Letter(s) from Elena Smirnova to Joey (USA)

Letter 1

Hello my new friend Joe.


You have answered my letter and it means that we can continue acquaintance.
And I am possible you that person which I waited all life..
But to speak about it still early, at first we should find out each other.
As I already spoke you, I use the Internet in the first, and very much I hope that he will bring to us success.
I not when did not think that it is possible to get acquainted with people using the Internet.
But there is it probably, and it is very fascinating.
Today I shall tell to you about my family and my parents.
My daddy was born on 4 January, 1947, he as well as I was born in Severomorsk.
He is working military seaman, and he very often is in the sea.
My to the daddy very much likes to be and the sea, and he speaks that does not know as will live without the sea.
In it year he will receive pension and will long not leave on any more in the sea.
My mum was born on 22 February, 1955, she was born and grew to Murmansk.
After training she has got for work on the Bakery to Severomorsk where they have got acquainted.
My mum speaks that then he was the most beautiful the man in Severomorsk.
My mum at once has fallen in love with him and not when did not reflect on that that my daddy will spend all time to the sea.
They married in 1980, and almost in two years after their wedding there was I.
When I was absolutely small, my mum lived at my grandmother in Murmansk.
As my daddy all time was in the sea.
And when I a little grown, we have again moved to Severomorsk.
I the only child in family, I have not the brother not sisters.
I remember that when I was small, I asked the sister from mum, mum has answered me that she will think about it.
But nevertheless I and have not the brother not the sister.
I very much love my grandmother which is still alive.
Today I shall send you a photo of my mum and the grandmother.
I hope you will love this photo.
I as would like to see photos of your family.
I as hope you will tell to me about your family.
It will help us to find out each other better and to develop our relations.
I very much hope that our relations will soon pass to other level
Yours faithfully your new friend Elena

Letter 2

Hello my new friend Joe.

You have answered my letter and it means that we can continue acquaintance.
And I am possible you that person which I waited all life..
But to speak about it still early, at first we should find out each other.
As I already spoke you, I use the Internet in the first, and very much I hope that he will bring to us success.
I not when did not think that it is possible to get acquainted with people using the Internet.
But there is it probably, and it is very fascinating.
Today I shall tell to you about my family and my parents.
My daddy was born on 4 January, 1947, he as well as I was born in Severomorsk.
He is working military seaman, and he very often is in the sea.
My to the daddy very much likes to be and the sea, and he speaks that does not know as will live without the sea.
In it year he will receive pension and will long not leave on any more in the sea.
My mum was born on 22 February, 1955, she was born and grew to Murmansk.
After training she has got for work on the Bakery to Severomorsk where they have got acquainted.
My mum speaks that then he was the most beautiful the man in Severomorsk.
My mum at once has fallen in love with him and not when did not reflect on that that my daddy will spend all time to the sea.
They married in 1980, and almost in two years after their wedding there was I.
When I was absolutely small, my mum lived at my grandmother in Murmansk.
As my daddy all time was in the sea.
And when I a little grown, we have again moved to Severomorsk.
I the only child in family, I have not the brother not sisters.
I remember that when I was small, I asked the sister from mum, mum has answered me that she will think about it.
But nevertheless I and have not the brother not the sister.
I very much love my grandmother which is still alive.
Today I shall send you a photo of my mum and the grandmother.
I hope you will love this photo.
I as would like to see photos of your family.
I as hope you will tell to me about your family.
It will help us to find out each other better and to develop our relations.
I very much hope that our relations will soon pass to other level
Yours faithfully your new friend Elena

