Letter(s) from Elena Kudryavtseva to Greg (USA)

Letter 1

Hello my sweet Greg .Greg! I was so happy to hear from you! I was so happy! so happy! Greg you are very much sweet and lovely! I have talked to my best girlfriend Valentina about you today. I have known him since we was five years old. We talk about everything. She is two months younger than me, almost to the day. She very much was interested in you, she is very pleased that we have got acquainted and speaks you " Hello! ". I do not know what time it is there or when you get the time to read my e-mails. I do not know the time difference between us but I think we are at least 9-10 hours ahead you. so when you're getting up I'm usually going to bed. When you're at work I'm asleep, and when you get off work I'm going to work. My work begins from 8:00, I should wake up each day at 6:00 to have time before work. I work 10 hours each day except sunday. My work comes to an end at 18:00. Then I go in net-club to read with big desire and pleasure your letter and to write to you the answer. Sometimes I go to you to write in a lunch break. After work I go home, that to prepare for a meal, to have supper and prepare for sleep. I lie down to sleep about 22:00 or 23:00. Greg, I was extremely impressed by you! YOU A VERY NICE! I want to correspond with you and become friends and even more! I'm looking for my better half! I'm very serious and looking for my better half! I always wanted a husband and family! Greg if this is a fairy tail It will be coming true! I want it and hope it leads to being! I have strong family values, great morals and only want one man! Men in Russia want multiple partners and no commitment! That's not for me, I want only one man. I'm a little old fashioned, but modern as well! I Strongly believe in only one man for me.... one man i can have as a best friend and lover for the rest of my life! I love sports! especially swimming! I eat healthy foods! I do a lot of my home cooking! I'm was cooking the fried hen today morning! I have to cook my own food! no one to cook for me or help me make meals! I very much like to cook! I love kids, I do not have any kids! I want a family so bad. All my girlfriends are married and have kids! I cry because I do not have a husband and family! I hope this leads to being! Greg your very sweet! Greg! I'm very glad your very serious about looking for a better half and I am also serious too about finding my better half and I hope it to be you! Greg I like you very much and I hope you like me too! Greg I would love to see more photo's of you so I can save them and print them out and look at you every day! Greg if you want too, I send you more photo's of me, I have it is a lot of photos, I send it, if you want to see it! I would like to give you my home address, that you could write to me the letters written by a hand if you will want. My home address of sending by mail: Kudryavtseva Elena Belkin Street, house 26, apartment 40. 300001 Sity - Tula Country - Russia I have no phone temporarily because there something has broken also to me of it yet have not repaired, but as soon as I will have opportunity I shall give you my phone number, ok. Write to me, please your home address, I want to send you the letter written by my hand and my photos, the truth our mail badly works, but I hope that it will reach you well. I hope to hear from you alot! I want to get to know you more and in hopes this will lead to serious! I go for now Greg. I have to go in shop behind purchases while it have not closed. Greg have a very good week. I'm drawn to you already I melted when i read your letter!
Greg write me soon! Love Elena.

Letter 2

Good day Dear Greg,
I was very glad when I got another letter from you. I was very excited and happy to get it. I look forward to getting your letters. When I speak of you with my girlfriends and with my colleagues, that I work with. They see that I am happier when I do get your letters. Dear Greg, - your letter makes me very happy, because it gives me confirmations of some impressions I had of you. I get confirmation of my impression of you as a romantic person, - just like me. But I also get a sense of you, as a man with a lot of love to give, and as a man, who is ready to receive a lot of romance and love - both mentally and physically - in your life. I have saved all your letters on my computer so that I can re-read them when I want. I think that you are a very sweet man that I do want to get to see in person. I feel, that your words are written with words from your heart. I hope we can continue our dialogue in the same open way, because it will be so much easier for us. I wish to see you in the person. I keep up the hope and desire to do that someday, soon hopefully. When I talk to my best girlfriend Valentina, she asked me if I really think that it is going to be possible for you and I to meet person to person. I tell her that if there is a will there is a way! Greg, I have had some dreams about you recently. It has made me wake up with a smile on my face. In dream we walked with you together on a beautiful summer garden and kept for hands. It was very much colourful sated and beautiful, very much it was pleasant to me. There is an old proverb, which says, that " Dreams are the mother of reality ", and I believe it to be true. People who have forgotten their childhood quality of dreaming, will end in a routine oriented life, simply because because they do not know " where to proceed to ". I know that I am falling deeply in attachment with you also. I can feel it in my heart. I am a bit surprised about myself, - I never thought that such warm and loving feelings could arrive in my heart, in this virtual world of the Internet. But my feelings are true. So how did you place yourself so quickly in my heart, dear? Do you have a special connection to an Angel? or do you practice some old type of Magics? At any rate, I feel Magics! My dear Greg, for my next letters, I shall scan some pictures of myself to send them to you more, - in the meantime, I look forward to your next letter, - your thoughts, your comments and most of all: your dreams. Greg, let me have a look into that little secret room in your mind, where you keep your little secret dreams about romance and passionate love. As I told you earlier, you can tell me all completely openly, - I will never be offended by your words, and it will tell me so much about you, - which after all is the purpose of our dialogue. I am going to close this for now. I shall wait from you the letter with impatience. Take Care my Dear and Sweet Greg, With heat in my soul, Your Elena.

