Letter(s) from Elena Volkova to Ray (Australia)

Letter 1

Hi
I want to tell you something about myself in this letter.
My name is Natasha. I live in Russia. In Cheboksary city.
It is about 750 km from Moscow . My height is 172cm.
I don't have children. I am feminine and tender inside of my heart.
I like a home comfort, warmth and calm in family relation.
I was born on 02 of January in 1976. In 1994 I finished the school and entered to the economic faculty. Studying 5 years I finished the university. My specialty is the bookkeeper.
I learnt English at the university.
I work as saleswoman as it is difficult to find the job of my specialty.
I sell clothes for the men. I live one. We don't have a telephone.
I write from int. caf?, as we don't have a telephone at home. My parents perished in auto-catastrophe. Write me more about you.
What do you like? Have you got a family?
Children? What is your job? Do you like nature?
Have you got pets? Can you send your pictures?
I am waiting for your letter.
Natasha
My e-mail: Natasha_28@mail.ru
Please, write me on my e-mail

Letter 2

Hi Ray!
I am really happy that I got your letter.
I am very glad that you have responded!!!!
Thanks to you for that that you concern to me seriously!!!
I am very glad,thanks to you!
I hope that you never will not be gone any more.....
I want to tell you something about my enthusiasmes.
My favorite colour is white the symbol of the cleanest.
As you know I like to rest on the nature.
Also I like pets. I have got a cat her name is Asa.
When I come home from the work I sit my cat on the kneesand hear nice music.
What music do you hear? I like to hear classic music, reggy, soul, pop.
But the choice of the music depends on the mood.
In the summer evenings I and my friends roller in the evening town.
The best plase for roller skating is quay.
I like to spend the time in the kitche too, where I make experiments with new dishes.
I like to cook russian dishes most of all.
Have you ever eaten russian borsh, pelmeni, pancakes with honey?
How did you rest this summer?
In man it is important for me following characteristics: his kind heart and romantic soul, the age or nationality difference isn't important for me.
I am interested in what's inside of his heart.
I need in best friend and faithful partner I will devote my life and love to.
I am looking for intelligent and strong man who is able to protect and support his beloved woman and be a faithful partner for her.
I am looking for a man who doesn't drink and doesn'rt bit a woman.
I want to build strong and loving family.
You seem to be an intelligent and interesting person from your letter so please tell me more about yourself, your likes and dislikes, interests, expectations, desires.
I'd like to know more of you. It is really important for me to have an idea of the person I am going to correspond with and build the relationship.
I am waiting for your letter.
Natasha

Letter 3

Hi Ray!
I am happy that I got your letter.
I am very glad that you have responded!!!!
Thanks to you for that that you concern to me seriously!!!
I am very glad,thanks to you!
I hope that you never will not be gone any more.....
I want to tell you about what I like and what I don't like.
I like when people are frank to me.
I hate the lie. And I think that people can't make happiness on the lie.
I think you think so too. I don't like when in my house is disorder.
Also I don't like lazy people. I was born in the country and when I came to the city I don't stay lazier.
Though in the city is not so as in the city and work about the house is smaller.
But I always find what to do( erase, cook.).
It is very pleasant when my friends come to me and feel themselves comfortable.
In Russia people tell:"If in your house everything well everything well in your soul".
I think that the main in man is soul beauty, private condition.
If you love and you are loved isn't it the happiness.
But not the whole day is borrowed with the work, I have always time to have a rest, to read some book.
I read love novel now. I like to read novels.
When I read I am immersed in a plot.
Sometimes I cry sometimes I laugh with the heroes.
And what do you read now?
I will wait for your letter.
Natasha

Letter 4

Hi Ray!
I have reached up to the Internet.
I cannot believe that a man as wonderful as you ever wrote to me, but I am very happy that you did. I really hope that we can keep writing to each other . Yesterday evening I came to my friends.They were happy to see me very much. I was glad to meet with my friends too.I came to the Russian bath.
Then I and my girlfriend cooked the supper and we ate together.
We talked a lot.They liked you very much. When the supper finished I and girlfriend went to the street sat on the bench and talked for a long time. We understood each other.I didn't see her for a long time and she told me a lot of new.
Today I have got up early and came to the town and went to the work.
I work in the shop of clothers.After the work I came to the Internet cafe.
Now I am writing the letter to you and drinking cofe.
I will go home soon.I think that's all.
I will wait for your answer.
Natasha

