Letter(s) from Julia Matrosowa to Richard (USA)

Letter 1

What's up!!! After reading your profile I dared to write. You sound like an intelligent, kind person. I am looking for a friendly person to get together with. Are you looking for the same? I work ten hours day why I can't wait to hear from you. I am a bit younger, but certainly don't act it. I love hanging out with people with energy and I do keep up. This is just a little e mail to see if you are interested. I would love to hear from you on my e mail address: ( dearketos ) at ( y... a... h... o... o... ) dot (c.. o.. m..) and I'll be happy to tell you more about myself.

Letter 2

How's it going Richard? Curious what this morning in the horoscope I have read for fun the forecast. There have promised romantic acquaintance to me! Maybe in horoscopes write not only nonsense?))
First impressions remains for a long time. Richard, I did read your profile and you do have my interest. I am quite pleased that you review my profile too and then contact me. At my age those days of game playing and false stories have been gone for quite some time now.
I would like to know more about you and what you are seeking. Everyone who is on an dating site is usually there for a specific reason, some may be looking just for sex, some may be looking for e-mail buddies, some may be looking on for a soul mate, etc. Noticed that you are serious in your quest. I'm not looking for someone "perfect". Someone intent on finding perfection is bound to be disappointed. Richard, I just wanted to drop you a line and create a spark. If about me - my name is Ekaterina. I am a teacher in the musical school which can be trying at times, but I love my job and couldn't think of doing anything else. I appreciate the simple things in life and try to remember that you only have one life to live so make every second count!
Richard, I am sure you may have questions for me as I do have some for you, and I will give you the floor to ask away.
I really look forward to your response.

Sincerely Ekaterina

Letter 3

How's it going Richard? I am really glad you wrote. It is pleasant that you show interest to dialogue with me. It is important to me. If things work out, great, if not, that's fine too, everything happens for a reason.
Richard, I want to tell you ... I live in Russia. I understand that this is very far from your country and thousands of miles separate us, but I think that distance is not a serious impediment to our communication. Do you agree with me? I live in city Salekhard. This is northern part of my country. Richard what city do you live in? I tried to register at the Match.com with the name of my country and my city, but the site did not allow me to do it and I had to use your country.
I began these research just recently as I know that Russian men for the most part do not possess the kind of qualities that are most important to me and in addition they like drinking and waste their life-time. The most important thing in a relationship for me: trust and understanding - a pledge of sincere communication. I am the gentle and patient person. I am always tolerant I treat other people. We all have their advantages and disadvantages. I am a person who self-assured and at the same time soft enough, romantic and it's important to me. Most of all I do not like lies. As speak at us, better a bitter truth than sweet lies. Richard although we have not met and do not know each other, I think a few emails between us may be quite fine. I see that I am 27 years old and a certain stage of life has been passed. I appreciate that life is full of twists and turns. I have not had too much time to do all I want to do but hopefully now can start.
Now I would like to ask you. Richard what are you looking to the Internet and what relationship do you aspire? I will try to tell you more about me in my next letter. Just I'm going to a rehearsal of Oriental dance. I hope I get your picture and your new email tomorrow with the answers to my questions.
Thanks, Ekaterina

Letter 4

What's up Richard? Your message was short and I wished to ask you.
Dialogue with me is pleasant to you? Why did you write me so little?
I am interested in becoming more acquainted with you I will tell you more about me. I do not have children and I have never been married.
My family it's my mum, grandmother and my grandfather. My family is very important to me. I honestly don't know what I would do without my family. They have been my support through everything and there really isn't much we wouldn't do for one another. My mum name is Irina. She was 53 years old. She works in a factory. She is very nice, kind and intelligent woman. My grandmother and my grandfather lived in the village, Znamenka. Her name is Anna and she 75 years old. She does not work now, she is pensioner, but she is very much to do around the house. My grandfather's name is Sergey, and he 76 years old.
He retired as well. Sometimes we go fishing with him. He always taught me to help others and care for them. I do not remember my father. He was an officer in the Soviet army, and he was killed in Afghanistan in 1988 when I was 3 years. Mum said that he was very brave and very kind. She loved him, and he was very fond of my mother. I am proud of my father and he is my hero. Richard tell me more about yourself, your family, about your parents. What does your family mean to you? It's very interesting for me. Modern family life is not easy. In it there are many difficulties and problems, but still the most important thing is love and respect, as the two necessary basis for its existence.
Because having a family arsenal of two such powerful tools, people are able to survive any domestic troubles. Richard do you agree with me?
I do not have a computer at home and I am forced to communicate with you from the city library - that's why I do not always have time write you. I'm rather busy right now. I hope that a photos which I send today, it is pleasant to you. On it I when I was a child and with my parents.
Sincerely Ekaterina

Letter 5

Hello My Dear Richard!!!
I was very pleased to receive your reply as I was impatiently waiting for it. Richard, I want you to know that now you have a person who can listen to you attentively, who can share your problems and understand you. I think, that at steams with the big age difference there is a balance of forces in these pairs. Partners give each other the different information - because it is people from the different generations, the different possibilities, the different points of view. They hold each other «in a tone», compensating lacks and defects each other: if in something one is weak - in it another is strong, and on the contrary. And if all it is imposed on mutual feelings such relations are stronger than relations of two coevals. What do you think?
Many people,many minds. All people are different and so they prefer spending their free time in different ways. Some of them go the parks, forests,to the country and enjoy the beauty of nature. Others like to stay at home watching TV or reading books. As for me I prefer to spend my free time in different ways. I like to go in for sports, aerobics, yoga or play volleyball with my friends. I like watching TV and listening music. I often went on dances earlier, like goes to cinema.
I have a rest, when I dance, when I float. But I wish possess this world with somebody. With the beloved man, for example. How you think?
Richard would you like to dance with me? I am assured, that you dance very well and you can learn me to dance even better. Really???
Also I like to travel the country enjoying natural beauty. And my way of spending free time is connected with my hobby. And my hobby is reading books. I'd like to say that it's hard to imagine our life without books. Books play such a great role in the development of personality. They help as to forget our daily problems and to pretend we travel to the past, future and to many different, wonderful places that we can't visit in reality. Do you agree with me? What do you like to do in your leisure time? Can you tell me about your interests?
Richard, I want to ask you what do you think about my English? I studied English language by means of books. I took English books and tried to translate them. Do you like that how I write to you? It's very interesting and important for me.
Yesterday I went to Yuliya and we spoke about many things. She asks me now each time about you and she transfer greeting to you.
Would you like that I send greetings to her from you?
I send you a photo, on which I am in the park. I wait your photos and letters with impatience every day. I hope you will write me tomorrow.
I will wait...
Richard, I think of you... A lot of time...
With warm regards, Ekaterina

Letter 6

Hello My Dear Richard!!!
I feel this will be an E-mail friendly relation, which is quite fine with me. Friendship is very important as honesty and respect is something that I do strive for and that is something that I expect from anyone for that matter. You strive for a serious relationship, perhaps it may happen in the future, only time will tell. Although we have not seen each other at the moment due to distance, I do consider us as friends. Richard you seem to be very nice and kind man. It's important to me. Thank you for your letter today. It helps me better understand you and your life. I have a lot of time to work today and a little tired, but I write a letter to you, I give you my thoughts, my emotions. Whether you ask the wild nature is pleasant to me? I love the nature. To me it is not important, what is the nature. I love animals which live in the nature. You ask the address of my house? I will write you it in the end of the letter. I tried to find the address of your house on google, but speed of the Internet has not allowed me to load page.
Richard, I want to ask you about your friends. What can you tell about them? Tell me more. I really would like to know about them. How did you meet? How to become friends? How long have you friends? Richard how many friends you have who are always ready to help you? I have a very good friend. Her name Yuliya. Friends are very important in our life. I think one cannot live without friends. The most important thing for being good friends, to my mind, is to be ready to help one another in any situation, nevertheless how difficult it is, to support one another and to solve all the problems together. And never mind, that the friends may have different interests and hobbies, different likes and dislikes. They say that the friend in need is a friend indeed. I think it is really so. Richard, I hope you agree with me?
My girlfriend and I always do our best to help one another. We discuss all our troubles and try to find the best decision in any situation.
My girlfriend is a very good, kind and intelligent. We often spend our free time together. Our friendship is very important to me and I try to do my best to be a good friend too. I send you a photos, where I on the nature with my girlfriend. How you think, she is a good person?
Richard, I do not want to leave, I want to get another one of your letter. I hope that tomorrow you will write me. I'll wait for your new photos and letters.
With care, Ekaterina

Letter 7

Hello My Dear Friend Richard!!!
Thank you for your touching letter. I read it with pleasure and emotion. How do you feel? What are you doing?
Richard, I would like to know more about your work. Who do you work? Tell me please more about your work. You know, all over the world, there is a huge variety of professions, and in the far childhood at me eyes from such huge choice ran up. Still at school, I dreamed about the profession of music teacher. Further I many times have thought of a creative career. I have ended Musical college on a piano class. Richard what do you think about this musical instrument? Not a secret, that a profession the teacher one of the noblest trades, but also one of the most difficult, in my opinion. On the one hand, it is the big responsibility, and on the other hand it is interesting and fascinating. Of course, we cannot work as the teacher if we do not love children and if we are not ready to divide with them their pleasures and the sad moments. The profession needs to be chosen realised, being guided only the natural propensities and possibilities.
I have chosen this trade for three reasons: love to children, love to music and possibility to prove creatively. I love children and I will open to you my little secret - they love me very much! Sometimes, they do something does not work and I try to help, suggest. Richard recently one of my schoolgirls burst into tears during class because she could not play musical piece correctly. We stayed after school and long studied each fragment. She came to me on the next day and played this musical piece without errors. It was very pleased! Today I thought about how life changes, I do not even know how to say, how to express my thoughts. But I think that soon I can. When exactly will be sure.
What do you think? Richard tell me, what thoughts you have when you read my letters? It's very interesting to me.
I send you a photos, on which I am for a work.
Your most sincere friend Ekaterina

Letter 8

Richard, I'm sorry I can not respond in detail to your letter. My girlfriend got into an accident today. I do not know all the details.
She is at home now and I must see her. If I have time I'll answer your letter. I will try to answer you as soon as possible.
I will soon return, Ekaterina

Letter 9

Dear Richard you received my last letter? I was busy and I have not had the opportunity to write to you. Yesterday, at the crossroads of the driver almost knocked my friend. As a result, she received a minor injury. The doctor said that it will pass, but it takes time. Today it feels better. How is your day? In the last letter Richard, you ask me, whether we can communicate through the web camera? When I have asked about it the head of library, he has told to me, that we do not have such possibility. Right now I do not have phone, but I am going to get it in the near future and I will be assured that at us still possibility to speak on the phone with you! I as would like to hear your voice.
Unfortunately we can not every day to write long and frank letter to one another, but my friend Richard in time I know you better and it's nice to me. I am glad that I met a man with whom I share my thoughts and dreams. You - a very good interlocutor and I am pleased that you understand me, my letters. I learned to understand you. It took me some time. But with each new letter I understand you better.
Communicating with you is very important to me now. Richard, I would like to ask you about your days off, of your free time. How do you spend your holiday and what do you do in your spare time? I do not consider myself to people who get up early, so on weekends I like to luxuriate in bed, if you do not need to hurry and I get up a little later than usual. I like to cook different dishes: meat salad, soup, dumplings, pancakes, chicken, cake or pie. Richard what food is pleasant to you?
I've heard that people in your country passionate about fast food, McDonalds. I think that it is not useful food and I never would have nursed my favorite person of this food. Also I like to walk in the park or stay on shore and admire the beauty of nature. In his spare time, I try to visit my grandparents, and they are very pleased that I try to give them my attention, and you know it's very nice to me too, because I really love them. Sometimes I stay home, watch TV, listen to music, reading books. My room is a large chair next to a lamp with blue shade. If it is cold outside, I like to sit in this chair with a cup of coffee and thinking: about the present and the future.
I send you my photos today, on which I on a Easter.
I hope to hear from you soon.
Your sincere Ekaterina.

