Letter(s) from Natalia Kondratowych to Sophoan (USA)

Letter 1

Hi,
I'm responding cause saw you on Match and can't help but notice those beautiful eyes. Send me an email if you want to go forward.

Letter 2

Thanks for your letter! How there was your day? Than you were engaged? I had today very intense day, and I am very tired. But, not looking at this weariness, I would come what to write you the letter here. Sophoan as I wish to warn you that, I cannot probably write every day as I write to you from library. She to be not far from my house, but on holidays she does not work. As I sometimes leave to parents. But I will necessarily warn you in advance if I cannot write. Ok? I think that we need to communicate and learn easy each other. Time of the further ours with you of dialogue will show where this all will come. Therefore I would would like that you wrote to me more and flaunters to me more than the questions, I as shall be glad to receive photos from you! Today I to you wish to tell a little about the life. Sophoan, I was born and have grown in small town Vladimir As there I went to school. After my school life has passed, before me there were many ways and it was necessary to make a choice. I think, that it for the child the first adult choice which to it to have to solve most. Tell to me about the first independent decision? If certainly you remember it! And so, as I always was the creative person, and during study at usual school I in addition was engaged at school of arts. My choice has fallen on Institute Moore Art State Institute . In ours a city of such institute was not also to me it was necessary to leave the native house and to leave in the city of Vladimir . I consider since that moment, my adult life has begun. I as now remember tears on the face of mother when she saw off me. We would not like to leave, but we understood, that so it is necessary. And here in 2002, I began to study and aspire to the dream. The student's life was everyone and poor and hungry, but during too time was a lot of cheerful. Sophoan, we lived in a hostel five together in one room, we had one kitchen on some rooms and when in the evenings we came from study we went to prepare. I think, what exactly there I and have learnt to cook food. From there I has learnt many recipes and ways of preparation of dishes, I looked, how other girls prepared and tried to make it as adding in a dish the highlight. At night we long did not go to bed talked and dreamt of our further life. We tried to study, was not so easily. But at institute understood it and allowed to students to have a good time. At us spent many actions, concerts in which we acted. Every year we were typed experience, became closer with girlfriends, there were many new acquaintances. It became gradually easier to study, and to live in an unfamiliar city.
And so in 2007 I have finished institute. After that I have decided to go home, all the summer long I have spent houses. It was fine carefree time. But the summer has very quickly passed. And in the autumn, I have returned back in Moore . Has rented small apartment, and it was arranged on the work in Children's musical school 6, in a direction from institute. I have grown fond at once of the work, and till now I remain in the same place. Now I recollect that as began an adult life with a smile on the face though it was at that time very difficult.
But I was steady on the legs and went only forward. Probably I could not make it if in me not who did not trust. Sophoan, I am very grateful to the parents and close girlfriends who always were with me and supported me. Sophoan, tell you about how you got education? How you became the adult and independent man? It will be very interesting to me to learn about it. I hope, it will be interesting to you to read my letter, and to see my photo!!! Sophoan, I as very much want, that you would send me the photos, that I could consider you!!! Sophoan if it was a photo where you after the study termination at school would be healthy!!! I wait for your letter and I hope your photo!!!! Your friend
Natalya

Letter 3

I am glad to see your letter!!!! How at you weather? We had all the day long a sun, it very much cheers up!! You love solar weather? In independence of that the winter or summer when in the street the sun brightly shines, at me happens good mood. You know, speak, how you will begin day so it and you will spend? We have such saying, in Russia. On it I try to begin morning always with a smile. My day has passed today well. I weigh day was on work. Sophoan, I very much love the work. As I spoke, she is connected with children. I work as the teacher throughout 5 years. I teach a choreography and piano lessons. And you play on what or a musical instrument? Sophoan, you would like to learn to play a piano? I think, I could learn you to it! At me three groups of children. In each group on 15 persons. To me so to like to learn them to dance, discipline and music. I very much love these children. Sophoan, at times that seems to me that I replace with it parents. At them always changeable mood, sometimes they are capricious also to me to have to calm them. And to me to like to make it. When at children with whom I am engaged, something turns out to me so pleasantly to look at it. We have many concerts, performances. As every month we have a concert for parents where children show the successes. All parents of children who are trained at me, very much are grateful to me. And I am happy from that I make something good for people, and I bring it pleasure. My day always is filled by smiles and vanity. But when I come to become home to me is very empty. Sophoan, you understand as it? It is very difficult, I always think only that there would pass night faster and in the morning I again will be not one. But I do not despair!!! I always try to be good to people and all heart I hope, that sometime I will meet that man, and between us the fine feeling love will flash!!! I think, that each person should love and be favourite!!! Sophoan, and you as think? It for you is important? Sophoan, earlier I thought, that it will come in due course, but now I have understood, that it not when will not come itself if not to open heart. And I so would like to make it, but only for the unique person!!! Sophoan what completely to trust it and to love its all heart not being afraid to burn. Sophoan, and you tested sometime the true love? Or you just as I wait second half which is appointed to you by destiny? And in general in my life such motto “everything, that all does not become to the best”! It is such optimistical motto which always gives to me of forces. Especially for work as a lot of energy what to charge there is required to her of my pupils. Sophoan, tell to me about the work! Whether you love her? Or you simply are engaged to her for this purpose what to live? That helps you to cope with every day difficulties. I wait your letter, and answers to my questions it you will help me to learn better you, about what person!!!! I hope, that you as set to me all questions which you interest. Sophoan, whether as I wish to ask you all you understand that I write to you? Sophoan, I learnt at school English language and at institute, but all the same it not so is good, and I sometimes not understand all that you write. On it I wish you to warn, that you would not take offence, if suddenly I do not answer your question. Probably I simply have not understood, that it you had to a kind. Sophoan, on such cases I wish you to ask what you have simply written this question anew!!! Ok? On it I will finish the letter! Good-bye!!! Yours Natalya

Letter 4

I always wait your letters and I every day would come to library what to read through your letter. We have started to communicate with you.
Therefore I wish to write to you every day. I when did not communicate earlier through the Internet both it was pleasant to me also I would not wish to lose your contact to me. I hope that you will well lead the days off. I shall understand if you cannot write to the days off. In fact you most likely have a rest. I hope that as soon as you will have a free time you can write to me. I with not patience shall wait your letter. Yours Natalya

Letter 5

I am glad to see your letter!!!! Very much to like me that you write to me!!!! How there was your day? What the interesting has occurred?
Know, Sophoan, you to me become closer!!! That seems to me that, you very interesting man and with you are about what to talk. Therefore today, I have removed all profiles from a site, and I will communicate only with you. I would like, what you as wrote only to me! What do you think about it? It is interesting to you with me? I would be glad when be to learn to play you on a piano. Sophoan I like romantic music, I like music of 80 90 years. Sometimes I listen to the American music. When I listen to music it brings me a lot of happiness, I forget about all problems. What at you favourite music? I as have no children, but I dream when be to have two children. Two boys or the girl and the boy! This morning I prepared to eat, and have cut a finger. When I bandaged a finger I have recollected, how in the childhood I ran on a ladder and have fallen. I very strongly cried, mum has heard and has carried away me in apartment. I on a foot had not a big scratch, but I very much was frightened also to me seemed that I cannot go any more. Mum has calmed me and has bandaged to me a knee! In the childhood I often fell and got various traumas as I was very curious child, and tried to learn all. I rose on trees from where then could not go down and then my daddy had to remove me from there. Sophoan, my parents have made for me much, they have given me good education to much have learnt me and have presented to me all caress and love. Sophoan, I am very grateful to the parents for all that they make for me.
Mine mum and the daddy already on pension, they live in small village Lapta. They have moved there after have retired. My daddy the real man. When it puts before itself the purpose, he achieves her!!! For me it an example of the ideal man. He has devoted all life to us with mum. It had a dream to meet an old age with mum in the house which it has constructed the hands. Ten years prior to pension he was engaged in building of this house. It put all forces in this house, and at last two years ago they have moved to small village in this fine house!
There it is very beautiful, nearby there is a pond where the father goes on fishing. To me too very much to like to go with it but, it is more to like, probably, to go for a drive by a boat. At my daddy the big rubber boat when on her you float, you feel yourself as by the ship. You like to go for a drive on a boat? You have a boat? You would like, what we with you would float together in a boat, and round us sang birds? It very much to like me, we is frequent with parents went earlier to float on a pond what to listen to singing of birds! I think, it will be interesting to you to know names of my parents, a name of mum Anastas and the daddy call Alexey. They are two fine persons who always support me, love. At times I so do not have not enough them and so it is melancholy from that we not together. But I often go what to visit them!!!! And when I leave from them so it would be desirable to remain for day, another. Sophoan, tell please to me about the family with whom you live? Tell about the parents? It is very interesting to me to learn about it and I hope, that you will tell it in the following letter. I will wait for your letter!!!! Whether as I very much would wish to know I to you became little bit closer!!!??? Natalya p.s Sophoan, I will be very happy, if you can send me a photo, on which you and your family!

Letter 6

I hope that your new week will be good. I hope that you will make all much. What weather at you? At us every day all is warmer. I hope that in April any more there will be no snow. I with not patience wait for that moment when I can receive your letter. Your letters bring to me a lot of pleasure. Today I have written to you one poem. I hope that it is pleasant to you:
Like you - one in a million,
A good husband and family man,
Beautiful, loving father,
Yes, and the man finally
You are very prominent - though where!
Your Fortune always let
Accompanies you with luck,
With any easy task
Copes unyielding spirit!
I hope you did not for the life of deaf
To the suffering of relatives and friends,
All earthly pleasures you,
To protected your shoulder
Was your focus, your life and home!

