Letter(s) from Julia Tutrina to Frank (Germany)

Letter 1

Hello dear Frank!
So nice to get your response! You are so nice and welcome. Thanks to the Internet, people from different places can communicate as they are next to each other! Generally, I am skeptical to the Internet dating, because it is very dangerous nowadays, so many suspicious men and women are there. But also, it is a good opportunity to know each other better!
Without it I could not find you :)! Who knows, maybe we are made for each other!
I want to let you know beforehand of the fact, I will be able to write once a day, because I have filled out working days. Also, I do not have my own computer. Because of insufficient level of English, I am forced to use help of private translator. In future I am going to improve my English.
I understand the fact, I will not be able to live and work abroad, if I do not learn it.
Frank, now let me tell you about myself! I was born on 24th of October in 1982. I am the Scorpion, I am very easy-going and sociable person :) maybe because of the sign, who knows! About my appearance, you saw it on my pictures, I only can say my height is 166 cm and my weight is 56. I did not count the compliance with height and weight, but I try to keep fit. Not only to look nice, also to feel myself healthy!
I live in Ukraine, my native town is Krasnodon, but I left it after school, it is small and if I left there, I would not have a future. I wanted to get education and decided to set off to Lugansk. It is bigger and has more opportunities. I work as a kindergartner in a shop. I look after children, who come with their parents, who go shopping. It is not well-paid, but I love the kids very much! This work is very interesting for me!
Also, I want to have my own children. I still do not have my children and I have never been married before.
But I yearn for a family with beloved husband! I feel, it is my vocation! Maybe because my job is connected with kids.
Also I want to find « my cup of tee » :)! I know, it is very important to have family especially for a woman!
I want to find someone, who will love me as much as I will. I appreciate honesty and kindness very much.
I do not like to quarrel. I like to live in a peace! I do not need someone very special, for me it does not matter your age and nationality, the most important thing I think, is our souls, who we are inside. Because appearance is deceptive.
I am afraid you will tire with my story! That's why I will be waiting for your letter!
Please,Frank, tell me about you, your interests and hobbies, also everything you want to tell me, I will be happy to read it!
I wish you to have a nice day!
Sincerely, Anna.

Letter 2

How are you today Frank? I want to tell you that I am really happy to get a letter from you.
I accept your invitation with great pleasure and excitement, thanks for accepting my friendship, please learn a little about my life, I will be frank and honest with you, I will not lie, I will not cheat, I tell you the truth and didn’t hide anything as you have a better idea about me, I want you to know me as I am without masks or makeup, as I am, how and what I think, I seek, I offer, so you have the tools to determine if you should start or not appropriate start is friendship and whether to continue a relationship with all rights and obligations indicate morality.
Generally, I am very positive person, I do not like to be depressed! My weekdays are very filled with energy and positive emotions! I am happy to work with kids. You know Frank, they are so nice and cute, but all they are so different! I like my job very much despite my salary!
As for me, it is very important to find my own calling! But I yearn for my own family home, I want to have my children, I want to bring them up as kind and respectable people! I know, good genes from mammy and daddy are not enough to become good people! I want to find someone, who will love me in return for my love, who will take care of me in return for my care! I am eager to find honest and sincere person, may it be you? You may ask me, why am I looking for a man via Internet?
Dear Frank, I have had bad experience with one Ukrainian guy, we have separated. After it many men have tried to win my heart, but they were not serious, their intentions were frivolous! That's why I want to find man here, to know him better by the letters, to see his inner world and then we could create great family :).
As regards my family, my parents have been living in Krasnodon still. I see them not often, but my heart is overfilled with love and respect to them! They have done a lot for me! My mam has gifted me her kind and tender love, dad has learnt me not to despair at the difficulties! I am grateful for all their warm and care!
Mother has fostered in me love for cooking and gardening since childhood ( I have lived in a house in Krasnodon).
Also I like reading psychological books! It helps me to work with kids! I like sport very much!
I like going for a cycle ride, dancing, jogging and walking. What is about you Frank? Are you happy? Do you feel you have made all efforts to be happy? How do you think, what does person need to become completely happy?
Career, family or maybe free life?
Frank, please, will write me back! You are very nice and interesting person, I like you and hope this feeling is mutual Sincerely your Anna.

