Letter(s) from Natalia Gorkovets to Donald (USA)

Letter 1

Hi my dear, Don!!!!

I am very glad that you have written. Many thanks. You have again raised my mood and have placed a happy smile on my face.

Yesterday my friend Nadezhda and her husband have come back from their honeymoon travel from Tuapse. Do you know this city? It is located somewhere on Caucasus near the Black Sea. They are happy and have got a rest from wedding and from our home town at all! I am very glad for them! It is so romantic! I like to be romantic - to take a dinner with candles, to walk under the starry night sky, to sail on the boat, to walk along the night town with the lights of shop windows, to ride the horses! The kisses of two people who are in love with each other are the most romantic thing for me, I suppose! It displays the feelings and it cannot be deceitful! I think that a woman can tell much about a man just having a kiss with him! I think that the first kiss have to be a gentle and delicate! What do you Don think about it? Do you like to be romantic?
You say that I am beautiful. In Russia I am considered like a normal lady. Russian men, almost all of them, usually treat to women disrespectfully. They consider that woman only have to work, to cook, to wash cloths and entertain the man when he wants. For the Russian man it is a usual thing to offend a woman. I like to cook, take care of my apartment, wash clothes but sometimes I would like to receive a simple caress, love and attention to me! I don't want to offend all the men. Of course there are good men in Russia but they are not many. Men usually speak dirty words when speak with woman and consider that there is nothing bad in such behavior.
Some years ago I had boyfriend. We had good time together (I have told you about it a little). He was kind. But he liked to drink. When he got drunk he became an absolutely other person. He talked with me with bad and dirty words. The time passed and his love to alcohol became a habit. He became another person - rude and evil! He had taken a great interest in beating me, frequently struck and knocked me by hands and the next day he smiled and talked with me as if nothing had happened. I began to be afraid of him and I have left him. My soul was wounded very much, my heart was broken. After this I couldn't make myself to meet another man. Now I don't trust Russian men. I am afraid to give my love to someone and get back just a rudeness and misunderstanding. If you have disagreements with lady, you Don can apply roughness? Do you Don capable to change a usual quarrel to the peace, pleasure and a smile?
I hope so.

Your Natasha.

P.S. I want to send you this picture today. You can see me in the morning without makeup. It was taken at my parent's home some times ago. I hope you are not shocked (smile)!

Letter 2

Hi, my far, but so dear Don!

Many thanks for your letter! It was the long-awaited letter. I am really glad to receive your letter. I am really glad that I have found you Don!

I have to tell to you that I have an ocean of emotions which I had no in my heart before! So my heart says to me that I have to answer by sincerity to your constant sincerity. I have to tell what I feel now because it is a part of our relations and I MUST share it with you Don! I should tell that it was required two days to write and think about this letter because I wanted to find the right words to you to not offend or upset you in anyway, and it really bothered me. I normally speak directly from my heart, and I do so right now too but sometimes, words must be carefully chosen. I feel somewhat lost if I have no opportunity to use a computer to read your letter. In my soul, I feel the joy when I think of you Don! I have never done this in my life, to begin a relationship halfway across the world and I had to learn much about you to proceed, but I am more than willing to learn whatever it takes to succeed if that is your desire as well! I also believe that couples should be the best friends if it is possible because trust and sharing with each other everything that they feel is the most basic thing of true relations. I do not know if my words and thoughts make sense to you but I have tried very hard to put them in normal words that you will feel it and understand me clearly! I believe in God and I believe that I have been put through trials to prepare me for the meeting a man with whom I will spend the rest of my life to love him, to better appreciate him, to respect him and to cherish the love that he would give! And the only thing that he would ask me is to return the same to him. I hope that my words and letters are not boring to you Don but they are much more than usual words! It is my thoughts and feelings, and I send it to you Don! I desire you very much to find it in your heart too and to share your personal feelings with me too. I wish to know you on a more intimate level. I would like you to share your dreams, your hopes, your feelings from the heart with me! I truly wish to communicate with you on a level that takes a way beyond just a friendship. Please do not think me foolish for a thinking these things Don! I believe that we have to be honest and that is what I am trying to be with you. Could you close your eyes for just a minute and think and dream of what a life we could share together. What it would be like, the joy of learning each other more and more. I really believe that dreams could come true for people which are dare to believe in dreams and it could become in reality! May be you are shocked that I feel this way, but here, where I was grown up, the gift of true love from a man is something like a mirage or self-deception. And It could be more real than a mutual feeling which two close people can give each other. I hope that I am not rambling on with my words. I have so much that I wish to share with you, and each time I write to you, I feel there is never enough time to say everything that I want to say and I always feel that I have forgotten something important to say to you Don! When I speak of you and I think of you, it does not matter for me what anyone else thinks. I want to tell that you are very beautiful for me. I speak of the beauty that is within you, a beauty of your inner world and that is why this particular type of beauty is very special and rare in our world. Most men have only appearances but have not a beauty inside but this is where the true beauty is! For me it is the most important thing of your character and soul. You speak to me with so much kindness and care. It express the beauty which is within you. I think that you are truly handsome, the essence of what beauty should be and there is nothing that anyone could say to me that would makes me to change my mind. I want to reduce all my letter only to one thought. I do not know if I could clearly explain all my thoughts and feelings, which overflow me now. I want to tell that I feel so as we become very good friends and I really enjoy our friendship. I want to learn you more and I hope that you suppose that our relations can develop more than it enough for a simple friendship. It is the way I feel. As always I hope that my letter finds you in a good health and spirits, and I hope that yours wishes will come true one day! I will look forward to your reply as always with great impatience. I don't know what I will be doing tomorrow but I know for sure that I will write you Don no matter what it will be here.

