Letter(s) from Tatyana Raschupkina to Alexander (Netherlands)

Letter 1

Hello,
Thank you so much for your reply. I was surprised and happy to hear back from you.
Sorry for the delay. I don’t often use this e-mail address.
I accidentally decided to check my mail box and was happily surprised to see your letter. I have another e-mail address and I use it to correspond with my friends. So please, write me on this e-mail address jooanaalden@yahoo.com. I will send you a detailed letter from this address so you know it.
Well, I do hope that you’ll forgive me and write me back very soon.
I would like to get to know you better. I am sure there is so much interesting we can find about each other.
I promised to send you my picture and so here I am attaching my picture.
I will tell you more about myself in my next letter and will send it from my main, I will be waiting impatiently for your reply.
Have a good day!
Take care.

P.S. If you liked my picture and you are interested, please, write me soon.
And if you are interested , please, don’t forget to send letters on this e-mail address - jooanaalden@yahoo.com.
This is my main mail address.

Letter 2

Hi.
I do not know the reason of you keeping silence. Perhaps, you just didn't get my letters. I have sent you some and wrote you more about myself.
I didn't write to you earlier as I didn't see your letter at my email address. If you do not remember me, I wrote you at the dating site. And I've got your reply at my e-mail. But I didn't see it earlier that's why I had a delay. Your letter was in the spam folder.
Perhaps, you are not interested in me. So, please, just write me if you are interested in me or not. And then I will not bother you any more.
Perhaps, you have someone already. Then just write me and I will not wait for you but look for another man.
Maybe you are scared that I am russian. But I don't think it is a problem. I have lived in another country (Australia) and worked there. That's why there will be no difficulties with our communication. I speak English fluently. And I am going to come and live in your country in a month. I am going to enter the University in your country to get another higher education. I could enter the one close to you so we could meet.
I am waiting for your reply. And I will understand everything even if you don't want to talk to me any more.

Letter 3

Hello!
This is me again.
This is my main email, write here.
As I promised I am going to tell you more about myself now.
My name is Tatyana.
I am 28 years old.
I have never been married and I have no children.
My height is 5.4(166cm) and my weigh is 110(51kg). You can have an impression about it from my picture.
I am a very affectionate person. I believe in a life full of physical, emotional and spiritual happiness. And I want to share such a life with a person who wants the same.
I love the outdoors, spending time at home with a beloved person.
I love nature, water, picnics.
But I don’t do this as often as I would like it to be as I don’t have the one who could share it with me.
I am honestly ready to open my heart to a person who could really appreciate this.
I work as a shop-assistant and do sell clothes for women (skirts, trousers, blouses ). I really like my job. It is great when you can help someone to look more beautiful and I like to be around people.
I live in Russia. The city is called Novosibirsk. If you look at the map, you will find it close to the center, in the beginning of Sibiria. but somewhere I am going to get a student visa and I am going to come to your country.
I thought a lot about it and had come to such decision.
I love Russia but I do really want to move to a more stable country. The life is very complicated here. I know it will not be easy in a foreign country. But I am sure I can do much more in your country. I am a hard-working person and I am not afraid of difficulties, so with the opportunities that your country gives I can do more than I do here.
I already have some experience living and working in a foreign country. Some years ago I worked in Australia and I should say I liked it very much. So I know what is waiting for me and I don’t want to waste time. And I decided to try and find a person I could rely on, the one who will be with me in joy and sorrows. We all work a lot now and it takes so much time that we miss the most important in this life – love relations and family.
Living in Australia I had relations with a man. But I had to go back to my country as my visa was over. He didn’t want to wait for me any longer. It was too difficult for him. It was a very hard period for me but I could handle it. And now I am ready to fall in love and to have new relations. I tried to have correspondence with foreigners. But as soon as they get to know I was from Russia they disappeared. They thought I was a scammer. I hope that you are not scared that I am from Russia.
I want you to understand, I am not a scammer. I don’t need money from you. I heard much about it and I really feel sorry for women who are true and want to find their happiness.
All this is so wrong as there are so many people who really want to find their second halves. And internet is a very good opportunity for this.
I hope that you like my pictures. I am not a model, of course.
I am just an average Russian girl who is truly seeking her love...
I hope that you are interested in me and I will hear back from you. And perhaps, in the future we will have an opportunity to meet. I go to the internet cafe 3 times a week. That is why I am going to write to you in a day.
Well, I hope that now you understand me better and I will be waiting impatiently for your reply.

