Letter(s) from Jenny Achita to Bertrand (Belgium)

Letter 1

Good Afternoon Bertrand.

Its very nice to have your mail back again, when I check my facebook account, Yes its true that sometimes I aprear to be online on tagged. I don't normally log-out and when I open my web-page all the previous pages will surely reload.

So I don't have any reason to just lost interest on somebody that I know nothing about as you think and that is the reason why I sent you short message on FB to let you know that I have nothing against you.

But to tell you about my self...I'm Jenny Achita by name as you already know, 34 years of age single and no kids. Mixed of Dutch and British and I spent most of my life in England to studied as a Nurse.

Although I have been to a relationship in the past during my studied in Manchester but I was hurt by feelings which make me stay away from having relationship affairs expecially with any British Guys before I was Introduce to tagged to meet new person outside England to see what future might hold.

About my family....My Dad passed away about 7 years ago and my mum is living in Birghman while I also have a Uncle Living in Soest in Netherlands with two Causin, But I think with time we will get to know each other much better.

Because I'm into personal business at the moment pending the time that I will finally settle down and even presently here in Oyo State Nigeria. for Business transaction and I have been here for the past 6 days now and I use to sell most of my goods in Antwerp.

So I think I tell little about my self now and I will looking forward to also hear something from you to get to know you much better and I will also try to take some pictures possibly tomorrow to share them with you.

Hope to hear you soon.

Greetings from Jenny

Letter 2

Dear Bertrand

Good Morning

I just take my coffee and here to first check my mail to see If I have any mail from you before i started cleaning my room. and Its very nice to read from you.

Yes I understand your thought becuse I use to got different messages on tagged as well and that is the reason why I don't bother to reply back to your mail in the first place, Because its very hard to know the honest and understanding person.

But the way you wrote me when I later go through your two short messages that you also living outside England make me decided to contact you back again through Facebook when the message bance back on tagged and I thank that the way we later come back together in this way have one or two reason.

Because I believe that Life is a journey of experience's, and in this journey we meet many people each day. Some we forget the next moment, BUT some we cherish throughout our lives. It is these people who give a 'true meaning' to our lives.

Yes I lost my Dad about 7 years ago and it was very painful and I hardly erase all the bad memory but I'm happy that things is getting better back again, Because its not really easy when you lost someone that very close to you.

sure I know your Country because I have been to Antwerp many times for Business transaction because I do use to Buy Dust Gold and Antiquites most of the time and Antwerp is the only best place to sell goods in Europe.

Although I learn the Business from my Mum and I have been doing the Bsuiness for the past few years in order to arrange something for my self before I finally settle down, But only planing to quite the Business soon possibly after this trip.

Because this Business require a lot of travelling and also tressful, although travelling is the part of my Hobbies, But I don't really have much time for my self and I will be 34 years on 8 of Oct, So I think this is the time for me to see what future might Hold about serious relationship but only scare in a little bit about my past.

Yes i know that you are 62 years but your inner with how you can handle good relationship is most very important and its good to also read from you that not only outlook you found on me but my radiate also that inner beauty.

What I like in my Man.......? I want Honest, caring , Understanding and future focuse Person as my life partner, Because I believe that Love is a noble act of self-giving, offering trust, faith, and loyalty. The more you love, the more you lose a part of yourself, yet you don't become less of who you are; you end up being complete with your loved ones.

But I must confess that I like all little things that i know about you and I hope you will continue to handle this relationship with care as you are asking if I can open my heart that you will listen.

Because I don't want to get hurt by feelings again, but I believe that life most going-on and I think to see each other after my transaction in Antwerp can't be any problem if we finally workout something before then, Because i have been here for the past 7 days now and the work still in progress.

So I will have to stop for now in order to take my shower and I will looking forward to hear something from you back again as soon as possible.

Greetings and Hugs from Jenny.

I will try to take some pictures and share them with you as well possibly with my next mail because I don't have more recent pictures and I like all the pictures you share with me, Because you look decent and mature on it

Letter 3

My Dear.

Its very nice to have your mail, Because I just finish my dinner now and here to first write you let you know that I always stick with my promise.

Although its not that i have much time tonight to make long letter as I still have little things to do on here after watching the match before I go to bed, but i need to first write you to let you know that I place you in a very special place since when I exchange my personal e-mail with you.

Because I like how you normally write me and I hope things would be much better even more than this when we finally see each other soon after my trip, because I like a Man with sense of humour.

In fact I was also touched with your letter and reading from you make me to started to have special feelings for this contact and I can easily say that this would be the first time to make contact in this way because I never experience such a things like this since when I registered my account on tagged as I don't really have much time due to my past experience with the thought that all Men are thesame compare with how I always busy with my Businesss.

