Letter(s) from Natalia Kapustina to Wes (USA)

Letter 1

Thanks for that you have answered my letter! My name is Natalya. First of all I wish to tell you about my intentions. I am searching only for serious relations!!! If you have other plans for it. I think, that we have different ways. And then I can only to wish you good luck in your searches!! I communicated with many mans throw the Internet. But the majority of them wanted or naked photos, or suggested to become their mistress!!!! And some wanted too much from me!If your intentions are good, and we are similar in search, write to me! Natalya

Letter 2

I see your letter, and it means that we search for one and too. As I already spoke you my name Natalya. I not married also have no children.
I live in the city of City Moore - Vladimir region. I the cheerful and sociable girl. I like to achieve objects in view. In other on what, I also have spent the most part of my life. I have loyal friends, it is a lot of colleagues. I always in the attention center because I work with children. But so that has turned out in a life that I have not met till now the love. I very much wish to love and be favorite.
Therefore I here! I would like to know why you here? What reasons at you? Are you lonely? Many people, seeing me, speak that, I am happy!!!
They make conclusions, looking that I always smile, respond on all requests I participate in many actions. I conduct a vigorous way of life.
But who does not guess at all as it is bad to me to come into apartment in which not who does not wait for me, to lay down in cold bed, and will fall asleep only with thoughts on that tomorrow. And in the morning having opened eyes should whom near to itself. Earlier I did not give it such value but now when I became more adult I start to reflect on it more and more every day. This thought does not give me rest. I wish to meet second half. Washing the soul has got tired of melancholy, and I hope that dialogue through Internet probably that will change.
I hope, that I was not sad in this letter and it to like you. I will look forward to hearing from you! Your new friend Natalya

Letter 3

Why you again have not written to me? Why I again should wait your letter? I write to you every day. I do not understand why you do not answer me? Why? You wish to communicate with me? In fact you can write even to me pair words and tell that at you there is no time or you are borrowed. I shall understand. In fact I shall understand all if you will explain to me. I worry and I experience when you do not write to me, I do not know that to me to think, I every day wait your letters and I every day hope that you can answer me. I shall wait your letter tomorrow. I hope that at you all well. Yours Natalya

Letter 4

Thanks for your letter! How there was your day? Than you were engaged? I had today very intense day, and I am very tired. But, not looking at this weariness, I would come what to write you the letter here. Wes as I wish to warn you that, I cannot probably write every day as I write to you from library. She to be not far from my house, but on holidays she does not work. As I sometimes leave to parents. But I will necessarily warn you in advance if I cannot write. Ok? I work as the children's teacher at school. I learn children to play on a piano! You can send me any photos, I shall be always glad them to receive. You have liked me as the man and I would want that we communicated and learned each other more close and better. Probably when be we can meet you, all will show ours with you time! Today I to you wish to tell a little about the life. Wes, I was born and have grown in small town Vladimir As there I went to school. After my school life has passed, before me there were many ways and it was necessary to make a choice. I think, that it for the child the first adult choice which to it to have to solve most. Tell to me about the first independent decision? If certainly you remember it! And so, as I always was the creative person, and during study at usual school I in addition was engaged at school of arts. My choice has fallen on Institute Moore Art State Institute . In ours a city of such institute was not also to me it was necessary to leave the native house and to leave in the city of Vladimir . I consider since that moment, my adult life has begun. I as now remember tears on the face of mother when she saw off me. We would not like to leave, but we understood, that so it is necessary. And here in 2002, I began to study and aspire to the dream. The student's life was everyone and poor and hungry, but during too time was a lot of cheerful. Wes, we lived in a hostel five together in one room, we had one kitchen on some rooms and when in the evenings we came from study we went to prepare. I think, what exactly there I and have learnt to cook food. From there I has learnt many recipes and ways of preparation of dishes, I looked, how other girls prepared and tried to make it as adding in a dish the highlight. At night we long did not go to bed talked and dreamt of our further life. We tried to study, was not so easily. But at institute understood it and allowed to students to have a good time. At us spent many actions, concerts in which we acted. Every year we were typed experience, became closer with girlfriends, there were many new acquaintances. It became gradually easier to study, and to live in an unfamiliar city. And so in 2007 I have finished institute. After that I have decided to go home, all the summer long I have spent houses. It was fine carefree time. But the summer has very quickly passed. And in the autumn, I have returned back in Moore . Has rented small apartment, and it was arranged on the work in Children's musical school 6, in a direction from institute. I have grown fond at once of the work, and till now I remain in the same place. Now I recollect that as began an adult life with a smile on the face though it was at that time very difficult. But I was steady on the legs and went only forward. Probably I could not make it if in me not who did not trust. Wes, I am very grateful to the parents and close girlfriends who always were with me and supported me. Wes, tell you about how you got education? How you became the adult and independent man? It will be very interesting to me to learn about it. I hope, it will be interesting to you to read my letter, and to see my photo!!! Wes, I as very much want, that you would send me the photos, that I could consider you!!! Wes if it was a photo where you after the study termination at school would be healthy!!! I wait for your letter and I hope your photo!!!! Your friend Natalya

