Letter(s) from Irina to Joseph (Australia)

Letter 1

Hello Joe!
I am very glad that you answered my message. I want to tell a little about me.
My full name Irina. My short name Ira. You can call me any from this :)
I will tell at once, I live in Russia. I specified other country on a site by mistake.
On a site I specified the country where I would like to meet man. But it turned out so that as this country was designated in my profile.
then I did not know as it to correct. I hope that you are not too disappointed. I would like to recognize each other closer;)
I hope this mutual desire?! I am 36 years old. My growth of 171 cm. My weight of 55 kg. I live in the city of Vereshchagino.
It is Perm Krai the region of Russia. You sometime heard about it? I work as the logopedist.
My family small, mother and sister. I am cheerful , kind, sympathetic girl. I have no addictions.
I could tell about myself a lot of things. But I do not know that will be exact interesting to you.
therefore I wait for your questions if you something interests:). You can ask about everything. I will be glad to answer.
I look for man who wishes the serious relations. my attempts to find the half in Russia brought numerous disappointments...
I hope that it was interesting to you to read my letter.
I wait about impatience of your answer:)
Irina.

Letter 2

Hello Joe!
I am very happy to receive your letter:). I hope that you liked to learn a little about me. It is very pleasant to me that you decided to continue our communication. For me it in a novelty. I am glad that it is not a problem if I live in Russia.Thanks to you because you told a little about you. It was interesting to me to learn. I hope that you will tell more about yourself. I congratulate you on coming birthday. I wish you all the best in life. I hope you always you will find that that you look for! :)
For me it was interesting to learn more about you and your family. I hope that you and your family goes well.
I was born on the first of September, in the first day of autumn:).
Today I will tell you more. I live in the small city of Vereshchagino, Perm Krai the region of Russia. These are about 1300 kilometers from Moscow.
I work as the logopedist in the medical center. I help people to correct their wrong diction or their wrong pronunciation. It is necessary to communicate with people much. I sociable. I like to help to people to solve their problems with speech. All of them are very grateful upon termination of our course.
I like my work, fellow workers treat me kindly. We have a friendly staff.
From my family I have mother and sister. My mother 57 years old, she is a pensioner. It worked all life the designer at plant. Now does household chores also the help to my sister (Mariya) in education of her son. As you already understood, I have elder sister. She is 39 years old. half a year ago she gave birth to the first-born. The kid was called by Boris. Sister married also is very happy in marriage. I am very glad for it. I have good relations with my sister:).
I very much love my mother and the sister. It as though they were the best friends. Often we can spend time together and discuss about everything.
When I told them about that that I want to try to find the love on the international dating site, then they completely supported me.
The matter is that I have the friend which now lives in Poland in the city of Krakow. Snezhanna her name. Earlier she lived in Russia.
It was lonely and could not find correct man for it. She wanted the long and serious relations. But she could not receive it with men from Russia. Therefore Snezhanna decided to try the relations on the Internet. After some time she got acquainted with man from Poland.
I remember as far as it was happy when she told me about it! :) Snezhanna spoke that now she met man who completely understands it and she would like to try to build the relations with it. Now it already there passed one year as my friend lives in Poland with her man.
They got married and now my friend is going to have a baby! :) I am very happy for them. With the girlfriend we often speak on an e-mail and by phone.
I had unsuccessful experiences of relations with men in Russia. Now I am lonely and my friend know about it.
She advised to me to try to get acquainted with men on the Internet. Recently I decided to try it.
I do not know it will be possible to meet on the Internet correct man for me. But nevertheless I do not lose hope.
I use the laptop from my work what to write to you. Sometimes my boss on work allows to take me the laptop home.
I have the old computer of the house. And it works badly. I understand that would be possible it is simpler to speak by phone. But now we are a little familiar and it would be big constraint for me what to speak by phone. Therefore now for me will communicate and learn more conveniently about you through an e-mail.
I well know English. I can read and write. I studied English still earlier when went to school.
Then I continued studying at university of my city. I hope that it will not be a problem for you what to understand my letters.
I will send you a photo of my family. I hope that these photos will be pleasant to you :)
Tell about your family, about your relatives. what at you with them the relations?
It is interesting to me to learn about you as much as possible, your interests, than you are fond, what do in free time?
And certainly me very much interests, what your purpose of search on this site?
with impatience I wait for your early reply on my letter! :)
Irina.