Letter 10

Hello My Richard!!!
How to you it was slept, how you feel today? I have come running today in library with thought on you, on your letter. I very much waited for it and now I read and I try to realise each word in your letter. Richard to me it is very pleasant, that you think of our meeting. You know, I think of our meeting too and I would be very glad to meet you. But we should learn one another better right now. We should learn to trust and understand one another. We should learn to respect one another.
You agree with me? My girlfriend has a guy with which it meets very much for a long time, therefore it could not arrive. You ask the address of my house? I will write you it in the end of the letter. You ask about cellphone couriers? I do not know what cellphone couriers is at us in a city. If want I can learn for you.
My darling Richard last night I sat at a window, having wrapped up in a plaid, and observed from a window of passers-by. All of them somewhere hastened, all had affairs. Someone wished to get home more likely after difficult day, someone simply hastened to a family. And I envied them, after all they were happy. Their happy smiles were visible even in darkness and from height of 5th floor. During this moment to me it became lonely. In the evening we with mum have made a supper, talked on various themes. She asked me about you, about us with you. I said to it, that all is remarkable also all well, but thought of other. I thought of you Richard... What is the happiness? How you think?
My letter will be today slightly sad. I simply wish to be sincere with you, after all the person not always happens cheerful. My mum sends you Regards! She rejoices to our warm relations and this pleasure is transferred to me! Believe, I am very glad, that have got acquainted with you and I am happy, that I communicate with you.
I will wait for your letter and I hope, that you will not keep itself waiting long. I send you my photo, on which my rose for you.
Your slightly sad, but happy Ekaterina

Letter 11

My dear Richard very much want to write you something warm and tender.
To this letter a little warmed you, your soul. Want to see my words to you was nice, good, happy. In my last letter I wrote to you that I'm sad and dull. I've been thinking about this today. I guess it's not right - write about a bad mood. I just want to be frank with you, and I do not want to hide anything from you. Richard now you know that I'm not a princess in the history book. I have my weaknesses and I make mistakes sometimes. I'm just a girl who tries to learn from mistakes.
Knowledge and experience grow in patience and humility. Do you agree with me? In my country in the summer at all children a vacation and consequently at this time year at all teachers there comes rest.
Richard do you ever think about time? Time - the greatest value to humans. Our generation is living in an age of high technology, almost anything can be bought or sold. The rhythm of life is so fast and indomitable that it is very difficult to find time for basic things.
We're running, but the time ahead of us. We try to manage them, but it is not subject. In this hectic sometimes we forget about feelings, relationships. We forget that feeling of eternal as time. These concepts are priceless. Richard what do you think? As we age, we become wiser. We get experience and it was he who attracted me to you. You're not my age and it's nice. I am pleased to communicate with you, talk and write about my thoughts. With you I can easily and simply. I hope that in time these stereotypes will remain unchanged. You?
Richard, I want to send you a pictures today, where I am at work in a kindergarten at my girlfriend Yuliya.
Now I need to go, but I hope you will write me soon. I'll wait ...
Waiting ...
I miss ...
Your Ekaterina.

Letter 12

Richard, I am glad to read your letter, your words, your thoughts. My girlfriend and my mom send you greetings and congratulations! I hope you do not mind if I tell them that you gave them greetings and congratulations too!
It's interesting to me what the relationship with the other girls have you been? About why you separated. What would you like to see in me?
Tell me Richard. I beg you not to hide anything from me. Richard, I will say at once why I like you, I do not know how to describe what happened to me after we met. I was lucky, I began to feel better. Even my friends and my mother said so.
You know, I never had a serious relationship in the past. I have met and made friends. Of course this can not be called love. It is hard to describe my past feelings: interest, desire. It is difficult to name the last relationship - serious. There were meetings and were parting.
It was flirting, but no more than that. I have never experienced serious feelings, but I believed and saved myself for the one man.
Now I met you and you changed my life, you gave me a new feeling, you gave me a new emotions.
Nice to know that now we are alone, you and me. When you read these lines, you thinking about me. Let the moment, but now for you nobody but me. And not just my words but and my thoughts, which they have, gently and tenderly hugs you. You calmly and well in these hugs, Richard? Please, forget about the past, do not worry about the future.
What happened and what will be - now it is not important. Live the present, live for these moments. And be happy Richard!
I send you my photo. I hope you have a wonderful day and look forward to hearing letter from you.
Your sincere Ekaterina.

Letter 13

Richard, I am so glad to receive your letter today. When I woke up on the street was morning and I woke up with a smile because I immediately thought of you and your today's letter.
I'm so glad that you sincerely answer me, and I want to talk seriously. I'd like to ask you, do you have secrets? What's hiding something from me? Richard, I always sincere with you and tell you everything you ask, and hide nothing from you. I understand that you are far away and I know that if we are something to hide or deceive one another then it will not lead to good results. We're not playing games and want to find love. I hope you also understand me. Richard, I wish that we would have with you all was well. I wish that we had with you were happy. You're a good man and you liked me. How strange it all. Most recently, we did not know one another and live in different worlds. And now? Something changed in me. Something has changed in you. Changed our relationship. Richard You thought about this? Did you notice? I'm next to you, sat down beside you and watch in silence, trying to discern the features of your face and watch as you read this letter. Observed how your face, your facial expressions, eye change when you are reading these lines. I want to guess, these words touch your heart, and if - yes, what do you feel, what do you experiencing now? Let's not me, but my words to touch gently to you. Feel their warmth, feeling it. Let it be as long as possible will not leave you, Richard. You ask me about my family? I have solved for a long time already and talked to my mum that it is time to me to create already the family and sooner or later it is necessary to leave the parental house. It in it has supported me. It would be pleasant to me to travel to your country, but for this purpose we need to communicate more, that we would be assured of our feelings and in our desires. If we have wanted to be together, that, I am assured, we would find a way for this purpose. We only need time.
I will wait your answers. Yes, I am sending you the photos, which I'm at home. I hope you like it! or not? I am waiting for your answers Richard. It is very important to me now. I hope that the wait will not last long and you will write me soon.
Best Wishes Ekaterina.

Letter 14

Richard how was your day today? I hope well. When I received your letter, then was very happy. I woke up with a bad mood and thought that all will be bad. Because even on the street overcast and cold. I even began to think that you will not write to me. Richard now, I got your letter and feel fine. On my face began to smile and I feel good.
I addressed in post office in my city and learnt about a call to your country. I will call to you on Monday. In last letters you sent me the phone number - 850-510-9438. I hope have written down your phone number?
Richard how would you like that to begin your day? Since the morning?
Tell me. In my dreams I fall asleep in your arms and wake up from your warm breath. I'm lying wrapped in your arms and watching you. I want to touch your neck and eat your smell, so fresh and warm. Hug you tight and kiss your hair. I want to feel like you sound very close to me, because I'm tired, and all the complexity is easier for us to decide together. I kiss your lips and say: "Good Morning my dear Richard!" I will feed you an orange by hands, cook a light breakfast, brew a cup of morning coffee, with its exquisite aroma. Happiness - it's accompany you to new day and know that the evening we will be together again. If you fall asleep on my lap, I'll be with your fingertips to stroke you on the back and I will cuddle cheek to your cheek. I want to sleep in your t-shirt, that would have to feel your smell, that would know that under your shirt is a secret known only to you and me. But this is only my dreams! Maybe not only mine? Maybe it's your dreams too?
Richard if you can imagine in front of a large Pacific Ocean, it is so much kisses I send you now, that they would surround you and gave you affection. What would they wrapped and protected your day, and helped in every way. Already missing you, I think and hope that soon I received your letter. I am sending you a photos on which I am in the park.
WWWWAAAAAIIIIITTTTTT YYYYYYOOOOOUUUUU !!!!!!!
Gentle Ekaterina.
My address:
Russia,
city Salekhard,
Chkalov street 14,
Index: 629003

Letter 15

How are you doing today? I hope all is well as for me I am doing okay just a little tired from work. Richard, I like your letter. You know, yesterday we were walking with my mom in the park and talking on various topics. At one point she asked me about you Richard, about us.
She asked about our relationship. To be honest, I was waiting for these issues, because I really wanted to tell her about you and me.
She listened and smiled. Then she told about my father about their relationship. And may I have heard these stories many times, but I still was enjoyable and interesting. Their mutual love is always warmed their hearts, and even now my mom remembers, loves him and only him. I never knew two people more in love than my parents and I know that my heart is open to the great feelings too. My mom asked me to tell you Congratulations today!
Richard, I want to know what your friends, relatives and closest people think about me. I do not know how they relate to me and so I want, what would you tell me honestly, what they say about me. I really need it. To me does not matter anyone's opinion, only your thoughts and only your feelings. But I want to know what people think, those people who are close to you. Tell me Richard. I want to know it.
It was late and I need to go home. Once again, I'll go one of these dark streets and lights will illuminate the road for me. I'll go and I'll think of you my Richard. I turn on my own lane and look at my window. Unfortunately, in this reflection I do not see you, but I know that now my email is next to you and it only for you. You read it and I hope that very soon you will respond to it. In my letter I send you my photo and I hope it gives you warm. I'll wait for your answer and I hope that you will write me. I'm waiting.
Your gentle Ekaterina.

Letter 16

I'm thinking of you constantly. I printed your letter and read them at night. Last time I wake up with a wonderful mood. Because every day I wait for your letter and I hope that soon it will get. Richard in that short time, when we were acquainted with you, you showed me a lot. You showed what is life and that life is beautiful emotions and beautiful feelings. I would love to go with you in the park, on the beach, enjoy the sunrise and sunset. Richard, I would like to ask you when you last looked at the sunset? Sleepy, tired sun, lazily drawing to the horizon and lit up the sky last remnants of his light and heat. Its rays are painted on the clouds of fancy graphics and it's wonderful. You know, I noticed that half the people in the world do not attach any importance sunset, as however, and at dawn. Today in this sunset was something special. And it seemed to me that one of the rays of the sun, painted on a cloud your shape!
I do not know whether you fully understand my letter when I send them to you, and you read them, but I understand you, I understand every word. And it's dearly for me. All that is related to you, for me the most expensive. You're the most wonderful man in the world. I think so, Richard you probably ask why? Because I have never met people like you. I can not even explain a lot, but I know that you're so unique. Yesterday when I returned from the library, I was thinking about us. And I saw a young woman and men who walked and held each other's hand. I thought it would be good if you Richard could now go with me, we could sit on a bench and enjoy our feelings and affection.
I am sending you a pictures where I am at my music school.
I hope you like it.
Your sincerely Ekaterina.

