Letter(s) from Elena Fidchuck to Walt (USA)

Letter 1

Hello Walt, good morning, good day, good evening and good night to you at the same time)) lol

You might think why i am saying to you such phrase above, am i right??
Well i am not crazy... not yet lol, i will explain to you... The first thing is that i am not quite sure when exactly you are reading my letter! I am writing to you now, and it this almost midday here... So probably i had to say to you - good afternoon)) But... But i am not quite sure when exactly you will be reading my letter, so... So i decided to write to you all the possible greetings)))

The other idea is... Is that i would like to spend with you the whole day, not just a few hours here, in cafe, reading your letter and writing a letter to you, but i really would like to spend the whole day, together with you! So... So i am here again to read another chapter of my favorite book;) And i want to tell you that you haven't disappointed me.)

> Once again you have out done yourself with your photos. Your
> picture, titled mess had to be the best It looked like you were
> pouting because you had a mess to clean up. This is not a pick up
> line but you just look so cute in that photo, but what struck me most was your lips.

I am thankful to you for your compliments Walt!! I truly appreciate what you said to me, and i like to hear such nice words from you!

> I had to look at another photo to see if your lips were really that
> full and kissable. Wow, they are nice, Well, actually everything about you seems so nice.

Kissable))) A very good words... I like it))))

> With just your name alone, it will be kind of hard to find any
> information about you. I am trying to figure how you got your last
> name. Do you know? What city was the orphanage in? What was the year of your first year there?

Well the city was Drohobych... Date of birth is 24 October 1982 (So yes, soon i will be 30 years old already))) )

Where from i got my last name??? This is a hard question, i have to admit... Ignatova is Russian surname... And actually here, in Western Part of Ukraine, this is quite rare to find a Russian surname... I am not sure Walt!

As i said to you, i know nothing about my past...

> Do I think your dream of meeting your mother id just a dream and
> will never happen? Not at all, something keeps telling me she lives
> near where you do and that from afar she has watched you grow, but is to

I think yes, this is a dream... If she lives near me, why she is not searching for me????? If she wanted, she could try to search me...

I think this is my destiny - not to know parents... Actually i am used to it, even if it sometimes hurts really much...
I think better to leave the things as they are now - i mean... I am used to be alone... And it is time to create my own family! What do you think???

> I think she was a very young woman when you were born and was
> pushed into giving you up or to know you would be taken care of she
> had to leave you because she was left alone after you were born, much like you.

I am not sure about the reasons... What is done this is done... We can change nothing sometimes!

> Let me ask you something. Or first let me tell you something
> first. Do you remember me telling you that I thought we would be
> better friends right now and just see what may happen later.

Yes i remember this very well!

> I do not really know why this is or if these girls are not
> truthful, but you I have a real good feeling about. I do not
> understand why everybody says they are falling in love with me or
> after 3 letters they are in love with me.

I am not sure about your experience wit ladies Walt... I have no experience in this field of meeting people... I just like you really a lot, and i like communicating with you))))

> So let's make a deal and say will not any I love you s slip out.

I have not said to you that I LOVE YOU! To say it easy, but to feel it actually - is another deal... But i will not lie to you, and tell you directly - that i like you really a lot, as a friend, and as a man...

I really missed your presence, I am thinking you are at your work and really busy. I hope everything is going well with you.;) I have been thinking about you lately, especially during the evenings. But it gives me a time to reflect and think about what will comes next. I do really miss you. I like your energy and enthusiasm about life. You are always energetic and ready to express the best of you.

Once one famous person told (don't remember exactly who, but you will forgive me, right??:) ) - Give me the best of you and you will receive the best of me)) Quite simple expression, but quite bright at the same time.

Well, let me tell you what I do almost every day at work. Well, as i told you i am working as receptionist. By the way as for me very important job))) No one can do something in the sanatorium without the consultation with me. Yes)) Well, only kidding you, mostly i have to obey orders of my boss, but this is another story)

Today we had visitors, a lot of, but i remembered only one couple - a girl with her mother. This girl was rather nice and pretty, 10-12 years old. I think that children are the the angels from the heaven)
And that angel was playing all the day long near the reception. Where from kinds are getting all this energy???? She was so joyful, playful, so energetic you know... I always dreamed of having children, and i hope one day i will have a boy and a girl. Firstly boy and then girl... Or not, firstly girl and then a boy))))lol

As you can see my days are busy. You might think, when she is going to have time for me? Well, we will make time together i hope;)

I hope that your day have brighten after the reading of that letter (haven't it?:)) It is time for me to go home. I wanted to tell thank for your presence in my life. Write me back soon, and do not forget about new chapter;) of a book. Bye for now, Elena!

Letter 2

Hi my dear Walt,

Thank you for your letter. How are you??? Well i hope???? How were you days? I think not so bright, because you wanted me to be next to you i am sure;)

You know, every time when i am reading your letter i am smiling, and then, this smile covers my face the whole day)) Your letters gives me so much positive emotions and energy) Do you feel something like that?

I have found your letter on the site to me today... it was as if you lost interest in me or so??? I have not understood it Walt... I have replied it to you, and i want to hear your explanations, of possible???

> I am sorry, but I have to get this out of the way first so I can
> stop laughing. I have never ever heard of such a bet as that. It's
> kind of like saying if her face looks as good as her ass, she is the
> perfect woman. I guess that is what you call a left handed
> compliment. In my opinion, you have passed each part of the bet for
> the winner with ease. It is a fact and meant as a compliment and nothing more.

