Letter(s) from Julia Krasikowa to Sjoerd (Netherlands)

Letter 1

Hello my romantic man Sjoerd!

I am glad that our relations are developing! We get lots of information from each other in the letters. I fully disclosed to you, I have no secrets from you. I can communicate with you on any topic, because you are my future man for life. Sjoerd I am glad that my photos like a lot to you much. I'm not ashamed to show them to you, because God has given me such a beautiful figure. And now it's yours, because you are my man, you have to enjoy my body. Today, I am sending you a new picture! I very much love you Sjoerd! I can no longer tolerate, I want to be near you. We need a meeting during this period, until we reached a maximum of emotions and feelings through the mail. This will allow us to develop our relations. Do you agree with me?

I am ready to come to your country, let this big step in my life, but for the sake of our love I'm ready to do this. Today I learned about traveling in your country. I was in the office of the largest travel company, its offices are located in almost every city in my country.
Since they have a very large flow of tourists, prices are much lower than other travel agencies. They are engaged in registration of international passports, and also through them you can contact the consulate and make an appointment for a visa. Now I want to tell you what documents I need you to easily leave the country and fly out to
you:

1. I need to get an international passport. The cost of a passport is
180 euro. It can be obtained in two ways. Sign up for a free flow of documents in the queue. Only my turn to fit in two months. Since many who want to get an international passport. There is another option to make an extra charge for filing to make an appointment must be paid 65 euro! Then you can apply any day.

2. In parallel with the design of the passport, I will apply for a visa in your country. Immediately explain what I prefer to get a tourist visa to avoid failures on a visa. I will be visiting the country as a tourist! If you receive a visitor visa or a working visa is a lot of bounce on them. The Russian government against the brain drain to the West, and has introduced stricter requirements for these visas. The visa fee to your country 195 euro! It is designed for six months, renewable for up to it, in your country.

3. Finally, I need to be insured against accidents in your country.
The insurance policy will cost 70 euro. And a medical examination that I completely healthy and have no viral infections. The cost of the survey 65 euro! That's all I need to do to prepare my documents for the flight to your country. Travel agency I will enter into an agreement under which they will be solely responsible for obtaining documents and purchase tickets. And give assurance that I will get the documents and tickets to the date specified in the contract. As you can imagine I need 575 euro, to obtain the necessary documents for travel. Timing of receipt 10 - 12 days. I meant to pay for the journey, but I have only 100 euro! My salary is small, and I only get
140 - 165 euro per month. This is the average salary in my country. To me this money enough to live on, and my needs. I do not know what to do I hate to ask you for help because I wanted myself to arrange a meeting. I also tried to talk to her friends and colleagues, but no one can help me by this amount. I do not know what to do, and I hate to ask for money from you. My Love, I want to meet with you for a month. Maybe you can help me 475 euro? This is to speed up our meeting, and I'll fly to you within 2-3 weeks. I love you very much, I'm uncomfortable truth in front of you. I'm going crazy with love for you, and I want to be near you. I await your decision if you agree.
I'm going to the bank and find out how you can make a remittance. I am waiting for information from you as soon as possible. Your forever Ewgenija!

Letter 2

Hello, sweetheart!
Just as any person on Earth I want to be happy.
I would like to to get acquainted with a guy to adore me and stay with me.
Let me introduce myself. My name is Evgenia.
I am in my thirties, I 'm a Russian babe and I live in Russia. In spite of my age I cannot find my sweetheart.
I do not have a man to respect me and understand my feelings.
I prefer being active (for instance going info sports, communicating with people etc.), I cannot imagine my life without music and reading books.
I have a very strict upbringing – I am calm, polite, meek and caring.
I do not like cigarettes and avoid alcoholic beverages. I have never been married and I do not have kids.
I can speak about myself in detail, but one message is not enough.
My motto is finding and enjoying serious relationships.
Please, do not get angry with this letter! I 'm looking forward to your answer to my message.
Have a pleasant day!
Truly yours, your new friend, Evgenia!

Letter 3

Hello my new friend!!

I did not expect to receive your reply to my letter. I am pleased that you took the time to write me a letter! I think you will not regret it and get the most out of our dialogue. I want to tell you a little about yourself and your life. I want to find the other half! A man who would add me, and we were a beautiful couple. This is my first online chat and I do not even know where to start my story.