Letter 5

Dear Ray!
I want to be frank with you.
I want you to know that I like you very much, I like to communicate to you.I think that you are frank honor to me.
I write you and I can't believe that we could to find each other on the distance of thousands miles.
We live on the different ends of the world but we have an opportunity to communicate through the Internet.
I often see dreams that we together walk in the park under the moon and stars, how we seat near the fire and tell each other funny stories.
We laugh loudly and look to the eyes of each other like only we live in this world. You may think that it is silly and you may laugh.
But I think you will understand me and won't laugh at me.
But every morning the dream finishes and the daily life began wich aren't semi liar to the dreams wich I see.
I have to go to the work again where I get tired. But I don't despair and I with my friends decided to go to the pool, because I like to swim.
In summer I with my friends went to swim to the lake.
And we go to the pool. Do you like to swim?
How often do you swim and go to the pool?
Write. I wait your letter.
Kiss you Natasha
PS: I regret that you could not write to me because of that that yours lhqu has broken to itself a leg.
I understand that you can not write to me more often but please write to me as soon as you will be free.

Letter 6

Dear Ray!!!
I think that we know a lot about each other.
But there are things which we can tell not to everyone.
I think you have something which you can't tell anybody.
I want to tell you why I find the man in the internet.
You may want to know it.I have made a lot of mistakes in my life but I don't want to make a mistaken one more time.In my life there were men.
But they were not those for whom themselves gave out in the beginning of our acquaintance.They could tell me lie. But there was a man whom I wanted to married. But the time gave me to understand that it isn't the second part of my life. I don't meet to the men for a two years.I was sure that there isn't please for the man in my life.
I have understood that I need a man which will love me with whom I can inform pleasure and trouble. I think I didn't make mistake this time.
I will wait for your letters.
Natasha

Letter 7

Dear Ray!
I am very happy to get your letter.
I was really happy that you have written to me.
I already thought that you do not want with me to communicate or you has found to itself the girl better me.
But I am glad that all has done without also you has written to me. I am really very happy.
A lot of things in my life have changed since I got acquainted to you.
My friends began to tell me that I have changed, began to smile more often, in my eyes are more passion and desire to live further. At this moment it is cold in the street but even bad weather can't spoil my mood.
Every day I wait the news from you.Who could think that our destinies will be crossed.
Have you ever thought what would be if we live in one country?
I think that I can believe you.Also I think that you are good man and you can give a lot of emotional heat and caress to the woman.
I don't realize what would I do in this moment of the life if I didn't get acquainted to you but I am sure that I wouldn't meet as man as you in Russia.
Excuse me but I have to finish my letter as my granny had cold and she have high temperature.
That's why I have to go home. I will wait for you letter.
Kiss you.
Natasha

Letter 8

Dear Ray!
I am really happy to get answer to my letter.
It is one more good news today-my grandmother feels better and today she will be able to watch her favorite soup opera on TV:)
Today I had to woke up the neighbors and call the emergency as we haven't got telephone.
It was very inconveniently but I hadn't got another choice.
My grandmother was made the injection and today morning she made me breakfast and feels better. My mood became better when my relatives feel good.
Don't you think that if everything in our life is good it won't be interesting and boring. I think that you thought about it many times.
I want to tell you that you are very dear and close.
You destiny necessary for me but I think that and my destiny necessary for you.
When I come to the internet caf? and read your letter it seems to me that you are next to me.
It seems to me that you come to me embrace me strong and kiss gently.
This kiss will continue for me for ages. It's a pity that it is just a dream.
Embrace strong and kiss you.
Natasha

Letter 9

Dear Ray!
Hope you always feel as you do now about me I want to be your only woman and you to be my only man I have all your letters here and pictures that I shell always keep close to me.
Please tell me more about what you dream of us doing together ..
I would love to know. Just know this.You are with me every second of an hour and every hour of the day and every day of the month and every month of the year and it will be that way from now on as long as you want me, You have made me a very happy and proud man today My dear Thank you so much.
It became harder and harder because I can't see you, hear you, I can't touch you.
It is so pity that we aren't the birds.We haven't got wings and we haven't got an opportunity to fly towards each other.
The distance wouldn't mean anything for us.We can meet in any point in the world.
And to fly together to the stars. I think a lot about you and our attitudes.
I don't know it may love. But I know that you are the best man whom I have ever met .
But I want to know opinion. Tell me about your attitudes frankly.
What do fell to me? What do I feel for you? Is I dear for you?
I will wait for your answer.
Kiss you
Natasha!

