Letter(s) from Irina Kislenko to Nader (Egypt)

Letter 1

Hello my dear Nader!
I miss you very much and i am really happy that we are together right now.
My dear i really was busy before and thats why i did not have opportunity to send you a letter.
Forgive me please! I already missed you a lot and i so want to get closer you.
My darling,i am really thinking about you too much and about our meeting too.
Unfortunately boss is here and i do not have much time to write you. But i will do my beat.
My dear i understood the situation with the train already and i will find the way,do not worry.Maybe tomorrow early morning i will take the bus and travel to Lugansk and find the tickets. I will do my best dear with this.
darling,but about the parents i can not leave them with anything. Pleae,even 100 dollars will help them to feel themself good while i will be with you. Please, i will really worry if i will not left them anything....i am worry about them,cause they are my parents.
Please,understand that! Ok dear? I am really need to left them even 100$ cause they do not have another money for life,i all of the time helping them! Can you understand that?
My darling,i can not imagine that everything is ok and that we are going to meet each other! How long i dreamed about this moment!
How long i was thinking that soon we ewill meet? And now i even can not imagine that this happenes.....WoW!!!!!!!!!!)))))))
thank you that through all this time you are supporting me....it is really very important for me....and sorry that i am asking yo to help me with parents.....but i am really can not leave them without money,casue they even will not have opportunity to by a food! I am worry a lot and i wish that you can feel and understand that!
My darling,i already know what i will tkae with myself from cloth! I know tht everything will be alright! And that we will be really happy together! I dream about this! And i know that evreything will be alright! Dear,what are you going to do this evening?
Will you think about me?
Dear,ufortunately boss is here. I need to work...Please,do not forget that you are in my heart and that i am thinking about you too much!
I kiss ou hundred times and i wil write you more later or tomorrow morning!
Kiss you again!
Yours Irina

Letter 2

Hello my dear Nader!
I miss you my darling,and i am happy that i see some letters from you.
Darling, how was your weekend? I am really miss you very much and i can not wait for the moment, when we will be finally together....Dear,the time is passing and it left some days and we will be together.
Dear,will you be there for me? Will you wait for me?
I am already was thinking what i will take with myself and i already prepared some cloth!)
I know that it is a good weather there,right? Nothing changed?)
My dear,i understood about the train ticket. I do not know what is it i will call them again today.
Maybe i did not right understood them,but i will call them. I was thinking that i will need so long time in the train and that i will have the opportunity to take a plane and be in the airport in some ours,but ok, i will take the train,it will tkae around 18 hours to get there,and also two hours to Lugansk. Long way!))
Darling,i talked with my boss already about the money,i was right he give me less then i have each month,cause i did not work alright. I will pay 200$ for my flat while i will be with you this flat will just stay,i will talk to my mother and she will look at the flat. Cause i do not want to loose it,and i want to return in it.
But i still need to leave to my family some money. Dear,it will be hard to leave them 150$? They will be really happy.
Especially if i will tell them that it is your wish to help them. What you think about this?
My darling,i am really counting the days of our meeting.....and i know that soon i will be with you in your hands....
I will work today then i will again think what i will take with myself,please,write me about your weather.OK?
Dear, and also i will do my bes tto find a ticket to KIev!
Write me today please. Boss is here so i will work)
I miss you!
And of course i kiss you my dear Nader!
Yours Irina

Letter 3

Hello my dear Nader!
I miss you my dear,even more then you can imagine.
I am happy that today i can see your letter,i was really busy before,so i did not write you anything earlier. Sorry me for this. I saw your sms where you asking me,what happened with me and why i did not write you. So i am worry that you can think that something happened with me. Everything is alright and i am still at work.
My dear,how did you start your weekends? Do you have a good mood?
MY weekend started terrible,cause i needed to go at work. And now at 20 21 i am still at work,wish that soon i will finish and have relax.
Dear,i read your letter carefully,i understood that you did not understand anything in my last letter. Dear,look,you did not right understand about the ticket. Look the ticket costed around 540 dollars,it is the prise of that ticket wich you told me. Look,with this everything is alright and we do not have any probems with that. Dear,i talked with the agency how they can help me right now,but they are not working with the realway station and they can not help me with ticket for the train. I can take the bus to the Kiev but it will be a long way and it will be too hard for me. The cost will be cheaper....Dear,they can only help me with the plane,from the Lugank to the Kiev,and i will need also 2 hours to get to Lugansk. It will be a really hard and long way....i wish that you can understand that it will be a really hard for me and long. I wil lfeel myself very tired.
Dear they told me that it is the normal price for the tiket from Lugansk to Kiev,cause they do not have anything cheaper. Cause it s anormal price for everyone....it is the cleapest...some places cost more,but i do not need such things...
Dear,the agency took the money for the work,cazue they helped me with the tickets,and they all of the time helped me with the different questions...It is a normal price here,i called to some of the agencies as i read your letter and they take for their work 180 dollars. So as i understood it is normal price here.
Dear you think that i lie to you or what? I am telling you the situation wich i have right now,i have a really hard relations with my boss,and he all of the time angry at me...and yes he have opportunity to give me 200$ if i worked not well.this month i can not sya that i work good i all of the time was in the agency and talked with them about my comming to you.....Dear if you can not help my parents it is ok and i will understand you cause you already helped me too much and send to me a lot of money.....And sorry that i aksed you about this but i need somehow to ge to Kiev and i do not know how i will do that....but the tickets to Kiev,we need somehow to by it so i will not need to find another way...
I do not know what you will tell me,you are my man and i just told you what i will need right now....if something wrong please tell me and i will understand!
I am with you dear and i need to work right now...
Dear, rememebr that you are in ym heart and that i will write you on Monday....reemmerb what i fee to you ok dear NAder?
I kiss you and i will think about all weekend...
Yours Irina

Letter 4

Hello my dear Nader!
I miss you very much and i am really happy to see your letter today.
My darling,my heart is beating faster and faster cause i know that soon we will be together....
Darling,everything ok with the agency,yeseterday i gave them the money.
So now we are waiting for the my flight.Darling,can you imagine that????????))))))))))
We will be together soon! And everything will be ok with us......can you imagine that?)))) That we will not need any letters,that we will not need any skype and calls.....can you imagine this?)))))))))My darling,i know that everything will be alright and that we will be happy together. And this is really important for me....really important! SO please,count the days like i am counting))))) OK?)
Dear,i am really will think today what i will take with myself to you...I think that it will be a wonderful moment.
Dear,the agency made their work. They told me that for their work i need to pay them 1200 grivnas it is 150 dollars. And thats all.
The papers are ready so i am ready for travelling.
And also i wanted to tell you that we need to make the last thing for the comming.
Look, i need somehow to get to the airport,to the Kiev. I already called to the realway station but they do not have any ticket already. ayse it is soon the New Year and all people are bying train ticket before. So i can not use the train. I called to the agency to asked them what i can do right now,they said that they can reccoment me right now to by a ticket from Lugansk to Kiev,it is plane ticket. They said that they have 1 flight in two days. So the only one thing wich i can do right now it is to by this ticket frpm the Lugansk to Kiev. Dear,i am really did not know that all train tickets will be sold. So as you understand my dear this is the last what we need to do for this meeting. What do you think about this?
Dear,and one more thing from me,can i ask you about this?
I talked with my boss and he do not like the idea of my vocation,cause he already said that he will not give it to me. But i said that i am not interesting what he telling me and i will take the vocation in next month for one month. As i understood he is not going to give me the all salary,my salary is 400 and he said that he will give me only 200. It is the money wich i pay for the flat,wich i rent. I will pay for the rent flat for this month when i will be with you,cause i do not want to loose this flat. I like it. So i will not have the money to give my family.....is it possible that we will leave for them 150 dollars? So they will have opportunity to by some food and medicine? Please tell me what you think about this,cause i do not want to ask you about what you can not do dear....but i am really worry about them a lot. And i think theu will pleased if i will tell them that you help me......as always)
So now i need to call to the agency and tell them when i will have opportunity to come and to give them money for the work,and if i will like to by a plans ticket. Please write me soon cause i need to tell them something.....)
Dear,about the hair.i have a short hair now,short brow hair) i wanted to change something in myself,so i made this) Do you like how i am look right now?)
About the visa i will make it in your airport and it will cost for me 15 dollars dear. So do not worry ok?)
Darling,ic an not wait for the moment when we will be together. I am really happy with you! And i know that the momet of our meeting will change our life.....in a better way....do you agree with me? And i think that after this meeting we will be together forever)
My dear,i will wait for your answer with a big attention. I will work noe,my boss is really angry at me and he all of the time repeating that i loose this job....So thats fine,it will be better for me. Do you agree with me?
I kiss you darling and waiting for your answer....
Yours and only yours Irina

Letter 5

Hello my darling!
You even can not imagine how i am happy right now when i saw your letter. Dear,for me it is really important when you are writing me. Cause as you know your letters are really important for me,and i feel better when i know that everything is ok with you and that you are thinking about me.
Darling,i am really know that very soon we will be together,and all that things wich we are going to do, we will do. We will spend a really nice days together on the beach,i think that it will be really wonderful moments.Do you agree with me?
Darling,as for the passport,darling,i do not understadn what pasport you want. We have Ukrainian passport,wich everyone have,and i made and International passport. What passport you need? And for what if you already know my name darling? Please explain me and i will send it to you.
My dear,i am really counting the days of our meeting,it is really something wonderful,it is really the wonderful moment wich i will remember for sure all my life.
My dear Nader,i am trying to spend as much time as i can with my parents right now,cause i know that soon i will not see them,and its make me little sad,i am worry about them very much and i want to stay in touch with them when i will be with you,cause i and they also will worry about each other. And my mother will of coursd worry how i get to you. SO Nader,will we have chances to call them?)
MY dear,i can imagine how warm and wonderful will be inside when you wll be close to me,not though the letters,but near me,when i will feel you touch you and kiss you...When i will wake up in your hands,i know that it will be special moments. I will like to walk with you hand by hand,and just relax,just breath the wind...jsut see the sea,just feel so comfortable. DO not worry,i will not forget my swimsuit! I will take it,and i wish that you will like my swim suit! I am on the special diet right now,so till i will come to you i will look better then even now,and my body will be in the shape. So i wish that you will like it!)))))
Darling,do you already know what are you going to do today?
My darling with the agency everything is alright and i told them what you told me,a,so i said them that tomorrow i will come. So eevrything is alright! Do not worry! I am doing all what you are saying me,so everything will be alright. Ok my dear NAder?
AS for me i am really have much work and today i am going to tell my boss that i am taking vocation,we will see what he will tell me. Cause i did not tell him earlier,he had even worse mood as now. But i will tell him thsi today. Do not worry)
And after that i will go to my parents,i wish that i will see your letter today. If no my darling,i will see it tomorrow. So do not worry. Everything is alright!
My darling,i will work right now,i am really thinking about you too much,remember that,and know that you are in my heart and you are the one whom i need. Ok my dear?
I kiss you my dear NAder....
Will wait for your answer and of course will think about you!
Yours Irina

Letter 6

Hello my dear Nader!
Darling,i think that you know how i miss you my dear. Right?
I am really very happy that we are together right now.
Dear,i am thinking about you too much,and i am really happy that we are together right now.
Dear,i had a dream and you was in my dream. It was a really wonderful dream! We were smiling,laughing,and it was a really beautiful place,where we were.
It was a beach,and the weather was wo warm. Really! And when i waked up i remembered your words about the beach. What is that? Is it a reality wich is waiting for me and you?)
Darling,you are the one in my life. You are really wonderful man and i feel so good with you. I am really can ot wait for the moment when we will be together with you and when we will not need to write any letters and wait for the moment of our meeting. When we will wake up together and we will not need to go anywehre. Just stay at our bed. Can you imagine such mornings? I think that it will be really something winderful and that we will be really happy! Do you agree with me?
Darling,you wrote me that you will need a passport form me to finish your work there. What passport you need? Ukrainian? Please write me and i will make a scan.
Darling,i know that you want to imagine what suprise i will have for you. But i will not tell you anything!))))))) It is just a surprise! So please,wait patiency!Ok dear Nader?
Darling,i talked with my family already and everything is alright. So we do not have any problems and my prenats are not upset about this. So please,do not worry about that. OK?
I am really want to meet this New Year with you,so do not think that i do not want this. It is really important for me! Ok dear NAder?
My dear,of course i remember your face,do not worry,i will not loose myself at the airport,i will see you! But please,be there ok?
My darling,what are you going to do on this evening? I have a lot of work so unfortunately i will work till late. If you will write me a letter later maybe i will write you more. OK my dear?
But right now i will have a meeting,so i will close everything.
I kiss you and i am really in love with you!
Yours and only yours Irina

Letter 7

Hello my dear Nader!
You even can not imagine what mood i have right now,after i came at wokr and see your lovely letter. My darling,i am really miss you through the weekend!!!!!!!!!! I can not wait the moment when we will spend weekend together,and when we will wake up together....My darling,i know that we will have really wonderful days together and i am really happy that we can spend te New Year together. I think that it is a magic time,magic christmas night! And i want to spend this wonderful time with you. You know,i already have a surprise for you but i will not tell you what it is exsactly. Cause i want that this will be awsurprise for you. I know that you will like it cause it is from my heart!) So be patient,and soon you will know what i have for you. OK dear?
Darling,how did you spend your weekend? Did you think about me? Do you have some parties or you just relax?
As you know i was working on Saturday till 21 00 and only then i was going home,i was going on the bus stop,i took it and then get home. After that i cooked dinner for myself and go in the bed. It was a really hard evening but on the next day i was sleeping till the 16 00 and then just woke up. I was really tired and i needed to sleep as more as i can. So after i woke up i just cleaned my home,wathced TV and nothing special. Then i go to the bathroom and then go in my bed. And today in the morning i woke up and go at work. So as you understand my dear Nader i did not have any parties and i was staying alone at my home. I even did not meet my family,but i think that i will do this today an i will by some food come to them and make a nice dinner so we will have opportunity to spend time together. And today i will tell them that the New Year i will spend with you. And that i will be not with them. I wish that they can understand that and that they will be not upset. I love my parents and i know that they can understand me and support me in different life moments,so do not worry about anything. Alright?
Dear Nader,i will call later to the agency to talk with them about the tickets. So do not worry i will do everything what you told me. And i will tell them that till the end of the week i will come and pay for the ticket. They are really making the best for me. And i am happy about that!)
Darling,i am waiting for the moment of ur meeting even more then you can imagine. Everything is alright. And i am happy that we are together,i am happy that we did not loose ourself and that we still want to be together,i know that we had some troubles but right now everything is alright,and i am happy that we walked and walk hand by hand together,and that all problems we will solve together. This is really important for me and i am happy that you are with me and that you do not leave me in a ghard wsituation for both of us.
Darling,i am with you and i am really doing everything for our meeting.
The last thing what i need to do it is to tell my boss that i am going to take a vocation. What you think,what he will tell me,will he give it to me? If noe dear,i will take it however,and if i will loose my work,i wish that i will find another quickly)))) I want to be with you and i will be with you. And nothing will not change my mind.
Darling,right now i need to work,i am really have much to do. Rememeb that you are in my heart dear NAder and that i want to be with you very much. I will wait for your answer and i wish that soon you will answer me. I kiss you many many times Nader!
YOU ARE IN MY HEART!!!!
YOurs Irina