Letter 3

Hello my friend Joe.
I am glad to see that you love my photos.
I to you have told about myself and my parents and today I wish to tell a little about the private life.
When I studied at university as the children's doctor I have got acquainted with the young man.
Then to me there was 21 year, and I was still absolutely young.
I have grown fond of him in at first sight and to the present loved him.
He studied as a year before me, on the doctor surgeon. And we constantly were together.
And in one fine day he has got in prison for 7 years.
As it was then found out, when he passed training in hospital, he has stolen very dear narcotic preparation.
He has stolen him with the purpose of sale to his addicts and as he used drugs.
He deceived me, and it was very unpleasant! I not when do not bear a deceit!!!
Certainly I have then gone to him on appointment to prison, and he asked me for his forgive.
He has told that any more when will not make such acts, and will be treated for a narcotism.
He spoke that when will leave prison, he will finish with the past and will be the decent citizen.
And I have has believed him disinterestedly. And I waited for him on an extent of three years.
But when I have come to one fine day to him on appointment, the security guard of prison has informed me that he has died.
To me have informed that he has died of overdose of a drug. He used drugs being there.
I have believed to him once again, and he has again deceived me and being in prison he continued to use drugs.
After this news and the next deceit I became closed.
I could not speak much, I have pushed away from myself all girlfriends, girlfriends disturbed me.
I still had only one close girlfriend and I can share with her secret secrets.
And she will maintain me and in any situation as also I shall maintain her.
Almost forty percent of young men accept drugs, and get in prison.
And the others abuse alcohol in lots.
This statistics is presented this and last year across all Russia.
Certainly in our city there are not enough alcoholics and addicts, but for that all young men the most part of the life are in the sea.
I count in all the Russian government is guilty, they do not provide social guarantees for residing at Russia.
I do not complain that the life is difficult in Russia, I accept my work and I accept my life.
But the matter is that I cannot find for myself worthy the man here.
If to be fair, I already for a long time think to leave Russia and to live in other country.
But I have got used to my country and here I have which my parents I love.
But I of other party at me was not present my second half and not that does not hold me here.
After that history I became cautiously concerns to men, and became very legible.
And now I at all do not wish to get acquainted in Russia with what or the man.
As it is very heavy to find the present the man.
And I now am glad that we got acquainted with you on the Internet.
And now I hope that we shall speak with you further.
I very much am afraid that after that that I have written to you today you will not write any more to me.
I ask you, do not stop to write to me after we have started to speak with you.
I have ceased to think of the past and began to think of my future more and more and more.
I am assured that waits for us the fine future, but I think what early still to speak about it.
We are still poorly familiar with each other, and to us it is necessary for us to learn each other better.
But we have already taken the first step, and you should make still many steps to tell each other " I love you ".
And I hope that you will agree with me.
We should correspond further, and I shall wait your letter!
Your friend Elena

Letter 4

Hello my friend Joe.
I am glad to see that you love my photos.
I to you have told about myself and my parents and today I wish to tell a little about the private life.
When I studied at university as the children's doctor I have got acquainted with the young man.
Then to me there was 21 year, and I was still absolutely young.
I have grown fond of him in at first sight and to the present loved him.
He studied as a year before me, on the doctor surgeon. And we constantly were together.
And in one fine day he has got in prison for 7 years.
As it was then found out, when he passed training in hospital, he has stolen very dear narcotic preparation.
He has stolen him with the purpose of sale to his addicts and as he used drugs.
He deceived me, and it was very unpleasant! I not when do not bear a deceit!!!
Certainly I have then gone to him on appointment to prison, and he asked me for his forgive.
He has told that any more when will not make such acts, and will be treated for a narcotism.
He spoke that when will leave prison, he will finish with the past and will be the decent citizen.
And I have has believed him disinterestedly. And I waited for him on an extent of three years.
But when I have come to one fine day to him on appointment, the security guard of prison has informed me that he has died.
To me have informed that he has died of overdose of a drug. He used drugs being there.
I have believed to him once again, and he has again deceived me and being in prison he continued to use drugs.
After this news and the next deceit I became closed.
I could not speak much, I have pushed away from myself all girlfriends, girlfriends disturbed me.
I still had only one close girlfriend and I can share with her secret secrets.
And she will maintain me and in any situation as also I shall maintain her.
Almost forty percent of young men accept drugs, and get in prison.
And the others abuse alcohol in lots.
This statistics is presented this and last year across all Russia.
Certainly in our city there are not enough alcoholics and addicts, but for that all young men the most part of the life are in the sea.
I count in all the Russian government is guilty, they do not provide social guarantees for residing at Russia.
I do not complain that the life is difficult in Russia, I accept my work and I accept my life.
But the matter is that I cannot find for myself worthy the man here.
If to be fair, I already for a long time think to leave Russia and to live in other country.
But I have got used to my country and here I have which my parents I love.
But I of other party at me was not present my second half and not that does not hold me here.
After that history I became cautiously concerns to men, and became very legible.
And now I at all do not wish to get acquainted in Russia with what or the man.
As it is very heavy to find the present the man.
And I now am glad that we got acquainted with you on the Internet.
And now I hope that we shall speak with you further.
I very much am afraid that after that that I have written to you today you will not write any more to me.
I ask you, do not stop to write to me after we have started to speak with you.
I have ceased to think of the past and began to think of my future more and more and more.
I am assured that waits for us the fine future, but I think what early still to speak about it.
We are still poorly familiar with each other, and to us it is necessary for us to learn each other better.
But we have already taken the first step, and you should make still many steps to tell each other " I love you ".
And I hope that you will agree with me.
We should correspond further, and I shall wait your letter!
Your friend Elena