I want to introduce myself, my name is Ewgenija! How is your full name? I was born on 21 februari, 1985. Now I am 28 years old. How old are you? I am a skinny girl! I'm not afraid to show her beauty, because I believe that nature has given me such a beautiful body, and I should appreciate it! My height is 171 centimeters, and my weight is
53 kilograms. I live in the Russian Federation, it's not my favorite country, but I grew up here. I appreciate the culture and the life of my country, and in my heart I greatly love my country. My city - Shagonar is a small town in Russia, every year it develops. In my town there are a lot of cultural events, parks and many lakes. I love hanging out with friends, summer holiday on the rivers and lakes. In which country do you live? Do you like their own country? Tell me about your town? I would be interested to hear about your homeland.

Now I would like to tell you about my family! Unfortunately, at an early age I was left without parents. My dad, like many men, Russian drank vodka! Mom was very hard to deal with his illness alcoholism.
There have been situations where the father held up his hand to my mother, she cried and hugged me tightly. I would have been quite small. I did not realize then what was going through my mother. This is the story lasted for years, and then to my mother did not have the nerve and she took me and we went to live apart from his father. After that, his father began to drink even more, and soon died. My mother was very worried, because whatever it was, she loved him. And after his father's death, she had a heart attack and died. After that, I was alone, I already wanted to take the children's home. My mother's twin sister, her name is Oksana took me to live with him, she raised me and gave me a new life. I think it's a touching story, but that's life and my destiny. But this situation has given me strength for my development in life. Hard to lose loved ones. I can talk for a long time about the family, but I think that's enough! You lose people close to you?

I would also like to ask you a few questions. Tell me about your life?
Where do you work? What is your passion?

You can also ask me any questions, but I ask you to carefully read my letter. And do not ask questions that you can find answers to my letters! I send you my photo, I think that you want to see them! I hope that you will like them. Send me your photos, I also very much want to see them! This is my first letter that I wrote is not a pen in writing, and present an e-mail! I hope that you will enjoy reading it!
I await your response with photos tomorrow. Your new girlfriend Ewgenija!

Letter 4

Hello, my new friend Sjoerd! That's not usual to come to the internet cafe waiting for your letter. I thought the whole evening yesterday, you will answer to my letter or not? Could I interest you in my life, and did you enjoy my photos or not? I am glad that today has come to the Internet cafe and got your letter. So it was interesting to learn about me.

Why did you not send me your photos? I asked to do it! How can I communicate with someone if I do not even know what he looks like. I am waiting for your photos to the next letter must!

As I have already said that my letters I write from internet cafe since it opened recently in my town. And I thought it was new and I was curious to learn to use the Internet. You might be wondering where I got your email! When I came to the internet cafe manager helped me to create a private email, and taught using browsers, so that I could read the news online. On my mail came a letter from an unknown destination to me! The letter said about Internet dating and love on the Internet. There have been several email mailing list at the end, and among them was your email! I decided to write you a short letter, and do not think you even answer me! The receptionist said that it is a simple "SPAM" email that come every day to users email! I was surprised when got your answer. And now I am happy that we can communicate.

Sjoerd, You are interested to learn about me? I try to write you a sincere letter and convey emotions that at this moment in my heart. And I am pleased to read that over and over thousands of miles of wire, you read my letter on his monitor. Before, I did not think that was possible!

Sjoerd, I would now like to tell you about education and work! I think this is one of the most interesting topics! I do not want to talk about his childhood, as it is a sore subject, I found it very hard! So I do not want to talk about the topic of parents and child. You have to understand me.

After school, I went to the University, and received her education in physical training coach. Since my childhood I was engaged in a professional aerobics, and I even had medals and winning the competition. I went on Russian cities, and won prizes. In college, I got in basic English! So I know the basics of English, and I try myself to read and translate your letter. Of course, my level is still far from perfect, but I try to improve it!

I am currently working choreographer in one of the studios in my city.
I have several groups from children to adults. I put them some dance, and they need to learn, at the same time to do the movements.
Choreographer - is representative of a creative profession that allows you to open up to people. Choreographer must, of course, to be able to dance, to be a good organizer and creative master. Dancing people forget about their worries and concerns, and returns to the dance. I love to dance, and it gives me unfold in life. That 's my profession.
I love her very much.

I think this information is enough for today. I will wait for your new letter. I send you new picture! I look forward to your emails as soon as possible. Your friend Ewgenija!

Letter 5

Hello my friend Sjoerd!!

