Letter(s) from Vera Kazakova to Tarkio (Belgium)

Letter 1

Hi, how are you? I hope fine! I'm Vera from Russia. Thanks for contacting me on Russian Cupid! I'm very happy about your interest and i would like to know you too! I'm looking for a long term relationship, no games or other adventures! Why are you looking for wife abroad? You visited Russia before? So please, if you want, just answer to my message with some more pictures and more informations about you and i will answer to you with the same....Feel free to ask any questions that you wish. Thank you for your attention....i am waiting for your answer. Vera

Letter 2

Hello Raf, I'm happy for your response... Nice to meet you! Finally I have a time to write you now. Well let me tell you about me. Ok? I'm 31 years old, (October 13,1982)... next week I will be 32. I hope not too old? smile! I'm 1,70 cm and 56 kg. I never married, have no children and going quite good. For my age I'm very serious in mind and not interested in men of my age. In private life I'm searching for trust and harmony. I only desire to meet a man who is above all intelligent, honest, his heart is good and his honest mind to make a family with me. Anyway I'm not for games! I don't want to waste my time and I hope you are in the same path with me! I want to have my husband and my family happy. You also want this? I'm looking foreign man because I have not had luck with the men here. In Russia many men do not want a serious relationship and prefer to be alone. But I believe that all people are not equal, there must be somewhere in the world a gentleman who falls in love with me for who I am. I live in Russia in a small city. It's so beautiful here, especially in autumn. I live alone in my own apartment. I like traveling, doing sports and music, going out for diner, going to cinema or just walking in nature to relax. What about you, do you like hiking? I'm accountant in trading company. A nice job. What about you, do you like your? I have computer at home, so we can begin to communicate every day. I'm fluent in Russian and English. I do not have Skype, but I'll give you my phone number when I know you better. I send you my new photo taken this summer... hope you like it :) Now I will close. I should have time to cook chicken, otherwise I will stay hungry:)
My friends say I'm a good cook :) Maybe in the future we can do the some tasty things together? Write me soon...I need to know every thing about you. Hope to hear from you tomorrow. I wish you an excellent day. Vera

Letter 3

hi, today is my 32 birthday. another year has come... i celebrate Me today! i organized small party at home. my friends and my parents came to congratulate me. next year we will be able to celebrate my birthday together? smile! i must go back to my guests. i will wait for your answer. kisses! Vera

Letter 4

Raf my new friend, hello! What a real pleasure to receive your letter. I hope that my mails are as interesting for you as yours are for me! Thank you for the congratulations! My birthday was nice ... was fun! My friends said that the cake was the most delicious, which they have tried in their lives. I put in one's best licks!!! smile! I was interested in your first few mails to hear about your likes and dislikes and feel I should share more about mine. I have never married. I am single for last 2 years. I may have told you my fiance cheated on me three weeks before the wedding. I found his in bed with our neighbour and they told me the affair had being going on all through the time we dated. This has really impacted on my ability to trust men so please understand if sometimes I am insecure. What do you like in a woman? What a woman can make you happy? Tell me about your last serious relationship. Why are they a failed? I think you should know, I am now corresponding with a few men that I hope may be compatible with me. But only time will tell. So I can only hope we will be able to keep our correspondence - but in any case, if you or me decide we are not right for each other, then let's promise that we will let each other know. OK? I am very serious about MARRIAGE and finding the RIGHT PARTNER! I hope you do not want to pursue dreams and want something for real. I wish you a very good day and I can't wait to here from you next letter with some pictures. I send you all my tender kisses. Vera

Letter 5

Raf hello...how are you? Maybe you still doubt that I'm real, but you are absolutely real for me! I really like you a lot and this is very new for me with long distance internet dating and the likes. I would like to speak with you soon, I want to hear your voice. When I will know you better, I'll give you my phone number. Raf, please be patient. Ok? I hope our time will come. I do not have facebook page and do not use skype. That makes me a bad person? I think not. You are so interesting, Raf. I know there must be plenty of women there wanting to date you for sure! I hope things between us keep going in the right direction! I could enjoy having someone like you in my life forever! I'm starting to get attached to you! I really want to see where this will go with you. I'm sure I'll be a good wife... Raf are you ready to be a good husband? I will be one woman for my one man and forever. My words come from my heart and soul! Well I gonna get one cup of tea before working. I hope that one day I will have the pleasure to know you personally. Please take care of yourself. I will be thinking of you often and looking forward to your next letter with photos. 1000 kisses! Bye for now, Vera
PS. Will you be the man who will make me happy? I do not know but I really hope so!

