Letter(s) from Svetlana Suslova to Jean-Pierre (France)

Letter 1

Jean-Pierre,
I do not know. In the last I am not similar to myself. That my silly mistakes in the letter, my doubts concerning my future...
To me it is very heavy now... And this problem with money - at all by the way...
dear Jean-Pierre, I very much do not want, that you felt badly if I have asked you the help... But the day before yesterday, yesterday and today I only also did that that searched for possibility to find money for tickets to arrive to you...
But it is visible now not that period that good luck smiled to me... Very difficult... I do not know... I nevertheless hope, you understand me...
I send you a copy of my visa and my passport.
My thoughts only are connected with you, I think only of our meeting and now I analyze the mistakes concerning my parents...
I was the silly woman when has counted upon the father... It is difficult to me to solve something now...
The Main thing, know that I think of you and still I hope that we are expected by the joint future... I simply want to be happy...
I hope to receive from you the answer today...
With love, yours Sveta

Letter 2

Hello my friend Jean-pierre
I don't know where to start the letter. You left me your e-mail on the web-site RussianCupid. I would say honestly I've received a lot of messages on the web-site and I didn't expect so many men to write me.
But I liked your profile. I hope that we can get know better each other. Of course of you want that.
I can say the one - Jean-pierre - you've interested me, firstly by your simpiticity, modesty.
As you know from the profile I'm 30 y.o. - it's an rather big age :)
Many years are in past and I've got enough of experience to make resume and take a right decisions.
I'm not married and have no kids. But in fact, I'm just a victim of circumstance.
Maybe because I was too enthusiastic of searching good man and hoped to my life to be type of fairy tail.
But honestly, maybe I've not found the right man to acquire happiness to the end of my life...
It's just about that not every person gets what it wants. Sorry for lyrical digression.
I always thought and think even now that man - is a keeper and main person in a family.
So when I met the man who doesn't want to take commitments for everything I turn back to him.
I'm looking for strong man's shoulder. I mean I need a man with hom I will feel calmly...
Won't be in carried away by the letter. Jean-pierre, maybe you do not wont to continue corresponding with me. Say it right away!
Now my main priority is to find a good man, no matter about your status, finances. I look for experienced man to feel calmly.
Please understand my letter right.
I attach several photos and finish the letter.
I know well English and French. In future I would like to learn several more foreign languages.
Have a nice day!
Sveta

Letter 3

Hello my dear Jean-Pierre!
It's evening now. It's dark at home. I write you the letter using notebook of father :))
my full name Svetlana Suslova! - Albina Bychkova is doing not wash a name.
I have made a mistake! I read article in internet and have automatically written not the name!
because we don't have electrecity for half of hour!
Don't know what happened but as I see on some transformator's substation automats switched on and I need to suffer because of that.
There is no Internet now, so I write you an answer and can't read your letter! Terrible!
But it was funny some time ago when I took a shower in bath and the light switched off suddenly!
It was hard to get out of bath and found towel :)) most terrible is that I can't use hairdryer to dry hairs! :)
now there is a towel on my head - so I will dry hairs half of night :)
I'm kidding... I just hope that soon electricity would appear and I guess now there is no light at whole house :) need to take the candles.
But most important new for today is that I have a permission for entrance to your country! I've got the Visa!
Now I can bravely fly to you!
Today after noon I went to embassy and have been there a few of time. There were small queue.
By surname they called peopl for interveiw. I've been at counsil about 10 minutes.
He asked for the purpose of trael - I said as it is - to visit country and meet potential husband.
Counsil smiled to my answer and added that so such beautiful wife is needed good husband.
I asked that I already found such man and he waits in country.
I left the signature and received all the documents, so I could fly to you, Jean-Pierre!
It's all good. I have paid all the taxes and duty. I was able to get visa with help of father.
He gave me an statement of his account so I could be approved for Visa.
For visiting abroad to any country, person should have documents (statements from account or paper of income), approving financial ability to travel. I guess it's main thing which provided me easily and quickly to receive Visa.
I'm thankful for that to my daddy. Because my salary can't allow me to travel and mostly my dad helped me.
Now I need to buy tickets. I looked for that over Internet and found some tickets to you, I guess it's good way.
For my visa I need tickets there and back. So I need to buy 2-way ticket.
St.-Petersburg - Marseilles and back
There, April, 20th
From Pulkovo in Marseille Provence Arpt
16:30 - 23:10 1 Changes, Paris
Back, May, 20th
From Marseille Provence Arpt in Pulkovo
06:50 - 22:15 1 Changes, Paris
What do you think of that tickets, Jean-Pierre?
Ok, I will wait for your letter. By the way, during writing you the letter the light switched on.
So I could send you a letter... Sorry if I didn't answer to your questions, I will do it next time.
have a nice day and I think of you, Jean-Pierre!
With love, your Sveta!