Letter 5

I am glad to see your letter!!!! How at you weather? We had all the day long a sun, it very much cheers up!! You love solar weather? In independence of that the winter or summer when in the street the sun brightly shines, at me happens good mood. You know, speak, how you will begin day so it and you will spend? We have such saying, in Russia. On it I try to begin morning always with a smile. My day has passed today well. I weigh day was on work. Wes, I very much love the work. As I spoke, she is connected with children. I work as the teacher throughout 5 years. I teach a choreography and piano lessons. And you play on what or a musical instrument? Wes, you would like to learn to play a piano? I think, I could learn you to it! At me three groups of children. In each group on 15 persons. To me so to like to learn them to dance, discipline and music. I very much love these children. Wes, at times that seems to me that I replace with it parents. At them always changeable mood, sometimes they are capricious also to me to have to calm them. And to me to like to make it. When at children with whom I am engaged, something turns out to me so pleasantly to look at it. We have many concerts, performances. As every month we have a concert for parents where children show the successes. All parents of children who are trained at me, very much are grateful to me. And I am happy from that I make something good for people, and I bring it pleasure. My day always is filled by smiles and vanity. But when I come to become home to me is very empty. Wes, you understand as it? It is very difficult, I always think only that there would pass night faster and in the morning I again will be not one. But I do not despair!!! I always try to be good to people and all heart I hope, that sometime I will meet that man, and between us the fine feeling love will flash!!! I think, that each person should love and be favourite!!! Wes, and you as think? It for you is important? Wes, earlier I thought, that it will come in due course, but now I have understood, that it not when will not come itself if not to open heart. And I so would like to make it, but only for the unique person!!! Wes what completely to trust it and to love its all heart not being afraid to burn. Wes, and you tested sometime the true love? Or you just as I wait second half which is appointed to you by destiny? And in general in my life such motto “everything, that all does not become to the best”! It is such optimistical motto which always gives to me of forces. Especially for work as a lot of energy what to charge there is required to her of my pupils. Wes, tell to me about the work! Whether you love her? Or you simply are engaged to her for this purpose what to live? That helps you to cope with every day difficulties. All my photos was done by my girlfriend, it the beginning photographer, I neither when there was no model and nor when did not think to it to become. I when was not married and I do not have children! As I the only child in family! Wes that I want? I wish to communicate with you, I wish to learn each other more close and better. I would would like that you wrote to me as much as possible and as asked to me the questions. I wish to learn you as it is possible more close. I would be happy if you wrote as much as possible about yourself. With you dialogue would show further ours where all this has come! I wait your letter, and answers to my questions it you will help me to learn better you, about what person!!!! I hope, that you as set to me all questions which you interest. Wes, whether as I wish to ask you all you understand that I write to you? Wes, I learnt at school English language and at institute, but all the same it not so is good, and I sometimes not understand all that you write. On it I wish you to warn, that you would not take offence, if suddenly I do not answer your question. Probably I simply have not understood, that it you had to a kind. Wes, on such cases I wish you to ask what you have simply written this question anew!!! Ok? On it I will finish the letter! Good-bye!!! Yours Natalya

Letter 6

I am glad to see your letter!!!! Very much to like me that you write to me!!!! How there was your day? What the interesting has occurred?
Know, Wes, you to me become closer!!! That seems to me that, you very interesting man and with you are about what to talk. Therefore today, I have removed all profiles from a site, and I will communicate only with you. I would like, what you as wrote only to me! What do you think about it? It is interesting to you with me? This morning I prepared to eat, and have cut a finger. When I bandaged a finger I have recollected, how in the childhood I ran on a ladder and have fallen. I very strongly cried, mum has heard and has carried away me in apartment. I on a foot had not a big scratch, but I very much was frightened also to me seemed that I cannot go any more. Mum has calmed me and has bandaged to me a knee! In the childhood I often fell and got various traumas as I was very curious child, and tried to learn all. I rose on trees from where then could not go down and then my daddy had to remove me from there. Wes, my parents have made for me much, they have given me good education to much have learnt me and have presented to me all caress and love. Wes, I am very grateful to the parents for all that they make for me. Mine mum and the daddy already on pension, they live in small village Lapta. They have moved there after have retired. My daddy the real man. When it puts before itself the purpose, he achieves her!!! For me it an example of the ideal man. He has devoted all life to us with mum. It had a dream to meet an old age with mum in the house which it has constructed the hands. Ten years prior to pension he was engaged in building of this house. It put all forces in this house, and at last two years ago they have moved to small village in this fine house! There it is very beautiful, nearby there is a pond where the father goes on fishing. To me too very much to like to go with it but, it is more to like, probably, to go for a drive by a boat. At my daddy the big rubber boat when on her you float, you feel yourself as by the ship. You like to go for a drive on a boat? You have a boat? You would like, what we with you would float together in a boat, and round us sang birds? It very much to like me, we is frequent with parents went earlier to float on a pond what to listen to singing of birds! I think, it will be interesting to you to know names of my parents, a name of mum Anastas and the daddy call Alexey. They are two fine persons who always support me, love. At times I so do not have not enough them and so it is melancholy from that we not together. But I often go what to visit them!!!! And when I leave from them so it would be desirable to remain for day, another. Wes, tell please to me about the family with whom you live? Tell about the parents? It is very interesting to me to learn about it and I hope, that you will tell it in the following letter. I will wait for your letter!!!! Whether as I very much would wish to know I to you became little bit closer!!!??? Natalya p.s Wes, I will be very happy, if you can send me a photo, on which you and your family!