Letter 4

Hi,
such a pity there is no message from you.
You have received my last letter?
In this letter, I wrote more about me to you and said that my nick name is Milla.
May be my letter has got in yours spam folder? Look there!
I only want to tell you that I think of you and wait for your reply. Please, write me as soon as possible.
I am waiting for your reply impatiently.
I have some time and I decided to tell you more about myself.
I really like you and I would like to know you well. And I want you to understand me better too, to know how I live, what I do in my spare time.
Well, I like cooking very much. This is one of the things that make me relax and forget about all the bad things that happen during the day. Salads, different soups, pasta, souses, cakes and pies– it is just a short list of what I cook. I like very much to try new things. It is always nice to go to a good restaurant or to a nice pizza place, cafe.
I do it seldom, usually it happens when we celebrate someone’s birthday.
I like trying new cuisine and trying to guess what are the ingredients.
What’s favorite dish?
I like bowling and billiard. do you like bowling? or billiard?
What’s is your favorite colour? Mine is red and black.
I have no pets. I like animals a lot. Also I like watching programmes on TV about animals. I do love cats and dogs and horse.
Watching movies is one of my adorable things to do, especially at the weekend. I like comedies and melodramas.
What’s favorite types movie do you like?
It is always so nice to rent some movie, to cook something tasty or something sweet, to invite someone of my friends and enjoy the time together. It is especially nice doing it in the cold winter evening with a warm blanket and a cup of hot tea or coffee.
I do not smoke, but sometimes I can drink a little wine (red) or beer.
I always try to find time to read something. The last book I’ve read was “Loneliness in the internet” by Vishnevskiy.
I liked it very much though it is sad but it shows the true life of people. I also like to read classical things by Tolstoy, Bernard Show, Dostoevskiy and others.
I regularly go into aerobics. And I also I go twice a week to the swimming-pool. It helps me to stay in a good shape and to be healthy.
I try to lead a healthy life style, don’t have any bad habbits.
Music helps me to be a in good spirit. I like ballads very much though sometimes I can listen to a fast music. I like Lara Fabian very much and Darren Hayes.
I like to have long walks in parks.
I like to drive on a bicycle.
I have no it, but often take for rent bicycle.
What about you? What are your prefers? Tell me, please, more about you and your interests.
I have important question for you. Do you know any colleges and universities close to your place? I could check them in advance and enter then when I go to your country.
I would like studies near to you and meet you often.
I wish to arrive to your country. I wish to receive the visa next month.
I have already started to collect documents necessary for a trip.
I wish to study and live near with you, that we could meet.
I wish to study as the medical worker or the bookkeeper.
I like both trades. But I can choose and any other branch of formation.
Well, I have to close here. But will be waiting very much for your reply.

Letter 5

Hello Alex,
I am glad, to receive your answer.
Thank you so much for sending me your picture.
Unfortunately, I can’t talk to you on-line, as I write letters to you from the internet cafe and the time is limited there.
I wish I could chat with you but right now it is just impossible as I don’t have a personal PC.
But I shall continue to send you email letters and pics.
I am going to send you my address here. As I already told you I rent my apartment and I don’t have a phone there. But here is my address, in case you decide to send me a card or a hand-written letter: -

to Tatyana,
Number apartment: - 22,
Name street - Gogolya 18,
City - Novosibirsk,
Region (state) - Novosibirskaya oblast,
Zip code - 630028,
Country - Russia

Yes, I am going to come to your country. Somewhere in a month. I am going to enter the University or college. I am doing all the paperwork for this now. That's why I asked you about the colleges or Universities close to your place. So I could study and meet with you there.
I shall live in campus.
Do you want it? You want that I lived near to you in your district?
Do not forget to send me your photos.
As soon as I finish this letter I will go and have a short walk.
You know walking is one of the things I adore. It is so nice to have a long walk and then find some small cafe and get a cup of coffee there. I don’t have a car and I don’t really want to have it right now. And it is too expensive for me. I have no money to buy a car. I have never tried to drive a car and I have no license.
Walking is much more pleasant. Unfortunately, most of the times I have to walk alone. All my friends are married and they try to spend more time with their families. I also like to go to the movie a lot. But do it rather seldom. Usually I go there with my friends, but they don’t do this often. They try to spend more time with their husbands and children. As I don’t have children and a husband, I try not to bother them often. Sometimes I feel rather lonely but I try not to think of this often.
Any way, my city is too beautiful not to walk. My city is very beautiful. There are so many places of culture there, lots of monuments. It is very green. It is especially beautiful in spring and in summer time when everything is awaken after the winter.
There are also many parks and we have one boulevard with fountains.
And it is gorgeous.
Also we have some really beautiful churches. I am Christian but I am not really religious. I have my own faith inside.
And I go to the church but do it seldom. I am not fanatic about this.
I like nature very much and it is always a please to go somewhere to the country-side and to spend a day there. I like picnics, camping a lot. It is great to spend a day on the fresh air, especially when you are with friends or family. I try to enjoy it every time we do it but sometimes I feel very sad as I miss not having my second half near.
Well, I am not going to be sad, as I am sure everything will be fine. Please, tell me about your city? What is it?
What’s interesting there?

