Letter(s) from Rozalia Fazyilova to Jimmy (USA)

Letter 1

Hello Friend! How are things going with
you? At you good mood? I like ours with you dialogue. In the mornings I drink green tea, then I go for work and I read your letters. I not always can answer you at once as the laptop at my place has broken and I have not had time to buy yet new, soon I will buy the new laptop And to a smog to make Skype and we can have dialogue in real time. I write to you from my work. I hope, that you understand me, that on work I cannot use Skype, as my chief very strict woman. I think of you all the day long and I think of your answer to my letter. It is very interesting to me, than you are engaged at present. It is a pity, that between us the big distance. If you not against, I continue to tell about the life and to ask about your life. I wish to tell about my family. To my mum of 56 years, it already on pension. As I have sister, at it the family, the husband and two charming daughters. My father has died 7 years ago. It was a hard time for our family. I love the family. I try to help my mum as she lives one. We often meet all family behind one table. You are pleasant like cinema? What films like you? I cannot forget remarkable films (Vanilla Sky), (Braveheart), (walk to Remember), (Three metres above the sky). I like different genres, but most of all I prefer romantic films about love, with good end of a film. I like classical and pop music. I like to cook food.
What most popular dish in your country? Russia the huge country. Here very various kitchen. I think, that national dishes in Russia, these are cutlets, pelmeni, borsh. In Russia soups are very popular. I am assured, that you will like dishes from a Russian cuisine. As to my preferences in food. I like different food and I often prepare different dishes. The main thing that the food has been prepared from natural products. I like salads from vegetables and as fruit salads.
Friend, you have a phone number with which it is possible to do trunk calls? I have mobile, my number 896354528933, but I cannot do and accept trunk calls, as my mobile To me have given out on my work and at me service trunk calls is not connected. I wish to buy one more phone in the future and to connect to myself personal mobile number, I hope I will buy it soon, probably we can have conversation with you by phone. If you tell to me a phone number, I will call to you from public phone in the future. I wait your phone number in the following message. I think, that we with you can understand each other in our conversation by phone. When I will plan to call you, I will inform you. I know, that you the good man and me it very much are pleasant.
We with you speak in different languages in a daily life. Our countries have different mentality. You agree with me? Please, tell to me, it is as much as possible about your life. Your life is very interesting to me. All of us people and I will understand you, but we with you belong to different cultures. Some things, I probably, do not know. I will be very glad to hear it from you. Your letters help me to present your world better. Write to me more likely! Please, send the photos if you can. I will wait for your letter! I try to check email every day. Sometimes because of work I do not have time to check up email, I hope you understand me. I will always answer your letters.
Today I have written you the big letter, now I should return to work.
I send you my photos, I hope to you it is pleasant. Polina.

Letter 2

Friend! I'm fine! Today at me good mood :-) Last night I visited sister.
We ate and talked. Name of my sister Liubov. My sister has told, that it since recent time, has started to notice changes in me.
As my mum has noticed, that I became cheerful and cheerful. Friend, I have told to my mum and sister, that I communicate with you. I have thought and have understood, that is valid, my life has changed since I have started to communicate with you.
At me there has passed melancholy and now I often smile :-) Name of my mum Vera, she approves our dialogue and she is very glad to see my good mood.
Sometimes I re-read letters which you have written me earlier and I can not believe that have got acquainted with you, I very much like our dialogue. Now I wish to look in your eyes and to see your mood. It is pleasant to you as I write to you and that that I tell about myself?
You know, that the sight can tell more. My eyes shine for pleasure when I look through E-mail and I see your letter. Thanks you for happiness which you bring to me!!! Today I will send you video, I said, that I very modest, I hope you have understood me in it video, I spoke in all sincerity. I have learnt from the mobile operator, that my mobile does not support an international telecommunication, for this purpose that I could call and accept Trunk calls, the statement on work will be necessary to write to me and that they would tell to the mobile operator that is necessary for me To connect service trunk calls. I hope the director will allow to connect to me service trunk calls. As soon as I will make it, I will inform at once you on it, I very much wish to hear your voice and I hope that we can soon speak on the phone with you. I have a dream. I dream of a romantic supper with which man I love. But I do not have beloved, I very much would wish to meet the love. Friend, you the romanticist? To you to like to surprise the girl? To me like romanticism... I like to look at stars, I like an easy supper at candles. I would prefer to make a supper. I as like to dance slow dance under music... Nevertheless, it is all was at me for a long time. But nevertheless, I very much want, what my dream was carried out. I with impatience wait for your following letter. Polina:-)