Letter 17

Richard, how is your day? I hope that after receiving my letter you will be better. My mother, girlfriend to send you greetings. Today at work when I have finished work and was always trying to get away. And everyone asked me where, where, I'm in a hurry. I hurry to you that would get your letter soon. Again and again I look at your photo and my heart is filled with heat. You hold a flower in hands. It very beautiful.
Richard, I would like to ask you. How do you feel about the massage? You love him? You know, I finished the courses of massage and now I can consider me a professional too! I would like to show you all the therapeutic massage and more. But I do not know whether you want?
Richard you would like to try? What kind of massage you would like to try?
Richard, I do massage my mother, grandmother and my girlfriends as well.
And they are always satisfied. I think you'd also like it? I'll make you a special massage that you could enjoy it. We will light the scented candles and smooth melody graced our evening would be. My movements are smooth and soft that you could completely relax. I will begin my massage your shoulders, neck, and will slowly sink down. I could make you a massage not only hands, but his whole body, or even breath and hair. I think that you would necessarily like my massage.
What do you think? Richard and you could have a massage to me, if I asked you? I would like to feel like your strong and caring hands caress my body and I'm sure I'd feel much better if I could feel it.
Richard, I am sending you kisses. When you get them how you feel? Okay?
you like them? Or you would like to feel them in reality? I'd like to kiss you on the present. you counted the stars in the sky? They were there a lot, is how much time I want to kiss you. Do you agree?
I am sending you a picture where I with a gift on birthday for my girlfriend Yuliya and I want that this photo Would be has made your day happy and you do not think that I'm very far away.
Your sincere and gentle Ekaterina.

Letter 18

My Dear Men and My Sun Richard, I am very glad to receive your letter today. In each your letter I feel a part you and it is pleasant to me.
What are you doing today? How the weather in your city? You ask about my holiday? In Russia holiday at all teachers begins since June and proceeds all the summer long.
Today I have woken up early in the morning and a long time could not fall asleep. The dream has dreamt me and I thought of it. I thought of you Richard. To me has dreamt, that you invite me to appointment. In my dream you speak to me: "Please, come on appointment without shorts, I very much ask you. I will be in the evening." And here you, gallantly having opened a car door, meet me kissing my handles and set me in car salon, and we already go through a rain and slush. And music corresponds to mood. To listen to they be it is a pleasure. Richard your warm hand strokes my female knees and you touch my hip, that very much raises, becouse shorts remained at home. Other your hand confidently holds a wheel and we fly, enjoying music and gentle touches one to another. Appointment without shorts is a condition of constant gentle excitation becouse each, most easy movement of a dress and a gentle touch of your hands forces to feel pleasant, sweet excitation. Evening has gone right! The warm, joint shower and mutual passion carry away us in other galaxy. I feel weariness and I think of a dream after bright, simultaneous orgasm, but an organism overexcitation, your tender hands and lips do not allow to fall asleep... During this moment I have woken up. I have looked on the parties. Richard maybe you can nearby. But is not present... It was only a dream.
To you it is acted in film dreams? Richard you see me in them? About what your sleep dreams? I only hope, that my dream will warm you and will present heat to your heart. I send you a photo on which I am in cafe.
I will wait your letter and I hope, that soon you will write to me.
I miss, whole and I wait...
Yours and only yours Ekaterina.

Letter 19

My darling Richard in each line I write to you again, that I remember, I think, I trust in you. You never saw me and I never saw you. We have got acquainted in the Internet. You remember, how we have got acquainted? I never will forget that evening when I have written you my first letter. That evening has changed all my life. It was simple dialogue which has outgrown in fine feeling. The easy spark was lighted in my heart and with each new day it burnt more strongly. You believed, what it can occur to us? You trusted in serious relations through the Internet?
My far and close Richard, I never saw you in a reality, but I again and again think of you. My darling favourite as has got you into my heart?
How you have changed my life? Today I long could not fall asleep.
Thought of you, about us. I looked at stars and represented you, your gentle smile, your lovely sight. The moon shined windows of the next houses and in this reflexion I represented us together. Let today I not with you, but... Richard you thought of the future? Tell to me about it. Tell to me about your thoughts and desires. It is important for me.
This morning my mum has approached to me and has told, that I remind it her when she has got acquainted with my daddy and when they have grown fond of one another. She sincerely trusts in our feelings. My mum transfers you warm wishes and she trusts in our future.
I wait for your letter and I choke with happiness. When I read your letters, at this time you mine! Only mine! Let not in a reality but only in thoughts. I think of you my darling. I miss...

Letter 20

Hello My Love Richard! Now I know that I have every right to call you so. Now you're my only. We never talked to you about love. Or rather I tried to avoid the topic. As Bud-I was afraid to give you a visionary of hope, promise something elusive, something that could never be. I can not promise you anything, and did not give any hope. I have learned to wait and not be all at once. I learned to appreciate the moment even moments of happiness. I have learned not to fear the distance and time, the enemies that are killing even the long and close relationship. Richard in this short time we were almost family.
Richard I am comfortable talking with you. I write without thinking, I write about everything she saw, and that felt about his plans for the future, how was my day, and I'll do tomorrow, write about their desires and their dreams. Only one I could not tell you, I could not even admit to myself that I could love a man who never in his life never seen before. Yes, I love you Richard!!!
I do not need the answer to my confession. I only need to know that you're all okay, you're alive, healthy and unharmed. What can you hear me and know that there is light at the man who every night before bed you want to mentally calm night, while thousands of miles away from you.
Richard I love you!
Your and only your Ekaterina

Letter 21

My Lovely Richard, today I listened to several times the same song: Louis Armstrong "Wonderful World". You know, now I have a new understanding of all the words of this wonderful song. I used to think everything is simple, carefree. But now everything has changed, because you came in my world. If you could read my thoughts, you'd be surprised, because they all, all about you my dear Richard. I'm beginning to understand that something happening to me. Like, would all the same: the same walls, the same bed, the same life and the same favorite dress. But no. Near no man who has just his presence can give me peace and a storm of laughter and tears, smiles and sadness. Who will bring not just emotions. Who will bring a life. Richard you're not here with me..
With every breath we live for a moment more, on one view, motion, smile, touch, kiss. Yes, we become wiser, we gain experience and knowledge, learn, begin to understand something. But time moves forward. I just do not want, that the time would spared us, our feelings and our relationship. I would like to give you a star. Their gentle, calm light, which illuminates the night and the darkest hours of our lives. So you could count them sitting on the porch of the house, and know that somewhere there I was, and also looking at the stars as you are now.
Thank you for that you have in my life! Thank you for these amazing feeling! My dear and desires Richard now I need to go, but I hope that you will write me soon. I'll wait.
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!
Your and only your Ekaterina

Letter 22

Richard, I love your letter. I wish I could now see you, hug and kiss. I want to see you soon. I do not know how to describe what just happened with me after I read your letter.
Richard, I want to know what your friends think about me, relatives and the most close people. I do not know how they would treat to me if I will arrive to you. And so I want, that you would tell me honestly what they say about me. I really need it. To me not important nobody's opinion, only your and your love. But I want to know what people think about me, those people who surround you. Tell me Richard. I want to know it. You know perfectly well that my mother and my grandmother very well you are treated. My girlfriends really like you too, and they all say that we are simply obliged to meet you because we have found one another in different parts of the world. Richard and I am very interested in what your loved ones think about us. They do not mind that I would have been with you? What do you think? And you? Richard, Do you want, that I would come? Exactly?
I beg you to answer my questions honestly as you have always responded to them and how I respond to your questions. And I hope that tomorrow I will get your letter with the answers.
Richard, I do not know how to ask you. I say as I can. If I come, then would you be against it? And who would not like that we would meet with you? I think that I would come to you. But I want to be completely confident that when I come to you, you meet me, I would not walk around town in a strange country alone. You can not deceive me.
Really? I hope so. Why I ask, never doubted, but now doubted of you.
Everything will be fine.
I love and I want to be with you. I beg you sincerely to answer these questions. Depend on them, would I arrive to you or not. Would we meet or not.
I LOVE YOU Richard!!!!!!
Your and only your loving and gentle Ekaterina

Letter 23

Richard you can not imagine how impatiently I waited your letter. I waited and thought what you tell me. I dreamed of that would soon receive your letter. And I got it. I waited for him impatiently. I even came much earlier today than usual, that would get him.
I am glad that your relatives understand us. I am insanely happy about that, but most of all I am happy that I am not mistaken in you. In your sincerity, that it is you're the one with whom I should be, for someone born.
I want to ask you something. How do you imagine our meeting? I do not know how it happens. But I think it will be at the airport. Because I know it will be necessary to fly on an airplane. I have never flown, but I think I can, and do not be afraid. I'm all ready for you Richard.
And how it will be? How do you imagine our meeting at the airport? So I got off the plane, went to the door and our eyes met... I can not even imagine what will happen. Likely I'll just leave all belongings and flee to meet you that would feel your kisses, your hugs, your gentleness and kindness. Maybe so? I do not know... I do not even know how it will be. Richard there the first time we'll kiss. There's the first time we'll meet and be able to feel one another. Can you imagine? Richard it will be our first meeting. What do you think, what else would? Tell me, I want to know. Where do we go? What will we do?
We shall be alone? No one will hinder us?
Richard, I know that it would be nice, but I do not know how you imagine it. Tell me. I want to know it. I want to be with you, just be with you forever and I do not need anything except your love.
I miss you, I want to be with you. I hope you write soon about how you imagine our meeting and tell what are we going to do. I am waiting for your letter with impatience, and I'm burning with desire to be with you.
I send you a photos, I in village at the grandmother with the grandfather and I hope that soon we'll have a lot of photos on which we'll be together.
Your and only your loving and gentle Ekaterina