Letter 4

Hello, Jean-Pierre!
Thank you for giving me your information, I guess soon I will use that information for buying the tickets.
My full name Albina Bychkova
my adress: Kirochnaya Street, 20, Ap. 35, St. Petersburg, 191028
My news for today. I hope you will it, Jean-Pierre...
Today I've got know that my vacation is approved and it will be soon!
Also I've been called from ebassy and they said that my documents are in Moscow and it's all good.
But I need to visit embassy, they're going to ask me some questions (which I'm assured that will answer)
and I will get my documents back with permission for going to your country!
It's very exciting event so I hope tomorrow I will get the VISA on my hands!))
My mood if lifted up today. Smile is on my face for whole day. Why I'm shining? There are many factors.
At the morning - becayse I like our meeting and relationships, I'm thankful to destiny that I met such man as you are... Then, at job my colleague lifted mood up - chief accountant - Irina - our offices are located close.
She's happy for me that I'm taking vacation and leaving Russia. Later, I've been called from embassy so my mood lifted to the top!
I'm assured for 99 that I will get Visa, else I would be declined with permission at Moscow if something would go wrong way.
Tomorrow I just need to visit embassy.
I think to much. I don't know, sometimes there is no need for thinking too much - and it could turn up to eternity :)
I think that in deep of your heart you could worry for our meeting.
I want to convince you and I don't think that in other country my life would be easy and like a fairy tale.
No... I don't want you to think so, Jean-Pierre.
I'm ready for real life. Ready to life in another country. Ready to live with you, Jean-Pierre.
At least one month for beginning. I think about you...
I never thought that my life could change so much, that I will think seriously about travel to another country not for a rest, but for meeting liked by me man and to determine our share plans and aims in life...
Dear Jean-Pierre, hope we will like each other at meeting!
At least I would like to be liked by you, but would be myself as usual.
Ok, I will finish the letter on that...
Wish your smile not to leave you - it's important in modern world. Wish you a nice day!!!
With love, Sveta

P.s. I attach a photo. On a photo I am on a place where archeological excavations in the Astrakhan region were spent.
Here have recreated a city, which looked so a little thousand years ago.

Letter 5

Hello!
Jean-Pierre, today I wrote an application for vacation. I didn't take vacation this year and didn't want to take it, but not so long ago I met you. Whole my life changed once I met you!
Today I met my friend, we haven't met for a long time. I told her that I'm leaving country to my potential husband )
Firstly, she decided that I'm kidding. But when I told her more about my relationships with you - she got it all and calmed down.
And we spend a few hours at cafe where we met. Today I let myself not to go to work.
Today I had a off the work day - I'm not assured if you have such word in your language - it's the off-day given me for working extra hours...
For last time I spent a few of time with friends, most of time I work, and weekend spend with parents...
Maybe it's because I'm getting older ) I found out that friends are becoming more the second plan (less important), of course sometimes we meet with friends and spend a time at cafe, visit bowling or just walking.
Also today I had a talk with parents. I said them they will get vacation and soon will visit embassy for interview.
Mommy speaking calmly about my meeting, but it's good for me... I don't want my parents to worry for me too much.
My daddy always ask about you, Jean-Pierre. I told them everything detaily about your life so today he didn't worry forme and said he would like to meet you if you'll be over here. I said him that it all depends on Jean-Pierre and your time.
My dear Jean-Pierre, I hope that all that talks don't scare you too and it all depend on our meeting!
I'm almost totally assured that we will like each other and will be able to have a nice time.
If you need help in something - I will be very pleased to help you.
Dear Jean-Pierre, can you send me with next letter your full address and the localest airport so I could note it down.
Also I attach a few photos for you... Hope you will like it... With best wishes...
You should know that I always think about you no matter where I'm!
Your Sveta