Letter 8

Hello my dear Nader!
I miss you very much and i am really happy that i can write you a letter right now.
I miss you really very very much and i am so happy that we are together right now.
I am happy to see your letter today! Cause i was waiting for this letter really too much.
I need to feel you my darling close to me this is really important for me and i am happy that you give me this opportunity all of the time. I am really feel you close in my heart and all of the time it make me feel really wonderful. I know that the day will come and we will be together. And we will be really happy together,about this moment i dream a lot.
Dear Nader,i am really want to tell you thank you for that you are care about me and support me right now. Without your support i'v never see you. Dause it is really ahrd to make this money here and spend them so easy. So thank you very much for that you are with me and that you are helping me with that. I understood that till the end of the week wich will come soon i will by the ticket to you. I am agree to by it on the 2 of December so we can spend the New Year with you. I think that it will be really wonderful and that we will be really happy together!)))))) I am really wait for this moment with a big attention! Can you imagine,that we will meet this New Year face to face to each other? I think that it is really something cool!)))))) And i want that very much! My dear,i believe in one thing,with whom you will spend the NEw Year and how you will spend it,in the next year you will be with that people,i mean close to them,and how you will meet it you will spend the same with the same mood and so on. And it is really wonderful that we can meet this Year with you and be happy. I know that we will have a wonderful mood together and that we will be really happy! I can not wait for the moment when we will be closer dear,and i know that this will happen really soon!
My darling,this weekends i am working,right now i am still at work and it is around 17 00. I do not know what time i will finish the work cause i am really have much to do. But i wish that tomorrow nothing will not happen and i will sleep long hours. I am thinking about you too much,i think you even can not believe in that but each second i am thinking about you. Each second i dream about the moment when we will be together. I know that this will be the best time in my life,cause i will be in your hands.
I understand that you worry that i can may not meet youtr big family,darling,it is little sad,but i understood you and this is not making me feel very bad and upset. I am really know that everything will be ok and the moment will happen when i will meet your family. So do not worry about this,i do not want that this will make you feel bad or upset about this. I am really want to be with you and i know that everything will be alright!) So please,smile!)
Dear,you even can not imagine how happy i am right now cause i read your words about the marriage. I understood that you really want that and that right now you are asking about what i think about this. Dear,i want this very much and i wish that this can happen as soon as it possible! I think it will be wonderful if we will get marriage on the next summer! I think it will be something really incredible! Do you agree with me about that? And i think that after you will read my thoughts about the marriage you will know exsactly my answer. Do you know the answer?
My darling,right now i will need to work. I am really have much to do till the end of this evening. I promise that on Monday i will write you even more,but right now i do not have that opportunity. Pleae,forgive me! I know that you can understand me and that you are not mad about me. I am happy with you! You need to remember that dear Nader!
My darling,i kiss you and i wish that you will think about me through this days! I am with you and my heart is yours,the same as you,i have you in my heart and my heart is beating for you. Do not forget that my darling! I kiss you many many times!
You are wonderful man,and you are making me really happy!
Thank you for that!
I am with you!
Will write you in Monday!
Yours Irina

Letter 9

Hello my dear Nader.
I miss you darling,and i am really happy to have this letter in my mail box. You are really wonderful man,and i am happy that God gave me the chance to meet you through all this people all over the world. You are really have a good heart dear,and i want that in this heart i will be only the one...
Darling,how did you start your day today?
My drling,i am really happy that you wrote me that letter. It is really very nice to feel that youa re with me and i am happy about that. I read your letter carefully and i am agree with you that we have something special and real between each other. And i wanted that you wil understood that. I told ou many times that you mean for me really too much and i that i want to be with you,this is something sonderful,that feeling for wich i was looking for a long time. Darling, i believe you and i am happy that you started to believe me.
Darling, i am with you and you need to remember that.
Darling, please,believe that i am with you,believe that i know that it is real relations,believe me that i know what you feel to me and believe that i know and understand what i feel to you,and i am sure that this is sincere between each other. I will come and will show you all what i feel to you,just wait little more.
Darling,i want to talk with you about the meeting, with the visa everything will be alright,when i will come to you the visa will cost for me 15 dollars,so it is not much,and not hard.
About the tickets,darling,i called just 5 minutes to the agenyc,my passport is ready and i can take it. So with this evrything is alright and i thinkt that tomorrow i will take this passport. And i asked them about the tickets from Kiev on the 29 of the November, she said that if we want that the tickets will nto cost too much,we need to by it as soon as it possible cause there are a lot of people who want to fly to the Egypt, she also told me that this tikcets will eb with stops. And she said that the price is 5340 it is in grivnas and in dollard it is 667,50. She said that soon it is the New Year and thats why tickets will cost more and more if we will wait more and more.
Darling,so as you undersatand we need to by ticket,the passport is ready,and with visa i will not have any troubles cause it will be easy and cost only 15 dollars. So right now we need to by tikcet and then travel.
With this everything is alright and i told you the information what they gave me. So now we know what we need to do with you.
Darling,what do you think,when we will by the tickets?
Also i am interesting what are you going to do this evening?
I am really want to be closer to you and show you what i am really feel to you. And i think you will feel it even without any words,you will see that in my eyes,i think we can talk by eyes even. What you think about that?
Darling,i need to work right now.
I am really miss you very much and i am thining about you too much.Remember that when sometimes i can not write you,this mean that i am busy too much,but do not think that i do not want that. My boss is near me all of the time so i do not have the opportunity to do what i want. So please,rememebr that i am thinking about you all of the time and that ou are important for me.
I kiss you dear Nader,you are then one man in my life.
Kiss you!
Yours and only yours Irina

Letter 10

Hello dear Nader!
I miss you very much and i am really happy that i have opportunity to wrie you this letter. This days at work are really terrible,and i do not know how i will do all work...I am really have a lot of work nowand i need to do much work now. But i will do eevrything,do not worry,cause i promised you to do everything.
Darling,how are you there? Do you think about me?
Why you wrote me this strange sms today? You do not want that i will write you? Or you mad about me? What i did wrong?
THis also make me really bad,and i do not know what to think right now. I wish that you dear Nader,can explaine me this all. AS you worry why i am not writing you,dear,i am doing a lot of work,and especially right now when i know that soon we will be together.
Can you right now excactly tell me when we will meet with you darling? Do you know already something about this?
Darling,tell me more about your weekends,did you think about me? I am really can not wait to see you my darling,and i think about this too much. So if i will talk about this too much,do not be mad. I know that you also want this and i feel that,but i want to have this relations wth you. And i want to do all just to see you near myself. Can you understand that? Can you feel that? Can you?
Dear Nader,i think that you are just worry about how sincere i am with you right now. Is that right?
Sorry,after i saw your sms all my mood is gone and this make my mood terrible,and i even do not know what to write you. Cause i want to be with you very much and then i receieve this letter that you can not write me aymore. And i do not know what to think.
Sorry,i can not write you aything right now.
I need that you will explain me this words,so i will not tell you bye bye,i will wait for your answer today. Ok dear Nader?
I kiss you,
waiting.

Letter 11

Hello my love Nader!
Do you miss me? Cause i miss you more then you even imagine!
I know that i am a bad girl and that i did not write you anything. But i am really did not have time for that. Last days i have a lot of work and i am trying to do my best here. And the boss have not a good mood,so i am trying to be a good girl just to not make him angry.
Darling,i miss you very much and i wish that you feel that.I am thinking about you and about our meeting really too much.
And i want to be happy! I want to be close to you right now.This is special feeling,and i wait for this feeling very much. Can not wait to be in your hands dear.
I think that we will spend a really wonderful time together. Dear,i wish that till the end of the month we will do all the work with travelling and i will come to you. And we will be happy. I know that one day this will happen,and that everything will be wonderful! Just be with me ok? This is really important for me to know that you are with me. That you think about me and that you want to build life with me. I can not wait when we will start to do that.
Darling,what are you going to do on this weekends? Today i am at work and tomorrow i will be at home. So i will have more time to relax. And i will sleep!))))))))))) As i alwasy do! I think i told you that i love sleep)))) So when i will be with you,just do not wake me up early. This will make me feel not very good. I will wake up when i wil like. You know,i know how you can quickly wake me up. I will like if you will wake up me with a kisses..this will make my mood soo good)))))))And i will not need to sleep more)))))
Will you do that for me? Will you? I want to wake up in your hands and with your kisses....this is so important for me.
Just rght now writing you a letter and see your sms when you wrote why i do not write you for some days. Dear again sorry! I am really too busy with my work right now...and thats why i can not write too much and everyday.
My darling,i wish that on this weekend you will not work and that you will relax. Will you?
My darling,i can not wait to be with you! Remmeber that i am thinking about you all of the time,remember that i am with you. Remember that i have you in my heart,and wish that you also have me in your. Do you?
My dear,i will end right now. I will write you only on Monday,so please,be patient and wait for my letter. OK Nader?
Dear,i will end right now,boss near. I kiss you with all my passion!
I need you my man,and you are in my heart.
Kiss you!
Yours Irina

Letter 12

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Letter 13

Hello my dear NAder!
I miss you very much and i do not understand why you d not write me???
What is going on? Is everything ok with you? DO you change your mind? Why you do not write me anything? I am really worry too much and i wish that you will write me letter today! I am really want to be with you and it hurt me when you do not write me...
I wish that soon i will see your letter!
I kiss you my dear Nader!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yours Irina

Letter 14

Hello dear Nader!
I miss you very much my dear and i am so so happy that you are with me right now. I am really sad that i do not see letter form you today,but i think that you are jus tbusy and will write me later. I am right my dear? I am really thinking about you day and noght dear...and i am happy that we started process with passport. It was really important for me and i am happy that you understood that and help me with that. I also want to thank you that you are supporting me right now with this comming to you becasue you know that i do not have such opportuity to make documents...but you are with me and nothing not make me worry.I am happy that you are with me and this is enough for me,just be with me,and you will stay in y heart forever. I will love you always,if you of course will like that,if you will really want this,but if you will not like that,i think i will understand you and let you go,because i want that you will be happy....even without me...
I do not want to think that something can happen and we can not be together,so i will not think about this. I know that you are with me and this make me really happy! I know that we did a big step yesterday in our relations,that we did really a lot. And i know that soon we will be together...and be happy....I want this dear Nader! Remember that!And always remmeber that you are in my heart...all of the time....i am happy with you...and will be more happy when i will be in your hands...i so want to feel your hands dear...so want to feel your huges,so want to feel your touches....how i want that! How i want to be in your hands especially right now....Are you with me? I am really happy!
Dear,i wish that till the end of this month we will finish the work with the papers and i will come to you till the end of the month. I want this very much and i know that we will do that. I am right? I am not going to change my mind! I am with you...and want to be with you)
And you know,i want that we will do that till the end of the November,and if this will be cost of my work,i mean if my boss will tell me no,i will leave this work,i am not care, I want to be with you...and want to be happy...Just understand that i am not going to leave you! I am with you and i am not going to change my mind! DO you hear me?I am happy with you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) Dear,do you hear me????????????)))
Darling,i am at work right now and i have too much to do. I will work rihgt now and of course will wait for your answer and will think about you all of the time. Remember that ok dear Nader?
I kiss you many times....and wait for your answer.
Yours and only yours Irina
P.S. I AM WITH YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

Letter 15

Dear,i receieve money,and i already started process with passport!!
Are you with me?

Letter 16

Hello my dear Nader.
Sorry that i did not write you yesterday much,but i am really have much work right now.I am thinking about you really all of the time...and i am happy that we finally started to understand each other. This is really important for me and i am happy that you are with me, i am really want that we will have the same relations wich we had already before. When we were not angyr about each other,when we know that everything will be ok. I am really miss you..and i do not want that we will kill our relations. I wish that you can understand me dear NAder. I am really thinking of you all of the time,i am really tired of waiting for something. I am happy that finally we will start the process with documents! This is really important for me and i was waiting for the moment when we will strt this process. I understand that you need time to saf money more. I am not telling you do that quickly. I understood everythig, i just told you tat i need to see even something. That we are starting even something. And i am hapy that soon i will have this opportunity!YOu need to know that i am really want to be with you...That i am looking for our life together....and that you are in my heart. I do not know what you did with me,but you really all of the time in my heart. Understand this please.
Tell me,how are you today? How is your work?
I understood that you will write me code in the sms,my mobile is with me always,so i think i will not miss it. When i will get the money i will wrie you the letter because i do not have credits on the phoe to write sms. Pleae,do not worry i will write you. OK?
Dear,i understood what i need to do after i will start process with passport,ok i will ask all what you want and when i will find the answers i will tell you. Alright?
You also wrote that you will conact some friend to ask them about the apratment. What you mean my darling? Please,answer me on that.
Dear,again will repeat you,i am thinking about you all of the tie,i am dreaming about the moment when we will be together,you are in my heart and you are the one.....Will you remember that?
I kiss you and this all is comming from my heart....Understand finally this. I do not want that we will have again some problems with our communication. OK? I do not want this. I want to be happy. LEts be happy without this problems?
Ok my dear,i will wait for your answer with a really big attention!
I kiss you and i will work now.
Yours Irina

Letter 17

Hello dear Nader,
I read your letter carefully,you want that i will comment all?
I do not have time for that,cause i am working and have a lot of work.
I want to tell you,that i am really understand that you worry about your money,that some ladies asked you already before about this and so on. Sad to know that you had to talk with many,maybe you still talking to someone?i Want to be sure about your feelings...
I do not know about the December but i think that i will not have opportunity. Please do your best for the November. You told me that on Tuesday you will have the money for passport,good,we will see what you will do,if you will send me,i will understand that you finally believe me and i wil start process with passport. If you think that i am the same with whom you talked before,you are mistake,and you know Nader,you know ader,be careful,do not loose me,do not loose my believeness. BEcause if you will loose that,you will never get it again. Please,show me that you really not worry that i am going to do somewthing bad with you or that i am going to hurt you. I am not like you was talking before. Your money will nto change my life. This all is full shit,money and so on. I need love,i need strong man near me who will love me,who will care about me,who will want only me and love only me,and this all qualities i found in you...so please,do not make me cahnge my desision,and change my mind.
I kiss you Nader.
I need to work now.
Wish that you will have a good day.
Yours Irina