Letter 3

Hello Joe!
It is very pleasant to me to continue our acquaintance! I hope it mutually ;) How are you? What weather there? Thanks for your compliments. I am glad to hear that you liked my photos. Thanks for your good photo. I liked your photo. You are the nice man.
I am the serious woman. I am not going to ask your money. I do not see sense for this purpose.
For me unpleasant all these conversations on false women. I am the real woman and I am in earnest for you. I am going to deceive you and to do game of feelings. It is not my way.
I wish your daughter happy birthday. Transfer for it big congratulations! :)
I did not speak to you about my father earlier. But now I think that came to tell time to you. My father died 4 years ago. He was police officer.
Once, when my father was on work, then in police the message arrived that the dangerous criminal was locked in the apartment and had the hostage of his small son.
My father with other policemen left on a crime scene. The criminal appeared is armed. In detention attempt, the criminal is started to shoot and it wounded my father. Earlier was very serious. My father was urgently delivered in the next hospital. Doctors could not help it. Later in hospital my father died.
It was big loss for our family. For me the father was an ideal of the real man. It was very courageous, clever, careful, understanding man. He very much loved my mother!
Always I wanted that my man was like my father. But my searches correctly men were unsuccessful. Earlier I had the long relations with the man. We were together about 5 years.
It was called by Eduard. It was 46 years. It was much more senior than me. But it did not matter for me. We loved each other and cost the big plan for our future. We wanted to get married. Health of Eduard was bad. It had an illness with his heart and accepted treatment in hospital. I knew about everything. I loved it and trusted for the best.
Once in the morning I woke up and found that he does not breathe. I called at once hospital. When doctors arrived, then they told that it there was a heart attack.
Already they could not help it. After death of Eduard I long time was lonely. I became reserved and more and more often spent time alone.
This loss left a big scar on my heart. After two years of loneliness I solved that again ready to try the relation with men.
I tried to get acquainted in a bar and in a disco. After some time, I met the man. I was very glad and our relations developed well.
But then it had a problem on its work and was dismissed. I tried to support it in any way. But everything was useless. He started to drink a lot of alcohol.
And he did not want to work. He wanted to be at home and I should work one. I disagreed for this purpose and it became the reason for many quarrels.
I decided to stop these relations. Then I met other man. It was very nice, young, perspective men.
It had good work and the car. Always it was very attentive, careful and gentle with me. I thought that here it is happiness and at last I met the correct man! But my expectations were a mistake. Once he forgot its mobile phone of the house. Then it was sonorous for its phone.
I answered a call and there was a female voice. I asked who that woman and why she calls. But she did not answer me and hung up.
I checked the SMS correspondence in phone and saw messages from other woman. She called him darling. spoke that misses and described the erotic moments.
I was shocked for this purpose. It was as though blow a knife in my back. Then I asked it about it. He admitted that deceived me and asked to forgive him. But I could not forgive him. I do not love if who or plays my feelings. I stopped the relations. I very much was disappointed in Russian men. Now I lonely already almost in a current of a half of year.
I knew that my friend of Snezhanna met the man from the friend of the country. As advised to me to use the Internet to get acquainted with men. And I decided to try. I hope that it will help me to meet the correct man.
Now there is some information on me. I lead a healthy lifestyle. I like to go in for sports. Always I try to find time for it.
Every week I visit a gym. It very much is pleasant to me. In the winter I like to slide on skates or skis. In the summer I can make run in park, driving on a bicycle, tennis, beach volleyball. When I was a child, then I visited swimming section. I did swimming much.
You go in for sports often? What sports to be pleasant to you?
In free time I like to do walks in the open air, to meet my friends, to go to cafe, a bar, the cinema or a disco to be at home behind reading books or to watch movies on my dvd.
I live with my mother and my sister lives in the next house near to us. Often with mother we can visit the sister and share all news.
What do you like to do in your free time? I hope that to you you know me even more well. I very much hope to continue to learn about you.
On it I want to finish my letter. I will wait your news.
Irina