Letter 6

Dear Alex!
Such a pity there is no reply from you. I was waiting so much for your letter. Hope that you’ve got my previous e-mail where I sent you my mail address.
I have friend Vika. She is close friend. She makes all my pics.
She likes to photographe me. It's her hobby. I like to pose her.
I already spoke you - I shall arrive to you in a month.
I still choose college in which I shall go to study.
I shall inform you the name when I shall know.
I shall know all the information in a week.
I am going from the post office. I decided to send my parents a letter. As I already told you I am not really in good relations with them. But any way, they are my parents and I love them.
I also have a brother and he is younger than me and they give him all the love they have. They always loved him more than me and didn’t pay much attention to me. My mum wanted to have a son very much and she couldn’t get pregnant for a long time and she was very happy when she got to know she was going to have a son. Of course, it hurts to know that they love him a lot and are not very interested in my life. But if they are happy, I am glad for them.
When I have returned from Australia, I entered the Pedagogical Institute and studied for an educator. I worked as an educator in the kindergarten as soon as I finished it. Though I like children a lot, the salary was too small to continue working there. You know it is rather difficult to live alone when you don’t have any help from anyone. That’s why I decided to try and find another job.
I had relations with men in my life. But I can’t depend on a man.
When I love I give all of myself to this person.
Unfortunately, men can’t always appreciate this. I like sex but I think that when you are in relations with someone you should be faithful and do not betray the one who lives with you.
Unfortunately, men here want to have everything, a faithful wife and another woman as a lover. I am a very devoted and faithful person and this I can’t accept. Hope you understand me.
Sex is very good but I accept it only with the person that I love. I am not a virgin but at the same time I am not a slut.
My last relations were 2 years ago. Unfortunately, it didn’t work out as he was too busy spending good time with his friends all the time and he almost paid no attention to me. I was just like a beautiful thing for him and nothing more. Since that time I had no relations with other men.
Well, it is not really comfortable to talk about sex right now.
You know that I write from the internet cafe and there are lots of people around me. And also I don’t know you too good yet to discuss this topic.
I have to go now. People are coming and coming to the internet cafe and you know my time is limited (15min). Internet cafe is a place where everyone can come and use a computer there. We have to pay for such a service. It is not a library where you can use computers free of charge. When I lived in Australia I often went to the library and could use computer there as long as I needed. But here the time is limited as there are too many people who need to use them. Please, tell me about your family.
What relations do you have with them?
Enjoy you day!!!
All the best to you.
Tatyana.
P.S. I asked you in my previous letter to send me your address.
I want to send you a card and my picture. Or perhaps, I will send you a hand written letter.

Letter 7

Hi Alex!
There is no reply from you and I wonder what happened. I hope everything is fine with you.
Did you forget about me? If you decided to stop correspondence with me?, please, let me know. It is better to hear the truth.
Please, write me as soon as possible. I worry about you and I wonder what could happen to you.
I just hope you are not going to give up on me.
Please, remember there is someone thinking of you a lot.
And I would like to be your friend or girlfriend.
Hope to hear back from you very soon.

Letter 8

Hello Alex,
I am so glad I have you in my life and I have an opportunity to come to the Internet cafe and talk to you...
I like pics. You do look real nice there. You seem to be a very good and caring person.
I am not really in a good spirit today.
I had a very bad conflict at work. Some people here in Russia think that if they have lots of money they can do and say everything they want. I had a conflict with one very rich woman at work. She didn’t like the quality of the clothes. And was so rude with me. But I am just a shop-assistant. I am not the owner and I just sell things.
Sometimes I feel that I am very tired from my life in Russia.
I have nothing. I rent a very small apartment and can’t afford anything better. I get a very small salary and prices increase here every year. But salaries are still the same. I was shocked when I get to the store to buy some food yesterday. They increased prices again for milk products. Milk costs about one US dollar which is too much. For-example, my salary is 120 US dollars a month. And a half of it I pay for the apartment.
And what is left I spend for food.
Therefore I wish to leave to live in other country.
Therefore I save money for a trip.
I am just tired from a hard life here. And I want to move to a foreign country. I want to get another education, to find a good job there. That is why I am trying to get a student visa.
I shall study and work. I shall work to pay training and my life there.
I haven't decided yet what University I am going to come to.
I am still searching information. I would like it to be close to you. I am doing the paperwork now. And as they told me my visa would be ready in a month. But I don't know the exact dates. It is just the way things are done here. As soon as I know everything, I will let you know.
I want to have a more stable life for me and my future family.
And what is more important I want have a strong man near me and to have a comfortable life for us. So I am trying to save money any way I can for my trip and studies.
Please, forgive me for writing this to you. But I need to talk to you. It is sometimes so hard to be just by myself. And sometimes I need a strong shoulder and a friend to cry and to get an advice.
I know that you are a very understanding person. So, please, try to understand me. You are my friend and I trust you.
Now I shall go to a bathroom. I like to lay in bathing with foam.
It would be great to take a bath together. It is very relaxing. And I think it is rather romantic.
You want it with me?
PLease,let me know what you think of this.
Write me your thoughts and your dreams.
Write a replay to me. Your letter will make me glad.
I will wait with hope.