I am pleased to see your letter in my email. Honestly, I did not expect that I would be happy to run Internet cafes to open your mail and see where your letter! Thank you, that you appreciate me and to give me your attention. I do not know what will give us companionship, but I am pleased to communicate with you. I would like to continue to get to know you!

Sjoerd, I can see that you like my pictures. I also want to talk about them. You could substitute that almost all the photos of good quality and are made professionally. Just before dialogue with you on my personal computer hard drive broke and I lost all my photos! I was very upset, because there was a lot of photos of my youth and the different stages of life. Unfortunately, they were not retrieved!
Sjoerd, Photo that I send you my friend did. About a year ago she bought a professional camera, and she wanted to be a wedding photographer. My girlfriend name is Anna, this is my very close friend, we have been friends with her more than 10 years! We almost did not swear, and share it with everyone. Since I like very much to be photographed, we spare time to do a photo session with Anna! Anna, has elaborated on the experience of my photo sessions, but I lacked a pleasure to watch them. Therefore I am sending you such beautiful pictures. They were never seen again, except you and Anna!

Now I live alone, after the death of my parents I was home! As soon as I graduated from the University, and began to work! My aunt helped me to sell the house! And we bought me a small apartment, I had to borrow the money on a government program! But now I have my own room, and I was very comfortable in it. Tell us where you live? The house or apartment? You know, all my friends tell me that I'm cheerful girl. I really am an active lifestyle. I like to communicate and get to know new people. I love the cheerful company. Now, unfortunately, I do not have much time to chat with friends, because I have a lot of work. As well, most of my friends are now living in other cities. I am very calm, romantic and intelligent girl. In my heart, I am a sensual and tender. In his spare time, I like hanging out with friends in a city park. In the winter, I like to go skiing, ice skating. I also love to watch football on TV. My favorite football team Chelsea London! I see her almost every match. Do you love football? See it on TV?

I love classical and popular music! I love going to the theater and cinema. My favorite movie is "Step Forward", the movie about my life!
What is your favorite movie? What music do you listen to? Sjoerd, How you spend your free time?

You can also ask me questions, I will try to answer them as much as possible! I'm probably waiting for tomorrow to get your new mail! I look forward to your photos and letters! Your gentle friend Ewgenija!

Letter 6

Hello my dear friend Sjoerd!

Today the weather is nice outside, the sun is shining brightly. And I am very pleased to come to the internet cafe. I can not imagine a day without your writing. You are interested to read my letters? I do not load the information you provide about yourself? I just want to get the most emotion from our communion, and so I want to know your opinion.

Sjoerd, Today I want to talk to you about men and their past relationship. And I hope that you will understand why I decided to find a man on the Internet.

I have not had many serious relationships since I responsibly approach this issue. My first relationship is not going too far, I can not say that it was love. Rather, it was the sympathy and passion for the man.
These relationships were not long and we soon realized that not right for each other! About two years ago I met a man, his name was Andrey!
We were sitting in a cafe with a friend, and the whole evening the young man did not take his eyes off me. I knew he liked me, but he was embarrassed me. Only at the end of the evening, he decided to come to me. We met and agreed to meet. He took care of me for a long time, gave them gifts. We walked a lot and spend time together. It was a pleasure to chat with him. I'm really in love with him since he was a kind and open person. I thought it was the man with whom I want to spend the rest of my life! After 1 year of communication, I began to notice that people change. So he felt that made me. It has allowed companies to drink a lot of our friends, and then flirt with other girls. You know perfectly well that I do not like men who abuse alcohol. Since it is the memories of my father. It was a very unpleasant, and I tried to explain to him that! I think my man should be only mine, I do not want to share with the other girls. Soon after our relationship began to deteriorate, he insulted me and respectful to me. Point in our relationship was the situation about which I told my friend Anna! She saw him with another girl in his car, they smiled and kissed him! They were happy together. And then he admitted that he does not want to be with me, and loves a friend! It was the biggest pain in my life, because I loved it! And it was painful to relive his betrayal. After that, a long time I was ready for a new relationship, so I appreciate the respect for the person. All these years, I did not communicate with men. I told myself that I was never going to love.

My friend was able to persuade me that I tried to find love on the Internet. I was very disappointed in Russian men. All men in Russia are using their women. They do not want a serious relationship. They want only sex and they use women. Russian women need men for slavery.
So I decided to try to find love abroad! Now, I do not regret the advice of friends. I am very pleased that you and I met. I like to communicate with you Sjoerd!