Well yes it is compliment to me you are right... But it was so much unexpected to me, to be honest with you... And yes, it was funny also!

> I will go so far as to say, you are the complete package of Brains, Personality, Beauty and body.

I doubt that i have ever heard so much compliments in my life...
Thanks a lot!

Thanks for telling me about your experience with ladies an on the site... I am sorry it have not been successful for you... But still, i can't complain, because if it was successful for you, we could not communicate then... What do you think???)))

> Chapter 3 or 4? I am happy you finally got that compliment from
> your boss that you so richly deserved.

Well yes... I am happy as well))

> I don't know how any one could mistreat you. Your smile, and
> kissable lips could melt any ones heart.

Well... This is what i call - injustice...

> ou say in your letter that you are not interested in no other man
> right now. You say you are just interested in me right now and that
> i am like a drug you are addicted to right now. You have no idea how
> flattered I am to read such a nice thing I would take as a compliment

It was really a compliment for you))) I am communicating with you, and this is all i want for now... No other man...

> Excuse me, my last name is Burr, do you think she may be sending me some kind of a message?

It seems to me she is interested in you))) I am not sure... Where from is this lady????

Yesterday I was walking the park on my way to home and wanted to write you a little note. Of course it was too late to go to cafe, but i found a pen and a paper, and wrote a letter to you))) Yes, it sounds really funny you know, but just thoughts were coming and coming directly to my head, and i could do nothing just to sit and to write down these thoughts...

"You know my dear, not far from where I live is a park (where i am walking right now) and I like to be near the nature (i told you that )
. . . in the past I went there very often to clear my mind, especially when terrible things had happened so you could say that be there in the park brought back all kinds of bad memories.

But when I am walking there now my heart is full of you and because of that all the small and big trees seems to be more beautiful as before as before, the people are more friendly as it seems, even when it is raining I enjoy it there because now I feel so good my baby.

One day probably you and me will be walking there together and i will show you where I was walking when I was thinking of you, where the poems started to come alive. There is one place where I was sitting when I was so sad that I cried sometimes, on that same place I am sitting now, sometimes still have tears in my eyes, but now of joy because of you!!! I have the feeling that with you in my life nothing can go wrong!! To tell you the truth, you are the best what happened in my life, i feel like that."

Well, it was my thoughts from the yesterday evening..It would be nice if you and me were together right now, doing something together, walking the streets or just sitting on the bench in the park and speaking about something, just enjoying our time together...I have to admit, i really starting to miss you... It will help us to get to know each other better... I hope you are not taking my words Walt, as fact that i am hurrying up or something... I am just telling you that i am really intereted in you, it is interesting to communicating with you and i will like to do some interesting things together with you as well...

I just wanted to let you know that we have been through so much in our lives before we met each other, but now... now I honestly don't know what I would do without you, as it seems to me you are my bestest friend and i know you for ages.... I have been hurt many times before, and I didn't know if I could handle anything at the time ... until you came into my life my dear Walt. I am really happy with your presense in my life!

I wish one day we drunk a cup of coffee in cafe i am here now. You know, it is here i have met you, and it is here i was thinking everything about you... and about us) I want you to visit that place with me one day. It is really nice and, what is more, i am sure you will like it)))

I am already waiting for your letter my dear, please do not make me to wait for a long time, i am waiting for the new chapter of my favorite book. I hope that one day this book will become our common;) Well, you can to start writing to me immediately;) Have a nice day, yours Elena!

Letter 3

My sweet Walt, my baby hi)))

Hi hi hi hi hi))) and Kiss kiss kiss kiss kiss to you)) I am very happy to write to you again today)))

What a great day again honey... Do you agree with me that today is a wonderful day really honey???? Here you are, here i am... Briefly speaking, here we are, together honey... Every day since i met you is a great one, and every day when you and me are together is really wonderful day honey! It feels really the bestest when you and me are together honey!

How are you my baby??? How is your day today??? I hope you are feeling yourself good, in a good mood and in a good health honey!

OMG! OMG OMG OMG!!!! What is it???? OMG!!! What is going on??? OMG honey, can you hear this??? I mean, can you hear this too???? OMG...
What is that noise from???? OMG... Where from is it coming?????Do you hear this??? OMG.... To be honest with you, i am scared right now honey... I hear a very strange noise now...

BOOM BOOM, BOOM BOOM, BOOM BOOM, BOOM BOOM, BOOM BOOM, BOOM BOOM...

What is this honey???? OMG... It really scares me now... Can you hear this honey??? OMG

Here it goes again, now even more frequently:

BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM, BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM, BOOM BOOM BOOM BOOM...

Do you know what it is honey????? This is my heart beats so fast and loudly right now, when i am reading letter from you honey)))) And my heart is started to beat more frequently with every new line of your letter)))

My heart is happy honey... It is full of happiness right now, because it is not directly united with it's second half honey - with your heart)))) No matter of weather or anything else honey, my heart is always full of happiness, just because it is fully in love with your heart:)

Regarding weather honey... What is the weather like today??? The weather here is not a good one... Temperature is quite high around +9 in the morning, but... but it is raining honey! And i think - the word 'raining' is not even close describing what is going on outside right now honey) Yes... It is rain storm i think, or probably waterfall, i do not know how to call this... Waterfall from the sky - something like this:)

Rain started yet yesterday, when i was sitting at home, in the late evening.... I was listening to music on a TV channel. Not actually listened, but this music was like a background for me you know. I was fully in thoughts, and i actually do not remember any song, i just remember it was music channel.