PS. Today I went on a beach with my girlfriend Valentina, Valentina photographed me and I send you some photos, that was made for you there. I hope that you will like it.

Letter 3

Dear Greg: You do not know how happy it makes me to get your letter today!!! I love reading your letters. I love reading your words. It makes me happy to open my mail and see I have a letter from you. And to see words which you have written for me. I am so glad that you have come into my life. So much better my outlook on life has improved. I also have very strong feelings for you. It is like a dream come true!! I am so glad that you decided to write to me, in alot of ways you have opened my heart, and made me feel like there is hope that I will find true love. Greg In the letters I have written you, I have reviled more personal feelings, than I have reviled to anyone in very long time. I feel like I can tell you anything, I have never felt so comfortable with anyone in such a short time, and the thing about is we have not even met face to face yet. That's how special YOU are to me!!! I say to myself, can this be real? Can he be real? My God Greg I believe I am beginning to fall in love with you!!! Greg I think of you all the time, I have so many dreams about you, that it is hard to pick one to tell you. Here's my favorite dream of you. I dream of walking along a forest path you beside me gentlely holding my hand we come to a small creek. and we decided to have a picnic. We talk and share our thoughts and feelings. Then we just look each other in the eyes, and we kiss passionately. I think how lucky I am to have found someone that I love, and that loves me. I believe that heaven can not be much better than that. I has told all my friends about you. I have told about all feelings which I test to you. I have told them as I am happy that you have appeared in my life. I have told them as I am grateful to you for that that you have shown sincere interest to me. I have told them as I value our relations. But I do not let them read your letter because they are mine, all mine. I do not mind you showing my letters if you want. Greg I think of you much. I sleep and I'm thinking of you. You know what Greg? It is magics! It is the magics that come from the power of love! Are you magic man? Greg I wish I had time to say more because I now need to go. I am sorry, that in this letter I could not tell all that I could tell you in alive. I hope, that you understand that I can not express all feelings which overflow me looking on the screen of the monitor so full as I could explain to you looking to you in eyes. I too desire to meet you face to face. I believe it will happen. I want to hope this is our destiny. Cause you sure are a dream come true. I can only hope that you feel the same way about me. I think about you all the time, With Love Elena.

Letter 4

My Dear, I am sorry that I have not answered you some time. I had some difficulties with mail. I understand that you worried about my absence. My post server does not work one and a half day. I could not receive the letter from you. I do not know that happened with it. But I have understood that here any problem with server. I have made new e-mail adress: gentleelena@newmail.ru. Please, write to me now on this e-mail the address. I shall wait here your answer. I very much hope that this my letter will reach you soon and you will write to me back. I will wait here your answer, please write me soon. Your Elena.

PS. Today I have made a photos on my work and I have send you this with this letter.

Letter 5

Hello my Sweetheart Greg! I was so happy to hear from you!!! I with the big impatience wait each your letter and I very much happy when I see that you have written to me. Greg I have so much to say and dont know where to begin. So I will start off by saying that I am so grateful to you that you has come in my life. It makes me so happy to open my mail and see I have a letter from you. And to see words which you have written for me. Your words do the most rainy and cloudy day by the filled sun and force me to be pleased to each day and give forces to me. I am so happy that I have met you Greg. You do not imagine as I grateful to you for that you are in my life. Greg before you came into my life was empty and grey, now it is filled the sun and all colors of a rainbow. My heart was cold and closed, now it warm and open. My heart flares fire of love from strong feelings to you and is open for love to you. My gentle angel I love you so much, I want to be with you forever. And I will be yours ONLY. You are my dream, I have no other dreams. I love you more than words can describe. To me so pity, that I not near with you now. I would be happy to everyone day that I can to be near to you Greg. You are so kind so sweet and warm. My biggest dream to meet you in the person and I would be the luckiest and the happiest woman in the world. I very much hope that sometime soon my dreams will come true. Now I understand that my life, nothing means without you, because I love you!!! Greg I am so in love with YOU!!! I never would have dreamed that someone like you existed in this world. Much less that I would ever have dialogue, or meet that person. And sweetheart I truly believe that you are man of my dreams!!! Greg you have touched me in so many ways. You have reached a part of me that no one has EVER reached. I just hope you believe me when I say that I LOVE YOU!!!! I love you from deep down inside me. Greg please, please believe me when I say that I love you. That it comes from my heart. It is true!!! My girlfriend Valentina asked me the other day: " How can you love someone you have never met " And I said that maybe the best way to meet and fall in love with someone is this way. Because there is no fear, no insecurities, you can be yourself get to know them. And though me have not met face to face. (yet) I truly believe I good know his, because I know his heart. And when you fall in love with someone is not that the part you are supposed to look at? And not the outside? Because the outside changes with age. But the heart stays the same no matter how long we live. I have told her, that I love your heart, I love you all my heart and ALL my heart belongs to you Greg. You are so valuable part of my life! Well My love I have to go. I will miss you. Today at night I will lay on my bed and thinking of you, my love Greg and hoping someday soon we shall meet in the person. I am very serious about all this and I wouldnt want anything more in this world than to have a kind loving male like you Greg. Maybe someday I will be able to find all the correct words, to be able to tell you. Take Care and please hurry writing back. Until then you will be in my thoughts. I am sending you the romance, passions and love of my dreams, and infinite passionate kisses for your sweet, soft lips. Loving you from, Your Elena.

