I go to walk in park, or I go to walk together with my friends in cafe. This very beautiful it happens in the summer. Sometimes we go in a cinema, or in theatre. You like to go to theatres? I like to look comedies.
Concerning films, I like to look various films. I have no favourite direction and consequently I have no favourite film. When I look film, I pay attention to game of actors. I like to look films in which actors play professionally.
I very much love films in which plays Brad Pitt. How you concern to this actor? I should finish my letter because my time of use of a computer comes to an end. I shall be very glad to receive your new letter, and I would be glad to read about you more. I shall wait your answer Your russian friend Elena

Letter 5

Hello my dear friend!
I very much am glad, when I come in the Internet of cafe and I see your new letter in my letter box. It is always very pleasant for me.
Speak: Hello! To your children from me! I very like photos!
Each time I have a lot of pleasure. Unfortunately the Internet cannot transfer smells and a look, but I try to explain it words. With each new letter we learn each other more well. And I very much would want to continue, that we told about each other. It is very interesting to me to know, what color you like? My most favourite color is red. This color is similar to passion, and love. Also I love dark blue color.
It similarly to the sky. I very much want to find happiness with the favourite person. I imagine, how I fly in heavens with happiness with the man of my dream. But I do not see the person of it of the man because I have not found it the man at present. Though, probably is you. I am very romantic girl. As well as any girl I want to find happiness in my life. I believe, that there is true love. You love romanticism? I also want to ask you what food you like? I ask you this question because I very much like to prepare food. Usually I prepare Russian food. But sometimes I try to prepare food from other countries. Also I eat various food.
And I very much like sweet and ice-cream, but I am rare eat sweet because I keep up my figure. I do not want to be thick:) I think, that you would not began to write to me the letter if saw me thick (I simply I joke):) . How you concern to church? I heard, that in your country all people trust in the god, and go in church frequently. I also believe, that the god exists, and that he helps people which trust in him. Also I try to go in church every Sunday. I am a Christian, and I profess Christian religion. I want, that we continued to learn each other. Therefore ask me any questions, I shall try to answer all your questions. But I at once want to tell, that I possible cannot on some your questions because, sometimes I do not understand the main essence of a question. I do not know, that else you to ask, therefore I shall finish my letter. I hope, that you will answer to email. I wish to you good day.
Your russian friend Elena

Letter 6

Hello my dear,
How are you? I hope, that at you all is good. I worry about you.
I start to think of you. You think of me? I very much want to learn you well! Right now I do not know the information on my travel to you.
But I think that if we will wish to meet really, I can travel to you, using services of tourist agency in my city. I heard that many girls without problems travel to Europe. Today I would like to tell to you about my parents. My mum, her name - Anastasia.
My mum works in a maternity home, she helps girls to give birth to children.
She considers, that it is very grateful and useful work. She very much loves her work because she helps to create a new life. She also very much loves children. I spoke with my mum, that I write letters to you.
My mum was very glad for me, that I have met you. But she has told to me, that we should not hasten in our relations that we did not do a mistake. She speaks, that we learned each other well. Because, the moment when we shall want to meet really will arrive. We are separated with the big distance, and we should not do a mistake in general to not spoil our lives. I have told much about you to my mum. She has told to me, that you very good the man.
And she wished to us happiness in our relations. My daddy, his name: Nikolay.
My daddy was the fireman earlier. But now, my daddy - the pensioner.
My daddy - very strict, and very true the man. For me, my the daddy - ideal the man.
I think, that for any girl, the father - the ideal man. I also spoke with my daddy, that I have relations with you, and told about you. I the daddy would like to press to you a hand (it means to welcome in Russia). My parents were very glad, that I have relations with you. And they wish for us long, mutual, reliable relations.
But also, my parents speak, that we did not hasten in our relations. You can tell about your family also? In my city today very good weather, and I very much would want to walk in the street. And it would be very pleasant for me to walk together with you along the street.
But, unfortunately it only dreams at present. I cannot send today to you a photo because my disk on which all my photos are kept, I left in home. I hope, what you will not be malicious on me because of it? I should finish my letter because my time in the Internet of cafe comes to an end. I shall wait your answer soon.
Your Elena