Letter 18

Hello my dear Nader...
I was waiting for your letter....and i was surprised to read it...
I am really hurt a lot,and i do not want to do anything right now.
I read your letter,first of all you are telling me that you worry to send money to someone whom you never seen before,then you are telling me that evreything ok and that i missunderstood you. What is going on? Can you even on a second understand how you hurt me? Do you think that your money will change my life? DO you think that all this time i am writing you only for the money? All the letters was for that?
I do not know what to think right now...
I want that you will believe me....and i want that you will show me that you believe me then i will forgive you and understand that our relatios have future.
Please,ets start all process with my comming. I think this meeting will really show us what we feel really,in real life,what we want from each other,and how we will create everything...
I do not want to loose you...but i want that you will believe me...
And you will feel what you mean for me.
Tell me now,when do you think we can start the process. What day exsactly,not the end of month or something like that,tell me the day of the month,and till that day do what you promise.
Keep your promisses,i want that you will do that. And i will keep my promise to make all documnets as quickly as i can.
About the prices,all what the agency told me,i told you. And i already recall them to ask again, the prices is that i wrote you. DO not think that i am telling you more then it cost.
And please,wrote me soon the asnwer what you think about that.
I wish that we ca start everything by the first page,if we love each other-we will be together,if we promise something,we will keep that promise,and if we are going to meet each other-we need to believe each other.
I kiss you Nader. Please,understand also my point.
Kiss you many times...
Still yours,and only yours Irina

Letter 19

Hello dear Nader....
You know,this days i feel myself really terrible...
I have flue,i feel very bad...i have big temperature,i have crazy caught, i use a lot of medicaments and anthibiotics,i spend a lot of money for that pills,and they not help me....and i am not with you.
I am in the Internet cafe right now....and then,i read your last letter...all was good,and then you wrote some words wich make me feel very bad,even worse then i feel right now.
Now i finally understood what is going on with you,and why i still not with you. You jsut worry about your money,that i will take them and not give you back. I understood finally how you believe me,and how you lvoe me dear. I was thinking about the problem so long time,i was thinking that you are worry of changing,you are worry of my love,you worry that i am not love you or something like that. I was thinking really much what is worng. And now i understood what is the problem. You worry about your money. And you think that i am lying to you..
You know,i did not expect this from you.You think that the ammount wich i need for the travelling will change my life at all?
that this hundred of dollars will change my life? I wanted to change my life with you,to be close to the man whom i love and with whom i want to be with you,with whom i want to create future. But now i understood that you worry only about money. You know,i think that the idea of the meeting,we need to forget about this.I do not want to come. When i will have the opportunity to have such money on my hands,then we maybe will think how we can meet. Before,i think that it is a bd idea,cause you worry not about me and my feelings,you worry about your money.
You hrut me a lot Nader. I am really feel love for you,and it is sad that thought all this time you did not understand that. So,do what you want. Maybe you will find someone who will really love you more then me,and who will have the money to come to you. But i am not that kind of women that you need. Sorry,i know that this words will hurt you,but you even can not imagine how your words hurt me.
I wish you a good trip,and you will be offline.
You asked about skype? It is not a problem for me,but for what,you want to look and my eyes and see that i love you?I do not believe in this. You are jsut do not hear me,do not hear what i am telling you.Without believe,we will not have relations,remember this,especially when we are so far from each other.
So i will end this letter,i am really feel very bad right now.
Have a good day.

Letter 20

Hello my love Nader…
You even can not imagine what your letter mean for me…
I am so so happy that you answered me! Really! I wish that you can forgive me for that words wich i wrote you last time…I do not know what was going on with me…I was really upset and I was really angry…My boss told me that he will not give me any vocation because I am playing with him, first telling him one things, then another. And that woman whom I was teaching, she also was shocked when I told her that I do not need her help anymore. I was really angry that day and I did a lot of mistakes… But darling, I am really sad about that our plans are not come true! I think that now I will not talk to my boss about this vocation and we will discuss this later with him. Maybe he will be not so angry as right now.
Darling, I understood that you really love me a lot. And that you really will like that I will be with you….I am just do not want that we will loose that feeling and forget about our love….I am with you and I am thinking about you all of the time dear….i know that we will be together…I wish that this moment can happen soon!
Darling, I have flue, I am really sick and feel myself really bad right now…I did not go at work today! And I am sitting at the Internet cafe right now…I think that tomorrow I will come at work and I will write you more comments about your last letter! Ok darling?
Tell me more about your weekends dear, about your work, about your health!
I am really want to know all this details!
Darling, I feel myself really very bad. I will go in a bed right now!
I kiss you many times!
Yours Irina

Letter 21

Hello my love Nader...
I miss you very much my dear...
Sorry that i did not write you yesterday...
I was so upset yesterday that i was sitting and crying all of the time...
It was hard for me to stop myself....But i tryed to do my best.....
Darling,i do not know what will happen with my vocation now,but i think that i loosed it....
Darling,i told you that you do not need to safe alot of money for that period of the time when i will be with you,i todl you that i will not need to much....and i told you that i need to start this process with a passport....i know that you tyred to do the best....it is one month almost i am lying to my boss everyday....and you think it is good from my side?I am not going to leave you or something like that,just tell me the trueth,are you really wanted that i will come to you?
Are you really was doing something? I do not know if i have the chance to make something with my vocation now.
But i am really feel myself terrible...I want to know the trueth why we are waiting so long time....and why all of the time you are promissing me that we will do that till one date,and then you are telling,please lets wait more.
I do not know what to think right now....I do not know what are you doing there. You stopped write me for some days...
Then again writing....Do you really love me? Do you really want to be with me????
I am so hurting right now....I talked with my mother and explained her this situation....you know,she asked me if i am sure that you love me...and i was sitting and thinking about this words dear....are you really love me? Or this is only words for you? I do not know your answer...i do not know if it will hurt me a lot...but i feel myself right now so bad...
you even can not imagine.....i am really feel terrible....and my heart...it is like broken....i do not want that i will feel even worse then right now...So please,do that for me,tell me the trueth please.
Tell me why we all of the time waiting soo much,what are you doing there,do you have somebody else,and if you really want to be with me and love me....If yes,we need to do something...and you need to understand me...i am really a stupid woman in the eyes of my boss,in the eyes of my family,friends,people from work,and that woman who think that she will work on my place while i will be out from work. And i do not want to lie anymore. We need to decide right now what we will do with out meeting.
Please,think about thi sseriously dear...
I kiss you,and wait for your answer...it will mean a lot for me.
Yours Irina

Letter 22

Hello my darling!
Darling,i miss you very much....
I do not know what to do right now, i told my boss that i will like to take the vocation 15 days later.He said that no.
Or you are taking this vocation now,or you will be without it.
What we are going to do?????
Please write me soon,i will try to talk him again....
Yours Irina

Letter 23

Hello my sweetheart!
How are you today?
I miss you very much my love and i so so want to be with you right now! My darling,how is your mood today?Unfortunately i do not see any letter from you but i wish that you still thinking about me and that everything is ok with you. Darling,how is the weather there?Here is really very bad and it is very cold outside. I am really already wear a very warm cloth. I wish that you do not have the same weather there...and that you can wear something light.
Darling,i think that you are working right now.
I wanted to tell you that on this weekend i do not know if i will have the opportunity to write you the answer. I will be happy if you will call me or if you can not call me on my mobile...I am really wish that we will find the opportunity to communicate. Because it is important for me to stay on the connection with you...Really! And i want to know how is my love there.
I am really want to be with you Nader as soon as it possible,of course i know that you are working soo hars for us. And i am really appricate this too much! I am really happy that you care about me soo much! You know i am looking at my boss right now, and i am waiting for the moment when he will have a good mood,that moment i will ask him if i can take the vocation later,i do not know his answer,i do not think that now he will tell me something good,but i wish that something will happened and we will meet like we planed without any problem! I am really can not wait the moment when i will see you darling! I am thinking about this moment really all of the time Nader! And i know that it will be memorable moment! I want that somebody will tkae the photo of us! Is it possible? What you think about this? I want that we will have the photo,when we will just first see each other...I am really think that it will be something wonderful! Do you agree with me darling?
Tell me,what are you going to do on this weekend? I wish that you will have a good time...and of course think about me....
As i told you i will stay at home this weekend. First of all i want to relax,because i work too much,and the second is that i am little sick,i will like to stay at home and use some pills,not go outised on this cold. So darling,please,wait for my letter on Monday ok?
Do not worry i will think about you all this time...i will thinking how are you there,what are you doing there and so on....i will imagine that you are with me...do not think that i will forget about you...
Right now,i am really need to work...I will wait for your letter my love,and will answer on Monday! Kiss you many times...please,remember that you are in my heart ok love?
Yours Irina

Letter 24

Hello my love Nader!
I miss you very much and i am so so happy to see your letter today!
I was waiting for your letter with a really big attention,and now i just feel myself really comfortable and good. My mood is really nice...and i and i am happy that i am again feel you.For me it is really important to feel you dear...and to feel that you are thinking about me...I am happy to know that you are ok and that you are thinking about me...Darling,i want to tell you that i am little bit sick,it is very cold outside and i have a caught right now....i wish that soon i will feel myself better,i bought some pills darling...
I Wish that now you are ok and that you have a good mood.
Darling i know that you are working too hard for ous relations,and i am happy about that...really...I just understand that today is 11 of October,and i do not know what chances we have right now....I do not know what to tell to my boss. I understood of course that you are working too hard,but i really do not know what to tell to my boss....I will think about that,because time is passing really quickly...and i need to do something....
Darling,i am really can not wait to be with you.....I am thinking about this moment too much,and i am imagine our meeting all of the time....I know that in your arms i will feel mysefl very good...can not wait to feel this feeling. I think that you also feel the same to me...i want as soon as i can to look in your eyes,to kiss you to feel your skin....to feel your strong arms..This is really important for me.I want to be with you and i wish that you already understood this.
I love you from all my heart,and i want to tell you this words in real life when i will look in your eyes,thats why i do not always telling you what i feel in letters...because i want that you will hear this in real lif darling....
Dear,i understood all the situation with the Western Union. Do not worry,i think everything will be alright...Unfortunately i am really do not have bank account..But i wish that this is not a problem.
Darling,i also understood that you want to call me in this days and you will try that. Of course darling,i am only happy that you want this. I am all of the time waiting for your call...Just wnated that you will know this,and i wrote you in my book,mobile nook like honey!)) So i am sitting and waiting when Honey will call me!)))
Darling,thank you very much that you are doing the best for our relatins....I am happy about that and i am really feel how you worry about me...thank you again my love.
Darling,do you have some plans for this evening?
I wish that you have,that you will relax and that you will have a good mood. Today in the evening i maybe will meet my freind, am do not know anything yet...but i wish that this will happen...i am going crazy here,when i do not do anything and just wokring and going home...so as you understand i am not doing something special...i am tired of this all,i am tired to come back in empty home from my work,and know that anyone do not wait you....please feel this. I am tired of this life...and want to be with you.
Darling,the woman whom i am teaching you come back,i need to wor with her. I will wait for your next letter with a big attention!
I kiss you many times and please remember that you are in my heart...
Kiss you
Yours Irina

Letter 25

Hello my sweetheart!
I miss you very much and i am so so happy that you wrote me this letter!
I miss you really darling! And i am thinking about you all of the time!
I read how you want to be with me,how you wait for the moment when we will be together and how hard you are working there for our life. I am really happy with you darling,i am really happy that you are with me..
This is really important for me and i am happy that we are together...
I am really can not wait to be with you darling,i am really xan not wait for the moment when i will tel you only,dear call me when you will have free time,i will wait for your at our home...i know that this will be kind momnts...i know that this is what we want right now...To be together,to be happy...we will wake up each morning together,we will start days together..
I am really happy with you darling,even if i am not writing you all of the time,you just need to know that i am busy,i am teaching right now that woman who will work on my palce,she is here all of the time,and she is a really goood woman i know that she will do all my work good while i will be with you dear.
Dear i understood that you are doing the best to help me in some days..I am really want to thank you that you are working soo hard for this dear. I understood all the situation,just do not worry. I am with you and i imagine how hard it can be for you. Just know that i am with you and that soon we will be together with you...I dream about our life together and i know that soon we will create it. And it will be the most happiest thing wich even happened to us! Darling you asked me about account,darling i do not have it. Here in Ukraine people do not use it as much as abroad. I know that abroad people use this acconts for everything,for food and something like that, Here we do not use it so much,it is not popular. So i do not have it. About the Western Union Darling,i am so so happy that you are telling me about your love. It is really big words for me and they mean for me really a lot of. I am really happy that such kind man want to be with me and trying to do the best to see me...It is strange feeling,but i like it. I know that with you my life will be changed.
It already changed. But i want to understand this,i want to blieve in this.
That this is not a dream)) i want to open my eyes and see you there Nader!
I want just to know that you are near me,and then everything will be ok.
OK darling?
Dear,i am happy that you again writing me all of the time letters. Because i rememebr you told me that you are writing me and that it come from some time.
Not i get it as always) And it make me happy!) So we can talk with you like we did this before. It is so ncie to feel that you are with me dear.....
What are your plans for this evening?I am going to go home and relax.
Nothing special,but i work too much right now. I am doing my work and also teaching this woman. So i am really need to do a lot work!)
Darling,just remember that you are in my heart! That i am thinking about you all of the time and that i can not wait to be with you!
Pleaes write me soon! And right now i will work ok?
I kisa you many times!
And please please,remember that i am all of the time with you!
Kiss you many times my love!
Yours and only yours Irina