Letter 9

Hi dear Alex,
In the first lines of this message I want to apologise for complaining in my previous letter.
I don’t really want to complain and I don’t want to talk about money any more. This was the first and the last time I did it.
I was just in a very bad spiring while writing my last letter to you.
Sometimes we have bad periods in life and we need a strong shoulder of a friend. I hope that you let me think you are my friend. And I trust you that is why I decided to share my thoughts with you.
If you ever need to talk and if you ever need a friend, you can always talk to me...
I have been thinking a lot about our meeting and I want to meet with you a lot.
I am doing all the paperwork now to get a student visa. And I do hope to get it. So if I get it I will be in your country.
and I think it is really a very good opportunity for us to meet.
Please, tell me do you really want to see me? Do you want me to visit you? Do you think that we could like each other and be together in the future? Please, be honest with me and tell me the truth.
I know that you are being tired with this question. But you should understand my concerns. This is a very major decision to move to the other country.
Perhaps, you wonder why I have such a big desire to move from here. The reason is very simple. I have nobody and nothing to stay here. I will miss my friends, but they already have their families and they live with their own lives. I have parents but you know we are not in good relations with them. And I think they will not miss me.
I have no good job, have no stability. I have no family. It is very hard to live in Russia and I don’t think it will ever be better. And I am really tired from this life. That’s why I have such a strong desire to get a student visa, to come there, to get a new education, to settle down and already to have a family.
I hope that you understand me and that you support me in my decision.
Please, don’t be offended if I don’t always answer your questions.
I do it because my time in the internet cafe is limited. I don’t always answer your questions because I am in a rush when I answer your letters. I come here 3 times a week and have only 15 minutes to write to you.
I wait your answer on my questions...

Letter 10

My dear Alex,
Don’t know what is going on. There is still no reply from you.
I still haven't got an answer to my main question.
Do you want me to come to you? I asked you of this in my previous letter.,I can’t understand you. You do not write me anything. Perhaps, I have offended you somehow.
I really didn’t mean that. I am lost and I do not know what to think. Please, let me know. Don’t torture me.
I still hope to hear from you soon.

Letter 11

Hello dear Alex.
Today I am writting to you why I am alone. I am so tired that males sees on me as on beautiful pic only but not on woman.
I think you like my spirit mainly not my appearance.
That's why I feel so easy myself with you. I have never felt it with another males. I feel that you like my spirit firstly and then appearance.
I want you to understand that I do really like you very much.
And I think that we have much in common and may be if meet we will understand that we are a good match.
I am trying to get more information about the student visa and I am doing a paperwork that is neccesary for it. There are so many things that I should do for this but I think it is worth it.
I am going to come to your country. I am sure I will get my visa.
And I want to know will you meet me there? You are my friend and you are a very close person to me already. And I like you very much. I feel that there is something between us.
I hope you too have the same feelings. Of course, I can’t say that I know you very well. But I feel that you are close to me.
I wish to know you better. I wonder how it can be to spend time with you, to be with you, to cook together, to have dinner together, to watch movies, to walk holding hands.
Letters are good, they help to understand people better. But only meeting can show the real feelings. When you can touch, look into each other’s eyes, it says a lot.
Please, tell me what you think of this. Would you like to meet me?
Any way you can be my friend. I will be in a foreign country and I will need a person I can trust. And I trust you already and I hope you do the same.
Please, think on this and let me know if you too want to meet with me. I want it very much. I want to see you in real life, to talk to you, to know you real but not only through the letters.
I think, I can trust you?
I already wrote to you, that all my pics is done by my friend Vika.
She says I have a beautiful body.
She is a very talanted photographer and I like to be her model.
She is my friend and is a very good girl. She usually takes pics of me. We went to work together.
She works close to my place. She is a shop-assistant too.
Also today she has made 2 pics me and my passport.
I shall attach to you it in the following letter.
I will go now to get more information about visa.
I am going to get very important information.
I hope to hear good news.
I shall have information approximately in half an hour.