I hope to find your reply and I look forward to its arrival.

With great tenderness, Natasha.

Letter 3

Hi my dearest Don!
Great picture was last time you sent me!!!
How are you, how is your day? Hope you are fine and glad to see my letter today. The weather today is very good. The sun is brightly, the air is warm and the skies are clear. I think the weather is even better than yesterday. I am fine and glad because I see your e-mail in my e-mailbox. I am glad always if I have some message from you Don! For me today is one more day with ideas about you. I always think about you! We have a lot of warm days here in the summer this year. Every time when the weather is fine and warm I have a good mood. All these days I ponder about development of our relations and the cognition of each other. I thought about you and about me. I have told you about my thoughts and about feelings to you Don and now I feel and my heart speaks that I love you Don! I know it Don because I feel it in my soul, in my heart! When I think and dream about us and about our meeting I feel better and my mood rises up! Do you dream about our meeting? I think it would be great thing to see each other face to face someday! What do you think Don? I wait for the moment of our meeting every day and I think we have to meet because it's the best way for us. I pray for it! I ask God to help us to meet! We found each other in this world! Maybe God already helps us, who knows? Maybe it's destiny? I would like if we could meet someday! I would be so happy Don!!! Even now I am happy because I feel this strong feeling to you and because I can tell you about it! I tell you about my feelings because I trust you completely and I want to ask you to tell me about your feelings towards me too. I think it will be rightly. I believe that you are the man who could and would make me the most happy lady in this world! I will try to make you the happiest too because I love you so much Don! You are my Destiny, Don! I have told you that I’ve never been outside my country. But it doesn't matter because I believe that the main thing is when people love each other it's not important that they are from different countries and even have different religions. The main thing is what they feel towards each other! I have always wanted to find the true love in this world and I think I have found it!!! It is YOU Don! I don't want to think that I am mistaken and I don't want to believe it because I have got all your kind and tender letters and now I know that you are the man I have looked for through my life! With each letter I have learned more about you and my heart has told me you are the single man in this world who I will love! It was my dream and it is coming true!!! I LOVE YOU!!! Yes I love you Don! I love you Don with all my heart and will follow you everywhere and will do all what I can to make your life better! If you want I can find out all information to meet each other. So we can be together!!! Are you happy? I will let you know about all details of my search very soon. I will try to get this information. I am so happy!!! I’ll let you know when it will be done. I think you love me too Don and want to meet me in person not less than I. I trust you my feelings, I give you my heart and my soul. I am completely yours! Are you happy? I am happy! It's unforgettable and perfect feeling! Can you trust me all your feelings and thoughts about me? Please write me all you want, all your thoughts, all your questions and offers! I love you and do all what I can for you and to be with you my dear Don! I want to tell you Don, I had a sexual dream about us yesterday. It's difficult to explain by words what I feel. I want to try it in real! I have told my parents about my thoughts about you. They has said that it will be very good if we have found our love and they think that it's not important where the people live. Much more important thing is that they found love! In this world the most important thing is love because all awful things in this world were made without love. And they say Hi to you Don and best wishes! I love and believe to my parents and I think that they are right! I love you Don please know it always! I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Always yours, Natasha!

