Letter(s) from Svetlana Zarva to Paul (USA)

Letter 1

Hello dear Paul,
My love, I am sorry I was not able to come this weekend because I was sick. I had to leave work because my blood pressure was very low and I did not feel good. I went to see the doctor and now I have to rest and to buy many medicine for my heart condition.
I want you to know that the only one reason for me to smile at this moment only your letters and the thoughts of you and our chats. I dream of the day when we can be together so I can kiss you and hug you all day. Do you think this would be too much or do you prefer to hold hands? :) I wish you could be here to take care of me when I am sick and to bring me breakfast in my bed. Would you do this for me my handsome man? Of course, I will do this for you and I will cook every day for you. Do you like Russian food or will I have to learn to cook American dishes?
I know you are busy all the time but tell me please what will you do this weekend? Will you have to work or will go out with your friends? I plan to saty home and rest but I am worried that I will not take the medicine from the doctor because I can not afford to buy now. I will have to work for many months but I think if I move to a smaller apartment I can buy medicine.
Miss you very much and wish you a nice evening :)
kisses
Sveta

Letter 2

Hello my dear Paul, how are you doing today?:)
You know I'm very happy that you did understand and supported me when I did not have the opportunity to write you)) This means very much to me.
I hope to catch you in the morning your time to chat with)) Do you think it will be possible for us to talk?:)
Thank you for the pictures you did send to me. I likes especially the one with your glasses. You are a very handsome and sexy man.
So if you have some other pictures to share with me I'm waiting for them))
This weekend I will go visit my mother because my father has left her and now she does not know what to do. She has never worked all her life and she does not have any work skills. I do not know what to do and I am worried about her. I will try to help her but I do not have much money because my work I get silly money. But I love my mother very much and I do not want to see her like this. So I will help her as much I can. Maybe I will get a second job to help her but I do not know if I will have time to write you my letters or come to chat with you.
Please write me soon because I miss you very much.
Ok I wish you a good day dear and hope to hear from you soon again))

Many kisses
Sveta;)))