Letter(s) from Daniela Bena to Bob (Australia)

Letter 1

Hey there! :} Good day!
I’ve never been on dating online before, I have got list of interests from men from some dating sites and decided to email you. I live in Australia thats why I am wonder. Now I would love to tell you more about myself. Where do you live in Australia? So I am Daniela, 35 years old and i was born in central europe. Have you ever traveled there? I would love to create a strong communication with my perfect match. I’m searching for a man who wants to have stable relationships. I am not looking for pan pal and I guess you are not looking for it too. If you would like to continue our conversation I will wait for your answer. Regards X Daniela

Letter 2

Hi and thanks for email, I am very well today and how are you? I am glad to write something about myself so will wait you’ll write me more too. Well know my name is Daniela I was born in Czech republic but living in Sydney about a year already. I had my 35 birthday this February, right now I am single woman and feel so tired to be lonely, I was engaged once but it did not work wish to tell more about it later. I am usual woman not a model or star, but just to imagine how long I can be lonely more, hate to think when I will be older and have not my second half. So I am looking for long term relationship or family creating. I am not one night woman or just short meetings. I want family happiness with man, with soul person, with someone special and I'm ready for this now. I have been travel in many places, I have arrived for work because my uncle lives here and I have decided to change life for better, I work for myself and have normal life, I found myself here but not yet my second half. I feel myself easy going and fun :) I enjoy music movies and dances. I feel myself serious and fairly clever woman and i don’t like to play games especially with feelings with other people, I had it much already and just dont go out so often, many men wants only you know what. I am a woman who appreciate polite faithful and honest men, who give attention and care, and I am sure I will be happy with such person. Back I will give all what can to make family happy and strong.
I wish to correspond with you and develop something right if you like me of course. Well I told about me a little please forgive for mistakes I still learning english but I think i am good already :). Write me about yourself soon dont hesitate Lol! Tell about a place where you live or was born, I hope you will not forget me! And yea Photos will be very kind from you, kindest regards x Daniela

Letter 3

I received your reply and I'm happy about that, I worried you wont write me again but you did and I am glad to respond. How are you this time what plans you have? I like your words and attention thank you for this. I hope you'll continue to write me your letters these days because I like to learn something new about you. I hope we'll like each other we see what future waits us. I am going tell you more about my life now.
I am not so social I more family person with old fashion view on life, i dream about normal relationships and nice and calm life with someone who can love me all. But same time I have deep inner world with desires and high drive so I will only share it with one man. I have serious intentions to find my happiness now with the right man. I want to love and be happy so much. I live in Castle hill renting a room in the house and working around Sydney, I have uncle who invited me to live here and as i have nursing education, this is high priority job here. It is not what i am going to do in the future, probably will get good job at hospital as a nurse what really big step for me and I will get citizenship in couple years. Right now I take care of elderly at homes and its good but sometime very busy, I have few clients who i care about during all day and sometime when needed at night. Usually i finish at 8pm. It was very hard for me first time when I arrived but uncle really helped me to learn people, culture, improve English and so I able to earn money to buy a flat for my mother in Czech. My family is my mom she the only family happiness in my life right now for who I continue to live and strive for something in this life. I miss her here so I'm call her often, she visited me few months ago and I was so happy to see her, and she say that going to spend rest of live in Czech its her home. I love my mom and always care, maybe next year i will be visit her for couple weeks, maybe if you and me together we can do this :) it can be so good to see mothers happy eyes because she know I am lonely now in my age. My parents divorced and father lives in Poland. What else I like to read romance novels, both contemporary and classic. I love listening to classical music, instrumental but most pop-rock and radio. I enjoy tennis, very much love beach and water. I love to dance to some good slow music, watching romantic, adventure movies and big Hollywood movies what about you.
I end my letter on this, and I ask you reply to my questions: What interested you in me? What kind of woman you could love? Please answer this questions, because I know it's important for me. Once again I very much thankful for those words and tell me about yourself and your life more! Waiting for your reply so much now... Your friend Dani :)