Letter 7

Today when I went from work I have met one of the girlfriends. Her name is Katya. We with her together studied at institute. Last time at us not often turns out to meet. As at me the husband and two children is a lot of work, and at her. We were so are glad from that have met, and She has suggested me to come into cafe to have a drink coffee about cakes. I have accepted its offer, and we have gone to cafe in which often happened in student's years. She to me has told that the meeting of graduates of institute will soon take place. I have been very surprised, as after the study termination should one meeting. She to me told about the life much, that at her has occurred the new. Katya, has asked me as my private life. I have answered her, that I talk to you. She very much was surprised that I talk on the Internet. She has asked, why I cannot meet someone here. I have told to her, that I wish to meet the good, interesting man, that to us to it would be to talk about what. I think that the person from other country it very interestingly. In the person for me the main thing his soul, that I can learn from letters, and all the rest for me costs on the second place. In general I consider that dialogue through letters, allow to learn more about the person because in letters it is possible to tell that will not tell in the opened. And on the one hand it is very romantic, as two enamoured sent letters to olden time each other with pigeons. I think that it can be compared to it! Wes, and you as consider? Wes, I wish to meet the man with good manners. That does not suffice in Russian men. Katya, already second time in marriage, its first marriage was not happy. First her husband, used alcohol and when it got drunk beat Katya much, called, broke all in the house that it was possible to break, and turned out. She spent the night at me very often earlier, I remember, how she cried at all nights without a break. To me was her so it is a pity. Katya, thought that there will pass time, and it to change, but went year after year, and it all remained same. Then she has dared and has divorced from it. Now she is happy, she has met the good man, he practically does not drink, and to care of her. At them children were born. When I see them together, I am glad to observe as they are happy. It so is fine!!! We talked with Katya much. She to me has told, that I would be cautious with you, that I would not repeat its errors. In the end of conversation we have promised each other that, will be more often to see and call on to each other. She is very good girl we with her have much passed together, in all troubles and pleasures she always was with me. As well as Ksyusha. We are familiar With her since the childhood, we went to one school and lived in the next houses. When have left school, have together gone to study, only she studied on Hairdresser. We not when are not separated from her.
Now we almost see every day, we come to each other. She married. I think that Ksyusha, is very happy in marriage. I am very glad for her!
Husband Ksyusha call Vova, it often leaves to work on the north because in our city not so it is a lot of work. And they wish to give birth now to the child, it is very difficult to contain children In our country. He tries, earns for a family, for this purpose what they had all well. Ksyusha, understands it and with impatience each time waits for its returning. When Vova leaves, we with Ksyusha often gather at my place what to sit to talk about a life. When there is time, we go to walk somewhere. She to me as sister. I think if you knew her, you as have told that she the good person!!! At me only two girlfriends, but they true and I can always rely on them!!! And at you it is a lot of friends? You could not tell to me about them? I do not love a cigarette and I when did not smoke do not love wine. Why I till now one? It is very complex to meet good the man here in city. Here the majority of men gn.n also beat the girls. Therefore it is very complex to meet good the man here! I hope, that you do not take offence on Katya, for that she about fear has concerned you!!! Also has asked to be me cautious.
I think her it is possible to understand, to her much was necessary to go through. And she does not want, that I would repeat its errors. I hope that you will not be offended on her for it!!! On it I will finish the letter. I will look forward your answer. Yours Natalya

Letter 8

Wes, with each letter you become to me more and more interesting. Already it seems to me, that at us it is a lot of general. I impatience wait for your letter because they to me I cheer up. I at all have not noticed, how there has passed week. And you like to receive my letters? I very much would wish to please you with the letters!!! Today I have come for the work, all my colleagues very much liked my new hairdress. Wes, tell that you like to make and what to you brings a smile? Tell to me about it. It seems to me, what you like to observe sports meets? Whether so it? I think, I with pleasure would keep you the company in it. I like to watch TV, various programs. I very much like programs about history. To me to like to learn how was earlier. And you know about history of the country much? You could not tell to me about it? I do not know much about your country, but I very much would like to learn your culture. It for me would be very informative!!
! As I like to gather the company and to play various games. More often I make it on work. When I see, that children have strongly got tired I speak to gather it in a circle, and we play a blind-man's-buff!!! All over it is children's game. You sometime heard and about her? You know, what is it? If will be over to you interestingly, I can tell to you about it in the following letter. Whether I do not know is beside with me Kaliningrad or not. I when was not outside the city. Wes you are right. I think that we need to communicate further and to learn each other more close and better. Whether also time of the further ours with you of dialogue will show us with you our dialogue will grow in love or feelings! And at you is, what or a hobby? My hobby is an embroidery, knitting by spokes. To me to like to be engaged in it. To knitting and an embroidery when I was small, I was learnt by the grandmother and after that, I did not cease to be engaged in it. In the beginning I knitted for dolls, then have gradually started to knit, something bigger. Now in my clothes a lot of prophetic which I have knitted. As I often carry out various actions on work. You remember, I to you told about concerts of times in a month on which children act for the parents? I hope, that you remember!!!! And so I always bring, something new in these performances. Each time I think out different dances in which children act. It so is healthy. I am assured, that very much it would be pleasant to you, if you saw it!!!! And you like to dance? Tell to me, you visited, ever children's concerts? Wes, you know to me so easily with you, communicating with you, I can speak about all. I nothing I do not hesitate. I am surprised, how I become, is opened to you!!! Please, tell to me more about how passes yours put! It is very interesting to me to know your way of life! I look forward your letter!!! Good-bye Wes!!!! Yours Natalya Wes