In my thoughts i was with you honey! Actually i am always together with you, either in my thoughts or in my heart honey, because i just literally always feel your presence...So let us come back to my day yesterday...

I was with you, i was thinking about you, and about us, and about the future which is waiting for us! Of course it was rather pleasant thoughts, as well as all the thoughts i have which are connected with you honey))) Pleasant because of only one reason you know honey! I will try to explain to you!

Before i met you, even not having a happy life, i was dreaming! I was dreaming about my future... about future which was waiting for me...
And you know, i have not had any definite picture of future! It was just dreams, and dreams without any bases... Really, just dreams...

The situation have changed when i met you... Now, when i have you in my life, and what is more, when i have you in my heart, and in my mind, i also dreaming... But the difference is that my (read our) future is definite now.

Now, closing my eyes, i can see a real picture of what is waiting for me (read us). Every moment of my dreams and ideas about future is always connected with you! When i look at the future, i see a picture of you and me together)

I see no details, because i am not quite sure what future holds for us in the store, but the important fact is that i see US, US together honey... Today, tomorrow, the day after tomorrow - i see US together, and this is the bestest future i could dream about.

> I thank you again for your sweet sweet words and your beautiful
> sexy picture. I wish you would get rid of that cough and start
> feeling better very soon. It does make make me worry about you some.
> I am glad the your fever is down and I hope that stays gone and all
> the rest goes soon.

I hope so too... I am feeling myself better today as well))) So luckily, this cold is passing honey... But still i have to deal with cough - it is a hard task!

> You are right I tried that honey and just by thinking it is like
> we are right together. When you read this we will be having our
> elections. It is a no win situation. Neither of them is any good for
> the country. No matetter what happens our taxes will still go up anyway you look at it.

Yes i heard of this honey... You are having elections this year... If i may ask you honey, who do you personally support??? Please let me know...

> I spent most of my weekend at work trying to catch up on some
> things and get some of the money back that I spent on the computer
> fixes. I am sorry I don't have a lot of time to write a lot to you.

It is ok honey... I know that you are busy! So that is ok for me honey, no worries please!!! I like each and every letter from you honey... Even if your today's is a little short one, i still like it!

I am dreaming about situations... about being in bed with you the shower or what about the car... that sounds like a nice idea.. we could be driving to the beach... park at a viewing point over looking the sea watching the sunset. Looking over at me with a short skirt on my legs looking very tanned. You lean over to kiss me your hand wondering down the inside of my leg OMG!!!!! this is getting good. I slowly move my legs apart as you move your hand up between legs and notice I am not wearing any underwear.. some fingers parting my lips and feeling the wetness on your fingers... I lean back and start to moan as you start to play with my clit rubbing your fingers also between my wet lips

My legs opening wider, i look down and see the large mound and shape of your cock through your jeans... with my hand i start to rub him hard playing with the head of your cock. Your fingers are still working hard at my pussy and i am getting wetter with every stroke you do to my lips. My tongue licking my lips as i am so enjoying this, its got to a stage that i cant take any more.. leaning over at you kissing your lips with my tongue moving around your mouth. I tell you to take your jeans off, once this is done, I mount you as you are sitting in the driving seat.. My skirt still on me move my skirt up as i concentrate on lowering myself onto you cock, with an almighty moan as it sinks into me.. I take the lot, so big and thick as i start ridding your cock hard.. i undo my bra and my breast sink into your face, your mouth sinking onto my nipples OMG my nipples are so nice for you..
Your hands holding my breasts together as you suck my nipples hard.

My head arshed backwards as i am ridding your cock so hard, sinking it all the way in hitting my G spot everytime it enters my pussy... My hands now behind your head my lips locked into yours as you feel the tension through my body as the moaning and screaming getting louder..
Oh Oh OMG!!!! I say as I shout out I'm cumming OMG!!!!! Baby fuck me harder Your hands on the cheeks of my ass spreading them apart to get your cock even further in... I grab you tightly round your head pulling you closer to me as the cum comes shooting through my body dripping down your cock and your legs onto the seat... but it doeas not stop their you are thrusting me even harder now as you grab my tight to cum inside me which triggers another orgasum from me which sends me wild!!!!! I ridding him well..... until I am out of breath and the windows are steamed up lol...

Well my baby, we have made love in the car now my dear, I am sat in a pool of wetness from both of us and it feels so good lol I love you

You know my sweat, in the beginning of this letter i told you about the future, and my thought about the future... And i would like to continue my thoughts...I am looking forward to our common life honey!

I am looking forward to sit at home and wait for you coming home!! The moment you enter the living room we both smile and kiss each other because we are so happy we are together. I will tell you how happy I am that you are home. Your face will shine and no wonder . . because what is more wonderful to know that there is always someone waiting for you, right?? Someone you can count on, rely on, who loves you, who understands you . . . this is a magic feeling and we have it my darling!

I wish you to have a very good day today my sweet, millions of kisses to you, your beloved Elena!

Letter 4

Hello my darling baby Walt, my honey, my love, my everything, a very big and loving HI to you, together with the sweetest possible KISS to you too on this wonderful Friday!

Besides yes honey... It is Friday already, and this means weekend is coming, and unfortunately for us this means - we will not have a chance to communicate with each other, because tomorrow and on Sunday cafe is having days off. But well.. Enough about sad things, right honey??? Let us use the time we are spending together now as much effectively as possible, without thinking about tomorrow...