Letter 3

Hello my dear Frank! I am very grateful for your interest, for your letter!
You are very nice and kind for me, and I appreciate and draw some conclusion about you!
:) You are really not the same as other men, who have been encountered on my way. For me it is very important to have such a reliable friend, like you. With every letter I feel myself more at ease..!
I think strong friendship between partners is the pledge of close-knit family! But also we should not rush the things. Yes, I am easy-going, but it is not about love. Love it is not merely WORD, it is inner feeling, by which people are motivated to create, to perform, to move further, to take pleasure from life in its full size! To sense real, truly love, we need more than one or two letters.
We need all life to show the love... I don't know what can make me happy, I can feel happiness without any strong reasons. I am grateful for my parents for my life! And also I have a sister, we are the best friends, as far as she has her own family, we see each other seldom, but we call each other almost every day.
She always helps me when I need her help. Really, I don't envy people, who don't have any sisters or brothers :)!
You know, I like proverb about love at the first sight: "Dear lady, do you believe in love at the first sight, or I should past you one more time" :) Frank, I am not sure about love at the first sight, but I can surely say, at the first sight some chemistry or sparkle appears between partners !
Do you believe in love at the first sight? I am sure, people can't be alone whole their life.
I think, the loneliness is the most awful feeling and I always try to avoid it.
I should say that it is not an easy thing to speak about myself as it is hard to have a look at yourself from aside, but at the same time who knows you better than you yourself do?
There are many things in our life I like and some I dislike.
I like when everything is OK. Being happy is one way of being wise. I am stubborn some time. But to my mind being persistent is not always a bad thing. That means if I have an aim I will never leave things half done. At times I feel dissatisfied with myself, especially when I fail to do something or can't do things the way they should be done. At the same time I think I am hard-working and diligent. And now a few words about my inclinations :).
I haven't got any special hobby, like collecting something, but I'm fond of reading books.
They give me more knowledge of their people's lives and feelings and broaden my outlook.
In my opinion, books are a source of emotional inspiration and romantic feeling.
Besides, books help me to continue my own education. And of course I like music! I'm fond of music of the 80-s, like the ABBA, Boney M, Modern Talking. But also I can listen to modern music, music of Ukrainian performers!
One more passion it is travelling! If I go somewhere, I compulsory research every piece of the place where I am. I don't know what to say more, but I can surely say, I like you, I like to correspond with you :) If you are still interested, please, write me soon :) Sincerely Anna:

Letter 4

Oh, hello my dear Frank!
You know, every your letter more and more appeals my eyes. I must confess you make me think of you too often :) Maybe I am bewitched? :) You possess very pure and enthralled thoughts. Having read your letter I sensed one very serious thing..!
Your qualities of character are suitable to mine..
And it is really nice to have such a friend like you are! Don't be afraid, my friends say, I am perfect friend!
I don't boast, I am just saying what I hear from close to me people..
You can be always honest with me, you can trust me in any question, I am on your side!
I am off to be your support and your best friend. On the one hand we are so close as we have known each other for ages.. On the other hand we are so far from each other.. It is so cruel being scattered over the Earth, we don't have a possibility to see each other every day, take the pleasure from close relations, go to the theatre or cinema, walk in the evening somewhere in the park together, invite our friends for a meal.. But also we have a great possibility to know each other via our written thoughts, you are reliable and very spectacular person :) You know, every day I see my children's faces they are so happy and careless, I am starting envy them :). I often remember my childhood working with them.
They are so persistent and purposeful, they are so little, but they know what they want.
I like speak with them head-to-head. Whatever I try to do, I will never replace their mom :)
Having wandered from the games for a minute, their eyes anyway are seeking for mom.
It is the way the world is done..!
some of my thought........
wealthy is not only money!!!
for me wealth is rich soul, tender heart, and the most important thing is to believe in GOD.
cause non believer for me they are the one actually very poor.
and the money can't buy rich soul, tender heart, faith.
and i think, or i can say that I'm sure that you have rich soul, tender heart, faith.
What is about your belief? Do you believe in God?
Very nice to communicate with you :) you are so sociable and I like it :) I will be waiting for you letter very-very much! :) Your Anna.

Letter 5

"Privet" in Russian (in English its “hi”) my sweet Frank!

You know, my dear , every your letter is like a ray of joy!! It seems to me that I know you long time. What about you???

My darling Frank i am so delighted that we have such opportunity in getting to know each other.Even through thousands kilometers from you I feel your interest to me, virtual kisses and hugs.
Before, I even haven’t dreamt about it at all. I couldn’t even imagine that such feelings can be! =)) You know…something mysterious happens when people begin to accustom to each other??
We see everything with other eyes. Sometimes it seems to me that everything is happening not with me, that it’s only a sweet dream. And when I wake up, it will disappear like it wasn’t.

I hope you are aware of that fact, I am here to find a long-term relationship and I believe that may be you can be that man, with whom I can do, what do you think about it??
Recently, I have discovered that I am able to love, to express my feelings, before I haven’t imagined that.
After meeting you I began to understand that there are such feelings like friendship, love, devotion.
Now I know that somebody can sweep me off my feet. I want to thank you for that, honey.
You have got a heart of gold and thanks to you, I began to look on the bright side and everything became interesting and funny for me.

Now I am glowed with satisfaction because I found you, you presented me a glimmer of hope and you are with me, even I these letters. You stand for me a lot!! I can say it without any hesitation! You are so thoughtful, upbeat and now I am overflowing with my feelings.
You come across a good kind person and I think it’s a present to me from God. I can recount all your best merits, but the main thing for me is to feel you.
It’s my innermost secret. I want you to know that I am always ready to have an ear for you.
You can throw any question at me and I will reply.
By the way,Frank, do you know that today is a special day?? – Day of kisses!! I present you the sweetest kiss only for you, my sweetie. Now I am happy, because I know that you are with me and how I wish these moments of happiness would last forever!!!