Letter 9

Wes, thanks for your letter. I am glad, that you have written to me!!! It is very pleasant to hear your care. Wes I know that you the good person and if you would be a number you not up to have started up that that happens with me. Wes everywhere there are bad people and not always that is possible that to make. Wes but I as the strong girl, I have had time to escape from it when it has started to stick to me.
Wes but now to me will have to search for new work as I shall not go any more when I shall not go for that work. Today I have come into school, have written the letter of resignation and have taken away the documents. I long thought how to tell to my pupils that I am more at them I will not teach. Then I have dared and I have come on employment have told it, that I will not teach more at them. Children very much were upset. Wes, so painfully that to me I was necessary to hurt me that of whom I love. But I very much hope, that when they will grow, they will understand me. When I left a class on my eyes there were tears. Wes, I adore these children, they to me all as native. But I cannot work more there after an event! I long thought yesterday of it when I recollect how this animal tried to touch me with the paws, me a nausea. I thought what to speak it to someone or not. Has solved that it is not necessary to make it as its status is high also that I will tell me will not listen, and he will think up other history in which I it will appear is wrong!!! So I have decided to leave simply easy.
How you consider, I have correctly made? In my head confusion. I have left work. It is a pity to me, that I cannot teach to the groups of employment more. But I think that that, I will visit them. I think this best that I can make!!!! Wes, now I will go to parents. I need to stay with them and much over what to think. I need to decide what further to make!!! Tomorrow I will return and at once I will write you the letter! I have already got used to you. You such person who would like to open. I am happy that the destiny has given chance to us to learn one another. I will miss very much your letters, but I will remember you every minute. I will write at once as soon as I will return!!!!
Yours Natalya

Letter 10

Wes, now I have arrived from parents. I have well spent time!!!! I have considered all and have decided to search for new work. I have told about it to parents, they completely support me. What is Facebook? I rulf did not hear that this such. Wes while, that I would not think of that what to fly to the USA. You have asked me. Whether there will be I when be to arrive in the USA? I think that when be I shall make it, but certainly, all will depend on our further dialogue. If we shall like each other and we shall decide to meet, our meeting takes place.
Now the most important. It to write each other letters, it is as much as possible and more often. Wes when I have arrived to parents, they were very glad me to see. We talked much. They have understood at once that not everything is all right. I have told it that happens. The daddy has flown into a rage from it. Wes, but gradually he has calmed down. I have asked not to lift them again speech about it. Then it has left to flood a bath. And we with mum have begun to cook food. In the evening at supper I have told to the parents about you. I have told it about what you the interesting man and how me to like to communicate with you. Mum asked me on you much, I told all. Then I have gone to a bath, and have laid down to sleep. In the morning I have woken up from singing of birds. I have gone on kitchen, mum did not sleep any more and made a breakfast. I have washed and have gone, to walk on street. There very beautiful nature. I went and thought of how it would be fine to go now with you for a hand! My head was visited at once many by fine thoughts! Wes, you can imagine yourself it? Thinking of you, I have left very far. Then I was developed and have gone back when I have come, the meal was already on a table. We had a bite, and I have decided to go home. And already when I went in the bus, I was visited by thought that I and itself have not noticed how has forgotten about all bad that happens. I went and thought of words of parents, thought that it so is good when there are those who you support. The trip home very much has inspired me. And I have gained strength for search of new work. Wes, I have noticed that when to me happens badly me pulls as a magnet in the parental house, and I come back from there always is full of energy and optimism!!! Wes, tell to me than you were engaged?
You missed on me? I very much missed!!!! Wes, the daddy and mum asked to send you regards!!! As that they are very glad, to our dialogue.
And how your native concern our dialogue? On road to library I have bought the newspaper with announcements, of that who it is required for work. Now I will go home, it is necessary to see many announcements, probably, that I will find, something approaching!!! But it is now not so good with work. Our city small also is badly developed. Therefore with work at us it is very bad. Close many enterprises, because of that production is not realised. Many people remain without work. On it I think, that work search will not be a lung. I very much hope for that at me all to turn out and soon I will be arranged somewhere. Wes, you trust in me? How you think at me to turn out? Tomorrow I will come and I hope to see your letter! Natalya

Letter 11

Wes how today there was your day? My day today is fine. Me all overflows with energy. Wes, this all because of that that I today Has woken up with fine mood. Today you have dreamed me. Wes, this with was fine. To me dreamed, as we go with you beside, about Something is talked.
We are surrounded with beautiful green avenue, we go lengthways it, then unexpectedly you pick up me on hands and begin To turn with me. I am dared, and even in a dream I have felt heat of your embraces. Then you have put me on the ground, and we have appeared the person the friend To the friend, in your eyes I saw the reflection, reflection of the blue sky. This dream such was such distinct I so did not wish to be overslept. Wes to like you my dream? You would would like that it became a reality? Wes, in me that that varies. Now I not when do not long, I I think that has put only in you!!! It seems to me, that my life varies. And it is very good. My day today was all is borrowed, I went on many To places what to get a job. But yet that has not found, but I despair. I would like to be arranged by formation what to be engaged That is pleasant to me. But it is now very complex, as in our city this trade is not especially demanded. And you have schools Dances? Dances are widespread in your country? At us it not so is developed. On it there are not enough schools, as in the further not where to develop. So In most cases in dances in our country are engaged only as a hobby. And I always wished to be engaged in it professionally and to raise the Level. You think at me it would turn out to work in the USA at musical school? If I have decided to work in the USA, what documents it would be necessary Would be to show? At us, that would give an employment to you in musical school it is necessary to have the Diploma in the termination of Musical Institute. And as the Worker document. I have put the documents in the letter. That has told thanks me that such Facebook. And I am glad to read histories which you to me write. I more increasing and I learn from your letters more and it is very pleasant. Wes meanwhile I have not found new work. In Russia, not so it is easy to find work. In fact here do not appreciate work. Wes but I hope. That I shall soon find that work. Which will do me happy. I very much would like to work again with children, in fact my old work did me happy! I yesterday went home to parents and consequently I could not answer you. I when did not hear who such Jane Austin. Wes I I spoke with the Manager in which library to you I write. The manager has told to me, that Skype will not work for us. Because at us the bad Internet and as because at us low the Internet communication. I when did not travel., but I always dream to travel when be. Wes I seem already spoke you that to me 28 years. I hope my picture to you has liked. Mine the girlfriend always does my photos. It has made this photo. When I came to it On a visit. We that day had a lot of entertainment. We prepared in a place. We did an apple pie. You love pies? I hope, that you liked my dream. I shall look forward to your letters and a photo!!! I want, that you would send, me more than photos, Where you smile. When on your person a smile I am happy! Yours and only yours Natalya