Before i have forgotten, let me to tell you from the very beginning honey - I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART!!! As you probably can guess, i am kidding telling to you "before i have forgotten"... It is hardly possible to forget something you are thinking about all the time, don't you think so honey??? Fast heart beats in moments when i am thinking of you are reminding me about our LOVE!!!

With regards to the heart and it's beats my honey! I wanted to ask you one question... How is your heart??? And how fast it beats??? How long ago you counted your heart rate for the last time???

I am asking this just because i have read yesterday an article, where was written that the person who is in love with another person, has usually on 5-8 heart beats more of normal heart rate! For example, normal rate is 70 beats in a minute, so if you are having 78 - then this means you are in love;) Important note is - you have to measure your heart rate when you are calm and relaxed!

I have measured my heart rate honey. I laid on my bed, totally relaxed, and just started to count the beats... Can you guess what was the result honey?????? You will never know it:) I counted 84! This means that i am not just in love with you honey, i am at least twice in love with you:) Actually i feel even more honey - i am many many times in love with you, and i can only imagine what the result would i get if i counted heart beats at moment when i was thinking of you:)
What do you think honey??? I believe the result would be far above 100!

I have to admit, when i am just walking here to write to you, my heart is beating quite fast already... But when i am actually reading your letter... OMG... Actually it seems to me that my heart is ready to jump out of my body, and to come to you)) Are you ready to meet my heart??? Then it's time for you to go out honey, and to wait for it...
By the time i finish writing this letter to you, i think my heart will already achieve the place where you are living!))) lolololol

Well my darling, tell me please how are you doing today??? And how is the weather??? You probably can't believe, but in Ukraine right now we are having early autumn weather! Yes yes, you are not mistaken honey!
Really, early autumn weather, only rainy a little bit again. The average temperature is + 10 degrees, it started after the afternoon yesterday, continued tonight, and still today in the morning it was about +7... In early December we are still having autumn kind of weather honey. It is something not really usual for Ukraine!

How was your day yesterday honey???? My day yesterday was quite a good one... Actually good one was evening, as usually, full of thoughts about you honey! I love you more and more with each day passing. And it eases me to know that as tomorrow approaches, that I will love you more than yesterday and tomorrow will be more than today.

> Wow, I hope you are not doing anything with those hot photos. Those
> are for me

I am not doing something with these photos honey... All i am doing, is sending them to you my baby))) All the pics i sent to you, are only for you my baby)) As you are the one and only to me!!!

> Am I really the only guy you have done these letters and pictures
> and fantasy? You just really seem to be to good to be true. You know
> what is sexy and what is not.

I know what is sexy you are right... And believe me, you are the man for me honey, you are the man that makes my heart beat fast - and this means everything honey! I LOVE YOU)))

> I don't know how you can always find so much in your letters. It is
> very good because I enjoy them so much, I am glad you are getting
> your coat in the right size before it gets very very cold on you.

I have bought a coat honey... Thankfully to you i will not frost this winter))) lol... Really, i appreciate your help and your care of me honey, and i am glad that i am having a coat now my baby! I am really glad with this fact!

> That is really such a nice position for you to be in and very nice
> for me because that sweet ass is just calling for me and your
> jbeautiful breasts are calling for me and I think I hear you calling
> for me and I want to be there, right between those long soft legs,
> kissing your beautiful full lips and stroking you long silky hair

This is true... My mind, my ass, my pussy - everything in me is calling you honey....))) I want you so badly... Just really very very bad my honey!

> I love your pictures, but don't sent any more for now or you will
> not have the money for the email. Maybe you might have 15 dollars
> left from your coat that you could put in the account. I don't want
> to be here worrying that you don't have the money for maybe the
> message and a letter at the end of the week.

Coat had a cost of 1180 hryvnas honey, which is almost 150 dollars...
Unfortunately there is no spare money to put onto account(((

I will keep my fingers crossed for your health my honey, and will pray GOD!!!

You know my baby... I was thinking about LOVE))) Yes... About love, about meaning of love, and about influence of love... I have to admit, that my love for you cannot be measured by words alone as "love" does not fully express my true feelings for you. My love for you goes beyond my wildest expectations. And maybe you can imagine that when i feel this way it is impossible not to let you know how I feel about you and how much I love you!!

It comes naturally honey . . . as it should be!! I only believe not many people have what we have . . . it is so special and it is special every day!! I . . I . . just have never met someone like you who could let me feel what real love is and what real love means. Thank you my darling!!

I go now my love but not before I have told you that you are everything for me . . . and I love you with everything what is inside of me. I always think of you and I feel very close to you already!! I send you my sweet kisses and together with them . . a lot of passionate ones too!!

My baby, i would like to wish you to have a good day and very very good and sweet weekend! I will be thinking about you honey... I know you will be doing the same))) Am i right??? I know i am right my honey))))

Already waiting for the Monday, when i will read a letter from you, and when i will write to you honey! Sweet and passionate kisses to you, with all my love from my loving heart to you my honey, your Elena!

Letter 5

Hello my sweet and darling baby Walt, my love, my everything, HI to you, and KISSES to you too on this Monday))))

I love you my honey to start this letter with . . . just writing these words makes me feel so good.

Here i am, here you are honey))) Briefly speaking, here we are, again, together, united through internet and our hearts honey)))) Are you happy???? Are you smiling right now????

I can close my eyes, and i can see a picture in my mind (i can imagine) you, sitting right now, and reading this letter. And i can also see the smile that covers your face honey)))) It is the same smile as i have now - "i am in love" smile)))))

You are such a tender and special person for me, and you make me feel "special" just by the way you are, just reading your letters and feeling you through your letters my honey!