Sjoerd, Tell me about your relationship? You are lonely? Ready now, you're building a new relationship? I look forward to your response.
You become for me a true friend who understands me. I await your response as soon as possible. Your sweet girl Ewgenija!

Letter 7

Hello my dear Sjoerd! Each your letter to me this is an important event in my life. You are a very interesting man and I want to develop our relations. We are getting closer to each other. I think you're a very good friend. While there, you're more to me than a friend. I have never met a man like you. You're very kind, romantic and smart!

Today I am very tired at work, even though I was shortened day. I have the whole day thinking about you. I very much wanted to write you a letter. Sjoerd, you became my very good friend. Even a bad day spent not prevent me to write you a letter. I feel that between us there is some connection. In my life there have been very few friends, but now I am very happy that I got such a good friend like you Sjoerd! Some employees are telling me that I was very happy and cheerful. I think it's because you and I met. Do you think the same Sjoerd? Do you consider me your friend?

How are you today, are you? You have a lot of work? Today I want to talk to you about faith. Do you believe in God? Some people do not believe in God, but I believe it is the right of every person. I am a believer girl. My faith is Christianity. Since childhood, I went to church. Now, unfortunately, I am unable to do it very often. My job takes me a very long time. But in my heart I still believe in God. I believe that part of God lives in each of us. In Russia, a lot of churches and temples. In general, women attend church. Men do not like church. Few of them believe in God. Men in Russia only drink vodka. In general, in Russian men do not value their women. Russian woman's trust and love their men. But men do not want to evaluate their work.
They throw them in isolation. Many women raising children alone. But God helps us in many ways.

I will try to make sure that my family was the happiest family in the world. I just want my man I respected and loved. That he will never hurt me. Many of my dreams perfect man I see in you Sjoerd! I believe in what you see in me the quality of your future wife as well?
Now I'm thinking about you a lot more, because you are my very dear man! I will appear to you the feeling I still can not explain. But I think that very soon I will be able to open my heart to you.

I send you a picture with my two best friends. On Anna I have told you. The second is my friend Polina, it is a very good man. I have never met such people in my life. She always came to my help in time of need. And she could talk on any subject. Now, she met a man from another country, and for the past two years living in another country.
We still try to keep in touch with her. I hope you will enjoy these photos.

Unfortunately, now I have to finish my letter. Please answer me as soon as you get a chance. I always think of you Sjoerd. I hope that my letter will not make you sad and tired of you. I trust you and therefore I tell you what I think. Your Ewgenija.

Letter 8

Hello my friend !

We started with you dating at the beginning of the year. I was pleased to get your first letter. I am very sad that our communication stopped. I'd love to continue our dialogue , I want to know you more and share pictures . We can get a lot of pleasure from our friendship . Especially what to write one letter a day , it does not take much time. If you are still interested to continue our acquaintance . I want you to know that I'll always be glad. I look forward to your next letter. Your girlfriend Ewgenija!

Letter 9

Hello my dear Sjoerd! How is your day? Today you're working on? How is your weather? I think that everything is fine!

We have already received a lot of information about each other, and I was pleased to read and learn you. It is possible that sometimes we do not understand each other because of language barriers. I'm sorry, that does not always respond to your questions and comment on your letter, but I tried to do it. I just wanted to, in his letters to tell you how much information about me. My dear, I think it's time we talk to you on the phone. Unfortunately, I do not have their own mobile phone as well as mobile communication is expensive in my country.
Therefore, I want to ask you to write the following letter to me your mobile phone number with international code. I'll try to go to the telephone booth to make a call to you. I very much want to hear your sweet voice on the phone. This is the next step in our relationship with you.

Today I did not sleep half the night, as I was thinking about you and our relationship. You are my very dear person and I want you to have everything was fine. I feel like we are getting closer to each other.
Every day I am more and more I think about you. Each your letter for me is very important, as the air. I enjoy reading your lines. I am not writing you a letter, no nothing, I am writing to you only sincere thing. I write the words that are in my heart and soul. Our relationship has become very strong.