Letter 6

Hi, Jean-Pierre!
Your Russian is magnificent! :)
Today I've got know about my Visa. I've been notified about it can take more time.
A lot of people have applied for Visa to your country at the same time. Jean-Pierre, but nevertheless, I hope soon it will be done and I wouldn't think or worry about it.
As I've been promised, within week I could get a permission to your country...
Of course that's in the best case and I hope there will be no surprises. If I couldn't get the visa I hope you can come to visit me :))
Now I've got the only dream - to meet you, Jean-Pierre...
Yes, I've been at Goa - as I wrote you before - I feel like in a paradise there. That's what my feelings told me.
But such feelings you can get anywhere. Its important to be with person who loves you. Are you agree, Jean-Pierre?
There is no need for white send and blue sea to understand this.
Important things are: warm man's shoulder, warm hands, carying my cheeks, his smile and tender words in my hear...
let it be just dreams... Dreams that are unrealizable...
Today was a hard day on the job, we've visited hospital for medical checkup, we need to do it once for 6 months. From the morning to the noon we passed a lot of medics, test the results.
It's not pleasant for me when medis take the blood from figner, but today they took blood from vein too.
But it's not so painful as finger, but anyway - no pleasant, and I'm afraid of blood.
How was your day, Jean-Pierre? Hope you smiled today?)))
I think smile is important in life. I always try to lift up my mood even if there is nothing good.
Main thing is to understand that hippens - is to be healthy, have parents and friends, also loving and beloved man...
Jean-Pierre, it's all in our hands. It's the lyrics again in my words...
I don't know why I tell you that.. I didn't finished my thought... I will come back again to my day.
During passing the medical checkup, I saw a lot of disabled persons which have been there too.
I feel sorry for that people who have been victims of the conditions. And then I thankful to my life that I'm healthier then other people...
It's so scary to be blind, deaf, dumb. I don't know... And then I try to calm people who makes complaints on their life...
I want to shout on the whole world: "People! Be kinder to each other! Save your relatives! Help each other! Appreciate the moments of happiness!"
Dear Jean-Pierre, I hope that soon I can share some good news - the day of meeting to you. But sorry, now I can't tell you the date.
Also soon I will write an application for vacation. I want to be with you for a whole month!
Hope it's good for you? Now about the important.... I'm ready to leave in your apartment...
If there are some troubles for you to receive me, then I will come to you as guest and will buy a room at hotel.
I don't want you to feel bad.
I will finish the letter on that. Wish you the good day...
With respect, your Sveta

Letter 7

Hello, Jean-Pierre!
I have again the time to enjoy your letter and write you back.
But I do not have now phone! Believe! I trust in you on 100 % and please, trust me as...
I have broken the phone still for a long time, but for the present I can not get it. I save.
And I as send you a copy of the passport so that you trusted me.
I don't know why but I always think about you, dear Jean-Pierre... Guess it shouldn't be and it's not right.
I didn't believe in virtual relationships,
thought that Internet is just the way of meeting and you can't feel the feelings which you can have in real life, but now I feel something pleasant for my heart. There is a excitement everywhere...
I'm a woman! Not virtual - I'm not just lines on the screen. And you're real man for me, living not close but thinking about me, feeling me. And it gives a lot of new to me, enjoy, happiness maybe. Happiness could be different, multifaceted. And of course we are still far away from each other.
I see that clearly but I hope that you're the man I'll be happy with. I hope for that sincerely.
Let my words be loud-voice but anyway, I write its. And it's not all so easy.
I understand that it's impossible to force people to love and I don't want to force you to love me - I need mutual feelings only ,
Also I can't say with 100 assurance that I love you. But I like you very much! I like your letters, your character, and I haven't got a change to appreciate at true value at the full extent. But anyway! You seem to be as the man who I need.
Jean-Pierre, you know what is needed for life. I do not dream! I don't think up the "right image".
I do not think up the fairy tale! I live by real and it could be complicated in real life!
But I don't want you to think bad that our first meeting could change your imagination about you!
I like you and I'm assured that I will like at our meeting! Inside out only!
I don't want you worry about by this ocassion... I chose you - you chose me - it means something.
What could change our meeting? Just that we will be together at the moment, we will be closer to each other...
Jean-Pierre, I can't think bad way about you.
And if you find some lines in my letters from my "smart letters" - these all are thoughts with positive response.
I can't look for ideal for whole my life... Life goes away - we need to build our happiness together...
Hope you understand me...
Happiness is when you're understood... Right. Mutual understanding is when everyone make it's own step, not spilling out beared grudge when it takes only to ocassions are given or without the ocassion.
I want understanding, of course I want that! Want the dreams come true, feel attention and care for me.
I'm not the one who dream about it - everyone dreams about it! And you can't just take and take, you need to share. Maybe we shouldn't play the kid's game counting to get know who first need to make a step?
You see, you can't clap by one hand only. Else when you count, all the life passes with quarrels and discord.
I've got know long time ago that you're the man I've been looking for long timem you've got all the strains I like.
You're unique man, you're very smart but please, don't give yourself airs.
I tell you that I like you very much and want you just be yourself, not thinking about how good you are.
Be yourself - I like you for that...
Kiss you, my sweetie...
Only your
Sveta