My honey, how are you??? And how was your weekend??? I hope you had a good one my darling, and you were thinking about me;)

My weekend was good in general my darling, i was relaxing and thinking about you all the time!)))

I said "my weekend" was good in general because of mostly two reasons... The first reason was the weather my baby! The weather in Ukraine was not good at all during this weekend, was rainy and cloudy!
And the average temperature was about +15, quite warm from the first sight, but taking into attention wind, it felt not as +15, but as +5 i think((( It is usual weather for Ukraine this time of the year, i think, but still, it was cold, and it seems to me i am getting sick a little now... I have a little sore throat, and my voice is a little bit different from actually my voice, if you know what i mean... But luckily for now i have no temperature, so hopefully this sickness will pass really soon...That is why i was a bit sad... I think you know the influence which rainy and cloudy weather has. When the day is warm and sunny - mood of a person is good, and vise versa. Plus i am a little sick now too...

And the second reason my darling - this is just weekend... I mean, it is time, one or two days usually, when you and me can't communicate with each other... And all we have - are only thoughts and dreams about each other! I can't complain - i like thinking and dreaming about us honey... But still, i like very much being here together with you, it feels soo good! Errr.... I said it a little wrong honey... Of course it may be good for someone, but for me being together with you feels just really the bestest honey! And it can't be different, because you are the bestest honey, and you, with your words, letter, love and care, make me feel the same way! And i just want you to one more time know that I LOVE you my baby, i really do love you!

On Sunday it was general election of deputes in Ukraine honey, and as self-conscious citizen of Ukraine, i went and gave my voice honey.
I know some people say that - to vote or not to vote, everything is already decided. But still... Still i believe, that my vote is counted, as well as vote of every citizen in Ukraine. So... With new Parliament, we are hoping for a good changes in life of Ukraine and ordinary people honey...

> My goodness, you are a ball of energy, aren't you. Hey, what are you doing in that picture?
> It looks like you are down eating you food like a cat. Nice tongue
> you have licking up the food. I can't figure it out. Help me.

I am eating ice cream honey)))) Yes you are right... Do you like that picture please let me know???)))

> I would very much enjoy waking to your sweet kisses,
> instead of the alarm clock. If those little kisses turned a bit
> more passionate, we would both be late for work.

I think we would not mind to be late at work sometimes honey... What do you think of it???))))

> I still pray for you to find a good job where you would have a
> good boss and friendly co workers, with an interesting job that pays well and you enjoy it very much.

Thanks for your prays honey... I do like hearing this from you! I hope i will find a new job soon as well my honey!

> Tell me about that picture, I do not understand what type of position you are in. It looks
> as though your legs are stooping as you lick the food up,

I am kneeling down the table, where ice cream is standing honey)))) I hope it explains to you in what position i am now... Right???

Ohh honey... What an exciting story you sent to me... Ohh... It was just really wonderful to read, and very very exciting too honey...
Ohhh... You are naughty sometimes, right honey???? It is really great i have to admit....

I feel myself very very excited right now...

This weekend i have been thinking about you honey, as i said... And i have been dreaming about us as well... And i want to share one dream with you, which i hope, you will like and enjoy to read honey:

I amk laying on my stomach, my feet crossed as i prop my head up on an elbow, looking at your bronze body, you laying next to me. I sigh softly, biting my lip as I let your eyes wander down my temple and chin, along my neck and then the sheet bars your view.

I softly and gently pull the sheet back, making sure not to wake you as I lift myself off of the bed slowly. I get on my hands and knees, unable to stop smiling as i settle down by my knees between your legs, my eyes traveling up your chest to your peaceful face and then down to your semi-hard cock.

You start to get excited at the treat that I know is waiting for me, and I can’t help but fidget a little, biting my lips and licking them as my breathing accelerates a little bit. I look down at your cock, my breathing more rapid as my eyes get wide, and I am amazed at the privilege, to be allowed to wake you like this. It’s a treat for both of us- you start your morning with an orgasm, and I am allowed to carry around your cum in my stomach all day, constantly reminding me of your ownership.

I gently wrap a hand around the base of your shaft, slowly stroking up and down, licking my lips as I watch your cock getting hard, my smile getting a bit bigger as I keep my eyes flashing between your slowly hardening cock and your face, making sure I don’t wake you.

Finally I drop my head, keeping my eyes on your now firm cock as I wrap my lips around your cockhead, closing my eyes as I let my tongue roll around the tip. I tighten my lips a little, starting to get down lower, below the curve of the head as I pump up and down a little bit, pushing my tongue against your skin. I hear a soft moan, and I open my eyes, looking up at your face. Your eyes are still closed, but your mouth is slightly opened, your eyebrows up ever so slightly as your cock gets harder in my mouth, my tongue rolling around it as I pump a bit.

I get your rigid shaft about halfway into my mouth and I start to pump faster, a salty taste filling my mouth as your head starts to leak pre-cum. I pump up and down, slowly but surely working my way down your cock, hearing your sleepy moans as I tighten and loosen my lips, changing the amount of pressure from my tongue.

Slowly my lips get lower and lower, making nice slow progress to stop myself from gagging loudly, afraid it will wake you up with a start. I gag a few times, softly, little shudders running down my back, but I keep everything under control.

I keep a hand on your balls, holding them and rolling them very gently as I feel them gradually start to fill and tighten. After another thirty seconds of my careful attentions, I can feel them tense up; I look up at your face, and see your eyes, slightly sleepy but open as they watch me, your hands folded behind your head.