Letter 4

Hello Joe!
It is very pleasant to me to continue our acquaintance! I hope it mutually ;) How are you? What weather there? I congratulate you on your last birthday. Excuse, but I without a gift! :) I wish you all the best and I wish that you found always that you look for! :)
Thanks for your compliments. I am glad that you liked my photos. Why you did not send me a photo? I would like to receive your photo. It is important for me. Send to me it in the following letter.
Thanks for your condolences about my father. It always remains in my memory only with good memories of it.
I am glad to learn that you like to spend time with the family and friends, I hope all of them go well. I did not speak to you about my father earlier. But now I think that came to tell time to you. My father died 4 years ago. He was police officer.
Once, when my father was on work, then in police the message arrived that the dangerous criminal was locked in the apartment and had the hostage of his small son.
My father with other policemen left on a crime scene. The criminal appeared is armed. In detention attempt, the criminal is started to shoot and it wounded my father. Earlier was very serious. My father was urgently delivered in the next hospital. Doctors could not help it. Later in hospital my father died.
It was big loss for our family. For me the father was an ideal of the real man. It was very courageous, clever, careful, understanding man. He very much loved my mother!
Always I wanted that my man was like my father. But my searches correctly men were unsuccessful. Earlier I had the long relations with the man. We were together about 5 years.
It was called by Eduard. It was 46 years. It was much more senior than me. But it did not matter for me. We loved each other and cost the big plan for our future. We wanted to get married. Health of Eduard was bad. It had an illness with his heart and accepted treatment in hospital. I knew about everything. I loved it and trusted for the best.
Once in the morning I woke up and found that he does not breathe. I called at once hospital. When doctors arrived, then they told that it there was a heart attack.
Already they could not help it. After death of Eduard I long time was lonely. I became reserved and more and more often spent time alone.
This loss left a big scar on my heart. After two years of loneliness I solved that again ready to try the relation with men.
I tried to get acquainted in a bar and in a disco. After some time, I met the man. I was very glad and our relations developed well.
But then it had a problem on its work and was dismissed. I tried to support it in any way. But everything was useless. He started to drink a lot of alcohol.
And he did not want to work. He wanted to be at home and I should work one. I disagreed for this purpose and it became the reason for many quarrels.
I decided to stop these relations. Then I met other man. It was very nice, young, perspective men.
It had good work and the car. Always it was very attentive, careful and gentle with me. I thought that here it is happiness and at last I met the correct man! But my expectations were a mistake. Once he forgot its mobile phone of the house. Then it was sonorous for its phone.
I answered a call and there was a female voice. I asked who that woman and why she calls. But she did not answer me and hung up.
I checked the SMS correspondence in phone and saw messages from other woman. She called him darling. spoke that misses and described the erotic moments.
I was shocked for this purpose. It was as though blow a knife in my back. Then I asked it about it. He admitted that deceived me and asked to forgive him. But I could not forgive him. I do not love if who or plays my feelings. I stopped the relations. I very much was disappointed in Russian men. Now I lonely already almost in a current of a half of year.
I knew that my friend of Snezhanna met the man from the friend of the country. As advised to me to use the Internet to get acquainted with men. And I decided to try. I hope that it will help me to meet the correct man.
Now there is some information on me. I lead a healthy lifestyle. I like to go in for sports. Always I try to find time for it.
Every week I visit a gym. It very much is pleasant to me. In the winter I like to slide on skates or skis. In the summer I can make run in park, driving on a bicycle, tennis, beach volleyball. When I was a child, then I visited swimming section. I did swimming much.
You go in for sports often? What sports to be pleasant to you?
In free time I like to do walks in the open air, to meet my friends, to go to cafe, a bar, the cinema or a disco to be at home behind reading books or to watch movies on my dvd.
I live with my mother and my sister lives in the next house near to us. Often with mother we can visit the sister and share all news.
What do you like to do in your free time? I hope that to you you know me even more well. I very much hope to continue to learn about you.
On it I want to finish my letter. I will wait your news.
Irina