I found it very difficult to trust men. Andrey, scoffed at me, he wanted to use me for their purposes. But now, in my heart there was a ray of confidence, thanks to you, my dear Sjoerd! And you helped me with this! I believe that you are the best man in the world. You never hurt me, you will not use, and deceive me. For me it is very important! You are very wise and honest man. I feel the warmth and the strength of your love for me. I just do not want anything from this life, I just want to love and be loved. You know, a lot of girls try to run for the money. I believe that money can not buy love! It is necessary to appreciate the feelings of the people. The money is just paper, which is necessary for the means of subsistence.

I want to feel happy. Now a lot of people who only want to use women.
On the Internet, there are also good and bad people. I only want a serious relationship. I do not play games with you my dear Sjoerd. I believe that you just do not play with me. I believe in your warm feelings for me. I believe that love is the most beautiful feeling in the world. Love will never die. My dear and beloved Sjoerd, I open my heart to you. I want to tell you that my heart is open to love. I believe in our feelings. I'm very happy that fate has allowed us to meet! Please tell me your opinion, as it is very important to me. I look forward to wait for your letter to me my dear Sjoerd! Your princess Ewgenija.

Letter 10

Hello my dear and beloved Sjoerd!!! It is a pleasure to read your letter, as it is filled with warm words to me. You are very kind and gentle man. Each new letter from you, for me is very important. I am grateful to God for what he has allowed us to meet.

It is a pity that you did not leave me his cell phone number. I think that talking on the phone was the next step in our relationship. Since we could feel closer.

How is your day, my dear Sjoerd? How is your weather? I hope you're feeling okay? You know Sjoerd, during our conversation I really understood what you did for me more than a friend. The fate allowed us to meet. I am grateful to her for that. I think that between us there is some shell love. About love and I would like to talk to in this letter. You must ask, what is the love for me? What do you mean it's a beautiful word? I would like to tell you about the word love, in my understanding. Love is the highest of emotion on earth that never dies, it is eternal. Love no one can destroy it, as it does not chop off the rope. Love for me is what I live for. Love means never refuse and trust the person who is around you. To care for someone who is around you every minute of life, worry about him in difficult times.
To love is to do everything possible to be happy together. Even animals know how to love. Their love is the purest in the world. Since they have no obstacles in life. Their lives are not decided by money.
To love means to trust. Love means never offend or deceive. This is the most important thing in the love between people. I open my heart to you because I trust you and I really think that my love for you is real. Love does not exist without friendship. Friendship, on the shared vision, common tastes, common goals (husband and wife - one of Satan). With that, it is a relationship between a man and a woman, friendship can reach their maximum heights. In this love reaches friendship intimacy - a sense of unity, in which all the private becomes public, and the total personal. The man is happy, joy, and the other is saddened by the fact that the other sad. I also believe that love can not exist without respect. I trust you, respect you and never want to deceive you. I'm ready to rejoice with you all things and will be sad with you. I LOVE YOU Sjoerd! I am very glad that I was able to tell you this. Because I believe that true love between us. Please tell me what you think about this? Are you ready to love me for real!
I'm ready for 100. I'll look forward to your next letter to me. Your love Ewgenija! Lots of kisses for you Sjoerd.

Letter 11

Hello my love Sjoerd! Thank you very much for your wonderful letter to me. I am very pleased to receive your letter each. You are the most interesting and intelligent people in the world. I am very happy that God has allowed us to communicate.

Now my face just smile and not a drop of sadness, as I talk to you.
More and more I realize that you are the person with whom I wanted to spend my life. A walk in the park, read books together, listen to music. Meet the sunrise and sunset to accompany. I feel that you are very romantic and cheerful man Sjoerd! It is very important to me.

I think that between a man and a woman, one of the most important senses - that trust. I believe that without trust there can be no love. Credibility is the key to a clean and sincere love. You can not love a person does not trust him. Deep down you have to ask yourself - "Could I trust my love to all 100 if I can do my best for my love." I think that people who really love to find an answer without difficulty. He proudly says "Of course, yes, I trust my love" because it is the purest. Please do not think that I believe that you do not trust me, I just want to open my heart to you more. I only want a serious relationship between us. Without trust we will not build a true love. You write to me very kind words, you're not hiding anything. You make me feel like a very fun and easy. I have no anxiety at heart. Thank you for everything, my dear Sjoerd!!! I am very pleased that in this world there is a man who thinks and cares about me. This man you Sjoerd!