Letter 26

Hello my sweetheart!
I miss you sooo sooo much my love!
I am so so happy that finally you wrote me! I am really worry about you too much!
I can not wait to be with you! I am really worry that this moment can not happen! YOu even can not iamgine how i am worry about everything! Of course darling i know that you are doing the best...i feel this i am just worry too much about the vocation time and so on!
Sorru for that! I know that i do not need to repeat you many times that time is passing!
I am just woman darling and of course i am worry about many details!
Darling i see that you was cold! Dalind,i am really worry about your health! YOu need to use some fruits! And vitamins! So please take care of yourself little more! Then i will take care of you!Just know how i am worry about you and how i want to be with you!
My darling all this time i was thinking about you! I Was waiting for your letter!
You told me that your letters comming for some days! So i was just sitting and waiting when this moment will happen! When today i opened my mail i was really happy that you wrote me!
Darling,i can not imagine life without you! I am thinking of you all of the time! I am thinking that our life will be really different then we tried before! I feel that we will enjoy everyday!
That we will wake up with smile and if we will have problems we will solve this problems together.
I am really want to be with you as soon as it possible!
Eevrything we will solve together!
I again will repeat you that you do not need a lot of money when i will be with you!
Darling,i promise that i will not psend a lot of! So please,do not worry about this point! OK?
My darling,how do you feel yourself?I am so so miss you darling!
What are you doing on this week? Do you have some special plans?
My darling i so so want to be with you...i so so love you....you even can not iamgine what feeling i have for you...my heart is full of love and emotions for you...and for this heart it it so so hard to wait....this heart want to be happy....want to be with you!
Darling,i will work right now...
I will miss you a lot and wish that soon you will write me!
Yours Irina

Letter 27

Hello my love Nader!
I miss you very much and i can not wait the moment when i will be with you!I am really happy that today i have your letter! I have too much work right now,i am trying still to find someone on my place. And tomorrow one woman will come to our office and i will see what she can. If she will be as nice as on the phone, i will take her.All is going crazy right now,because there is a lot of work,a lot of things to do...And i am also trying to spend more time with my family too...Because soon i will not see them for a long time.
My darling,i am happy that everything ok with you and that you still love me and want to be with me...i am really can not wait for the moment when you will give me the chance to prove you that i am really love you and show you my real feelings...this is really important for me...and i wish that you feel that.
Darling,tell me,how do you feel yourself? Just interesting because as you know i am worry about too many things.
Darling,i read also what you wrote about the things for the meeting,and about the money for wich you are working soo hard. I am really happy that you are trying to make me feel comfortable and better when i will be with you. Darling but i am not going to by something when i will be with you,and i do not need to psend a lot of money. I just want to be with you. Of course we will spend money on food. And maybe some walks. But i do not need much of this. I wish that you can understand this. All what i want that we as soon as it xan start the process with documents. Because i count the days for the vocation,and next 15 of Novermber i will have a quartal report. I will need to be here to make all papers go on. And if even this woman will do this report,nobody will not take it without my sing. So i will need to come earlier,i mean i will need to take vocation earlier to come back till 15 of November. I forget about thsi point and remembered only today when i sign papers and give them to the woman who always take my reports. So darling we really do not have much time. And we need to talk with you about this thing. What we are going to do with this?Wll you have the opportunity in tomorrow or the day after to help me with money for documents? So they will start process and i will not worry about anything. And i will not need to worry that i need to come back earlier. BEcause i want to spend with you the whole month,and do not want to come aelier. What you think about this?Please write me something,because i do not know what to think about the meeting.I know how hard you are working right now for only our meeting...and i am happy about that...i am happy that you are really shows you like a man. I believe you and i want to see you quicker...really. My darling,i talked with my family,the also asking me about when our meeting will happen. Just knwo that i am not going to spend a lot of money when i will be with you. And that is all. And do not think that if i will come i will need to by for myself some cloth or something like that. No darling,i am not going to do that. So please,do not worry. Lets now think seriously about the meeting and decide!)
I miss you my dear and it is sad that i can not see your letters everyday,like i saw it before. But i feel that you are thinking about me and i know that you dream also about the moment when we will be close to each other...and this help me...really help me a lot....
Please,remember that you have me...i love you and you are deep in my heart...Kiss you many times!
Wish you a good evening and sweet dreams for us!
Yours and only yours Irina

Letter 28

Hello my love Nader.
You even can not iamgine how worry i am right now.
I am really did not know that you cancel a meeting and so on. Just that moment when i opened skype my boss saw it,and now i need to give him 20 dollars fine. I know that it is not a big money for many people,but for me this is really big money. And i did not have the opportunity to do something. From that moment,he is looking at me all of the time and it is hard for me even to write you this letter right now.
Darling,please,forgive me. I am really do not want that you wll be angry and upset. I am worry about this situation too much and i want that you will be happy. Not angry and so on. Can you forgive me?
Darling,i also wanted to tell you that for some days i did not write you.I was little sick and that woman on my work place who i was thinking that will work on my place,she said that she change her mind and that she will not work. So i have one more problem right now too. It is already the first of September darling. And we do not have much time for making documents and for finding woman on my place.
So i am trying to make everything just to be sure that somebody good wlill be on my side.
Darling,please,please,please,forgive me. I feel so bad,i am little sick and i have a headache last two days. I do not want that you will be angry or sad. Please my love,smile! Do you miss me?
I am really miss you a lot and i can not wait the moment when we will be together. I had a dream yesterday that we were in a beautiful park together,near it it was a a beautiful water,i do not remember the size of it,but if i am not mistaken it was a sea. We had a romantic dinner with a delisious food,we were happy,we were laughing,and then it started to rai and we quickly run in the car. We were driving home and when we get it,we were trying to make ourself warm. It was a wonderful night,and we really ere happy.
You can not iamgine how i am dreaming of this moment,i know that it will happen soon,and this make me feel even more better.
Tell me darling,how was your weekend? Do you miss me? And please,try to forgive me. I did not want that you will be upset.....
I wish that soon you will write me...i am too worry right now to write something. When i will see that you forgive me,this will be the moment when i will again smile!
I kiss you many times my love and i wish that you will have a good day!
Kisses!
Yours and only yours Irina

Letter 29

Hello my dear Nader!
Miss you more then all of the time. Think of you all of the time,dream about the moment when we will be together,when we will start and end days together,when we will create life togehter like we want,and do things wich will make us happy. I am really want to be with you NDaer. And you are the one,of whom i am thinking everyday. Each minute i am thinking,how are you there,what are you doing,are you think about me or no. It is really important for me to know how are you there. What are you doing...what are you thinking about...
Darling,i know that you are doing the best for our meeting and it is really important for me...I know that you work hard for us...and you even can not imagine what thismean for me and how important this for me....i want that you will just know this...just remember this....
I have a good news for you darling,i talked with my boss again about the vocation and i asked him again if i can take it later then in the end of the month. And you know,he said yes. He just said not later then 15 of October i need to take it. So darling,we have little more time. I am really trying to do also the best for our meeting and i wish that you feel this...that you know that i am really waiting for our meeting with a big attention and that i can not wait to be with you darling....I am really dream about the moment when we will be finally be together...
And i want that we will be near each other finally...
And we will be,if we will believe in this...if we will be together...and if our heart will be beating together. I know that it is ahrd for you to find money,i am still asking people for help...unfortunately nobody can not help me right now with even 50$. Life in Ukraine is very hard. Maybe you heared about this...Maybe no. But i want to tell you that it is really hard to be happy here....you need to work all life,and this all moeny will be not enough for you to have what you need. You all of the time working working working,just to know thateverything ok with your close people,that they have enough food or medicaments...thats why people here really working too much,like i am too. And what? YEs i am doing a lot of,i am working too much. But i do not have enough money to have what i want. Just a little sume for food. So Nader,unfortunately anyone can not help me. And if even you will not find this opportunity,i will understand. And we will think what we can do with this all. Just lets think together,lets do all together,lets be like a one person. And i know that everything will be ok.
Darling,i read again what you wrote me about the ticket,about the flight information. I think i did not right understand you theese all times. I think i understood what you mwan and later i will call them so they will give me this information. Please,do not be angry. I jsut did not understand you,it is still hard for me to understand something in English. So please,forgive me my man.
Darling,we are doing step by step...and i feel you more closer to me...and i feel your heart more closer to mine.I will stop talking about meeting all of the time,because i know that you want this too,and i know how hard it can be for you to hear all of the time from me that i want to be with you and understand that we are still not together. I am just very esciting about our meeting and i can not wait to be with you. But lets wait,lets see what will happen. But just lets not do my boss more angry then he is right now. Lets do this not later then 15 of October. Ok darling?
How are you today? How is your mood? How is everything going there? I am really want to know how are you there because for some days again i do not see your letter.
Please my love,my darling,answer me soon.....i am worry about you and about our relations...i remember that some week ago....you wrote me everyday...but now know...and i am just worry...i am just worry that something happened with your feelings to me...and it is really hard to understand...and i am worry about this all...Please tell me what you feel...
And please answer me soon! I am really want to talk with you very much and i want to know what is wrong with you or with me...please write me....I kiss you many times...
And i wait for your answer..
Yours and only yours Irina

Letter 30

Hello my love Nader!
I miss you very much and i am so so happy to see your letter today!
As i understand this letter you wrote me after i wrote you on Saturday evening. RIght? I did not see it because i already closed my mail and prepare myself to go back home. I was really tired. I came at home eat a soup and just go in my bed. It is really very hard to work in such way,but i can not do anything.I found already some woman on my place,and i think that one of this woman i will take.
My darling,how did you spend your weekend?I am really miss you and want to taljk with you about different details.
Did you think about me?And do you still think about me?
My darling,i also want to tslk with you about our meeting. Tell me,when we are going to do something? I am really worry because it is already the 24 of September,and we do not have time. We need t start process with this all now. When we will do this darling? As i told you i can not take everything later,so please think what we can do. I am worry a lot and the agency also called me. They asked me if i am going to come,and i said that yes but i do not know when. Darling,tell me. I am really worry about this. My parents asked me what happening? And why i already did not start process with documents. But i eve do not have the answer. Because i do not know what we are going to do. So my love Nader,please tell me something,because i do not know what to think.
My dear,i am already know what i will take with myself. I mean what cloth i will take with myself. I preapred them and i will think about some more things. Thats all!) And i am prepared,of course after my documents))))))About planes,i read some thing in the Internet and you know Nadet,not only i am worry about this things. A lot of people worry about planes,and i read a lot of abed strories about planes. But i will not think about this and i will just think about that everything will be ok. I think this will help me. DO you agree with me love?
Darling,i can not wait to be with you! I am thinking about you all of the time and i am imagine that we are already together. This is really important for me and i wish that you feel how i want to be closer to you. I do not know what are you doing there,but i wish that you think about me and you miss me a lot.
Right now i will work,because i have too much to do. I kiss you amny times and i will wait for your answer. I wish that soon i will receieve it. Kises!
Yours Irina

Letter 31

Hello my love Nader!
You even can not imagine what this letter mean for me.
I am really happy to know that everything ok with you and that you are thinking about me.
For about 3 days i did not see anything from you. And it was really terrible.
I was thinking that something happened with you!
I am really tryed to find the place for myself!!!!!!!!! And i am really happy that you are ok and that you do not forget about me. I am feeling myself right now much more better my dear!
I want to tell you that i have really little time to write you this letter! BEcause my work day finished 1,5 hours ago....so i need to close the office right now and go home.
I will comment your letter on Monday my dear ok?
I just wanted to tell you that i am really miss you and i am really wait for the moment when we will be together.
I dream about the moment when we will be finally together and when our life will give us pleasure.
BEcause all things we will do togehter. All life we will spend together.
My darling,i so want to kiss you! You even can not imagine....I so want to be near you....
Tell me please,what are you going to do on this weekend? I am really want to know this!
I wish that your health is ok! I am right?
Also i wish that you will think about me this weekend....and that you will have a good dreams for us...
THis is really important for me...I am really want to be happy with you!
I am really can not wait to be with you....
Youa re my dream and you are the whole life for me....
I wish that you feel what i feel to you...and that it is really is really important for me....
MY darling,this weekend i will not do anything serious and anything special....
I think that i will just sleep tomorrow more then always))))))
And then i will cook and clean like i always do. In the evening i will meet my family. And we will have dinner)
So this is all plans for this weekend!
I understood that we have different mails and that the letter which you wrote comming me much more later.
Ok,right now i will know this. ANd i wish that till the Monday i iwll have your lettter!
Am i rigght love?
Darling,i will close right now the office...and remmerb please that i am thinking about you and that i love you very much.OK? Kiss you many times!And wait for your letter with a big attention!
I wish that your weekend will be really nice!
Yours Irina

Letter 32

Hell my love!
Where you are?
What happened with you?
I am really worry about you!
I do not know what to think!
I am so busy with my work. I am right now only finished it!
I was thinking that you will write me someting...but no. No asnwer.
Wehre you are?
What happened?
Pleaes answer me,i will be at work little more to wait your answer...
Kiss you my Nader
Yours Irina

Letter 33

Hello my love Nader!
I miss you very much and i am so so happy that i see your letter today!I was again worry that something wrong because for a long time i did not see anything from you. I am really miss you my darling! I am very happy that you found time for me and wrote me this letter! This letter is really important for me! I feel so good when i see something from you. When i know that first of all everything ok with you,and the second is that ou are thinking about me. This is really make me pleased a lot,and i feel myself very nice. Sorry,today i have a headache, i did not sleep well. I was thinking about our meeting,i was thinking about our life together,about things wich we will do. Eith myself i will take a surprise for you,from Ukraine) But of course i will not tell you what is it))))))) And i know that you will like this Nader,and when you will look at this thing you will remember me. Do you like surprises? Because i think i do not know this. Please answer my darling. Dear,i am really happy that you are trying to support me with plane,you told me what i need to do so i feel myself little better,i do not want to loose myself there. I am really want that everything will be ok. I am just want that you will be near me there,that you will wait for me,and then i will know that nothing will not happen. So please do not forget to come)))
Darling,i know that we will have a wonderful time together. I know that you already have plans for us,and you need just to remember that everything what you will choose i will like. Home on the beach,home,some another places,i will like to be with you everywhere. Even at home,even if we will be there whole month without travelling,darling.i will like this! I will be happy just to be near with you. Please remember this my love. You are my dream. You are my prince. You are the one who really inside my heart,whom i love and whom i need in my life. You even can not imagine how important is for me to tell you all this in real life,all this i mean,to tell you about my feelings,to tell you how important you are for me. It is really very important for me and i am waiting for the moment when kisses will be not only on the display of Computer,and when i love you it will be not only words in letters,but this will be telling you by looking in your eyes.
My darling,i also nderstood what you mean about cloth,wich i need to take with myself. Ok,of course i understood that you want to look at me when i will be at home,and you want to see me all. I understood this so do not worry, but outside i will take something not like mini skirts))) OK? I will wear something more serious. Of course i will take at all summer cloth,i will take lile you told a light kacket wich i have,and i forget about the swimming suit,it is very good that you remind me. I will try to find it,because i do not remember where is it. I did not see the sea for a long time,and i even do not know if it will suit me) time is passing)) Ok do not worry i will think about this. I will also think about the things in wich you will also like to see me. I wish that you will like my body.
Darling,i am so so happy that you said that i can call to my family when i want. It is really important for me and i am happy that i will have this opportunity.My phone is making me crazy. Darling,when we will talk? I am really want to look all of the time at the phone,my display is not work sometimes. And i just will know that you are calling me that time and i will look at the phone.So please Nader,think about this ok?
My darling,also i want to ask you. What you mean about the woman who will work on my place? Why she need to work not in October but in November? On that moment when i wil be not at work she will need to work and be on my place. I do not just understand what you mean about this. Please explain me.
About the agency,what i can tell you my love,i called them ones,and asked them just what papers i need to prepare for them. That is all.What they can do,before i will not pay they will not do anything. So no ews from the agency. Or what you mean? Maybe i did not right understood you?Please explain what you want to hear from the agency.
Darling,about the skype,i am working all of the time. I will try to be there,but i do not promise. Boss is all of the time near me,and i do not have the chance to open skype. Please,love,understand me. Ok darling?
My sweetheart,i understood that you are doing everything for our meeting. I understood that you are trying to find the money for meeting. Darling,i understood all. I know that it is a big money. I am just little worry about the time,but i think we will do everything. I mean before the vocation) BEcause i am really see that today is already the 20 of September and i am worry little about the passport. I do not know why) I am jst worry a lot)) BEcause i want to meet you a lot.
Darling,i am really love you a lot. Soon this words i will tell you in real life,and i know that this words will mean for you something,when you will hear this,not read. Darling,you are the best thing which happened with me through many many years,thank you that you are so wonderful,so kind,so tender with me. I feel your love and i want to feel this love through the years. I wish that we will write a book together,hw me met each other through the Internet,how we met then each other in real life,and then how we create a family,and this book,then when we will be around 80,we will read and remember all our life,and we will just smile. This is really the life what i want,life with you.
I need to work right now....Sorry my love. I kiss you many times,maybe the one of this hundred times you will feel.
And of course i wait for your answer....Please answer me,i am so worry,and i even do not know why.
I love you my Nader! Remember what this words mean for me.
Yours and only yours Irina