Letter 7

Today when I went from work I have met one of the girlfriends. Her name is Katya. We with her together studied at institute. Last time at us not often turns out to meet. As at me the husband and two children is a lot of work, and at her. We were so are glad from that have met, and She has suggested me to come into cafe to have a drink coffee about cakes. I have accepted its offer, and we have gone to cafe in which often happened in student's years. She to me has told that the meeting of graduates of institute will soon take place. I have been very surprised, as after the study termination should one meeting. She to me told about the life much, that at her has occurred the new. Katya, has asked me as my private life. I have answered her, that I talk to you. She very much was surprised that I talk on the Internet. She has asked, why I cannot meet someone here. I have told to her, that I wish to meet the good, interesting man, that to us to it would be to talk about what. I think that the person from other country it very interestingly. In the person for me the main thing his soul, that I can learn from letters, and all the rest for me costs on the second place. In general I consider that dialogue through letters, allow to learn more about the person because in letters it is possible to tell that will not tell in the opened. And on the one hand it is very romantic, as two enamoured sent letters to olden time each other with pigeons. I think that it can be compared to it! Sophoan, and you as consider? Sophoan, I wish to meet the man with good manners. That does not suffice in Russian men. Katya, already second time in marriage, its first marriage was not happy. First her husband, used alcohol and when it got drunk beat Katya much, called, broke all in the house that it was possible to break, and turned out. She spent the night at me very often earlier, I remember, how she cried at all nights without a break. To me was her so it is a pity. Katya, thought that there will pass time, and it to change, but went year after year, and it all remained same. Then she has dared and has divorced from it. Now she is happy, she has met the good man, he practically does not drink, and to care of her. At them children were born. When I see them together, I am glad to observe as they are happy. It so is fine!!! We talked with Katya much. She to me has told, that I would be cautious with you, that I would not repeat its errors. In the end of conversation we have promised each other that, will be more often to see and call on to each other. She is very good girl we with her have much passed together, in all troubles and pleasures she always was with me. As well as Ksyusha. We are familiar With her since the childhood, we went to one school and lived in the next houses. When have left school, have together gone to study, only she studied on Hairdresser. We not when are not separated from her.
Now we almost see every day, we come to each other. She married. I think that Ksyusha, is very happy in marriage. I am very glad for her!
Husband Ksyusha call Vova, it often leaves to work on the north because in our city not so it is a lot of work. And they wish to give birth now to the child, it is very difficult to contain children In our country. He tries, earns for a family, for this purpose what they had all well. Ksyusha, understands it and with impatience each time waits for its returning. When Vova leaves, we with Ksyusha often gather at my place what to sit to talk about a life. When there is time, we go to walk somewhere. She to me as sister. I think if you knew her, you as have told that she the good person!!! At me only two girlfriends, but they true and I can always rely on them!!! And at you it is a lot of friends? You could not tell to me about them? I am glad to hear that at you greater family. It is very a pity. But I the only child in family. It is pleasant to me to hear that you liked my poem. I when to whom did not write the poems. You the first the man which have seen my poems! I hope, that you do not take offence on Katya, for that she about fear has concerned you!!! Also has asked to be me cautious. I think her it is possible to understand, to her much was necessary to go through. And she does not want, that I would repeat its errors. I hope that you will not be offended on her for it!!! On it I will finish the letter. I will look forward your answer. Yours Natalya

Letter 8

Your letters, please me. In independence of that with what mood I have come to library, it to become better when I read your letters.
Sophoan, tell to me about that as there was your day? Than you were engaged today? Sophoan, I very much would want, what you. Have told to me about your friends. I hope that you will make it in the following letter. Sophoan, today I went to a hairdressing salon to have hair cut.
Usually I am am cut by one woman. But today she was not, and I was cut by other Sophoan. It was very unusual me. In the beginning not so it was pleasant to me. But then already at home I have approached to a mirror have looked also to me that seemed that I became more cheerful to look. Sophoan, but I think that this business not in a hairdress. I think, that I became more cheerful because, that I communicate with you!
Sophoan, and you will come, great value to the hairdress where you have hair cut? You have any constant place? Sophoan, you know when I was small and only have started to go to school me my mum cut. I remember, it so was pleasant to me. My mum very much watched me. And on it at school friends rumpling named the woman of fashion. Sophoan, and you had any nickname at school? Children always think out something. Yes, at all only children here for example now me the girlfriend name butterfly. Sophoan and how you name your close friends? I would want that you told to me about yourself. That you would tell to me about the family about the life, I wish to learn you as it is possible more close and better. I would want that we became is more close to each other. I hope that in the following letter you will write to me as much as possible about yourself and about the life! I will wait for your letter, I hope soon, very soon it to see! While, so long!!! Yours Natalya

Letter 9

Sophoan, with each letter you become to me more and more interesting. Already it seems to me, that at us it is a lot of general. I impatience wait for your letter because they to me I cheer up. I at all have not noticed, how there has passed week. And you like to receive my letters? I very much would wish to please you with the letters!!! Today I have come for the work, all my colleagues very much liked my new hairdress. Sophoan, tell that you like to make and what to you brings a smile? Tell to me about it. It seems to me, what you like to observe sports meets? Whether so it? I think, I with pleasure would keep you the company in it. I like to watch TV, various programs. I very much like programs about history. To me to like to learn how was earlier. And you know about history of the country much? You could not tell to me about it? I do not know much about your country, but I very much would like to learn your culture. It for me would be very informative!! ! As I like to gather the company and to play various games. More often I make it on work. When I see, that children have strongly got tired I speak to gather it in a circle, and we play a blind-man's-buff!!! All over it is children's game. You sometime heard and about her? You know, what is it? If will be over to you interestingly, I can tell to you about it in the following letter. At you really cheerful nickname. Certainly I gather in a place with the parents and we sit at one table each time when I come to them. Sometimes I gather with the girlfriends and we have good conversation! And at you is, what or a hobby? My hobby is an embroidery, knitting by spokes. To me to like to be engaged in it. To knitting and an embroidery when I was small, I was learnt by the grandmother and after that, I did not cease to be engaged in it. In the beginning I knitted for dolls, then have gradually started to knit, something bigger. Now in my clothes a lot of prophetic which I have knitted. As I often carry out various actions on work. You remember, I to you told about concerts of times in a month on which children act for the parents? I hope, that you remember!!!! And so I always bring, something new in these performances. Each time I think out different dances in which children act. It so is healthy. I am assured, that very much it would be pleasant to you, if you saw it!!!! And you like to dance? Tell to me, you visited, ever children's concerts? Sophoan, you know to me so easily with you, communicating with you, I can speak about all. I nothing I do not hesitate. I am surprised, how I become, is opened to you!!! Please, tell to me more about how passes yours put! It is very interesting to me to know your way of life! I look forward your letter!!! Good-bye Sophoan!!!! Yours Natalya

Letter 10

My mood is awful today. Sophoan, I have left work. Even it is opposite to me to speak about it. My chief, has come today to me in the end of the working day and has asked to come then to it into an office. After all pupils have left, I have gone to it to an office. My chief not when did not ask to come me to them. I thought, that it does not accept my work. In general as the person it is very exacting. But when I have come, he has started to speak me what that nonsense, and has started to touch me. I to it have told, that it not to like me and that I will tell about it to his wife. He to me has told, that then it will discharge me from office and has started to touch me further. I not that did not need to make, and I have struck to it a slap in the face and have run out from an office. I have run faster home. I cried, and now on my eyes of tear. I wished where to go, but have thought, that you will worry. I have come what to write to you. Sophoan, I feel such defenceless. Why with me nearby there is no man who could protect me! Sophoan why men think, what if the girl is lonely, means to her it is possible to solicit? I had relations, but not long because I wish to feel the present love. And I not when did not test such feelings. I all life wait the unique man whom I will love and which will love me!!! I cannot the word “I is simple so to say I love you”. Only when I can tell it, I will be happy. I hope, that when or I will meet such person. Sophoan, I am assured that it not when will not cause me a pain, and will protect me. I at all do not understand men who can cause to the girl a pain. It seems to me, that for the man it should be low. I am assured that you not when could not hurt the girl. Because, when I look at your photos, in your eyes I see, that at you is smothering. You the kind person. Sophoan, you very much like me, you not such as all. Forgive me, but I cannot write to you more now. I need to calm down and consider all. Sophoan, I hope that you understand me!!!! Yours Natalya

Letter 11

Sophoan, thanks for your letter. I am glad, that you have written to me!!! Today I have come into school, have written the letter of resignation and have taken away the documents. I long thought how to tell to my pupils that I am more at them I will not teach. Then I have dared and I have come on employment have told it, that I will not teach more at them. Children very much were upset. Sophoan, so painfully that to me I was necessary to hurt me that of whom I love. But I very much hope, that when they will grow, they will understand me. When I left a class on my eyes there were tears. Sophoan, I adore these children, they to me all as native. But I cannot work more there after an event! I long thought yesterday of it when I recollect how this animal tried to touch me with the paws, me a nausea. I thought what to speak it to someone or not. Has solved that it is not necessary to make it as its status is high also that I will tell me will not listen, and he will think up other history in which I it will appear is wrong!!! So I have decided to leave simply easy. How you consider, I have correctly made? In my head confusion. I have left work. It is a pity to me, that I cannot teach to the groups of employment more. But I think that that, I will visit them. I think this best that I can make!!!! Sophoan, now I will go to parents. I need to stay with them and much over what to think. I need to decide what further to make!!! Tomorrow I will return and at once I will write you the letter! I have already got used to you. You such person who would like to open. I am happy that the destiny has given chance to us to learn one another. I will miss very much your letters, but I will remember you every minute. I will write at once as soon as I will return!!!! Yours Natalya