Letter 12

Hello my dear Alex!
I have all the information about my visa now. And I will get it without any problems. It will be so great to come to your country at last and to see you. I even can’t believe this could happen some day! Yes, perhaps, I act like a silly girl.
But I already dream of our meeting. I try to imagine how this could be. How I will touch your hand, look into your eyes.
So now I have to do is to show them all the papers and to pay for it.
But here I have one problem. I tried to save money. But I didn’t expect I would have to pay for visa so soon. I thought it would be later. So I don’t have enough money right now.
And I need your help in this if you really want to meet me.
I need 240 US dollars to pay for visa.
It will include medical insurance and everything that should be there. Perhaps, you think why it is so expensive. Well, sum of money includes visa, insurance, medical certificate and many other papers.
I already have got my passport for going abroad. I have already made it and have paid for it. But I didn’t think that they would give visa so soon. And if I don’t pay for it now, I could have problems in the future with getting visa. And I don’t want to miss this chance. To prove you that I am real and I don’t lie to you, I am going to attach you a copy of my passport.
So all I need to do now is to pay for visa. And then everything will be done and all we have to do is wait for the time it is issued. I have only 7-10 to pay for it and I will get it without any problems.
This visa allows me to stay in your country for 3 months.
And to enter any university during 3 months. I can stay for longer is I enter the university. But if I find a job I can stay for the rest of the time in your country if I find a job when I finish my education. But I also plan to work there while I study. I don't want to depend on any one.
I will return back your 240 $. I am asking it to borrow.
I will work and return back it. I promise.
I’ve got to know that the best way for you to send money through Western Union or Money gram. Please, don’t send me money by regular mail. First, for sure I will not get it as they steal money and things here. And also it will take long time for the mail to come. And then I will miss my chance with visa already.
So, please, use WU or Money gram for sending money. It is an easy and quick way to get it.
You already know my address, I’ve sent it to you already.
And my full name is Tatyana Raschupkina.
You better check WesternUnion.com or Moneygram.com to get more information and also offices that are close to you.
Also there is an opportunity to send money from the credit card. You just need to visit any office of WU or MG.
Or through the site westernunion.com or moneygram.com
You even don’t need to leave your place to do it.
You can send money to any Western Union of Novosibirsk.
Please, understand my problem and send me 240 dollars.
So, please, let me know if you can help me in this.

Letter 13

Dear Alex,
I do not know what to start my letter with. I feel shame and offended. I just want to tell you that I am completely serious.
I have serious intentions to come to you and I am not going to lie to you. I am not a silly little girl that plays games to get money. Can’t you see it from my letters? I understand that I should settle down already and that is why I am going to move to another country. I know that in Russia I will not be able to have a strong family and good job. I will be unhappy.
Here men don’t look at women as you do it. I have decided to move long time ago. But couldn’t start doing it before I met you. I didn’t want to go to your country without love. .
I need about 600 USD to buy tickets. But I don't need it now.
I will need to buy the ticket when I shall receive the visa.
I will try to find money by this time. I understand what you think now. If I can't find 240 USD then how could I find 600 USD.
It is easy. I am going to sell my fur coat. It is a very expensive fur and I can sell it for 600-800 USD. I have already made an advertisement of sale. But I may not be able to sell it for some days. If I do not do it now, then they could just refuse me in it.
Don't worry! I will have money for the ticket. I promise you!
I need about 600 USD to buy tickets. But I don't need it now.
I will need to buy the ticket when I shall receive the visa.
I will try to find money by this time. I understand what you think now. If I can't find 240 USD then how could I find 600 USD.
It is easy. I am going to sell my fur coat. It is a very expensive fur and I can sell it for 600-800 USD. I have already made an advertisement of sale. But I may not be able to sell it for some days. If I do not do it now, then they could just refuse me in it.
Don't worry! I will have money for the ticket. I promise you!
I asked you to send me 240 USD. And I feel shame for this. But I had no other choice then to ask you. The problem is that I have only 7-10 days to pay for my visa. I didn’t realize I would need the money so urgently. They took my papers and told me that I wouldn’t pay in 7-10 days, they would just refuse me. And then I will not have another chance to get visa to your country.
It was a shock for me . I thought that I could just leave the papers and then pay for it before the trip. I think I would be able to find the money by that time. But it was beyond my forces/ I was shocked. I went to all my friends and acquaintances. But all refused to me. They don’t give such a big sum of money. I don’t ask my parents as they just don’t give me money. When the last time I asked them to help me, they refused me. They told me they had to support my Brother and themselves. It hurt me. That is why I do not ask them about anything any more and I almost don’t talk to them.
I asked my friend Vika to help me, but she had not such money.
She is married and has a child. And recently they have bought an apartment and took it in credit. I also went to the bank to check there. But they even didn’t listen to me. My salary is only 120 USD. And they just can’t give me 240 USD. I had tears. That is why I decided to ask you. And I feel shame for this. I understand that it is very difficult for you to trust the girl you have never seen before. Lots of Russian women lied to foreigners. But I am not the same. I am real.
And I am not going to lie to you! I promise!
I know that 240 USD is not such a big sum of money in your country. And I ask you this money not as A present to me, I am going to give them back to you. As soon as I come there and start working I will give you money back. I told you I was going to study and to work. I will be able to pay for my studies and for my accommodation.
I already told you I was going to get a student visa for 3 months. I will be able to come to your country and to choose any university or college. I have 3 months to enter it. And I can stay there as soon as I finish it. I am going to choose the one that is close to you to be able to see you often and perhaps we could get married.
You are really a very dear person to me and I want to be with you and if you fall in love with me, we can get married in the future. If we are together, we will build our future together. I am not the one who wants to get everything in at once. WE will work together and pay our bills. I understand that family is for the rest of the life in joy and sorrows.
And I will understand if you decide not to have a family with me, and we can just be friends. I will understand if you fall in love with another woman. You can’t order your heart who to love. I understand that you can like me through the letters but in real life you may not fall in love with me.
I ask you one more time, please, understand me and send me 240USD.
I already told you that you have to send me money to my city.
You should use Western Union or Money Gram for this.
And use my address that I have sent to you.
You should send money to Novosibirsk for my name.
My full name - Tatyana Raschupkina.
Tatyana - this is my name.
Raschupkina - is my last name.
I already wrote to you, my address-
Number apartment: - 22,
Name street - Gogolya 18,
City - Novosibirsk,
Region (state) - Novosibirskaya oblast,
Zip code - 630028,
Country - Russia
You can send money through Western Union:
PLUS BANK
Vokzalnaya Magistral, 3
Novosibirsk, 630004, Russia
GAZPROMBANK
Bogdana Khmelnitskogo, 47
Novosibirsk, 630110, Russia
You can receive the information how to send money from a site - www.westernunion.com
You don’t need anything else to send the money.
As soon as you send the money they will give you secret number ( MTCN or Reference Number ). And you’ll have to tell me it.
Or I will not be able to get the money without it.
As I already told you could get all the information and the address of the office at the site -
westernunion.com
or
moneygram.com.
I don’t know what else to say for you to send me money as soon as possible as my time is limited.
Next time they will just refuse me in visa. I wrote you all the truth in this letter. I am sincere and open with you.
I hope that you will understand me and decide to meet with me. Please, believe me and send me 240 USD. And please, remember that I have only 7-10 days to pay for it.