If we really want to create only real feelings we should fully trust each other. I want to say to you with an open mind, I trust you are 100. I want our relationship was only mutual feelings. My dear Sjoerd, please tell me, do you really trust me as I tell you? Please, answer me honestly. This is a very serious matter. Do you trust me 100. Are you willing to lend a helping hand in difficult times? I am ready to help you in all your troubles always! I will always try to do so, you to be happy with me!

I like you very much like you. And with every letter I understand more and more that we are very close to each other people. You can rely on.
Are you always wondering if you open and kind person. Please answer me as soon as you get a chance.

I wish you success in all your endeavors. You are a very important person for me. I will pray to God for us. I will ask him to help us.
With best regards, Your love Ewgenija, I give you a kiss.

Letter 12

Hello my dear and beloved Sjoerd! My angel, how are you today, are you? I'm fine. Today I woke up with the thought of you. I am very pleased to get back your beautiful letter. For me it is always the light of the sun in the morning.

I wake up in the morning and hopefully going to get your next letter.
I know you love me! I love you too very much. Of course, through the mail you can express your feelings, but these feelings are not ones that can be in reality. I fall asleep with the hope to see the wonderful dreams where we're close, and we have nothing else. Every night I think of you. Sometimes I can not sleep. My thoughts of how you and I wake up in the morning together, in each other's arms. We're looking into each other's eyes and I'll kiss you in your sweet lips.
In your face a smile. I also dreamed the dream, as we walk with you in the park. You take me by the hand and we run with you on the river bank. It's so romantic. But when I wake up, you just are not there. It saddens me terribly. My feelings have moved into something more. It is much more simple letter! I love you with all my heart, every corner of your body. I can no longer hide his feelings, and I say all that I feel for you. How do I want to meet you, come up, cuddle up to your whole body, feel your breathing, heartbeat! Feel that only you and I together, without anyone noticing, spending the evening together ...

I would love to walk with you waking up in bed together, cook you breakfast, relax together in nature. I want to lie to you on the grass and look into your beautiful eyes. Do you want this? Sjoerd, I want to kiss you all the time, passion, and you to be mine and only mine.
Sometimes dark and dreary evenings, I find it so sad and lonely. But on the other hand, I'm glad I have you! I LOVE YOU, MY DEAR Sjoerd!!!

I very much wish that you were here with me in real life, my love Sjoerd! You are the most dear and beloved people. I have no one near you. I want us to be together. It is my greatest dream! I would like to see it become a reality. I understand that we share a very large number of kilometers. But I think that for real, pure love, there is no distance. True love overcomes all boundaries. I believe in our love and I am sure that we will be able to overcome all boundaries, and can be really together.

My love Sjoerd, please, tell me what you think about this? What are your thoughts about our future? Are you really willing to meet with me and spend all my life in our love? For me it is very important your opinion.

My dear, if you do not mind, please tell me your full address and your full name. This information will I need in the future. If we want to meet and be around. To find out information about travel to you.

I look forward to your reply. Your love for the ages Ewgenija.

Letter 13

Hello, my love Sjoerd! It's a beautiful day, so I wake up thinking about you. I got in the face of the sun rays. It makes me happy. I'd like to see in my bed was you. I love you very much Sjoerd! From the moment you came into my life, everything changed! Life has become much easier and more fun. Thank you for the smile that you bring to me.
Last night I remembered our first encounter. I very well remember the day when I received the very first letter to you. For me it was a little unexpected. I thought you did not answer me. But you said, and now God has helped us to love one another.

Last night I saw a dream. But this dream was very real. I walked for what is not familiar to me alley. The street was very warm. Did not have any people. Along the perimeter of the road stood a bench. At the farthest from the bench, I saw you. You're sitting with a large bouquet of roses. Seeing you, I run to you at the meeting. I screamed " Sjoerd, I LOVE YOU!" You yelled at me to answer, I love you, too.
So we met with you. You hugged me gently, gave me a bouquet of roses.
We stood with you in the middle of the street and kissed. You told me that you had booked a table at the restaurant. We got there. We booked with you two glasses of wine. You looked at me with adoring eyes, I was smiling to you in return. My lips went to your lips for a meeting.
We kissed very passionately. I have never experienced such a kiss. But then I woke up. You were not around and I became sad. I very much want to be with you! You are the most precious thing I have in the world!
All my thoughts are of you Sjoerd. I'll never leave you. I believe that very soon we will be able to be together. We will spend time next to each other. I want to seriously think about our meeting in real life. I am fully prepared to give you my love. I want to be with you in real life. I am ready to meet with you my love Sjoerd! Are you ready to communicate with me all your life? I think I need to try to get all the details about our meeting? Do you mind that, my love?
You'll be glad to meet me in your country? You know, I've always dreamed of traveling. I have never traveled outside the country.
Therefore, our meeting in your country for me the biggest dream. I became very interested in what I need to visit your country. I think I need to get travel documents. My Love, I think the best option, if I fly to you. You are very business person and you have a lot of work.
The next time I can easily get to leave their work and come to you.
And you will not be distracted from their work, I think it's a good idea. Also in the next few days, I want to visit the travel agency to learn about the journey to you.