Letter 12

Sophoan, now I have arrived from parents. I have well spent time!!!! I have considered all and have decided to search for new work. I have told about it to parents, they completely support me. It is very pleasant to hear your care. Sophoan I know that you the good person and if you would be a number you not up to have started up that that happens with me. Sophoan everywhere there are bad people and not always that is possible that to make. Sophoan but I as the strong girl, I have had time to escape from it when it has started to stick to me. Sophoan but now to me will have to search for new work as I shall not go any more when I shall not go for that work. I did not think of a vacation.
As I when had not a rest. I always worked. Sophoan my it is not necessary to think of all now. I am grateful for your support! Sophoan when I have arrived to parents, they were very glad me to see. We talked much. They have understood at once that not everything is all right. I have told it that happens. The daddy has flown into a rage from it. Sophoan, but gradually he has calmed down. I have asked not to lift them again speech about it. Then it has left to flood a bath. And we with mum have begun to cook food. In the evening at supper I have told to the parents about you. I have told it about what you the interesting man and how me to like to communicate with you. Mum asked me on you much, I told all. Then I have gone to a bath, and have laid down to sleep. In the morning I have woken up from singing of birds. I have gone on kitchen, mum did not sleep any more and made a breakfast. I have washed and have gone, to walk on street. There very beautiful nature. I went and thought of how it would be fine to go now with you for a hand! My head was visited at once many by fine thoughts! Sophoan, you can imagine yourself it? Thinking of you, I have left very far. Then I was developed and have gone back when I have come, the meal was already on a table. We had a bite, and I have decided to go home. And already when I went in the bus, I was visited by thought that I and itself have not noticed how has forgotten about all bad that happens. I went and thought of words of parents, thought that it so is good when there are those who you support. The trip home very much has inspired me. And I have gained strength for search of new work. Sophoan, I have noticed that when to me happens badly me pulls as a magnet in the parental house, and I come back from there always is full of energy and optimism!!! Sophoan, tell to me than you were engaged? You missed on me? I very much missed!!!! Sophoan, the daddy and mum asked to send you regards!!! As that they are very glad, to our dialogue. And how your native concern our dialogue? On road to library I have bought the newspaper with announcements, of that who it is required for work. Now I will go home, it is necessary to see many announcements, probably, that I will find, something approaching!!! But it is now not so good with work. Our city small also is badly developed. Therefore with work at us it is very bad. Close many enterprises, because of that production is not realised. Many people remain without work. On it I think, that work search will not be a lung. I very much hope for that at me all to turn out and soon I will be arranged somewhere. Sophoan, you trust in me? How you think at me to turn out? Tomorrow I will come and I hope to see your letter! Natalya

Letter 13

Sophoan how today there was your day? My day today is fine. Me all overflows with energy. Sophoan, this all because of that that I today Has woken up with fine mood. Today you have dreamed me. Sophoan, this with was fine. To me dreamed, as we go with you beside, about Something is talked. We are surrounded with beautiful green avenue, we go lengthways it, then unexpectedly you pick up me on hands and begin To turn with me. I am dared, and even in a dream I have felt heat of your embraces. Then you have put me on the ground, and we have appeared the person the friend To the friend, in your eyes I saw the reflection, reflection of the blue sky. This dream such was such distinct I so did not wish to be overslept. Sophoan to like you my dream? You would would like that it became a reality? Sophoan, in me that that varies. Now I not when do not long, I I think that has put only in you!!! It seems to me, that my life varies. And it is very good. My day today was all is borrowed, I went on many To places what to get a job. But yet that has not found, but I despair. I would like to be arranged by formation what to be engaged That is pleasant to me. But it is now very complex, as in our city this trade is not especially demanded. And you have schools Dances? Dances are widespread in your country? At us it not so is developed. On it there are not enough schools, as in the further not where to develop. So In most cases in dances in our country are engaged only as a hobby. And I always wished to be engaged in it professionally and to raise the Level. You think at me it would turn out to work in the USA at musical school? If I have decided to work in the USA, what documents it would be necessary Would be to show? At us, that would give an employment to you in musical school it is necessary to have the Diploma in the termination of Musical Institute. And as the Worker document. I have put the documents in the letter.
It is pleasant to me to hear your support. You good and careful the man. I am grateful to you for your care. I am grateful to you for that that you care of me. You good the man! I hope my picture to you has liked. Mine the girlfriend always does my photos. It has made this photo. When I came to it On a visit. We that day had a lot of entertainment. We prepared in a place. We did an apple pie. You love pies? I hope, that you liked my dream. I shall look forward to your letters and a photo!!! I want, that you would send, me more than photos, Where you smile. When on your person a smile I am happy! Yours and only yours Natalya

Letter 14

Sophoan I am glad to your letter, I very much miss you, and I think of you constantly. Last time everything, that I make, it I think of you.
Each your letter as an adventure for me. I read them with ecstasy. You understand. That now I meanwhile simply would ask you about that that would be necessary for me if I wished to arrive to you. But to us meanwhile early to meet with each other, to us meanwhile early to speak about a meeting. For the beginning we need to learn each other more close and better. I hope that you understand me! Sophoan, you the fine man! In you understanding and kindness. You know, not all people are capable to possess such qualities. I always dreamt to meet such as you!!! Sophoan, you so are similar to which that man I searched for all life. But I still completely am not assured of it. But I very much would want that it was so. Sophoan, in my life that has turned over. She became interesting and is filled by sense after we have got acquainted! Tell to me, our acquaintance has changed as that your life. Sophoan, now I try to fall asleep faster what in a dream to see to you and when you come to my dream I is happy. Sophoan, I at all do not understand last time that occurs to me. Sophoan, I test to you that especial. I feel, that I not when had not to test. When I read your letters, my heart fades, and in me as if all turns over. I can represent you hours, and I have all new and new dreams. You represent even when I go to bed I embrace a pillow and I represent that it you!!! Sophoan how you think it love? I not when not whom did not love, and I do not know, that to me occurs. But I so was to be believed, that it really love and that you that person for whom I am created. You not when, did not hear, say, that each person has second half and when the person meets her, it to become as though whole. The life changes and the person to become is happy. You trust in it? How you think, we could be two half each other? I do not know, how it has occurred, but I think, that I LOVE YOU!!! I am am overflowed now with emotions I feel as if I fly. Sophoan, you the first man to which I have told that I love. And something is spoken inside to me, by you the first and last man who can admit to me love!!!! I understand, that it is somehow unexpected, but I could not be silent more about the feelings to you. Now I very much wished to learn what you feel? I about excitement will wait for your letter! I hope, that today you will come to me in a dream!
Your
sweet Natalya

Letter 15

I ADORE YOU AND I WISH TO FEEL YOU!!!!!! I ADORE TO READ YOU!!!!!! I have recollected history that when the person is born there is a new star and when someone dies one star falls. One star - one life. I looked at the sky and searched for our stars. It is very interesting to me, what occurs, when two persons, enamoured each other meet? Sophoan how you think? I think, that stars unite. Also become more and more brightly. I hope, that written English you understand mine and understand my feelings. Sophoan you know, what happens yesterday? I, as well as thought, have met you in the dream. It was so perfectly. We have met in the street, I went along the street and thought of what that, you went to me towards and thought of the. And we have casually faced, Sophoan, you have asked, I will go with you to cinema or not. I have told, I do not know. You had one more ticket, and you have invited me. And I have gone with you to cinema. But cinemas we did not look, we communicated with you more. When the comedy has ended, we left cinema happy and happy. You have told, that spend me. When we have reached the house we did not wish to be separated. We stood about my door both talked. Also have not noticed, how became close one to another and we have kissed. AS OUR FIRST KISS WAS FINE!!!!!! IT WAS FINE!!!!!! On my body there has passed a pleasant shiver. I have fallen in your embraces, and you have kept me, and we continued to kiss. Sophoan, you see dreams? You can describe them? I would like, what our dreams would become a reality, you want it Sophoan? I send you the kisses, and I hope, what tomorrow I will receive yours as, you will send them to me?? Something I have fallen into a reverie and nearly have not forgotten to tell to you. Today, I have gone to housing and communal services, you know, what is it? At us there pay for utilities. I needed to pay for light, and there I have met with Katya. But she hurried up home because she needed to make a supper to the husband. I am very glad for her, I too would like to make a supper for the favourite person. You would like, what I would make a supper to you? Katya has told, that it is very glad that has met me, she has told to me, that was going to go today to me. Sophoan, you remember, I said to you, that when we sat in cafe with Katya, she has told to me about a meeting of graduates. This meeting will be tomorrow. You not against if I will go on a meeting of graduates? To me it is important, that you will tell on it. I will look forward your letter! Your most gentle Natalya

Letter 16

Thanks for that you have written to me. I am very glad to see your letters, it for me is fine! I think that that time will come and you can find the true love. Sophoan meanwhile I have not found new work. In Russia, not so it is easy to find work. In fact here do not appreciate work. Sophoan but I hope. That I shall soon find that work. Which will do me happy. I very much would like to work again with children, in fact my old work did me happy! I think that it would be surprising time if you could make for me a supper when be! Today I went in many places what to get a job. I have passed many places, but or something did not suit me, or all places have already been occupied. I already have gone home and on road I have gone through a kindergarten, there I have seen announcements, that it nurses are required. I have come there, to me have told what to get a job, for this purpose, to them it would be necessary to submit all documents and to pass interview. I have left at all of them my documents they have told to me that all will consider and in a week I can be approached there and to pass interview. Sophoan how you think a trade of the nurse in a kindergarten it well? Tell, please, that you suspect the account of it. Sophoan, I understand you, that you do not want, that I would go on this meeting. You are jealous me, or will worry, how I there. I understand that the man always should be the main thing and I am completely obedient to you!!! I will not go on this meeting as I do not want, that you would be not happy. I will go now home, and I will dream of you. I hope, that soon I will see your letter. Yours and only yours Natalya

Letter 17

Sophoan, how your affairs my sweet? Whether all at you is perfectly in order? I very much grieve for you the sun!!! Yesterday I have very well spent time. We very much did not see for a long time all. Sophoan, you know and I one remained not married of all with whom we together studied. Almost all have children. At everyone the cares. Many have come on a meeting with the husbands. Sophoan, you know so interestingly to look at those whom for a long time did not see. All have very much changed. We sat in cafe, laughed, recollected the student's years. You know together we have recollected so much, I even from this did not remember half. Sophoan, me it was very cheerful. You are glad for me?
Then all gathered home and Katya, with husband Andrey, have decided me to spend. We went and talked Katya, has asked me about, whether I communicate with you. I to her have told about you, about what you good. She asked me to tell apologies to you that she in the beginning has not so treated kindly you. You accept its apologies? I hope what yes! Sophoan, know I all road went and thought only of you and about that what somewhat quicker to lay down to sleep and dream about you. Sophoan, my desire was executed to me you have dreamt! This dream was such realistic. In it to me dreamt how we were together. We sat with you at restaurant between us candles burnt. We looked in the face each other and admired. Sophoan, there was all as in reality, I even saw reflexion of in your eyes. We sat talked then you took my hand and has invited me to dance. I have fallen in your embraces, and we were turned in love dance. To me even seemed, that I felt warmth and tenderness of your hands. In the morning I have woken up and, having opened eyes you, were not a number, I very much was upset. I so would like, that this dream would become a reality! And you want it? Sophoan I have understood, now I am precisely assured that I love you!!! And I would like to shout so loudly, that it would be heard by you my prince!!!! I love, I love you! And I am assured that you that man whom I waited all life!!! I very much would like to admit to you love, looking you in the face!!! I am am overflowed with emotions, at last it happens. I have found you my unique and long-awaited. I with impatience will wait for your letter. I send you millions kisses I hope they to concern you and to return to me, on my lips! Good-bye mine and only mine Sophoan!!! Yours and only your asterisk Natalya