Letter 3

Hello!!! How mood Friend? Today I have woken up in the morning and thought of you. I had breakfast and continued to think that we could have breakfast together. You prefer what meal in the morning? I have breakfast yoghurt and fruit, I do sandwiches. I could not check up e-mail at home as I already said, that at me the laptop has broken.
Now I again on work. I write you letters at leisure from my work.
Friend, I have some work today. At leisure on work, I re-read each your letter which you have sent. Sometimes I think, than you are engaged during this or that moment of time. I have an important question for you. You write letters to other girls? I write the letter only to you and me other men do not interest. Friend, you understand, that I seriously concern acquaintance to you and consequently me it interests. You prefer long relations? What do you do not love in the woman? What you involves in the woman? What you would want the wife in the future? It should be formed? The clever?
Beautiful? Fair? I think, that between the man and the woman there should be an understanding, there should be a trust and a physical inclination! The man and the woman should be first of all friends. The love begins with friendship. If friendship strong and mutual the love also will be pure and mutual! I very much wish to grow fond of the man! I wish from this love to be happy! I wish to give from this love my smile to all people! First of all, to my beloved! And as I want that my man was the sun which shines everything, and heats only me!!!
I will answer the same question now. I want, that my future husband was a reliable support for me and our future family. I wish to rely in all on my future husband. I want, that my pleasure was also its pleasure. My grief was also its grief. These are my representations of my future man. I love a cosiness and cleanliness of the house. You often are engaged in house affairs? Friend, you have house flowers?
I love flowers and at my place many flowers! I very much like white roses. I like animals. In my apartment there are no pets because I have no a lot of free time and all the day spend on work. However in the house of my sister there is a dog and a parrot. Now we have no possibility to communicate through skype, but soon I will buy the new laptop and we can speak on skype. I will inform at once you on it. I wait your letter and your photos. Please, do not detain the letter and write to me more likely. Yours, Polina!

Letter 4

HI! Friend! I very much waited your letter! We with you friendship very much is pleasant to me. Earlier I to you had a feeling of curiosity. Now I had a feeling of liking to you. I have good news today. I talked to my chief and she has told, that my vacation will soon. It is necessary for me to finish the begun business and then I can have a vacation. Friend, I with impatience wait the vacation that we could agree about a meeting. You want our meeting? If you want, I can plan arrival to you. Very much for a long time I did not feel, which is in my heart now. I have to you feelings of liking... I am afraid to speak to you about it, but my feelings to you it is more than simply friendship. I with huge impatience wait your letters.
Earlier I did not represent, that feelings can cause such desire to wait for the letter, at dialogue in e-mail. Friend, what you feel? I sincere with you also say to you only that I feel, I would like to share with you all. From the very beginning of our dialogue I asked you, that you would be sincere and now I trust you. I have a sensation, that we are familiar with you throughout the whole life. I do not have any secrets from you. Always I try to answer your questions. Please, repeat the questions for me when I forget to answer your questions. Tell to me, please, as you consider your future? What do you want in the future and whether you that I was a part of your future want? You would like that your future wife was till the end of your life? I wish to marry only once and to be happy. I have a passport which allows me to travel all over the world. I am valid, very much I wish to see your country and your way of life. I should see it my eyes and I think, that we with you will have happy time together. Today I will send with my letter of a photo and video, you can always notice that I have a smile on the person when I think of you. I do not understand, that to me occurs, in me all has turned over, the world became another for me. I even more often start to understand, that I think of you more and more. I become happy when I see your letters, on my person a smile :-) I do not wish to frighten you of it, but I hope, that you understand me... Please, do not forget to answer my questions. I very much appreciate ours with you dialogue.
Friend, you do not represent as I is happy, when I see your new letter! I send you air kisses!!! Yours, Polina!