Letter 8

Hello! Jean-Pierre!
It will be better, if I call to you. I think, I will call to you tomorrow.
About my previous letter where I wrote about colleagues's family get into card accident.
So the guilty man who was drunken convicted up to 4 years of prison - it's a small term - but it's Russian and we have such laws.
It's pity. But good news is that his kid (the daughter) and wife feel better.
Daughter is at general ward but his wife still at reanimation, but he has a progress and she gets better.
As a lawer I help them as I can, but now I can do it by advice. Ok, enough of that. Let's talk about me and you, my Jean-Pierre.
I've dinner. I made a salade for me - it's enough. Now I can't eat and more of that - at evening.
After shower I feel fresh like born again and it's nice to read your letter and write you back.
I don't think that people in Russia are blind. Maybe I'm beautiful, but I think it's typical here.
There a lot of beautiful people in Russia I think. But most important is not a outside beauty.
Wrapper of candy can turn to "not tasty", "not nice"... So most important is human's qualities of character.
Now my main aim is to meet you.
But I need to wait for the call from embassy, then I'll be invited for getting Visa.
Usually here is simplified way of getting visa. They should not ask me a lot of hard questions as I've been said.
In the worst ase I could say parting words :))) I'm kidding.
Today I had again the talk with parents about meeting with you. They respect my decision but scare a little.
I trust you, Jean-Pierre, so I told parents that you're my man who waits for me and prepares to the meeting with huge anticipation.
My father said - "Do whatever you want and what heart tells you, but don't forget about mind!We're living in a modern world where veryone could lie to you and get rich on sadness of other people!"
He lofes me and I don't do abrupt movement as father tells me.
Now I'm absolutely admit that all I think about you proves with my actions related to preparing of meeting and the meeting...
I want to be with you... I want to be in your warm hugs... Am I denied for that? Could we make our destiny by ourselves?
Dear Jean-Pierre, what do you think about destiny? Is it all already predetermined or we keep it in our hands?
I think that we make our destiny. Everything is in our hands...
Last time I always think about you Jean-Pierre!
Who knows... If there is a life after death, we should be together in next life!
But I agree to be with you to the last day of my life. I need such great man as you are - kind, loving, sympathy!
I want the family happiness...
Wish you the great day.
Already waiting for your next letter.
Your Sveta

Letter 9

Hello my dear Jean-Pierre!
I'm happy again to read your letter.
I'm in hurry to tell you that today I've been in embassy and I got enough of time eto give all the documents for getting Visa.
It's good that is located not so far away from the place of my job.
So all I need to do now - is to wait when I will be able to get the documents back with the possibility of travelling right to you.
I'm working not far from my home - I don't use public transport. I walk to my job - it's about 15 minutes, so it's very comfort!
I think that any details about my life would be interesting to you. But I can't drive the car and I don't have driver's license.
I think I don't need it, but sometimes I have a desire to teach how to drive... Will say honestly, I scare of driving.
Maybe because I've saw a lot of movies about car accidents - and it's horror movies!
Almost each time with photographer moves to the place with the shift and take the photos of accident.
Unintentionally I see that - and it's so scaring! And statistic shows that Russia has the first place by car accidents.
I guess it depends on rising amount of cars with every year, but roads should be better.
And the government doesn't invest to road infrastructure.
A lot of people are not glad of government. As because on the top of it are oligarchs who steal all the money, use shared resourses.
Oh, sorry for digression.
How was your day? I hope everything is fine! As for my day, it's everyday usual...
Even I have usual days which are about the job, but I have something special, brand new in every day.
Some hope for the better life and hope for getting usual family's happiness.
I don't know why I always think about you dear Jean-Pierre... I think that isn't not right.
I didn't believe in virtual relationships and consider that Internet ot's
just the way of getting knowing each other but you can't feel the same what you feel in real life, but right now I feel something nice for my hearth. There is an emotion everywhere...
It's good to understand that I have changes in my life and I hope for the best in my life and I mean that love can come suddenly :)
Now we're corresponding with letters and to talk about love is hard, but it's nice to feel that feelings and to have butterfly in stomache :)
if I can express it this way...
Sorry...
Your Sveta