Letter 34

Hello my love Nader!
I miss you very much! I am very happy that today i see your letter!
So i know that everything ok with you,and that you are thinking about me darling.dear,last night was hard without you,because....because i was without you!)) Why you are so far from me?
Darling,i still have a lot of work today. And i am still loooking for someone who will work on my place. Some women already called me and today around 14 00 they will come,i will talk and look what they can do. SO we will see how eevrything will happen. Right darling?
Dear,i also wanted to talk with you about the phone. I have troubles with it. I have problems with displey,and it not work sometimes. All of the time,at all,i am not looking on it. BEcause i know that i need to call to my mother,and i know her number,so if i have troubles with the phone i just call her from somebodies phone,and aks how they are there. But when i came at home,it is all of the time around 21 00,when i took the bathroom and have dinner,i just go in a bed and watch something,then i felt asleep. I know that phone will not call,or again i will not have the opportunity to see who is calling. We need to talk about the time when you will call me,and i will not sleep or cook or clean,just look at the phone when you will call me. And we will talk with you. So please Nader,do not think that i do not want to talk with you or something like that. Of course i want this,i just have problems with the phone,and maybe i am already sleeeping. So tell me my love,when you think you will call me? I will look at the phone and i wish that in that moment i will not have troubles with displey.
Nader,my dear,my love,i understood what you mean about the family,do not worry! I understood that you do not want that for the first time we will have meeting with the family,i understood what you mean about the eyes. And as i told you like you want. WE will do like you want and i do not want to make what you do not like. I know only the one,that everything will be ok,and that we will not have problems like you think. I do not think that something will broken. I believe you i believe in your emotions in your feelings,and i trust your heart. I do not think that you are going to hurt me.
I am just worry about my family. I did not tell you about this,but they will be here alone. I just want that i will have connection with them. It is really important for me and i wish that you will understand me darling. So if it is possible i want to call them to know how they are. Ok Nader?
Darling,about the meeting. I understood that as soon as you can you will help me with the money for the trip,i just want to tell you,please remember that soon it is the end of month,and we also will need time for making passport. SO just do not forget this,i do not want to loose even day my love. I know that you are too counting the days,remember that i am counting even more))) Because i am counteR))))
ahah)) Sorry,i am just really waiting for our meeting very much. And i know that it will happen soon,so i am little worry,and little nervous.
It will be the first time when i will use plane,and when i will come abroad,and of course first our meeting. So of course i am worry about this all. I am worry how everything will happen. And the most,i am worry about the planes. Because i am all of the time when i watch news see tat planes are crashed. So i am worry that this can happen. I do not know,i think i wil try to be not so nervous) Just pleaes meet me,and i will feel myself in safe. Ok love?
Darling,about the cloth. I wanted to talk with you about this. BEcause here is already cold,i know that there is a good warm weather. But i need to know what i need to take with myself. OF course i will not take a miniskirts and so on. Why you think that i can do this? I am 30 years old,i am not 18. So darling,do not worry about this,of course i will take with myself a normal cloth. Just tell me,if i will take with myself dresses it will be good yes?I mean it will be not cold?
And also i need i think to take some warm cloth. Or i do not need?
Tell me more about this because soon i will think about my baguage.
Nader,my weekend wad just normal. And yes of course on Sunday i had dinner with family,we talked with them about the meeting,they know that in the end of this month i will come to you,and that i will spend moth with you. My family worry that i can loose myself there,but i told them that everything will be ok,and that Nader will wait for me.
So they do not need to worry. I know that my mother will worry anytime))) She love me and she is my mother))))
But darling,do not worry! If say true,i am still worry about planes. Is it safe?
Darling,i am thinking about you and about our meeting really all of the time. You know that you are inside my heart. I will do my all best for the work and for our meeting. I will find the woman who will work on my place,and i will make everything good for the meeting. Just believe me, i will not make mistake. I want this meeting more then everything right now. Here is very cold,and the one thing keep me warm,it is that soon we will be together. This make my days,this make my mood,and i am really happy! Happy with you,even that i am so far) But i am with you and you are in my heart!
Darling,tell me how is your back? I am really worry about it and i wish that soon you will feel yourself better.
Ok my love,i need to work right now,have a lot of work with papers,and soon of course i will wait for that woman who will come. So i will work right now,of course i will wait for your answer with a big attention,i wish that your day will be good,you will have a good mood and that you will think about me.
Kiss you my love! Remember that you are in my heart,and that you are everything for me.
Kiss you again and again!
Yours Irina

Letter 35

Hello my love Nader!
I miss you very much through this weekend!
I am so so happy that you answered me and i was so worry when you did not write me anything. I was worry that something happened,or you did not want to write. I had many bad thoughts inside my head. But i am very happy today to see your letter! My darling,i am happy to know that everything ok with you and that you miss me very much.
I want to tell you first that soon i will have meeting and i do not have much time right now to write you. But please,forgive me. I am really need to write you letter and then i need to prepare documnets for the meeting. It is a serious meeting. My darling,i am so so happy that you are counting days for our meeting. I am looking at the calender all of the time and counting the days for our meeting. You know,i also can not wait. But i need.
Darling,for the passport. I found on my computer a scan of my passport. I did it for the work,i do not remember when. But it is all what you need i think. Because our scan on the work is broken. And i did not know where i can find it. BEcause i finish work late,and everything close around. But then i remembered that i am bookkeeper))) And that in my computer i have a lot of scans)))))) And i found mine.
Darling,about the surname. Yes it is my family name. I am Kislenko Irina Alexandrovna. It is all from my family. So do noy worry you understood me right.
Darling,i am really happy to know that you little bit better. And that with me you will feel yoursel even more better. I understood you. I am happy that you understand that i will care about you. Of course i will do this. You are my man,and i am your woman. Remember this Nader.
Darling,about the boss. YEs of course we have rules on the work. And i can not take the vocaion anytime i want. I have it ones in the year and i can take it from one month if i want. Can you understand that on my work,my work doing only i am. And it is not nice when i am not on the place. Nobody will not do it. So of course i need to find someone on my place to work during this time when i will be with you. I know that i will find someone. It will be not so easy. But i will do this. Ok darling? So please my love,do not worry about this. I can not look for thsi woman in November or something like that. BEcause October i will spend with you. And November i think i will be already here. OR i do not know how everything will happen.But i know that right now i need to do all by the rules. My love,please understand me. Ok darling?
Also i wanted to talk with you about one thing,you said that you do not know if everything will happen. Why? Why you think so? I do not like the way you are thinking right now. But i wish that you will stop this dear) We will be together like we planed) We will do everything for this.
Dear,about the visa,what you mean,what i need to say to the travel agency? I do not know about this all,but i promise that i will talk with the agent about this ok darling? I will ask them if we can do this like this.
Darling,about the ticket,i will also call to the agency today to ask them this. Last time when i aksed them this information,they said that for example if we want to have ticket on the 28 September,they can just look what ticket they have and just gave us information for that ticket. But they said that they do not know when we will by the tickwt and so on. SO they just can give us information for the flight on the day wich we will ask. So what i need to tell them Nader?
Darling,i also wanted to talk with you about one things,you gave me three variants of our meeting. It is like 14 days 10 days and 4 days in Sharm El-Sheikh or in Cairo. Darling,i do not know. I do not know how you want to spend this meeting. I will like to be with you anyplace. Even if we will stay at home all of the time. On the ebach it sounds really nice)) BEcaue i am really like the water)) And it will be really romantic if we will be there together with you for some time. But you need to decide what we will do. I will like any idea you will choose. Ok dear? So please do not worry. Just think how you like to spend this time and tell me. I will like any idea!
About the family,so i understood that you do not want for the first to show me to them. If say real i do not know why but it is your wish,and i will resdpect all the ideas wich you will tell me and all desisions. So please darling,just tell me why you do not want this. And i will not ask you again about this! Ok Nader?
Darling,about seeing my country. Of course you can do this. Of course we will do this. Why you are worry soo much about everything?
Your wishes is my wishes. And i respect them. Of course we will do like you want. SO please my love,do not worry. Do not think that i will not like this idea. Ok?
Darling,sorry for my quick answer. I need to work with papers right now. Please forgive me. I am really love you and i miss you very much. Just i do not have any time more. I need to work right now. LAter if i will finish everything like i want and all papers will be good wich i prepared,i will write you more. Ok love?
Please take care of yourself,remember that i am all of the time thinking about you and that you are very important for me.
Kiss you many many times!
Yours Irina

Letter 36

Hello my love!
I miss you very much and i am so upset that i do not see any letter from you!
Darling,today i am working and i will have meeting in 20 minutes. So this letter will be short. I really miss you a lot and i wish that everything is ok with you.Darling,i do not have any plans on weekend.
Tomorrow i will sleep little more then always and then i will cook and clean. In the evening as always i will have dinner with my family.
Darling,i will think about you all this days!
I will not have the opportunity to write you tomorrow.SO please,wait for my answer on Monday! Ok love?
And please remember that i need you a lot,and i am thinking about you each second!
WIll dream about youuu!)))
I miss you dear....
I wish that your weekend will be good!
And you will not feel your problem with back!
Kiss you many times!
Yours Irina

Letter 37

Hello my love!
Darling,i miss you very much! I am so so happy that you wrote me this warm letter! I am really was waiting for it with a big attention. I am hsappy that you understood my thoughts about love between man and woman. I am happy that you think that i am right. My darling,it is all what i feel,all words if comming from inside of me. I am happy that you feel that you really important for me. I am happy that i am the one for you. This is really important for me. I can not wait to be with you Nader. When i was reading this letter,i was imagine that you near me,that we are laughing,kissing each other and that we are happy! I am happy with you right now! I think you know this because i am all of the time repeating this to you. But this is true and this is all going from my heart. I am really very happy that you are with me. And i know that soon we will be together with you. Then i will be te happiest in this world. I can not wait this moment. I am really want to be with you Nader. I am so happy that you also waiting for this moment very much. Darling,i am counthing days. And i wish that till the end of the month we will be near each other.I know that we will do a lot of things together. I know that you will show me all the beauty of your country,the most favorite places. But if say real for the first i just want to stay with you at home. I want to feel you finally close to each other. I want that we will feel each other,look at each other,cook something delisious togethet,and then spend a nice dinner time. I know that this time when i will be with you will pass qucikly....but it will be really important for me and for you darling. I know that we will spend lovely time with you on the beach where you have home. I know that this will be wonderful time. It will be beginning of our life together. I wait for this moment Nader. Please remmeber that you are really important for me.

Darling,i am happy to know that your back is better. I am really worry about this and you said that it is hard for you to be in a bed? I understood,of course you feel yourself uncomfortable. It is really hard! But i want that you will come to the hospital. I am worry about you and about your health! And i do not want that you will feel yourself really so bad. When i will come i will look what you eat and how much you sleep. I want to take care of you darling. So please,be carefull there while i will be here ok? And i promise that i will also take care of myself.
Nader,about the religion,my love,please do not think about this. When i will be in your country so i will live by your rules! Do not worry about this. I will do what you will like. And we will not have problems with such things like religion!

Dear i am so so happy to read about,about your love. You wrote that it is not words,it is real feelings. Darling,it is so important for me. You really can not imagine. You are the one for me! And i am happy with you,yes even here i am the happiest. I want to feel you as quickly as it possible. I know that with you i will feel that i am in safe,becaise with me is wonderful and strong man. Darling,you even can not imagine how i want to feel your strong hands right now. I can not wait to feel them over my body....Do you want the same?

My Nader,you wrote me that i do not need to be worry about the costs....darling,i am just feel myself not nice that i am asking you about such things. I understand that it is not very good. But of course on the another way i understand that i do not have another opportunity. And i can not do this by my hands. I understood that you will taka care about me. I know this dear. I feel how important i am for you. And of course i know that you will do everything for me. I just want that you will know,that i will do the same for you. I will not leave you...i will be with you darling......I am really want this a lot. So i will try not to worry about this point. Just feel myself not good about this.

My darling,as i understood you really want that i will come to you. And as i understood you wrote that it is no matter how i will come. Darling,i do not know what you want,if you want that i will come with group ok,but of course i will be happy if i will do this without this group. I want to come to you without them. But it is only your wish. How you will tell me- i will do by that way. My darling,yes you are right that cost of the ticket will be 600$.This agency told me. I did not ask them about fly information,because i only askef them about thid. I think they will give me this information if i will by this ticket. Darling,yes you are right,so for the ticket they told me 600$ and for the passport 300$ and the visa darling,i will make in your country in your airport,when i will come in it there i will come somewhere pay 35$ and they will open me the visa for the time when i will be in your country. So darling it is all what they told me. And they said that for the passport,when i will start process,i will need to wait 5 days-and then i will get the passport. So darling,i will be really happy if we will start this process maybe on this week,maybe on next. I am really want to come to you as soon as it possible.
I talked with my boss,about the vocation,and he said that on that period when i will be in your country,i need to find another woman who will be on my place...So i am really loking right now for that one who will do this all work. I was thinking that it will be mroe easy for me,but then i understood that not everyone will like to work only for one month. Of course people are looking for a long period. For work for a long time. But i will find someone. I promise you Nader!