Letter 5

Hello Joe!
I received your letter. It is very pleasant to me to continue our communication. Thanks for your new photos. I liked to see it.
Thanks for your condolences about my father. I think that now still early for us to speak by phone. We should know each other better. When I will be ready, I will report to you about it. Ok?
I am glad that you told me more about the car. I do not understand them and I understand nothing.
Today I will tell a little more on myself. In free time I like to watch movies, listen to music. From films I like comedies, adventure films, historical, documentary and romantic. My most favourite films: "Beach" with Leonardo dicaprio, "Bodyguard", is pleasant to me a love story of protagonists. But my most favourite film is Hatico.
The film about devotion of a dog as far as they are devoted to the owner! Sometimes people should study sometimes at such animals :) What films to you are pleasant?
From music I prefer pop and rock. Such known performers as Madonna, christina aguilera, lara fabian, Whitney Houston. My most favourite song Lara Fabian "Je t'aime".
Music to me helps to relax. To distract from work and daily vanity. Music cheers me up, helps to remember the pleasant moments from my life.
As it helps to do some affairs on the house in dance!:) I like to dance when I hear good music!
Time after work often I carry out houses. I very much can cook, be cleaned at home. housework does not frighten me! Still when I was a child, then mother taught me that at home there should be a purity and an order. As she taught me to cook. My favourite Russian dish is borsh, pelmeni, plov, various salads. You sometime heard about it? It is very tasty!
I am more house. I spend much time at home. In mine a weekend I can spend time with my friends. Together we can go to cafe, or cinema or i?icoi to walk in park.
I like walks in park and heart-to-heart talks. I think that I am the cheerful, open, kind, sociable, careful woman. What do you think of me?
I love animals. I did not speak to you that I have a cat? Djina her name. She is 3 years old. Djina is there was a gift from my friend of Olga. Once her cat gave birth to kittens.
And one kitten she presented to me :) Since then I and Djina we live together! She very tender also likes to play! When I come home, then always she meets me.
We together watch various movies :) When I go to bed, she always sleeps near me! Very much misses, while I am not present the house. In this letter I sent for you Djina photo.
I hope that to you will be interesting to see it. I with impatience will wait your letter.
Irina

Letter 6

Hello Joe!
I received your letter. Very much it is pleasant to me that our acquaintance goes successfully! :) I like to receive your letters and to learn even more about you.
How are you? As passes your weekend? Today I will tide up on the house. After I am going to leave to meet my friends. I agree with you that friends are very important in our life.
I was glad to receive your new photos. I liked to see it. I liked your cat. It is good that he misses you. It means loves you. I am glad to learn that we have much in common.
I am glad to learn that you are familiar with Russian dishes. I hope that you like them. Probably once I can cook them for you.
Today I want to tell about the friends. I have two best friends. One of them is Snezhanna, I told you about it earlier. We got acquainted when I was still a child. We studied at one school together. Now she lives in Poland therefore we communicate seldom. Sometimes it comes to Russia to visit her family and friends.
Snezhanna was very popular girl among men. But always she told me that it not happy with men with which it concerned.
It had high requirements to men. She always tried to find for herself the handsome, clever, strong, rich man. But nevertheless it remained lonely.
My requirements were less high. I only wanted that the man could understand, love, respect me and to be honest. It for me was more important for me.
Once she to me told that got acquainted with the man from Poland on the Internet. I could not believe that such is possible! She told that acquaintances on the Internet very popular in Europe and it is a good way to get acquainted with the man from other country. Already in a current of the whole year she lives in Poland with her husband. She speaks that has happy life.
I am glad for it :) We often we speak through email. My second friend, is Olga. As I spoke to you about it. She presented to me Djina. As I know it from the childhood. We lived in the next houses. I have good communication with Olga. We like to spend time together, to go to cafe, cinema or to do walks and heart-to-heart talks. With it we can absolutely speak about everything. She always understands me. I can always ask its council. Olga has the husband and the son. Her husband works as the mechanic. Olga works as the tutor in kindergarten.
I have many acquaintances, but the best friends I can call only Olga and Snezhanna. I consider that friends cannot be much. For me my friends the most honest and understanding.
I trust for them and always I listen to their council. I do not love lie and deception. I love honest and open people. What concerning you? You have many friends?
Once there was a case on my work. To me the family came. Their child, could not talk well, it had problems with a pronunciation of many words. I carried out many occupations with it what to correct his speech. We were engaged in a current of 4 months. Results appeared not at once. It was difficult to child to study, but he tried. Passed time, Anton already spoke well :)
His family was very grateful for me. Since then we adjusted good communication. Their family often calls me on a visit for a cup of tea, invite me in joint picnic outdoors or cafe. They are good people and it is interesting to me to communicate with them. I very much like to write for you and to learn many moments about you and your life.
I think that the more I recognize you, the I become closer to you. I hope our acquaintance will become closer. It is a pity to me because now you is far from me.
I think that if you in my city, then I would like to meet you already today or tomorrow! But in far from me. Nevertheless I hope that to me is possible to meet once you and to get acquainted in real life! :) I with impatience will wait your letter.
Irina.