I close my eyes and imagine how you will meet me at the airport with a bouquet of beautiful flowers! Are you ready to be my wizard, my angel?
I want to carry with you the wonderful moments of our lives. Imagine the day when you will meet me at the airport with a bouquet of roses.
Our views will cross with you. I will hug and kiss you. For a while, the clock stops. We will stand with you, and look into each other's eyes. Our hearts are filled with amorous feelings. I'm madly in love with you and I send you a million kisses. It's a pity that they are not real. Please answer me to my questions. They are very important for our future. Your love for life, Ewgenija.

Letter 14

Hello my romantic man Sjoerd!

I am glad that our relations are developing! We get lots of information from each other in the letters. I fully disclosed to you, I have no secrets from you. I can communicate with you on any topic, because you are my future man for life. Sjoerd I am glad that my photos like a lot to you much. I'm not ashamed to show them to you, because God has given me such a beautiful figure. And now it's yours, because you are my man, you have to enjoy my body. Today, I am sending you a new picture! I very much love you Sjoerd! I can no longer tolerate, I want to be near you. We need a meeting during this period, until we reached a maximum of emotions and feelings through the mail. This will allow us to develop our relations. Do you agree with me?

I am ready to come to your country, let this big step in my life, but for the sake of our love I'm ready to do this. Today I learned about traveling in your country. I was in the office of the largest travel company, its offices are located in almost every city in my country.
Since they have a very large flow of tourists, prices are much lower than other travel agencies. They are engaged in registration of international passports, and also through them you can contact the consulate and make an appointment for a visa. Now I want to tell you what documents I need you to easily leave the country and fly out to
you:

1. I need to get an international passport. The cost of a passport is
180 euro. It can be obtained in two ways. Sign up for a free flow of documents in the queue. Only my turn to fit in two months. Since many who want to get an international passport. There is another option to make an extra charge for filing to make an appointment must be paid 65 euro! Then you can apply any day.

2. In parallel with the design of the passport, I will apply for a visa in your country. Immediately explain what I prefer to get a tourist visa to avoid failures on a visa. I will be visiting the country as a tourist! If you receive a visitor visa or a working visa is a lot of bounce on them. The Russian government against the brain drain to the West, and has introduced stricter requirements for these visas. The visa fee to your country 195 euro! It is designed for six months, renewable for up to it, in your country.

3. Finally, I need to be insured against accidents in your country.
The insurance policy will cost 70 euro. And a medical examination that I completely healthy and have no viral infections. The cost of the survey 65 euro! That's all I need to do to prepare my documents for the flight to your country. Travel agency I will enter into an agreement under which they will be solely responsible for obtaining documents and purchase tickets. And give assurance that I will get the documents and tickets to the date specified in the contract. As you can imagine I need 575 euro, to obtain the necessary documents for travel. Timing of receipt 10 - 12 days. I meant to pay for the journey, but I have only 100 euro! My salary is small, and I only get
140 - 165 euro per month. This is the average salary in my country. To me this money enough to live on, and my needs. I do not know what to do I hate to ask you for help because I wanted myself to arrange a meeting. I also tried to talk to her friends and colleagues, but no one can help me by this amount. I do not know what to do, and I hate to ask for money from you. My Love, I want to meet with you for a month. Maybe you can help me 475 euro? This is to speed up our meeting, and I'll fly to you within 2-3 weeks. I love you very much, I'm uncomfortable truth in front of you. I'm going crazy with love for you, and I want to be near you. I await your decision if you agree.
I'm going to the bank and find out how you can make a remittance. I am waiting for information from you as soon as possible. Your forever Ewgenija!

Letter 15

Hi my love Sjoerd!!