P.S. Here is a pictures for you Don. I hope you will like this photo. All my friends say Hi to you too! By the way Olga is feeling good and already has left hospital. Tomorrow she will go to work. I am glad for her.

Letter 4

Hi my Don!

Today at 12 AM all electric illumination suddenly was switched off. Completely all building has been disconnected off the electric power. Our accountant cabinet practically has no illumination. The boss has let all workers go to home because he was informed that there are problems with electric wires and it will be eliminated not soon. But I have decided to remain and wait. I thought that if a problem will be removed earlier, I can write to you the letter. And I was not mistaken. Several minutes ago an electricity was switched on again. When the repairman tried to correct malfunction, I every minute asked him: " When you will finish? Soon or not?" And when his nerves were on a limit, he has shouted: "If you will not shut up, a small problem could turn to a catastrophe (smile)"".
I am glad that I could write you Don!

Sincerely Natasha.

Letter 5

Hi my soul - Don!

I am glad that I have opportunity to write you long letter today. I hope you will be glad to get it from me. I am always glad when I receive any of your messages. Today is very nice day here. And all day since the early morning and till this moment I think of you Don!

I want to tell you that yesterday I began to knit a pullover for you. It will be my gift for you. I hope you will be glad. I knit a pullover of Angora wool. Do you like to wear a pullover when the weather is cool? But I am so hope that you will like this pullover. I make it with big love and care. Do you know I can knit? Did I tell you about it? My mom have taught me how to knit and I have some things of my clothes that I had knitted by myself. Would you like if your woman can knit? I suppose it will be the best pullover in your homeland. Ha-ha! The color - is a little bit more dark than white but all the same it's very nice color. I think it's looks pretty good. I want to make on a forward part of a pullover an inscription - a name. At first time I wanted to make name - Natasha. But now I want to make a name - Don. And I don't know that you would like more. But I believe you will like more your name on a pullover because it will be your thing and only you will wear it. Do you agree with me? I think the name will not be of a big size. But you have 3 days to make the decision - what name you want to see on a chest. Exactly I want to write on a pullover "To Don from his soul mate" or if you want I can write just "Don". If you will not write me about it, I will take the decision by myself but I will not tell you. I will give you this pullover at the airport. Do you like my idea? Our hearts are like two great oceans which put together to the one big world ocean. They are vast and very deep like our feelings to each other. Our feelings so strongly as forces of oceans. Sometimes we get afraid we will be pulled under by the current. I dream that our two oceans will meet in a powerful wave that will shake the very earth. And when all is done there will be one vast beautiful ocean, powerful and forever...one heart, one ocean. Don you have given me much more than you can realize. You are my prayer, my shelter from hopelessness and despair, only you can keep the spark in my soul burning bright. You are my ray of light in deep darkness, you are my dream which will be real soon. I really hope for it. Well Don, I will finish my letter. I will wait for your response with hope and impatience and I promise that you will get my new letter soon.

Forever your Natasha.

Letter 6

Hi, my love Don!

Today is quite warm here again and how is there?