Letter 6

MY Sweetheart Greg, I am ultra crazy about you!!! Your words melt me in such a way I cannot explain. I love you so much. Greg, I want all your love-all that you makes you who you are - mind, body and soul. Please do not worry that I desire only some of you. I'm so relieved you have strong desires for me too. I am totally overwhelmed with emotions of being your woman and beloved. Actually I felt this way the first times I read your emails. You somehow look familiar to me, as though I've known you for a long time. Strange, Indeed! You're on my mind constantly - day and night, when I go to work, all day at work, and especially before I go to sleep. I wondering what it would be like to kiss your gentle lips, be in your arms, and smell your scent, your essence. Thanks for making my last weeks the best I can not remember! I feel in my heart that we belong together. You are perfect, the best that I can dream to be in your hands. I love you and I want to be with you. I can assure you that MY HEART IS YOUR! I went in Visa-Agency to find out all about arrival you. To me there have told what documents I should make. I asked about moving to your country and I got the answer that I need some other documents for registration and I need Visa, Passport and Insurance. I had some accumulation and I can pay the Visa and the Passport. I shall borrow money for purchase of Insurance. I think that I can ask mother that she borrowed from somewhere. I will have all necessary documents for this process on this week, now necessary to me only to issue Air Tickets. It cost 1200 dollars. I can not find this sum. I did not think that travel to you will be so expensive. It's at once make me suppressed and disappointed. I did not know that is necessary so much money, I have only 1000 dollars. I shall pay it for Insurance, the Visa and the Passport. I can not pay Air Tickets to you, I have no such sum. Today, all day I was very much upset, but when I has thought about you, to me at once became easier. I know that I have my beloved male who will not throw me. I believe that I can ask help for you, you will not leave me. We should be together. Our love is the strongest, I believe that you can help me with it. I refuse think that these monetary papers can to prevent us. So should not be, It is not fair. We should be always together. I hope that you will help me. I believe and I hope that we soon shall be together. I believe in our love and I know that we can overcome all difficulties. I am absolutely mad about you, Greg! My heart is beating faster in thousand times than normal at the mere idea of meeting you, and of course, experiencing your love and tenderness. It's a sweet dream, but it can be carried out very soon and we will love each other - physically, emotionally and mentally for many years to come. All depends now only from you, my love. If you can help me now very soon we shall happiest people on a planet. I promise! MY LOVE you always in my heart and I miss you. I miss you so much I can not keep mind from thinking of you only. MY SWEET PRINCE I LOVE WITH EVERY PART OF MY HEART. I want you to known that you are my the biggest love in my life that I can show my love towards. I have never been this much in love with anybody like I am with you. And these feeling are permanent in my heart. Greg I believe Soon our dreams will come true and we can be together and share in all the things we each desire. Believe me when I say that I am not going anywhere, because you have enchanted me. I believe that this was meant to be with God's blessing. I never realized until fate has taken us in hand. I'm most sorry to have to end this letter, my beloved Greg. It's time to go home. You can bet I will be dreaming of you the whole day, do not worry. You and I can not lose each other! If it's written in the stars, then it shall be. Agree? As it was written by immortal letters in the book: hope and pray on God, but do itself all that it has taken place. I love you my angel and cannot wait to see you. We should work through life's troubles and make our love stronger. I cannot wait until forever, and when I get so much love from you. I wish you were her right now so you could hold me tight and give me passionate kisses. I await your reply with loving heart, as your words are as necessary as air to me now. Your love it is very necessary for me. I hope you can help us to meet. Just remember that I LOVE YOU Greg!!! I love you with all my heart and soul and that is the truth. No one can take that from us. Even distance and time can not to separator us. My love, I love you more than I can tell you. My love for you is forever and ever. I love you much. Many loves, hugs and kisses and much passion and romance for you. MY PRINCE WILL GET THE BEST OF ME FOREVER. Thats how much I love you I just want to show you love everyday when we shall be together. I LOVE YOU MY ANGEL ADORINGLY YOURS ELENA.