Letter 18

I am glad to see your letter. Your letters for me are very important. It is important to me to know, what with you? How you? I love you, whether also I very much worry as it should be you. I very much want, that we would be a number, that we could see every day each other and could care about each other. As it is pleasant to me to read all that you write to me and your letters always bring to me a lot of happiness. I very much would would like that you tried to write to me as much as possible. I very much would want that you set to me as much as possible questions. I shall be glad to learn about your life as much as possible! Sophoan, I think much, we already are much familiar, if I arrive that as well as what we will make? We will be happy together? To me it is a lot of for happiness it is not necessary. If you smile, and at you all will be good, it will be happiness for me. It will be so? Sophoan I do not know, how close your people will react. They will accept me? At you, probably, other customs. I do not know, you after all in other country and as as will be and as all will occur. Sophoan I do not know. How you think, all will be good? If you tell what yes I will arrive to you, and we will be together. What to you speak acquaintances? You spoke to them about me? They will be glad for us if we are together? They will not stir to our happiness? How you think?
Sophoan I need to know all it what to be assured that I will not bring to you frustration by the arrival, and we can enjoy our love. I will wait for your letter, and answers to my questions. Yours and only yours Natalya

Letter 19

Sophoan, you know, today I all day think about us. About that, as though we were together. I very much wish to believe that all will be fine, but I hope that you understand all gravity of an event. I hope that you understand that for us for both is very big and important step. Sophoan, at the person in a life always there comes the moment in which it chooses also that he will choose, will be with it further.
I very much worry. I weigh all. Sophoan, I heard about that there are bad men in America which offend Russian girls who come to them. But I am assured that you the good man and that with me there will be all in a full order. I should tell to you about it because it in my head and I would want that you knew that I completely trust you. Sophoan, you the fine man!!!! But I need to consider all, I need to solve all for itself. In a life I always make the considered steps, and I cannot give you the concrete answer now. But I will think. I hope that you will understand me! Sophoan, you only imagine as it for me if I go to your country. I there not when was not, and you I as not when did not see.
At me now in a head of thousand thoughts, a shower to ask to you. It is the big step and I think that you as need to reflect well about it.
Sophoan I trust that you good the man. In fact if you were bad that I would not communicate with you. But I am happy that the destiny has reduced ours with you roads. I am happy that have met which man searched for 28 years. I think what to marry is not the most important.
Important is with the favourite person beside. It is important to be with it in a place, every day, every minute! Sophoan, remember I spoke to you about that when to me happens badly or I do not know the answer to a question I go home. Sophoan, I think that now just such situation. Tomorrow I cannot write to you I will go to parents to me it is necessary to consult to them. Sophoan, I very much, very much hope for that you will understand me and will not take offence!
Yours Natalya

Letter 20

Sophoan, I have returned from parents. My trip has passed perfectly. We have well spent time. We had many themes for discussion. The most important thing about what we is final talked, it about us with you. Sophoan, my parents have told that are very glad for us that we love each other and we wish to be together. I have told it, that I am going to go to you. They were very disturbed by it, but I have calmed them and have told, that all will be good. My parents see that that I very much love you, and they wish my only good luck. Sophoan, and I will be happy only with you. And on it they release me to you. But now at me a question to you! Sophoan, you understand, what for me it is very big step? It will absolutely change our lives. Sophoan, I long thought as us better to meet, I think that it will be better if I go to you.
Because now I do not work, I have a lot of free time and I can without problems to prosecute trip subjects. Besides I hope, that I can to continue to be engaged in dances at you. If certainly you not against that! Sophoan as tell, you have a place where we can live together?
For me the main thing, that you would be always with me nearby, that it is not necessary for me in a life any more. To me without a difference, as well as in what conditions to live, the main thing, that every night I would fall asleep in your embraces! Sophoan, please, consider still time and give me the answer. I think, that relations initially should be under construction on trust and that we should trust each other. I am assured, that if I will arrive to you, with me all will be good. I am afraid a little, whether a little that can be. But my love more than any fear and I has decided, that if you will want, I will go to you. But I will begin, something to undertake only after you will tell to me the definitive answer. Now my life has changed, and it was made by you. I wish to be only with you. But while we far apart and me it is necessary to wait for your letters only. Sophoan, whether I hope soon to see your letter and the definitive answer to that you want that I have arrived. Yours and only yours Natalya.

Letter 21

Sophoan, my love, I am very happy, to hear your answer. I am glad, that you as well as you want, that we would be together. I love you all heart and soul. Sophoan when I in the first have received your letter, fairly to tell I did not think that it to turn to such feelings.
Sophoan, now I cannot live without you and day. Earlier I heard much about love, how it is fine, but not when itself did not test it. Now I understand, that this such. To me all without a difference, for me the main thing, that at me is you, other all is indifferent. I am assured, that with you I will be the happiest girl in the world. I am very happy that our feelings are mutual. Sophoan, each person should have second half, I have found her. It you Sophoan!!!! Today I have been very strained, I all thought that you will answer me. When I went to library, my heart fought as if one million times a minute. I have opened your letter, and my heart has stood. Thanks you Sophoan!!!!
Thanks that you are. Thanks that I have found you. You trust in destiny? Sophoan after we have got acquainted I I trust in destiny, not that in the world does not become in vain. All life I was one, I waited for that minute when there will be you!!!! My thoughts now all are mixed, I think of much. I also dream, I worry, I weigh all. Sophoan if both of us agree to that I come to you. I will learn all about a trip.
Sophoan as soon as I learn all I I will inform you. Sophoan, I think that it not all so simply, but I will make all and I will arrive to you. I am assured that it of my forces. Moreover into the account of forces, something now they do not suffice me, when I went to parents I have caught a cold a little, but I think, that it not that serious and it will pass. I think, when we will be together, we will care the friend at that time when to us badly. We will share the life experience. I think, that together our life will be fine!!! You too so think?
Well. On it I will finish to an owl the letter, tomorrow affairs much, still I wish to descend in hospital what to pass inspection, and that the doctor would write out to me any tablets, that cold would not turn to something more serious. As, I will go, and I will learn how me to arrive to you. I will write to you tomorrow my long-awaited Sophoan. Dreaming of you Natalya

Letter 22

Sophoan, is glad to read your lines. Thanks for that you bring to me in them a smile, pleasure. Sophoan, I am happy when I read your lines.
And I so would like that you spoke it to me looking in my eyes. You want it? As I spoke to you, I visited the doctor. But before visiting the doctor in has staid huge turn, in our hospital now there are physical examinations, on conscription. I at all do not understand why it passes in simple hospital. From for it there huge turns, even old grandmothers sit and wait for that when there will pass physical examination young men. Sophoan, and at you before conscription young men as pass physical examination in usual civil hospitals? I think, that the state should take away special places for this purpose. I very tired to expect, the doctor to me has told that at me not that terrible has written out to me Paracetomol. You know that this medicine. He to me has told that it will soon relieve me of cold. I will be on it hopes. Sophoan, in hospital I have met my former schoolgirl Dasha, she was with mum they as have melted on reception in the doctor to the pediatrist. Dasha, was ill with a chicken pox. I have wished her the prompt recover. She has asked me when I to them will return. I would not like to speak to her, but I have told that I any more when at them I will not teach. She was very much afflicted but I have told to her that she very presented girl and when she will grow she can understand all it. Then I have looked in my bag and I have found sweets have treated her. She has smiled, and to me was so pleasantly to see this smile. Sophoan, I very much like to see at close people a smile on the face, it does me pleasure. Sophoan when I will arrive to you I always I will smile!! You will be happy from it? Sophoan, today I wished to go to travel agency what to find out about a trip to you. But I have not had time to make it today as, very long time have stayed in hospital. Tomorrow I will go there and I will begin our meeting. I very much wish to speak to you about the love looking in your eyes, and I am am pleased very much with those that I can do it soon!!!! Yours and only your loving Natalya

Letter 23

To me painfully to speak to you about it. But I cannot arrive to you. Sophoan, it is very expensive to me. When I have heard how many the trip I will cost has not fainted nearly. Sophoan, I have asked them whence they took such prices. They have explained to me, that if I will make all it is itself, leaves even more. As it will be necessary for me to go and receive documents most. And at them contracts everywhere are concluded and consequently they make it more cheaply, and faster. They have asked me, whether I will conclude the contract on a trip. I have refused. Sophoan, forgive me, forgive me for that I to you have encouraged, forgive for that I spoke to you about that our meeting will be very fast. I trust in our love and I trust in that all dreams realizable. Sophoan, I do not know that to you to tell, I understand that I am guilty to you. But if you forgive me, we can continue dialogue further. And further we will already see, that to us to make. I love, I love you, all heart and me it would be desirable to shout so loudly, that you would hear about it!!!!! You are necessary to me, and your love!!!! I beg you, forgive me that I was so it is silly and has not learnt about all in advance. I thought that my savings will suffice, but it is not enough of it. I simply did not know. Forgive me Sophoan!!! Sophoan, you at me good and I hope that you will think and will try to understand me developed situation. I very much hope for your pardon because without you my life is not meaningful! I love you, I love, I love you Sophoan!!!! I hope to see your answer! I LOVE YOU!!!! Without you, I do not know, what for to me to live. I am created only for you!!! Loving Natalya

Letter 24

Sophoan, I read your today's letter, and from my eyes tears flow. But it is tears not grief, and tear of pleasure! I am glad, that I see your letter. Sophoan, thanks, that you have not left me! Thanks that you just as I want our meeting and is ready to struggle for our future!
Sophoan, understand, when to me have informed cost in trips to you, for me a life as if has stopped! I did not know, that to me to do! I could not calm down since have learned, that I can not arrive to you Sophoan, I did not sleep today all the night long! I thought of us how we could be happy! I cried all this time! To me have explained in travel agency, that for a trip to you it is necessary to make documents and to buy tickets Cost of necessary documents makes 830 dollars.
Into this cost enters:
1. The passport for travel abroad of 140 dollars
2. The tourist visa of 210 dollars
3. Travel up to Moscow 205 dollars
4. Residing at Moscow 215 dollars
5. Medical survey of 60 dollars
And cost of one ticket will be makes 500-800 dollars, depending on the airport in which it is necessary to fly. For me it is the huge sum. I cannot find it. All that at me is in my savings of 140 dollars! It would be necessary for me to find 690 dollars more only for that what to start to do documents. It is the huge sum for me. To me it was very heavy, but your today's letter has facilitated my sufferings! That you me have not left thanks and give me hope, that we shall be together! But I do not understand that to me now to do! In fact between us huge distance! To me it is sick from that that now our happiness depends only on me. Sophoan, I would make all what to be with you, but now I am powerless. Forgive me! I cannot think there is nothing, except for you. Sophoan, thanks you for the present and pure love! Sophoan, certainly, I am ready to struggle for our love, but I do not see now decisions of this problem. Sophoan, I am ready to make everything what to be with you. But what I can make? Tell to me, and I shall do it! I because of all forces shall try what to arrive to you, I hope, that in the following letter, you to me will tell the plan about our meeting! I now shall go home. Sophoan, I am emotionally exhausted, I need to sleep and gain strength! I shall wait for your answer, my love! If you only knew, how I appreciate your support! Thanks for love Sophoan!!!
KNOW, THAT I SHALL LOVE YOU ETERNALLY! Forever yours Natalya
p.s. Forgive, but I today have not taken with myself a photo as I have forgotten about them.