Letter 24

Richard I love, I love you and nobody else, only you are necessary for me and I'm ready to do all that you and I would be happy, would be happy forever.
I do not know how to describe the words now, in my eyes the tears of happiness, I want to cry, cry because now I'm pretty sure you're exactly the man with whom I want to be forever, Richard only with you and with anyone another. I want to be in your arms in your arms forever. Only you and only with you. Without you I can not imagine my life now.
Richard, I want to be in your arms, I want to feel your tenderness and affection, love, passion and sweetness of your kisses. I do not know how to describe to you all that is now happening in my heart. It's inexplicable. I love you, love with all my heart and I want to be with you forever. I LOVE AND WANT TO BE WITH YOU AND ONLY WITH YOU!!!!!!!!
I only your, your and nobody's other, my life belongs to you, and I will do everything to be with you. I want to be with you. With you forever. You are my life.
Richard, I want to tell you that I started processing my passport. I was told that this design will take several weeks. I gave 60 dollars to obtain a passport and I hope you're not mad at me. I'll be with you.
Richard, I will go tomorrow morning and will learn all about what other documents do I need to do and how we can meet with you soon. And as soon as I know, I will tell you when I can come. I'll be with you.
We'll be together.
WE'LL BE TOGETHER. WE'LL BE TOGETHER AND I COME TO YOU SOON !!!!!!!!
I'll be with you !!!!!! Our first meeting, which we recently presented, becomes a reality, we can make it. I'll do it. I'll be with you. I'll be in your arms! Richard do you prepared the hands that would catch me?
I'll arrive to you, and we will translate into reality all the dreams that we dream about.
I LOVE YOU AND I JUST YOUR FOREVER !!!!!!!!!
My heart is overflowing with love and passion, and soon I'll be with you we will be able to enjoy the fact that we could meet.
I'll be with you it's truth. I swear, I beg you not to look for anyone, I will come and we'll be happy. Nobody and nothing will be an obstacle for us.
I LOVE YOU !!!!!!!!!
And our love is the most beautiful in this world !!!!!!
Your and only your loving and adoring hearts Ekaterina

Letter 25

I never about much spoke to you and hardly sometime to a smog to tell.
For example, that I madly love you, and I do not know how to live further. As though I wished now you to see, easier to stay near to you, but I understand, that it is impossible. Richard you are far from me... It is very difficult To me to write to you... I have got confused also I do not know what to do further. And I do by it to you painfully. I cannot so further... I wish to see you, I wish to be near to you, to love you, to spend eternity together with you! But... Richard how painfully to realise, that I never will say directly you it because I am too far from you... I cannot overcome distance between us because it is very expensive to me. Forgive... Richard forgive, if you can... On cheeks a thin stream tear flows. You are far from me and I cry... I can Probably sell the house in village at my grandmother and my grandfather. It old, but I will try. I wish to believe, that we have a future, but I do not know, how it is possible. I have no means for this purpose what to fly to you. I did not think, that travel to you will make so many money. I thought, that it is only a few hundreds dollars. But I was mistaken. Only do not think... I do not ask you to help me. Richard, I do not want, that you would suffer and tested difficulty because of my nonsense. I silly and I will suffer one and it is my destiny. I never can to forget you. And even if we cannot be together, but you are not guilty. In all I am guilty only...
Richard forgive me... We cannot be together...
I will remember you...
I will always love you...
Forgive me..........

Letter 25

Richard I again write you the letter... But you know, this letter will differ from the previous letters. And the sense will be another. I write to you, I mean I think of you, about us...
It is said that people start to understand strongly their sincere feelings, only when these feelings test problems. Yesterday I have left library to my girlfriend, and I cried all the evening long.
Yuliya calmed me and said, that it is possible to find a way as we can meet. We tried to find such money today, but it turns out nothing.
Nobody can give them to me.
Yesterday to me have told, that it is necessary for me about 850 dollars that I could arrive to you if I do all. To me explained, that it is better to me to make out all by means of agency which is engaged in such trips. I descended there. To me have told, that any travel should begin with documents. They will prepare me for interview, will make all papers and will explain as how to do. Official registration of papers at them cost of 710 dollars. Richard I need to make out the medical inquiry (20 dollars) because to the sick person do not allow to travel to other country. I am absolutely healthy also I can receive the inquiry from hospital. Then it is necessary to make out the inquiry from police (20 dollars) because to the criminal do not allow to travel to other country too. Richard I not the criminal and consequently I will receive this inquiry without problems. At my musical school I need to issue the inquiry on incomes (15 dollars). It would be necessary that in embassy to your country in Moscow the inspector knew, that I have good and stable work. In my city I need to pay taxes (110 dollars) and then I can receive the passport in my city (60 dollars). With these documents I can go to Moscow what to receive the visa in embassy of your country. I learnt concerning my travel to Moscow. It is better to me to go by train because it is more favourable and it is economic. Travel cost by train - 150 dollars. And I need to live in hotel in Moscow 3 days, that I could receive the visa. Hotel cost - 155 dollars. I will address in embassy and I will pass interview. Visa cost makes - 150 dollars. The total cost of all my expenses will make - 710 dollars. I do not know, how papers in my country are long made, but I will try to receive more information on it. Well?
I love you and I wish to be with you, but it is very a shame to me.
Unfortunately I have no such means for travel to you. It is very a shame to me to write to you about my problems. Forgive...
Forgive me my love Richard. To me I am heavy and sick also I do not know what to do further, but I suffer, because in heart still there lives hope, that soon it is all will end also we will be again happy!!!
For me the main thing what to be with you. In your embraces. Richard it is all that is necessary for me. Not important where. The Most important thing - that we with you would be together. I know, that should not write my letters with grief, after all they are reflexion of soul, feelings. But now I cannot constrain my emotions.
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!
Yours and only your loving and gentle Ekaterina cried

Letter 27

Hello My Love Richard!!! All the day long I thought of you. I thought of us with you. I was afraid, that your feelings will cool down and there will come a severe reality. I was afraid, that I will not receive your letter. Therefore I very much worried, when went to library. My darling Richard you has written to me and I read your gentle lines. In them I feel your care and it is very important for me now. It would be desirable to inform you, that today I addressed again in agency. There I set it some questions. I asked them as long they legalise papers necessary for my travel to you. To me have told that term of registration of the documentation makes from 2 till 3 weeks. You represent the favourite? If we now can pay agency services be already fast we can together. Likely it only my dreams. But I very much love you Richard and to me is very sad without you. You know, again and again I represent us together. I represent our life, our happy life. I wish to make you the happiest man in this world Richard! You not against!? I only want, that you would be happy Richard...
I have written down your telephone number and I will try to call you tomorrow. Well?
My darling Richard you know, that I very much love you and I miss. To me it is heavy and sad without you because I have presented my heart to you and now my heart is far from me. My heart is near to you. I only ask you, do not break my heart. It very fragile and it very much requires your protection, in your heat, in your love. Yes, I love you mine Richard. When I write these lines I would like to cry. I cry, because I cannot be near to you now. I cannot touch you... I cannot feel heat of your heart and aroma of your body. I cannot tell to you: "I Love you Richard" and I cannot hear mutual words. And I need to feel and hope only. Yes, I hope and I trust, because I love. I miss...

Letter 28

My love Richard. I have received your letters. I am grateful to you, that you do not forget about me. I could not write long time to you because I was in hospital. I laid in hospital with the big temperature. Now to my health that does not threaten. I regret, that could not answer your letters. I as wish to congratulate to you on the last holidays. I have decided to write this letter to you because any more has not found a way to express all feelings and emotions. You perfectly know, how long I waited such man as you. You my ideal and I are ready to be ready to do anything for the sake of you. Nobody can be compared to your courage, bravery and kindness.
I dream of that bottom, a code we remain with you together. In the evenings I imagine, as you take away me in a fine place where all exists only for us one. These hours will be the happiest for me. I wish to plunge into your embraces, to forget about all on light. To enjoy your presence. Your hands such strong and gentle when they touch me, I feel in safety. I wish to touch you again and again. To feel unforgettable sensations.
Richard you give me dreams. It is love. I feel, that we will be with you together for ever. This my desire, and I think of it always. Richard I love you, hear, I love. Most on light. Without you this world is not necessary to me, nobody is necessary to me. Only you one live in my heart. You unique, long-awaited. I cannot without you. Be always with me. And always remember that I forever only yours, that I very much, very strongly love you. Gently whole.
Your love Ekaterina

Letter 29

My Love Richard!!!!!!!
I received your letter and I am really happy. I understand that now us anything and who, cannot stop. You at all do not represent as me words are pleasant and about which you speak dreams to me. I know just all and will be. I wait for this instant and I know that you wait for it not less, and is possible even more. I love you Richard!!!!!
Richard today I addressed in bank in my city. In bank I asked, as they can help us. The worker in bank explained to me, that the bank does not accept means from other countries and the bank cannot help us. I was sad. In the last letter you have advised to address in firm Westerm unon. Richard I searched for firm westerm union in my city. Yes, it was possible to me to find this firm and I wish to inform you the address:
My address:
Russia,
city Salekhard,
Chkalov street 14,
Index: 629003
In this firm to me explained, that they can help us and I should use my Russian passport what to receive your help. To me explained, that I should know your full name, your address and control number. I wish to send you a copy of my Russian passport and I hope, that it will help you. I wish to inform you my full name: Ekaterina Gicloba. I hope, that this information will help you. Together we will live and with each new day only to strengthen ours with you love.... We have laid down the aim and we will reach it. The darling, you agrees with me?
Your dreams and desires, dement me... In good sense of this word. Now I as the lonely moon, and without you I really go mad. Has come, morning and the dawn has come, but you still are not present nearby.
As I wish to change the world. Why the time machine still is not thought up, why? I understand that it only my imagination. But I feel that should be with you... You understand me Richard? You are necessary to me Richard, you are very necessary to me... When I think of you, on my eyes tears are formed. I do not know that for tears it???? It would be desirable to think that it is pleasure tears, but I am am heated by conditions and thought that all of us yet together. All will be good I trust in it... Only your words can calm me now. Yes, certainly I trust in our meeting. But me your words are very important, love words... To me it is very heavy without you and only thought, that you wait for me, calms my thoughts. You are necessary to me Richard!!!!
Only for you and only yours Ekaterina... I listen to music and in each melody, I feel you. Washing heart sings now and it would would be desirable that so proceeded always. You understand me the darling? I with impatience will wait for your letter. I wish to hear from you only gentle and warm words. I love..., I love you!!!!
Yours, Ekaterina

Letter 30

Hello My Love Richard!!!!!!!!!
Again I enjoy your letter which you has sent to me today... I Re-read it both mentally again and again I represent you, I represent us together, I represent our love. The fine feeling has lodged in our hearts and fire which heats me burns. But it burns poorly because you are far from me. My love Richard I is grateful to you that you do not turn a back to me and do not turn a back to our love... It is very important for me. I trust in our love and you trust in our love too...
In the letter you have written, what have sent 2 cards on post system?
Unfortunately I did not receive your parcel. Tomorrow, I will address in post office and to ask about your parcel. I hope, that your parcel is in post office. Whether you ask I will want to have the French surname? Yes, it will seems to me what to sound excellently - Ekaterina P. Degagne. You with me agree?
Thanks you for all the darling!!! I believe, that we are born one for another and the love lives in ours hearts. I love you my darling Richard and I hope, that you correctly will understand me in my letter... It is very important for me wash the darling. I love you!!!
Yours and only yours Ekaterina

Letter 31

My Love Richard!!!!!!
You my pleasure and happiness... I again with you. It is remarkable day. It would be desirable to sing with happiness!!! Favourite, I received your gentle letter. I love you and I understand. It would be desirable to understand to you more and more. With each new day, we really become more close. Our dream, we with you a meeting very soon will take place. We understand it now...
My days without you and in separations, are given not easily for me.
It is very difficult for knowing that possibilities to see you personally like and not to have you. I know be just fast we can together... Your words as a medicine. Yes, I understand that you have entrusted me your heart. I as well as you am completely open for you... Only so we can build and strengthen our love. So should be always. It would be desirable to be near to you, cares of you. To be the good mistress for you. To me it is not important where and how to live, the most important thing for me, that you always would be a number. You understand me the darling? Richard I am grateful to you for all that you do. I love you!!!! With impatience I wait for your answer...
Your gentle and loving, Ekaterina