Letter 4

Hello again i am so glad to see your reply today I was looking forward and I ask you to write your letters to me often because I want to spend my free time talking with you and I ask you please give me some time couple days before we talk on telephone. I think (honestly) that we like each other very much and we would be interested, along ... What do you think about it? I want to know more about you and want to continue chat. I beg you not to stop and continue to write me if you're interested in me, really, because fate has given us a chance and we should use it, right?
I'll tell you of me something else. It will sound surprising to you, but I dont have close relationships with men already long time. I think the reason for my failure with men is my dedication to my boyfriends and excessive naivety. It is a shame when BELOVED leaves me. Your beloved left you ever?
I feel very dare for new relationship for love day and night but I'm afraid to be deceived again. I just work so much lately and I want to love and be beloved (get it :-)! Therefore, promise me you do not deceive me ever, if our relationship is close, OK? My uncle invited me to come and find my happiness here after one year without a relationship with men. I agreed and came and he helped to get good job, then I realized after spending days at work that I have little free time to find my beloved. Therefore I agreed to try online dating, before that I had few meetings but did not work because most men wish to go out and have fun and I dont see sincerity. I understand what will be at the end of short term meetings. But I very happy that you reply me.
I am writing to you now and you can write me your letters. I told you this so you can understand my fear of mistakes in the search for a man again. Psychic wound - it hurts! Please understand. This is the reason why i chose the Internet, to find the right man. I think I can learn and understand a man and his soul (required soul) much better through the letters first, because we can concentrate on understanding each other. I found one pic for you with my mom, just miss her and wanted to send you. I ask you to tell your next letter about your plans for the future. What beliefs about true love and family you have? Answer these questions please, because I understand a lot of you, if I know it. So I look forward to your reply and waiting photos everyday impatiently! :) warm regards, your friend Dani xx

Letter 5

Hello my dear I'm glad to see your new mail again because it's interesting to me to read your letter and to learn about you something new (in the first place), and secondly I miss male attention very much. Believe me that you are interesting to me too, and I love telling all about me and about my life in my letters to you.
I believe that my loneliness will end soon, if we continue to keep our relationship in the right direction. You're lonely and want a woman to love you with a great and genuine love (not as a friend or a father, as a man.) Then you would look at the eyes of your lover and you'd think at this moment that only those moments of love did not end, and the eyes that you see with love today also would look at you with great love and affection for 10, 20, 50 years. Do you understand me?
I thank you that you are giving hope and a chance to find my true love with your letters. And I promise you that I will catch this chance that you give me. I hope that you will not forget me ever, that you will write me and will try to develop our relations. You are a romantic man, and I love it in your character. So I ask you to be so sweet and romantic man ever. Please do it for me. And I know that love that began between two people of interest must necessarily exist between them (such a spark to the fire started). And know my dear I have such an interest in you in my heart, and I believe that this fire might break out between us once.
Frankly when I learned more about you in our correspondence I became interested in you seriously. I guarded our relationship a lot now, because I believe in our future together. What do you think about this? Many men want reciprocity from me, but I have excluded these men from my life now, because these men were looking for just sex in our relationship. These men did not understand that I want to find a man who respects my opinion, understands and loves me, but I have not seen it in these men ever. So I'm a single woman now, who wants to find happiness.
I end my letter on this and please answer my new questions: You feel lonely sometime? Do you believe in love at first sight? You think of marriage in the future how you see it? Forgive me (maybe) for such personal matters, but I want to know it so much. And I look forward to your next letter.xoxo Your Dani
P.S.: dear Darren, I ask you that you do not hurry to develop the relationship. I shall give you my phone number necessarily soon, but allow me to choose the correct time. Understand my fear because I already regretted some times, that I hurried up in development relationship with men. For example, some situations happened already in my life when I gave men from Internet my phone number. These men were very impudent and could call to me during any time convenient for them and simply could offend me by phone. Therefore I became more cautious, when I give now my phone number to men from Internet. Please, understand it. I promise you, that I shall give you my phone number correct time. I should be convinced, that I can trust you.