Letter 10

Dear Ray!
I just have come in the Internet of cafe and has seen that you have written to me absolutely some minutes back.
The storm is a pity that at you there now to me, but please write to me as soon as can, because I really worry for you.
All this days I think about you .
When I dream about us I feel better and my mood rises!!
We found each other in this world.
I tell you about my feelings because I trust you very much and think that you are the man who will make me happy.
I'll make you happy my dear. I show you my heart as best I can.
To have someone to come home to that wants my hug and kiss,who cares about my day and,shares her day is good.
That makes for happy people that can enjoy their love making...
It was my dream and I hope it will be true soon.
I think you want to meet me not less than I.
I trust you my feelings, you can trust me all feelings, dreams and thoughts about me.I want to tell you , I had a sexual dream about us yesterday.
It's difficult to explain by words what I feel.
I want to try it for real.
You may thought about it?
Natasha

Letter 11

Dear Ray!
I was happy to receive from you the letter.
I very much liked your photo. You really very beautiful and strong. I like the strong people as you.
My sweetest dream about us.
I hope you like it:night, the stairs are in the sky we are alone in the room, we turn on the music and dance slowly.
I look into your eyes, they are so deep and you look in mine, they are full of emotions.I see your lips, so soft and I want to kiss them.
Our bodies merge in uniform rhythm.We love each another and the minute is an eternity.
We have sex till morning.Then I cook a very tasty dinner and we are sitting at the table, you tell me the news, about your work and I am just listening to you.I don't need anything else.
I just enjoy the moments I spend with you.
Then we go to the living room and seat near the fire.
We are sitting on the sofa, hugging and kissing.
I think that this dreams will be real soon.
Write me, please, your thoughts about it.
Looking forward for your letter
Kiss you
Natasha

Letter 12

Dear Ray!
It is good that in this world there is a person to whom I is not indifferent.
It is very pleasant to me to know, that we is mutual understanding each other is the most important fact in our attitudes.It is very good for me, as I to meet you in my life. I haven't been so happy yet.Nothing it is necessary to me except for your letter and you.
I thought of our attitudes and about our feelings.I become already attached to you.
I think that we are necessary to each other.I constantly think of you, you have taken a place in my heart.
You like me and I think that our attitudes may be deeper.
Your letters do my mood high.To me it becomes joyful on soul.
I understand that our attitudes everyone become more serious and more serious.
Your words heat my soul and heart. You in my heart each minute.
Kiss you Natasha

Letter 13

Dear Ray!
It is already a tradition for me to go to the Internet cafe.
But frankly speaking, it is the best what is going on during my day.
I enjoy every letter I get from you and re-read them every night.
I want to share my life with you, I want to be always with you, to feel your warmth and care.
I am a very emotional, passionate, hot-tempered woman and it is usual for me to show my feelings. May be it seems strange for you, we haven't met with you in the real life, we have only letters which I cherish but I have the feeling that we know each another for ages.
Hope you understand me. The most important in the relations between two people, man and woman, love, of course, mutual understanding, respect.
Two people should trust each another at first, understand, care about each another.
His life will be my life and I will give him all my love, care and tenderness.
Kiss you Natasha

Letter 14

Dear Ray!
I am happy to receive from you mail.
I not natural blonde, though at me so light hair, but I all the same not much them tint.

Here are those poems I found for you today.

1
Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest

I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight

Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart in your hands
That has never before been given away

2
As I stand here today with the world as my witness,
I pledge to you my undying and everlasting love.
I will stand beside you as your partner,
I will stand before you as your protector,
And I will stand behind you as your solace.
Please spend and end your life with me

I hope you like these poems I am sending to you. I can't wait to get your next letter. I can not wait to hold you and share our happiness together for the rest of our lives.
Kiss you
Natasha

Letter 15

Dear Ray!
What are you doing with me?
Your personality just makes me crazy and I'm dreaming all days long only about you, my dear! I'm so happy to know you, you cannot even imagine!
Last night I felt that you are next to me lying on my bed.
I felt you everywhere around me.It was a very sweet feeling I cannot even describe it...
You know what did we do...? I had a desire to eat whole of you, to embrace whole of you...
I did not want to let you leave me... I just wanted you to be everytime next to me.
I want to say you THANK YOU for your existence.
For everything you did for me to light the dreams and sweet emotions go on.
Lately both I and my grandmother cooked turkey.Turkey was one of the best dishes I have ever cooked.
I want you to try it one day. Look what a beautiful words I found for you:
There's a sea between us, love, and I wish that it weren't true, for every day when I awake, I yearn to be with you.There are many miles between us, love, though you're always here in my heart, and every night, beneath the silver starlight, I pray for the day we'll never part.
Kiss you
Natasha