Letter 7

Hello my darling Joe!
Excuse me, if not to be pleasant to you it, but after ours with you communication, now I would like to call you exactly so - my darling... :)
I am very glad to read your letter, I very much waited it. Thanks for your new photos. I liked to see it. I am glad that your trip passed well. I hope that your family goes well.
It is pleasant to me that you told for me about the friends. It was interesting to me to learn it. I think that you are the good teacher. Probably once, you will try to learn me to drive your car? :) Yesterday I spoke with the mother. She is very attentive woman. She told that during the last days my behavior exchanged.
I was a little surprised to hear it! As it became clear then, yesterday my sister and mother discussed me. They noticed that I constantly go with good mood, I smile, I joke, the smile does not descend from my person:).
My sister of the story to mother that I have communication with you on the Internet!
Mother says that my acquaintance to you positively to influence me and my mood. And it is valid, When I receive your letter, at me is cheered up, and that or is not capable to spoil my mood then the whole day:) And it very much to be pleasant for me!
Mother speaks that sees, ours with you communication for me very valuably and brings big pleasure. Yesterday I spoke with mother about you. About us as a whole.
We spoke about that that if at me with you everything is mutual, and we will want that or bigger than communication on the Internet is simple. Then she understands that we will want to be to meet each other.
Mother speaks that she wishes only the best for me. She speaks that if I is happy, she will be very glad. Mother for fun said that she already thought as with me will communicate. To be necessary to buy the computer.
And then she should learn to own the computer, to master programs for communication:)
But all this will be for it the most pleasant efforts because she will know, her daughter is happy and is in reliable hands:)
When we discuss ours of communication I tell to mother about any details which I learn from your letters. These details show me all your gravity
and responsibility. I constantly think of you. And these thoughts do the world round me warmer... :) I Hope that it is mutual. I would like to speak with you by phone.
+7(920) 427-2956 -it is number of my phone. I know if my phone can accept trunk calls.
As I ask you to give your phone number for me. Then I will try to call you.
I hope that we can speak by phone already soon. With impatience I wait for your answer! Irina.

Letter 8

Hello my darling Joe!
I with impatience waited for your letter. Always I think of everything that you speak in your letter. Thanks to you because you answered questions of my letter. It was important for me to learn. In a current of the next several days, I will try to call for you. I hope that we manage to speak. As you can call for me at any time. My phone is always switched on. As I hope what to meet you once. Unfortunately, never earlier I had experience of driving of the car. I have no driving license. It is pleasant to me to hear that our feelings are mutual in everything. I will tell to my mother that you as want it to meet:).
When I wrote you for the first time, I was not of anything is sure and did not know, how everything will develop for us. But looking at things now, I can rejoice only.
I chose you is one of my best decisions! :) your letters give me pleasure and in my life leave only iridescent memoirs. Yesterday when I came back after work, then I decided to go through park.
There I saw some loving couples. I saw that they held their hands together, smiled and talked.
I presented as though as I could walk with you in park! :) I would like it. As you would like it?
If I once doubted, now all differently. Now I think that I did not want, to leave you and I will not allow you to leave. You are very cool for me.
I want that you knew about it. I do not argue that it is love between us. I think that the love demands more time. But I want that it there was a love between us in the future.
I forget about distance. It is pleasant to me to think that you think of me, wait for my letter. I try not to notice distances which as if the abyss separates us.
I want our meeting and I will continue to wait and hope that once it happens. Happen visit thoughts … «Why I chose you? There should be this my heart prompted me a right choice. :)
I do not know as you will understand this letter. But if I did not write all this, then I would regret for it. I do not want to hide my feelings.
I want to speak with you openly about everything and the nobility that you understand me. In this letter I sent for you some photos from my last vacation. Then I visited Anapa. This Black Sea a resort in Russia.
I love the sea, the sun and sand. Probably once we will go for rest to the sea together? :) With big impatience I will wait your letter.
Kiss. Irina.