Letter 10

Hello my dear Jean-Pierre!
I'm happy again to read your letter.
I'm in hurry to tell you that today I've been in embassy and I got enough of time eto give all the documents for getting Visa.
It's good that is located not so far away from the place of my job.
So all I need to do now - is to wait when I will be able to get the documents back with the possibility of travelling right to you.
I'm working not far from my home - I don't use public transport. I walk to my job - it's about 15 minutes, so it's very comfort!
I think that any details about my life would be interesting to you. But I can't drive the car and I don't have driver's license.
I think I don't need it, but sometimes I have a desire to teach how to drive... Will say honestly, I scare of driving.
Maybe because I've saw a lot of movies about car accidents - and it's horror movies!
Almost each time with photographer moves to the place with the shift and take the photos of accident.
Unintentionally I see that - and it's so scaring! And statistic shows that Russia has the first place by car accidents.
I guess it depends on rising amount of cars with every year, but roads should be better.
And the government doesn't invest to road infrastructure.
A lot of people are not glad of government. As because on the top of it are oligarchs who steal all the money, use shared resourses.
Oh, sorry for digression.
How was your day? I hope everything is fine! As for my day, it's everyday usual...
Even I have usual days which are about the job, but I have something special, brand new in every day.
Some hope for the better life and hope for getting usual family's happiness.
I don't know why I always think about you dear Jean-Pierre... I think that isn't not right.
I didn't believe in virtual relationships and consider that Internet ot's just the way of getting knowing each other but you can't feel the same what you feel in real life, but right now I feel something nice for my hearth. There is an emotion everywhere...
It's good to understand that I have changes in my life and I hope for the best in my life and I mean that love can come suddenly :)
Now we're corresponding with letters and to talk about love is hard, but it's nice to feel that feelings and to have butterfly in stomache :)
if I can express it this way...
Sorry...
Your Sveta

Letter 11

Hello Jean-Pierre!
It is a happiness to read your letter! A happiness to know you! I worried to read your letter and thought what would you answer to it...
Scared.. Scared of possibility that you were not serious with me from beginning and our meeting would be type of mistake...
I was scared to loose you...
I am swimming only 1 kilometre for 40 minutes.
Today eating at break time I have spoke again with you about parents - Jean-Pierre...
I told them that I'm serious to leave Russia and I'm ready to travel for first meeting.
I need to come to you, Jean-Pierre, to get know you better. Words written by your hand touch my soul but to see each other, to talk not over the phone, catch your smell and how you breathe of each other - it's more important and nice!
And I'm happy! I am glad that you're ready to have a meeting. I'm ready to come to you!
Tomorrow I will contact with embassy of your country for getting necessary documents.
It's good that it placed here in Saint Petersburg and I don't need to travel to Moscow.
I can give documents here, but I can't tell it for sure! Because getting necessary documents for every country has it's own rules.
Oh my God, I'm like a young girl who gone out of mind of first love feelings... Don't know... I like you...
Won't talk about love, but I like you and I know for a long time that you're a unique man, Jean-Pierre.
Yes, but don't give yourself airs and be yourself :) You've got something that making me feel assured! I don't know! I can't describe that...
You're not getting out of my thoughts for a long time and before I fall asleep, I remember you and what I wrote in a letter and hope to see your answer tomorrow. But it all prove something.
I'm brave woman (of decision). I'm ready to search happiness and hope to get it in a short time.
It's important to see each other now, so we will answer most part of questions. Are you really the man with who I can spend all my life?
I hope you are. I hope that happiness will come to me. And you can't wait for that - you should move to it! Hope that you understand my position...
I hope to get a letter from you tomorrow...
Ok, I will continue my job and will then go home.
With best wishes,
and respect, your Sveta