Letter 6

Hello my darling, I'm glad you're writing always, and you know it well my dear friend and i want to thank you for the joy that you give me with your letters. Your letters are necessary for me, i realized this in recent days. I know with confidence if I do not see your new letter, my day is boring and sad. Your words are a balm for my soul and heart! Therefore know that you are special to me. I hope that my sympathy to you one day grow into something more ...
I am confident that we will move forward in our relationship to know each other better and see where this relationship will lead us. And maybe i'll be the woman with whom you want to bind your life. And you'll be that man for me, with whom I want to divide the family fortune. I thank you also that you responded to my questions. I understand your thoughts well, because the same I'm lonely too. And so tired of it, its sad there no such person with who you can listen and share everything what on mind, who you know that understand and always listen.
I miss you very much, i do not have that man in my life who tells me in the morning: "Wake up my dear, I love you!" When I think about my single life, then begin to miss very much, and I want to cry with this lonely feeling. I can not understand now: why can not I find a good man? Why do I meet men who think only about sex and wealth? Perhaps it is my destiny ... I do not know ... I've lived 35 years and i do not have the right one and an important man for me now, who will support and embrace me in a difficult moment ever. So I am glad to each of your letters always. I hope that you will be so unique and important to me, who will love and respect me. I think that the fate introduced our lonely souls purposely to help each other ... What do you think about this? Am I right?
I end my letter on this to you my dear friend. And I ask you my new questions: What qualities of character do you like in women? You can do something crazy (in good way) to your sweetheart? You did such things ever in past? And what was it? Tell me more about place where you live in your next letter. I look forward to your next letter so much I will think about you for sure, you interest me very much! xxxxx Your Dani

Letter 7

Hello my dear I'm glad to see your new letter. I thank you that you understand me and my thoughts. You know i'm trying to fix my lonely position and hope to find my true love (maybe with you:-). I just want to see the man next to me every morning, who will protect and support me in difficult situations, always, kiss and hug me in the morning, who escapes into a flower shop, and brings to me a small bouquet of roses, wake up before me and who will love wholeheartedly. I hope (honestly) that you are to me as a man in the future, because I love to write to you and get your sweet letter. You must be surprised with these words ..?
You help me to forget about my loneliness always, and I thank you for it. I believe that you can be the man who is my true happiness, because I see in you and in your character the qualities that I want to see in my beloved. If I scare you with my frank admission, please forgive me for it, but I can not conceal from you my sympathy, the more we promised to be honest with each other in our letters.
Therefore, my dear friend, my sympathies (which I feel for you) are increasing with each passing day, and I hope that these sympathies continue to increase, and these feelings can I call "love" for once. I believe in it! I used to think so (as long as I knew you): fall in love with a man through a virtual communication is not possible, but I understand now that these feelings may arise in me. Love - this is a very powerful emotion that can be done. Therefore, we must write to each other and develop our relations now, because fate has given us a chance, and I think that we should not miss this chance ...
My dear I hope I have not spooken you when I tell about my sympathies to you. Understand, my dear friend, I want to be honest with you. I think that we can not build good relations through virtual communication, if we write lies in the letters to each other, right? I want to say also that I started to trust you in the last days of our correspondence very much, so I want to tell you my little secret, the more I want to be honest in a relationship with you completely (I think you will appreciate this act). I wrote to you already that I have no lover or boyfriend and did not have for a long time.
So I want to explain to you now the reasons for my disinterested conduct of men a long time and the reasons for my great interest in foreign men. I already had a relationship with a man from Australia about 2 years ago, his name is Richard (he - the only man who did not deceive me ever). We loved each other and thought we would together always. Richard was visiting me in Ostrava often, and we wanted to get married and was engaged (my uncle introduced us to Richard. This happened because: He visited my father one day with ex-wife, and Richard was a friend of them, and they came together to see europe). We saw and got to know each other during this visit to Czech republic everyday. We thought that our happiness will be eternal, but the result was different. Richard died in a car crash, and it was a big blow and a disaster for me. I experienced this loss difficultly and could not look at other men during the long 6 months. Then when i tried to forget Richard, I met Czech man after 6 months of my great sorrow. He told often that he loves me ... Actually, he cheated on me with other women. And I decided then that I do not start the relationship with Czech men ever (when i found out of his infidelities). this men deceived me very much and I do not want to feel pain in my heart and my soul again.
I have not had relations with men after the gap for one year (before meeting you). So my uncle invited to build my life and find my happiness here. So I decided to go to Sydney because I remembere