Letter 25

Hello favourite Sophoan!
Sophoan, I write this letter, and before me your photo. With it I shall not leave neither in the afternoon, nor at night. Simply I minutes cannot without you. When I think of you, you seem to me, that beside, I feel your exciting breath, warmly your body. The darling, you do not represent, that you do with me! I live only for the sake of you! While you are on this ground, to me nothing is terrible, I shall overcome all. Every day I thank the God that it has helped me to find you among set of people, for our huge gentle love which will not be the end - I in it am assured. Sophoan, today the dream has dreamed me. You will not believe, but in it there was you. We went with you on a wide field, around of us gold ears, and in the distance - a greater wooden door parted. I all over again was frightened: whence in the middle weeding a door and how we shall go further? Having come nearer to it, we have stopped in confusion. But any unknown force has prompted us to bend down and something to start to search on the ground. After a while our sight has fallen to a key. We have taken it, have opened an ill-starred door and have gone further, having joined hands... You know, it was a good dream. The field is our life, greater and interesting, a door - an obstacle which we together shall overcome because we shall find the decision of this problem - a key. I am sincere in it I trust.
Sophoan, And you know, I have a dream. It very kind and consequently should come true necessarily. I want, that we had a present strong family that we loved each other not only during a honeymoon, but also, the further, the more strongly. Let years only temper us and do more gently to each other. My love I do not know what airport is close to me. Sophoan you need to wait three months when you can arrive to me.
But I need to wait only three weeks. If I will have 690 dollars. That I can receive all documents and I can already arrive to you in three weeks. You speak that we shall start to do my documents. But how I shall start to do documents? I need 690 dollars. But I do not have such sum! Sophoan, I hope, that reading this letter, you test the same feelings to me, that you too miss. You do not represent, as I wish to run up to you, to cling to your strong courageous breast, to feel a smell of your body. Favourite my, native! Believe in sincerity of my words, in fact earlier I could tell nobody that I speak you. Why? Yes because never nobody loved how I love you! I am surprised to it, but anything I can not do. And I do not want! You the best, you the most favourite, you person dear to me, for which I - both in fire, and in water!
Though on edge of light! In the end of the letter I wish to wish us two prompt meetings which I wait as anything else. Sophoan, I hope, that it is mutual. Good-bye, my dear. Do not forget, write. Kiss you and very much I love! Yours Natalya

Letter 26

Sophoan, I am glad to receive your letter! Sophoan, thanks for support and warm words! Sophoan if you knew, your letters are how much important for me. It the most good, that is in my day. I always with impatience wait for the moment when I shall read your letter! Love washing, Sophoan, thanks that you wish to help us. But I do not know ways as it can be made. I very much hope that really there is such opportunity. Tomorrow I shall go to travel agency, I shall explain to them our situation and I shall ask them, that it is possible to make.
Sophoan, I hope, that it to turn out to learn a way which will unite our efforts from me. Sophoan, I am grateful to you that you are ready to struggle for our future! Thanks that you do not leave me one, with this problem. Sophoan, I wish to trust in that that we shall meet! I every day think, how we shall be happy together! Happiness! The Happiness is the most important, that the person should test! And all rest is not important! I am assured, that each person can be happy! For this purpose it is necessary to hold the heart opened. Sophoan, I think, that it is necessary to trust the heart, and to go on its call! It seems to me if always to do so, that speaks your heart you will necessarily meet happiness! I listened to the heart and ours you! I all heart trust in our future! In our happy future Sophoan!!! In the tomorrow's letter, I shall inform all that I learn. I hope, that at me it to turn out to find ways of association of our efforts! I love you Sophoan!!! We should be together! We should meet! Only in your hands I shall be happy! Yours forever Natalya

Letter 27

My love today I went and learned about that as you can help. I have come to bank and on asked from them help. To me have told that they can help. Sophoan to me have explained that there is such company as Money Gram. This company is engaged in remittances and you without problems can transfer means through this company. Tomorrow I learn more about that as you can transfer means through this company and I shall write to you. My love to me is not present what sense to search for work now. If I shall fly to you. That what for to me to search for new work?
On work in Russia I cannot earn on a trip to you. Thanks for care, I have completely recovered also to me well now! Sophoan, I hope, that we can unite our efforts and soon we shall meet. I madly love you! Sophoan, I am assured that the destiny has specially put before us this barrier. The destiny checks us and our feelings! Sophoan, we should withstand this check! We should struggle for us and our future! We suffered enough, now our time to be happy! Sophoan, I today dreamed of you. You wish to learn this dream? I think what yes. There was a winter evening. In the street it was very cold. Also there was a blizzard, snows was much. And from one sight in a window, it became cold.
We were in the house. Very familiar to me. And it was unfamiliar for you. It was the house of my parents. We with you sat near to a fireplace. We sat on a floor, having wrapped up with one blanket. We held each other in the embraces, that to us would be warmer. Fire in a fireplace warmed us. Also shined a room. It was pleasant to look at fire. It warmed not only a body, but also soul. Fire was reflected in our eyes. Even it seemed that in our eyes burned fire. We sat silently. And simply looked at fire. To us steps were heard. And we with you have heard two children's voices. " We have frozen. " We with you have smiled. And having untangled a blanket. Have started up from to itself having embraced them. Our son has nestled on you. And the daughter to me. They have strong embraced us. Also have closed eyes. We silently looked at them. And on our lips there was a smile. We would not move what to not wake children. You would rise what to put a few fire wood in a fireplace a little. Then our son has woken up. It has looked at the sister. And whisper has asked us why we sat on a floor.
You I shall grin and has looked in its eyes. And has then translated a sight at fire. Also has told " Look at fire ". And we already threesome looked at fire. Then our daughter has woken up. And looked at us sleepy eyes. rubbing eyes hands. It has looked at a fireplace.
Also has silently told " As beautifully flame, in a rough framework of a brick. And though the fencing gives beauty, all is equally beautiful the Flame. " These words were very familiar to me. They were from the Russian book. These are lines of the unknown writer. And I knew whence these lines are familiar to our daughter. Because my mum, in the childhood read to me this verse. There came night. And we of all family have fallen asleep sitting on a floor. In embraces each other, and warmed heat of a fireplace.... Sophoan, I hope that you liked my dream. How you think this dream sometime will come true? I hope what yes. I very much would would like that this dream has come true.
Sophoan, close eyes and present this dream itself.... The Truth it is beautiful? Sophoan, I with impatience shall wait for your letter. I hope that the information about which I have learned, will help us to meet! Yours and only yours Natalya

Letter 28

Hello favourite Sophoan!
Sophoan, I write this letter, and before me your photo. With it I shall not leave neither in the afternoon, nor at night. Simply I minutes cannot without you. When I think of you, you seem to me, that beside, I feel your exciting breath, warmly your body. The darling, you do not represent, that you do with me! I live only for the sake of you! While you are on this ground, to me nothing is terrible, I shall overcome all. Every day I thank the God that it has helped me to find you among set of people, for our huge gentle love which will not be the end - I in it am assured. Sophoan, today the dream has dreamed me. You will not believe, but in it there was you. We went with you on a wide field, around of us gold ears, and in the distance - a greater wooden door parted. I all over again was frightened: whence in the middle weeding a door and how we shall go further? Having come nearer to it, we have stopped in confusion. But any unknown force has prompted us to bend down and something to start to search on the ground. After a while our sight has fallen to a key. We have taken it, have opened an ill-starred door and have gone further, having joined hands... You know, it was a good dream. The field is our life, greater and interesting, a door - an obstacle which we together shall overcome because we shall find the decision of this problem - a key. I am sincere in it I trust.
Sophoan, And you know, I have a dream. It very kind and consequently should come true necessarily. I want, that we had a present strong family that we loved each other not only during a honeymoon, but also, the further, the more strongly. Let years only temper us and do more gently to each other. My love. I would need 690 dollars that I could receive the documents, and as 600 dollars what to receive the ticket.
The ticket is not dear. Because it is one ticket. If I took two tickets the price would be more. Sophoan I do not have phone. I already spoke you about it. You can give me the phone number. I shall try on to call to you as soon as I shall find a way it to make. My love. I do not use what travel agency. I only have asked them the information. The documents I shall do all itself. So will be not so dearly and I can track all registration. Sophoan my love. Understand. Than more quickly I shall start to do the documents. That more quickly I can arrive to you. If I shall start to do the documents tomorrow. That tomorrow I can on probably call to you. Sophoan tell to me please when you will help? When I shall start to do the documents? Sophoan, I hope, that reading this letter, you test the same feelings to me, that you too miss. You do not represent, as I wish to run up to you, to cling to your strong courageous breast, to feel a smell of your body. Favourite my, native! Believe in sincerity of my words, in fact earlier I could tell nobody that I speak you. Why? Yes because never nobody loved how I love you! I am surprised to it, but anything I can not do. And I do not want! You the best, you the most favourite, you person dear to me, for which I - both in fire, and in water! Though on edge of light! In the end of the letter I wish to wish us two prompt meetings which I wait as anything else. Sophoan, I hope, that it is mutual. Good-bye, my dear. Do not forget, write. Kiss you and very much I love! Yours Natalya

Letter 29

You read that that I write to you? You did not read my last letter and now accuse me of what that. How you can speak me such things? How???
I have answered you in last letter, I have written to you about that that I did not address in travel agency. I have simply learned there all the prices. But I shall not use their service. I shall do all documents itself. Therefore I do not understand with what travel agency you wish to communicate? I do not use any travel agency. Whether you have asked I am for real? Yes! And I love you, I would want that we were with you in a place. I have written to you that I can arrive to you. If I will have means. You have offered the help and now accuse me of what that? How you can write to me such things?? If you do not wish to help or do not trust me. It is not necessary to do that of that.
It is your choice. Your decision. Sophoan all that I want. So it to be with you and we depends on you with you a meeting. If you will help, I shall be with you. If you will not make it. That I cannot arrive to you. Sophoan, I was ready to leave my relatives, friends, my native land to be with you! I wished to be together and to give you love! But now I do not know, that to me to do further. Now I do not know that between us! Still yesterday I have been assured, that between us love. I dreamed to be with you and to execute all about what we long dreamed! But the today's letter has destroyed all my dreams!