Letter 12

Hi!
Jean-Pierre, I'm glad to get the letter from you again.
I've just came from the swimming pool... After the job I've visited gym, then pool and now I'm sitting blissful and have a time for reading your letter and to write you an answer...
There is no sun today... Sometimes my mood depends on weather, but it's in the cases I'm not busy.
But now I feel good just because I've done all I wanted and now doing my favorite thing - writing you the letter!
What is the weather? I'm assured - that is other then here :)
In Saint Petersburg rains - is usual natural phenomenon and even rains could fall at winter!
At least at beginning of winter is so! It's not similar to Russian winter.
Jean-Pierre, I'm assured you heard about what is Russian winter and Siberian cold?
Dear Jean-Pierre, I aprreciate so muuuuch that you write me! Today I've took all the thoughts in my head!
Couldn't concentrate on job... Yes, it've been... And I've been confused...
I don't know what is going on inside of me. I worry as a little girl, some scare inside of me.
I hope it would disappear and I will come back to my usual condition. :)
I read again your letter today and thought a lot. Don't know... What, what if I would come to guest at you to your country?
We can write a lot about everything. And it's a pleasant to do it. I can speak about everything with you and I trust you!
I fully trust you!
Why I've started that talk...
Yesterday's evening I've told about you to parents and that I correspond with you just a little time doesn't confuse me!
I like you and do not want to hide that...
So, I told in details about you and that my choise is considered.
We spoke earlier about that if I will foreign man - I'll leave Russia and they understand me.
Of course father was against that as he's a patriot of our country. I think, every military man is a patriot.
Because it's everyday occurance... But my father accepted that he can't keep me and I'm adult woman! I'm 30!
Time is moving! Too fast... Unfortunately...
Now I make decisions by myself. Deliberately. I'm ready to leave Russia for my family's happiness...
My mom liked you and she helped me to speak with father... Dad took it cold to yesterday's talk...
It's typical for him. Maybe he still think me a little girl, but by this I understand that he has unbounded love to me...
At all, this is my choice and I would decide where and which way I would live my life...
Then today I thought a long time about our first meeting. I'm ready to come to you but if you want that.
I would have no problem with that.
As I've been several times outside of country (I have international passport) so I have a possibility with no problem (I guess) to get a necessary documents for your country.
But my trip could last one month only (my vacation's length).
I think that month of correspondence would be enough for us to arrange the future...
So Jean-Pierre... I can't write no more.. I'm full of emotions of that I wrote you all I wanted...
Please, think about it and write me tomorrow...
I think of you and started to think what would you write in your next letter...
Your Sveta

Letter 13

Hello, Jean-Pierre!
How are you doing? Something new?
I will note down your phone number and in a few days if I'll be able - I will call you my birth day 18/05/1982
I have told about us just to one person - to the only friend. Her name is Sveta and we are friends for about 15 years.
She's my best friend and I could tell her all the secrets.
Yesterday, after the job I have visited her and we spoke about my future. That, maybe, soon my life will be in another country.
About that we won't stop be friends with her. Now is not problem to corresponde from any place on the Earth.
I told her as I like your letters and that I'm going mad till waiting for your another letter.
But at the same time... There are many stories about lucky meetings and happy marriage with same as sad stories on the meeting web-sites.
Now I'm serious and I can't play the games or just flirt and lie to myself.
I hope that our correspondence isn't for fun and we both want to build something strong and long-term...
As for speaking about relationships via Internet - is good opportunity to meet your person, nowadays whole world live inside of social networks as facebook or Russian vk.com.
I don't use such sites at all because I don't want to make my life virtual as my friends do! Hope, Jean-Pierre you can understand me.
A lot of people lives in that social networks, forgetting about reality. Just job - home, job because there is an Internet.
I can't do this! I understand that there are a lot of interesting and live things in this world.
Computer's monitor is not in point of beautiful...
But it's bad without Internet. I wouldn't met you... I appreciate that you write me and I hope to continue our correspondence in such way.
I like guys who are older then me and I think, that Loves meets any ages! I think that adult man is builded at all.
I don't speak about material, financial way. Believe me, I'm not looking for that. Dear Jean-Pierre I look for a man who will share his vision of life, and to have the same visions, to respect and trust to each other.
To feel assistance, carries from my man and be assured in him, be by "stoned walls".
My views to life are simple, I'm not looking for superman or ideal man, I'm looking for ordinary man who will love me...
All right, I'll stop on this. I wish you the nicest day and hope to see a letter from you soon...
With respect, Sveta

Letter 14

Hello!!!
Jean-Pierre, it's so nice to read your letter! Thanks! I get know more and more about you.
I will tell about my job. As I write, I work at the emergency-rescue Service of Saint Petersburg.
Every day we receive calls on our desk (reception). Most of calls are about saving human's lifes, animals- and pets-life.
Of course, I'm not the emergency-rescue worker but I'm proud of my job and know a lot of good people. We have a good company!
My job is about juridically right execution of all the documents of our service and I'm the representative of moot points at the court.
We need to prove a lot of things to people, to government authority the actions of our rescuers.
For example, that it's prohibited to violate the rules of the road's movement without special sound and visual alarm.
But when camera records violation, it sees only the number of car and it doesn't record the special alarm on the roof.
In such cases, I help our Service and prove our case and correct actions of rescuer in different situations.
Hope that I gave you an imagination of my job. I understand that if I will leave Russia, I won't be working in that Service. And I'm ready for it.
I don't afraid of any job.
I hope that you, Jean-Pierre, won't be against of telling as I see my life in another country.
Of course, I will need a time to get used to mentality of people.
Apart from feelings and love I'm ready to be a housekeeper and do the home job of cleaning and cooking.
I can't do it in a different way. I understand that I will need to find a job, even if I didn't work in some job before.
I don't want to be financially secured by husband only. I think that family's saving should be incomed from husband's and wife's job.
And I see nothing bad if earning of wife would be greater then husband's one.
Dear Jean-Pierre, do you want to talk by the phone? If you do please write me your phone number in next letter.
I think it would be right if I will call you but not you to me.
The more, I don't want now to my parents and co-workers to know that I correspond with you, Jean-Pierre.
Jean-Pierre, I hope you can understand me...
I appreciate with reverence our correspondence and appreciate you.
I want you to know... Jean-Pierre, you've brought a lot to my life.
Last time I think about you only and think about did you write?..
I don't know why, but I can't hide the smile when read your letter and I like to get know about you everything!
I wish you a very nice day.
Your Russian friend Sveta