Letter 32

My Love Richard!!!!!!!
I received your letter and I am really happy. I understand that now us anything and who, cannot stop. You at all do not represent as me words are pleasant. Today I talked to my mum. Know that my mum already feels and you say that a part of our family. You understand it? It means, that my mum respects you... I wait for our meeting. I wait for this instant and I know that you wait for it not less, and is possible even more. I love you Richard!!!!! Together we will live and with each new day only to strengthen ours with you love.... We have laid down the aim and we will reach it. The darling, you agrees with me? Richard I have received your help today and tomorrow I will address in agency.
Tomorrow we will start to legalise papers. Thus in 3 weeks we will be together. My darling you has sent me 2000 dollars? My darling Richard I am grateful to you for your help, but I required only 710 dollars for official registration of papers. I will spend other part of your help for ticket purchase to you. I do not know how many the air ticket for flight in your country will cost, but I think that your help awakes enough. You speak about luggage. I will not take a lot of luggage with me and I will take only one bag. I am glad that your trip in Jacksonville has passed well. I smile when at you good mood. I smile, when I see you happy. Richard, you ask that I wanted on Sacred Valentine? The most important thing for me this day to be near to you.
Gifts are not necessary to me, jewelry are not necessary to me. I require your attention. If in the Valentine's day you is near to me all the day it will be the greatest gift for me.
When I think of you, on my eyes tears are formed. I do not know that for tears it???? It would be desirable to think that it is pleasure tears, but I am am heated by conditions and thought that all of us yet together. All will be good I trust in it... Only your words can calm me now. Yes, certainly I trust in our meeting. But me your words are very important, love words... To me it is very heavy without you and only thought, that you wait for me, calms my thoughts. You are necessary to me Richard!!!!
Only for you and only yours Ekaterina

Letter 33

My Love Richard!!!!!!!
I received your letter. Now I know that at you all well and this main thing for me. I miss and I want to you Richard.... You speak me beautiful and gentle words, to me it is very pleasant from thought that on other end of the world, me love and wait. Thanks you for all... There Pass days and seconds fly by, with each new day we all become closer and closer one to another. We Would be desirable to think that with you a meeting, will occur already very soon. I cannot put my feelings into words, I do not wish to speak, I wish to feel you. You understand me the darling? My Love Richard today I addressed in agency and we have started to make our papers. I gave all your money to agency and in agency to me explained, that in 3 weeks all my documents will be issued. Thus Richard in 3 weeks we with you can be together. I was in very good mood. In agency to me have explained, that this week the inquiry on incomes, the medical inquiry will be ready the inquiry from police. I will necessarily send you copies of these inquiries as soon as I will receive. As in agency have told, that after registration of inquiries the passport for travel abroad will be ready. I am very happy Richard. To me till now it is not believed, that already soon we can embrace each other and our lips will meet in the hottest kiss.
I understand that we together, should build our happiness and ours with you love. It would be desirable to be the assistant for you, in all your undertakings. I want and I wish it. You understand me? We still very many should make together. It is possible to continue to speak about it infinitely, you agree Richard?
Again and again I speak to you about it... The Most important thing that at us is present desire and aspiration, and it is very important... I understand that else an instant and we will be together. I hope that it really soon will occur. Richard you at all do not represent as my mum is happy. I already said to you, that she as the small child and rejoices for me, it is not less than I!!! It is a lot of for it means. Thought that I can soon feel you and touch, does not give me rest now... Wait for me favourite, only wait... With impatience I Will wait for your letter. I love you Richard!
Your loving, Ekaterina

Letter 34

My Love Richard!!!!!!!
I have received your letters. I love you!!!! You help our meeting and I am grateful to you for all that you have made... I understand that it is necessary to wait yet a lot of time, I really understand all.
Only it would not would be desirable that our meeting was tightened for weeks. I wish to be with you, as soon as possible. Here all that is necessary for me now. Richard it is very pleasant to me to read your warm words about my family and certainly I will transfer to my family your wishes. Richard I will be glad to transfer your warm wishes for my mum and I am assured, that to my mum it will be very pleasant. Thanks you for warm and good words about my father. It is very important for me. You ask about tickets. But I do not know exact date of my flight to you because I only have started to legalise papers. But in the near future I will necessarily inform you. I wish to send you a copy of my contract with agency. You ask about cost and I have paid 710 dollars for documents in agency. I think, that your money will be enough for purchase of tickets.
Only your words now and your gentle letters, help me to think only of the good... You are able to calm me and I like it. In each your word I feel your care. We with you do not ask much, we only need to be together and to love!!! You agree with me Richard? It again morning in my country and I here, for you... Each new day, reminds of last bottom. Favourite, I have already started to be confused in days. You understand me? I cannot normally work, all my thoughts now only about you... My love, I with impatience will wait for your letter. I love you and you always in my heart. For a second do not forget about it. I miss.
Yours and only yours, Ekaterina

Letter 35

Hello My Love Richard!!!!!!!!
I as always, receive your letters, letters of tenderness of understanding and love. Thanks you for all Richard. Yes, I nevertheless understand what be fast we can together and it is already solved. You are necessary to me and I feel your love to me. It is very important for me.
Richard I would want that you always were happy. You understand me Richard? All is good and for the sake of that we would be together, I am ready on the most mad acts. All only for you... I love and I wait, I wait for the moment of ours with you of a meeting. The most remarkable instants in our lives, we will test together. You are necessary to me!!!! Yes, a waiting time now, this test of my character and patience. But I know that I will pass this test because I understand, you wait for me and this main thing... To me it is difficult without you and I would not know that I have made, if did not feel your support. Only thanks to you and your diligence ours with you the meeting becomes a reality. The most sweet and desired reality. You agree with me the darling? It would be desirable to love you and to be with you. We have tested great feeling together!!!!! Our love and ours with you feelings, only have amplified and have increased greatly force. I am happy that the destiny has acquainted us!!!
I as think that we already should be together and love one another...
Already it is time, time has already come... I love you, you love me and this main thing. I finish my letter and with impatience I will wait for your answer. You are necessary to me Richard!!!!
Your loving, Ekaterina

Letter 36

My Love Richard!!!!!!!!!!!
I here and I again yours... When we with you read and we write one another letters, I feel that you nearby. You as feel it Richard?
Favourite, I do not think I know now that the love through distance is real and soon we will be convinced of it... It would be desirable to present to you the world and paradise on this earth. I understand that to you, there is no I, as you are very necessary to me and your love.
Today I addressed in agency and I have received inquiries. I wish to send you copies of inquiries. In agency me ask about tickets. But I do not know the airport name in your country. You can inform me the airport name in your country in which you can meet me? To me only explained, that approximate cost of tickets will make 1250 dollars and we should to start reflect on tickets for our meeting. Next week I will prepare for interview and I will receive my passport for travel abroad.
Richard today to us there came my grandmother. I was very glad to meet her because has very much become bored of her. She has embraced me and... You know its first question? She has asked about our relations with you! I said, that we love one another and we aspire to our meeting! The grandmother, has told that at us the present and strong love and wished our of good luck. You understand it the darling, that all my relatives wish us with you only love and understanding. It would be desirable to think what nevertheless be fast we can together and enjoy love. You wish it Richard? I know that certainly you want and wish it...
We wish ours with you of a meeting and we would want that everything, happens so. All means and will be... Favourite I will finish my letter. I with impatience will wait for your answer. I love you Richard!!!!!
Your most gentle, Ekaterina

Letter 37

My Love Richard!!!!!
I again and again enjoy your words and your thoughts, on ours with you the future. My darling Richard, I do not know why you do not receive my letters. Probably in it the reason distance between our countries. I send you this letter with hope that you will receive it. I very much like a way to which you are able to express yours washed and I will not get tired to repeat to you it. I certainly understand that, English language, it is that language on which you speak... I as try, but it is obvious at me not always correctly it turns out to express my feelings. Only it would be desirable to tell to you, that you loyally would concern my words. I think that sometimes I write about what should not write. I doubt and I make the decision. You understand Richard? But all is nonsense, in comparison with that we test one to another. You agree with me favourite? My favourite, yesterday I addressed in agency and gave your help. I will receive my tickets tomorrow and I will necessarily send you the information on flight and a ticket copy. I informed in agency the airport name in your country.
I only hope, that you can meet me at the airport in your country. I have received your photo today and my heart is filled with heat.
Days without you, as test of ours with you of love... But I know that we with you does not need to be tested love, it is already tested and confirmed by feelings. You agree with me Richard? It is cloudy day in my city and only your letter and your words, do my day more brightly. You as a ray of a sunlight and it so... I would like to look after you and to caress you. I know that you would make for me too. Most. I correctly argue? Richard I do not doubt at all it. It is possible to say much that we test. But when I speak tenderness words in your party, my desire to be with you increases in thousand times... You understand me the darling? I wish to be with you and I trust that all and will be.
Let all will be so... I love you Richard!!!!! Sometimes I think that you have got tired of my words. Tell to me that it not so. Tell that you wish to hear words which I speak you... All only for you and for ours with you of love. I wish to feel and caress you now. It would be desirable to wake up with you, but I on former still one and you was not present nearby. To me it becomes bad from thought that all of us yet together. Well. All will be good... Richard I with impatience will wait for your gentle letters. They are important for me and you understand it!!!
Kisssssssseesss
Your babe, Ekaterina

Letter 38

This day comes to an end. This comes to an end weekend. New thoughts and new emotions. And tomorrow - Tuesday... My darling, my favourite, my dear Richard, you worry. I am very guilty to you. Forgive me, I have not told to you that in the days off the library does not work. I could not send you to you the letter. Today I before have come to library somewhat quicker to write to you the letter. I send you a copy of the ticket and a route on which I will depart to you.
Route: Moscow - Tallahassee (Florida) - Moscow

Flight Moscow (DME) - Dusseldorf (DUS):
Airline: Air Berlin (AB)
Flight number: AB8395
Departure: 29.01.2013 17:25, from Domodedovo (DME)
Arrival: 29.01.2013 17:55, in Dusseldorf Arpt (DUS)

Flight Dusseldorf (DUS) - Miami (Florida) (MIA):
Airline: Air Berlin (AB)
Flight number: AB7000
Departure: 30.01.2013 09:05, from Dusseldorf Arpt (DUS)
Arrival: 30.01.2013 13:40, in Miami Intl (MIA)

Flight of Miami (Florida) (MIA) - Tallahassee (Florida) (TLH):
Airline: American Airlines (AA)
Flight carries out: American Airlines (AA)
Flight number: AA3454
Departure: 30.01.2013 16:35, from Miami Intl (MIA)
Arrival: 30.01.2013 18:00, in Tallahassee Municipal (TLH)