Darling,you also asked me about my personal information. I do not underdtand at all why,but of course i will give it to you.
So you asked me about the name Kislenko Irina Alexandrovna.
Your id number,it is what? Darling,sorry i just do not know what it mean,explain me what is it and i will write you ok Nader?
The city is where i am staying is Severodonetsk,it is Ukraine.
The passport copy you mean? Ok here our scanner is not working,but i will take my passport,and one day after work i will try to find the place where i will do it. Do not woryr darling. So now you know some more information about me,for example that my father is Alexander)))))

My darling,aslo about the Kharkiv. As i understand Julia mean that if i will do all from Krarkiv i will beed to come there. And travel from there. But i can do this easily,and travel from Donetsk. It is just near,of course it is also need time even hours to get there,but it is the nearest. I will talk with the agency about this ok my love?

My darling,i know that soon we will be together. I am really happy with you. I am really feel myself like a woman,the woman whom loved. I really did not feel such feelings before. I feel that you are special Nader....really special.....you are the one for me....you are my dream....i want to spend all my life with you....Please forgive that i am repeating this you all of the time. But i am really telling you all what i feel. All what is in my heart...For the first i was shy to tell you about my feelings,i was thinking that you will not believe me...or you will think that i lie you...but then i understood that you first told me about your feelings, you was writing that you feel good with me. And i understood that i also need to be honest and i also need to tell you about what i feel to you....And we have a such situation right now) We are together and we are happy!)))))))

My darling,right now,i am really need to work. Sorry for my long letters,it is a little thing which i wanted to tell you.I have more inside me to share with you...but this is later!I kiss you many times my man,i miss you very much and i am thinking about you all of the time.
You are the one! Remember this,and remember that you are in my heart!
Yours Irina

Letter 38

My love Nader,hello!
I am starting my day with this letter,and i feel myself really nice darling.
I feel that a new life is comming. I was thinking that this will not happen. I was waiting for a man,who will change my life. It was a long years of waiting....and waiting and waiting. And i knew that God will give me chance one day to be happy. I knew that someone will change my life. And i feel darling that it is you. So i am just do not want to loose you,to loose your love,to loose your trust. And i want that you know Nader,that i am not looking for somebody else. Maybe you will not believe me,but this is true. I am not the girl wich is playing with feelings of different men. I was looking only for one special,who will catch my attention. I was waiting for a strong man,not outside,i was waiting for man who will be strong inside. Who will know what he want from this life,who will know what woman he want to see near him. Because i will support you in different life moments. Because the force of the man-is his woman. She need to believe in him, she need to tell him that he is the best-and then he will know and feel that he is really the best. I remember the old story of the Valentines day. THat there were a King,wich did not let a young boys get maaried. And there were a one man who helped those men to get in marriade. And when king found this man, he asked him: Did you know Nader that i do not want that all young boys will get marriade? You do not know the rules? And Valentine answered: Yes i know. But did you know what love is? Only woman give the man power,that power helped men win on the war, to be the best in everything what they are doing. And when this men dying on this war,the last names wich they are saying, is the names of their woman. In that day the King killed Valentine,and after this,we celebrate the holiday of Valentines day,and this is the day of love. Sorry for long story,but i am agree with Valentine. And i know that it is true. I know that the power of the man-his woman.

I want that you will know Nader,that in all life moments i will be near. I will never leave you in a hard situation. I will help you and we will solve everything. You know how we will do this? We just will be together. And everything will be done when we will have 4 arms and two hearts. Just be with me honest,and when something will hurt you,or you will think about something serious and you will do not know what to do - share this with me. And i will not leave you Nader.

Dear,tell me please how do you feel yourself? How is your back? Last time yo wrote that you do not feel very nice. I am really worry about this and i wish that soon you will feel yourself better. Maybe you will go at the hospital? I do not want that you will feel hurt. Its hurt me too Nader.

Darling,about our meeting. My Nader,i understood that you want,that i will come to your country with this group. Ok i will not say you something more,if you want,i will come with this people. I understood that there i will not spend time with them. I will spend time with you only. And this is really important for me. BEcause you also need to understand me,i was thinking that i will be with that people all of the time.If only cooming it is ok! I will come with thsi group. And as i understood it is cheaper then if i will come without this group.SO i am agree and i wish that we will start all of this as soon as we can. Darling,i wanted to ask you one question about Kharkiv. Darling,o taked with my friend who is travelling. Remember her Nader? She said that she think that i will need to come tere. BEcause she said that all of the time they asked to come,i will need to sign some papers and so on. So i will need to come there? And Julia said that it is not one day. That it will be some days for this all. You think it is the best idea to come from it? Please think my love. I will do like you will tell me. Just do not want to loose time.
Also darling you asked me if i have the opportunity to make passport for myself. Darling,unfortunately i do not have such opportunity. I feel myself uncomfortable,but i already asked some people if they can help me. They said that no...and i do not know what to do. Sorry that i am asking you for this support,but without you i am really will not do all this.

Darling,please,tell me,when we will start all this? I can not wait to be with you! I want to feel you enar myself. You are really special for me. And i can not wait to be with you. I can not wait to be with you all 24 hours in a day. It is really important for me. And i want as qucikly as it possible that we will be togehter. I wish that you will understand me and soon we will really strat this all. I need you Nader! You are the one for me and i wish that you feel this!

You also asked me Nader about that we do not have the same religion and so on. Darling,i am not worry about this. I know that when i will be with you everything will be ok and we will have the same religion i think. BEcause i will be in your country and i will do all by rules. Right?

You are my dream,you are the one with whom i want to do the first step in new life,with whom i want to wake up,and with only whom,i feel myself like a happy woman. I do not want to loose this feeling. You helped me to open my eyes,and to understand that life can be beautiful. This is like a piece of my heart,and i will never forget this.

Darling,i wish that all this words you not only read,but you understand and feel deeply inside your heart. You are my man. And it is really a big word for me Nader. I will not find someone another, my mother teached me not like this. So please,just understand what you mean for me.
Right now,i need to end this letter. Because i can write it by hours))
I kiss you many many times.
You are my dream,and you are the one.
Yours and only yours Irina

Letter 39

My love Nader nice to hear from you again and I hope you are doing well...as you know you have taken an important part in my life.
Life without Love is like a harp without strings...Where so ever you go, and go with all your heart and you can't make someone love you, all you can do is be someone who can be loved, the rest is up to the person to realize your worth. Love is not about finding the right person, but creating a right relationship. It's not about how much love you have in the beginning but how much love you build till the end. Trust is what you put in someone's hands.
Faith is what you hold on to. Trust is what makes everyone realize that you are always there for them. Faith is what makes everyone realize that you are always there to help them in case they need some help. Love makes not everyone, but the only one in your life who is special, think that you are always there for me and to be with me, to cherish me, to fulfill my dreams, to share with me and most of all, to make me realize how much you really love me. Distance doesn't matter if you really love me, what matters most is your honesty and trust for that relationship to work out. Without romance, love gets dry. Without respect, love gets lost. Without caring, love gets boring. Without honesty, love gets unhappy, and without trust, love gets unstable. Love is a wonderful gift; trust in it, believe in it, give it, and it will be returned to you to give again and again. You can get advice from family, friends and strangers, but the best advice comes from your heart; it never lies - trust it. There may be many people that are trustworthy, but only a few are worth trusting with your heart; choose wisely. To be trusted is a greater compliment than to be loved. The heart already knows what the mind can only dream of. Trust your heart. Distance cannot, and will not hurt a bond between two people that is based on mutual respect, trust, commitment, and love. Jealousy is not a sign of true love; it's insecurities that come in the way, because love has just one important ingredient: Trust.
Do you trust in yourself?

Darling,you are really very important for me. And i want to spend the rest of my life with you. I am thinking about you each minute,you are very important man for me and i know that soon we will be together with you.
About the meeting darling. I was in the agency today! And i had serious talk with them about meeting. About my trip.
First of all of course i asked them about this tour,i mean with a group because yesterday Nader,i did not understand anything about this.So i came at that office wich i called before and where i were before. And i asked them first of all about this point. They said that they are not orgonize such things.
(after this agency i also came to some another,just for interest if they have this groups or no. They also gave me the same answer darling).Then i talked with them can they orgonise me trip for on week but i will stay for one motnh.
THey were looking at me like i am crazy one. Really!)) They said that no,we will not do this for you. BEcause when i will come to Egypt in the airport they will open for me visa,in your airport i mean. And i will need to tell them how much time i will stay in Egypt. If i will say one week-i will need to stay there one week. If i will not do everything by the rules when they week will over and i will still not come back-they will depart me and i will not have the opportunity to come to Ugypt around one year. This what agency told me.They said that they had already such situation when woman was travelling to Egypt for work.
She made visa for herself for 2 monthes,and then just stayed little more,then the door were opened and they police came. They departed her back home. And she did not have the opportunity to come there again for one year. Nader,darling,i do not want to have such problems.I am really want that everything will be ok!
And it is only my first visit for your country. Why we find for ourself problems?
I do not want that they will depart me or something like that. And i also if say real do not like the idea about group. I do not want to come with strange people.
Darling lets just do normal- i will come to you without different people?
Also i wanted to talk with you seriously about one thing Nader,about the vocation.
I talked with my boss about the work,about the vocation-and he said that he alredy told me when i can take it. After our meeting i will come back home to Severodonetsk and i think i will work also. So i do not want that right now i will loose this job.
I know that in the future i will stay with you,but just give me the chance to not leave this work right now. Ok darling? I so want that we will orgonize this meeting till the end of the September.It is really very important for me. And i want that we will do this in the nearest time. I just know that you want this and i want this meeting too. But if we really serious we need to start all this work on this week dear.
Please think about this. I also wanted to talk with you about the cost of this all.Dear the passport will cost for me 300$,and tickets as they said will cost for me 600$.
Darling,if say real i do not have such money. I just do not know what to do with this all.
You said that you will support me in such situation. I know that i can not ask you about anything-only love. But i really do not have the opportunity to pay this all by myself.
I will think what of course i can do. But i want to tell you that my salary is 400dollars, i pay 200 for the flat,and 100 i give to my family. SO i am living only for 100$,i can of course save some money,but it will need a long time. What we will do darling?Can you please help me? I wish that we will think about this and soon we will start everything, especially with passport wich need time.
Darling, i wait for the day when we will be together,remember this please, ok Nader?
Darling,right now i need to finish my work. I will wait for your answer,and i will miss you soo much. Have a good day and think about the woman who are in love with you.
Yours Irina

Letter 40

Hello my love Nader!
I so miss you during this weekend! I want to kiss you so much! You are the most important in my world! And I am happy that I have strong man near me! I know that if different life moments we will be together! I want that near me will be strong serious man who will love me! It is so hard to tell you in words how I love you and how I want to be with you! It is really hard but I wish that you feel this!

My dear - I Love all about you: your character, your kindness, your warm heart, your eyes, your lips, your body. You are just wonderful and I can't think of anybody else than you after starting our correspondence. I have never ever experienced anything like that. We haven't met in person yet, but we already have such strong feelings for each other. That is amazing. But it is marvellous. You are the man I want and I want to be with you all day and all night long. I want to feel you, smell you, watch you, taste you - I want 100 % you. And I want to show you how much you mean to me and how much I love you. Hopefully it won't take too long until this dream becomes true...

Darling,i want to talk with you about meeting right now,so look. Today as i read your letter first of all i came to my boss and told him that i cancel my vocation in the end of September and that i will take it in November. He have a very bad mood today. HE was very nervous and he said that you already told me that you will take in the end of September. I am not going to change anything. I do not know,maybe he have a veyr bad mood and thats why he was so rude with me,but i will try to talk with him again aboutvocation. OK darling?If say real it will be wonderful if i will have the opportunity to see you this month! I am already dream about this! Can we meet each other this month? Not next? I am really want this a lot my honey,and i wish that i will have this opportunity.

My sweetheart,about parents do not worry. Of course they are worry. All my life they are worry about me and about things which i am doing. They already understood that i am a big girl and that i have head,so i will not do a crazy things in my life. So you can not worry about this point. They will liek you,i know it. By the way they already like you!

Darling,what i need to ask to the agency i did not understand right? You want that i will ask them about the totall cost? Or what? I will go to the agency tomorrow in the morning again,so please write me as soon as you can what you mean. And i will ask them about this all and give you the answers my Nader.

During my weekend I have bad mood because I have trouble with mobile and because I can not connect with you! I was stay at home help my mother and just watch movies! I saw movie called Marley & Me! It is so sweet movie! I was crying in the end of it! Did you see it? What was you doing on your weekend?

Today at work as always lot of things to do! Especially lot of work with papers! I wish that something will happen and my boss will tell us YOU ARE FREE TODAY AND YOU CAN GO HOME! Sounds funny but I so want this!)) How is your work dear? Is it hard? Do you want a massage? Did I tell you that I did some courses of it? I can do very good massage so you will relax and feel mush more better after hard day at work!) Do you want to get it?

My love I will work now because boss is coming! I will kiss you in my dreams and I will do with you different things in my dreams! I give you fly kiss! Smile please and keep smile all of the time because soon I will be with you! I LOVE YOU!
Yours Irina

Letter 41

Hello my honey!
I miss you very much and i am so happy that you wrote me today!
Your letter as always wonderful and warm...you even touched my heart darling! You made my mood wonderful,before it was not nice. I have a lot of work and i need to do everything by myself. And then my boss go out and i quickly opened my mail and saw your letter. This really made me feel better,more comfortable,and i am again sitting and smiling. I am happy with you Nader. Even here,even with letters. But i feel that you want to be with me,that you planning already how and what we will do. I am really pleased to hear about the home,you told me that DO NOT SAY THAT IT IS MY HOME-IT IS OUR HOME)) Darling,ok i will not say anymore like this. I will tell only our home. I am really will be happy to help you with different things,just give me such chance and i know that we will do everything very nice. And you know why? Because we will do this together!)