Letter 5

Hello magnificent friend Joe.
I am very glad to see your letter, I very much waited for him today.
I wish to tell you that I think of you constantly, and it is not surprising!
You the man in which my life I met the most remarkable.
Today I wish to inform you as passes my day, I think it it will be interesting to you.
I do not sleep long, I wake up in 6 mornings and I think of you)
I would like to embrace you and to kiss you, to tell to you good morning, and with this fine idea I rise from bed.
I would not like to let off an idea on you and I present that you in a bed and you look at me.
I do some gymnastics, and after gymnastics I go to a shower, it approximately 6.40
I close eyes and I see as you wash, have a shave, but unfortunately it only dreams.
After a shower, I make to myself a breakfast, I love light products and I do not eat it is a lot of.
I prefer in the morning a sandwich and tea, I represent that you sit on against me and you we discuss plans for evening.
I dream, but I hope that it will be a reality.
I do not use a lot of cosmetics, and on it it does not occupy many time.
I do not love cosmetics as it harms for a skin, and on it I do not love her.
I leave the house approximately at 8.20, the road for work occupies approximately 30 minutes and I go by the bus.
At 8.50 I come for work as at 9.00 I already begin work.
It is very bad that children are sick, and I am very glad that I can to help them.
I love children and I think that they should not be sick, because they are defenceless and very sensitive.
My dinner goes 30 minutes, from 11.30 till, I do not save time and I give a maximum of attention to each child.
I have dinner in hospital, there there is a good dining room, and all staff has dinner there.
After a dinner I have a little time, and I think that would be not bad to call to you and to speak with you.
It is very a pity to me that our closed military city has strict rules.
We can speak only within the limits of city.
After a break for dinner I study records more in detail, I appoint procedures, or I give directions on operation, it is a lot of work.
I finish work at 18.00 and at once I go to the Internet of cafe to see your letter.
Sometimes I at first go to put into home myself the order after work and then I go to the Internet of cafe.
I am very glad that we have got acquainted, I think that we fine pair and we approach each other. You agree with me?
I come back home approximately at 21.00, but today it will be little bit later.
Today I have written to you more letter, I hope you not tired him to read.
After work and the Internet of cafe I feel very tired and sometimes at once I go to bed.
In other days I go to bed at 22.30, and I think of you. Before time I watch TV or I read the book.
When I shall lay down I mentally I shall wish you sweet dreams and to a kiss you, and with these ideas I fall asleep.
On it I shall finish my letter, I would like to write to you much more, but I shall make it next time.
I with impatience shall wait your letter.
Yours Elena

Letter 6

Hello my love Joe.
I am glad to see your letter and to write to you the answer!
My love Joe I love you and as soon as possible I wish to be with you and only with you!
My love Joe I understand that in a life there are many problems, but we should overcome them.
And I wish to help to overcome to you all problems.
My love Joe your divorce can borrow many time, and I wish to be with you at this time to support you.
You speak about a problem of habitation, you speak that to me will be no place to live.
I shall live in your house, and I am done not frightened by your former wife!
I am ready to struggle for the happiness!!!
My love Joe when you can help me with arrival?
I shall wait your letter soon with good news!
With love yours Elena