Letter 12

Wes I am glad to your letter, I very much miss you, and I think of you constantly. Last time everything, that I make, it I think of you.
Each your letter as an adventure for me. I read them with ecstasy. I well speak in English as I learned it at school. I as think that I will need to fly from Moscow. I while that I do not know. I understand that you study now. You are right. I live in city Murom. Wes I think that you very much hurry up with ours with you a meeting. Wes certainly you very much like me, and I would like to meet you. But meanwhile to us early to speak with you about ours with you to a meeting. We not well enough know each other. We need to learn meanwhile each other more close. Wes, you the fine man! In you understanding and kindness. You know, not all people are capable to possess such qualities. I always dreamt to meet such as you!!! Wes, you so are similar to which that man I searched for all life. But I still completely am not assured of it. But I very much would want that it was so. Wes, in my life that has turned over. She became interesting and is filled by sense after we have got acquainted! Tell to me, our acquaintance has changed as that your life. Wes, now I try to fall asleep faster what in a dream to see to you and when you come to my dream I is happy. Wes, I at all do not understand last time that occurs to me. Wes, I test to you that especial. I feel, that I not when had not to test. When I read your letters, my heart fades, and in me as if all turns over. I can represent you hours, and I have all new and new dreams. You represent even when I go to bed I embrace a pillow and I represent that it you!!! Wes how you think it love? I not when not whom did not love, and I do not know, that to me occurs. But I so was to be believed, that it really love and that you that person for whom I am created. You not when, did not hear, say, that each person has second half and when the person meets her, it to become as though whole. The life changes and the person to become is happy. You trust in it? How you think, we could be two half each other? I do not know, how it has occurred, but I think, that I LOVE YOU!!! I am am overflowed now with emotions I feel as if I fly.
Wes, you the first man to which I have told that I love. And something is spoken inside to me, by you the first and last man who can admit to me love!!!! I understand, that it is somehow unexpected, but I could not be silent more about the feelings to you. Now I very much wished to learn what you feel? I about excitement will wait for your letter! I hope, that today you will come to me in a dream! Your sweet Natalya

Letter 13

I ADORE YOU AND I WISH TO FEEL YOU!!!!!! I ADORE TO READ YOU!!!!!! You do not need to worry, I when I shall injure your heart. I when shall not bring you. I love you all heart and I hope that you as when you will not injure my heart. It is very pleasant to hear your care. Wes I know that you the good person and if you would be a number you not up to have started up that that happens with me. Wes everywhere there are bad people and not always that is possible that to make. Wes but I as the strong girl, I have had time to escape from it when it has started to stick to me. Wes but now to me will have to search for new work as I shall not go any more when I shall not go for that work. My full name Natalya kapustina.. You do not need to be sent me that by mail. As our mail does not work. Mail already for a long time who does not use. I have recollected history that when the person is born there is a new star and when someone dies one star falls. One star - one life.
I looked at the sky and searched for our stars. It is very interesting to me, what occurs, when two persons, enamoured each other meet? Wes how you think? I think, that stars unite. Also become more and more brightly. I hope, that written English you understand mine and understand my feelings. Wes you know, what happens yesterday? I, as well as thought, have met you in the dream. It was so perfectly. We have met in the street, I went along the street and thought of what that, you went to me towards and thought of the. And we have casually faced, Wes, you have asked, I will go with you to cinema or not. I have told, I do not know. You had one more ticket, and you have invited me. And I have gone with you to cinema. But cinemas we did not look, we communicated with you more. When the comedy has ended, we left cinema happy and happy. You have told, that spend me. When we have reached the house we did not wish to be separated. We stood about my door both talked.
Also have not noticed, how became close one to another and we have kissed. AS OUR FIRST KISS WAS FINE!!!!!! IT WAS FINE!!!!!! On my body there has passed a pleasant shiver. I have fallen in your embraces, and you have kept me, and we continued to kiss. Wes, you see dreams? You can describe them? I would like, what our dreams would become a reality, you want it Wes? I send you the kisses, and I hope, what tomorrow I will receive yours as, you will send them to me?? Something I have fallen into a reverie and nearly have not forgotten to tell to you.
Today, I have gone to housing and communal services, you know, what is it? At us there pay for utilities. I needed to pay for light, and there I have met with Katya. But she hurried up home because she needed to make a supper to the husband. I am very glad for her, I too would like to make a supper for the favourite person. You would like, what I would make a supper to you? Katya has told, that it is very glad that has met me, she has told to me, that was going to go today to me. Wes, you remember, I said to you, that when we sat in cafe with Katya, she has told to me about a meeting of graduates. This meeting will be tomorrow. You not against if I will go on a meeting of graduates? To me it is important, that you will tell on it. I will look forward your letter! Your most gentle Natalya