Letter 16

Dear Ray!
I sat at home all day wishing you were here with me.
I certainly want to arrive to you. Because I have understood that my life without you has no any sense.
You are really dear to me and I do not want to lose you.
Today as been a long day for me.I know what i want and that is for you to be near.
I can only wait.The wind and oceans is the only thing between us for now.
I was sad today,all i thought about is you.
I was bored knowing how bad i want you and the distances between us is for.
I hurt today in a good way knowing soon you will be with me, but i felt better when i thought of the happiness you bring my heart and soul.
I went to my room this afternoon and look at you and read all of your letters today.
I know in my heart there is true love and trust.
I want to hold you strongly and love you softly.
I want you to know my love for you is very strong and passionate.
My heart travels with this letter to you and my love for you.
My life has not been the same since we have met in the distance.
I have more happiness and energy now.
Without you in my life it would not be worth living for.
I want to embrace you,and softly kiss you and to love you forever.
MY feeling for you are as strong as yours and maybe even strong than your.
I feel like i could tell you all these thing all night and would never be bored of saying them to you.
My sweets i write this letter to you from my heart and from the love i have for you.
All i want is to be able to embrace you and sincerely love you .
My LOVE is true and deep for you and i will always love you no matter what.
Kiss you Natasha

Letter 17

Dear Ray!
I have opened my heart to you and I feel that my destiny is with you. You give me hope that true love can exist and can happen to me.
I know that a lot of what we say to each other is difficult to know, and I know that we have a lot of growing to do but we can grow no more unless we meet each other's love you.
I want us to be together. I think we have to meet in real.
We have to decide how and when we will meet. I want to see you very much.
I want our dreams become true and we will be happy. I want us to do a family.
What do you think about it? My granny really take care of my attitudes.
Yesterday my she asked me when will we mett in person?
She told that if you fell anything to each other you have to meet in a person and be together. I told her that I don't know when will we meet.
She is worry about us. And I understand her.
Please, think seriously and answer my question.
We have to decide it. When will we meet?
Or we will be pan pals?
Yours Natasha Lane.

Letter 18

Dear Ray!
Excuse me, but I can not send you denuded photo.
since the whole mail examines the manager internet-cafe.
Beside us small city and I do not want to afterwards on me all shown the finger.
More so that I have no such photo.
But to its do needs digital foto-camera.
and not beside me nor beside my girlfriends its no.
When I close my eyes, I see you next to me - two hearts bound in Circle of love.
Two bodies pressed closely to each other. I want to kiss your lips and embrace you strong .
I steadfastly look in your eyes, and our souls are united.
I begin to understand that my life without you is not meaningful.
Today I thought only about you all day long.We became frank with you and I think that we should be together.I want to require you and to be with you.
My thoughts only about you and about us with you together.I wait the day when we meet, when you tell me at a meeting: "Hello my Darling! At last we meet!".
Kiss you Natasha.

Letter 19

Dear Ray!
Every this day I think about you and dream about our meeting. I hope it will be very very soon. Today is cold again qand the wind blows and when I think about us I become warmer and my heart beats faster I told you about it already but I do it again because I think it is love. I'm happy that we have found out each other in this world. I can't wait to meet you, I want it all my heart I'll do all for it, all what I can to do in general. The sun is not Shines warmly and more brightly. I think that the new life begins. All so has got mixed up and you the new man in my life which love me and which I love. I love you, I love you very much. It seems that really the new life begins for me and for you. I think we will have the strong union together; I thank the destiny for you. I hope we will be together forever. We need in meeting, I so want to talk with you to see your eyes to hear your voice to feel your breath and to feel your love. I think you imagine how perfect love because I feel it and I know that it's the true love. I love you!!!!!!
I'm yours forever! Please write me all what you think and what you dream.
Yours Natasha Lane.

