Letter(s) from Olesya Yarsenich to John (USA)

Letter 1

Joe, I'm so glad to hear from you:) I'm Olesia from the dating website. I'm glad that you came back to me:) I'd like to find out what your hobbies are and what your position in life is. I am very lucky person because I have my job as a hobby. I'm a nutritionist and I'm absolutely fond of it. Moreover, it has already become a lifestyle for me. If you dont share my interests, it's not that important. The most important thing for me is to be sure that we are the right people for each other. I'm very positive and talkative, I like to attract positive moments and people into my life! I'm pretty sure that i's not just occcasionally if we came accross each other:) I have such an inner voice which tells me that:) Hope to hear from you soon and find out more about you:)

Letter 2

Hi John! Sorry I've made a mistake typing you name. It was just a misprint. I am a real person, and I'm looking for a serious relations online. I'm not interested in asking you for money. I just want to find somebody for a serious relations from abroad, as Ukrainian men don't appreciate family life, all they care for is going out with friends for a drink. And my goal here is to find a partner for a lifetime who will make me happy. Kind regards, Olesya.

Letter 3

Hi John!
I saw your profile and had a premonition that this person is mine. You know what I mean, you get such a feeling when talking to somebody and having the very first positive impression of him. I always trust this very first impression because, as it turns out in the future, the first impression never lies. I had something similar about you, but of course I understand that it is meeting online and I might not get that right impression. However, we have plenty of time to discover each other and we'll definitely check this out!
My name's Olesia and I'm from Ukraine. I live in a small town Dergachi. I'm a tiny woman:) My height is 160, my weight is 55 kg. My body options are 90/60/87.
I have already mentioned that I am fully dedicated to healthy nutrition, however, I dream about sweet home with my beloved man where I will always return to after a working day in a hurry because I know that you are waiting for me there!
My position in life is active! I like active lifestyle, and people with positive mindset, such as mine. Of course if I told you that I never face any troubles, it wouldn't be true. Everybody meets that. But I try to solve only the options which I am in charge of. If the problem lies beyond my competence, it means it's not my problem! Everything's simple:)
My job is an important part of my life, as it has already become a lifestyle for me, as I told you in the previous message. The matter is, my job helps me when life's getting me down or I'm feeling blue. Yes, it happens even with such an optimist, as me:) I used to work in the hospital, but now I work in the leisure centre. It's a complex fitness centre where we have swimming pool, yoga and aerobics classes, stretching classes, the gym, etc. I initially was working in a hospital, but the gym is becoming more and more popular, so I've decided to start working in the leisure centre . I'm only working there for a half year, so I'm trying to get as much students as possible, as my wages depend on that, and it's not very high. The advantage is, I do what I really love, and go to work in a good mood every day! My colleagues are joking that it's easier to see the snow in summer then to see me in a bad mood :) Hopefully, I managed to make your mood at least a wee bit brighter:)
If you want us to proceed, you can call me +3 8 066 655 05 57. I will love to hear from you! Also, it would be great if you told me more about yourself: your hobbies, your occupation, your outlook and position in life. I'm interested in everything that concerns you:) Olesya

Letter 4

Hello John,
I was very excited to receive your letter! It means, my intuition never lied to me and we do have something between us. It might be the beginning of a good friendship, as well as something more… :) My dear friend, I think we have the same understanding of the word soulmate. For me the soulmate is somebody who I am in love with, who I can't live without, and, what is more precious, who I look the same direction with) John, you're talking about luxury in your letter... I think it's not the main thing in life, and your life has been much happier because you have had career, love and friends! I am sorry that American women never appreciated you and you are disappointed... I actually have the same with Ukrainian men. They never care about family values and take everything which is done for them, for granted.
My dear John, in my previous letter I wrote quite a lot about my job, as I'm fond of it. Another point is that, the problem of women going to the gym has really become controversial now. Of course it's popular and trendy, however, a lot of women still think that it's dangerous for your health and shape, as you'll become too muscular and loose feminity. There's nothing of the kind! I do the gym training myself, only started a few months ago as I now work in a leisure centre, and I can tell you that it's not that easy to gain muscles for a tiny woman like me. Of course I am only an amateur and just want my body to stay slim and healthy. I think healthy nutrition plays is very important. I mean, I just love to do my job and understand that today I helped somebody, even if it is one person, to fight her fears and start her own journey – a transformation into a queen! I think success for me is not about doing something you don't like, even for good money – it's about the feeling that you help at least one person a day to follow healthy diet and become one inch closer to his or her dream. What motivates me in life is my students. I see them achieving good results, fighting for the body of their dreams, and this inspires me when I'm down or lazy and don't wanna' do anything, just lie in bed all the day long and eat sweets and snacks. Yes, we're all humans and such moments happen in my life, I think everyone has such lazy days. However, I always remember my students – they take after me, and I'm turning into lazy creature?! No way! I kick myself out of bed and go to do training:) Or do the cleaning in my apartment . it makes all the gloomy thoughts disappear. Of course, such moments happen seldom, but still, I'm only human. When such things happen to me, I usually think of my personal life, which is far not that successful as my career.
I have been in relations for 3 years, we were dating first, then started living together. He was my first love at school. Of course, we were not together all this time, as now I'm 27 years old:) we met at the party where all the former classmates meet. I wonder if you have something of the kind in your country… It was like a bright sparkle for me! All the sweet memories of the school years have become alive at one moment! However, our happiness didn't last for long. He was jealous and cheated on me at the same time! I couldn't believe that! He suspected me in something I never did because he was guilty himself! First I tried to deal with that because I loved him much, but then I realized that our relations are not going to proceed this way anymore. So, I left him. Now we don't even say hello when meeting in the street occasionally. And this happens, as I live in a small town Dergachi. I would love to hear more from you. Tell me how have you been getting and what were you doing all this time. Hope to hear from you soon.
Best wishes, Olesya