Hmmm Firstly I must say that you have a very wonderful pictures and I love your Son pics as well because He is very cute and nice, even almost look a like with the hair style, but its a pitty that I'm unable to make my pictures i promise to share with you today and I will try my best to take some pics possibly before I go to work. Because tomorrow is the last week of working days on here.

Yea Dear I know we both thinking in thesame way due to the bad experience in the past to avoid getting hurt by feelings again, But I just have little hope despite the fact we are just trying to know each other for now.

Although I did not yet tell you much about how I was hurt by feelings in the past but i must say that the accident on how i was Hurt by feelings is almost thesame.

So all what I need from you is to always Honest with me and we can even remove our profile on tagged in order to concentrate on each other as i told you that I don't normally go there because of strange mails that I use to got there.

Concerning your Hobbies........I think we have little things in common, because I like swimming, cooking, reading Dancing, Sports and also walking along the beach.

But the favourites sports I like to play most are ....Golf-game, Basketball and Pool game also know as snookers game, but I'm very sure that I can win you with poolgame when we play together because i normally won most of my friends when we play together but don't let me say anything about it for now

I also against racism, Because I like to see my self in the means of different people as you know that my Business base on travelling, I have been to different countries and meet different peoples as well So Dear I understand all the promises you make with the relationship you are planing to have if something finally workout between us but lets wait and see whats going to happen between us.

But I will have to first stop for now in order to watch the match and I will looking forward to hear something from you as soon as you have this mail.

Hope to hear you soon

Greetings and Hugs from Jenny

Letter 4

Good morning Dear

I'm here to first check my mail to see if I have any message from you after t'he short message you sent m'he last night but I got nothing.

Yeap t'he match was very funny has everything ended with 10-0 but unable to send any message after t'he Match, because I just went to bed in order to wake up earlier.

So Dear my Uk line its not working perfectly here in Nigeria and I think I will need to get new sim on here maybe to my pergline so that you can easily text sms or if you also have whatsapp on your phone.

I will also trying to remove my profile on tagged today has well because you really impress me when I heard that you do already romoved your account.

But I will looking forward to hear something from you as soon possible today and I will also try to take some pics as well.

Hope to hear you soon

Greetings and Hugs from Jenny

Letter 5

Good Evening Dear.

I also Just back home past few mins and here to first check my mail to see if I have any message from you after the short message I sent you in the Morning before I left to work and its very nice to see the notification of your message when I open my laptop even before I read all the content, because reading from you was on my thought when I was at work today.

So I'm here to first reply back to your mail before I do any other things in order to read something back from you back again before I finally go to bed for tonight and I'm happy to tell you that things is getting better with all my arrangement on here and almost 19KG of Goods has be done already out of 41KG and I'm very sure that I will soon finish all other arrangement in order to get back to Europe.

Yes I did not tell you much about how I was Hurt by feelings in the past because I always feel sad anytime remember my past relationship, Because It was very sad and painful when I get to know that my Ex was having relationship affairs with my best girl Friend when I was on trip to Asia after the great time we shared together.

So I just decided to stay away from having relationship affairs since that time to avoid getting Hurt by feelings again with the thought that all Men are thesame because I never think that such a things can happen before I later found out everything my self and I can easily say that you will be the first person to catch my attention back again since when I make the decission, maybe its because you are not from England or the level of your aproaching.

Because I do already lose hope on having relationship affairs and I always busy with my Business, before we started to make deep contact this way for the past few days now, but I believe that Sometimes what you want isn't always what you get, but in the end what you get is so much better than what you wanted. because I never thought that I can meet such a person that have similar experience like me in this way.

But I promise to open up my heart as you asked me to do so, because to truly love something, you must first give it a chance to fail. If it survives, it is going to be stronger than ever and forever we will love if we survive.

Yeap yesterday game was very funny, I never see such a game like that since when i have been watching football match, 10-0, I just go to bed after the match because I was already tired and that is the reason why I'm unable to reply back to your short message before I wake up this Morning.

Concerning the Pool game, Lets wait and see whats going to happen when we play together, maybe things will also resulted like Yesterday game between us........ahahah. Because I can easily say that Pool game is one of my favourite game. I do like to play it with friends on my spare time because we have the table in our apartment in Manchester. So I don't need to praticse as you think before I can win you...lol

Yes I took some pictures today already, I will attach them with this mail to see my new look and I will also removed my profile as well after this mail as you also did, because I'm unable to get there since yesterday as I was very busy with all my arrangement in order to get something done with my Business arrangement at a time.

Hmmm ...........Its very nice to hear about your Son and to also know that He will visit you this evening and I'm very sure that He will already be there with you when writing this mail as time its already 5 00pm at the moment and I can't wait to know His comment when you tell Him about our relationship, because His somment also has something to do with our relationship and I hope you will tell me everything about his comment on your next mail.

