Letter(s) from Marina Garshina to Kevin (USA)

Letter 1

My dear love Kev!!!
I am so happy to get your letter and I am so happy that we becoming closer to each other. All night I thinking about you and about us, I turned on few times the light to read and reread your letters. Its very great that people can meet each other throught Internet and write letters to each other just every day which can let them know more about each other, to make fellings and empathies. I am so gald to meet you in my life and I am planning to meet you in person. I am very serious in my choice. I dont think that longterm correspondence will help us as much as personal meeting. I dont like to speak about financial, it does not good in Russia, I dont brought up such, and my parents teach me to consult with it only by myself, and if I ask someone about something, it mean that I thought a lot about wheather to do it or not. So I thought a lot about is this good or not to ask you about help, but I hope for your understanding because I do it only for both of us and for our happyness. My dear, during the time of our communicating, I understood that we have feeling to each other that I can call LOVE. Such feelings between people become not only from nothing and from lots of thought, analyses of relations, understanding and mutual help. With every day I am becoming surer in my choise and in you. And I sure those if I do some mistake you will understand me and forgive me and I can say it about myself too. Looking for our relations I understood that only destiny of my heart is to meet you in person. And I believe in mutual feelings.
I was at cash of airport department today asking about cost of the tickets. I dont think that tickets can cost so much! I dont sure in choice of date, but I asked about cheapest tickets that exists. Its costs about 924.55 US dollars. So, here is information about ticket:
Depart Irkutsk (IKT) 8:05 am
Arrive Greensboro (GSO) 10:08 pm 21 September
Airlines Aeroflot-Russian Airlines 750 / 315
Delta 5445
Connect in Moscow (SVO), New York (JFK)
Unfortunately for that moment its really big money for me. As you know, I saved up some money, its about 100 dollars for the ticket and all money for the visa. So I need about 820 dollars more. Its really hard for me to find now such money bymyself, it will take about half of year more. Will you help me with it? What do you think about a date of our meeting? Which is the best? The easiest for me is to take vacation in next month. Please write me your opinion. I dont know a lots about how to send money but I will ask it from my cousin, she sent money few times for my aunt from another countries. I am waiting your responce with impatience and I hope for soon meeting. I am sure that meeting in person will be better then thouthands of letters. But it big money and if you cannot help that I can understand you . It my mistacke. Everything is Allright.
Yours, Marina

Letter 2

You are my angel Kev.
You understand and care of me as not one person in this world.
I am very grateful to you for all that you for me do.
I feel as your heart knocks, I feel that it with me.
I take your heart and I give you mine. Because I believe only to you and I know only you will keep him.
I already spoke you that I have problems registration of tickets.
924 dollars are cost of an one way ticket I already has granted this sum The ticket it is necessary to renew as Roundtrip the ticket which there are 1683 dollars It includes the tax, trevel to Moscow physical examination and insurence.
I have 100 dollars of the money and 850 dollars that you have sent me.
I need about 734 dollars more. I do not know what to do.
The visa will not need to be issued during time.
I have necessity urgently to change the ticket I very much am afraid to be late.
I am afraid to not arrive to you on September, 21.
But I believe that all will be good.
I am so sorry. I must go. Internet club it is closed.
I love you.
I very much love you.
Forever your Marina