I push all the way down on you, gagging a bit, my throat tightening around your cockhead as I moan loud, my eyes closing tight. I feel your cock jump in my mouth, and then a long, low moan comes from your mouth as you start to cum deep inside my throat, filling me up with your wonderful cum. I can feel it sliding down my throat, making me moan louder as I shudder with excitement, so glad to be allowed to take your cum into my stomach every morning. You reach down with your hands, holding my face as you pump your cock a bit, fucking my mouth as you cum.

I swallow it all, not wanting to waste a single drop of your precious breakfast treat for me, and when you have, regrettably , finished filling me, you let go of my head, your hands going back up behind your head as you let out a long breath. I sit back on my haunches, my bright eyes on your face as I lick my lips, swallowing a few more times as I coo and hum happily, satisfied.

My baby . . every time again it is extremely nice to be with you! I have written another poem for you my baby . . . a nice one I think because it reflects perfectly that every part of me is ruled by you my baby!! Yes honey, you have a certain power over me which i believe you will like, right??

I have sweet lips to kiss
a big heart to love
and all of this
because it is you who I am thinking of!!

I have eyes to see
how beautiful you are
and to know you are with me
makes you the bestest man by far!!

I have legs to walk
and follow you wherever you go
I have a voice to talk
so I tell you all you want to know!!

I have a nose to smell
ten fingers to touch
to feel you in each and every cell
my baby, my honey . . I love you so much!!

I have a back for you to hide
a shoulder to lean on
I want you always on my side
only than I know my previous life is gone!!

All those parts make me who I am today
you make me feel happy so everything I can do
is I want you hear what I am going to say
Walt . . . all of my being is loving you!!

You like it my sweet?? I hope you like it as much as I like it to write for you!! I want to wish you another great week together with me and a wonderful start on this beautiful Monday!! Mondays are beautiful only because you and me are together . . . just like every other day of the week. I love you my honey!!!

My baby, i love you! I love you, and you are a part of me...You are the most important part of me and my life honey, the part i can't imagine living without....The bestest part honey!

You are in my heart, and everyday i feel your presence! I love you my honey, and I wish you to have a nice day, million of sweet kisses to you from your love Elena!

Letter 6

Hi my sweet baby . . . my Love and my so much missed Walt!! Kisses all over you to start with . . . . is it enough my darling??))

The weather changed . . . the days are different, I mean today it is Wednesday and tomorrow it is Thursday . . . even I look different as I looked yesterday because I am much happier . . . everything is different as it was yesterday but not you . . . and not our meeting here!! This is every time pretty much the same . . . and I don't want it any other way because I like you for who you are . . . I like our almost every day meetings . . . I love you my honey and this will never change!! Don't ask me why I am so sure but I am . . . it is a big feeling, actually it is more than a feeling!!!!

Our circumstances can change - we can be happy or a little sad, be can be healthy, or a little sick, we can be full of energy and a little bit exhausted, but YOU honey, and your meaning in my life can never change - you will always be the most precious and special person in my life, and you will always be in my heart honey... You are my everything, and you will always be!

How are you doing today my honey???? How is your mood and your health???? I hope you are doing fine honey, and you are in a good mood with this special "i am in love" smile which covers your face:) Am i right honey????

I am feeling myself not completely good... I am still having this terrible cough, and general weakness too. So in general, i feel myself not really good honey! Not yet!!!

I have read some nice quotes about love and I will share them with you . . . "The hunger for love is much more difficult to remove than the hunger for bread!!" I believe that is why i eat not so much, I just have an other hunger!!)))) . . . "Love isn't something you find. Love is something that finds you." Well you have found me, honey!!! . . .
Or this one "Love is being stupid together." I think you only have to read our letter and you will know it is true!! . . . I like to read things about love you know because I can remember when I read about love before I thought it was all very exaggerated but now I know everything is true . . . only because you came into my life!! Having you in my life feels like an umbrella when it rains . . . a blanket when it is cold . . . i mean no matter what happens, every time it feels so good!!

> My sweet Elena, you always make me so happy all the time know that
> you are mine forever.

This is true honey... I am yours, and forever... I am forever yours, and you are mine... How much nice does this sounds, right???)))

> . I was kind of scared you would be offended by it, but I had to try
> and see how you would react. I never knew that all of this sex was
> pent up in you.

Yes i remember you were scared to offend me honey! But it never happened))))

I am very glad to hear that you like the picture which i sent to you honey)))) You like a bra... but what about me being without this bra??? Which picture would be better for you honey, how do you think???

> ! she just jumped up here
> on the computer desk and walked on the keyboard and I had to put
> her down and wipe out all the keys she stepped on

Haha))) Well yes honey... I like cats, as you know))) And my Kesha is always trying to play with me, to scratch me too, just a little bit!
.
> She likes to sit in the leather chair if I put her out of my
> recliner. I usually let her out in the morning early. She is more
> like a dog. She has not went to the bathroom in the house so far.
> She is out most of the day and I let her in after dark

My cat is different honey... he is always stay at home... he have never been outside...

> Would you lick me lick she does baby ? I would lick you like that,
> it would be my pleasure to do that and listen to you MEOW when I
> licked you just right. Is your breathing getting a little better ? I

Haha))) Yes... I would lick you honey... And i would like you to lick me too)))) Yes... it sounds exciting... what exactly parts of your body i have to lick honey????)))