Today I've surprised a lot that our hopes are coming true! Guess why? I think you would like to know it! Today after my work I've gone to the travel agency which work with embassies from Moscow and they've told me that my visa is ready now! I was very glad because it was so fast! I've asked them to scan it and I send it to you today because I think it's the great news not only for me but for you also! But like any travel agency this one not only prepares visas but it reserves tickets too. I've decided to use their service again because they have a great reputation and respect in our town. I asked them how I can reach Detroit, MI (DTW) and how much it costs. They answered me that the ticket costs 1157 american dollars. I asked them to find cheaper tickets because this price is expensive for me. They answered that they had a cheaper ticket and the flight will be on 25 August. It costs 890 american dollars. I asked them to reserve a ticket. But they refused because they have a lot of clients at this time and they can't reserve my ticket without an advance payment. I spoke with them for a long time and asked to reserve the ticket for me without advance payment but they didn't agree. Then I wondered if it is possible to pay a part of the money now and the other part later. They didn't agree. I spoke with them for a long time and I managed to persuade them. They agreed! We decided that I would pay a part of the price today and the other part later. I've spent all my money, but it wasn't enough. Then I went to the pawnshop and pawned my silver and gold jewelry for 210 american dollars. It was my last money!
This is the flight information on which I reserved the ticket:
7:15 am Depart Moscow (SVO)
Arrive Detroit (DTW) 1:05 pm Thu 25-Aug
Duration: 13hr 50mn
Air France 2545 / 374
Connect in Paris (CDG)
Now I've all necessary documents including my visa and want to see you as soon as I can. That is why I need to pay for this ticket now Don. I've asked about it in this travel agency which helped me to formalize my visa and it will be cost not much if I will get this ticket now. If I'll buy the ticket and visa both it will be cost more cheaper than I can buy it in the other place. So I had the money for a visa and I've paid for it already and I have it! Everything is alright and I must pay now for this ticket. I have bought the tickets to Moscow on a plane. I've paid for a part of the flight ticket. But this money is not enough! I don't have more of money for it now. It is very hard for me to tell you Don about it! But I've done everything I can! I've paid for a visa, for other documents, for reservation of ticket to you and for ticket to Moscow more than 560 dollars. I don't want to burden you. I thought I could get ticket here more cheaper and can come to you with my own funds but unfortunately I have failed. Now I have to pay the remaining part. It is only 590 dollars. I must pay this money before 23 August, otherwise I will lose my money and the flight ticket! If you love me Don, if you trust me and if you want to see me soon, please send the money for this ticket as soon as possible! I will be sure in our meeting if I will have the ticket for a flight to you Don! And I don't want that they'll sell the cheapest ticket to other people. I understand that it is a difficult decision for you, but we must trust each other! Any serious relations without trust is impossible, it will not have the future without trust! I don't want to be hypocritical! That's why I want to tell you following: I do not think that you would like to give your love and your heart to the woman who you don't trust, so as I am. It's a first trial for us! Many things depend on it, may be everything! We must trust each other! That's why I was the first of us who made the first step. Step to you Don! I confused that money play a great role in a meeting of two people who love each other. So I need 590 dollars for the ticket, because I have some money and I've counted all. It's the best way to buy the ticket because it's cheaper than we will buy the ticket separately. I want to be with you Don with all my heart and I do everything for it, you see Don! So I need your help and we'll be together!!!! You must always remember that I love you and trust you! Maybe it's our future and I see that our future will be very wonderful! We'll be together very soon, I must buy the ticket and I will be yours and you will be mine!!!!!! I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH, PLEASE DON'T FORGET IT!!!!!! Of course if you don't want you can not to help me. It will be bad but not fatal. I will lose my money and this ticket. IT WILL BE TOO BAD... I say so because I am in despair and confusion. Now, when we are divided only with one step, I am afraid. I am afraid that you will not help, and all my diligence will be gone. I love you and I want to be with you Don and the word of honor, your help is necessary for me. I have not calculated my forces. But together we are much stronger. It is much easier to go through difficulties and barriers together. I want to present you all my infinite love and fidelity. I did not want to ask you. I thought, that I can make it all by myself. The loneliness has made me strong. I have got used to live without a help, and to rely only on myself. I address to somebody for the help very seldom, but now I ask you to help me. I have made a step forward. I hope you will make a step towards to me too. I hope it has not offended you. I love you and I trust you Don. I know, that you will not throw me now when there is only one step. Tell me Don, can you help me? If you have an opportunity please help me. I wonder if it is possible to do. I've asked my friends about helping me and they said that have not it at the present moment. I've asked the advice of my best girlfriend Olga and she has told me that maybe you Don can help me because you love me! I've asked her how you can help me because you are so far away from me? She has said that Don can send the money through the company which makes this service. I've asked about it in the bank and I know now that reliable and fast company exists which make remittances all over the world and it's called Western union. I has remember that I saw advertising this company on TV. I've taken a directory book and found the address of it. It's not far from me. I've gone there and I've asked them about their service. They've said that a sender must go to the western union branch, give them information: THE NAME AND LAST NAME OF A RECEIVER, A COUNTRY WHERE HE MAKES A TRANSFER AND THEY GIVE HIM THE TEN DIGITS CONFIRMATION NUMBER TO A SENDER. THE RECEIVER MUST KNOW CONFIRMATION NUMBER FOR A RECEIVING MONEY. They say that the branches of it must be everywhere all over the world. I have found out about where is the Western union here (by the way, they have a website, called www.westernunion.com). There is not any branch of western union here, but we have branch of western union in the city named Kurgan, this is about 80 kilometers from my town. It's not be a problem to move there. You can send me money using western union according following data:


I must tell them YOUR FULL NAME, FULL ADDRESS, EXACT AMOUNT AND CONFIRMATION NUMBER (Money Transfer Control Number) which will be given to you Don! Please don't forget to send this information to me, ok?
I love you very much! I think about you Don all the time! I think about a meaning of money, and I'm very sad if these papers can prevent people to meet each other. In most cases the money play a main role in the life but it's not right! I'm sure. And the quantity of money was, is and will not important to me. I have never aspired to the material enrichment and don't search specially for a rich man! I appreciate human qualities and relations and I love you Don!!! I love you Don with all my heart, I want to be with you now... I want to be with you forever! If it's mutually we will be very happy in our life! I think you love me too and we will meet very soon. You are my love Don! My heart is yours! I will wait for good news from you, I hope everything will be all right and we will be together soon. Every day I think about our meeting, and I think it's very real now, we must use this chance of destiny. I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!