I understand that you really want something to workout now after 9 years and I will try all my possible best to join hand in order to workout something,

Because I trust in all the promises you make that you will never hurt my feelings and I don't have any reason to be scare of coming to your place for the first time after all my Business transaction in Antwerp as you said that all the trip to your place is not more than 1. 20mins.

Because to see each other in order to have heart to heart conversation is the only best way we can get more closer because I see you as honest and open mind person who know much about good relationship and Past few weeks I don't even think that I can meet someone who can so open and honest to me in this way and I believe that our meeting is one day closer today again.

But you can drop your number through your next mail in order to keep contact by text sms as well, because I like to always read something from you time to time as reading from you always take me away from feelings board all alone.

I will have to stop for now in order to prepare my dinner before its getting late andI will looking forward to hear something from you back again as soon as you have this mail possibly before I go to bed for tonight

Greetings and Hugs from Jenny

Letter 6

My Dear.

Its very nice to read from you back again, although I got the mail last night but I was already on my way to bed when I got the message and that Is the reason I first sent the short message to let you know how I place you in my heart and I was also busy when I wake up this Morning before I was at the pool because of the warm weather we have here today

But I'm already here with my laptop trying to write you before I got your text sms, In fact I don't even know that I can still meet such a open minded person like you again since when I loose hope on having relationship affairs.

Because Its good to read that you are so happy with how I open up everything about my past to you, I choose to open up to you to know how we are going to build something nice together to avoid getting hurt once again because both of us does already have smilar exprience in the past and I think all this would be a good lesson to know how we are going to continue with our future plans.

So Dear I promise to continue in this way with you in order to build something nice together, because I believe that to love someone is to understand and open up to each other, to laugh together, to smile with your heart and to trust one another.One important thing is to let each other go if all this can't happen in any good relationship.

In fact I also don't know How I can explain all the feelings that come over me at a short period of time that we meet each other in this way, Because you brought good feelings and laughter to my empty, sad and boring life.

My heart had known only emptiness until the day you came and filled my heart to overflowing with your jovial ways. Your sense of humor has turned my frown into a smile.

You taught me how to love again, you taught me to give and receive love by trusting in you and believing. You taught me to go the extra mile. And though there are miles between us, I never stop thinking of you, you have brought a change into my life at a very short period of time that know each other and my heart vish to see you soon after all my transaction..

I can't keep thoughts of you out of my mind through out today because reading from you always warm my heart and the is the reason why I like to always have your mail anytime I open my laptop.

Hmm.... thanks with your comment about my pictures, many people use to admire but i don't take it as the best of my knowldge because I believe that real Men don't love the most beautiful girl in the world, they love the girl who can make their world the most beautiful

Inner with how to handle good relationship is most important and I also like most the pictures you share with me as well and I can easily say that is the source of the feelings that I have for you when we started this contact before we continue to get closer,because you really look decent and mature expecially the one you fixed as your profile pics.

But I will try to take some pictures on Monday again to see how I use to dress at work, I'm very sure that you will really like it, but that would be on Monday, because I have free weekend

Yes Dear I will also like to see your Son when I'm ready to visit your place for the first time and I hope He would be around then, because I like to always see my self in the means of nice people and be happy together.

So Dear I understand your English very well and I can even give you 90% percent, because I don't understand much Dutch at all due to the busy life when My Dad was alive but I can still have you as my dutch teacher in future only if you won't laugh at me.....hihihihi.

Yeap I see that you are very busy through out today as I got no mail from you since morning but Its good that we are able to contact by text sms andI think it will help us to continue to make contact pending the time that you will have much time back again till Monday.

In fact I know I do really miss all the Fun when you explain how everything is going on through your text, but I only believe that there is a lot of goood things ahead and I hope you will still have much time to show me your beautiful city when I finally get to your place.

Because I have only few days to get back to Europe as i told you that i do already make 19KG of the goods out of 41KG, But I will have to stop for now and looking forward to hear something from you back again as soon as you read this mail.

Greetings and Hugs from Jenny

Letter 7

Good Morning My Dear

I just wake up right now and here to first write you before I do any other things as usual, because I can't stay without checking my mail from time to time to see if i have any message to read from you.

Yes Dear I also don't believe that I can easily feel for someone in this way back again since when I choose to remain single, not even in this way of communication , Because all my thought was that feelings can only come over after I meet the right one and find out that we have something in common.

But you totally change my thought with the way I started to feel for this relationship and the day we met is the day I will never forget. Over and over I Will always replay our conversation and the first contact in my mind!

Because You are so amazing, you drive me crazy! You make me feel so happy and complete. If I hadn't met you. I know I'd still be searching... searching for the right one!

Ever since that special day, we have both grown in such a special way, although I don't say how I use to feel in the first place, because I think its to early to let you know how I feel, But I want to say it now or else time will just pass me by again and I will only keep wondering when. I want to say, I like everything about you and I want you.