Letter 14

Thanks for that you have written to me. I am very glad to see your letters, it for me is fine! I hope that you will pass the test. I as was happy to hear your voice once and it when be will occur. But meanwhile we need to communicate and learn each other more close and better. I think each person should love science. I think at each person there is a hobby so dance is my hobby. I feel small and happy. To me I am easy also about all I forget. It is very pleasant to me to hear that you dream of me. It is pleasant to me to hear that you think of me. Wes our mail works very badly, between us the big distance and you package will go some months and probably will not reach at all. Here already for a long time do not use mail! I as wish to live as much as possible, I wish to have once the family. Children. Today I went in many places what to get a job. I have passed many places, but or something did not suit me, or all places have already been occupied. I already have gone home and on road I have gone through a kindergarten, there I have seen announcements, that it nurses are required. I have come there, to me have told what to get a job, for this purpose, to them it would be necessary to submit all documents and to pass interview. I have left at all of them my documents they have told to me that all will consider and in a week I can be approached there and to pass interview.
Wes how you think a trade of the nurse in a kindergarten it well? Tell, please, that you suspect the account of it. Wes, I understand you, that you do not want, that I would go on this meeting. You are jealous me, or will worry, how I there. I understand that the man always should be the main thing and I am completely obedient to you!!! I will not go on this meeting as I do not want, that you would be not happy.
I will go now home, and I will dream of you. I hope, that soon I will see your letter. Yours and only yours Natalya

Letter 15

Wes, how your affairs my sweet? Whether all at you is perfectly in order? I very much grieve for you the sun!!! Yesterday I have very well spent time. We very much did not see for a long time all. Wes, you know and I one remained not married of all with whom we together studied.
Almost all have children. At everyone the cares. Many have come on a meeting with the husbands. Wes, you know so interestingly to look at those whom for a long time did not see. All have very much changed. We sat in cafe, laughed, recollected the student's years. You know together we have recollected so much, I even from this did not remember half. Wes, me it was very cheerful. You are glad for me? Then all gathered home and Katya, with husband Andrey, have decided me to spend. We went and talked Katya, has asked me about, whether I communicate with you. I to her have told about you, about what you good. She asked me to tell apologies to you that she in the beginning has not so treated kindly you. You accept its apologies? I hope what yes! Wes, know I all road went and thought only of you and about that what somewhat quicker to lay down to sleep and dream about you. Wes, my desire was executed to me you have dreamt! This dream was such realistic.
In it to me dreamt how we were together. We sat with you at restaurant between us candles burnt. We looked in the face each other and admired. Wes, there was all as in reality, I even saw reflexion of in your eyes. We sat talked then you took my hand and has invited me to dance. I have fallen in your embraces, and we were turned in love dance. To me even seemed, that I felt warmth and tenderness of your hands.
In the morning I have woken up and, having opened eyes you, were not a number, I very much was upset. I so would like, that this dream would become a reality! And you want it? Wes I have understood, now I am precisely assured that I love you!!! And I would like to shout so loudly, that it would be heard by you my prince!!!! I love, I love you! And I am assured that you that man whom I waited all life!!! I very much would like to admit to you love, looking you in the face!!! I am am overflowed with emotions, at last it happens. I have found you my unique and long-awaited. I with impatience will wait for your letter. I send you millions kisses I hope they to concern you and to return to me, on my lips! Good-bye mine and only mine Wes!!! Yours and only your asterisk Natalya

Letter 16

I am glad to see your letter. Your letters for me are very important. It is important to me to know, what with you? How you? I love you, whether also I very much worry as it should be you. I very much want, that we would be a number, that we could see every day each other and could care about each other. Certainly I would like when be to go to holiday, it would make me happy. I hope that your examinations will pass well and at you all will turn out. Wes it would be romantic to travel to the various countries in a place with you once. I would be happy is in your embraces! Wes, I think much, we already are much familiar, if I arrive that as well as what we will make? We will be happy together? To me it is a lot of for happiness it is not necessary. If you smile, and at you all will be good, it will be happiness for me. It will be so? Wes I do not know, how close your people will react. They will accept me? At you, probably, other customs. I do not know, you after all in other country and as as will be and as all will occur. Wes I do not know. How you think, all will be good? If you tell what yes I will arrive to you, and we will be together. What to you speak acquaintances? You spoke to them about me? They will be glad for us if we are together? They will not stir to our happiness? How you think? Wes I need to know all it what to be assured that I will not bring to you frustration by the arrival, and we can enjoy our love. I will wait for your letter, and answers to my questions. Yours and only yours Natalya