Letter 30

Sophoan, I did not sleep all this night. I thought of you! I thought of our attitudes. Sophoan, I have presented a situation if you will be gone from my life. From this think of my heart it was compressed, and has started to choke with mental anguish. The pain - which starts with heart and holds down all body. I have tested its roofing felt from one idea that I shall lose you. Sophoan, today at night I have finally understood that my life any more will not be as before. I on the nature the one-woman man. I cannot grow fond of whom that still. And not who except for you is not necessary to me! Sophoan, you are necessary to me only and only your love! Yesterday I laid and thought why between us there was this quarrel and I have understood that it only trifles. I hope that you can forgive me if I was rough with you. But also from your party there were many ugly words. I hope that you as do not wish to continue this quarrel. Sophoan, give we shall forget about it! Give we shall forget about that conversation! I wish to forget it and any more when to not recollect! I would not want that you did to me painfully! I do not wish to do to painfully you! Sophoan, I hope that you with me agree also we not when again we shall not return to it! Sophoan, we love each other and it is fine! We should do each other happy instead of not private! Sophoan, give any more when we shall not be quarrels! Give we shall forget about it! Today has received your letter and has gone and has received your means. I have started to do my documents. Now we with you a meeting has started to come nearer. And now every day we with you a meeting will come nearer.
Now every day we shall be there is all more close and more close! We should struggle for our future! If in our hearts there will be a mistrust to each other, we not when cannot meet! We should trust each other completely, and only the destiny will give us chance! We should try from for all forces what to meet! We are divided with thousand kilometers! BUT I am assured that it is feasibly our love! We should join hands, and pass through all barrier! We should struggle for our meeting! I hope that you support me! Sophoan, yesterday when I have thought of that that I can lose you, I have tested huge mental anguish! Which has not passed till now! I shall look forward your letter, I am assured that it will facilitate my sufferings! Sophoan, I yours forever! Please do not offend me! In fact I love you! Yours and only yours Natalya

Letter 31

Sophoan how there was your day today? What new has occured in your life? Sophoan, I love you. The love intoxicates, you knew it? I was not present, and here now I know. This fine feeling when from your touches passes a current on a body, the person blurs in a smile and it would be desirable to jump, sing and dance with happiness which you give me the presence at my life. And you know, of what I dream? I dream to visit with you the sea. Only you and I. To roll in the whole days on sand. To sunbathe and bathe in the sea. To play the fool with you in water and gently to embrace. To walk on a beach barefooted legs, that waves would shroud our stops and neither about what to not think. More truly nor about what except for you. You have rushed into my life, in my heart. Now it completely belongs to you. And as to go on a beach holding your hand in the hand in the evening. You will unexpectedly suggest to be expiated and will throw off from yourself clothes. I, having picked up your desire, too throw off from myself clothes, only completely and run in embraces of waves. You are surprised, but accept my rules. We bathe in Adam and Eve's suits. I approach to you and I nestle, I whisper words about love. You are grasped with passion and you, not hiding the feelings, seize me. Having sated with the friend the friend, we without forces rush on sand and simply we lay, closed eyes. So it is pleasant to feel you as a number and easier to be silent. It is not necessary to us of words. What for they? We talk showers.
Conversation of two people without words under the moon, romanticism. I slowly steal up to you and I put the head to you on a shoulder. To us it is good together. The moon, the sea, stars, sand and we loving each other. Unless it not happiness? I shall answer you, yes, this happiness. To catch your sights, to hear a native voice to a pain, to hear whisper of favourite lips. You - me and now it will not change a part. We are sewn to each other threads of love. I trust, in due course we srastit in a single whole. In fact I am you, and you are I. And we perfectly understand it. We understand, that the friend without the friend, we is simple sands, flying downwind. Sophoan, only together we make something more valuable and powerful. Dreams come true, and I trust in it. I trust, that we shall be passed with you on quay, inhaling sea air. Where you will present me a unforgettable kiss and impressions. Thanks you, that you are!!! We shall be together! Yours and only yours Natalya

Letter 32

Sophoan hello!!!
How you? I have become bored awfully. Sophoan very much you do not suffice me. This distance bores, but it is compelled. I trust, soon we shall meet, and it should please. I so dream of our meeting, I dream, when I can touch your lips. I remember their taste and I wish to feel it again. I so have become bored on your touches, it would be desirable to feel heat of your hands on the body. I wish to hear « Good morning, the sun. » mmm … I dream of it!. Your voice, such native, such desired. If just now there was no distance which divides us!
Sophoan, you mine and only mine. Though separation too is necessary, so we shall become bored even more friend on the friend, and the pleasure of a meeting will be sharper, more appreciable. My words awful seem to you? Well, probably. But to change nothing in our separation, therefore to have to search in it pluss. Sometimes I represent, that you sleep beside and, compressing more strong a pillow, I represent you instead of it. So it would be desirable to wake up in your embraces and gently to concern your lips, to whisper gentle words on an ear. To see, how you reluctantly wake up, stretch, rake up me in an armful and even more strongly press to yourself, bury in my hair and inhale their smell, and I, in turn, gently iron you on a back, than I cause desire. Such sweet dreams as it would be desirable, that they would be real now, but, alas, it not so. I am confident, we shall make up with you for the missed days. Sophoan, you my world. I live you. Without you my heart fades, and the planet ceases to spin. I dream of a sit-round gathering in a circle of family at the TV. I dream to go with you along the street and to hold you for a hand! My Love I already gave you the information as you can transfer means. You unless did not receive this letter? Here once again the information which I wrote to you! My love I every day would watch that that my documents were made out. I every day watch that. Therefore you do not need to worry. My love I shall be happy to live in a place with your uncle. To me it is not important where we with you shall live. For me the most important we shall be in a place with you on always! I miss on you!
And very strongly I love you.
Yours and only yours Natalya

Letter 33

Sophoan, I am very glad to see your letter!!! I hope, that all will be good, and very soon we shall together for ever. Sophoan, I very strongly love you Sophoan, I wish to speak you it every day. I hope, that very soon I can speak you it every day many times. Sophoan, I trust in it! The love washing seems you I have not understood my last letter which to you have written. My love certainly I spend time with the girlfriends. And I shall soon spend time with the parents. Sophoan I thought silt I about that that I shall do when I shall arrive to you? I do not know that I shall do. If it will be evening. That I could make a supper and at supper you would tell to me about the family and in the evening we could look film. At me it is a lot of plans and I hope that soon ours with you dreams will come true! Sophoan, today my day has passed well, I all the day thought of you. Because today at night I dreamt. In this dream we were together you and I!!!! It was a fine dream. We walked on avenue, keeping for hands, I went and joked, we laughed. On our persons there was a smile. We went where that far to depth of a wood. But suddenly we have stopped and began to look against each other. I looked in your eyes, in them there were so much passions, you looked at me, and I thew in your sight. I could not come off from your pure, as morning dew of eyes. Us pulled to the friend to the friend, we came nearer also our bodies have merged in embraces. I felt your hot kisses. Sophoan, you so passionately kissed me, you kissed my neck, ironed my body and touched my hair. We were covered with passion, we could not come off from each other. We kissed very long. Suddenly you have told to me, that you know a fine place, and we have gone there. You went behind me. Suddenly I have felt gentle embraces. You have closed my eyes palms so we moved some steps. And when you have opened my eyes, I have seen before myself a remarkable glade. Sophoan, it has very much liked me. It was the small glade, on coast of lake. We have approached to coast and have laid down on the ground, I have turned to you and we began to kiss. I covered you with kisses. We were very long on this glade, you to me told something, we kissed, embraced. We have not noticed, how has passed time and in the street became already dark. Then we have laid down on a back, and held each other for hands. We looked in the sky, on it there were many stars. Light of the moon fell on your person, I laid and admired you, suddenly you ask me to look at the sky. I have lifted a head upwards, and you have shown me a finger on constellation!!! This constellation was similar to a flower, and you have told, that this flower for me!!! This constellation my name "Natalya" On it I also have named has woken up. When I have opened eyes, it was very a pity to me, that it only a dream. But a fine dream! I hope, that all is very fast our dreams will be executed, and we shall be together for ever!!!! I very strongly love you Sophoan!!!! I very much wish to be with you. You my destiny. I want to you, I want you. I wish you to see, embrace, kiss and give you all caress and tenderness every day. When we shall be together, we shall be the happiest pair in the world!!! I madly love you!!!! I with impatience shall wait for your letter!!!! I gently embrace you and passionately whole, I hope, that I can soon do it every day!!!
p.s. To me it will be pleasant, if you will continue my dream, since that moment as I have woken up. Kiss you Sophoan!!!