Letter 9

Hello my darling Joe!
I am very glad to receive your letter. What weather there? How you feel? I hope that at you everything is good. Thanks for your new photos. I liked to see it. Thank you that you gave for me your other phone number. Later today I will try to call for you. I hope you will wait my call and we can speak.
Today I visited the sister. We drank tea and well talked. She asked me about work, as my affairs. Asked about my health and as ours develops with you communication. I told it about our letters, the feelings from our communication.
I shared with it a secret, about that that very much I want with you to meet. Marya completely supported me in this desire. The sister told that we with you deserve happiness and even if on our way there will be any difficulties, we should understand that all this only tests for ways to the big happy future! And these her words charged me strong positive energy and gave big hope for my heart. now I am not afraid of anything and I am sure that together to us is possible to cope with any difficulties. My darling, you agree with me? Also we remembered about my friend of Snezhanna. About it I wrote to you earlier. It found the love with the help the Internet. She got acquainted with the man and at them feelings each other flashed. It went to it to Poland. Already passed the whole year as they live together. Snezhanna will have a child soon! :) It is very happy.
Remembering Snezhanna, the sister told that will be possible at me a similar case. Probably you also are my half which I so long could not find! After that we sat still for a long time and talked. Remembered our childhood. In the childhood I constantly asked it for suggestions. It always helped me and that advised that. Marya as my best friend. I with it the same as with my friends, can share secrets. She will always listen to me, will help and will prompt!
After I sat and thought of you. I represented that you do, of what think. There can be during the same moment you thought of me. It would be very pleasant to me. :) Today I thought almost whole day of you. When woke up, I presented, as it would be good to wake up and see you as you smile to me as you look at me. All these thoughts fill my day with absolute happiness:) On the other hand I understand, you is now far from me. But it not strongly upsets me. Once, we will meet you, it gives hope!
I very much wait for your answer and I hope that it will be mutual:)
I kiss you, Irina.

Letter 10

Hello my darling Joe!
I received your letter. How you today? I hope that at you everything is good. Yesterday I tried to call to you. But nobody answered me. You saw that I called? It is a pity to me that we could not speak with you. I hope that we manage it next time. As you could call for me. I was glad to see a photo of your work. It was interesting to me to learn it.
I hope that you will understand everything that I want to tell to you in this letter. It is so strange and pleasant, when I waken in the mornings and I go to bed at night, then you suffice to me. I began to think of you constantly. When I walk in park, then I notice enamoured couples which go holding hands. I very much would like to present us together and to take your hand, and it is simple to go nearby. For me it already would be happiness:) At night I cannot long fall asleep. I think of you. I represent us together as we together walked, talked, as would look at each other.
Even colleagues on my work, started to notice that in me that that changed. One of them asked me, what with me happened, what occurred and why I look so happy in a current of these days? :). I told that I do not understand about what it speaks. She told that she started to notice that in recent days at me constantly good mood, I often smile, I joke. She asked what reason for all this?! I told for it that got acquainted with you. I told it story of my acquaintance to you, about ours communication. I told it that you very much are pleasant to me and that I managed to get used to you:) Svetlana told that is very glad for me and wishes me with you the good future. I thanked her from us two:)
Caught yourself on thought that with each line of the letter our separation everything decreases and becomes closer that happy moment when you can embrace me. And then I can tell to you, how long I waited for this moment. On my work I learned that I will receive vacation already soon. I very much was delighted about it! I waited to receive my vacation.
Now when I will have vacation, then I think that it would be good time for us to organize a meeting. Of what you think?
You want to meet me and to spend our days together? You want that every day we could begin together and please each other? :) I very much would like it.
I hope that you feel about everything like me. I will wait your following letter.
Gentle kiss. Irina.