Letter 7

Hello my!
I have received your letter only today and at once I write the answer,I would like to write to you each day and sometimes even more per day,but I can not do it so frequently.
I shall try to write to you as possible frequently,I very much like to read your letters, my heart becomes transfixed when I look at your letters,even if it not big.
We rather quickly find mutual understanding, and it - most important factor for me.
Certainly any researches of the man of understanding in dialogue.
Though it and is complex, you see, that we live in the various countries, for thousand kilometers from each other, with various culture, to a standard of living e.t.c.
And we speak in various languages, but I am sure this problem, which is possible for permitting.
How you think?
I also ask you that you sent me as much as possible your photos,I want to print your photo and to carry it with myself all time,you will not be against it?
I hope that it so.
You ask me my surname? My surname - Volkova. Concerning distinction at our age. It really does not disturb me. I consider that we can concern, if we wish it. And I wish to develop our relations! Speak to your daughter: Hello! from me.
I already wrote to you that I think of you much,it is probable because for me dialogue with you means much.
Today when I went for work, I have thought that it is necessary to set to you this question, I do not doubt of honesty of your words, but I ask that you have answered to me very sincerely,well?
you want that our relations a developed, and have developed into strong feeling???
I ask that you have seriously considered my question, it is important for me very much!
Excuse me that my letter short, but it is necessary for me to finish this letter.
Because the Internet of cafe will be soon closed.
I shall look forward to hearing from you with impatience!!!
Your Elena

Letter 8

Hello my lovely,
I am madly glad to receive your new letter.
I always very much rejoice, when I come to the Internet of cafe and I receive your new letters. Your letters always to do my day it is better. I have received your photos. I very like your photos! you very handsome man! I also very much want to build serious relations together with you. Because I trust to you. And we build our relations, basing on trust. I consider that in relations main is a mutual understanding and trust. And I want, that we could continue to trust to each other. I also think that you very careful man, and you really are able to care of girls. I do not want to disappear, I want, that our relations grew in something serious. Probably, we will have serious relations, and sometime, we can meet really. I think that would be fine, if we could meet really to learn each other better. But right now to us it is necessary to continue to learn each other better that we could build our relations! I will try to search for a photo which you ask. I will look it on my disk. If I can find it, I will send to you such photo together with my letter, ok? When you searched on the Internet? I did not understand it. You say, what searched for girls who have the same name, as well as I? You could find the such?
But I think, you have found such because name Elena is a name many girls in Russia have. Also my surname - Volkova, she also meets often in Russia. I write my letters to you in English independently. I do not use the translator. I very well studied English language at school, therefore I can talk and write without problems letters in English. But I also hope that you understand my letters which I write to you. I want to write to you letters often. But I not always can do it. Concerning a cat. I very much love pets. I have no allergy. But my mum has an allergy, therefore she does not allow to have pets of the house. Therefore I have no house of pets. But, when I come to my friends who have pets, I always try to caress cats. It brings to me pleasure! I will finish my letter. I will look forward your new letter.
Your Elena
My dear, right now I could not find a photo in a bathing suit.

Letter 9

I have received your new letter. But it has offended me. You name me the swindler..... You say that I want to deceive you... I do not try to deceive you. How we can build relations if you say, what I am a bad girl? I do not know the girl which to be on a photo, and I do not ask you money. I wanted to do for you a special photo to prove for you my reality. But you have offended me... I wish to you good luck....

Letter 10

Hello my dear,
Ok, I forgive you this time. I also very much want to develop our relations with you. I have received your photos. I very like it! You have very amusing girls! I do not know the girl about which you spoke earlier. I am not guilty that my name and a surname are very extended in Russia. If you want, I can make a special photo for you to prove my reality. Right now I want to tell to you why I try to search for relations in other country. I concerned earlier.
It was approximately 8 months earlier. At first we had very much good relations. But after a while my man has changed. He constantly drank a lot of alcohol and he also beat me. I had bruises, it was awful. But I suffered, because I loved him. But when I have found out that he changes to me with other girl, we left. Because I could not forgive to him it. Now I have decided to try to search for the man from other country. I do not try to deceive other people. I only wanted to try to search for the man in other country. Yours email to me have informed in agency for acquaintance in my city. You wish, that I arrived to you? If you wish, I will go to tourist agency to find out the information for my travel to you that we could plan our meeting.
Because I if we will decide to meet really, we should not make mistakes. I really have feelings for you. And I hope that our feelings will grow only!
Your Elena

