Letter(s) from Ekaterina Fedorova to Mike (USA)

Letter 1

Hello there! How are you? I'm glad that I met you on a dating site and get your responce this evening! I deleted my profile, because i don't like dating sites:) or probably I do something wrong. And I should admit that I feel uncertainty :) But I nevertheless hope that your heart is open for new friends, and I know that right now I must write at least the most important things about myself. Well, You know, my name is Anna. My height is 169cm (I think it is 5,7 feet). Did you think I am low? Or not))) My weight, if I'm not mistaken - 118 pounds. I'm 28. My birthday is April, 29 I was in relationship for 2 years. I have no kids and at present live alone by myself, that means no boyfriend, what is about you? Now I live in the Russian Federation. But I lived in the Usa Wyoming the city of Laramie for some time.
I trained and worked in a dentist area. I am a dentist.
If it is interesting to you, I shall speak more about it. I aware that Russia maybe too far away from you, but I think it will not be a barrier.
And probably soon I shall travel again. Now I live in a little town in a central part of Russia, the city of Yaransk, Kirovsky region.
mmm... yes I like to travel.I visited different countries.
I shall speak about it later. I think it's great to have some friends who live in the other parts of the world. Do you agree with me?
And I sincerely think that for friendship there are no borders or distances. But enough about it. I feel that I should finish my letter because I even don't know if you are still interested in a dialogue with me or not. I hope you do. But if you have no desire to talk to me anymore, please, at least, write me about it.
I want to ask you some questions. :). Simply I would be glad to know Where you live? where do you work, and do you like your work?
And, in general, what are your interests? It's a banal questions certainly :)
but i would like to know more about you. And by the way, I will be glad to have more your pictures! Therefore do not hesitate :) I will write you the day after tomorrow if everything is alright! Hope to see your letter soon !
best regards!
Anna

Letter 2

Hi my Mike! I waited for your letter with fear and with pleasure at the same time!
And I am very happy to receive your letter! I am ready to jump and dance, laugh and sing songs! And the reason - you Mike!
Thank you for your letter and your thoughts. I am so happy that we can meet.
Now I have the ocean of emotions and I do not know what to say.
I am worried very much. I hope very much that we can perfectly spend time together. I am only afraid, that if we meet, I will ask so many questions and chatter unceasingly, that you soon will escape from me.
My vacation will begin approximately in two weeks. At this time I can arrive to you. But unfortunately the schedule of my vacation is not flexible.
Therefore I hope you will be glad to meet me at this time. If you have not enough time, I will be happy all the same. I will be happy in any case.
It is better to wait when you will come from work, than to sit in my apartment and to know that nobody will come!!! Duration of my vacation is 34 workdays. But quantity of days which I can spent with you depends on when I will get my vacation and when I will order the ticket. However at desire I can prolong vacation at own expense. But I at all would not want to leave you :) How many days do you want to be with me? I think preparations for travel will be about two weeks. Complexity of approval of the papers, visa will be reduced to a minimum as I will have petitions and characteristics from a work place, from respected organizations and legal people; guarantee documents and various sorts of the information and inquiry, which will be given to commissions I will get the petition and a testimonial from Ministry of Health of the Russian Federation! Except of that I will pay for preparation for the commission.
Every day I think - what my friend Mike will tell me today, what mood he will have today? And as soon as I get a free minute, I rush to analyses's room to find out if you have written to me or not. And when I receive your letter, I start to smile from ear to ear anticipating the best time of my day - time when I read your letter and when I write to you the all my thoughts. These are the most important minutes of my day. And these minutes I don't hear anything and I don't see anything except of lines and paragraphs which in my mind will be transformed into small movies, movies about you, my dear Mike. And you cannot imagine at all how it's wonderful!
Sometimes I think, what would happen if I have not found the boldness in myself to write you? What would happen if I didn't believe that I could find a man in such a way? I always want to think that I'm a courageous woman, but I feel that actually it is not so. I am ready to give my life for the sake of person who is close and dear for me, I am ready to donate my well-being for the sake of well-being of another person but when I think of myself, I often become timid and all my boldness disperses like the fire's smoke.
I am often afraid to make something, to take some step simply because of fear that it will be an incorrect step. I am often afraid to ask people about anything simply because of fear to get the negative answer.
Not always, but it happens. What would happen, if you have not answered my letter? Nothing would happen! And grey monotonous days again would lie on a way of my life by infinite impenetrable veil. Do you want to know what I did today? Firstly, I should tell you that I slept with a smile on my face!
At least when I woke up and looked at the mirror, I noticed that I was smiling! Then, I cleaned teeth and I had a smile! Then, I jog and I smiled as if actually I watched funny movie. Then, I cooked breakfast and drank a coffee with a smile on my face! Then, I came to clinic, and I could not hide my smile. I was ready to laugh and I at all had no desire to work! It is a very bad symptom for the pharmacist! :)
Everything around seemed me beautiful and wonderful. And even the severe boss, when saw that I look at him and I smiled, he began to survey himself attentively and even came near to the mirror to see if anything wrong! He thought that something was wrong with his clothes! All the day I worked with the smile on my face! Amanda looks at me and smiles as well.
Of course she understands the reason, and it makes her happy as well! And when time of sleep comes, I will lie in my bed with the same smile on my face! And if you till now have not understood why I smile, I will tell you!
I smile because I think of you, Mike! And it brings me joy! I am so happy that I have in my life such a man as you! Thank you that you are in my life!
I have to go. Now I will not have a lot of time after work because after work I will have one more working day!:) You may ask what I mean?
The preparation for my trip! You cannot imagine at all how many deals I must do for our meeting! I even have asked the boss to reduce my working day or to allow me to take some hours off in the middle of day to make some things, because after 5pm not all departments work! Of course now I should work in the days off to have more of free time on week-days. But thoughts about our meeting give me force and energy! I am sure that everything will be perfect! I will wait for your letter! Please, write me because I need your letters and support more than ever!