> You asked me who I wanted to be our president. I guess I would
> want to keep the one we have now, That is who I voted for early
> today. It is almost 8:30 pm and they are now giving some results on
> the news. They say my state is always a deciding state because of all the old people
> that retire here and we have a lot of electoral votes. They said it
> is now way to close to call. I can
> not believe that people are really voting for the other guy so
> much. I guess much of it has to do with the president being black
> and we still have racism and I don't know how he won before.

I have been watching TV news today honey... And they said, Obama will be president for the next 4 years as well... So the result is the way you wanted it to be honey.. Are you happy with it???

My letter is coming to an end my sweet and I really enjoyed it again being with you!! Your letter made me smile again with some of your comments!! To smile is good I think but it is only the second best you can do with your lips . . . the bestest would still kissing you honey . . . to start kissing and never end kissing!! They say nobody is perfect but when you fall in love suddenly you have an other opinion!!
For me you are perfect honey!! I love you so much . . in love movies you can see how beautiful true love can be . . or how deep it goes!! But only since I know you and have fallen in love with you my sweet, I know that true love really exists!!! Every day again I am happy to have you in my life, my honey!!

I go now and I will be back tomorrow so we will have to miss each other only one day (or actually evening) . . . of course it is one day too much but still we have two days to go this week which i am looking forward for very much!! I kiss you from top to bottom again and I am waiting already for your letter!! Bye my sweet . . .

Your Love Elena!!

Letter 7

Hello my darling Walt, my love, my baby, my everyting, hi to you and kisses to you, right from the start:)

Here I am again to read your letter and write you mine . . . actually I prefer to say: Hi honey, here I am again to talk with you!! It not only feels that way but it also make me feel so much closer to you...
It feels just really the bestest honey, because i believe there is nothing better in this word rather than being with you, talking to you and enjoying time together. And exactly right here and now we are together. Am i right??))))

My sweet, I just wanted to do something simple to say I love you and to put that smile I love so much again on your face. But sometimes words mean more that actions honey... I was thinking about what can i do, about how can i do something to show you my love! And i have found nothing better than just to tell you this honey - to tell you three simple from the first sight words, but three meaningful words, three the most powerful words in this world honey. I want to tell you - that I LOVE YOU!

I do not want to be so sad honey... Nothing has happened yet with you, and it is a big chance, that nothing will happen... Don't you think so???

> You are just so wonderful, you want to stick by me but things are bad with my heart
> and living long with what is wrong is not possible. If I would have known, I would not have not have
> started looking for my true love. I would have been better not to find her and end up hurting her.

Well honey! I see you are still sad... Only God knows what and how will happen in the future, and not we... Even doctors are mistaken honey, very often... So... Do not take things as the fatal end honey!

Nothing ended... You and me are together, we are in love, and i believe, you and me have a good future and a long years of living together and happy! Don't you think so????

> Congestive Heart Failure is a weak heart that fails not long after it is diagnosed.

Well honey... But you know what??? You could go and check your heart in a year, or in two years! And only then they could diagnose it honey... What do you think of it????

> The bad part or good I don't know how to put it is I don't feel
> very bad, but I know it is there and it is going to stop before to
> long. That is why they called me to come back into the hospital last week.

You are not sure in it honey... And doctors are not sure as well!!! So never say something bad until it happens actually!

Have you had consultation of another doctor????

> The only thing good that came out of this is to know that you are
> able to love again and men will still fall in love with you. You are
> so good and true and you do anything I ask of you to prove your love
> for me. I don't think you would be so sexy for anyone else. You just
> show me and tell me over and over again how much you care. You do a
> fantasy so well now that it is hard to believe you never did those
> things before I was in your life. I am just afraid of leaving you
> behind. Don't take your profile out, but be careful. You know what
> to look for now and don't settle for less. Make sure this guy is
> healthy and is kind and caring. He is out there, I'm not the only
> one. I was surprised there was no picture but also I am sure you had
> much more on your mind honey. I really don't know how long I
> will be around, but I honestly love you enough to think we should
> end this while I am still alive in stead of you just all of a sudden never getting a letter again.

You will be around as long as this is prescribed to you by God... As well as i honey! No one knows what is going to happen tomorrow... But we are here, right now, we are here today honey... And we have to life this life, and to enjoy it in a full, as life is given to us just once...

I am not going to search for someone else... And to be honest with you, your words are hurting me... How can you say this to me???? How can you do it really???? I can't understand you Walt!!

> Really honey, it would be easier on me, than drying every time I
> read how much you love me. I love you enough to ask you that and I
> would pray that you would try to go on with your life. I wish you
> would send me one nice last picture and letter saying good bye

I love you enough to say to you that you are wrong in your words... We are not married yet, but you know what people say when they are in love truly, and they are in their marriage... They say - we will stay together, in happiness and in grief, in health and in sickness...
Always, together...

> Baby I love you and will till I die

I love you and i will till i die as well my honey Walt!

I tell you this everyday, but you really are the most beautiful person I know, inside and out and I see that more clearly with each passing day.

I still remember one of my favorite sayings honey - as time passes, i realize that i am just dust without you. I think this saying is about us, or actually, about me and about how i feel...

And i will never leave you... never... Can you hear me??? never!!!

I love everything about you, about us. You do something to me that no other has, you have made me so happy, the happiest I've ever been. You give me the most amazing feelings inside, the feeling of being in love with you.

I wish you to have a good day... Please try to think about something more positive honey! Try to think about me... about our love... about the things we can do in the future together...