Letter 11

Hello my lovely! I am very glad again to receive news from you.
I am very glad, that you continue to write to me, because I do not want that our attitudes stopped. With each letter I understand that I very much need in you. Yesterday I thought of you before dream, I thought that we can sometime meet, love each other, how you think such there is in life what a man and woman fall in love so through electronic mail? I think that such certainly probably, I even heard that many not only Russian girl got acquainted through the Internet and then came to favourite in their country or on the contrary, men arrive in their country.
Yes, probably it is very strange to write each other letters, at first I did not trust that there can be such love and that in general it is possible to find the man of the dream thus, but now I know that such happens, because my friendly love to you becomes more and more strong, and all my ideas and feelings now only about you my lovely man!
I wished to meet my love and seems to me that my desire was executed, I want to tell that, you the most remarkable person on all planet. I love you! I never did such recognitions, and it is a little strange for me. I wanted write to you it in the last letter, but it is very difficult to write words of love, I shall wait for your letter.
With hope for reciprocity, your Elena

Letter 12

Hi my love!
I have received your letter, it of full sincere heat and sympathy to me.
I think that for that time that we with you are write each other letters, we to get used to each other. You ask my home address? It is my home address:
City: Saratov
street: Tehnicheskaya
house: 9
flat: 28
I work in shopping centre. It to be approximately 20-30 minutes to go by the bus from my house. The cafe Internet to be approximately 15 minutes to go on foot from my work.
I think that we are necessary each other.
I constantly think of you, you has occupied a place in my heart.
At work my girlfriends speak that I am in love.
Yes, I love you !!!!!
I talked about it to the mum and she speaks that it well, she thinks that I shall be happy.
I think that we should meet, we should see each other, look in eyes, because through the Internet the emotions are lost and difficultly understand each other.
We became frank with you and I think that you want learn about my sexual experience.
In Russia all men dream only to drag you in bed, but I do not want it, I do not want be given the first passer that he has taken pleasure.
Love - it something more than it give the man to learn happiness in this life, and men represent it only as sex.
I think that it incorrectly and I hope that you with me agree.
I want have sex only with favourite by the man.
I shall to be given to him completely both body and soul.
We together learn all depths pleasures.
Our passion will be poured out for limits peoples love and we shall be enjoy each other all life up to last moment of our existence.
Today we with my girlfriend go walk on city to make some purchases.
I again thought only of you and waited for that moment, when I shall read your letter.
I feel what our hearts are beaten in one rhythm, you feel it?
I with impatience wait for your the following letter.
Kiss in your gentle lips by a long and passionate kiss!
Forever your Elena

Letter 13

Hello my dear! How are you? How there was your week? I hope that you received the big success this week. Today I can write to you only the short letter. Now I will leave for weekend together with my parents in village. I wish to you cheerful weekend! KISS!!!!
Your Elena

Letter 14

Hi my love.
Today when I have come in Internet - cafe I was very glad to see the new letter from you.
My mood became much better when I have read it.
When I read your letter, at me even have appeared of tear of pleasure.
When I began to correspond with you I had hope that at us with you all will be good.
With each your letter I understood that I have found male which is necessary for me.
I want to tell, that my feelings and the words in relation to you always were sincerely and I always understood that we put a lot of trust Now I am sure on all 100% that I can trust you when I read your letter I has seen your sincerity and fidelity.
I think anything in life is so much better when you can share the moment with someone else.
Sometimes just to hold the hand of that person you love can make all the worldly troubles disappear.
A perfect evening for me is maybe taking a long walk with that special man in my life, the skies would be clear, the snow is fresh, and all the stars can be seen.
It is especially interesting to dream of it when in the street becomes colder.
Your letter warms my heart and that once we can carry out our dreams allows to give up hope.
My dear, my love, in my last letter I told you about my love feelings to you.
I wrote this letter with so close love feelings, my dearest, I didn't can to hide my love to you, my soul prompted me that I must to tell about my love to you, because it is so difficult to hide a close feelings I love you, and I want to say to you it always I want to say to you, my darling, that I can't without your letters now your letters are necessary for me, I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH MY DEAREST!!!
It is pity that only our letters connect us, I want to see you in reality.
I want it very much.
Our letters connect our close love feelings to each other, but it only letters my love, I want to say that my mum and my best friends are very happy for us,they are all time ask about you, about you feelings to me and I don't worry say about our love feelings now, because I don't want to hide my love to you I have found sense of my life, I love you and I miss you my love.
My darling, on this I will finish my letter to you, I will wait for your next email with my great love desire, you must know how I feel so happy myself when I read your letter my darling.
Ok, I must go my dear, I will miss you, I LOVE YOU and I want to be with you for ever thinking about you my love Your and only your love, truly, Elena