Letter 11

Hello my love Joe!
How you feel? How are you? I hope that at you everything is good. Thanks for your photo. It was interesting to me to learn about weather there. I hope that at you everything is good.
As it is a pity to me that we could not speak with you by phone. I hope that we can speak next time. My phone number +7 (920) 427-2956. Earlier I already gave it to you. I have no other number. All my friends and acquaintances call me on it every day. I do not know why you could not phone to me. Most likely my phone cannot accept the international calls. As I tried to call you from my mobile phone. At me it did not turn out. Therefore I went to public telephone booth of my city.
I understand that weather plays a bad role in your work. despite it, I hope that you will well spend day.
I cannot describe that I feel in relation to you. I cannot simply pick up word which precisely would give my feelings. It is difficult to explain everything in the letter that I feel for you.
I feel as the little girl who falls in love for the first time :) At me there are butterflies in a stomach. This similar feeling for you?
I as though for the first time that feel that, I do not know that with all this to do. I very much want that you were near me. But I understand that now you is far from me. I want to feel your warm embraces, to look in your eyes, to understand that I to you is necessary.
I have good news! Earlier already I did inquiry on my work for receiving vacation. Now I spoke with the chief and learned that they will be in 3 weeks! I will receive 1 month of vacation.
I will be very happy to visit your country and to be your guest. Certainly, if you is do not object?! :) my love, you are glad to it? You want that I would arrive to you on my vacation?
I consider that our correspondence, it only the beginning of the relations. The meeting in real life should be logic continuation of our acquaintance. I think that my vacation will promote advance of our relations. Our relations move ahead everything further every day. I consider that my vacation will promote improvement of our feelings to each other and to strengthening of our relations. About what you think of it? I love you. I always think of you. I will wait your letter.
Irina

Letter 12

Hello my love Joe!
I am very glad that already very soon I can visit you! :) I cannot take pleasure in that feeling that soon you I will see that I will be in your embraces.
My vacation will begin already soon. I very much would like to see where do you live, your house to get acquainted with your friends and a family. I would like to become a part of your life for the period of our meeting.
Then every day we can begin together, go where or and to do everything together! You would like it? I understand that probably you will continue to work when I will arrive. But it do not do a problem for me. I will be glad to any time which I will lead with you.
Now the "hottest" time begins:) It is necessary to manage to make a lot of things prior to the beginning of my vacation! It is necessary to collect all necessary documents. It is necessary to solve all incomplete affairs on work.
My vacation will last 30 days. I think that this time should suffice us for this purpose what to make the first impression about each other. It will be very useful time for development of our joint future. After all not for nothing say that one hour of live communication can give more than hundreds letters and a photo! :) We can see off at this time together, talk, do that that in common. I think we will find than to be engaged. I will see you and your life the eyes. As also you can recognize me in an everyday life. It will promote development of our further relations. I think that it will do only good, on improvement of our feelings.
You can show me everything about what told earlier in the letters. I can take pleasure in the same look that you see every day, it will allow me to be closer, to understand for you you more. I think that we very much will have a good time together. My angel, you agree with it?! :)
I have some questions and I ask you you to answer me. What is the time I could remain with you? How is the weather there at this time? What does your family think of my arrival?
What name of the next airport international airport there?
I send you a big kiss! I wait your letter.
Irina.

Letter 13

Hello my love Joe!
I very happy to receive your letter. Gratitude for your sincere and warm letters. It is very good, when I know that in this world there is a man who trusts me:).
Each time when I read your letter, I feel that it brings me closer to you. Thanks to you because you answered questions of my letter. It was important for me to learn. Later today I will try to call to you. I hope that you will wait my call and we can speak. I often think and I dream of our future. I wait that day when we can meet each other! I wait day when we can have the first conversation, our first embraces, and our first kiss together.
This day we will remember for all life. I want to tell you that I never felt a lot of love in my life. I know that I can trust you, respect you and that you always will be with me.
You that which person god created for me. I want to divide my life with you. I love you.
Irina.

Letter 14

Hello my love Joe.
I received your letter. How are you? That you did today? I was glad to speak with you by phone. I liked your voice:)
I have news. I was in travel agency and I learned concerning travel to Australia. I spoke with the employee of travel agency and asked it to explain about everything for me. He explained that it will be necessary for me to have some documents: the visa, the passport to travel abroad and medical insurance. as I should pay consular fees. In our city there is a good insurance company which can make the insurance policy for me. Many people here use this insurance the company.
In travel agency to me told that registration of the visa will not take a long time. The visa will be ready in 10 working days.
In total I should pay 19000 rubles (384 euro). I did not expect that everything will cost so much money. This very expensive.
It is a lot of money for me. I cannot pay everything independently. I have only about 5000 rubles (100 euros). I will try to look for the decision.
I I will try to speak with my family and friends. Probably they can help me. I worry about our meeting. I think much and I dream of you in a current of all days.
I can represent you near me. I want that all our dreams could become reality once. I want that you took me in your strong embraces and presented your gentle kiss for me. I very much wait our meeting and I hope that all happens soon. I love you.
Irina.