Now I have to finish my message to you and as always I am looking forward to hearing from you. Write me soon, my dear.

Sweet kisses for my man,

Anna

Letter 6

Frank dear Happy Valentine's my angel !!! i miss you and i will be waiting for your long letter with big impatience!
kiss you
Anna

Letter 7

Hello my sweet Frank!

Thank you for your letter, my sweetheart!!! I am so happy to get it! You know…I am so happy that we found each other here). Because I really like you and every day i am waiting for your letter with big impatience! new lovely letter from you. And when I get it, my heart is getting to beat faster. I think, I wish to create something more than friendship with you!
What do you think about it?

You know…I thought that love in our real world is impossible or something from a fantastic sphere, but when I met you, my life has changed completely. It seems to me that I have found my soul mate in you. It's unbelievable that you feel in the same way like me, don’t you?

You must be sure that I am not looking for games, sex, and other stupid things...I want a family life, children with Special man, I think you understand what I am telling you, don’t you?? I do not have the time or patience to play stupid games with a man, or to cheat a man, or to be deceitful to a man.Honey how do you think what the most important in relations between beloved couples? On my opinion, a physical attraction is not so important! The most important is to love and respect each other! I think that a woman should be not only a good lover, but also the woman should be the best friend for her husband! And when husband come back from work, tired and hungry, the woman should be caress and feed her husband!

I know exactly that I can be the best friend for you! In your soul always I will be quiet and warm! I dream about it! I dream about harmony between wife and husband.

You belive in God ? What is your faith ?
i do feel that the belief in God and religion is in the heart and mind and in how you conduct yourself as a human and not necessarily how you show your religion to others. i respect all religions and all people and i truly believe that religion is a personal thing and should not be forced or imposed on any body. i don't like politics and i hardly listen to the news on TV or the Radio. it is so depressing and i try to avoid it as much as i can.OK, enough of that i am so impressed with your qualities and your interests and i can tell you that we have a lot in common that we can build on a beautiful relationship. we have some differences and i believe that is healthy.
i am not some much fond of food. i of course i do appreciate a well cooked meal but for me food is a secondary necessity. i eat to live and not live to eat. i love a man who has passion and most of all, stay healthily. i really like a man who spend time to look after herself and stay in shape. i appreciate beautiful things always. i love art and, music and dancers or anybody who has special gifts or talents. i simply appreciate people who have unique abilities or are creative. i have been involved in sports for many year and try as much to stay in shape.i love nature, i love animals very much and my favorite ever are horses. they are so strong and graceful and loyal as well.
well honey Frank, i don't know what else to tell but this could be enough for now and i hope i have not left you bored.
i kiss you my angel and i hope you will write me soon!!!
your... Anna

Letter 8

Hello my kitten !!! Frank forgive me for my late answer... it is because i lose my work and i don';t have money to pay for the Internet cafe now... i wanted to save some money ...only you make me happy honey!!!! I think about the life this days and i realize how it fleeting !!!!
My mother say that she still can't belive that she is not young girl anymore ,she say that she remember how she was 18.20,25 and she can't belive that it was many years ago!!!
You know i also think about it and i realize that half of life is lived!And what i have ? i don't have my own family ,but i am happy that i have you in my life!!! you are really my treasure Frank and i belive that soon or later we will be together!!!! Life is capricious Lady, she gives happiness to someone in a young age, and someone in middle age, but you know I'm glad I saved myself for you !!! I love you my kitten and i just want to say that i want you to be happy!!!
Honey i should ask you something! i am shy of course, but i try! How do you thin will you be able to help me a little ?
Honey i really don't have work now and i don't know how to pay for the internet cafe and how to survive...
I don't need too much ... i will be happy to receive any help from you my man ... forgive me for this request ... if you can't you shouldn't do it... I love you so much my angel !!!
Anna

Letter 9

Hello my darling Frank! honey why you keep silence after my last letter ? please ...come back to me... i miss you and need you so much...

Letter 10

Hello my kitten !!! Frank forgive me for my late answer... it is because i lose my work and i don't have money to pay for the Internet cafe now... i wanted to save some money ...only you make me happy honey!!!! I think about the life this days and i realize how it fleeting !!!!
My mother say that she still can't belive that she is not young girl anymore ,she say that she remember how she was 18.20,25 and she can't belive that it was many years ago!!!
You know i also think about it and i realize that half of life is lived!And what i have ? i don't have my own family ,but i am happy that i have you in my life!!! you are really my treasure Frank and i belive that soon or later we will be together!!!! Life is capricious Lady, she gives happiness to someone in a young age, and someone in middle age, but you know I'm glad I saved myself for you !!! I love you my kitten and i just want to say that i want you to be happy!!!
Honey i should ask you something! i am shy of course, but i try! How do you thin will you be able to help me a little ?
Honey i really don't have work now and i don't know how to pay for the internet cafe and how to survive...
I don't need too much ... i will be happy to receive any help from you my man ... forgive me for this request ... if you can't you shouldn't do it...
I love you so much my angel !!!
Anna