Letter 6

Raf hi, hope you are doing fine... any news? I can not stop thinking about you! Raf, your friends know about me? What they think of our dialogue? I'm here for serious! I'm not looking for penpal. I'm looking for serious man for serious relationship. I want to start family! Talking through emails are just one first step, meeting in real life is a must to see if there is chemistry between us. When we get to know each other better, we will discuss our first meeting face to face. I'll tell you when I'm ready to take this step. Ok? Trust and faith is not something that comes automatically so lets see what happens. Ok? It has been busy few weeks for me but today, I finally completed the work's projects. Congratulate me! My boss gave me and some my colleagues the tickets for hockey game. He said, it is a reward for our good work. Only once, I saw the hockey before... it was fun. You like hockey? Now I close my letter. I just wanted to say hi, before I go to hockey. I hope you write me soon. Kisses! Vera

Letter 7

Raf hello! I'm very interested about how will be the day we see each other directly. Did you think already about it? Sure the emails are only the begin, but i think when we meet us in real it will be so exciting. I'm happy to write you... everytime I enjoy a lot. I would like to walk with you, make small weekend getaway, go to cinema, restaurant, visit various places! I think we'll take one step at a time and learn more about each other and not just rush into anything. But do not wait too long either because life goes very fast! After 30 years pass like crazy! I do not want to grow old on internet. Smile! I really do not mind cold weather, but prefer warm weather. Winter can be very pretty to see the snow and ice, but I'm always ready for it to end. I and my colleagues really enjoyed the ice hockey match. It was fun and exciting. We had a good time. Today, I jokingly said to my boss that the next time he will have to take care of tickets for football match. I love to make people smile. I'm very romantic woman. I like to be kissed and held tight. Raf what about you? I have not told anyone about you yet as I do not want people to be negative about this, too much the stereotype, internet dating is frowned on by some. I want to preserve this until I have full confidence something is going to come of this. Yesterday, I visited yoga class. Once a week I go to yoga center and it allows me to stay in shape. You will be surprised when you see how flexible my body. Smile! What do you do for fun Raf? I want you to tell me about your days, your evenings, your deepest desires and tell me how it would look to have a meeting with me. Please write soon back. Well my dear I best let you get back to your day... Take care, always thinking of you. Kisses and hugs! Sincerely your Vera

Letter 8

Raf my dear, as always I have carefully read your letter and I will try to respond to you as always, but I can not help but tell you that you do not ever answer my questions! Rightly! I do not know what to think, maybe my english are not perfect ! Maybe it's because you forget ! I'm not asking you anything, I'm not saying we need to see us immediately. Raf, I'm just asking you to listen to the voice of your heart and begin to know each other through the letters we write, we speak already of marriage and family and I appreciate this because I would like it too, but so many times as I've said before it seems that my letters do not even read !!! However, I wanted to answer you, but as I write these lines I did not feel like to do it !!! Vera

Letter 9

Raf my dear, hello! You are well? On friday my sister Ekaterina with her husband and daughter came to visit me. We spent together wonderful weekend. I'm always glad to see my relatives. As you know, my sister lives in another city (Perm) and tomorrow in the morning she would return home. I just wanted to tell you hi. It's late and I should go to bed. Tomorrow I will write to you more. Ok? Raf, would you like to see photo of my family? I wish you sweet dreams! I'm happy that our ways crossed and we met each other! Thinking of you always. Sincerely your Vera.

