Letter(s) from Elena Vorona to Sam (Canada)

Letter 1

Hello, my dear Sam!!! I am very glad to see your letter, how are you? I hope that's all right! Sorry, could not write to you earlier was a lot of work, but now I'm on vacation and I can do the most important issue. All my youth I wanted to meet with the man of my dreams, my handsome prince. I knew all about his life and is often represented her meeting with him, because his way of living in my head, I thought a lot about it and she came up with this beautiful fairy tale, right down to the smallest detail:) Sometimes, lie in bed at night and dream till dawn. Coming up with all sorts of stories of our love. Why in our lives so many questions "why" ... and why they so often do not find an answer?! Why are we met, why we liked each other, why at a distance of thousands of kilometers, we continue to write to each other ... My dear, I'm starting to realize that every day, you become more and more similar to that handsome prince of my dreams. There have been in our conversations I had not crossed the face of sympathy, but now I can say that I'm starting to mine in the fall for you:) You know, not so long ago, I was heartbroken and is firmly convinced that I have not had any no chance to find happiness and find a decent man. But recently I have hope - as if someone lit a tiny light at the end of a long and dark tunnel, and this "someone" is, of course, was you. Your letter has inspired me and today I went in travel agency and have learned, that it to be necessary for me for arrival in your country. I think we spend together 2 weeks, maybe more, everything will depend on our desire to be together :) People have convinced me of travel agency, that we can be together. I am in good mood. I wondered how much it would cost for me to make visa. They said that only the examination of application for visa will cost me 30 usd. This money won't be returned even if the application is rejected. To gat visa I must go to Moscow where is Embassy. I'll to visit a lot of agencies, offices and organization in Kazan in Moscow. This is the usual way to get visa, it may take me many months. I said to them that I could wait for a long time. And they offered me to solve the problem and it will take me less time if I use Full Package of Service (FPS). FPS includes additional payments for a category of the visa, consular services, preparation for interview with commission. FPS costs 360 usd, but the visas agency remove all the problems and thus increases the chance of getting a visa without excessive delays (I can get a visa in a week or two). I thought for a long time and came to the conclusion that this variant is the only right for me. Whether I do not know correctly has made, having paid such money. Probably I needed to consult to you all over again. But I have thought that other exit is not present. For a cheap payment documents are very for a long time made. We do not have time to wait. I agreed and registered my application for visa, hoping that you'll be glad to meet me. Can you imagine that we'll spend some weeks together Or even can all life. It is not important for me where to live if I shall be sure in your feelings for 100% percent my loved and native I without any meditations shall stay to live in a place with you. For the sake of happiness and family I am ready on many things. I very much would dream that you all life were only near to me. I'm immensely happy when I'm thinking about the opportunity. I'll be everything myself? May be you think I try to do too quickly, probably you suppose it's too early everything us to meet each other. But I can't wait for ages, I'm happy now at present time. Necessary to begin moving to howe something in your life, it's important to go ahead, to overcome difficulties to take aim. Very soon I'll leave the work and I'll be able to spend my vacation with my loved Sam. I have never been abroad. but now I have a chance to meet you. It's a dream. You are my friend, and friend sometimes meet each other. I think it will be great, wonderful, fantastic. I hope you don't think that I'm too impudent. I just want to met you and to spend some time with you. I suppose you haven't changed your attitude towards me after this letter. I'm looking forward to seeing to calm down my heart. Please, tell me you be able to meet me? Will you be happy to face me? I hope you'll!!! With love, Lida.

Letter 2

Hi, my dear Sam!!! I am very glad to see your letter, how are you? Thank you very much for your compliments and kind words addressed to me, I am very pleased, I feel loved and cherished. I'm sorry, I could not write earlier, there were many cases, preparing to travel takes almost all my spare time. I have safely come back home, I am not so strongly tired, as flied by the plane, flight occupies only 2 hours, I feel well and at me fine mood. I think that I knowingly have visited to Moscow. From trip I still had many positive emotions. I when did not go on so important affairs, therefore strongly worried. I have a good mood and I have great news for you! Today I received a call from a travel agency and was told that my visa IS AVAILABLE! This is a very joyful and welcome news! I will buy air tickets as soon as I will have all necessary information, I will write at once it to you that you could meet me at the airport. My dear, write the name of the nearest airport, that I could examine the cost of tickets. Thank you for your phone number, I will call you as soon as possible. Of course, I'll write you his phone number, but I'm not sure that my phone can receive international calls. But you can try, try to send sms. I every day think of our meeting with you. I know how it is to be thinking about someone all the time, I have felt that as well. So then I try to keep myself busy doing other things and it helps. I guess that's how I've been able to get along all this time without somebody special in my life. I keep myself busy with study, with friends. I have become used to it now, but not entirely. Some times I get along doing chores around the house, listening to music, or helping other people with their problems. It has been so many times that I wanted to be with someone. So as time went on, little by little I had to learn how to not feel lonely. But I have also learned that it's not all that possible. And in the same way I try to avoid getting hurt, as it has happened to me before. And that too is not all that possible. On the other side I have seen other peoples mistakes and I like to think that I wont make the same ones. I try to think of many possible results, I like to be cautious and to think ahead, but I have learned that as careful that I may be, there is always something that can go wrong. So why should I continue to hold back and not live my life like others, by going ahead with what my heart says and being as cautious as possible, right? We are only human and imperfect, all I can try is to do the best I can, with the person that best fits my way of thinking. And it would seem so strange that I could find such a person on the other side of the planet. Imagine if the Internet didn't exist, I would have never known about you and I would probably continue to live the same way forever. There is only so much happiness that one can achieve alone, but I would like to think that I could achieve so much more with you. It would be wonderful to stop dreaming about it and make it come true. So at the same time, I also think about what would be needed to make a relationship work and how to provide for as much as possible. It's not easy when other pressures are felt in a relationship. So if at first we should decide to take this beyond what it has become so far, I think it will be like awaking from a dream and trying our best to make the dream come true. Like I said before, there is a lot to talk about, a lot to learn and understand. The feeling of love is great, but it takes little bit more to have a place to live, to be healthy and have a family. I know that these are subjects that can't be decided or solved in a week, but the most important thing will be addressed, how well we get along. There is one thing that I know for sure, I like you very much and we will have a wonderful time together. Your words in every letter have shown me that we think the same way, so I truly believe that something great and long lasting will come out of this. I think about you every day and wish you were near me already. I will just have to be patient and wait for that moment to come true.

With hugs and tender kisses, yours Lida... Ph. +7(8332)721-19-99.