Because I still keep checking all the beautiful e-mails you've sent me, all the wonderful pictures you've mailed me and all the sweet words that just seem to be said at the right time and the right place.

You have the key to my heart and one day, when we meet, we will never, ever be apart knowing that you are the one I have been waiting for!

Yes I first laugh at my self through my previous mail when I started to imagine how you are going to act as my Dutch teacher...But Its good to know that you won't laugh at me when you are teaching me.

Although I do understand little Dutch and I learn it from my Uncle that living in Soest in Netherlands. He is Joob Ter Beek by name but we use to call him Big Baba or Big Uncle and when time is right we can still visit him in future because he is a very nice person.

You can still check His Information on my face-book account to see How far your Place to Soest in Netherlands, Because i don't really know much about the distance stuff.

Hmm....Concerning the Family celebration that will be your turn in September, I think it would be a very wonderful things to witness the celebration in order to know your relative, Because if things finally workout this new week as I plan it means that I will surely be in Antwerp at the of this Monday.

Because I don't want to remaining here till July and today is already 23 of the month so i need to work hard in order to get something done at a time, but I will surely let you know everything about my movement, Who know maybe you will be able to assist when I arrive in Antwerp instead of taking Cab and to also join hand with me during my transaction with your Good Dutch language.

So My Dear I got all the beautiful pictures of your City and I think it would be a very nice place to make good living hope, soon I will set my eyes on everything to see how beautiful it is in real life,

I do also take few pictures at the pool side on Yesterday and I will try to attached the pictures with this mail, because I want to stop my writing for now in order to clean my room

Hope to read something from you back again as soon as you have this mail

Greetings and Hugs from Jenny

Letter 8

Good Evening Dear

Its very nice to read your lovely message back again with how you make my pictures wonderful on your screen In fact I'm very impressed when I see how you my picture beautiful and I don't even know what to say.

Although I would have replied back to your mail earlier, but I took little red-wine last night and I just went to bed when I started to feel some-how and that is the reason why I sent you the short message to let you know that you are on my thought and I left to work immediately I wake up this Morning in order to get something done at a time

Even there was heavy rain here in Oyo state today and I back home very early, but I'm here to first reply back to your mail before I go for little shopping before weather will get dark on here as time its already 5 00pm right now

Yes Dear you right because I don't even know that I can also meet someone like you or feel in this way with anyone again after all the bad experience I had, because my believe is that all Men ware the same, but you come along and prove my thought wrong at a short period of time.

When you first wrote me on tagged, I decided not to reply you back in the first place because I hardly believe on people, but when I got your last message and go through your profile, I have a good feelings even without even know much about you and that is the reason why I decided to go to Face-book to respond to your mail.

In fact all what happening between us at the moment make me realise that our meeting in this way have purpose after some years we both loose hope on having relationship affairs, because having your love has been the best thing that has ever happened to me and I have never feel for anyone as much as I feel for you.

Everyday, when I awake from a dream of us together, I am happy that we found each other at this particular time that I am planing to quite my present Job in order to have much time for my self!

Everything about you is just so perfect because I see you as a loving, caring, wonderful man, although I know you are not without imperfections, but in my eyes, everything you do just seems so flawless.

Because the way you express your love to me is so awesome!! I feel so loved! I need only to think of you to have all my troubles melt away. I wish to spend my time with you, loving you and receiving your love in return. I long to hold you and feel your sweet caress.

I know the miles that lie between us will soon disappear when I finish all my arrangement on here and we will have each other always.

Because I don't care what others say about you and me. All I know is that I Like you, and that will never change. Bertrand thank you for loving me the way you do. I couldn't ask for more in a man.

By the way its good to hear that you finally found the location, I have been there for almost 3 times but I only don't know how far from you place and that is the reason why I asked you to search for it, So that we can go together when I get to your place.

Yes Dear I have sound on my laptop and I just view the video clip you sent me, In fact you are killing me with all what you are doing at the moment to show how much you care for this relationship.

Because ever since you walked into my life I have been smiling. There hasn't been a night when I have gone to sleep with a frown on my face, and it's all because of you. Dear, I am glad that you came into my life.

Yes Dear I will surely send you everything about my details to know how we are going to meet each other when I get to Belgium so that you can assist me in a little bit before we go to your place after all the transaction and to locate each other by phone can't be any problem, I will only have to give you my Uk line, Because its normally work in Antwerp.

So Dear I will have to stop for now in order to read something from me when you finally back home tonight from the fair and I hope you will have much time starting from tomorrow as all the celebration would be over today.

But I will have to stop for now and looking forward to hear something from you back again as soon as possible

Greetings and Hugs from Jenny

My dear I attached today pictures with this mail to see how I use to dress to work and I hope you will like it......Kiss

Letter 9

Good Evening Dear.

Its very nice to have your message when I check my mail tonight, because I was already on bed but when I got your text sms I had to wake up immediately to read something from you, because I have been waiting to read something from you since when I replied back to your mail this evening.