I am waiting for your reply.
Kiss you Natasha.

Letter 7

Hi my lovely Don.

I am so sorry to hear about your co-worker and hope he will be fine!
I would like to come to you for a week I think but my vacation will be for a month. I will take a vacation from my job. I think that if everything will be fine then I could go back to Russia and back to you then.
It cannot be so that visa will be changed while I am there in America.
All my next dances are for you my love and only you!
The details of my flight as you asked me:
I will fly at 7:15 from Moscow (SVO) on Tuesday 25 August by Air France 2545. I will be 13 hours 50 minutes in the air. I will arrive to Detroit (DTW) at 1:05 pm the same day by Air France 374. The one stop will be in Paris (CDG).

I want to tell you I can't still believe and I am afraid to whammy but I think that my dream is coming true and we will be together. That's why I say: Hello, my long-awaited Don! I love you and can't wait to see you in person! Do you feel the same my dear Don? I would like to meet you as soon as I can. I want you to know I think of you a lot of time, all days and all nights. All my thoughts only about you and about our meeting which will be nice. I really hope and pray for it! I tell to the God thanks that I found you Don! He exists. I know it because how can you explain that we could find each other? We live in the different sides of the Earth but he has helped us and I go to church every week. I pray and I tell "Thank you God for your help!" Do you believe that it's God helps us? I hope for it! I have already imagined for thousands times our meeting but even now I can't describe what our meeting will be. I am sure that it will be one of the most wonderful days in our lifes. Now when I think that our meeting will come soon my heart begins to beat stronger in my chest and I feel a nice trembling in my body. I can't wait for the moment when I will sit into the plane which will take me through thousands kilometers to my dream - to you Don! The days seems so long and boring now here in my town. But I think that nothing can spoil my mood because I know I will see my love - my dear Don and we will be happy together! I would like to close my eyes and would open them after some seconds and would see you in front of me with a bouquet of white roses! I want to rush to your embrace to hear your voice, feel your smell and tell you in both languages what I will feel at this moment! I so really imagine all of it! I am full of feelings that all of it will happen soon. I want to tell you that I really feel for the first time that I am a beloved and desired! These thoughts make me so excited! I am ready to thaw in your embrace! I am thawing already now because I am thinking of you!
Bye my love Don. I will wait for your letter.

Your love forever Natasha.

Letter 8

Hi my sweet Don!

It is an evening here and I feel very tired Don. But when I begin to think about you my tiredness is going away!
Yes Don, before I'll get time for my vacation I have to end all my affairs. So I have to hurry! My boss is not very glad to let me go right now because no one can substitute me fully. I think that in a day or two I'll be completely free for the whole month! I'm happy doubly because almost all these days I'll spend with you my beloved Don!
I went to my mom this evening and we discussed all things about my travel plans. She told me to be very careful with my stuff and money because there are so many cruel man over here. What about your country Don? Do you have alike situation there? Can you tell me what kind of clothing I have to wear in travel? What is the temperature there? Do you wish to see me in a dress or in the jeans? I'm very curious!
I'm always thinking about our first meeting... what it will look like?! I hope it will be great Don! Don't you think the same?! I dream that we'll embrace and give a long passionate kiss to each other!
My girlfriends envy me a little. Do you know why? Because I've found the most admirable man all over the world! Yes he is you Don! I am so happy, you can't imagine! I love you Don more than life if it is possible! I can't understand how I lived without you all these years! I'm sure that my feelings were not so strong as right now Don! I swear to you! Please tell what are your thoughts Don.
I have received your letters and I’m glad that you help me! I love you!!! I have got your help!
We will be together soon! I am waiting for it and I know that you are waiting it too! You show me that you want it not less than me! You are so kind and understand me in this situation! I will go to Moscow on Monday morning! I will be on Monday afternoon and write you then!
I have misspelled – I will fly 25 Thursday!