Flight of Tallahassee (Florida) (TLH) - Miami (Florida) (MIA):
Airline: Air Berlin (AB)
Flight carries out: American Airlines (AA)
Flight number: AB4612
Departure: 16.07.2013 13:20, from Tallahassee Municipal (TLH)
Arrival: 16.07.2013 14:45, in Miami Intl (MIA)

Flight of Miami (Florida) (MIA) - Dusseldorf (DUS):
Airline: Air Berlin (AB)
Flight number: AB7001
Departure: 16.07.2013 15:55, from Miami Intl (MIA)
Arrival: 17.07.2013 06:50, in Dusseldorf Arpt (DUS)

Flight Dusseldorf (DUS) - Moscow (DME):
Airline: Air Berlin (AB)
Flight number: AB8394
Departure: 17.07.2013 08:30, from Dusseldorf Arpt (DUS)
Arrival: 17.07.2013 13:50, in Domodedovo (DME)
How you have spent the weekend? I have perfectly spent these weekends.
I went in village to the grandmother and the grandfather. We with the grandfather went to wood to go by skis. I very much liked to go by skis even in cold weather. My grandfather sent you regards.
Streets have plunged into darkness in my city and only lampposts shine road. Richard you can describe your evening city? Richard I would like to spend this evening with you in your embraces. Our love always will be near to us. And with each new day our love will amplify only. You agree with me?
I love you Richard!!!
I will write to you tomorrow and now I need to go. Well?
I miss you Richard...
Yours and only yours Ekaterina

Letter 39

My Lovely Richard!!!!!!!!!!!!
I came to library and had possibility to receive your letter. I know that you always think of me... Favourite I as always think of you and about ours with you to a meeting. Let all of us yet together, but very soon we will be, we will be together. I trust. I very much wish and I wait for this instant. I love you for all and your words, they are pleasant to me! I wish to give you my caress, love and my care. All it waits for us ahead... We are expected only by the light future and we will aspire to it. I correctly argue Richard? I always with you, let only still mentally. But I with you. You feel it Richard?
Let now we cannot be together, today, tomorrow, but already very soon... I know... And all of us will be together. Only then we can tell that all Finish, this Finish will be new Start, in our joint life. All and will be also we live now these thoughts. Yes, to be final to me very much it would be desirable with you already and now, but I perfectly understand all... Not the simple world also it is impossible to take It always, not giving that in replacements. I think that I correctly argue now... Nevertheless the main thing it that we understand one another. I am assured that you will agree with me. I with impatience will wait for your letter and your new thoughts. Be fast we can together and only the thought on the future does my day more perfectly. You are necessary to me.
Always only yours, Ekaterina

Letter 40

My Lovely Richard I am glad to receive your letter today. I waited for it. You know, I thought of your letter much. I represented, that you will write to me and here now I read your lines, your thoughts.
Mine Richard you became a part of my heart, my soul. You became an integral part of my life. I even more often dream about you and in my dreams I see us together, I see our love. When you near to me all world seems colourful and bright. And I am afraid to wake up. I am afraid, because you are not present near to me. I search for you, but I can not find, because thousand kilometres separate us and our love.
Richard for any time I have got used to you. For any time you became a part of my life. Every morning I wake up with your name on lips and I fall asleep with thought on you. I think of you my gentle Richard. I miss... I love you.

Letter 41

Hello my love my sun Richard!!!
Richard today in my city it is snowing. In January always there is a lot of snow. We name - a snowfall of January. Children in the street build snow locks. Play with snow. My darling Richard, you speak that at your brother a grief. I hope shortly at it all it will be good. Richard, I have come today home and on my soul became so melancholy. I looked my picture album. I looked photos of my childhood. I always look a picture album when on my soul of rest is not present. I looked photos and thought of you. As it would be good, if we now are together. You would embrace me and have warmed the body. Favourite, you do not suffice me. I looked at photos and thought of the life. In my life there was you and I am ready to divide the life with you. I love you.
To me it is very bad without you. Richard I know, that soon we will together and we will have our picture album. I love.... I love.... I love.....
Yours and only your Ekaterina

Letter 42

Hello My Love Richard!!!!!!
Today Friday in my city and tomorrow I will leave to Moscow. Tomorrow my family will see off me on station and I will go to Moscow by train.
You know, I very much worry right now because I never was in Moscow and it is very big city.
You know, today I went along the street cities and I have seen the man near a stop. In his hands there was a violin and he played sad melodies. It were very beautiful pieces of music. Of them I could learn some, because it is products of the well-known musical composers. I heard its some melodies for the first time. I stood and listened. It seemed, that this violinist wishes to tell about the life through these melodies. He wishes to show the soul. Also plays very sadly and slowly. As if the soul cries as this violin. But people do not hear it. They pass by also stops nobody. All somewhere hurry up, hasten. Why? Why we have ceased to appreciate beauty round us? In musical conservatories and theatres people spend many money what to hear pieces of music of the well-known composers. But today the violinist played these products near a stop and nobody heard them.
Why? It is tragedy of a modern society. We have ceased to appreciate beauty round us.
I only wish to tell, that I will always appreciate and respect our love. I will always preserve our gentle and warm feelings. I love you Richard and I will always love you. I miss you and I trust. I believe, that we will be together. Richard we should be together because we love one another. You agree with me? Now I need to go, but I will wait for your letter and I hope, that you will write to me soon. I will wait...
I love you...
Yours and only your Ekaterina

Letter 43

My Love Richard today very intense day because today I leave to Moscow.
This very disturbing event for me because I never travelled earlier. I only hope, that you can meet me at the airport in your country. You know, my family sees off me. My family and my girlfriends wait for me at station right now. I have come running in library and I write you the letter. I only want, that you would not worry. I hope, that you have good day. My family and my girlfriends transfer you the warmest wishes and they wish us with you strong and strong love. I love you Richard and soon we will together.
I have collected all my documents and tickets. Soon we will together Richard!!!!!
Tomorrow I will arrive to Moscow and I will try to write to you tomorrow. I hope, that you will wait my letter.
I love you Richard!!!!!!
Yours and only yours Ekaterina

Letter 44

Richard I have just arrived to Moscow. I am very tired, because it there was a difficult trip. I slept in a train a little and I constantly thought of you. In a train I have got acquainted with the woman. This woman lives in my city and we together went to Moscow. I never saw it in my city. But I was very glad to get acquainted. She is the kind and decent woman. We talked to it much and I spoke about you and about our love. I said, that I plan to fly to America. The woman very much was surprised, but she has wished us with you the big and strong love.
Soon we will together Richard and I consider hours to our meeting. In Moscow it is dark right now and I need to go on these evening streets to hotel. Tomorrow I will receive the visa. I very much worry. But I know, that I will receive the visa and we will together soon. We will connect our love and we will be the finest pair in this world. Richard I thank destiny, that the destiny has acquainted us with you. Now I have nothing to ask from destiny because the destiny has presented to me the most gentle and warmest gift - Love! I am very happy. Yes, we far one from another right now. But even two days and we will be together!
I need to go, because in Moscow already late. Tomorrow I will receive the visa and I will try to write to you. I love you!!!!!!!
Yours and only yours Ekaterina

Letter 45

My Lovely Men and My Sun Richard I wish to inform you very pleasant news! Richard I have received the visa! You represent!!!??? I have received the visa today and now we with you can be together. It was very mad day! In the morning I went to embassy. I long sat in a corridor. Then me caused in an office and I passed interview. To me set many different questions! I am very glad, that the agency prepared me for this interview and these questions in embassy were not difficult for me. I answered many questions and I filled various forms and questionnaires. The inspector in embassy was very polite with me.
It was in a solid black suit, in a white shirt and had a dark blue tie. We talked in English and he has been very surprised. He said, that there are not enough people in Russia talk in English. Richard then it left also I one sat. After that it has approached to me and asked to undersign for forms. I put my signature and then it gave me the visa. Richard I have the visa!!! I am very happy now! It is difficult to me to transfer you my emotions! But likely you feel them in my letter!
I love you Richard and soon we with you will together!!! Tomorrow I will take off to you and we can connect our love! We will be the finest pair in this world! I love you Richard!!!
Now I wish to go on the Red Area! People say, that the Red Area is heart of my country! I never was on the Red Area and consequently I wish to go there. You not against!? Richard I will necessarily tell to you about it in my following letter. Well? It is very a pity that I have no camera with myself. I very much would like to make a photo in capital of the country. I am very happy now! I smile also my heart knocks very quickly! I love you Richard!!! Now nobody can stop us with you and our love! Together we have overcome these tests and we could connect our love! Tomorrow our life will change also I know, that it will be very pleasant, warm and sweet changes in our life! Richard I always will be near to you and only with you! I never will leave you and I will always hold your hand in my hand! I love you Richard!!!
I will write to you later! Well!?
Yours and only yours Ekaterina

Letter 46

My Love Richard I again in the Internet of cafe and I again write you my letter. In each my word I try to place a part of my love, our love! I love you Richard and I know, that you love me too! I am very happy, that tomorrow we with you will be together. I very much wait our meeting! I very much miss you! Tomorrow our life will change! You know, that I never flied. Today I looked as planes fly up! I represented, that tomorrow I will fly by this plane to you mine Richard! Likely I will worry very much! But it is not terrible! The most important thing - we will be together! I only wish to ask you. Richard it is very responsible act in our life. You are assured, what you wish to see me in your country? You are assured, what you wish to have a joint life with me?
I only worry, that you doubt and consequently I ask you about it. And if you are not assured, I will return you all your money. If you doubt and if you do not wish to see me together with you I will send you all your money back to you and we will cancel our meeting. You only understand me correctly please. I am assured of my feelings and I am assured of my love. I know, that I love you and my heart belongs to you. But I want, that you would be assured of it too. And if you doubt, tell to me about it and I will cancel my start to you and I will send you all your money back. Well? I only ask you to be sincere with me because it is very serious act in our life. I love you and you know about it. But what speak you your feelings?
Richard I went on the Red Area. I walked on the Red Area and it is very beautiful. Yes, now I understand, that this heart of Russia - the Red Area! I listened as a chiming clock sounds. I saw the Mausoleum. You represent? Lenin's mausoleum - the main sight of Moscow after the Kremlin. The mausoleum is on the Red area at a southern wall of the Kremlin under the Senatorial tower.
My love Richard this my last letter for you and tomorrow letters will be not necessary to us! We will be together and we will constantly talk to you on the most various themes! I will tell to you more about culture and history of my country! And you will tell in more details about your country and culture! You not against? I will caress you Richard and I will make you the happiest man in this world. You will be only mine and I will be only yours! Our first night, our passionate love! Richard at the airport I will present to you our first kiss and I will jump in your embraces! I know, that you will strongly and strong embrace me and I will feel palpation of your heart! I very much want, that you would feel palpation of my heart too! Richard I love you!!!
Yours and only yours Ekaterina