Letter 14

Hi dear Alex!
May be pic which I add today prove to you that I am real.
I made it yesterday to prove to you that I am real. Hope you remember my nick name? (Milla). I have written about it in my second letter to you. My friends call me Milla.
I think that you have concerns about me real.
I do not lie to you. I am going to get money in WU office or MoneyGram using my passport. If I was not real, I wouldn't be able to get the money!!! Please, understand that I am real!
I sent you a copy of my passport in my last letter.
The problem is that I have no time to wait. I have only 7 days for this.
Please, understand that next time they may not even take the documents for visa, if they refuse me now. And they will refuse me in this if I do not pay in time. They will just tell me what for I try to get visa for the second time if you have no money. So I am just in hopeless situation.
All my thoughts are about one thing now. Then I may not have such a chance again. Your goverment has a limited amount of student visas. And if I miss my chance now, i may not have such a chance again in the future. It is impossible to get another kind of visa. NO one will give me a tourist visa.
It is impossible for a single russian lady to get it. I asked about the work visa. It is a very difficult process. And also more expensive one. I don't have a diploma about high education in your country. And the russian one is not valid in your country. The Fiancee visa is a very long process and complicated process. It will take about half a year to make all the paperwork and if they don't see that we do love each other truly they will just refuse in the Embassy.
I want to repeat. please, understand - I ask you to lend me money. I understand it is too expensive for a preset.
I understand that 240USD is a big some of money in your country.
I don't believe in miracles as I was disappointed many times in this life. You will not loose this money. I will come to your place and will work there. And as soon as I earn I will give you money back.
I’ve been thinking a lot about us yesterday. I have so many feelings and they are so different.
My heart aches when I understand that you are far from me.
I wish I could lessen the distance between us. I know that I have to be patient and wait.
Perhaps, you will think that I am silly but I don’t want to hold it all inside and I want to share my feelings with you.
I am emotional person and I want you to see my feelings.
Please, understand me. I want to share this with you. I think I am in love with you. Of course, I have to see you in real life and talk to you to be sure. But I have so many emotions about you and I miss you so much. I think about you all the time.
I get up with the thoughts about you and I go to bed thinking of you too.
I feel that I want to take care of you, I want to give you all my love.
Please, don’t think I am weird. But this is what I feel about you. And I want you to know this.
Life goes one. Nothing new happens. I go to work, do different things at home, meet my friends. But any way I do something I think of you.
Please, tell me what you think and feel about me. It is really very important for me and I need to know this.