Darling,i am really happy that you seriosuly talk about our meeting. Yesterday i called to my mother and we had talk with her about all this. She is little worry about me,because i am comming to the country where i have never been abroad. But i wish that you will have the opportunity to meet me there. And i will not loose myself. And of course she is happy,she asked me to come to them,and have a nice dinner. THey want to talk with me again) SO i think today or tomorrow i will come. But always we are doing this on Sundays evenings. SO i do not know how i will feel myself today or tomorrow. I have too much work. WE will see! But i am happy that they are happy about this. Just of course little worry about me. And i understand this. If my daughter will like to come to another country to her man,i think i will also worry)) I also want to thank you that you really wait for me in your country. You know,it will be a big experience for both of us. And for me especially. BEcause as i told you i have never been abroad and this meeting will be somethign new for me. And something very important-because i am comming to my man,to my new life. If say real i do not like to plan,because all of the time all my plans are crashed. But i feel that i will stay with you forever. Ok i will not plan anything. Just i am worry about a lot of things. Really about a lot. I want that everything like we want will happen. And i do not want to make mistakes.

Darling,i want to tell you about my morning. As we talked with you about the things for traveling,yesterday i called to my friend Julia,she is all of the time travel somewhere with her man,they have such opportunity. SO i called her and i told her about our situation. She said that she was in Egypt ones. IT was after wedding,her husband took her and they had a trip there. She said that it is very beautiful there and that i will like this place a lot. ANd when it will be the time to go home,i will not like this))) ANd she also explained me that first of all i will need to have international passport so with this i will have the opportunity to travel. She told me some another things. But she gave me a number and address the agency where she prepared all papers for travelling. She said that this trip she had a long time ago and that she can not tell me about the prices for the travelling. So better will be if i will call to the agency and talk to them or go there. SO tomorrow in the morning Nader,you can not imagine what i did))) First of all i called to my boss and told him that i feel myself very bad,adn that i nee to go at the hospital))So i prepared myself and go to the agency. It was not hard to find their office,it is not far from me. So i came there and we had a talk about trup to Egypt. They showed me different beautful places and water,how it is beautiful there!!! It will be wonderful to wake up and see such beauty around. And she told me what things i need for this traveling.She said(the lady from the agency) that first of all i will need to have passport. She said that they have different processes wich help people to make passport not for about 3 motnhes but quicker. She said that they can do for us passport in one week. So they said that of course it is important thing but we can not worry about period in which it will be ready. Then she said that we will need tickets,and of coure visa. But visa she said that i will do in your airport and it will cost around 35 dollars. Dear about the passport i am shocked little bit. 300Dollars for the passport?Are they crazy?Dear i do not know what to do with this all but i did not expect that it will cost around this.I am really do not have such money.I do not know what we will do this with this,i need to think ok darling?

Dear i also talked with my boss aboutt he vocation and he said that i will have it in the end of this month. If do all like agency said so we can do everything in time. HE said that he will give me one month vocation like always,if only i will find someone on my place.So i will need to work with this too. But i did not understand what you mean about the 7-10 days. Nader,this time you want to spend with me? Or this time is usually giving peopel for travelling?Please darling,explain me,because i did not understand. OK darling?

Dear i am really want to talk with you a lot about the meeting, because i am so exciting and i als do not know what to do with all of this. BEcause i feel that we need to wait little more.....i am really od not have such money..so please answer me soon i want to talk about this all with you. Because you travel more then me i guest,and i do not know how to do all right)

Darling,right now i will work. BEcause i do not want troubles with my work. I kiss you many many times. And i wish that soon i will receieve your lovely massange!
I am really feel that everything eill be ok between us. I want a new future,and i want that this future will be only with you. Please remember that a girl from Ukraine thinking about you all of the time,because someone with name Nader in hear heart)) You are my dream,please,come true Nader!
Kiss you my dear in your sweet lipps.
Yours Irina

Letter 42

Hello my sunshine Nader!
I miss you honey so much!
I am so happy to see your wonderful letter today!
And i also want to sorry that i did not write you anything yesterday,i was so busy with meetings.So i did not have the opportunity to open my mail.

Darling,i read your letter carefully! It is really full of love,i feel this! I am the happiest woman in this world)) Everyone ask me,what happened with you? You really shining like a sun!))) I said yes,because somebody make me happy!) Everyone are looking at me))) But i am not interesting what they are thinking! I am just happy,happy with you. I am so happy that you are thinking about me all of the time Nader. Because i am thinking about you really each minute!!!) I am happy that you worry about my health! I am happy that you also understand that health is really important in our life-just please take care about yourself. I am worry about you too much. And i wish that everything will be ok with you.
Darling,i am happy that you want to share with me the decoration of your house. I want really help you Nader! I want to help you with decoration,with some things wich you can not do by yourself. But you know,i feel that you can do this by yourself too,i just want to help you little and i wish that you will give me such opportunity. You said that you choose something through Internet. We can sit together and think if you will like this. I will be happy to help you honey!) You even can not imagine what this mean for me...I am happy that you imagine me in your home,and you imagine what i will do,with what i will help you. My darling,i feel that we more near from each ohter. I feel you inside my heart. I feel your feelings,i feel how your heart is beating. I need you Nader! I need you in my life...I want that we will meet each other as soon as we can. I see that you also want this. Darling,i read that you want as soon as we can find information about meeting. Darling!)))) I am the happiest in this world!)) I am so happy that you really want to see me! That you really serious with me. I am just so wanted to meet man like you,and now i have you! What can be better?I know that we will create something swerious in our life-but of course the first step will be meeting. Which is also very serious.Really very serious. Some minutes ago i was making coffee for me,and then come back at the work place to write letter for you,and i told my friend from the work that my man Nader,want to meet me. She said,you know,you need to meet this man. I think he is really that man whom you was waiting so long time. DO not miss that chance. You know she is right!)) I was waiting for you really for a long time!)))))) Nader,i am like a little girl wich is sitting and smiling))) But i like this feeling a lot! Darling,i will have the vocation,i can take it in the end of this month. I think boss will be not angry or something like that. BEcause everyone here took already,and i am just working working working.I am also need to relax. And it will be a kind opportunity for our meeting. You said that it will be good to meet me in Egypt! Darling,it is wonderful!)))) I am really want this! i think it will be noce if you will show me your home,if you will show me the life that you have,your country. It will make me feel comfortable. Because of course i want to know what is waiting for me. I will walk the streets which you walk, i will go at the places wich you ike,and of course i want to see your home,i want to give you some ideas about it. What you think about this?Wow)))))) I am really excited! I feel so happy!))I feel so wonderful!) I think it will be a big beginning for us and for our life! DO you agree with me Nader? You told me that we need to tlak with you about this seriously.Dear i do not want to have such life like i have right now. I want changes. And i know that you can help me with this,because you also want to change your life. SO lets do this? I know that i do not have any experience of travelling and so on. But i wish you will support me in this. Because it is a big step. Wich will change our life. SO please lets do this. I can talk to somebody who travelled. Maybe they will tell me something. It is ok Nader? You agree with me?I just do not want to do something before we will discuss this. So please tell me your thoughts about this..

Darling,i will call my family right now. I will tell them that we are going to see each other. I know that they will be also happy. My mother,when i first told her about you said,i think it is a good man you need to see him first of all. And she was right,we need to see each other.So i will call her and tell suhc news)) I know that she will be happy too))))

You also asked me about what dream i had. Darling,with you i all of the time have some good and sweet dreams. All of them are not too long...and sometimes it make me so sad when i open my eyes and do not see you...it is really hurt me...but then i understand that all is waiting for us only,so i do not need to be upset,i need to do all to see you. All of the time i am iamgine that i am going in the bed and you are waiting me there. And all of the time i am wake up and look on the another way of bed,with dream to see you there sleeping. I had one dream when you kisses me,and you imagine,when i wake up i still feel this kiss...I do not know what is it. Or its my crazy dreams,or i am really feeling in love with you. I know that i can not write you such words by letters,i want to tell you in real life what you mean for me. Because this is only letters....i want to tell you about my feelings when i will look in your eyes Nader.....And i know that in that moment you will huge me and kiss me,so then i will feel this kiss in real life....When i have dream with you,i do not want to open my eyes and understand that it is inly dreams,i want that this will be in real life,so i am really scared to open each morning my eyes.....

Oh,i wrote much.But it is really a little half of what i feel to you. And i wish that you understand me. I do not want to stop write you,but i can not. I need to work right now,my boss is on the office for about 10 minutes and he already saw that i do not work. So i do not want to make him angry because soon i will ask him about the vocation. SO i want that his answer will be yes! I kiss you many hundred times...maybe you will also feel my kisses even for some minutes....BEcause my lipps really want to kiss you. I will wait for your answer with a big attention!

You are my world...
Yours Irina

Letter 43

Hello my sweetheart Nader!
I miss you very much and i am so so happy that you wrote me wuch wonderful letter! I am so happy that you forgive me darling!
I am really can not stop myself thinking about you! You are the best in my world.Did you know that Nader?

Darling,first of all i want to sorry again that i did not congratulate you with your Birthday! Daling,i wish that,that day we could spent together. I am reallly congratulate you! I Wish you a good health,strong health! BEcause right now it is very important in our life. Do you agree sunshine? Of course i want to wish you a good woman who will be all of the time with you,who will love you by all her heart,and friends,who will be with you in different life moments! You do not need a lot of them. Just some. But good!) I am really wish that next Birthday we will be together! I am really want this a lot!

I was thinking too much about you yesterday,and then i have a dream with you. It was so sweet. YOu even can not imagine what you mean for me darling,and this wonderful dreams,even this mean for me a lot of. I am really want to be with you and i wait for the cahnce,for this opportunity.

How did you start this wonderful day Nader? I started it with headache...I already used some pills...but no result. I wish that soon i will feel myself better) Here is all of the time different weather. During the day it is warm,even hot,and in the evening it is very cold. So maybe thats why i feel myself bad. WHat about your mood and health Nader? Please take care about yourself!)

Darling,you also gave me a lot of questions. So i will answer them right now,on all of them. BEcause i do not want to forget something Nader.

- you may also tell me how you spend your normal day from your wake up till you sleep? So look darling. I wake up,then i am going to make a coffee,then i am going to the bathroom to wash myself,after this i go to pick my cofee because it is not too hot then,then i wear cloth and going to the bus stop. After this i am at work. WOrking working working. around 12 00 or 13 00 i take my lunch break and i am cook somrthing for myself or by something and eat. Then i am again working working working till 20 00. Then i take all papers wich i need,go at the bus stop,take the bus,and then i am at home. First of all i am going at the bathroom then i am preparing dinner at that moment i can clean little. THen i have dinner and just goin at bed and watching TV)And then of course sleep)))

- you may also tell me how is your family and how do you often see them? Thank you for asking,my family are ok! I meet them all of the time,each Sunday we have dinner!) They are ok and they live for about 40 minutes from me)

- have you mentioned any thing about our relation to them or you wait till we meet and know each others more? Of course i already told them about us!) And they are happy) BEcause they see that i am shining)))

- you could tell me more about Ukraine and your city? About Ukraine?I do not know what are you interesting in? Because i do not know what special i can tell you! About Severodonetsk i can tell you that it is a small city,not beautiful but there are a lot of different places wich i like. And of course it is not too old city,for about 65 years old!) Do you have any other questions?

- what kind of food do you like? I like very much barbecue!)

- do you eat all kind of food? Yes i think!) But if say real i can not eat spicy food!

what about sweets and desserts? I like chocolate))) But i do not eat it a lot!)))It is not healthy!))

Darling,if you will have another questions,ask me! I will be happy to answer you!

I am sitting right now at work and thinking. Thinking about all life and all things which happening in it. I am so tired of my work,of this life. I want to change something. And you know when somebody think that he need to change something-he really need to change something in his or her life. And i have this feeling for a long time..and i even do not do anything. The best thing which i did through this time-i met you. And i am really happy with you! Even ehre,even in letters,even it sound funny...But i am happy that we found each other. Of course we are far....of course we want to meet...and of course there are a lot of problems between our meeting...but if we will really want this-we will do this. RIght Nader?

So as you understand Nader i ma really want to change everything in my life. Even some small details. I want to do everything.....to wake up with smile everyday,not with headache. I want to be happy,and i think that i am ready for this...so i am just sitting and waiting for my happiness...

Sorry for this letter Nader,just wanted to tell you what i feel...and what i want...I am tired and i want somethign new. I think you can understand this?

Ok darling i will finish right now,do not want to make my boss angry,he already not in a good mood.
I kiss you many times...And i wish that soon i will receive new letter of my sweetheart. Kisses!

Yours and only yours Irina

Letter 44

Hello my dear Nader!
I am here right now,and i have the opportunity to write you.
Sorry for that long time that i did not write you anything.
As i told you that i was sick,remember Nader? After the moment when i go at work again i started to feel myself again very bad. After this i again was at home and used a lot of medicaments! SO i did not have the opportunity to write anything. I had a big temperature and i used a lot of anthibiotics. Right now i feel myself better but i still do not have any energy. I will be ok in time do not worry! Please firgive me for so long days that i did not write you! I am thinking about you all of the time! i am really miss you a lot and i wish that you will forgive me...because it is really important for me.

Darling what happened with you through the time when i did not write you?
Did you do something specia Naderl? Is everything ok with your work?Is everything ok with your close people?Darling,please write me something as soon as you can!

I am really have a lot of work right now,because i was ubset. And i did not have the opportunity to work. SO right now i have a lot of things to do again. I will need time for this and i think on this weekend i will work also all days. But i do not have another choise. I also worked little at home,but i need to sign a lot of papers and go to different papers to give them papers with which i worked. Because it is the end of the motnh. And as alwasy we have terrible days.

How was your weekend dear Nader? Did you have something special? Did you do i mena something special? I wish that you have relaxing days in the end of summer. I still can not believe that it is all. That summer is ended. And that i even did not have my vocation. It is very ahrd. I want to relax but i do not have this opportunity right now. I wish that one day,soon,and in this year i will have this opportunity....But if say real it is ard to believe that it is all,that summer is end and that soon it will be cold outside...and that again it will be autumn....I can not believe in this...Do you believe Nader?As you know i do not like all seasons at all,only summer. And i hate when it is cold. So in such seasons like autumn and winter i feel myself very bad...and i do not have mood.

darling,i will work right now,i do not want that i will loose this job. I need to make a lot of dirty work today! Please forgive me again! I am really need you a lot and i wish that you know this. I wish that you will feel how often i am thinking about you...Ok,my warm kisses for you. Wish you a nice day! And a nice evening! Wait for your answer with a big attention Nader!