Letter 5

Friend, How your day? How many now time in your country? I very much would like to know our difference in time. Thanks, that you find time to write to me. Now I would like to appear with you nearby and to feel your smell. As any woman, I very much want attention, caress and embrace, and as passion. Recently, I have noticed behind myself, that I show interest about our meetings more and more. Last night, the dream has dreamt me, in this dream we were together and you embraced me and ironed the hand on my hair.... I believe, that soon we will meet. All our dreams will come true, when we will be together. Now I know, when there will be my holiday. Today the chief has told to me, that my holiday will begin in some days. I think, that next week I will be on a vacation. This news has very much pleased me. My chief to me has allowed to take a vacation of 45 days as I have explained to it, that in my life there was a man from other country, it you the darling Friend! You are glad to learn about it? Soon I will receive my salary, before leaving on a vacation, to me should pay my salary and I plan to buy at once the new laptop, the laptop to me will be necessary, for this purpose what to write to you of the letter at any time. I hope, that you are glad. I really look at things and I think, that we should be well prepared for it. I will start to prepare for a trip if you agree with it!? What clothes I should take with myself? I should take warm clothes? I need to know answers to my questions.
Friend, I will inform the information on my preparation for travel, you really would like our meeting? I have our liking and me pulls to you. I am assured, that when we will meet, ours with you feelings become stronger! Please, promise to me, that you will care of me, I have trusted in you. I concern our relations with all my heart and souls. Most the nearest international airport to be in the city of Moscow. It is airport Sheremetevo or Domodedovo. Tell to me, please, what international airport is closest to your house? In what airport I should buy tickets? I never was in your country. If I arrive to you, you will meet me? I do not know anybody, except you in your country. I ask you that you have met me at the airport. Friend, I will be glad to spend time with you. Time which we will spend with you together, will help us to learn each other better. I will start to undertake some steps for our meeting. I will do the utmost, that we have met you in the shortest terms. I will do all independently, as I the adult and responsible girl. I want, that you wrote to me every day! Your support is very necessary to me! Within the next few days I plan to learn that I should make for my trip to you. I promise, that I will inform you on my news. Together with the letter I transfer you a photo, I hope my photo it is pleasant to you. I wish to send you a card, but I do not have your address. Write me the full address and as soon as you will write me the address, I will go at once to post office that I would wash a card have sent to you. When you will open an envelope, take a card in hands and you will feel a smell of my perfume, I hope to you my perfume is pleasant. The name of my perfume "Gucci". Excuse that I have not written you the full name, my full name: Busyireva Polina.
Write me the full name. I send you one million air kisses!!! I am confident, they is reached you!!! Always, yours Polina.

Letter 6

Hey Friend!!! What at you new? I have news! I have learnt the information which is necessary for travel to your country. Embassies are not present in my city. The embassy is in Moscow. I cannot hand in the statement on the visa in my city, even having my international passport. For travel to your country I need to issue the visa. The employee of travel agency has told to me, that I should issue the statement in online and send in embassy. Further I should register in interview in embassy and after I should go to Moscow to begin visa registration. Friend, I hope, that you like thought on ours with you to a meeting. In tour agency to me have told, what not everyone can receive the permission to travel to your country. I have told, that I will travel for the purpose of tourism. Together with the employee of travel agency we have decided, that the best type of the visa to me will be, the visa "Tourist". And under this visa I can arrive without problems to your country. By data visa "Tourist" I can free move on territory of your country. I am going to spend in your country of 30 days, what you think of it?, I think, that this time to us will be enough that we could learn each other better. You agree with me? The employee of travel agency has told to me, that time of registration of the visa makes approximately 10 days, from the moment of giving the statement on visa registration. At this time it is better to me to live in Moscow because at any time I can be invited in embassy. I already took the list of documents which I will need to give in embassy in Moscow. I cannot believe, that shortly we will be with you together. We can refuse with you letters and infinitely speak, looking each other in eyes. Friend as the employee of travel agency has told to me, that the invitation letter from you when I will hand in the statement in embassy probably is required. You can transfer me the invitation if me it to be necessary? I will necessarily write to you if your invitation is required to me. Now I will call in embassy to learn all more particularly. I should learn about cost of official registration of papers. I as should register in reception in embassy.
I hope, that the information which I have transferred you now, have very much pleased you. I am assured, that nothing will prevent us to meet you. You agree with me? I will send you a photo which have made for you, I think to you it is pleasant. I will finish the letter and I will wait for your answer. Kisses only for you!!! Yours, Polina!!!