Letter 15

Hello, Jean-Pierre!
It's nice to get letters from you. Thank you! I respond you from my home computer, but sometims I can use work's computer on the job, but it's very rare, I don't want my private life to be the theme for discuission between co-workers :)
I have already wrote you that I live together with parents in their 4-room flat.
Having relationships in past, I do not have kids. Sometimes I have so a huge desire to have a baby - a boy and rise him to right man.
But that is just a dream and it all will depend of my future husband.
I've interested very much to settle with strong shoulder's man.
I mean I don't need a man who will spend a lot of time with friends and drink alco. It's destiny of youngers.
I need adult and mature man who respects and needs family's valuables. My choise always under review of my parents.
I can't not to discuss it with my parents. I do not wait for the answer do I need to marry or not.
That's up to my decision. But I need their first impression about possible future husband.
And more I will tell you the thing I didn't tell to my parents that I met you and I want you to keep it as secret now.
This is my choise and I don't want to show you them ahead of time, Jean-Pierre. I appreciate so much that you write me.
I hope you can understand my decision. With them when I will be assured I will to parents about you, Jean-Pierre...
I don't know did you speak with friends and relatives about you're looking for a woman over Internet? Or did you tell someone about me...
Let's continue to get know each other better. What do you consider as important to tell about your life?
It's interesting to read your letters.
Today I re-read your letters on the job. But didn't decide to write you back, now I'm enjoying to write you a letter.
I'll tell you about hobbies. Would be interesting to get know about your one... What do you like to do at spare time?
To read? To watch movies? Listen to music?
I love sport and I think that people need to take care of health. Sport is a health, I don't mean professional sport.
I visit gym 3 times a week and enjoy that. And one time for a week I can go to swimming pool if I have the right mood.
At the weekend I usually spend time at home with parents or friends. I didn't always live with parents.
At the moment when I dated with a boyfriend, I always relocated on the rent flat with ex boyfriend.
I like to cook and mom teached me to a lot of receipts! I eat almost everything. I'm not vegetarian, I don't understand people who do not eat the meat. Meat is necessary for body specially in Russia :)
it's much easier to survive at winter :) It's not needed to eat meat at warm countries :) There you can eat bananas and coconut :)
I listen to music by mood. Usually is Top music on the radion. Now I like becoming more and more popular style NU Disco - light and vivid music...
Did you hear about it? Honestly I'm not a musician, but music helps me to live. Don't you think so?
I watch different music, at most comedies, movies with deep sense, sophisticated storyline, not so long ago I watched "We bought a Zoo" over internet. And there I liked the storyline.
I like to watch such movies. Did you see that movie? Or what movies do you like?
Ok, I will finish the letter. And again I attach the photos...
Your Sveta