Letter 34

Sophoan how your day has begun? You have woken up with a smile? My day has begun well. I have woken up with a smile, and with feeling, that you think about To me! Because my cheeks were red. I am right? You thought of me? At us in the country speak, that if burn cheeks, who means about you that Thinks. You sometime heard such? Sophoan, you often have red cheeks? I every day think of you. To me so it becomes pleasant inside, When I represent you beside with me when you hold me for a hand, then gently pass to my body and start to kiss me. Everyone The centimeter of my body becomes hot. It so is hot, that on me it is possible to bake pies! he he he (joke). I think, that to me would be not less Pleasantly when you could do it in a reality. I think, that you would do it very gently. I so want it Sophoan!!! Which you have sent thanks for a photo to me. It has very much liked me. Sophoan my love. I agree with you. I agree that if we trust in each other that we shall be in a place. I completely agree. My documents will be soon ready and I hope that you understand. About that that it is necessary to pay the ticket and then I can already take off to you for any day. Tomorrow I shall learn about it! After a breakfast I was going to go to sveta. I so was forgot, when thought of you, that have left the house only in slippers. I have forgotten to dress Boots on legs. To me was so ridiculously Sophoan! I think, that you would have a smile when would see me. I had to return. After I have gone To check up sveta, it was ill also I for it I look after. We have such weather which can infect with a flu. And how at you? As you of You feel? Then I went with pleasure to library to see your letter. I hoped, that you will write to me, because as I spoke, That I have woken up with red cheeks. And I was right, that you have written to me. Thanks you for it!!! You give me happiness and smiles!! I so love You also it is very happy with you Sophoan! And you? I with impatience shall wait for your answer tomorrow!! No, wait... I again wish to tell to you that I love you! I love you! I love you! I love you! I love you! I love you! I love you! I love you! Your gentle and loving Natalya

Letter 35

Hello my favourite and most lovely prince Sophoan! Thanks that you to me have written you the letter! I love you all heart and all soul! I wish to be with you and only with you, you the man of all my life! I wish to be with you and only with you! I wish to be yours forever!
Sophoan, you the man of all my life! Today I went to travel agency and to me have told that if I can pay the ticket then I can take off to you on May, 5th! Sophoan that I could arrive on this flight to me it is necessary will pay the ticket which to cost 1030 dollars! I so strongly wish to be with you wash prince! In fact to us remains so a little to meet! I so was happy that is fast we can together! You only present that we can already be together so soon! We shall be together forever, in fact we can already be together next week! I wish to be only with you wash prince! I so strongly wish to be with you, we shall be the happiest family in this world. I love you my prince. Sophoan, you the man of all my life! I wish to be with you and only with you! I want that we were together! I think of you constantly! You which man I love also I wish to be with you, we so have much made and now we need to make last step to be together, and all ours with you dreams become a reality! I hope that I can read through your letter tomorrow! I send you the sea of the kisses! I yours and only yours forever Natalya.

Letter 36

Sophoan, I miss on you. I with impatience waited for your today's letter. Sophoan, what you had interesting today? You missed on me? As There has passed your night, you well slept? I hope, that we were together today at night in yours dreams. I slept today very well and is sweet. Because I saw us in my dreams. We had a rest on a beach, the sun was very bright and shone only for us. On that island there were only we and more Anybody. First we long kissed, and I gently and passionately tasted your gentle lips. It was very beautiful dream Sophoan, I had Real sensations as though it was not a dream. We laid about water and, in due course water approached to our legs! But to us it was indifferent, Because we were such happy and anything any more did not feel except for each other. You caressed me gently and on my leather were creep. To me Was so pleasantly Sophoan. I hope, that to you it would be pleasant too from it. Then I have suggested you to leave water and to lay down on sand. I tried To hide you in sand and to leave only your hands, legs and a head. It was so funny Sophoan!! I want, that this dream coaea a reality Once. What do you think of it? I do not remember than the dream because I have woken up has ended.... Sophoan, you could continue my dream? The love washing 500 dollars is cost of one ticket. But what I could take off to you to me it is necessary to have two tickets. When I shall arrive to you we can return the return ticket and to you will return 500 dollars back! I love you Sophoan! I hope, that a today's dream and many other things dreams which we have, become a reality!!! You would like it? I shall be To miss on you and to wait for your answer. Your gentle and loving Natalya

Letter 37

While you are not present beside, I constantly think, of that, as though to us it was good with you … And for any second it seems, that it is a reality, but then I understand, that it only game of my imagination. What happiness, that you at me is … You to me give happiness … I is assured, that each second lead with you is a happiness!!! Your touches, kisses, a sight, a smile … happiness … And let all can not always will smoothly … probably, we shall swear … but it quickly will pass all … And even quarrels with you is a happiness. And you know why?
Because with you I feel and I experience so much emotions … and different … Many of them I never tested all of them … You - my happiness!!!!!! As pleasant to feel favourite by you. Your compliments, delights in occasion of me are especially pleasant. But sometimes it seems to me, that they are too exaggerated. But as to them pleasantly to listen. Having grown fond of you, I began to understand value of many expressions … Especially, « I am dissolved in you » … it seemed Earlier, that such cannot be … and now I so in you am dissolved, that simply I lose the control over the ideas and I can not do almost anything, except for how to think of you the whole day. And the more I think of you, the I am more than I torment … Thanks you that you are in my life!!! Thanks for your patience me, for endurance. For tenderness, passion, ideas on me … about us … But infinite thanks you for YOUR LOVE. This the most valuable, that can be in a life!!! You read that I have written to you yesterday? You in general read my letters? I have written to you yesterday, that I need to have two tickets.
I need to have the ticket up to your country and back. So my state was confidently in that that I can arrive back if that that happens.
While I should pay the ticket itself. As I concluded the contract with travel agency and under the contract I should pay the ticket. You cannot buy to me it, I cannot take off under your ticket! Yours and only yours Natalya

Letter 38

Sophoan, you have appeared in my life. But today I have understood, that knew you before many years. Since most my birth You lived in my heart. Even when I remained one, to me was never lonely. Sophoan, you were far! But at me on a shower it was warm from an idea, that you are, you exist, you live, that we have met. I prepared for a meeting with you all life. I supposed mistakes that having met you, to show wisdom in attitudes. Sometimes the patience came to an end, sometimes there were no forces to wait! In fact so it would be desirable to touch you right now that you were a number. During complex times, it would be desirable to lean against your breast. And here then saw you in someone the friend, has finished to it your character traits. But it was not you. Nobody could replace you. Therefore there were forces to wait. Anyhow?! To me it will be good only with you. Only YOU approach me!!!! Sophoan when you have appeared in my life. I have learned you without words. And how in another way? In fact since most my birth you live in my heart! I am happy, that the destiny has presented us chance fortunately! I am grateful match.com that it has enabled us to find each other on the different ends of a planet. I live only dreams of you, and I trust, that I can soon nestle on your breast. Yours and only yours Natalya
P.s My love that at you has occured? Explain to me please. Tell to me that at you has occured? I worry and I experience for you. Tell to me please that to me to do with the ticket? I need to pay it. What to me to tell? How to me to be? At me it is a lot of questions to you!

Letter 39

At you all is good? How your health? How your weather in city? What did you do yesterday? What plans at you for tomorrow? I would would like that you tried to write to me as much as possible. I so miss under your letters. We have started to communicate with you and now I every day would go to library what to read through your letter. I like to communicate with you, your letters do me joyful, it is pleasant to me to learn more about you and about the USA. It so is pleasant when you write to me. I feel care. I hope. That at you all is good, I hope. That tomorrow you will write to me. I with not patience shall wait your letter. Yours Natalya

Letter 40

Sophoan, very strongly you I love... Yes I love!!! Each time I wait about impatience of your letter. Each time reading it, on the person a smile and pleasure and expectation... We cannot be together a number yet, feel each other, embrace, simply sit, silently having joined hands! While we far apart. While our dialogue can be named on distance. Sophoan, you Know than our dialogue, differs from usual virtual dialogue? To that I not only see and I read your letters, but I also feel you! I am assured that you as feel me and my love to you. I know that you too love me also both of us about impatience we wait for our meeting.. I am assured that our patience will suffice, and there will come that happy day when we shall meet. And time flies quickly, and I am assured that for us it will fly by imperceptibly... But and distance, speak, only pulls together. The distance does more strongly our love! Sophoan, you such person which is necessary to me! With you I feel, as if in a dream. But you know that I am afraid? That suddenly I shall wake up, and it will appear a dream. I try to drive away all these evil thoughts and will not reflect at all that further. I shall not go through if I shall lose you. Sophoan, let our love on distance, but it not for a long time.... I am assured that soon we shall meet! Yours forever Natalya
p.s. I put verses, on that to the letter that feels my heart! My love I understand that you should think of all. But understand. The ticket to me needs to be paid already. Already there has passed almost week since that moment as I have told to you about that that I need to pay the ticket. But you even do not write a word about ours with you to a meeting!
I go mad on the sly,
I wish to see you.
About if you as to me it is bad knew,
When in a distance you from me …

I wish to embrace you loving
And to whisper on an ear-
« As long I waited for you,
Favourite mine, I love you »

Letter 41

What plans at you on the days off? What will you do? What weather at you? I hope that at you warmly. At us very warmly and in the street 20 degrees of heat. I shall go tomorrow to parents, I shall help them in a garden and with a kitchen garden. I every spring would go to parents what to help them on the house. How you collect to lead the days? You will have a greater entertainment? Or at you affairs much? I hope that you are not ill now. As in the days off many people are ill. I shall wait your letter. I shall hope for your fast reply. I shall answer you on Sunday as soon as I shall return from parents. Yours Natalya

Letter 42

Hello Sophoan!!!
Today, I listened to music of Century A.Motsarta « the Symphony of heart », and enjoying a cup of fragrant tea. When my ideas on you, in my heart the same symphony sounds approximately. Each memoirs on you the separate note sounds, creating a surprising melody in heart. I am not assured, that there are so gentle and warm words of love what to describe feelings to you. Heart in each impact whispers: « I love, I miss … I love … ». Such easy and beautiful feeling. So it is pleasant to love! Heart is ready to sink in love and it is completely not important, that the distance so is great between us … it changes nothing, my favourite. Yes, it madly hard, difficultly, but the love is boundless, only it is capable to help to transfer all. The sun every day a gentle dawn spills light and tenderly wakens about that a dream even if we do not pay to it attention. And a solemn decline gives a up the place of night. A velvet of the night sky always strewn marvellous diamonds of stars even if all is covered besproglyadnoy by a cloudy veil, and we do not see them. We do not see many things, and sometimes simply we do not notice. I try to not notice distance which as if the precipice separates you and me. We do not see each other long time, and the love does not cease, all time connects us and does not release. This happiness! I need to pay the ticket and you speak that feel not correctly.
Of what you thought then when I received the documents? Now when all is ready and it is necessary to pay tickets you start to play for time about what that to think. To me will give the penalty for a delay of payment of tickets and it at all does not excite you! I wait for our meeting and I shall continue to wait. Has very much -very become bored, I wait for that moment when I can embrace strong-is strong, to kiss gently - gently, and to remain with you for ever! Yours and only yours Natalya