Letter 7

Hi my darling Jimmy! I only have read your letter. Today I any more do not work, as my vacation has begun. Now I have come for work what to receive all documents from my director which will be necessary for me in embassy. The director has wished me good rest. Colleagues joked and have cheered me up, at us on work very cheerful collective and they too have wished me good rest. I am very glad!!! I am glad to that soon we will together!!! I am assured, that this vacation will be the best vacation. Jimmy, I with impatience wait our meeting with you!!! My mum has told, that it will see me off on the train to Moscow. My mum asked me to be very accurate. She asked to write it the letter as soon as I will arrive to your country. I as promised to transfer to my mum ours with you joint photos. If my father was still live, it would be very glad, that I have met the man and I will travel to it. It is very romantic to meet in another's country for me the man, the man it you mine Jimmy! Jimmy, I trust you, I do not doubt sincerity of your feelings. Already very soon we will be with you together. Tomorrow I will arrive to Moscow. I promise, that I will write you letters every day and to speak to you as affairs with official registration of papers are. Your support will be necessary to me. I will absolutely one in Moscow. Moscow very big city and I will there absolutely one. I am assured, that ours with you of feeling, will help us to be together. The darling, today I will transfer you a photo which I have made specially for you. I have prepared all documents and I have made for you a photo. Today I will buy the new laptop, for this purpose that we could write each other letters, at that time while I will be in Moscow while the visa is made out. I think that you understand, that the laptop is necessary to me, for this purpose that I could write you letters and inform on all news. I did not manage to connect to my mobile phone an international telecommunication as it is long process, and I at all would not have time that it to make. I think that if it will be necessary, I can find a way what to call you from Moscow. I very much hope that at me all will turn out. I wish to ask this information you again. Your full name. Your home address and city. Phone number. I should arrive to what airport in your country. The darling, I have casually removed some from your letters and I ask you to write all information, I will write down it in my notebook. It is very important, do not forget to write it in the letter! Now I should leave the computer. I do not work today and I cannot long detain the computer. Now I will go on station to buy tickets to Moscow. Our meeting will make us the happiest! I want, that this happy moment remained for all life! I dream of our meeting! Yours, Polina!

Letter 8

Hello dear Jimmy. It is not interesting to you to have our meeting, you have now made my mood very sad. I
I think, that you simply not seriously concern me and to my feelings.
I am very a pity to me also is very disappointed! At what now a naked photo? I am necessary to you only as a thing, no more.
Please do not force me so to think.
I have made everything, that was in my forces for our meeting, but you at all do not wish to help me as the man. I have issued online
The demand for an embassy site, was on interview (interview was in two languages), stood in big turns,
Has made the insurance, has passed medical inspection, from me took a lot of blood on various analyses (a HIV, a syphilis, a gonorrhoea) I
So much has endured. I so have got tired, and you have moved all problems on me and I think, that I should stay back home so
As you do not want to me not than to help.
It is very a pity to me, that I have spent many money, time, forces and nerves, but you at all have not wanted to me there is nothing to help.
If you seriously concerned me and to my feelings to you you would find the help for me on the ticket that I have arrived to
To you, but you have not wanted anything to do.
I am very afflicted in you, that you so loyally concern me and to our problem.
You very much not the serious person also behave so, that there is an opinion, that to you all the same to ours with you of relations!!!!
To me very much it is not pleasant, that you so arrive also I think, that you simply deceive me and play my feelings.
I have trusted in you have made everything to arrive to you, but you so arrive under the relation to me. I cannot continue now
To write, on my eyes of tear and at me hands with experience shiver. I hope you will think and will make the correct decision.
I will wait from you for good news. Yours Polina.

Letter 9

Hi Jimmy. I wish to repeat, that your money is not necessary to me and you will not manage to buy me for money. I only wished to arrive to you and to learn you better. I wanted that our relations have passed to other level, but is visible to you is absolutely indifferent.
I think, that you simply not seriously concern me and to my feelings.
I am very a pity to me also is very disappointed!
I have made everything, that was in my forces for our meeting, but you at all do not wish to help me as the man.
You have moved all problems on me and I think, that I should stay back home as you do not want to me not than to help.
It is very a pity to me, that I have spent many money, time, forces and nerves, but you at all have not wanted to me there is nothing to help.
If you seriously concerned me and to my feelings to you you would find the help for me on the ticket that I have arrived to you, but you have not wanted anything to do.
I am very afflicted in you, that you so loyally concern me and to our problem.
You very much not the serious person also behave so, that there is an opinion, that to you all the same to ours with you of relations!!!!
To me very much it is not pleasant, that you so arrive also I think, that you simply deceive me and play my feelings.
I have trusted in you have made everything to arrive to you, but you so arrive under the relation to me.
As soon as I could believe to you...
To me it is very sick also my pain does not know borders....
If I knew, that you simply will play my feelings I at all would not contact you and did not spend the money and a vacation for you!
You the thoughtless person and you were all the same on me still then when I simply communicated with you.
You played with me as with a toy!!!