Letter 20

Dear Ray!
TIME MOVE SO FAST AND I CAN'T WAIT THE TIME WHEN WE WILL BE TOGETHER.
I think that best if I shall come to you. Because I at first need to learn you better, whether we approach to each other and whether in general learn can we to create with you family. Because the dialogue by mail it only is virtual, and in a reality all absolutely on another, whether not so? What you think of it? I think that agree with me and will make a correct choice, because I think what knowingly we have found each other in this large world. But I have one large problem, which you can decide, if certainly you it will want.
This problem consists in that that I simply do not have such money.
You know that now in Russia very bad economy, And it strongly influences on on simple people as I.
At me very small wages, she will not suffice me on trip.
That to me to arrive to you it is necessary to work approximately 6 months.
Still it is necessary to buy medicines to the grandmother, to buy a meal and the everything else in a life.
And to arrive to me it is necessary to buy nothing, You something can can offer me, Please advise me as to us now to be.
I WANT TO KISS YOU TO HOLD YOU SO MUCH.I CAN ONLY DREAM ABOUT IT.
AND I'M WAITING WHEN ALL THESE DREAMS WILL COME TRUE.
I NEED YOU IN MY LIFE. THANK YOU...THANK YOU, FOR BEING WHO YOU ARE, FOR WHAT I WILL BE WHEN I WILL BE WITH YOU, FOR EXISTING ...
THANK YOU FOR OUR LOVE AND FOR LEAVING ME TO BE A PART OF YOU...
THANK YOU BECAUSE YOU MAKE ME TO SMILE, BECAUSE I WILL BE VERY HAPPY ON HAVING HAD YOU CLOSE TO ME...
THANK YOU FOR PERMITTING TO BE A PART OF YOUR LIFE, FOR THE SINCERITY OF YOUR WORDS, FOR THE KISSES THAT YOU WILL GIVE ME AND I WILL FEEL...THANK YOU FOR THE SILENTLY CARESSES, FOR LEAVING ME TO DELIVER ME EVERYTHING WITHOUT I KNOWING IT... THANK YOU BECAUSE EVEN BEING FAR YOU..
YOU LIVE IN ME,LIKE ME IN YOU... THANK YOU FOR DOING OF THIS DISTANCE A HOPE'S PARADISE...
THANK YOU FOR BEING LIKE YOU ARE AND FOR BEING LEAVES ME I ... THE WOMAN WHO MORE LOVES YOU ...
FOR EVERYTHING WHAT WE WILL BE WHEN WE ARE UNITED AND BECAUSE OUR LOVE IS ETERNAL...
THANK YOU FOR LEAVING ME TO ENTER IN YOUR DREAMS, BECAUSE TO YOUR SIDE I WILL LIVE THE BEST MOMENTS...
THANK YOU FOR BEING MINE AND TO LEAVE ME TO BE YOUR ... FOR EVERYTHING, THEREFORE, AND FOR WHAT EVEN WE HAVE NOT LIVED...
I LOVE YOU MY LIFE ... YOU ARE EVERYTHING WHAT MORE I WISH...
Kiss you Natasha Lane.

Letter 21

Dear Ray!
If love and say it to each other both in words or by doing nice things to each other like giving each other a good kiss, or some beautiful flowers, - a nice dinner, - or a warm hug, - or touch the head softly like you do with small kids to tell them that you love them and appreciate them more than everything in the whole world. Then I think we both will be encouraged to have an everlasting competition in making each others hearts smile and make each other feel real happiness deep inside where it does good grows strong - and start to float around in every part of our bodies making us smiling from top till toe for everyone to see it and for ourselves impossible to hide.
Then we will have a safe and strong feeling of real lasting love and happiness inside our hearts, and find strength and support in each other which will make us able to withstand troubles and bad times both as ownstanding persons but just as much as the couple we make together.
I think it is very important to not be to careful in showing each other that we love each other a lot of physical contact hugs, kisses, smiles holding each other close and...I did not thought I would write this and having sex together is the most beautiful and ultimate way to show each others that you appreciate the other one more than anyone else in the whole world.
I hope these thoughts is something nearby the thing you appreciate in a woman, if it is I just wanted to tell you that I really really like you very much Lots of hugs and kisses and love from me I feel so good and warm inside my heart when I think of you.
Kiss you Natasha Lane.
PS:Excuse but I could not get your video because of that that they too large. I really regret about it.

Letter 22

Dear Ray!
Today it is such a wonderful day in my life, because I received your letter.
I reread it several times and felt that we become closer to each other.
I want you to know that I need you and your letters very much.
I like at your picture you're a very handsome man. You have very kind eyes.
I want so very much to beside you and to look into them! I'm grateful to God that He gave you to me, and I'm so grateful to you. That now I have You, and I won't feel myself lonely anymore.
When I was a child I liked very much when Mom read fairy-tales to me.
Most of all fairy tales I liked that one- where a prince saved a girl.
They loved each other and the whole world was glad for them.
I thought I would never meet my prince.
But now when I met you I believe that a fairy tale can be real.
You lighted up a light of hope in my heart, and light rays of love.
I love all this world only for that it gives you to me!
When being lonely I often ask God to give me power to outlive all this.
He helped me much.
Kiss you Natasha.
PS:I and could not open your video, because it very large.