In fact the Afrian wine its very hard and not really easy at all compare with other European wine, but I do already took the wine when I was in Brazil sometimes ago and that is the reason I choosed to took it again on yesterday not knowing that it would later affected me...........But its seem that you are laughing at me now correct ...? because I can easily feel it through your recent message..hihihi.

Yeap I only take wine once in a while as well, But just feel like to take it on Yesterday in order to have a wonderful night after reading from you, before I started to feel some-how in few mins after as you can also saw little typhografical error through the short message I sent you on yesterday.

Hmmmm.... thanks for your with your comment about me and I do really apreciate you as well, You have to know that you are very sepecial and also look decent before I started to have this great feelings for you.

Although I hardly understand the copy letter you mentioned through your previous letter and it wouls be very nice if you can make it clear because I never experience such since when i registered on tagged, as i don't normally reply or give out my privat e-mail to unknow person.

But the only contact I have here on my mail was from a Guy called David Martins and We met each other past few at etary when I was in Manchester before I embark on my trip down here and we exchange phone number and e-mail address in order to keep contact as a friend.

Because I have no personal feelings as I saw him as a British Guy and also living in England, but when time is right I will surely farward all the messages to read all the content with my respond as well.

To let you know that I am open minded person who know much about good relationship, and I want to let you know that the feeling that I hold within my heart for you runs deeper than any ocean or sea; I just wish you could see how much you mean to me. If only you could hold me, then maybe you would feel my love for you that burns with a flame high enough to last.

If only you could hear my heart beat, then maybe you would understand the language of love with which it speaks. if only you could look into my eyes, the window to my soul, then you would know that this is no lie!

So, if what you feel for me is real and what you say is true, then with all my heart do I trust thee. If you want me as your love as much as I want you as my love then so be it because I know what I want. I want to give you this heart of mine and ask nothing less or nothing more but just that you don't go breaking my heart. My love and trust is all I have to give to you, sealed with honesty throughout and as time goes by, may it grow stronger to fulfill your heart's desire.

If it pleases you, call me your lover from this day forth and you're mine. For your love am I and your best friend too. As our body, mind and soul combine, so do our hearts become one.

Hear this, my declaration of love, from me to you. I really like everything about you, my Bertrand, with all my heart and I will never stop thinking in this way about you.

Because you are my everything, though distance may keep us apart, but you will always be embedded deep within my heart till when we will finally see each other soon in Antwerp possibly at the weekend If something is finally workout with the way I plan for it.

Yes my mobile will surely change when I get to Antwerp but I think my Uk line can still work in Antwerp, Because sometimes I do make contact with my line anytime that I'm with-in Europe and I can also give you my UK number as soon as I'm ready to get out of this place in order to make deep contact before my arrival in Antwerp.

Dear I got all the pictures you sent me including the tall man you stande with, and I saw something like that here in Nigeria Last weekend when I arrived and I will try ask the name they use to call something like that here in Nigeria and I will let you know possibly through my next mail tomorrow, Because I still someone around me to ask.

So I will have to stop for now in order to go to bed,and I hope you also got asingle pictures I attech with my recent mail to see how I use to dress to work,

Hope to read something from you soon as possible.

Kiss and Hugs from Jenny

Letter 10

Good Morning Dear .

I just wake up right past few mins and here to first reply back to your mail before I take my shower and ready to go out for today work as usual because I'm planing to finish everything before the weekend in order to get back to Europe at a time, because i have been here for almost two weeks now.

Yes Dear I know you have same feelings for me since when we make deep contact in this way and that is the reason why I choose to always open up in order to build something nice together.

When I wake up this morning just started think back on how you have made my life so much better, I could never begin to tell you what your feelings means to me, You have shown me countless times how you care and how you believe in me, how you have given me the strength to give up something that has had a hold of my life for a very long time without you I don't think I could be following my dreams, much less having someone like you standing beside me.

I know I tell you all the time how amazing you are and Bertrand, you ARE! You're an incredible Man; there is nothing I believe you can't do. The way you make me feel is like nothing I have ever felt before.

In fact I'm very happy that you can also share your past experience about a girl that you met sometimes ago with how She treated you and I wonder why people choose to behave in that way,I think its not necessary to always say what you don't feel inside of you.

If I don't have any feelings I don't have any reason to give out my personal e-mail address to anyone despite the fact that we will started to comunicate, because I don't like it when someone is disturbing my peace. I like you and I choose you, So I don't have any reason to started making another relationship affairs with another person again because its not possible for a Woman to mary two Men at a time.

I know I'm a very impatient person and I'm trying like hell to do the right thing, but I can easily say the more time I spend with you and the more time we exchange mail and do things together makes me realize that this is our life's plan, this is how our path of forever is suppose to happen.

Because You have brought out a part in me that I put away a long time ago and thought I'd never be able to find again. You make everything so simple and easy for me to let go and with you in my life I don't need to hide that part of me anymore What you make me feel for you is nothing short of the ultimate happiness. You are in my thoughts, my dreams, my desires but most of all my heart!

Hmm.... So you are a good cook ?I'm just reading from you for the first time and I can easily say that I am a pretty good cook as well and I like to grocery shop as well, when I have a hard time figuring out what I want to cook,

Because I like to be with someone that has varied tastes and can say, hey, I want Mexican, or Italian, or come up with something that they’d like to help cook. My Ex and I fell into a rut of constantly eating out, I have been trying to not do that as much again, because I can eat at home for so much cheaper…lol. But I love meat sauce and salad and garlic bread.

Concerning your question on What I would expect when we first meet? I would like to see you in person walking toward me, and give big Hugs that would make me feel butterflies, and comfort. I would like to see that we connect, feel that we have chemistry, that we understand each other......xxx

So my Dear I think I have to stop for now as its already 7 40am on here in order to take my shower and ready for today work.

Hope to read from you back again as soon as I back home.

Greetings and Hugs from Jenny

Letter 11

Good Evening Dear.

Its very nice to have your mail, because I had a very busy day and It was very late before I back to my room , that is the reason why I'm unable to get back to you at a time but I want to first write you as usual to read something from me when you check your mail before you go to bed for tonight.

Hm....Just keep smiling after reading your mail concerning how you wish to be there when taking my shower...But I think I have to reserve my comment for now pending the time that we will finally see each other soon as I only have few days to go.

Because I'm very sure that everything would be done with all the 41KG possibly before thursday and to get back to get back to Europe won't be any problem again as soon as something is done with me all the arrangement.

Because I can easily say that I'm eager to set my eyes on you soon to see what future hold for us, because I don't really know how to express the feelings that always come over me everything I'm reading your lovely message compare with all those lovely pictures you shared with me.

Although we have never met but I feel as if I know you well. I knew from the start that there was something special about you and that is the reason why I decided to get back to you and I can easily tell you that you have touched my heart with your writing in many ways that I can't really put by words.

Because this way of conversation has given me a lot of dreams and now I feel hope. You entered my thoughts and magically erased all of my fears with your sweet and caring ways.

Now I look forward to each day and feel so much at ease with you and I'm so grateful that we are able to share our pest experience and aspirations with each other. It truly seems as if you are a part of me with the way you normally express your feelings, as if our time together was a melding of souls. The thought of you fills me with smiles and I can't wait to feel your hugs soon.

Because reading your mail concerning all the promises you make with all the arrangement you are trying to make before my arrival is killing me. and now you mean the world to me.

Because I can hardly believe that we have only known each just of recent. The more we talk the more I get to know the real you.
You take my breath away with the feelings you have for me and I have for you. I look forward to seeing you possibly before end of this Month, because I know that our feelings will only grow with each passing day and I hope that no matter what happens to us, that you will be happy.

Because that would mean more to me than anything, Your happiness makes me feel whole and happy too. I need to know that you are okay. I believe that our life will only get better once we meet with the way we fell for each other at the moment.

Yes Dear I do also like walking along the beach, even I'm planing to go to beach on here possibly on Thursday to have little Fun, I will be able to take some pictures there and share them with you, because trip to the beach is about 1 50mins Car drive from here.

But I don't really know much about Bowling and when we are together I think I can easily learn it, as I do already promise to win you on pool game when we play together, because its my best favourite game......lol.

Hahaha ..... You have to know that I can only spend few time with you after my transaction in Antwerp to get to know much about our self, because I wil still have to go back to England for little arrangement before we can finally be together if something finally workout between us, and I'm very sure that a short period of time that we are going to spend together in the first place will really help us a lot to get closer even more than this.

So my Dear I will have to stop for now in order to watch Tv in a little bit and to also veiw the site link you gave me.

Hope to hear something from you back again as soon as possible.

Greetings and Hugs from Jenny

Letter 12

My Dear

You don't need to feel sad even If I complain that I miss reading your mail, because its only show how i love to always read your message anytime I open my mail.

But only mentioned about text sms because I still have your message when I open my laptop immediately i back home and I sent the short text after I replied back to your mail to let you know that message is waiting for you to read that I also miss having your text when I was at work thats all.

But I will have to stop for now because I'm little tired today and I will looking forward to hear something from you back again possibly before I wake up in the Morning.

Greetings and Hugs from Jenny

Letter 13

Good Morning Dear.

I got your text sms this morning with you mail as well, I can tell you that I was also felt sad in a little bit with your reaction last night and I hadly sleep as well.

Because I was so confuse with your respond to my mail, when I said that I miss reading your text, but the way you reply back was very hurt.

You have to know that reading from you always make me happy and to read from each other time to time is the only way we can continue to get more closer, So I don't see any reason you can be angry Even if i ask for more mails or text sms from you.

You have to always be happy instead,If I make such comment because its only show how much I care about reading from you
Because It's hard If I don't have your text or reading from you at a time this days and all is because of the true feelings I have for this relationship with how reading from you always touch my heart.

But its good to have your appology message when I check my mail this Morning and I don't have any reason to be angry with you again because I know sometimes mood might also caused such reaction.

Yes Dear you told me that the SMS its very expensive and I also know it, because each text sms also cost me 15NGN on as well and that is the reason why I sent you the whats app in order to keep contact with free SMS on our mobile phone as i don't really have much time to spend with my laptop. But your Nokia device does not supported,

But I'm happy to tell you that everything would be done with all my arrangement this week and we would't need any text or mail before we can contact each other starting from next week as I'm planing to get back to Europe possibly before middle of next week.

I only wish to know the arrangement that you are going to make before my arrival, as we have just few days to go and I hope you will also have a free time to support me, as i told you that you will need to assist me when I first arrive in Antwerp.

Before we will go to your place after all the transaction and I will surely spend my time with you to get to know each other better and to also see some nice places in your city, before I will go to England to arrange my things in order to finally be together.

So I don't means that i will spend only one day in your place as you think, I will surely spend my time with you to feelyour gentle touch before I got to England to arrange little things because you mean the world to me.

Although I know this may sound cliche' but to be honest you changed my life,from the moment we ware together in this way I knew you were a perfect person for me.

Because you constantly shower me with unconditional love and you always understand my shortcomings without criticism. Just reading your letteris enough to make me happy and that is the reason why I make that comment on Yesterday.

Because My life is now full of promise, every day is worth looking forward to and it’s all because of you. I never thought I could easily feel for someone the way I feel for you now.

I know you read this from me already, but I want to tell you again and again that I truly have good feelings for you and my life would never be the same without you and I miss you every day.

But I will have to stop for now in order to go out for today as usual.

Hope to hear from you as soon as I back home again.

Kiss and Hugs from Jenny

Letter 14

My Dear.

I just back home and I got your lovely message as usual, but i want to first send you this short message to let you know that I got your mail before i go out back again.

Because i need to go and get juice drinks and to also arrange something for my dinner before its getting late and I will reply back to your mail when I am finally done in few hours time.

Hope to read something from you back again possible before I reply back to your mail in details.

Greetings and Hugs from Jenny

Letter 15

Good Evening Dear

Its very nice to have your short message when I check my mail back again tonight, as I just finish my Dinner and I'm here to first reply back to your mail back again in order to read from me before you go to bed for tonight.

Yes Dear its good that we finally solve our misunderstanding without any problem, and all what happened with how we easily solve out the problem show that we have something in common.

Because love is not always convenient, but if it is true love, it will outlast any strain, overcome any obstacle, and grow consistently and exponentially for all eternity.

We had little misunderstanding and we have made not the best of choices, but I can see that we have grown. Though truthfully, I have always known from the very first time I met you til now that you were a special person.

You are so full of wisdom about life, when you write its makes me think that I could keep reading from you just to listen to your open mind, for it is peaceful and inviting.

Bertrand you have become my awakening, because you have helped me see things in a brighter way In a happier, enlightening way. I was once drowning from my own fears, completely cynical about love, about hope and security due to my past experience.

I used to think that no one understood me and could ever. Then one day, before I knew you personally, you flew into my thoughts and at that moment though I was not truly sure why you were there, suddenly I felt reassured and a smile was brought to my heart. Somehow I believe deep down I knew I have good feelings for you then.

I thank you for all the fun times we spent together. I have come to this conclusion: you must have been an angel sent by God to help me grieve and become a strong willed woman because no one has ever been able to help me see the light.

You don't have to say a word; everything's okay anytime I read from you and I thank God every day for the amazing people has brought into my life because each and every one of them has changed my life in a very beautiful dramatic way.
And I believe people are brought into your life for a reason, a way in which to guide you and help you see your self.

I like to call all those wonderful people my angels, my earthly angels. Bertrand, you are one and I am happy once again from the bottom of my heart.

Yes Dear I wanted to make my trip to be this weekend already, but I have little problem with Custom service and I don't want to share the problem issue with you due to bad experience you had with the Ghanian woman in the past, to avoid any negative thought.

But I do already contact Uncle about the issue and still looking forward to hear something from him in order to make urgent arrangement and I do promised to pay him back after my transaction in Antwerp as we are planing to visit Him already.

Dear I know the Antwerp Central Railway Station [ZWE] very well, and this would not be my first time to been in Antwerp Central Railway Station [ZWE], I will only have to send you everything about my flight details when the booking is finally done to know the actual time that you are going to be there possibly 30 mins before my arrival.

Because my flight will surely have stop over in Amsterdam Schiphol and finally landed at Antwerp Central Railway Station [ZWE] and I think to see each other can't be any problem at all and I can also send you my Uk line, because its normally working when I'm in Antwerp.

Yes my dear I know that you have a very great plan for me when I finally get to your place and I'm curious to set my eyes on you at Railway Station and I don't really know whats going to heppen when I first set my eyes on you, but I know you owning me big Hugs.

Because You already have the key to my heart and when we meet we will never, ever be apart! Bertrand! To finally kiss your tender warm lips, to feel your gentle hands, to look into those soft brown eyes and know you are the one I've been waiting for! I Love you.

So Dear I will have to stop for now and looking forward to hear something from you back again as soon as possible.

Greetings and Hugs from Jenny

Letter 16

Good Morning Dear
I just forwarded the last sent message now because I'm about to go out now to make little arrangement and I will soon back home to read from you as soon as you resend your reply sent message.

Because I'm still waiting to hear something from my my uncle as soon as possible to know what to do before the weekend.

Hope to hear you soon.

Greetings and Hugs from Jenny

Letter 17

My Dear.

I just got your message right now, I did not have it since yesterday night but only just got it now after I forwarded message this morning back again when I got your text sms asking if I do already have your mail.

But I want to first send you this short message before I go out because I do already take my shower and ready for today arrangement before I got your text SMS, concerning the little confusion about my trip arrangement, I will have to first come to your place after all the transaction in Antwerp before we visit Uncle in Soest after some days to also pay him back.

Because I will need to first relax when I get to you after long trip jorney and to also have fun before we can go to Soest in Netherlands as you know that I have been longing to set my eyes on you to feel your warm.

But I will have to stop for now in order to go out and I hope you understand me in a little bit through this short message.

So I will have to stop for now and looking forward to read something from you back again as soon as I check my mail back again.

Greetings and Hugs from Jenny

Letter 18

Good Evening Dear.

I just back home and here to first check my mail to see If I have any message from you after the short message I sent you in the morning before I left to work, But I got nothing only one mail from Uncle and I will forward the mail I got from him after this message to read the content.

Yes Dear I know you always like it every time I express the feelings I have for you with the way I wish to spend my time together with you when I finally get to your place next week.

Because the way I feel for you amazes me daily. I have never feel in this way before, not like this. Whenever I got the notification of your mail, my heart still skips a beat. It is so comforting, to open my mail immediately in order to read your lovely messages and somehow I will know what you are thinking and how you feel. I think this is a magical bond we share and I treasure it in my heart.

Your messages, with how you normally express your feelings, are consuming . I find myself time and time again completely surrendering to your love. For me, there is no control, not when it comes to how I feel about you.

Because You are the world to me and my world is brighter since our paths have crossed.As we are trying to workout something in order to finally be together as a good couple, I believe that there is no obstacle we can not get past. With you, I am strong. With you, I am happy. With you, life is good and want you beside me.

So Dear, we will need to first go to your place together after all the transaction in Antwerp in order to relax my self and I don't mean that we will go to Uncle place same day of my arrival.

we can only decied on how we are going to visit Him at our own convenient time and to pay him back through account can't be any problem If we are unable to go to Soest at a time

But He only promised to loan 500euro out of 850euro needed and I still need 350euro to balance up everything and I don't really know how you can help the situation with the remaining 350euro to balance If I get the 500euro from Uncle as i have just few days to sepend on here and to pay you back can't be any problem after selling my goods.

Because the more I stay here is the more I'm going to continue spending on my living, So I will have to stop for now in order to take my shower because I'm very tired today.

Hope to read something from you back again as soon as you have this mail to know what would be the next step to take.

Greetings and Hugs from Jenny

Letter 19

My Dear here is the mail I promise to forward to to you

Letter 20

Good Evening Dear.

I found it strange this evening when I got your text sms that you ware already block my mail because I asked you for little assistance pending the time that I will get back to Europe after I forwared the message that I got from Uncle.

In fact I really feel like crying when I got the messages because I don't believe that you can send such a message only because I encounter little problem with my Business.

Yes Dear this is not my first time to make business trip, but its my first time to make trip down to Nigeria and been hurt in the past does not means that I also have negative thought against you only because I ask for your support as a person that very close to me at the moment and I don't have any reason to run away if you help the situation, It would get us to get more closer in order to continue with our future plan instead.

So Dear I send this message to let you know that its very hurt to get such a message from you after all the great time we spend together and I only want you to know that if I have any negative thought aginast you or just want to use you as you think, I won't give you my all my personal Information or facebook account.

I only want you to think deeply before you let all the plans with the feelings we share together go like that only because of what happened to you in the past and I will looking forward to have your kindly and understanding message toward this issue, only If you can still read this mail.

Greetings and Hugs from jenny who still care about this relationship