Letter 15

Hi dear Alex!!!
Why you have not answered?
You have received my last letter? I proved you, - I real!
I sent you a photo with your name. You saw it?
Really you do not want, that I have arrived?
You will help me with money for the visa?
Tell me truth. I always try to be with you fair.
I have addressed to you only because I could not be helped more. Please write me answer and tell me truth.
I do not lie to you. I am open and sincere with you. I don’t know what to do, no one from my relatives or friends can give me these money. I am in a hopeless situation. I can rely only on you.
Perhaps, if you don’t have the money, you can ask someone of your friends or relatives? I ask you for for help but not to make me a present. I will give the money back any way. Tell your friends and relatives that I guarantee to give the money back. I tell you once again I am going to work and to study in your country so I will give the money back any way. Please, just believe me and send me it. I need only 240USD. I talked to people in WU and moneygram. And they told me you could use your credit card to send the money. You can do it from any office of WU and Moneygram.
And you can send me money even staying at home. You just need to go to www .westernunion.com or www .moneygram.com
Please, send me the money if you have a credit card. I will give you the money back as soon as I come to your place.
Next week they can just officially refuse me in visa. Please, understand that everything is ready there and I need just to pay for it. I will come to your place by all means if I pay 240 USD now. All the paperwork is done. The problem is only money.
It took me much forces to make all the paperwork for visa.
I had to visit all doctors to get a medical certificate.
It is one of the conditions of yor government to allow people only who are not sick. I am healthy. And there were many other papers and it took me much forces and time to get all. And now when there is only one step left, I am in the corner. I don’t know who else to ask if not you.
Everything is in you hands now. I hope you will do it soon and send me money.
I may not have any other chance to get visa. I hope you will believe me. And I want you to know that I am sincere with you!
I hope I will touch your heart and you will have feelings to me. I hope you will help me.
I’ve got up today with the thoughts about you and it is such a happiness to know that I have a close person in my life and I hope you feel the same about me.
I already wrote to you, that asked from them money.
But they have no it.
My friends are really very good people. Perhaps, their life is not really good and comfortable as you know the situation in Russia, I already told you about this several times. Salaries are too small here. And many people have to save every rouble to buy a washing machine or a fridge. And my friends too have such difficulties.
But I am proud of them. They overcome all the difficulties together and they still love each other.
This is what I want to. I want to be together in joy and sorrows, to love each other even if the life is not really comfortable, help each other, understand each other.
I think that every person needs such a place where he feels comfortable and safe. Especially, it is important for a woman.
We now have to be strong. But I want to feel myself a little girl with the strong man near. I want to be weak sometimes and let someone take care of me.
Enjoy your day and think of me.

Letter 16

I tried to call you. But please, understand me that I am in Moscow and it is not so easy to do it. I tried to dial your number but it didn’t connect you. I asked at the airport to give me some phone number where you could call me. But they refused me. People are very bad in Moscow and they are interested only in money. I will try again to call you. But I am not sure I will be able to do it.
Please, understand that I should have money by all means. I already have my visa and ticket to come to your country. But your government has very strict rules for Russian citizens. They are afraid of immigrants so they ask me to fill in the declaration and to write the sum of money I am going to take with me to your country.
And if the sum of money is too small they will just not let me go through the custom. They can check if I really have this money with me.
That is why I ask you to help me with the money. I feel shame to ask you about it again. But no one can help me in this situation now that is why I ask you about help. At they agency they told me that at the customs they would check it for sure because of the student visa.
I will loose everything, my visa and my ticket. And also the money that I have already spent for this. Please, understand me and the forces I have spent for getting everything. It took me lots of forces to get the visa and to find money for the ticket. It took lots of forces to survive here in Moscow. I saved every rouble just to stay here. I stayed at the cheap rooms for people who had no money in Moscow. I didn’t stay at the hotel as I had no money for that. I stayed even at the airport several times. I did that for you, for coming to you.
I know that you have bills to pay. And that you don’t have extra money. But please, send me part of the money. I will give it back to you and will pay your bills. You will get the money back as soon as you meet me at the airport. You will not loose anything.
I need this money only to cross the board. I don’t lie to you and I have proved you already many times that I am real. I can’t do anything any more. Now everything depends on you. If you really want to see me, then you will send me money. If not, then not.
Please, trust me. And soon I will be in your arms.

