Letter(s) from Anna Evdokimova to Shane (Canada)

Letter 1

Hello my love man, my dear Shane!!!
I'm really happy so much to receive your lovely answer again and again, my darling! I want to be with you, I can't without you, dearest! I can't be apart from you, it's so hard! My dear, you are my life, I want to hug you so much, to feel your warmth, to look into your kind and tender eyes, to feel myself happy and safe near you, dear. I'm sure everything will be well and the destiny will work for us and we will be happy together. I often think about us and try to image our life together. Sometimes I feel you near and close to me. I even feel you on the distance. I feel when you are in a high spirit and when you are sad. I am happy when you are happy, my love. I know that our hearts will together always, because our love is eternal, this great feeling connects the another people and us through a continents. My dear Shane, as it seems, this feeling great love which includes a three basic feelings. These feelings are a trust, careful attitude to each other, and complete understanding to each other, sometimes even understanding without words, do you agree with me, my darling? But not looking on that the love is very strong great feeling, also it is very fragile, really, my dear, because only one word or an not right action can destroy it and already anybody willn't can to restore this great feeling. Probably, you will think that a purpose of all my correspondence with you it's only desire to leave from Ukraine. Believe me it's not so, the fact in that when I began to write to you, I couldn't believe that it is possible to fall in love through the Internet. I thank God and an Internet that we found each other in this so large world, my darling Shane. Only I have decided to try to do it and that from this it has turned out. We are me and you love each other very much and we should be together, because we can't with out each other, my darling. I have learned much in the searches as we want to meet each other very much. I have a good great happy news for us my darling! You wanted that I come to you and beging to speak about it. And with every day I beging to see in me that I beging to dream about it and now wait for only it, only for the moment when we see each other dear. I so much want it now, before you say this I even don't think about it but now can't image even that we will not together, I so want to be beside you, my darling! Today I went in the travel agency where works my friend Nadya and asked all in what we need, my dear. She said me that she has learned how much costs a visa and a foreign passport. She have connected with embassy and there have said her that it will be better for us with you, if I will have the visa of a tourist. This tourist visa, the visitor visa will valid during six months. On this type of visa I'll can travel till your place without any restrictions. The prise of this visa, as she was informed in embassy, is 135 US dollars. Besides the process of the registration of the visa costs 70 US dollars. By the way she as has taken an interest about other kinds of the visas too, as to her have said, that there is a set of kinds of the visas. For example, visa of a bride. She has thought that this visa of bride approaches to us, but her in Embassy have said that this visa costs more expensively and visa's registration costs a lot of money. It's around 750 dollars US and the registration of the visa will during seven months, it is very long and expensive! I think that the tourist visa is better variant than visa of bride now for us! My dear, I want to ask you one thing, I will need to ask your help with a financial charges for the getting all necessary documents for my coming to you. As probably, may be you know an economic situation in our country, simply it's awful, and at our work don't give the salary to work personal during a long time. Our government explains it to those that simply they don't have a money, it's a difficult financial situation, and they don't have a recourses on the salary for the any kind of the job in total. My dearest Shane, I have a great desire to come to you, to see in a person and spend time with you! I love you so much, honey, and I don't want to lose you. Nobody can't help me with it. Of course, I asked my to help me with this charges on the necessary documents for my coming, but my mother doesn't have such money though they would like to help us. My dearest, in general I'll need for 390 US dollars. It's certainly large money, you probably have thought what is it more than the total price of the visa and visa's registration, but I will must to get the foreign passport too, of course, the price of which is 95 US dollars. Also I will need to pay for medical exams too, it will be 75 dollars. And of course I will need to pay for the coming from Zhitomer to Kiev City, I have learned about the price of the ticket Zhitomer - Kiev, it will be 75 ukraine griven or it is around 15 US dollars. By the way Nadya will try to find the cheaper prices of the air ticket for the fling to you. I want to ask you, dear, what is the nearest airport (name of the airport) from your city? Please, my girlfriend will need this dates for know all information. As she said me, my girlfriend will try to find a cheaper airticket! I'm so happy that we can be together soon! But now, at first, I will must to begin a process of the registration of all necessary documents, in total I will need 390 US dollars as I said. My dearest Shane, if you will send me this so necessary recourses for this documents, it will be better to do through a system of Western Union. Western Union is the best and the fast transfer system in the world. Also my love, you will need in some dates from me, you will need my full name, if you remember, Fedchyshyna Oksansa (My address: Ukraine, Zhitomir city, Shevchenko street 8, flat 16, zip code 10014). And nearest bank to me is: "Privat-bank" Ukraine, Zhitomir city, Shelkunova street 96, zip code 10012. My dearest, I want to ask you, when you will sent this recourses 390 dollars, it will be necessary for me, that then you'll must send me an important information which required at a parcel of money. As western union said me, it is the control number which consist of 10 digits. This number you will have in the receipt which work operator will give you. My dear Shane, you will must send me this data in e-mail. Without this control number I cann't to get the recourses which are necessary for my coming to you, my dear. You may think that I want only money. But it's not so. I require your help to arrive to you. If I may come without your help I'll make it. But my salary per one month 350 griven ( or it's 70 USD) and I can't do it without your help. You are capable to help me? My love, I understand completely that it's a large money, but for me any more on whom I can to really and on this I ask you about your help with this charges. My dear, we love each other very much and we will together, simply, I'm sure in it, my darling! I'm waiting and I'm dreaming for the moment of our meeting in your airport! I will cry in this moment, when I will leave from an air gangway and when I will see you, because it will from our happiness, my love. I close my eyes and I'll image about out first meeting. My love Shane, I dream as we will live together, to go for a walk, keeping for our hands, my love. I want that you will show me your native land, a places where you like to go for a walk and where you like to spend a more of your time, also I want to get acquainted with your relatives and closest friends so much! I want to be with you very much, my love! I love you, and I miss you! My dear Shane, I want to tell you that I spoke with my mom about us again and again, especially about my coming to you. I want to tell you that my mom have so many happy smiles for us and she approve our close love feelings with you, she is so happy because we love each other very much, simply they have said me that we will happy with you and they wish us a large happiness together! She sees my feelings and my happiness from our love with you, and she understands me that we with you can't without each other and wish us a great love in this time and our future life too! Simply great greetings from my mom to you. Well, my love, let me to finish my letter. My dearest, I'm waiting for your letters very much, my love! I miss you, my darling!
Sweet kiss and warm hug for you!
Forever your love and tender Oksana.