Letter 8

Hello my darling I am very glad to receive your warm and tender letter ever. I do not know how to thank you for your attention to me. But your letters help me to feel my importance to you. You are a very romantic man, so you are well able to appreciate the true feelings and serious relationship. I love the quality of your character. I'll be jealous of the woman whom you love, because you can make your sweetheart happy (I'm sure of it). I dream of falling in love with the beautiful and romantic man like you ... The man who would be willing to give totally love that will protect and nurture the love, who will breathe a sigh with his lover. And I love to see in you that man that I always dreamed of. I (honestly) can not believe sometimes that you're living in this world, but I get your new email again and I understand that you live in this world and are interested in me. I am very attached to our correspondence, and I can not think about this if I open my e-mail and do not see there your letter. I'm very accustomed to you, so I'm afraid to lose you. Forgive me for such a request (perhaps I am arrogant little woman), but I must ask you about this because I want to continue to develop our relations. please promise me in your next letter that you can not deceive me ever, that you will not disappear overnight. You must tell me if something you will not like in me and in my character. And you will not be silent about it, trying not to offend me. You promise? Understand, I want honest relationships built on trust to each other, I'm tired of false men. And I do not want to lose you as well, because my intuition and my heart tells me that I could fall in love with you and with you to build a good relationship. I am glad that this feeling is mutual.
I finish my new letter to you and hope you will appreciate my honesty and understand me. Please answer my new questions in your next letter: You loved a woman before (tell me more about it)? What can you forgive your lover for, what offense? And what fault you can not forgive to your lover? I will try to write soon. I look forward to a new letter! You are very special for me! With love and miss you...
Your Dani xxxxx
P.S. I would like to ask if you can call me, better time for me after work about 7-10 pm my number 0280912957 wish to hear you so much now ...

Letter 9

Hello dear thank you for reply I am writing you my new email finally, i waited for it so much!
I needed time now to reflect on my feelings for you. Understand that I had to figure it out, because our sympathies are growing together every day, and it comes to some of the results once. You will be able to understand when you read my letter to the end (I promise you that) if you can not understand those reasons now.
I am glad that you answered my questions always, because I asked you about very personal things that we can speak only to friends. You have shown me that gesture again I was very special for you (I love it).
I want to say also that the betrayal - it is really very painful (trust me I know it too) so I can not forgive my lover's betrayal for me with another woman (it is very difficult). And I am very glad that you understand it too and told me about it. We will not cheat on each other and will not suffer because of this, never, if we are together and we love each other in the future, because we know the pain of betrayal of the lover. Dear I'll tell you something new about me now, so I ask to understand me and read my subsequent explanation well (this is important).
My feelings have changed for you during these days, and I knew a lot about my feelings towards you. I realized that I felt something very nice inside of me. You are reading my letter now, and probably very surprised to my confession. This is not a dream, pinch yourself by the hand, and you can see that this is reality :) I knew it having listened to my heart. For example, I cannot endure for long without communicating with you. I'm starting to get bored and think that I might lose you. And my soul begins to ache at the thought (as if thousands of fleece cat claws my soul). You know the feeling? You and your words so close to me and many of your traits: Your kind and sensitive nature, your beautiful and courageous person, your attention and a lot more in you. I have not talked to you about this before because I did not understand these feelings to the end and I understand now: I want meet and be with you. It's funny (probably) because I'm talking like a teenage girl who fell in love for the first time lol, but feelings are exist.
I told my friend that I feel love for you, but I was afraid to tell you about my feelings because I think that you will not believe this recognition, and I scare you, and I might lose you by telling about my feelings. I was in cafe with my friend and she told me that I should not be ashamed of my feelings because my feelings are sincere. She asked to speak to you about my feelings, so I do as always I do and say how it is. She told me to refrain from communicating with you some time too, so I could check my feelings and think about everything but I can’t just keep it in me and I cant wait when I read your words again. I hope you understand me, because my heart says so. And I ask you to tell me about your feelings for me, because it is necessary and important to me. I opened my heart to you, so you are my beloved, i just feel and say to you about this. I do not demand this recognition from you if you do not want to talk about it. But I ask to understand me and my feelings for you only, and be polite to my confession. I'm happy to hear any of your answer. The main thing in your answer to this question is that this response is sincere, because I'm tired of the lies (I told you about it before).

Letter 10

Hello my dearest I am glad to receive your letters always, because the letter of the lover - this is a great joy for a loving woman ever. I thank you for your answers to my questions. Know, it's important for me, and I'm glad you got it. And remember my darling I will not let end our relationship at this stage, because I feel great sympathy for you in my heart. So I think we should meet in few days I start holidays so that we can understand the feelings of each other and the future development of our relations. And please, always remember that you are very important to me. I dream every day that on the day of our meeting when I can tell you during our first meeting: "Hello Honey!" I know with certainty that this first meeting will be my greatest happiness, because I will meet with a man who was able to win my heart. I think you that you have understood my love for you and accept my feelings. Understand me i'm surprised by this love to a man whom I really want. I really could not believe it for a long time that I can love you, but this feeling is living in my heart, really. And this feeling is sincere, why should we think about the future of our relations. And know also, that this all gives me the only happiness now because our feels for each other is mutual, and mutual love - is the best love, isn't it? I see now that my friend's advice was correct. And I want tell you that i'm not interested in other men, because I'm only interested in you right now. And I believe that my feelings for you true, and a bright future awaits us. Also i am happy because I told to my mom about you on telephone. Also she told me some not very good things going on in her life I started to worry but I know that everything will be good.
I wanted also to tell you about my friend's birthday I celebrate the birthday of my friend Joanna, I gave her beautiful lingerie (she was glad to get it). We drank a little wine (I rarely drink alcohol), so my mind is "dimmed" quickly. I remember that we danced with her other friends and sang a lot. I sang karaoke for the first time at this event (I liked it). I remember that I told about our relationship. They are happy for us and wish us only happiness. I showed them your photo (I carry your picture in my bag always), they said you are a handsome man. They asked me to tell you that you protect and defend me. Will you do this for them and, more importantly, for me? And I want to tell you that such birthday was made just for women, so guys do not attend this event (I need only you! :). I told you about this birthday that you realized that you it’s important to me, and I do not want lose you. You're my boyfriend, you should know everything about me. Am I right?
I finish this my letter to you my best man in the world! And I ask you to reply to my new questions: Do you think we'll be happy together? Which scenario we first meet you see? Answers to these questions I hope to see soon in your new letter, because it's important questions. I am waiting for your reply more then anything now. Remember that I think of you always. xxxx Your only Dani

Letter 11

Hello my dearest I am glad to receive your letters always, because the letter of the lover - this is a great joy for a loving woman ever. I thank you for your answers to my questions. Know, it's important for me, and I'm glad you got it. And remember my darling I will not let end our relationship at this stage, because I feel great sympathy for you in my heart. So I think we should meet in few days I start holidays so that we can understand the feelings of each other and the future development of our relations. And please, always remember that you are very important to me. I dream every day that on the day of our meeting when I can tell you during our first meeting: "Hello Honey!" I know with certainty that this first meeting will be my greatest happiness, because I will meet with a man who was able to win my heart. I think you that you have understood my love for you and accept my feelings. Understand me i'm surprised by this love to a man whom I really want. I really could not believe it for a long time that I can love you, but this feeling is living in my heart, really. And this feeling is sincere, why should we think about the future of our relations. And know also, that this all gives me the only happiness now because our feels for each other is mutual, and mutual love - is the best love, isn't it? I see now that my friend's advice was correct. And I want tell you that i'm not interested in other men, because I'm only interested in you right now. And I believe that my feelings for you true, and a bright future awaits us. Also i am happy because I told to my mom about you on telephone. Also she told me some not very good things going on in her life I started to worry but I know that everything will be good.
I wanted also to tell you about my friend's birthday I celebrate the birthday of my friend Joanna, I gave her beautiful lingerie (she was glad to get it). We drank a little wine (I rarely drink alcohol), so my mind is "dimmed" quickly. I remember that we danced with her other friends and sang a lot. I sang karaoke for the first time at this event (I liked it). I remember that I told about our relationship. They are happy for us and wish us only happiness. I showed them your photo (I carry your picture in my bag always), they said you are a handsome man. They asked me to tell you that you protect and defend me. Will you do this for them and, more importantly, for me? And I want to tell you that such birthday was made just for women, so guys do not attend this event (I need only you! :). I told you about this birthday that you realized that you it’s important to me, and I do not want lose you. You're my boyfriend, you should know everything about me. Am I right?
I finish this my letter to you my best man in the world! And I ask you to reply to my new questions: Do you think we'll be happy together? Which scenario we first meet you see? Answers to these questions I hope to see soon in your new letter, because it's important questions. I am waiting for your reply more then anything now. Remember that I think of you always. xxxx Your only Dani

Letter 12

Hello my darling I am writing my letter today in which I will tell you more about my departure to Czech and the reasons for this departure. Hope you're not angry with me because of this, because I understand that we are both waiting for and planning our meeting, as a result of this now. I need your understanding now my darling, I have to fly to Ostrava immediately because my family have problems, it is very important (I hope I can figure it out). And do not worry I'll be back in 10 days (I have a return ticket on July 7) and want on my return flight meet you and never let go :) because you are very important and necessary to me. Only patience yet, and we'll meet as soon as possible OK? I need your understanding and your support now...
Right now my friend get me to airport immediately. My dear understand that I must leave immediately because my mother has more problems with our apartment, and only I can solve this problem for her now. Understand that my mother could be evicted from the apartment in the next few days and can not let this happen. My mom called me 2 days ago and said all this she made reservations and yesterday i made difficult decision because i could not sit here not helping my family, so i decided to fly and help all i can do. Understand me me and my mom and always care about each other so I feel just can't stay away waiting for news and do nothing. I promise you when arrive and get all the details i'll write my letters to you and explain what happened there (I want my man know all about me). Do not worry about me and our relationship you do not lose me! My mom have computer with access to the Internet in our apartment there so we will be able to write and definitely want to hear you always I will try to get number for you so you can call me anytime. Please do not worry about my return, because I already have a return ticket, I'll be back in 10 days, I had very serious decision, yes and a little stressful. But you always in my mind now.
And I have one request for you my love. Please think about my coming to your place because I will have up to week time after my return. Perhaps we could be just the two those days? Can you meet me at your airport closest to you I need to know place or name of it so i will send all information what needed? Please, think about it! I think that our feelings should experience and even more it is very important for our future. I hope you understand that ... I am confident that you will agree with me because we want it both...
I finish this my letter and will try to call soon, darling remember always that I think of you and keep my love for you in my heart. I miss you every day! Wait for my letter in 2 days. Your Dani
PS: With all my love... I cannot explain in the moment how i miss you... I am with you in my heart we'll be together soon!

Letter 13

Hello my sweet. I thank you that you always remember me and send me your emails. I thank you for your understanding. You gave me peace to my heart and soul of your promises.
Understand, my love that we are far apart now, and we can find relationships with other men or women who live in our cities now. And I understand it, so I ask you not to look for relationships with other women in your city, and I promise you (in turn) that I'm not going to look for relationships with other men. And I will not be interested in another man now, because you are the only man who interests me now that has gripped my heart. Therefore, always remember about this and about your promises to me. I feel good here but I miss you so much, all my thoughts about you and about time when we are together.
I look forward in few days when I can tell you during our first meeting at the airport "Hello Honey" and embrace, will send you information soon and wish to be with you so much can be maybe all week before go back to work.
I'll tell you right now my problem because of what I left to Czech, its not easy for me and I can do this only to close people and you are special for me. If you remember my love that the problem with the flat of my family was the main reason for my temporary visit. My family (with me) have been living in this three-room apartment for 11 years (we rented the apartment after the divorce of my parents), and we were taking good care, doing repairs in the apartment, paid for the apartment for 11 years ever, we accustomed to this apartment and wanted to live here in the future. We became friends with the owner of the apartment (the owner of the apartment - an elderly man 67 years) for these 11 years and my mom was in very close relationships with him. And the owner of the apartment suggested us to buy the apartment from him at a cheap price of 53,000 dollars (it's very cheap) two years ago in installments for 3 years, but this elderly man died week ago, and this apartment is inherited by his daughter. And his daughter wanted to sell the flat quickly, knowing about our verbal agreement with her dead father. She warned us that the balance of the price we must pay her for the next 2 weeks. If we do not pay it during those two weeks, she will sell this apartment to others for the real high today's price. The money we have already paid to her father, she returns to us after the sale of this apartment. So I made decision when i knew it all my mom beg me to help to finish payment. You understand that my love? The problem now is this: we have to pay this woman to the end of next week's 11,500 dollars, and we have now only 5400 which i been saving several months in Australia, so we have to find right now 6100 dollars, what I am doing now all my time here. So I'm worried about this now. I do not know now where I'll find the money, but I'll use all the options for this, and I'll find the money required. I dont want that you worry and i tell you as i promised to explain all the situation. I think of you always and wait for your new letter and telephone conversation. Your beloved Dani
PS: AND please forgive me for this talk about money, it's not request, but I want you to know everything about me and my life, because I am your woman, so you need to know everything ...