Letter 47

.... Simply I want it will be uttered... Tears still flow on cheeks.... It is very heavy, as though someone has severely selected a part me, a heart part, a soul part... I do not know that now to me occurs... RICHARD I LOVE YOU!!! I love for your tenderness, for undestanding, for thoughts. I love you for your kindness, responsiveness, softness... But now to me it is very sad and lonely...
Richard I do not know as you it is all to tell. Well... I will speak you all from the very beginning. I have gone to the airport today and there I was waited by bad news. Richard it is very difficult to me to select words. Forgive... I was registered and at customs I was stopped by the inspector. He said to me, that I should have enough of cash or non-cash money what to fly to your country. I have been very surprised, anybody did not speak to me about it earlier. Richard I could not think at all that there can be such rule. I the truth did not know about it!!!!!! To me have told that that have entered this rule because of recent act of terrorism at the airport in Moscow. It is tragedy became the present shock for the Russian society. The international terror. The terrorism denies value of a human life. It spreads fear and hatred. It prevents to improve our world.
Unfortunately any state in the world is not insured from terror. There are no universal recipes of struggle against this harm. Richard after that act of terrorism at all airports at customs have entered a rule, that each citizen of the Russian Federation is obliged to have at itself cash. It will confirm, that I seriously am going to depart to your country and I am going to live in your country. Besides me have told that that have entered this rule because of that that some people leave there and start to steal there, the vagabond and to be engaged in protitution because they have no money for a life. I explained to them, that I am not the terrorist and I will live at you that we love one another that I will live at you and no money will be necessary for me, but at customs to me has told that that a rule exist for all and the law does not do any exceptions. I begged the inspector, I explained it that that we with you should be together and I not the terrorist, but they do not listen to me and speak me only one that rules exist for all. I love you Richard and I very much wish to be with you, but I do not know what to do. Each minute in separation from you seems the eternity, each memoirs - a pain, each letter - the hope, each separate thought - nonsense, and each breath - the last. Heart does not hear my reason, it is muffled by my grief. My heart knocks only in hope, that we will be together and fades at everyone memoirs on you. It is all pursues me and forces to consider every second in separation from you. Richard you are far... What to tell, if words are not present? What to make, if there is no possibility to arrive to you? How to breathe, if heart does not fight? The soul has not died, it has fallen asleep and has plaintively moaned that you are not present near to me and you are far from me. I am afraid to lose you...
To me it is very heavy and terrible here in the big city, I feel helpless and silly. Richard, I did not think that that I should be informed you such bad news. I thought that that all behind and before us there are no barriers more. Richard, it seems to me that I deliver you only problems, it is very heavy to me to realise it. I feel myself very guilty to you. Richard to me it is very bad, I cry at this time and me so painfully that that it not happiness and pleasure tears, and tear of bitterness and the big error. I do not know that to us to do Richard!!!! The size of the sum which should be together with my visa of 2900 dollars, and still necessary 65 dollars for registration of papers. 2965 dollars would be necessary that I could be with you. My love I do not know where to me to take such money. All that at me remains it only 184 dollars. I explained that at customs that with me happens nothing in other country and I am not the terrorist, but they speak that that rules would exist that them to carry out, instead of to stand and not to persuade them! They have told that that it is not meaningful. And that what to stand to persuade them what to avoid these rules, simply waste of time. Richard, I thought that that all will be wonderful, but now I have a problem, I do not know as me it to solve. I very much very much wish to be only with you. I all would give what to be with you. It is a pity nothing to me for the sake of our happiness. Richard only together we will be happy. I have got tired to suffer and I wish to be happy and to do you by the happiest man in this world. I have got tired to live suffering. Richard, I love you my sun!!!! Richard, I understand you that that to you very difficult to help me especially for such short time. But as soon as I will arrive to you I at once I will give you this money. I need to show only their presence and to prove at customs that that I can live in your country.
This money will not be spent. I will show them at customs and they will be with me during my flight to you. Otherwise I cannot be onboard the plane and I cannot take off to you my sun. I any more do not know that to me to do. I am in full confusion!!! If you can that help us. I very much wish to be only with you, I wish to be with you for ever. I wish to become your wife and to be always with you nearby. But I do not know that to us to do. I do not know as us it is possible to leave this position. Richard, I will not spend this money, I will need to show only them and when I will arrive to you I at once I will give to you them. Richard, I do not understand as us further to be, I very much very much wish to be with you. My life without you is not necessary to me!
I want to you Richard, my love. That is very a pity to me that so it has turned out. It is very a shame to me before you Richard! Damned terrorism. Tragedy of the modern world. Murder of defenceles people, children, women, old men - who can give such orders? Madness and hatred has lodged in their hearts. Can be at them there is no heart?
Because of this harm we with you cannot be together now. The god it the judge. I only trust. I believe, that it will not stop us and our love. I hope that that you will have time to receive my letter. Richard, I very much worry, I hope that that you can help us my love. At me all body shivers, I write you this letter shivering hands, my heart is covered with blood. To me it is very sick, Richard that I deliver you so much problems. Richard, I love, I love you and I wish to speak you it eternally!!! Richard, forgive me my love!!!! I very strongly wish to be with you!!!! I would want that we were happy. I wait for your letter.
I LOVE YOU RICHARD!!!!
Ekaterina

Letter 48

Forgive... Forgive me my love Richard. I do not know what to tell to you. It is very a shame to me. Forgive, that I cannot arrive to you right now. Forgive, that I cannot be near to you right now. I suffer from a pain, but I continue to love. I through tears and sufferings continue to love you, I continue to think of you and to miss. I continue to draw your image, your eyes and your lips. To me it is very sad also a pain it is intolerable. Such pain which was not familiar to me earlier. It seemed to me earlier, that in a life all so is simple, is achievable. It is necessary to try only and all will be as you will want. Only something has suddenly changed, and I have understood - all differently.
My love Richard I has come today to the airport and I tried to fly to you, but at the airport cash at a rate of 2965 dollars has asked to show me. To me have told, that this sum of money should have at itself each citizen of the Russian Federation and to it obliges a rule at customs which preserves citizens in other country. I tried to argue and I tried to speak about you. But at customs to me have told, that this rule have entered after act of terrorism and to argue senselessly. I do not know now, that to me to do. I wish to be with you, but I do not know, how it is possible. I only need to show this sum at customs at the airport. I will not spend these means and they will be with me in the plane. You will meet me at the airport in your country and I will return you all these means. But I have no such sum of money and I do not know now, that to me to do.
Richard my heart is ill also to me alone without you. I much now would give to appear nearby though for a minute... But you are very far from me right now and my heart is ill. All around as though has stopped. I anywhere do not hasten any more, I to what I do not aspire. My soul as if has fallen asleep and only emptiness round me. Forgive... Forgive me my love. I only try to find a way out of this situation, but it is impossible to me. I do not know, that to me to do. To me it is very heavy now. Richard you only do not throw me. I very much ask you. Richard do not throw...
Richard I love you all heart and all soul.
Richard I am afraid to lose you...
Yours Ekaterina

Letter 49

Day... Night... All has mixed up. In eyes only a fog. Yes, I am guilty in many respects. I am guilty, that because of me we cannot be together right now. I the silly girl and I cause you a pain.
Forgive... I did not want... I do not want... Forgive. What I still can tell? Yes, I silly and you can be angry with me. But I love you. I love you all heart and all soul. You and only you for ever. And if we cannot be together, I will always love you. But is not present... I have not correctly written to you. We will be together. Richard we should be together. We necessarily will together Richard!!!! For the sake of our love... For the sake of our future... We should be together and we should not surrender. We should not lower a hand. We should struggle and battle for our love. Our love cannot die. It is immortal and while my heart knocks - I will love you. And when my heart will stop - my love will live. Our love will be stored by those people who know us with you and they will say, that we with you the most enamoured people both our love the strong and warm. I trust... I sincerely believe, that we will prove to everything, that our love is immortal. You understand me? Richard, I very much want, that you would understand me. My darling I went to the airport and learnt about tickets. Employees of the airport have explained to me, that I will receive new tickets with the nearest date a start in your country. I will not need to pay for new tickets. I will receive new tickets for the airline account. But I can receive these tickets, only after to a smog to show money at customs. To me explained, that I need to show cash at a rate of 2965 dollars and it is the law. It is the law and each citizen of the Russian Federation should have at itself cash what to fly to other country.
Richard you are far from me. But you in my heart. I understand, that thousand kilometres separate us, but it not the occasion to surrender.
No... Our life is a struggle and we should struggle for our love. We should protect and preserve this great feeling which was presented to us by the God. Yes, before us test. But we should overcome it. It is last boundary and ahead only our happiness. It is last barrier and ahead our meeting. I wish to be with you. I wish to love you. I wish to love and be favourite. We have deserved this love and now we cannot surrender.
For the sake of us with you, for the sake of our love. Last test. I understand, that it is difficult. I understand. But... Richard I love you!!!

Letter 50

All night long I could not fall asleep. I could not fall asleep because of this nightmare and horror. Why the life sometimes so is not fair? Why sometimes the life so is severe? There was only one step for our happy joint life and now this test has fallen to our shoulders.
The destiny checks us. The destiny checks force of our love. But I will not surrender. I never will lower my hands. For the sake of our love and for the sake of our happiness I will struggle. I love you and I very much miss you. I love you and to me is very sick without you.
But I will not surrender. And be never possible we can together. But I never will turn a back to our love. And I never will turn a back to you Richard. I will always love you Richard. My darling today I will address in firm Money Gram and I will receive your help. This firm yet does not work also they really open at 9 o'clock. I will necessarily inform you as soon as I will receive your help.
I am very tired right now. In my country morning. All night long I have stayed in it the cafe Internet. I do all it only for the sake of you. I do all it only for the sake of our love. I love you Richard.
Forgive me, that we not together right now. I am very guilty to you.
And it is very a shame to me...
Forgive...

Letter 51

My Love Richard I addressed in firm Money Gram and tried to receive your help. Employees of firm have explained to me, that for reception of your help your acknowledgement is necessary. You should contact firm Money Gram in your city and to confirm your transfer. My darling Richard today I looked again, how planes fly up. I looked, how these huge iron birds rise in air and fly to other countries. During this moment certainly I thought of you. I thought of us with you and I thought of our future. I love you and I aspire to you. I aspire to our love and I believe, that we can soon connect our feelings. I looked at these planes and I admired with them. How these iron birds can rise in top?
How it works?
What force helps the plane not to fall on the earth? What speed the plane should have what not to fall? How all this system works? Richard it is a lot of questions and few answers. And only one desire - to be with you. I never flied earlier and consequently I worry. I represent, as I rise in the sky and my heart starts to knock faster. I represent, as I look at our earth from huge height as the plane penetrates clouds as these huge engines as these wings cut air roar. Yes, it is surprising. Richard look at the sky. Look at these planes and present please, that I am in this plane which lands in your airport. I believe, that it will be fast also we will be together. I love you Richard!!!!