Letter 15

Hello my love!
As soon as I have received your letter I could not constrain some tears of pleasure and admiration about you.
I understand now that for happiness is necessary only that people was together, and you this person for me, you know that. You know to me it seems that my life began just now when I have met you. I know with beginning, that you for me more than the friend, and it at once was clear for me, I can not constrain the feelings to you, I love you!!!
I love you so much!!! It is very important for me that you knew as strongly I love you!
I do not like to hurry. but last events do not give me to sit on a place, I so strongly want be a with you that I can not wait. I have talked to my parents and has informed them that I want to arrive to you that we could carry out some time together and probably if our desires will coincide that I can remain with you my love! If we shall want that we can remain together for ever, you want it? My love, I want it very much!!! I ask that you did not think that I have made the decision spontaneously, I long thought of it. And to make such complex decision, to me has helped, love to you!
My mum has blessed me on this trip, she wants that we were happy. Mum has told that I have the happiest eyes when I speak about you, yes it is the truth I is very happy that we now are familiar also I thank the god for that that he has present to us - love! I love you!!!
I very happy that we can was together and I want that it happened as soon as possible.
I already spoke earlier, that I could not sit on a place and consequently I have decided to find out as I can arrive to you. I went to firm which is engaged in official registration of papers for arrival in other countries, and have found out about arrival in your country. For this purpose it is necessary for me to make passport, the visa and some other documents. But there is one BUT! It is difficult for me to speak about it but I should tell you. It is expensive, even very is expensive for me, the passport costs 130 euro.
The visa to my travel to you costs 215 euro. The visa will operate 3 months. Therefore we can be together 3 months if we shall want. I think, that this time will be enough that we could learn each other well, and planned our joint future. You agree with me? Therefore, that I could travel to you, to me it is necessary
345 euro, for registration of all necessary documents for my travel to you. Can you help me?
I think that our meeting will be fine, probably to me it is necessary to fly to you by the plane, I am afraid of it a little, but I shall not be afraid that I shall fly to you, my love!
I ask that you have written to me about it I shall wait for your letter with impatience.
Your love Elena

Letter 16

Hello my love,
I make my apologies that I could not write to you the letter earlier. I can write to you the letter just now because this week I had very intense week On work I had a lot of work. I understand that it is very big money, and for me it also the big money. Concerning the air ticket, to me recommended to order the air ticket which costs 400 euro because it is the air ticket it is intended for my travel to you and back to Russia. Also cost of this air ticket includes gathering of the airport and insurance. Therefore, the overall cost for my travel to you makes 745 euro. I also cannot find such money because it is very big money for me. I very much very much love you, and I look forward the moment when we will be together for ever. I LOVE YOU!!! Today I cannot send to you a photo because I did not take a disk with my photos. I will send to you a photo next time. I very much very much miss you. I will look forward your answer.
Your love Elena

Letter 17

My love,
I have just now found out the information about which you asked me. I have found out that you asked me the bank account. But I have no own bank account. Also in bank to me have told that Russian bank system has no IBAN, they use SWIFT. Therefore money will reach me very long. Also, that I could open the bank account in Russia is it is necessary to have certain quantity of money. Therefore the manager in bank said to me that it will be better, if you use system of remittances WesternUnion. He has told that this system works very reliably and quickly. And money will reach me in some minutes since the moment when you will send money to me. Therefore I think that it is really favourable. Also he has told that this system has distribution all over the world. Therefore your city also should have system. I hope, what you can use this system also? If you can use this system to send money to me, I will find out more detailed information concerning this system of remittances. I will look forward your answer.
Your love Elena