Letter 17

My sweetie Alex!!!
I am very glad, that you have sent money. I have received it today.
But there is one problem. I thought you will not have time to send money.
I have changed the ticket. Do not abuse me. I only was afraid to lose money from the ticket.
I have changed the ticket for October, 3rd. I have made it only that you had time to send money.
I have made it before you have sent money.
Here the information of the ticket - Flights 1325 / 728
Arrival - 2:10 PM Amsterdam, Netherlands (AMS)
I cannot back change the ticket. Therefore you necessarily should meet me at the airport on October, 3rd.
Hope everything is fine with you. As for me I have a slight cold.
It was rather cold outside and I think it is the reason of my cold.
I still miss you a lot and think about you all the time. I want to be with you so much. I want to have just a normal family life with you. And I know that I could make your life more comfortable and more cozy. I have so many ideas and dreams for the future connected with us. I want to take care of you. I want to give you all my love and care. It will be wonderful to make you breakfast in the morning, to meet you in the evening after work.
To have dinners with candles and good wine. To travel together and see new places. To read books together. To make love to each other and to stay in bed the whole day. When I think of all these I feel a little sad that we are not together yet. But when I think that soon I will be able to come to you, the thought of you makes me so happy.
You are a wonderful person and I want you to know that I am happy to have you in my life. And I am a lucky woman to have such a man and I will do my best to make you happy too.
You are my best and I need you very much.
Yours forever.

Letter 18

My darling Alex,
Sorry for not writing to you for long time. But I couldn’t.
Even now I am writing to you having a bad ache. I have been thinking if to write to you or not. I didn’t want to bother you with my problems. You know that I only want happiness. I want to be with you. I want to make you happy. But I am again in a hopeless situation. I was robbed yesterday. I don’t know who did that. I took a bus yesterday to get to the airport to check all the details of my flight. But there was a crash. I broke a rib and lots orientation from my pain. And someone took all the money from my bag while I was lost. I never thought that people could be so cruel. To take all the money in such a situation.
They took all the money you sent for the custom. I am so glad they didn’t take my bag as I had all the papers and visa in my bag. If they took my bag, I wouldn’t be able to come to you for sure. It would be very difficult to get a new passport and visa.
Don’t worry, the most important is that I am alive. Perhaps, God saved me. There were many people in the bus who were in injured.
I called Militia but they told me that could do nothing in that situation as I even didn’t see who did that. There were too many people in the bus. I cried so much. I even thought to return my ticket back to send you the money back. I was afraid you wouldn’t believe me. But I decided not to give up. I don’t want to stop when the happiness is so close. And perhaps, it is a test for us. If we overcome this, then we will be live happy till the rest of our days. Please, send me one more time the money for the customs. The same sum of money (200$). I understand that I told you that you wouldn’t lose that money. But this is not my fault that there are so many dishonest people on this earth.
I was robbed. And every person could get into this situation.
I want only happiness and I have only clear intentions. I know that I am a dear person to me and I feel the same about you.
I can change the ticket for another day so you could have time to send me the money again. I will do it if you are able to send me money. I can’t write you more as I have to go to the doctor. He should check my rib once again to be sure everything will be Ok. I will be waiting for your reply.

Letter 19

Dear Alex!!!
I am not guilty, that me have plundered. It could happens with everyone.
You will send money once again? You will rescue me?
I can't jump out of my pants. I tell you one more time that I tried to call you but it didn't work out. But this is not my fault.
In Russia everything is wrong. And what is normal in other countries, is not good here always. I will be not able to call you.
I almost don't have money to stay in Moscow. And soon this money will be over too. And I will have no other choice just to go back to my city. I already wrote to you – Such a pity as I will not use my visa. I have spent so much money and forces to get it.
And it is so offensive to go back when only one step is left.
I told you many times that I needed money just to cross the board That is it! When I come to you, I will immediately give you the money back. You will not loose anything. I need this money just to show at the customs. As soon as you meet me at the airport, I will give you the money back. Please, trust me. I know that you have to pay bills. And you can't afford it to spend extra money but I will give you it back as soon you meet me at the airport. And if you really want me to come, then send me this money. If you don't then I will have to sell my ticket and go back to my city.
And everything I did was just a waist of time. Please, think on this if you really want me to see. Everything is in your hands.

Letter 20

Honey Alex,
I could hardly write you...My rib is aching.
I have to tell you one thing, dear. I will not be able to come right now.
I had a medical examination. And when during the crash I broke my rib it hitted my liver. I will have to postpone my trip for 3 weeks. I can't fly as I could have a bleeding during the flight and it is very dangerous. This trip could cause me death. So I don't want to take a risk.
I could send you the money back if you want. Or I could exchange my ticket and come to you in 3 weeks. Please, think and let me know your thoughts. I understand that it is awful to wait again after so long time of waiting. And I feel so sorry but I have to think of my health. My darling, I want to be with you so much and don't want to risk now. I want to come to you being healthy and alive.
I am going back to Novosibirsk in 4-5 days, and then I could send you the money back if you really want this.
I love you, sunshine. But in this situation I really can't come. I have to stay here and wait while my wound scars.
I need you very much and I really hope that you will not leave me in such a difficult situation.
I want to be with you so much and I really feel sorry that I have to postpone my trip now. But this is the best I can do in this situation.
Please, remember that I am yours and I need you badly.