Letter 16

Hello Jean-Pierre!
Excuse me that in previous letters I didn't tell about myself and parents.. I'm 30!
I'm 163 cm and weight about 50 kgs. What is your physicall parametrs - it'll be easier for me to imagine you.
I live with parents in St. Petersburg, I live here for around 15 years. I was born in city Novorossyisk..
It attributes with profession of my father - he was officer of Russian Armed Forces. Now he's retired.
We often changed places, following by father - it's not easy life of all the army officers.
My father is Dmitry Anatolievich, 52 y.o.. He's lieutenant colonel of the reserve.
Now he's on military pension (it's earlier than usual pension). Now he is head guard at unknown for me organisation.
My mom is Anastasiya Pavlovna, 53 y.o., teacher of Russian language in one of St. Petersburg's schools.
I'm the only child of my parents. Maybe that's why I felt love and carries from my parents well.
I will attach the photo with my parents. That's the only photo I have. I've got a lot of photos, but at most its are old. A few of 2012 year.
Now about myself.
I've graduated in Juridical Faculty of Government St. Petersburg's University and now I'm lawyer and juridical consultant at The emergency-rescue Service of Saint Petersburg. It's interesting and good job.
There are a lot of troubles in the city and I always get the information from word of mouth.
I can tell more about job in next letters if you want. Of course I have cousins, uncles and aunts.
A lot of relatives but I won't enumerate them all as they live all around Russia and in fact they do not have the great role on my life.
I've been a few times off the country. When I've studied, I've visited Europe on tourist's bus, been at Poland, Germany, France, Spain.
But I've not been able to stay for a long at these countries and visit most famous seesights.
It was interesting travel. Since that I felt the attraction to foreign languages.
Then I've visited India, Goa - it's wonderful place and if there is a Heaven on the Earth - Goa is or at least it seemed to me so :)
I've been there with my ex boyfriend.
If I started to talk about relationships, I would say that I had just 2 serious relationships.
I've dated for long time with married man... yes, it is. But it was by occasion...
I didn't know that he's married and he hided that from me.... But then he told me he has a wife...
I've broke immediantely. I couldn't do it any other way! It was a lie and a betray....
He disturbed me for a long time and tell that he will divorce soon. But it wasn't so!
Also when my parents got know about that story, they've been shocked as they thought that guy wasn't married. Don't want to remember that...
Honestly, my 2 relationships is my fail. Second guy (we have visited India) have found another girl and confessed he don't love me no more...
I've been hurted for a long time for last years and have not been able to think about men, haven't been able to open my heart for someone...
I gathered courage to tell you about my relationships and I ask you to not ask about it.
I understand that there is no such man who wouldn't cheat on wife in this World, but cheating for me is most horrable!
My heart wouldn't withstand such strike and pain...
I'm scared of being cheted... But also I scared of staying alone in this World. I'm 30 (my birthday is on 18th of May 1982).
I will finish the story for today. Jean-Pierre, write me please about you past relationships if you want of course.
Will wait for your letter,
Sveta

Letter 17

Hello, Jean-Pierre!
It's nice to get a letter from you again.
Thank you for the photo. It would be nice again to read your letter and look at your photos.
Jean-Pierre, I heard about skype, msn and yahoo too. And it would much more nicer to see each other, but now I can't use it.
I hope you wouldn't be disappointed by this? If you'll be - I can't do nothing now to change that.
In previous relations by Internet I've been asked for a talk via web-cam and once one man started to take clothes off and said me to do the same - since that I do not see any sense in such talks. Please, understand me right, but maybe I've growned up by other way? I just want you to understand what do I want....
And of course I never want to hurt someone by this.
It's more comfortable and quicker for me to write you a letter and I have a time to think about the lines.
There is something romantic in such correspondence...
I have deleted my profile on the web-site. Maybe this is a silly action, but I've got your e-mail and your letter.
I wouldn't make terms. But you do not want to continue correspondence with me then I think wouldn't look for a man in your country or any other one.
It's my first time I have registered on the dating web-site. And idea of meeting foreign man came to me not so long ago.
And it's not hasty step. About half of year I beard it mind and finally I've made it. It's very exciting step for me.
I thought that with knowledge of English and French I could live in another country. I have skills in learing foreign languages.
Maybe you want to ask me why I'm looking for a man in other country?
I could say that I'm not looking for rich life and not looking for a prince on white horse.
I'm suspicious that many men in other countries think that Russian woman usually financially secured and if she's looking for a foreign man then she wants to be financially secured.
Maybe there are such woman, but I'm not type of woman. The more I know that economical situation in other countries isn't much better, but Russia is moving up.
Most important is find a man who will firstly respect me as a wife. You can build love.
There is no ideal people. It's important to find ordinary and sincere man who isn't living by past and ready to start a new life with me on his territory.
There is a lot of things I'm not satisfied in Russia and it's not about everyday life.
I have a lot of friends, who drink and they like to drink at the week-end, to have a wild life. It's not for me.
The one thing keeping me from leaving is my parents, they gave me a lot.
They have rase me as a woman which will be faithful to one man, I will not participate in any parties.
I can't not to think about my family and closest friends. I value trust relationships.
My parents still love each other and their life full of making stronger events.
Marriage of my parents - is an ideal example for me. I will tell more about myself and family in next letter if you want, sorry...
Jean-Pierre, tell me more about yourself, about your closest (friends, family). Which wife are you looking for?
I attach photos again. And waiting for your questions, don't be shy :)
Your Sveta