Letter 10

Raf my dear, hello! How are you doing today? I'm happy when I can read news from you. I sincerely hope that our story can go all the way. For sure I want to try with you and I hope it is mutual. I want to ask you one thing, Ok? Raf you know, what you want from your life? Tell me about your plans for the coming months, years? I'm always thinking about you... I glad you are serious and I think we will be incredible together. As you know, I spent a wonderful weekend with my family. They mean a lot to me. On saturday, we went to a karaoke club. I like to sing at karaoke club. Mainly I like songs from the 80's. I like a variety of artists and types from the Beatles, Stones, U2 and even some modern stuff. Do you sing Raf? On sunday, parents joined us and we really enjoyed the brief moment when we are together. Do you understand me? I could no longer hide you from my family and I told them about us. My family were surprised to learn that you are from another country and that we met on the internet. My sister said, why not... it will only allow me to increase my chances to meet the right man. In one word, my family has approved the our communication. Smile! My family say hello to you Raf!
Raf tell me the exact name of your city. I want to see in more details on internet the place where you live. Ok?
From this moment my family know that I'm talking with interesting foreign gentleman (that is you Raf) and they just want me to be happy... a strong lasting relationship takes time darling and we have to be patient... i want this to be right and i want you to be happy... i also want you in my arms but good things come to those that wait, you are worth waiting for Raf...
I am going to go for now! I have a busy day tomorrow. I send you much kisses. Can not wait to hear from you! Take care! Sincerely your Vera.

Letter 11

Raf my dear, hope you are doing well? I had a very hard working day and I have not any strength, but I decided to write you a few lines and to share with you my thoughts. Very often, thoughts of you prevent me to work normally. Smile! Do you remember when we started to exchange letters? In a few days will be our first anniversary ... one month since we met each other. Raf, I did not notice that a month has passed. I did not want to talk to you about it, but I think it would be better if there are no any secrets between us. Do you agree? I just want to know what you think about this? ok? Yesterday, I saw on TV the horrible story of Russian woman who met a foreign man on internet. Her name was Olga and she was from Moscow. His name was John and he was from the USA. They corresponded for many months and contacted via skype, before he came to visit her in Russia. He has won her heart and this woman is truly fallen in love with him, but when he came to Russia and they met in person, she realized that he just for sex with her. He demanded sex from her during their first meeting in his hotel room. Raf, can you believe it? He was blackmailing her that he will publish on internet her mails, photos and special private video that he recorded when they are contacted via skype, if she does not agree to have sex with him. She went in police and the police arrested this person and then deported him from Russia. Police reported that this man from the USA was married and had three children, but despite this, he also visited several other Russian women and also molested them sexually. The police said that very often foreign men begin to correspond with Russian women for the sake of what would visit them for sex only. I read on internet the bad stories about sex tourism, but the first time I learned that there are so many similar horror stories.
Raf, I'm not accusing you of anything, but what do you think about this? Write me! Tomorrow morning, I'll check my mail before I go to work. I want to know your opinion. Good night Raf! Sincerely your Vera.

Letter 12

Raf my dearest, hello! How are you there? Hope you do not flirt with other girls today? Smile! I'm kidding of course! I'm in a good mood and I wanted to share with you my positive emotions. Raf, at first, I can tell you on my honor and conscience that I'm honest and looking for a permanent relationship. I think the world is a crazy place with a lot of crazy people. I try not to let those bad stories get in the way of something that could be beautiful between us. It is good you are aware of the risks of meeting people from over the internet. I know about scammers and other fake personalities who are trying to do their dirty work on internet. I'm sure that many people do this, but i'm not that type of person. I will never ask you for money Raf!!! Please understand i will never ask you to be or do any thing that would upset or embarrass you. To tell the truth I suffer the same risks. Raf, you are gentleman from afar away country. How do I know you are not just trying to get me as sexual slave or do not want my money? In the end you have to trust your heart. You seem very honest and straight forward to me. So, i'm willing to take a risk on you Raf. That does not mean I will close my eyes, however. Actually, I like to keep them open. I can not see you with my eyes closed. Smile! Raf, can you send new photos? I'm very happy talking to you and reading your letters, please feel free to ask me anything you want to know and i will do my very best to answer you. Ok? Raf, I start to believe we can make each other happy. Big kisses my sun, Vera
PS. Raf, just to be clear again, I want something meaningful and lasting, as I stated earlier I'm a person who has to really connect with a person on an emotional level before getting involved sexually, I'm very different from a lot of women and partly because of my upbringing... at a young age we were taught the importance of waiting for the right partner. A lot of that thinking has stayed with me and I'm very careful who I select to have in my life as I'm not interested in people who will not add value to my life. I hope this clears any concerns you may have...Raf I do not want to rush this and am willing to wait when you're ready and the time is right.

Letter 13

Raf my honey, I'm still here. Do not worry you are part of my life and the things that are important to me and I hope we share all the good and bad things together and never hide what's going on in each other's life... ok? Raf, you have touched me like no other man. Do you understand what I mean? Do you miss me as much I missed you? Wish you was next to me when I woke up this morning. On saturday my PC totally crashed and I had to buy a new one. Gosh this new PC expensive stuff !!! smile! Only today, a computer's man from my work was able to come to me and set up my new computer. You are good about computers? Dear, you will have to teach me when we're together. Ok? My letter will be short. I just wanted to make sure that my new computer is working and we can write to each other. Write me immediately if you read this letter. Ok? I will be waiting! Thinking of you Raf! Kisses .... Vera
PS. Now I take a shower, do you want to enjoy with me? ha ha just kidding dear.

Letter 14

Raf my darling, hi! How is it going? Tell me all your news please! So glad are able to write again, I really did miss you honey! Of course I had worried with this computer and stay days without reading you is a nice stress. I did not know if I would hear from you again. Than like an angel from heaven your letter came to me. I think about you a lot Raf. Happy thoughts... how we would react to each other when we first meet. How we would hold hands and laugh. How you would make me smile. Why you have touched me if you do not really know me, not to mention not even met me as yet? Strange, but I feel good about you. Raf, receiving your letters makes me feel good, so good that at times I imagine you are my man and you are only in other country and that we will be together soon... I wish! smile! I'm sure, between two person must be a mixture of friendship, respect and esteem physical attraction. It also very important that there is a sharing of emotions, feelings, values and interests. I think it is also important the spiritual aspect, grow together in respect for God and try not to fall into the bad along with the temptations of life. One of the best medicines, couple of women and men think it's the dialogue, that is all said and explain more about what they like or do not like the attitude of the other. If there is no dialogue creates unnecessary tension and resentment in the long run bring people to die away. It clear that another important thing is physical attraction and make love, but this is really nice and it is only when we are at the basis of all the things I've written above. I think it's time to hear your voice on the phone. This weekend I will give you my phone number and we will have our first phone conversation. Sure it will be exciting!!! Raf are you happy? I think I will be right if we talk on the phone, before we start to discuss our first meeting face to face. Do you agree? As you see, I asked you about our meeting! I do not want to pass our life only to write each other! I have a couple of questions for you ok? I'm interested to learn more about what interests you dear! Especially if there is some particular thing you would like to do in future... maybe something you always wanted to do, but never got around to? Can not wait to hold you. Well I'm going to bed. So good night my dear Raf! Kisses!

Letter 15

Raf my dear, hello! I hope you have a good day off and think of me! All i ask is please do not break my heart ... i have had some bad relationships and have been taken advantage of ... i just want someone that is real and is willing to accept all the love i have, i will give you my heart and soul unconditionally, please be gentle! I think, to find the right partner you must be the right partner yourself. Do you agree Raf? I'm so happy that our paths crossed and i can share with you my thoughts.
Here i give you my full details.
My home adress:
Cheboksary city,
Egerskiy bulvar, 46
apartment 53, (428031)
Name - Vera
Surname - Kazakova

Please give me your full details too (your full home adress, your full name and surname), before we go any further. Ok? Raf it is important for me !!!

I too am very pleased to think about start together real and concrete! I understand that you have some doubts to me because you still do not know me but i assure you that i have nothing to hide and no secrets. I think exchanging email only will not get you anywhere, right? I only desire to fall in love and give my all to the man who will make me fall in love. If you want to be, it will be forever. I'm writing to you because i feel that you are really interested in me and I'm of you. I just want to start a real knowledge. Is it possible Raf? I wish you a perfect day, i as always am thinking of you honey! A big hug, your Vera.

Letter 16

Raf my dear, hello! I can not wait to see you! I do not know what is wrong, but I do not hear from you the last two days. In my last letter I gave you my full details. Raf, please give me your full name and surname and your full home adress, before we go any further. Ok? It is important for me !!! Vera