Letter 17

Wes, you know, today I all day think about us. About that, as though we were together. I very much wish to believe that all will be fine, but I hope that you understand all gravity of an event. I hope that you understand that for us for both is very big and important step. Wes, at the person in a life always there comes the moment in which it chooses also that he will choose, will be with it further. I very much worry. I weigh all. Wes, I heard about that there are bad men in America which offend Russian girls who come to them. But I am assured that you the good man and that with me there will be all in a full order. I should tell to you about it because it in my head and I would want that you knew that I completely trust you. Wes, you the fine man!!!! But I need to consider all, I need to solve all for itself. In a life I always make the considered steps, and I cannot give you the concrete answer now. But I will think. I hope that you will understand me! Wes, you only imagine as it for me if I go to your country. I there not when was not, and you I as not when did not see. At me now in a head of thousand thoughts, a shower to ask to you. It is the big step and I think that you as need to reflect well about it. I hope to you it is pleasant to work on a new place. I would think that all was not done in this life always done to the best. I agree with you about that that for the beginning we need to meet only on two - four weeks. But meanwhile I am exact about what have not solved. My love. I shall inform you when I shall decide to arrive to you. I shall inform you at once. I think that itself I can pay for a trip. I meanwhile did not learn that is required to me. But I shall learn about all necessarily soon. Wes which you have sent thanks for a photo to me. Your photo has very much liked me also I wished it to kiss what you have felt it! Wes, remember I spoke to you about that when to me happens badly or I do not know the answer to a question I go home. Wes, I think that now just such situation. Tomorrow I cannot write to you I will go to parents to me it is necessary to consult to them. Wes, I very much, very much hope for that you will understand me and will not take offence! Yours Natalya

Letter 18

Wes, I have returned from parents. My trip has passed perfectly. We have well spent time. We had many themes for discussion. The most important thing about what we is final talked, it about us with you. Wes, my parents have told that are very glad for us that we love each other and we wish to be together. I have told it, that I am going to go to you. They were very disturbed by it, but I have calmed them and have told, that all will be good. My parents see that that I very much love you, and they wish my only good luck. Wes, and I will be happy only with you. And on it they release me to you. But now at me a question to you! Wes, you understand, what for me it is very big step? It will absolutely change our lives. Wes, I long thought as us better to meet, I think that it will be better if I go to you. Because now I do not work, I have a lot of free time and I can without problems to prosecute trip subjects. Besides I hope, that I can to continue to be engaged in dances at you. If certainly you not against that! Wes as tell, you have a place where we can live together? For me the main thing, that you would be always with me nearby, that it is not necessary for me in a life any more. To me without a difference, as well as in what conditions to live, the main thing, that every night I would fall asleep in your embraces! Wes, please, consider still time and give me the answer. I think, that relations initially should be under construction on trust and that we should trust each other. I am assured, that if I will arrive to you, with me all will be good. I am afraid a little, whether a little that can be. But my love more than any fear and I has decided, that if you will want, I will go to you. But I will begin, something to undertake only after you will tell to me the definitive answer. I think to you it is not necessary to write the letter to my father. My parents know that you the good person. They know that you love me and they would know that you when would not injure me. It is very a pity. But I cannot adjust Facebook.com as I at all do not know that this such. Me the photo which you has liked me has sent. It has cheered up me. If I have arrived to you. You would take me with yourself on a concert in August? Now my life has changed, and it was made by you. I wish to be only with you. But while we far apart and me it is necessary to wait for your letters only. Wes, whether I hope soon to see your letter and the definitive answer to that you want that I have arrived. Yours and only yours Natalya.

Letter 19

Wes, my love, I am very happy, to hear your answer. I am glad, that you as well as you want, that we would be together. I love you all heart and soul. Wes when I in the first have received your letter, fairly to tell I did not think that it to turn to such feelings. Wes, now I cannot live without you and day. Earlier I heard much about love, how it is fine, but not when itself did not test it. Now I understand, that this such. To me all without a difference, for me the main thing, that at me is you, other all is indifferent. I am assured, that with you I will be the happiest girl in the world. I am very happy that our feelings are mutual. Wes, each person should have second half, I have found her. It you Wes!!!! I would be happy to move with you what to learn your brother and its wife. I would be happy to learn your father.
But my unique desire to be in a place with you. Also I shall be happy to be with you in any place always near to you! I dance ballet. And I learned children which from 7 till 19 years. I think that I can arrive to you in May if I shall decide it to make. I shall arrive for the beginning for 2-4 weeks. If you will want that I can remain with you on much more! Today I have been very strained, I all thought that you will answer me. When I went to library, my heart fought as if one million times a minute. I have opened your letter, and my heart has stood.
Thanks you Wes!!!! Thanks that you are. Thanks that I have found you. You trust in destiny? Wes after we have got acquainted I I trust in destiny, not that in the world does not become in vain. All life I was one, I waited for that minute when there will be you!!!! My thoughts now all are mixed, I think of much. I also dream, I worry, I weigh all. Wes if both of us agree to that I come to you. I will learn all about a trip. Wes as soon as I learn all I I will inform you. Wes, I think that it not all so simply, but I will make all and I will arrive to you. I am assured that it of my forces. Moreover into the account of forces, something now they do not suffice me, when I went to parents I have caught a cold a little, but I think, that it not that serious and it will pass. I think, when we will be together, we will care the friend at that time when to us badly. We will share the life experience. I think, that together our life will be fine!!! You too so think?
Well. On it I will finish to an owl the letter, tomorrow affairs much, still I wish to descend in hospital what to pass inspection, and that the doctor would write out to me any tablets, that cold would not turn to something more serious. As, I will go, and I will learn how me to arrive to you. I will write to you tomorrow my long-awaited Wes. Dreaming of you Natalya