With Love and Kisses!
Always your Anna!

Letter 3

Hi My Mike! Thank you for your letter. You and your letter became the most dazzling moment of my day!
Maria has just come to the clinic. We are having tea, And the dialogue only about us Mike :) I wish you saw how Maria is happy that we will meet!
She is sure that our meeting will make us happy. It is simply impossible to talk to her now! :). She has now only one theme for the conversation - you Mike!
She constantly asks about you, asks - what I will do together with you, she asks - what I will do at the airport, she asks - what I will cook for you.
She asks how I am going to impress you, to intrigue! She even asks how I will tempt you! :)) . She say that I do everything correctly and I should not be afraid of anything at all. To conquer the road can only one who goes on this road. Maria is very glad that I have found you, and she sends you her friendly greetings and a wishes of happy expectation of me!:).
Probably I'm the most successful woman on our planet because I have found the kindest and gentle man who is capable to make so that my heart have been overflow with feelings and my soul aspires to cross space and ocean and to rush into his life, to be united in a single whole with his soul.

My darling! I am not sure that I can arrive in two weeks exactly.
Maybe I will arrive a little bit later, because it is an approximate time of beginning of my vacation and it can be changed. Will you wait for me anyway?
Please, don't be angry with me if I cannot write you much now. I hope you understand that I even after my working day in the clinic must do too much for our meeting. Today I will go to Ministry of Health. I think this is one of the most important deals for me right now. I will give them all my medical documents and tomorrow I will probably get all the documents and forms of petitions which I must fill out as soon as possible. Then I will go to Military Garrison where my father served. They must collect all the information about my father for me, the facts of my father's death.
I must have data about my father's work not only in this Military Garrison, but also in all others Garrisons where my father during during his life.
It's extremely difficult to do this, if to take into account that my father served in Military Garrisons in various parts of our huge country. But I am sure that I will get the information because here there are many officers who remember my father, and I hope they will be glad to help me.
Mike today I feel that I start to worry more than I even could imagine.
I am very glad that I do all this. And every minute I think of our meeting.
The meeting at the airport... I don't think that many people on our planet have an opportunity to enjoy such a delightful moment - the moment of the first meeting at the airport. It is so exciting. I feel that it will be a very touching moment for each of us. It calms me down.
I can imagine us together, I see us walking in the park; I see us speaking about serious and silly things, or playing cards or checkers (and the one who lose will execute any desire of the winner :)), I see wonderful dinners at home and outside! I see you sitting on a sofa with a juicy peach in your hand and I see me dancing in front of you a beautiful dance, or maybe even erotic dance:), What about Belly dance? :). I do it stunningly!:).
I see us swimming; I see us on a roof of a house, watching the full moon; I see us fighting with pillows; I see us in the evening at home, with romantic light of candles; I see us cooking together Our pelmeny and Your pizzas :) ; I feel myself in your embraces. All this waits for us in the nearest future; and I enjoy, anticipating this delightful time together!
Do you feel the same, Mike? Oh, would you like to make me a massage of my back? I would like to make you massage! But I must warn you, that if you want to do it, you should not touch my ribs! :)
The reason - I'm the most ticklish woman in Russia :) Mike I am afraid of titillation! If someone tickles my foot or ribs, I begin to laugh loudly, kick and scratch, squeal and jump! Therefore if you will make me massage and you will tickle me, you will feel like a cowboy on a wild undomesticated mare on the rodeo! :) . By the way Mike, are you ticklish? Do you snore? (Forgive me for this question. Do not answer, if you do not want. Maybe one day I will find out all this by myself:)).
Will you sing serenades for me? I would be happy if you sang serenades and songs for me! I would remunerate you by kisses! :) .
Mike I should finish the letter. I must do much so that you had an opportunity to make me massage and to get the massage from me! :) . Please, write me because now I need you and your letters very very much, because I worry so much...