Letter 2

Hello my angel Shane!
I again miss you! I want to love you! Your love makes me happy! I send to you this angel that he keep you happy and does your day nice! I want take care of you every day, dear!
My dear, for ticket to you I need 991$-1150$-1245$. It's prises of ticket to you, prise to plan dependit of comfort of flying, what I will eat there, place. I don't ask the expensive, dear. But I have only 312$ now for ticket to you. So I need minimum 679$, it will be the cheapest ticket but I already can come to you dear. I can't save now money for fly to you, because I save it for take it in trip, because may be flying will some late (I saw that it is very often that plan fly not in time and only after some hours), and that I have some money to sit in airport, to buy something it trip to you. So can you also help me with other part to buy ticket to you, my love? I so want already see you, I so miss you my love.
My dear not be worry about apartment for us very much! I can live everywhere, I can live without furniture (but I would like to have bed of course that we can sleep), I lived on the nature we often had rest on the forest when was about 18-19 with friends, so I don't need something special, dear. I want only to be beside you.
Your loving princess and your angel Oksana.

Letter 3

You think that it's come letter from me?! No! It's mail hug from me!
By reason that I can't give you my real hug in person I decided to send you such hug by mail! Warm tender hug from me, my love! I so love you and so miss you, that already can't without you, my love!!! I'm as such mouse, live alone here without you and miss you every minute, everywhere I go i go with you in my mind, when I do something I do it with you always in my mind and thoughts, you are always beside me dear, and I always speak with you during a day and dream about our soon meeting. I so miss you my love Shane..
Dear, I'm so happy that already 10th of July I will can hug you with all my love!!! It's so happy day will be!!! Dear, I will go to receive money and buy ticket to you tommorow, because today here is holiday Troica (it's religiouse holiday) and nothing work today, dear. Dear, can you tell me how much you sent me, because I will know it tomorow when will go to bank, my dear. Mom already helps me to pack my bag which I will take with me to you, dear!
You love girl Oksana.

Letter 4

Hello my dear Shane!
My dear, I'm all right! I received money and nothing happened with me. We as I wrote you received money with mom and Nadya's husband, then we went to travel agency to buy ticket. But for ticket dear I haven't also 120$, I put there in received money from you also some my saved money but I need also 120$ for buying ticket. I aganged ticket to next friday there and stay money there (because was worry that if I will put them at home and then again will walk with money can happened something bad again), so I stay money there and sure that all right and next friday we already will be together! Why next friday not monday? Becuase in wednesday said that I must get paying for my work about 70$. So I decided to wait for wednesday and take this money with me in trip to you, may be I will need taxi, or food, drink tea in airport, so I decided that if I get this money it will be good to have it something when I will lieve home and trip to you. Ok? I wanted to ask you can you help me with this 120$ also to buy ticket already? This ticket is already aranged and they have almost all money only when I bring to them this 120 they give me it in my hands. So furniture is all right, ticket is buying, money for taking with me to trip will be! All is fine and soon we will be together dear! Already in week, today is friday and we wil see each other next friday!!!
Sorry thatI didn't write you for these days, yesterday was closed internet cafe and I couldn't write you my dear and tell you all this news!!!
I love you very much! Write me! I love you!
YOur Oksana.