Letter 43

Favourite mine,
As often I repeat these magic words whisper, going to bed, but they depart in anywhere. And so it would be desirable them to whisper to the most favourite, most desired, only thing. To you Sophoan!!! Today I wish to open to you one more corner of the heart. Hear: Sophoan, I looked at the girl-friends who had time to marry, and at the some people was already on two children, and asked always one question: " And than I differ from them? Why at me not as at them? " I always on the first place had a study - at school I was the honours pupil and while my schoolmates twisted novels, I sat at the textbook of history. In institute I have safely continued tradition of school and learnt a science further. And so it would be desirable romantic meetings, colors and walks under the moon... You know, in my life there was much - for the 28 years I have made progress to know pleasure from dizziness and bitterness of loss of the close person. I saw treachery, I do not wish whom to test similar emotions. It very strongly bends down you to the ground, and it is difficult to rise and start over again to live.
But you know, the truth speak - time is the best doctor. It and the truth treats. Everything, that was up to you - now as if in a fog. I also did not represent, as could live without you all this time. And why we earlier with you have not met? Where we went? My love., as soon as I will have new photos I at once to you them shall send. When I will have means for the ticket I can take off to you in current of four days. I shall inform you on each plan and I shall keep you posted all events! Sophoan, now I know, that you my favourite, my desired, my unique! You with whom I wish to pass on a life, a hand about a hand, looking in one direction. You with whom I wish to divide all ups and downs. I am assured, that difficulties we shall overcome all together, that we shall support each other when to us will be hard and painfully. Let before us there will be tests, we shall pass them. We shall pass check of destiny, on durability. I trust in us! I am madly happy from one only ideas, that soon we shall with you FAMILY. You will be my spouse to whom I shall repeat magic words " Favourite mine " whisper, going to bed, and you will gently iron me on hair and to look, how I fall asleep... Yours and only yours Natalya

Letter 44

Sophoan, we never saw in a reality, but I wait for this day. Despite of everything I shall wait you! Sophoan, you very much also are very dear to me. If I shall lose you - the life will end. And I wish to lead it with you! I love you! I love, my native boy. Give we shall be together always! Without you so melancholy and badly. Present me a rainbow, please. My rainbow is you and your feelings to me …. I dream to not release you …. I would like your touches, yours caresses, your kisses. To me so has bothered virtually to communicate. I simply wish to see you. I cannot constrain all impulses of passion which live in me for you. Sophoan when we shall be together, I shall execute everything, that promised you! Sophoan, I am ready to come tearing along to you, my happiness. But I do not have for this purpose money. Between us of thousand kilometers. These are huge trifles. It is a pity, that between us in general there is a distance. But we shall overcome it, favourite mine! You are a man of dream. Yes, we did not see in a life, but I madly have grown fond of you. My love very strong. It has won me, was pulled out from a breast, the line of this letter has arrived in everyone. Sophoan, know, remember, that you at me unique. I without you - a dewdrop, raindrops on glass, grain of sand at coast …. Be with me, my angel! I shall manage to present you unearthly happiness. Only one chance for realization of such plan is necessary to me. My love - the real. You will understand, it if we shall be together. You are necessary to me …. It is more, than air. You - my life. Because I love you madly. I wait for you, mine Sophoan!!! Yours and only yours
Natalya

Letter 45

My love to you - that beam of the sun which so did not suffice me up to a meeting with you. Sophoan, probably, it will seem too naive, but always it seemed to me, that the present love absolutely other. I was going to feel any "click", to feel inspiration which completely will change me and my life. I looked films and trusted, that my love will be same - sudden, bright, sweeping on the way all. It seemed to me, that on the nobility love those who has gained it can only, has passed through all: insults, humiliation and disappointment. I always considered myself strong and capable sensibly to think in any situation so, and to supervise the emotions. But for the first time having seen your photo, my heart as if captivated, began to fight more strongly. Everything has in a moment changed, and I have understood - the love cannot be suffering. It, as a drink of fresh air, as the inspiring wave bearing you in the world of your dreams. Sophoan, I know, and you feel love. Simply look back, listen to silence: you hear, it knocks! You read these lines, and your heart knocks all more strongly!
Ah... Well here, on my cheek tear has run. It not despair, no! Simply for an instant it seemed to me, that you have called me to yourself. I have shuddered and as if have woken up from a fleeting image. I do not know, what emotions will overcome you when you will read through this letter. Probably, it will be a rage on powerlessness, because of which you and I now not a number. And can be, you will throw all and will be thrown towards to me, at last, to embrace me and to forget about all. Sophoan, take away me! I all yours! Yours and only yours Natalya

Letter 46

Here, I have written to you one more verse while waited your letter. I hope. That you like my poetry. I often write verses. This my hobby, a hobby. I when did not try to show whom that the verses and you the first who read them. I hope that you will estimate my verses:
What smells like a man, warmed the bed?
Confidence, strength and weakness at once.
Tune one that plays flute, And the gentle gloom mixed with ecstasy.
What smells like a man who wants you?
Pool of roses with silence on the bottom,
Hope, warmth, singing birds and dream,
And the fear of loss that came in a dream.
What smells like a man worthy of you?
Reliability. Fidelity. Fervor and passion.
Love, spilled over the edge of the sky,
And day and night full of happiness ..

Letter 47

I hope that at you all well. What plans at you on the days off? What will you do? Than you will be engaged? I hope, what you will well have a rest? What at you now weather in city? At you warmly? At us on former it is cold. I hope that you well spend time. And as I hope that tomorrow or after days off you can answer me. I with not patience shall wait your letter, I hope. That you soon will answer me. Yours Natalya

Letter 48

I so am glad to see yours the letter. I very much missed you. Sophoan, my love I write to you this letter and I am am overflown with feeling of pleasure. I am glad from that that soon we shall together!!!! Sophoan, at last that soon we shall find our happiness, we so a long time went to it and to us remains absolutely hardly - hardly. Sophoan, today I have arrived from parents. With me there has arrived my daddy. It would arrive for that what to spend me, to help me with things. For this time that I come to library, I have got acquainted with the manager, and I would ask it that it has learned my daddy to use the Internet, for that what when I shall at you we could communicate. Mum and the daddy have given me many manuals. Sophoan, they have transferred us with you a gift. I to you shall not tell that it for a gift, let it will be for you a surprise. My parents experience for a trip more, than for that when I shall be with you. My daddy has sold the rubber boat, for that that at me would be money for pocket charges. They have collected all of money which at them were in total at 120 dollars have turned out. I know that that this last that at them is, and on it I did not wish to take this money, but they would insist on that that I have taken them as in road there can be all, probably I shall want to attempt or I shall be late, in the airport that at me would be to pay money for a taxi. Sophoan, I now do not have a lot of time for that what to write to you the big letter, soon my train to Moscow, and we need to come still to Svetlana, to take away my things. Tomorrow as soon as I shall arrive to Moscow I shall write to you the information of the ticket. I so am happy that soon I can to feel heat of your body! I love you, and I cannot wait when I shall arrive to you. I adore you Sophoan!!!! Yours and only yours Natalya

Letter 49

Sophoan, I have arrived to Moscow. I am very tired in road. As soon as has arrived, at once has gone to search for hotel Wizit, to me explained where it to be but all the same I have hardly found it. I have left things and have gone to search Internet for cafe, it to be not far from my hotel, in 10 minutes of walking. Sophoan, me here so it is terrible. All people what that malicious not as in my city. But the city of Moscow very beautiful, very much greater buildings and many different monuments. And it only I have passed some quarters. But I feel as that badly. Probably I am simple is very strongly tired. Sophoan, I very strongly love you!!!!! I cannot wait when I shall sit down in the plane and I shall depart to you! Not looking at that that I am strongly tired to me it is necessary to go now to pass interview and to receive the visa. I hope that that all will be good. As soon as I shall make all I shall come here once again and I shall write to you. Kiss you!!!! I do not say goodbye, I think that that in an hour three I shall write you and I shall inform on all. Yours and only yours Natalya

Letter 50

I had money I could write. I would sell yesterday clothes what to find means what to write to you

Letter 51

My love I has sold almost all clothes which would take with itself that though that that to eat and sleep on a bed. I wait and I hope that you can help. I am ready for the sake of you on all. For the sake of ours with you of a meeting I am ready on all

Letter 52

At me what way on to call to you. I already almost week here without money without a thing. At me that is not present. Also there is no way on to call to you!

Letter 53

my love. Thanks for your photos. I am very happy them to receive. I hope that in two days I can take off to you!

Letter 54

My love I has received 1000 dollars. There were 1870 dollars and then I can take off to you. My love you imagine? I can be absolutely fast with you. I tried to pass from 1000 dollars. But me do not start up. I need 1870 dollars more!

Letter 55

My love what to do? How to be? I am ready to wait I I am ready to wait in fact love for you

Letter 56

My love I try to save money therefore I do not write so often

Letter 57

My love I hope that you can soon help and I at last can be in a place with you.

Letter 58

My love today has received your means. I very much am grateful to you for your help. Soon I shall with you. I have received the ticket. My start will be in two hours. Here the information of my ticket:

departure, 28 May from Sheremetyevo Arpt

19:20 – 16:40 1 connection, 12h 40m, London, travel time 28h 20min more 6 seats flight AA2584

Aeroflotfrom Moscow Sheremetyevo Arpt 19:20 28 May airplane:
to London Heathrow 21:25 28 May Airbus A321

connection London 12h 40m

flight AA101 from London Heathrow 10:05 29 May airplane:
to Washington Ronald Reagan National Arpt 16:40 29 May Boeing 777-300ER