Letter(s) from Zuwieratu Abubakari to Brian (USA)

Letter 1

You make me feel loved, you make me feel safe, but more importantly, you make me feel wanted. Something that I hadn't felt in a very long time. We both knew our friendship would grow right from the very first day we spoke. But, neither one of us could begin to imagine the love we both feel, not exploding or thundering into our hearts, but just slowly growing into a beautiful relationship that only you and I can understand. We don't even need to be together, we are never apart. You are my soul mate, my best friend, my inspiration, my love... I never thought that I would have to deal with something like this in my life. . You were so remarkably wonderful during the most difficult time of your life. No one knows, not even me, how difficult those few months were for you...I never really thanked you for being so strong and understanding for my sake. I was so scared for you and for our future together. I am still so scared though I know that you have defeated the illness. No one understands my decision to remain with you and become your wife. If they only knew how much I love you, they would not question my decision..I love you so so much my husband...Brian this is much about my self babe and i was born in the state babe and it my granny that move too West African since she lost her husband cos there is know one too take care of her Husband well and property so she move there and my mom re married and left me alone with my Uncle and yes im the only Child of my both parent and i really love my dad and my granny cos they are the best for me babe..Honey i will like too do everything with you and i will be happy as soon as i get there with you babe you should take me out and see your parent and im sure they will like me cos have been a good and nice girl babe since i know what is life is and Sure i will like too kiss you when you come and pick me at the Airport babe and hold your hands babe...

Letter 2

Your happiness means everything to me. I love you more than you could possibly know and my love keeps growing every time I see you struggling to make me happy. I love you, Baby, now and always...Babe In life, we receive a wonderful opportunity, and that is to love. Love comes in many forms. You love people in different ways and for different reasons, depending upon how they have touched your life. Love is a very powerful word and can describe a multitude of feelings, but its main context carries the same meaning...Well I want to tell you that the love I have for you is undying. It is a love that is strong and enduring and will stand the test of time. I truly feel blessed that you have become a part of my life and I cannot wait for the day that we can join our lives together. I want to lie next to you at night and fall asleep in your arms, only to wake to your beautiful smile. I want to share in your joys and sorrows. I want to be your everything. You are everything to me...You are everything I do. You see and bring out the best in me. You are the one I want to share everything with - my thoughts, hopes and dreams. Thinking of you makes my heart feel full. You are such a source of inspiration for me. I will forever be indebted to you for all you have brought to my life. So, to repay you, I promise you my heart and all the love in it for the rest of my life...

Love You Tracy

Letter 3

I honestly think that a good relationship is one where there are no secrets. You are completely open with each other. But the biggest key is that the other person knows the worst possible thing about you and they love you even more for it. On top of that you have to have faith and trust. So that when your man goes out with an old female friend you can completely trust him and know that no matter what happens, he will always come home to you. I know it may not seem like much but as long as you have that and love, you are in a wonderful relationship..I define a good relationship by the way you treat each other. You could hold them and run your fingers down the side of their face. Feel comfortable you know. And you can also define it with fighting. Fighting is not my favorite thing to do with my Husband. But it needs to be done. It's not a real relationship until you do fight...I would have to say good communication! Equality, LOVE, not just lust, and most of all, friendship is needed...

Letter 4

babe everything will be in other my love...All you need is the time i will be flying and the time i will get there babe

Letter 5

When you have loved unconditionally one man and lost that love, it leaves a wound that never heals, a sad and broken heart, a void forever..I wish I was a kid again, because skinned knees are easier to fix then broken hearts..Honey do you believe A heart breaking isn't always as loud as a bomb exploding.. Sometimes it can be as quiet as a feather falling.. And the most painful thing is, no one really hears it, except you..Sailing across the seas, a fisherman asks me, 'What is the sand scattered for miles made up of?' 'Dear Friend O! The broken hearts of a million lovers on the earth .. all scattered ...... all scattered.Well babe If I should die tonight and the reason remains unknown, tell not the whole world, but the one I love that I died of a broken heart, not because he loved me too little but because I loved him too much.All of our young lives we search for someone to love, someone who makes us complete. We choose partners and change partners. We dance to a song of heartbreak and hope, all the while wondering if somewhere and somehow there is someone searching for us...

Tracy

Letter 6

I want you to know that since the day we met I've fallen deeply in love with you. There are no words to express the gratitude I feel in my heart that you came into my life, and how you make every day so special. You are my life, my heart, my soul. You are my best friend, my one true love, my one and only. I love you more today than I did yesterday, and I'll love you more tomorrow than I do today..Baby Loving you is the only thing that makes life worth living. Day by day, my love for you becomes overwhelming, and I can't handle it when I don't see or even talk to you every day. A day without you in my life is like a day without sunshine, a day without food, or a day without air. I need you when I'm cold to keep me warm, I need you in the rain to keep me dry.. I need you in my life to keep me happy. You make me feel wonderful. You give me strength when I just can't carry on and I truly treasure that. Every moment spent together is another one of my dreams coming true my husband...