Letter 14

Hello I thank you for your letter and this is for me very important always. How are you, how everything in your life today? I saw my father finally and he was so happy and sad at the same moment, he say this to me the same. We not see each other very long time but i understood that he try to do all to help me, he good person and love me and managed to help me with all his savings what he had, and i very thankful to him.
Dear i dont know maybe you tired already with me, but yes, i have financial problem and already do not know what to say. I feel already panic and worry everyday so much and thought that you have possibility to take care to me and can borrow 3000 because already do not have time for anything, and it will be very first thing for me to return it during few weeks when i am with you, it very important to me and will be very special, I am very thankful and never forget about it.
I need to find only 3000 it will help my family very much, i would borrow for any condition now, i tried so many ways but it is not become very hard, i dont know where to borrow it. Flat owner she say need urgently money for business and can not wait anymore and from this will be depend my soon return, we have to finish payments or we can lose even more. Believe me i try do all what in my power, asked old friends too, we tried banks but I dont live here permanent and my mom on small pension. I feel so worry more and more everyday because can not let down my mom she always live deep in my heart. Now I tell you very urgently because already dont know what to do. I need today the rest of amount and this will fix all and i return to normal life, with you my love. I ask you not to be angry on me, please write, you are very important man to me and my life. With Love, and maybe you can call soon, i hope that i explained everything in my letter now. have a wonderful day and i love you always. Your Dani

Letter 15

Hello my dearest, I hope you are fine today and I can say that I am not very fine. I had a very difficult few days here you know about this, but I thinking about you and everyday I think about us more and more. I cant believe its so stressful. My love I need few more days I promise you that I never forget about you and finally will be near you and show you all what I keep for you inside of me. I need your understanding very much. I feel very sad and lonely without you because to decide such hard problems alone it not so easy, I did not able to do all on time so before too late I took care of my ticket and saved it so will have few more days to fix, i also trying all what possible to convince this lady to wait some more days but she is very busy and told me she will sell flat to someone who ready to buy it with today's high price, and this price much high then we agreed to pay. So I agreed to finish payment before I leave and she say that she understand my mom and agreed too.
I just Hope with all my heart that you do not anger on me. I can understand that I am not able to do all on time i will have more problems with my work if I dont come back sooner but i can not think only about myself, my mother cried all night and ask me for care. Maybe its not best decision but i had to change my ticket before not too late because i afraid to lose it. But same time my heart suffer because i want to see you sooner and want to be with you because I love you and trust you. So you can see what happening with me this day. I want that you know sure that you live in my heart, I promise you that i care about our relationship and I want our future, i waiting for our meeting so much and you know it well. All what I want ask please dont turn away from me my man. I miss you and i want to be with you very much and will be fight for this. I send you my warmest kisses and hugs... Your beloved dani xxx

Letter 16

Hello honey and thank you for your words, I very much thank you for patience and that you waiting for me, it really important to me to my heart I miss you so strong and every day and night wait when I will be near you and can feel you. My love I have only one problem and need your care very much, my uncle helped me with money and sent to my account but I dont have access it from here but he can only send inside of country my love please help me with this its very important for me, all what you need to get money from him to your account and you will send it here when it arrive to you, I even asked him please use Money Gram transfer and he answered that not possible to do anything with cash because of the divorce process what they have right now. Please do this for my family I need from your bank name bsb and account, I have only few days honey. I ask you only because i trust you darling and i cant ask anyone there else, my friend dont reply me for a long time and I dont know who else to ask please, I am very tired and lonely here without you and want to go back to normal life and i simply want to be with you so much, i see now decision in my problem and i need your care too. I very care about you and our relationship but all what i ask dont turn away from me this moment. Alone always difficult in life i know that you know this too. Please reply very soon, i will be wait your answer. I need you and i miss you so much. With all my love Your always Dani