Letter 52

My Love Richard again and again I think of you. To think of you is my hobby because you live in my heart. Favourite mine, I have received your letters. I do not understand why to us prevent to be together.
Richard in your letter you write to me about scamming. Richard, people always spoke something, speak and will speak. I respect people who work in Money Gram in your city. I never saw these people and I know nothing about them, but I respect them because they try to care of you. But they does not know me. They does not know my feelings and my desires. They only know, that there are many transfers between the different countries and different cities. But they does not know, that I love you. If they knew me and my love they never would tell bad about me. I do not abuse these people. I wish to respect them because they try to protect you and to help you. The love washing, I is grateful to you that you not looking at refusals of employees of firm try to find ways which can help to be to us together. I have received from you addresses of firms Western Union. I will search for them and I will find, I will necessarily find because I want that we were together. Now I in safety. I am in the airport. Do not worry about me, at the airport protection and militia which keep order in the airport work. My darling, I very much miss on you. Richard I think of you and I represent us together. I represent our morning. I will wake up in your embraces and our morning will begin with an easy kiss! I will kiss you, but I will not awake you. I silently will rise and I will go on kitchen. I will make to us a breakfast, a cup of hot coffee and orange juice. I will bring this is fished on a tray to you and I will put near a bed. Aroma of coffee will fill our room with a surprising smell. On a tray I will put a few jasmin or mint. Mint smell together with aroma of coffee will begin our day! Love Richard I will lay down to you in a bed and I will iron you. My hands will slide on your body.
You will open eyes and I will speak to you: "Good morning My Love Richard"!!!! You will smile also I will smile too. I will present to you one more morning kiss and you can take pleasure in aroma of my lips.
We will have breakfast in our bed and to laugh. I want, what so began every morning! I understand, that it is impossible. But probably everyone weekend? Richard that you think? In weekend we will go on the nature or to park. The person should be closer to the nature and the nature enriches an organism and health. Solar beams give vitamin D and it is very important for the person because vitamin D strengthens bones. I love you Richard and I constantly think of you. I think of you and I very much miss you. You - second half of my heart!!!

Letter 53

My sun Richard here at me on a hand, on a line palm. I know, that here there is a life line, a line of heart and a mind line. I in it do not understand anything, I am not able to read them. But if in them to believe, then on my palm it is possible to find my friends who shook hands with me. Here there are my strong experiences, my events. The big events have lain more deeply. Small events are not visible almost.
Somewhere here my children's dreams. Here my main decisions. Here even that to me to make was not possible. Here of what I am proud also that, for what is a shame to me. Richard look... Here my life... In these lines... And if to believe, that all these hyphens and lines are not casual, among them it is possible to find year, day and hour when I was born, my native city and my first steps, my parents, my first shy love, my sufferings and pleasures. My love Richard here people expensive to me, here affairs which on what forces have not sufficed to I have gone right also. Here it is possible to find me lived and even say, that among these lines there is a future. And if it so among these lines already there is you. I am not able to read these lines, but here I. Take these lines and take me for a hand... Richard take all my life and take all my love. Only do not break my heart. I wish to present to you my heart together with my love. I have received your help today. You have sent me 800 dollars. In firm Western Union have told to me, that it is last transfer which they could make for me. To me said, that there were any technical problems. To me explained, that now they cannot help to be to us together. To whom to me to address for reception of your help. Employees of firm have explained to me, that in these weekends all malfunctions will be eliminated. I hope, that it will not occupy long time. The darling, spent 100 dollars for hotel. Richard, I have rented a room in hotel. I hope you me you will not abuse for it. Favourite mine, today could take a shower and now I feel remarkably. Thanks!!!!! My love Richard in my life only one dream is you. I dream to be with you and I dream to present to you happiness. I love you Richard!!!!!!
Yours and only yours Ekaterina

Letter 54

Good morning!!!!! My love Richard I has woken up with thought on you and that soon we will together. I as thought of our first kiss. I very strongly love you and only you. Richard I as went today to the airport and asked phone to call you the dispatcher. But the dispatcher has given up to me and has advised to address in post office. I learnt the address of post office and I will call to you today. I addressed in the airport and I learnt concerning tickets. To me explained, that I can change tickets for any other date and I should not overpay. I should not hand over tickets because my old tickets will help me to get new tickets. My Love Richard today I addressed in firm western union and I asked about this situation. In firm western union to me explain, that it is I fault and I am not guilty in these incidents and problems. These are rules in firm western union. We with you addressed in this firm some times and consequently my full name gets to the black list. I am not guilty in it and the firm western union does not accuse me. In firm western union to me explained, that in the world it is a lot of people who are in this black list, but all these people are not guilty in it. The firm western union has technical problems right now and this black list becomes active. Therefore I cannot receive your help in this firm. I was sad. I was going to leave. The employee of firm has explained to me, that we should to try address in firm money gramme. I could receive your help of 800 dollars in this firm, therefore we should to try address this firm once again. My dear, I received your letters, but I do not know why you could not receive my letters. I am assured, that is fast to us it is not required to write each other. Very soon we can already be together.
Together we can carry out all our dreams. We will enjoy our love one to another. When I will arrive to you and I will see you I will run to you towards. I will embrace you and I will tell: "I love you Richard"!!!
Mine Richard I very strongly love you and only you. I am confident your love to me. I trust that we will be together for ever. I very strongly love you and only you. We had difficulties and we could overcome these difficulties. We have not surrendered and now we know, that our love one to another the strongest in this world. And we understand it and we feel it. The love does not have any borders. Richard we can prove all our love. I love you and only you.
Yours and only yours Ekaterina

Letter 55

Richard gradually the sun starts to leave for horizon. It leaves to you and I remain here. I remain again one and without you. This thought fills my soul with grief. Grief, again grief... I am very tired... The Continuous fog in a head. Millions various thoughts and it is difficult to transfer these thoughts in words. Only one thought the brightest - Love. I love you Richard. Whether my darling I addressed in the airport and learnt I can change date of stay in your country. The dispatcher has explained to me, that it than cannot help me and it is better to me to address in travel agency. I will learn in the nearest travel agency as they can help me. I will necessarily inform you on any information. Richard I understand, that you try any way to help us.
Richard if we could show this damned money we could be together at the airport. Damned money... Why they stir to us? Why all world depends on money? Why there are borders? Why??? It is difficult to find the answer to these questions and only hope continues to live in heart.
Hope in the happy future. Yes, I trust in our future and I trust in our love. I know, that we strong with you and we can overcome these stereotypes. We can overcome this last boundary. Last boundary and behind it only our happiness. I understand, that it very difficult and it is necessary to spend many forces. But I will not surrender. I am ready. You? Richard it is necessary to collect all our force in a fist and it is necessary to overcome this last test. Yes, to us it is heavy and difficult. Yes, likely you have got tired too. But I believe, that we will consult. I trust, because I love you Richard and I will always love you. With each new day my love amplifies. With each new day I love you more strongly. My heart is filled by passion of our love. But my heart now suffers without you. As if it compress in a vice. In the childhood I have pinched my finger in a vice in village. The grandfather has left a vice on a table. I was small and I understood nothing. I pressed a finger and I felt a pain. But now this pain is even stronger. This pain breaks off my heart and only my love does not allow my heart to be broken off. I am sorry about you Richard, that we cannot be together. Forgive... Forgive me Richard...
I hope, that you will write to me soon. I wait... I miss... I love you Richard!!!
Yours and only yours Ekaterina

Letter 56

My Love Richard today I addressed in firm moneygram and I tried to receive more information as you can help to be to us together. In firm moneygram to me have explained, that I can receive your help on a surname of my father. For this purpose I should issue the passport in which I should to use a surname of my father. It is written in the law of the Russian Federation in which specified, that any citizen of the Russian Federation has possibility to change a surname. A surname of my mum - Kesloba. And I took a surname of my mum - Kesloba. Richard I had to take a surname of my father - Konstamtinov. And now I have my Russian passport on Ekaterina Konstamtinova. I had to issue my Russian passport anew. Richard I wish to send you my Russian passport. And if you can correct my full name on Ekaterina Konstamtinova then I can receive your help. I understand, that I cause you problems right now.
But if you can correct my full name I can receive your help and I will arrive to you. I love you Richard and I will wait your following letter.
Forgive, that I cause you these problems. Forgive... I live now only dreams of you, your letters on you and only my thoughts and your letters to me give me force and belief. Richard the darling I already soon can to inhale aroma of your hair, to touch your skin, to concern lips with lips. I dream, as we with you sat having embraced at warm summer night at an inflow edge, gentle waves caressed our feet, and the wind caressed our naked bodies. The ocean of our feelings storms in us and it so it is fine.
Richard I love you sincerely and gently, warmly and passionately. My love I know, that when we will be together we will be the happiest pair on this world. I miss you.
I love you Richard!!!!!!
Yours and only yours Ekaterina

Letter 57

Richard to me so it is cold without you. So it is empty in heart.
And I feel alone, because you not near to me and I not near to you. I can not tell, that I hate all world because in it there is much that kind and light. But you - most important and only. More important. You know about it. I thank you that you with me, you in my heart. Yes, you nearby, despite distance. I see your eyes when I close the. They so are fine, so are fine. You always nearby. You - in my heart, in my soul, in my dreams, in my thoughts, in my consciousness, in my life. To me it is bad without you, sadly, boringly, melancholy. Richard I so would like to be with you nearby forgive me that, sometimes, offended you. Forgive, that I have upset you, it does not give me rest. I wish to burn a spark in your unforgettable embraces, I wish to feel each your touch to me, I wish to enjoy melody of your voice. I only wish to be with you and only with you. My thoughts are programmed only on you and that is connected with you. Only you in my huge heart.
I love you. Love to you - in all: in the sky, in clouds, in solar beams, on the earth, in air. And in each letter, in each word which you see in this letter. Richard I write the letter that you have believed: I very much miss you and I did not wish to cause you a pain and disappointment. Forgive me for all. Forgive that I had to afflict you I ask forgive. Richard you know that I very strongly love you. I love each molecule of the body. It is a pity, that you now do not feel it. It is a pity that I am far from you. It is a pity that we not together. Richard anybody except you, will not warm me heat: you are necessary to me only. Richard your name warms me. I call you in a dream.
Perhaps you hear my call? Respond, differently I will simply go mad without you Richard I wish to hear yours heartbeat. I wish to know, that to you it is good with me, that we will be together always. However, you and itself perfectly know, that it is necessary to tell to me that my soul has calmed down.
Tell to me: of what you dream? Richard I, necessarily, will try to execute all your dreams. I wish to make it to prove you force of the love. It - is boundless. You trust me to me? But I cannot grant your desires without you Richard. Without you I cannot to make that. Richard I beg: believe to me and to my feelings which I test to you. I ask you believe to me. Richard you - my talisman, my meaning of the life. I am ready to make all for you. What do you want? Enamoured - all under force. Richard if it is required, with ease, I will give for you an own life. I love you. And these words, I am ready to repeat to you constantly. You want? I without mind from you. And, at times, I can not believe, that I am worthy such happiness, as you. You can all.
You - my ideal. In you there are no lacks. You want, I will spread, the magnificent carpet, all sky under your feet? You want, I will make the earth of yours? I know: it it is not necessary for you. I believe, that I am necessary to you. I not for a moment also did not doubt. I always trusted you, and I will always trust. Forgive for roughness, forgive for disappointment. Forgive, I cannot tell differently.
Richard I do not have not enough you. Richard you - my favourite person.
My darling Richard without you my life is empty.... Forgive that I had to cause you a pain in your heart forgive......