Yours, Anna.

Letter 4

Hi my Mike! You can't imagine how all your words are important for me.
I can feel the emotions you write me with, and your emotions fill my heart.
And I know hundreds of words, that could help me tell you how you are important, dear for me now. And I am waiting for the day when I am able to tell you all these words, being face to face - looking into your caring eyes. I am looking forward to that moment when I see your sparkling smile on your face and read all your thoughts and feelings in your smile.
And now my heart enjoys fine feelings - feelings of awaiting and hope that one day our meeting will come true. And sometimes it is simply impossible to express all the shades of my joy by means of words . How difficult it is to express all the depth and passion of feelings in simple combinations of words and phrases ; how difficult it is to express all tenderness by means of lifeless letters, it's almost impossible to describe the warm wave of feelings which overflows me every day, every minute, every instant - when I am thinking of you Mike! Any words cannot replace a glance and a smile, any words are not able to replace tenderness of touch.
Mike I am not sure if I should tell you what had happened yesterday.
I don't want you to be unhappy but I was so terrified that I cannot keep it to myself.
Don't worry too much!!!!I am safe and sound...
Well when I came home and come up to the door of my flat I noticed something strange.
At first I did not understand what the matter was. The door was slightly opened.
I thought Oleg had come and had not closed the door. But when I entered the hall I realised what had happened. Everything was in a mess, my clothes were on the floor as if somebody was looking for something. When I came up to the cupboard where I put my box with jewellery I realised what they were looking for...
The box was empty there were no the jewellery that my grandmother presented me.
She got those rings and earrings from her granny. They were very ancient. They were really precious for me more that it the price was very high...So thieves stole them.
One more precious thing was in my flat and I rushed to the room to check it.
While I was running to the room(just a few seconds) my heart was beating so fast. But there was nothing there. The icon was absent. It was stolen as well.
I sat on the floor, closed me eyes and tears were dropping down.I felt so miserable.
Unfortunately my flat was not insured. My flat insurance finished a week ago and I was planning to do it in some days because I just could not imagine this.
So it was my mistake. But nothing can be done now.
Of course i called the police. When they came they asked me different questions.
But the only thing I was thinking of was the icon. It was made of wood, silver, gold and pearls. it was of the 17th century. And the history of our family is connected with it. One of Russian tsars presented the icon to my ancestor for
his service and faithfulness.It was a real treasure for our family and memory of our ancestor. I am broken now... I don't know what to do, I feel guilty because Oleg said to me to bring the icon to his flat but I could not give it away.
Well, Mike I want to finish my letter with good thoughts. And I will tell you something good! I want to tell you about my feelings to you, if you know, how speedy my heart beats when I am walking here with hope to get your letter, as a child looking forward to getting his birthday present. You gave me hope, you born feelings in my heart, I want you to know that I fell in love with you, and I miss you!
Be with me in my thoughts. I will think of you, so please, think of me as well. "You are an Angel" - TY ANGEL!

With all my tenderness.

Your Anna.

Letter 5

Hi my prince Mike!!!! How important it is for me to get your letters.
I don't feel well because of the latest events. Oleg had to spend the night in my flat while my door is being restored. We spoke a lot about the misfortune. It is so terrible.
I must admit Mike I feel comfortable only if I receive your letters.
I wanna to embrace you right now so you can feel my Heart ;)
What about your place Mike? What is the weather like there now?
however I have good news as well.
Oh, Mike I want to tell you that I have collected almost all the characteristics and petitions from different people. Soon I will have a meeting with the notary at the notary office to legalize all the documents.
Oleg was able to reach agreement with the municipal department. Now he must get all the documents about my family and me. It turned out that not all the people are unselfish, but the essential thing is that we will get these documents.
The rest is not important at all.
My relatives are very happy, you know they like that we communicate with you. My brother and friends say hello to you! Today while sleeping dreamt my parents. My parents were very good people and Mum always gave me "freedom of choice" mum told me in the past: "Anna, it is your life, you can try everything you want, you can find love, just remember,my dear that your father and I want you to be happy" I loved my parents.
It it so sad they are not with us now.
Well, we walk all the time now and enjoy this season. I think it is very important to spend some time in the open air. Well, my mood is very fine now, I know that soon we will walk outside together, it would be great Mike :)
Looking forward to being with you tonight in my dreams :)