Letter 15

Hello my love Joe...
I received your letter. I hope that your day goes well. I did attempts to look for the decision. But it turned out nothing … I tried to find the necessary sum for fee of travel agency, but all my attempts were vain. I asked absolutely all who could help me. As I asked those people to whom in a usual situation I would not began to address. I asked the sister. She told that would be glad to help, but their financial situation does not allow to make it. She understands that on a game there is my happiness, but it has no possibility to help me. I understand it, with emergence in their family of the kid of Boris, their material situation changed. They spend a lot of money for the kid. Maria does not work now and it always near the child. Therefore now her husband works one. Now for them it is difficult to keep any spare cash.
As I tried to ask the help the girlfriends. At Olga and Snezhanna. Olga told to me that would like to help. But recently she bought new furniture for its apartment therefore it has no spare cash.
When I called Snezhanna, then it was sad to hear about a problem. She told that recently her husband bought the new car. They took the credit in bank. And consequently now it cannot help me. I was so sad to learn about it. It seems to me that all my hopes could fail at once. Here such news, my darling …
As I tried to ask the colleagues. Who said that to me directly that is not going to borrow to me money because considers as useless expenditure of money for a trip to you. They speak directly that good it will not end with anything. I do not trust them, I know that at us with you everything will be obligatory well! We will be together! Who that asks me, why you cannot help me, that I should not fight for on our happiness one. But I realize that first of all it is my problems and I should fight.
But it is very heavy. At me hands already fall. I do not know what to do …. It will be possible it is better if you arrive to Russia? Of what you think?
I love you. I will wait your letter. Irina

Letter 16

Hello my love Joe.
I hope that your day passed well. I very much missed your warm loving words. I read that you would like to visit me in Russia. But when it will be? My vacation will begin already soon. I cannot change my vacation for other time.
At me hands absolutely fall. I at all do not know that to me to do. I cannot find the necessary sum of money for fee of travel agency in any way.
My mother learned from my sister of Mariya that I have problems with search of money. She very much was surprised to that I did not share with it the problem. She asked me that I did what to solve this problem for this purpose. I told it about my unsuccessful attempts to borrow money at my acquaintances and colleagues. As I told it that I tried to address in bank where to me refused issuance of credit.
Mother asked me a question - whether "I understand, what for happiness in the relations 2 persons should fight?". I asked it to what it has this conversation. She told - "If at me it is impossible to solve any problem, with it I should be helped by my person (she meant you). What will be farther, if already now he does not offer the help? What will be, if you get to more difficult situation? Then he in general from you will turn away? What will be if it everything occurs, when you will be in other country, in the distance from the house? You will remain absolutely alone! Think 1000 times before making so serious decisions! I see that for you it everything is serious. But you are sure what this person has serious intentions to you? Whether really he loves you and belongs how writes in the letters?"
When mother told these words, I could not hold the tears. To me it was sick for offense so that a breast pain seemed intolerable. I all the same believe in you. I trust That your love to me it not only words in letters, these are the real feelings. But these words forced me to conceive about our future. What will be, if we cannot will cope with this problem? Our joint future can appear in doubt?.
I do not want to think of the bad. I trust in our bright future. I think that at us everything will be very good.
Irina.

Letter 17

Hello my love Joe!
I very happy to receive your letter. Always I feel a lot of pleasure and pleasant in my heart when I read your letter. It gives warmth and the help for me to feel you nearby in a current of several minutes. I read your letter and understood that you want to arrive to me. But when it will occur? You can tell for me exact dates? It is important to me to know it. I think of you recently much. When I met you, then I changed. You opened the new world for me, the love world. Now I waken in the morning with a smile on my face because I know that I not the lonely:). In this big world there is a man who thinks of me. I want to thank you.
With you I feel me the woman who wants to be happy and to love. I lost hope concerning happiness, seeing rough Russian men. When I met you, then you gave me hope fortunately.
I very grateful to you for this purpose. I very happy because you do not leave me and you estimate our correspondence. You are the real man who can care of me.
I very happy that you chose me and gave me, chance to give to you all I wash love and tenderness. I think of you my love.
I need you in my life. My prince:), I will finish this letter. I wish you good mood. I very much wait your answer, and I send you warm embraces.
Love on always. Irina