My Love, I thank you for the appropriate response. Thank you that you will not deny me and will help me with travel. This meeting is necessary for both of us, and we must work together to help each other to organize it. I was embarrassed to ask for your help, but I understand that this is the only way to meet you soon. I can not live without you, because I love you. I am confident that we will get a lot of emotions and our feelings become even stronger. I am fully confident in you as a man. And the life I want to contact it with you.
I do not want other men, because I'm comfortable with you.

My love, my travel agency has a large network in Russia. The name of the travel agency - "Ocean trip"! I want to give you a website company
- www.ocean-trip.ru. You can get acquainted with the services of the tourist companies. The site has a special section - Foreign Clients.
My travel agent called Iuliia K. Her personal email - iuliia@ocean-trip.ru. You can write her a letter to the email, ask all your questions related to the trip. She will be happy to answer you, for this you need to specify my full name in the letter, and my city.

My Love, and today I learned from Iuliia K., you can make a money order. There are two payment options my documents:

1. You are doing a translation in my name. Unfortunately, I do not have an international bank account. And to create it will take a long time, as I need to collect documents, and then wait for the approval of the bank's receipt of the invoice. It may take about a month.
Carina advised me to use the services of Western Union, is a very reliable and safe way to transfer money from other countries.
Customers travel agency "Ocean trip" from other countries tend to choose this method! It is a company set up specifically for rapid movement of money between countries, it is already on the market for many years. I even saw on TV a lot of publicity this company. They do this safely, and no one but me can not get your money, so I'll do it with your passport. You can get more information on the company's official website www.westernunion.com! For money transfer you will need to find an agent in your city, address them are on the official site. To come to the bank with your passport and all my data, and to fill the contract with the company. You will be given a secret code MTCN, it consists of 10 digits. And then you have to let me know it. I also want to tell you my full data:

Name - Ewgenija,
Surname - Nazarowa,
My address is - Stepnaya str 2, apartment 27, Zip code - 668210, City - Shagonar, Country - Russia.

2. The second method of payment documents to the bank account travel agency. To do this you need to write my travel agent Iuliia! It will give you all the full information about the documents and bank details of the travel agency.

Here is all the information for money transfer. You can choose any convenient way for you to pay. The faster you make money order, the sooner I'll be ready to design my documents and we will be together.
Once again I want to thank you for your help in travel. Soon we will be together with you. I love you and want to be near you. Your sweet girl Ewgenija!

Letter 16

Hi my love Sjoerd!!! Favourite mine, I am very glad to receive from you the letter. I looked forward it, and now I am happy, to read it.

I was in the bank today, unfortunately, I was told that no such remittance. Western Union agent companies said that you are deceiving me. I am very sad that you treat me so. I do not deserve such treatment. I've always been with you the sincerity and frankness. If you do not want to be with me, and I'm just a game for you, you could not write to me. I see no logic in your actions.

I would like to throw everything, to forget about all and to run to you Sjoerd, to stay with you, to be forgotten in your embraces, and to love you eternally. As it would be desirable for me to nestle on you, kisses you warm lips. I you do not see Sjoerd, but everyone when I read your letters my heart fights more strongly. I wish every instant the life to spend with you because your letters fill me with happiness.
Thanks you favourite for these instants! These minutes give me tenderness and treats my sincere wounds. Your Love is as very tasty and desired drink which would be desirable to drink all. But if it to make, thirst will not calm down. Therefore you do the first drink big, and then, you start to drink slowly-slowly and cautiously not to spill. I wish to drink you up to the end to last drop. Favourite, native mine simply be with me, and I will be, is happy, I very strongly wish to meet you! Your love gives a pacification to my covered with wounds soul and rest to my heart. Any terrestrial words it is impossible to express that inexplicable feeling of a celebration of a body and soul, when you nearby the darling Sjoerd. Likely during such moments, the sky it is released on the earth, no, more likely the earth towers to heavens. I wish to tell once again only, the love is pleasure even at comprehension of that between us such big distance.
To me it is difficult without you, favourite very difficult, very much it would be desirable to feel your hands, your gentle sight, it would be desirable to see your smile turned only to me. You are necessary to me Sjoerd. I love you, I very strongly wish to feel, as behind a stone wall, I wish to be near to you, I am am heated only by one thought, that you as love me. On it I finish the letter. I very strongly love you Sjoerd, you my life! You the unique person for the sake of whom I live each my day! I wish to give you all my love!!! I with impatience will wait for your answer. One million kisses for you! Yours for all life, Ewgenija.