With Love and Kisses
Your Anna.

P.S. I took some pics for you these days, hope you like them )

Letter 6

My dear Mike!! how are you doing? I am so happy to hear from you, I miss you so badly all these days, I am so pleased with an opportunity to meet you soon, and I want it very much. I’ll do it because I’ve found you !!! I’ve done everything I can, you know? If you love me, if you trust me and if you want to see me soon, please help do it as soon as possible! I will be sure in meeting with you if I will have the ticket to you ! And I don't want that they’ll sell the cheap ticket to other people. I understand that it is a difficult decision for you, but we must trust each other. Any union without trust is impossible if it is a union of a wife and a husband or a union of a boy-friend and a girl-friend or a union of business partners! I don't want to be hypocritical! That's why I want to tell you following: I do not think that you would like to give the love to the woman who you don't trust, so as I am. It's a first check for us.
And much depends upon it, may be everything. We must trust each other!
That's why I was the first who made first step. Step to you.
I confused that money plays a great role in a meeting of two people who love each other. So I need your help, because I have some money and I've counted all. It's the best way to buy the ticket because it's cheaper if we will buy the ticket separately. I want to be with you all my heart and I do all for it, you see! So I need your help and we'll be together!!!! You must always remember that I trust you.
Maybe it's our future and I see that our future will be very wonderful. We'll be together very soon, I must buy the ticket and I will be yours and you will be mine!!!!!! I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH, PLEASE DON'T FORGET IT!!!!!!!!! Of course if you don't want, you can not help me.
It is bad but not fatal. I will lose you. IT WILL BE TOO BAD...
I speak so because I am in despair and confusion. Now, when we are divided only with one step, I am afraid. I am afraid that you will not help, and all my diligence will be gone. I love you and I want to be with you and the word of honour, your help is necessary for me.
I have not calculated my forces. But together we are much stronger.
It is much easier to go through difficulties and barriers together.
I want to present you all my infinite love and fidelity. I did not want to ask you. I thought, that I can make all itself. The loneliness has made me strong. I have got used to live without the help, and to rely only on myself. I very seldom address to somebody for the help, but now I ask you to help me. I have made a step forward. Make also you a step towards to me. I hope that has not offended you. I love you and I trust you. I know, that you will not throw me now when there is only one step.Tell me , can you help me? If you have an opportunity please do it. Only 490 usd!
I asked my girlfriend to take a naked photo of myself because I didn't have any naked photos and I thought I will need them and it was my choice. Also I didn't want all men to look at this pic.... and now I know you little more and I will cross my fingers I'm not wrong in doing this and I will make a show of trust and send you my naked pic to you hoping it will be for your eyes only and you will not show it to someone. I was not comfortable to pose for such pic and I tried to smile, I think the pic is nice. I don't want to chat about sex or something like that, I just wanted to show you how my body looks like... and that's all. I hope you will be not mad on me because I sent this pic for you, I'm a good girl, really!!!!!!!!!! Please don't show my pic to anyone and please don't ask for any naked pics in different poses or something like that. I'm a good girl and I'm not info taking naked photos! I really apologize if you think now I'm not a good girl... I hope you don't think so.
I love you very much! I think about you all the time!
I think about a sense of money, and I'm very sad if these papers can prevent people to meet each other. In most cases the funds play a main role in the life but it's not right! I'm sure. And the quantity of funds was, is and will not important to me. I have always not aspired to the material enrichment and don't search specially for rich man!
I appreciate human qualities and relations and I need you !!!
I love you with all my heart, I want to be with you now...
I want to be with you forever! If it's mutually we will be very happy in our life! I think you love me too and we will meet very soon.
You are my love . My heart is yours. I'm waiting good news from you, I hope everything will be all right and we will be together soon.
Every day I think about our meeting, and I think it's real, we must use this chance of destiny.
I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!
Forever your Anna.