Letter 20

Wes, is glad to read your lines. Thanks for that you bring to me in them a smile, pleasure. Wes, I am happy when I read your lines. And I so would like that you spoke it to me looking in my eyes. You want it? As I spoke to you, I visited the doctor. But before visiting the doctor in has staid huge turn, in our hospital now there are physical examinations, on conscription. I at all do not understand why it passes in simple hospital. From for it there huge turns, even old grandmothers sit and wait for that when there will pass physical examination young men. Wes, and at you before conscription young men as pass physical examination in usual civil hospitals? I think, that the state should take away special places for this purpose. I very tired to expect, the doctor to me has told that at me not that terrible has written out to me Paracetomol. You know that this medicine. He to me has told that it will soon relieve me of cold. I will be on it hopes. Wes, in hospital I have met my former schoolgirl Dasha, she was with mum they as have melted on reception in the doctor to the pediatrist. Dasha, was ill with a chicken pox. I have wished her the prompt recover. She has asked me when I to them will return. I would not like to speak to her, but I have told that I any more when at them I will not teach. She was very much afflicted but I have told to her that she very presented girl and when she will grow she can understand all it. Then I have looked in my bag and I have found sweets have treated her. She has smiled, and to me was so pleasantly to see this smile. Wes, I very much like to see at close people a smile on the face, it does me pleasure. Wes when I will arrive to you I always I will smile!! You will be happy from it? Wes, today I wished to go to travel agency what to find out about a trip to you. But I have not had time to make it today as, very long time have stayed in hospital. Tomorrow I will go there and I will begin our meeting. I very much wish to speak to you about the love looking in your eyes, and I am am pleased very much with those that I can do it soon!!!! Yours and only your loving Natalya

Letter 21

To me painfully to speak to you about it. But I cannot arrive to you. Wes, it is very expensive to me. When I have heard how many the trip I will cost has not fainted nearly. Wes, I have asked them whence they took such prices. They have explained to me, that if I will make all it is itself, leaves even more. As it will be necessary for me to go and receive documents most. And at them contracts everywhere are concluded and consequently they make it more cheaply, and faster. They have asked me, whether I will conclude the contract on a trip. I have refused.
Wes, forgive me, forgive me for that I to you have encouraged, forgive for that I spoke to you about that our meeting will be very fast. I trust in our love and I trust in that all dreams realizable. Wes, I do not know that to you to tell, I understand that I am guilty to you.
But if you forgive me, we can continue dialogue further. And further we will already see, that to us to make. I love, I love you, all heart and me it would be desirable to shout so loudly, that you would hear about it!!!!! You are necessary to me, and your love!!!! I beg you, forgive me that I was so it is silly and has not learnt about all in advance. I thought that my savings will suffice, but it is not enough of it. I simply did not know. Forgive me Wes!!! Wes, you at me good and I hope that you will think and will try to understand me developed situation. I very much hope for your pardon because without you my life is not meaningful! I love you, I love, I love you Wes!!!! I hope to see your answer! I LOVE YOU!!!! Without you, I do not know, what for to me to live. I am created only for you!!! Loving Natalya

Letter 22

Today I read your letter, and from it on mine to cheeks tears flow! Wes how you can speak about me such? I could not believe that I read. I re-read your letter some times. I could not believe, that it is written by you! Wes how you could write to me about love and about your feelings if you are not assured even not what I exist? How you could speak words about love if your heart is cold to me? You played with me?
Or for you a word, I love, there is nothing does not mean? Wes, I think, that without trust there can not be a love! Wes, I was ready to leave my relatives, friends, my native land to be with you! I wished to be together and to give you love! But now I do not know, that to me to do further. Now I do not know that between us! Still yesterday I have been assured, that between us love. I dreamed to be with you and to execute all about what we long dreamed! But the today's letter has destroyed all my dreams! My life, as if has stopped. I do not gather to you there is nothing to prove. I have opened before you my soul, and you have spat in it! Wes, really those letters, what you received, could write someone another? Really the person which does not test love to you could write those letters??? I do not know, that to me to do Wes!!!! What have I made not so? In what I am guilty? I wish to forget all this as a terrible dream! My heart is broken into millions particles!

Letter 23

Wes how I could trust in you? The truth speak, that the love is blind. And my love did not become exception. Wes, I idolized you, have put on a pedestal, have told all about the feelings. And you are indifferent have concerned, as if it you does not concern. Such sensation, that I told not about the feelings, and about the recipe of a new pie which I subtracted in magazine. To you was as deeply to spit. How you could so to act? I before you have opened a soul, and you in it have spat, moreover and were trampled, as though, and it was necessary. To me painfully and very sadly from your behaviour. Insult for villages it is very deep in heart. But nevertheless I love you, and my love does not pass. I love and I hate simultaneously. Me pulls to you as a magnet, and I cannot do anything with myself. Recollecting our conversation, I feel disgust for you and for, that you so with me have acted, but I continue you to love, not looking, on what. Here is how you so can? In loved me in itself, and has then killed the indifference. You know, that without you I do not live, and I exist. The feeling of insult eats me from a nutria, and the love restores all after a fire. And so proceeds day after day. And this fire will not abate, as it cannot destroy everything because this all is restored. The eternal flame, soul is broken off on slices, and heart is smashed. For what you so with me? I in fact simply love you and I ask nothing in exchange, only a droplet of sympathy. But you and on it are not capable. You can destroy only! Sometime you will understand, that such to be crushed favourite the person. Understand, that I simply do not know, that to me to think! YOU have confused me! I do not know now, that you feel to me! Wes I do not know how to name our attitudes! I do not know, that to me to do further! Natalya

Letter 24

Here a copy of my Russian ID. Now you can see that I am real. But I any more do not wish you to write. I am not going to hear your insults more. I cannot suffer all this. To me it was sick these three days to hear all words from the man to which I has opened heart and now I understand what present the man. Now I have learned you on 100 % and now I understand what you the man. More you will not receive from me any letter!