Love you with all my heart... Your Elena!

Letter 8

Hello my darling baby Walt, my honey, my love, my everything, a very big and loving HI to you, together with the sweetest possible KISS to you too on this wonderful Friday!

Besides yes honey... It is Friday already, and this means weekend is coming, and unfortunately for us this means - we will not have a chance to communicate with each other, because tomorrow and on Sunday cafe is having days off. But well.. Enough about sad things, right honey??? Let us use the time we are spending together now as much effectively as possible, without thinking about tomorrow...

Before i have forgotten, let me to tell you from the very beginning honey - I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART!!! As you probably can guess, i am kidding telling to you "before i have forgotten"... It is hardly possible to forget something you are thinking about all the time, don't you think so honey??? Fast heart beats in moments when i am thinking of you are reminding me about our LOVE!!!

With regards to the heart and it's beats my honey! I wanted to ask you one question... How is your heart??? And how fast it beats??? How long ago you counted your heart rate for the last time???

I am asking this just because i have read yesterday an article, where was written that the person who is in love with another person, has usually on 5-8 heart beats more of normal heart rate! For example, normal rate is 70 beats in a minute, so if you are having 78 - then this means you are in love;) Important note is - you have to measure your heart rate when you are calm and relaxed!

I have measured my heart rate honey. I laid on my bed, totally relaxed, and just started to count the beats... Can you guess what was the result honey?????? You will never know it:) I counted 84! This means that i am not just in love with you honey, i am at least twice in love with you:) Actually i feel even more honey - i am many many times in love with you, and i can only imagine what the result would i get if i counted heart beats at moment when i was thinking of you:)
What do you think honey??? I believe the result would be far above 100!

I have to admit, when i am just walking here to write to you, my heart is beating quite fast already... But when i am actually reading your letter... OMG... Actually it seems to me that my heart is ready to jump out of my body, and to come to you)) Are you ready to meet my heart??? Then it's time for you to go out honey, and to wait for it...
By the time i finish writing this letter to you, i think my heart will already achieve the place where you are living!))) lolololol

Well my darling, tell me please how are you doing today??? And how is the weather??? You probably can't believe, but in Ukraine right now we are having early autumn weather! Yes yes, you are not mistaken honey
Really, early autumn weather, only rainy a little bit again. The average temperature is + 10 degrees, it started after the afternoon yesterday, continued tonight, and still today in the morning it was about +7... In early December we are still having autumn kind of weather honey. It is something not really usual for Ukraine!

How was your day yesterday honey???? My day yesterday was quite a good one... Actually good one was evening, as usually, full of thoughts about you honey! I love you more and more with each day passing. And it eases me to know that as tomorrow approaches, that I will love you more than yesterday and tomorrow will be more than today.

> Wow, I hope you are not doing anything with those hot photos. Those
> are for me

I am not doing something with these photos honey... All i am doing, is sending them to you my baby))) All the pics i sent to you, are only for you my baby)) As you are the one and only to me!!!

> Am I really the only guy you have done these letters and pictures
> and fantasy? You just really seem to be to good to be true. You know
> what is sexy and what is not.

I know what is sexy you are right... And believe me, you are the man for me honey, you are the man that makes my heart beat fast - and this means everything honey! I LOVE YOU)))

> I don't know how you can always find so much in your letters. It is
> very good because I enjoy them so much, I am glad you are getting
> your coat in the right size before it gets very very cold on you.

I have bought a coat honey... Thankfully to you i will not frost this winter))) lol... Really, i appreciate your help and your care of me honey, and i am glad that i am having a coat now my baby! I am really glad with this fact!

> That is really such a nice position for you to be in and very nice
> for me because that sweet ass is just calling for me and your
> jbeautiful breasts are calling for me and I think I hear you calling
> for me and I want to be there, right between those long soft legs,
> kissing your beautiful full lips and stroking you long silky hair

This is true... My mind, my ass, my pussy - everything in me is calling you honey....))) I want you so badly... Just really very very bad my honey!

> I love your pictures, but don't sent any more for now or you will
> not have the money for the email. Maybe you might have 15 dollars
> left from your coat that you could put in the account. I don't want
> to be here worrying that you don't have the money for maybe the
> message and a letter at the end of the week.

Coat had a cost of 1180 hryvnas honey, which is almost 150 dollars...
Unfortunately there is no spare money to put onto account(((

I will keep my fingers crossed for your health my honey, and will pray GOD!!!

You know my baby... I was thinking about LOVE))) Yes... About love, about meaning of love, and about influence of love... I have to admit, that my love for you cannot be measured by words alone as "love" does not fully express my true feelings for you. My love for you goes beyond my wildest expectations. And maybe you can imagine that when i feel this way it is impossible not to let you know how I feel about you and how much I love you!!

It comes naturally honey . . . as it should be!! I only believe not many people have what we have . . . it is so special and it is special every day!! I . . I . . just have never met someone like you who could let me feel what real love is and what real love means. Thank you my darling!!

I go now my love but not before I have told you that you are everything for me . . . and I love you with everything what is inside of me. I always think of you and I feel very close to you already!! I send you my sweet kisses and together with them . . a lot of passionate ones too!!

My baby, i would like to wish you to have a good day and very very good and sweet weekend! I will be thinking about you honey... I know you will be doing the same))) Am i right??? I know i am right my honey))))

Already waiting for the Monday, when i will read a letter from you, and when i will write to you honey! Sweet and passionate kisses to you, with all my love from my loving heart to you my honey, your Elena!