Letter(s) from Nadezhda Yushaochi to David (USA)

Letter 1

I sit at the computer some hours. I do not know where to start. David I was everywhere. At all of my best friends, my relatives, even went to the school girlfriend, to colleagues. David no one can help. It remains to pay 468 dollars.
Now I do not know what to do. I do not know from whom else to ask for help. Maybe you? Can you help us? I sold much that I have, so much we do, find such big money. David Is it all in vain? I do not want to lose you. I do not want our dreams shattered. I can not live alone again. If you help us, then I'll come to you. Everything we dreamed to become a reality! I'll be in your arms and we enjoy the love and tenderness, to give kisses and hugs each other. As we have been dreaming of! Please do not leave me. Understand me and help us. I fought with all my heart for being with you. I believe that you do not throw away, like a kitten in the litter. We'll be together. David you will make it for us? For our dreams and our future???
I hope you can help us and I will come to you. I'm sure everything will turn out. I'm so tired. I'm very bad. I never feel me so badly. I have not slept more than a day . Now if I close my eyes, I immediately go to sleep . But I hope that when I wake up, everything will work out and very soon we will be in each other's arms. Kissing and hugging us, feel each other. We waited it all life. David we should make this last step on a meeting each other. Now everything depends on you. Our happiness is in your hands! David hope you do not leave me.
Your gentle and loving Nadya