Well I have to finish for now - I have to go. Tomorrow I'll have a hard day I hope it will be the last before my vacation!

With much love yours Natasha!

Letter 9

Hello dear Don.

I was very glad when have received your letter. But when I have become read it I was strongly upset and sad. I hoped that you will understand me and can help us to meet. And you have not justified my hopes. My friends have said me: don't worry and don't upset, I may find another man, but I have said that I love HIM(I mean YOU) very much and my mood is bad now!
Because we can't be together now. I so wanted to see you! And you wanted see me too! You have spoken: that you would like if I would come to you, I want it! And spoken, you love me! But now I see that you don't want me to see and meet me in your country! I begin to think that all words about love from you was empty (has played in love and enough, yes?). And I all the same still love you, though you have answered to me so. Tell me, don't you trust me anymore? Maybe you afraid something? Are you afraid that I wouldn't come to you? If it's right, why do you think so? In my opinion I did not give an occasion for doubts about me! I love you very much and I will love you always! I am very much upset and is suppressed, and there are tears on my eyes. Please answer me! It is not necessary to speak, that all is over between us, I don't want to believe in this! If all of it is right, you strongly have wounded mine fragile heart! And I don't know at all that I will do further. I am in condition of depressing. Tell me a truth! Are my words correct? Without your help I can't come to you soon, because i have small wages. And I will wait half a year or more till a moment when I can accumulate money for travel. It's SOooo LOoong!!!
I will wait the letter from you. Please, say that all my words were mistaken and you love me and will help us to meet soon!
Don't forget to answer me!!!

Still only yours Natasha!!!

Letter 10

Hello my love Don!

I'm in Moscow right now at the airport! I have come here today and I am writing this email from the internet cafe here. I have arrived to Moscow and at once from railway station have gone to the airport! At the airport I have found out that the russian government makes the new rules and laws for people who want to leave the country. I have the trouble! I have paid money for my ticket to you but it was insufficiently! I was confused! I have gone to a department of registration of tickets and the control of luggage. But I was in shock when was informed that airline have entered a new rules for russian people - insurance payment! If I am the citizen of Russia, I should pay the insurance, and only in this case I can sit in the plane! The given sum will come back in case of safe arrival of the plane up to destination. I was in trance from such news! When I’ve bought the ticket, I have not been informed. I have gone to a department of information. I have told them that it is illegally because I have not been informed before! They informed that airline have entered this rule recently, because the terror acts sometimes happen and an epidemic of pneumonia has approached to the borders of Russia still. I have answered them that I am completely healthy and I have all documents and I am not afraid! America is a free country and can protect the citizens and visitors of the country! I have the certificate of passage of a medical inspection! I have cried and shouted! They have answered that these laws are thought out not by them and if I have complaint, I should address to top management. They have told that rules are so and they cannot help me. I should pay 500 american dollars for insurance. The given sum will be returned to me by representative of russian airlines at the destination airport. Please, as soon as possible send money to my name via western union. It's located not far away from here and I can go there and get your transfer easily. You receive this money back after my arrival to you if the plane will not fall. But I think that it will not take place. You can use again system of western union because in immediate proximity from the airport there is a bank which uses this system of a remittance and I can receive your money. I write to you now and my nerves on a limit! Tomorrow I will take advantage of services of Internet cafe again to receive your email. I so am frightened! I cannot be in Moscow long time because I have no money for a meal and for a night lodging. It's evening now. Tomorrow I must pay the insurance. Otherwise they will return to me money for my ticket and I cannot arrive to you. I will be compelled to come back to Baykalovo. I think you are annoyed and think that I deceive you, but it is not so! I do not know how to prove it to you, but it is the truth! I regret about event but I haven't anybody to ask for help, again I ask your help! There is tears on my eyes. But I am sure that soon we will be together! It is terrible but I try to keep calmness. Right now I must pay 500 dollars for the flight insurance. There are many new rules and checks of safety, because of terrorists acts and other things. I'm worry, write to me, what occurs in reality? There is a big queue and excitements on flights to the USA! And the insurance is the obligatory for everyone. Without the insurance I will not be admitted aboard the plane! But don't worry please, because this money will be returned when I arrive to USA! My love Don as soon as possible send me 500 dollars for the insurance the same way and I could get it here in Moscow! Do not forget to write me Money Transfer Control Number! I will wait for your love! We will meet soon! I will be in a green dress. What is the weather there?
I think you will recognise me quickly in a crowd!

With love your Natasha.

P.S. Here is address of Moscow western union offices: