Letter(s) from Natalia Yablokova to Saeed (USA)

Letter 1

I waited for the moment when I again shall receive from you the letter and this happy moment has come, and I can learn, that you think of my previous letter. Your letters fill my life by sense. I to start to understand, that my life, it does not mean without you because I love you.

I have told about us with you to the girlfriends, they are very glad, that I have found the happiness, and that I shall leave to you. Certainly, they will miss on me, as well as my parents. I talked to mum on the account of to arrive to you, and told about you much. Mum perfectly knows how strongly I love you. She knows, that I shall be, is happy only with you. And she trusts you completely. Mum asked to transfer you huge Hello. That you cared and loved me when I shall arrive to you because she will experience for me, but mum knows that when I near to you, I shall be as behind a stone wall. It seems to me, that we already on are close with each other, we as if the husband and the wife only, unfortunately, divided in huge distance so much. But, not looking on we should continue to love it each other and to trust each other, you with me agree?

I that can not do with myself, it is love, she sings in me as a bird in the spring sky, I think, that it is destiny it can be dangerous, but I am madly in love with you. Your letters are filled with such heat and care, and at me tears of pleasure sometimes run. I think "My God, thank, that you have helped me to find my unique person, and I hope, that we shall incorporate to it and we shall be happy". I dream of our meeting and how we shall walk with you to keep for hands as we shall look after one after another and as we shall do love.

I have mixed embassy with agency of tourism. To me have told there that for me it would be easy to receive the visa to India, but it will take some time and will cost to me of some money. As I to you spoke me have told that is necessary for me for this purpose 400 $ as it is necessary for me to issue the passport, medical inquiries and other documents. Lovely, I very much would not like to burden you with difficulties, but I so would like to see you faster. I already tried to take money from my parents, but they too now do not have money. II will have money only in the end of month; at this time to me will pay the salary. On this money I am going to buy air tickets. If you will send me money I this week shall go to embassy to begin to make out the visa. I very much appreciate your sensitive care of me, you the present gentleman it are very noble from your party, you which man I searched for all life. I want to be with you and only with you. I can not wait for a meeting with you to arrive to embrace you and a kiss. Today I have found out, how it is more convenient to you to send money to me. To me have told, that system Western Union the most convenient and fast system of remittances. Only it will be necessary for you to send money to my name and to it the address of bank:

Russia, zip code: 103045
City Ekaterinburg, street Lenina, 27
My full name: Natalia Yablokova.

After you to send me money to you should give a special code (MTCN) which is necessary for informing me. As I should know your full name and your home address. Please, do not overlook to write to me this information, differently I can not receive money in bank.

I LOVE YOU; I WANT YOU, YOU FOREVER IN MY HEART, IN MY IDEAS. I dream, how you will carry me on hands to embrace me, to kiss and caress my gentle body. It is a pity, that it only dreams and whether is fated to them to come true the God knows only. I hope soon to see your letter.

Your letters have filled in my heart pleasure and happiness. You have shown me, that I can love again, I know it because I grieve without you. I to love you and I start to understand, that love this such strong feeling, I am glad, that I could test it due to you.

Yours forever Natalia!!!