Yours and only yours Irina

Letter 45

Hello my Nader! Thank you for your email today! I must admit I missed you sicne last mail.So I don't know if it is love...but with everyday that passes I am feeling more attached with you... I cannot believe we only know since little time its just a few days and I feel drawn to you... I think your emails are beautiful, always to the point, you ask me questions and of course you are very handsome too! I love your photos! I think you are different I don't know why... but I hope I will not be disappointed.You are very sexy man Nader))) I am really happy to meet you and know you now.... I think I would be really proud if you were my boyfriend later...You really are the special man for me!! I know we are far in different country's but I am close with you, we are together! Yesterday i was in my bed and i could not sleep. I was thinking about you. I was thinking what are you doing now? I guess sleeping and dreaming... I hope you having sweet sexy dreams for us.. and our future.. ))) I want you to know Nader that I am committed to you and do not look for anybody else.

It is true that i am not looking for anybody else. I wish that you are too. I will be also happy to meet you one day my dear Nader. I know that maybe it is early but i think that only meeting will show us if we did right when we choose each other. We will see what will happen. I do not want make plans because when i make them nothing happen as i want. So better will be if we will think about this together when we are both will be ready for this. Do you agree with me Nader?

Today when i was going at work i saw a man with his son. They were walking in the park and father carefully teach his son how to go. It was really touching,when man carefully take a little arms of his son and slowly start to go. And after some minutes i saw mother also. Mother take her son on the hands kiss her husband and they slowly go go and go. They make me smile. After this i get a thought that i want this soo much. I want to feel the same.Wth my husband i want to show my kids how beautiful life is and how hard it can be. I want that they will know that their parents love them and they will be near them all of the time. Did you ever feel the same Nader?

My dear what are you ging to do today Nader? Ok just know that i am with you in your heart ok?) Because you are with me always. Today i have a busy day so i will work too hard. I will wait for your letter with a big attention and i wish that tonigh you will have only a sweet dreams. I kiss you my dear and i am thinking about you only Nader. Yours Irina

Letter 46

Hello dear Nader!
I miss you a lot my sweetheart! I am really very busy with my work right now and my boss is all of the time near me!
Can you please call me when you will see this letter? I am really want to talk with you a lot. And sorry me please that i do not have the opportunity to write you more.

I kiss you!
Wait for your call!
Yours Irina

Letter 47

Hello my dear Nader!
I am so happy to see your letter today!I was waiting for it for a long hours))) And now i am just have a good mood that you found time for me. So how did you start this day Nader? Do you have a good mood or you want kill someone? I woke up with a good mood,and now it is even better because i am writing you this letter. With each letter i want to know more and more about you. I really like when you are writing me something about you and about your feelings thoughts. Of course not all of the time you can write me much Nader. For example like today) Yes dear?

So tell me something Nader? Tell me how are you,tell me what are you doing there? I do not know you so good,but i already like you by your letters. I feel that you have a good heart and that you really looking for something serious in your life,not for games and only sex with girls. I know that Internet and life it is two different things,but i feel that you are beautiful inside Nader,and i believe that if even we will not like each other in the future we can be good friends. What you think about this?

Also i had troubles with my phone,my batery was not working for a long day. It just did not have this opportunity. SO today early in the morning i was in the shop and i already bought a new batary. So right now dear Nader you can call me anytime you want. I am really will be happy to talk with you!

Do you have already some plans for weekend Nader? I wish that you wll have relaxing time. FOr example i will work on Saturday and it mean that i will not have the opportunity to sleep as much as i want))) What about your plans Nader?

SO what? I think i disturb you Nader,or maybe you are tired right now. So i will finish my letter and i will also work. I will wait for your answer with a big attention. I wish that you will have a good day Nader and sweet dreams.
Yours Irina

Letter 48

Hello dear!
I know that time passed and for a long week i did not write you. I want to sorry about this,because i had a quarterly report. Thats why i did not have time to write you anythng. I really had terrible week with terrible work. I even did not have time to sit down and normally drink coffee. Because all of the time i was outside. And i was in different places,i was running with papers. Sorry me please,i am really wish that you will sorry me and we can talk with you and write again each other something. It is very important for me and i wait for your understanding. Tell me how are you there and what happened with you? Did you have some parties? How was your work and how are your close poeple? I will wait for your answer. Wish that soon i will receieve it. Have a nice day!
Yours Irina

Letter 49

Hello my prince Nader! My mood is very good today and you know why? Because i see your letter! Your letters are very important for me and when i have free time at my work first what i do it is read your letter. I want tell you something. Yesterday my friend Julia was here in Severodonetsk and we were talking about you! I said her that i met a good man and that i like him very much! She said that it is wonderful if i found someone serious through Internet.And that i am lucky woman! I know this. And you even can not imagine what i feel Nader. I know that for you it can be only words and maybe this words you receive from many women on your mail...i know that it can be. But i wish that you will notice me. Through all this letters. I do not need games of fun. I am not in that age. And i want to be with man with whom i will be happy stay in a one bed and i will be proud that he will be my husband. I was looking through the site and i saw different women. Most of them are beautiful but they look not real. Sorry it is only my thoughts. Of course they are good looking. But can they love? Do they know about this feeling Nader? Did they even feel something? I do not know. Of course all women want to find love and i wish that all of them will find it.

I want that our communication will be more rea Naderl. I do not want only this letters. Lets make something real for us? Lets use skype for example? What you think about this? I will be happy to talk with you there! My id is Irinka.diamond! I need just to know when you have time to talk with me and i will tell you if i can! My boss all of the time in the office but he also need to go to the toilet or take lunch so i think we will find the time when both we will have this opportunity! What you think about this idea Nader?

I also want to asnwer on your questions Nader

- How many would you like to have? When? I will like to have 2 kids,or maybe one. It will all depend at my man,if he will like one we will have one,if 5 we will have 5! I like kids a lot!)
- Do you like travelling? I have never been abroad. So i do not know how is it!
- Are you in general a calm or easy to get hot and nervous? No,i am easy going)
- Do you like pets? Yes i like dogs)
- How do you react if you would have a normal problem with your man? WE will discuss with them the problems which we have together and dfind the solution.
- Are you hot on bed? (please apologize my frankness on that one) I odo not know))) My man will better tell me this!
- Do you have others dreams beside a nice marriage? I want to live with my man and kids on the sea,i will be really happy to live on the beach) This is my second dream!

What you think about this Nader? DO you like my asnwers?

It is a good weather outside! I feel warm wind and i hear birds! I like this weather very much and i am waiting for summer soo much!) I like this season and i like to wear some dresses because i have such style. Do you like when your woman wear dresses Nader? Or what you like the most in women cloth? I will be happy to know this. I like different cloth and i like different colours and i also have different sexy underwear)) I am woman and i like such things i think you will understand me. What colour you prefer to see your woman in? For example dresses,skirts,underwear Nader?

Ok my dear Nader i give you time to answer on my letter)) I wish that soon i will see you in skype because i am really want this. I wish you a good day! Sunny warm day and also i will send you my fly kiss. Did you receve it already Nader? Yours Irina

Letter 50

Hello my sweetheart Nader! I am really miss you and your letter! Now i find little time to write you some words. How is your day today Nader? For example my is very crazy. I late at work because i did not hear the alarm clock. And i also know why i did not hear it. I have a very strange dream at night about which i can not stop thinking. I saw new place,new country. I know that it was not Ukraine. I have never see it before but i like it very much. I met different people and saw different places which i like very much. And little later i met the man. I did not remember at all how he was looks like and what he said to me. But oly one thing i will remember whole my life. He said never stop and you will get what you want! Oh God! Is it a sign Nader? I will explain. First of all i met you and then this strange dream. Who knows, but i know that i will never stop even if it will be very hard for me. I think that this words can happen different people when they are dream about something. They need to make evrything just to get this dream in their hands.Do you agree with me?

As you understand Nader my day is really strange and i can not stop thinking about what i saw. I was thinking many times to change the place where i live. I do not want that my kids will live here. It is not a life. For example you are an old man who need an operatiopn but you do not have such money to pay for it. So one thing you can do it is die. Because nobody will not give you this money and nobody will help you. Our doctors can even kill you when you will be in the hospital. Yes yes,you understand right. Lof of people every year died in the hospital because docotrs correctly identified the disease. It is also dangerous to be outside in the evening. So many maniacs. So i do not want that my kids will see this life. And wish that this will not happen. So this dream give me some thoughts. Sorry if i am bore you Nader with this but i am just want to share some things with you.

You asked me some questions and i am really want to asnwer yo on them!
- Do you have a colleague degree? I have university degree) You mean this?
- What is your birth date? as day,month and year. It is 15 of May 1982!
- What is your height and weight? I am 53 kilos and i am 1 68!)
- What is the color of your eyes? They are green!
- Do you have any brothers or sisters? No i do not have!
- Do you smoke or drink? I do not smoke,but sometimes i can drink a glass of wine.
- Does your father or mother smoke or drink? My father is smoke,and he likes beer.MY mother do not smoke and do not drink.
- Does your father or mother work? No they are not.
- May I know the age of your parents? My father is 63 and my mother is 57!
- What do you expect from your marriage? I am expecting a strong family with kids and i want to be with my man a really whole life.
- What is your parents think about you marrying a man like me? I talked with them about that i am looking for a man abroad,of course they will be happy when i will meet my man and of course they will miss me if i will leave far a way from they.

Today is also hard day at work and i have so many things to do. I think i will late today. But do not worry i promise that everything will be ok)) I will get home and just make for myself dinner. And of course i will think about you. I wish that it is also everything ok with you and your mood is ok today. What are you going to do this evening? Maybe you have some special plans Nader?)

As i promised in my previous letter i will give you Nader my phone so you can call me. It is +38066 542 13 50 ! And please give me first your number because i do not answer on strange numbers. OK? Usually i go to bed at 22 00 in the evening so you can call me till this time. I am really want to hear your voice and i wish that you will be happy to hear my)

SO what Nader? I will end now. I know that you also have your life and i do not want to distribute you! I will wait for your new letter and for your call! And i also want to kiss you. Can i Nader? Yours Irina

Letter 51

Hello dear Nader! I want to thank you too, for your reaction concerning my last mail, and I am very happy that you understood my thoughts. You made me feel better and more comfortable with you Nader. I am sure that, if feelings grow up between us, that we want to meet at that time, it will be a great opportunity to do so. I read carefully your mail and I understand that you need respect and honesty.As you write about yourself you seems to be the man I have been looking for my whole life. It seems that you have the right value in life. I like when people is proud of what they are doing and respect their work. I feel that you have everything in your life but one thing you miss and it is love! Life without love is very boring do you agree with me Nader? When i was reading your letter i understood that i am not mistaken in my choice! We will see what will bring to us this communication Nader.

I know that you have different culture and life at all. But i also feel that we have something that we can share) Maybe this loneliness inside of our heart or maybe our choise to find the love in this way. But i am really like you and i want that you know this. I hate lie and i wish that we will be honest to each other. I think better bitter truth then sweet lies. Do you agree with me Nader? Definitely I am very honestly I didnt say something that I unable to do and i am not here for find virtual friends, I want something real. About my personality lets say that I am always improving it, now I really about really matter and in my opinion is enjoy the life the best way as I can.

Maybe you have some hobbies Nader? I have one. It is not what i am doing all of the time but i like to do this sometimes. For example last summer my father was going fishing and take me with him. I like it very much. I even caught lot of fishes))) I like this very much and sometimes i am going with him. Do you like fishing Nader? I also have photo which i will send you)

Also i will be happy to talk with you on mobile. What you think about this? I can give you my number in the next letter if you will like this idea. I think Internet and life it is two different things and you can not understand the personality through letters. So better talk by the phone?

In your years you also tryed the life. What it brings to you? Nice friends,good work,all your dreams come true? Or you still have plans for the future Nader? I have many and i know that all will come true.Just i need to wait little more and all will happen. If you will only dream nothing will happen,but if you will make something for this you Nader will have them in your hands.

The one place which can make me feel better it is water. No matter is it sea or lake. I like spend time near it and in time i feel better. Like antistress. Do you also like water?What make you feel better? Maybe you have some favorite places?

I do not know if i am boring you with my letters. I just do not want to miss that chance which i have. And if something wrong just tell me Nader. Lets be honest) I will wait your letter with a big attention and i know that it will be warm as last. Yours Irina

Letter 52

Hello dear Nader! My name is Irina and i am 29 years old! I live in Ukraine in Severodonetsk. I am also happy to see some of your photos! If say real i do not know wehre looking women in your country! Are they all blind?))) What can I tell you about myself Nader? You know nobody is perfect. I think that I am a tender woman with a strong character, able not just to take, but to give a lot of love, passion, beauty and everyday miracles to the people I love and appreciate. Sometimes I can be spontaneous and ready to do some good and crazy. Sometimes I am serious and thoughtful. I believe in second half, I belive in love and in strong family. My parents showed me a beautifull example of happy relations and I wish to build something even better!

In my years i know what i want from my life and i am tired to be alone! I love my life but it is so boring without love. I want to make family and i wish that i can do this through Internet. Yes it is the first time when i use such way but i wish that i will be lucky and i will met my love.I think that the bad experiences we all had in the past helped us to be better today with your beloved man. For myself, it is important to understand you, to listen to your heart and feelings.

About my life, i work as a bookkeeper and i like my job very much. I use to work many hours in a day but it does not kill my love for the work. I live alone in the flat which i rent. It is small comfortable flat but just for me it is enough.But i do not want to be alone anymore. I want somebody with whom i will share everything! I do not do nothing special in my life. I like to meet my friends and i meet my parents on weekend. I am looking for my body by going to the swimming pool. I like water and all of the time it helps me to feel better.

I know English and i like this language. So it is pleasure for me now write you Nader this letter. You need to know that i am tender woman and i want to give somebody this tederness. When i will meet the right man for myself i will feel this and i will make everything just to see his smile everyday. I know when i will meet him i will feel something inside me. WE are not children we are that persons who are looking for another part of our life. So lets try Nader? I wish that you will read my letter and something will stop you on me,we will see)) Sorry for a long letter, i just tryed to tell you in a short form all my life,all my feelings and wishes for the future. I will wait for your letter and i know that you will also find something to tell me. Am i right Nader? Yours Irina

Letter 53

Hello dear-)))

How are you doing? Hope that everything is all right at your side-)))))) As for me - all is ok! and especially now, when i send you this mail. you seem to me interesting and very nice man! I like you!
Hope that this will be mutual! i send you now this short mail, as a test one, just to check if your email address is correct. when you receive this letter - write me back, and send me more photos, ok? i am sure - i will like it! Hope to know you better and who knows where it will go for us!?-))))) All is possible-)))))))
Well, i wait for soon reply from you
wish you perfect and positive day
Irina