Letter 5

Hello my dear John,
Work keeps me busy, but I managed to save some time to drop you a line)) As far as you understand, healthy living is my philosophy and I absolutely love my job. The only thing I lack in life is the happy family with my soulmate, who I can give all my love and fondness and who will take care of me in return.
As I told you in the previous letter, I wasted 3 years of my life in relations which were not meant to be… However, it's not really waste of time, I think life experience makes us wiser. The disadvantage is that it hurts… You know I'm such an optimist, however, these relations bitterly disappointed me. Hopefully, with you I won't have this gloomy thoughts anymore. I'm sure if we are together, life will discover all its best and brightest sides for the two of us! I hope you have such a feeling, too. I do my best for you to discover me and get to know all my personal details… as for me, I hold everything that concerns you in my memory as well as my sweetest memories of childhood and the happiest moments in life:)
My darling John, you say about massaging my feet... I am reading those lines now and my heart is trembling... You are creating such a chemistry in me with your words... My dear John, yes it would be great if you came to my country... We could meet in real life then! However, I've been stuck here since I remember myself:) I have never been abroad. Maybe it would be better if we met in your country? The matter is, my holiday starts within two weeks, and I would love to spend it with you. Do you like my idea?)
I want to tell you a little about my childhood. I'm sure I've had the best childhood because I didn't have all those complicated electronic gadgets which kids have now… it was just having fun with friends in the street, playing volleyball, football and some other childish games which I'm sure you used to play, too. I think everybody did…
Sometimes I forget that I'm a 27 year-old woman. It happens when I'm playing with my niece, she is a very active and noisy girl of 6 years. She is naughty sometimes, but she brings me into the sunshine of childhood and I love spending time with her because of that:) Here I attach a picture of us. Hope you like it.
I'm looking forward to hear from you soon.
Kisses,Olesya

Letter 6

Hello my sweetheart John
It was a long day at work for me today. How was your work? I wanna tell you something , sweetheart… The matter is, since you called me yesterday, I was thinking of you every single spare moment, my dear! I woke up this morning, I knew it's gonna be a busy day at work today, but all I could do was refresh the details of your last letter in my memory… I usually start my day with a cup of coffee, so I made myself one, and started dreaming about the day we meet… I hope this time comes someday. And you know what? I am a lucky woman! I can explain you, why. I've been not too long on this website, and destiny granted me you! Such a gift for me:) And I wanna do my best to make you feel happy and loved. Although I am a nutritionist, it does't mean the food I cook is not tasty. On the contrary, healthy food has to be tasty, as well, otherwise our body wants to compensate the lack of taste with fast carbs and lots of sugar. And these two products are the most harmful to those who keep fit.

What do you do at weekends? I usually spend my weekends at home with mum, sometimes I visit my friend, she has a sun and I help her when she needs to go out to the gym or do some shopping. Then I look after her baby. I try to help people as much as I can, however, they do not always appreciate that. Some people are not very grateful and think if I do something good to them, it has to be this way. And I cannot refuse them just because I am such a kind person. All in all, I'm sure the karma exists and all the good things you've done in your life will come back to you sooner or later. Do you agree with me baby?
I think my karma is good because I was asking heaven to send me a person who I can discuss everything with and who can become more then just a friend to me in the nearest future… And heaven sent you to me…)))
John, your pictures from cloud are beautiful and you are handsome even not comparable to that guy))
I'm waiting impatiently for your reply and hope that you are fine and in a good mood. I want you to know that you're constantly bringing sunshine and new emotions into my life with your letters, and I hope, you feel the same for me…)))
Kisses, Olesia

Letter 7

Good day to you my sweetheart John!
How are you my baby? I'm doing all right. My clients in the leisure centre tend to trust me more and more, as they see the results – the transformation of their body! Of course my advices in nutrition are enhanced with the excercises in the gym, and the result is really good. As I told you in the previous letters, my students inspire me to train hard and achieve good results as well. Here I attach a picture of me after undertaking gym session)) and there's also one from my 24th birthday party with mum. Hope you like those))
You know what I was thinking about this morning my sweetheart? I wanna share my thoughts with you because this question is the only controversial one between my mum and me. My mum is a librarian, by the way. The matter is, she is convinced that everything must be perfect. Maybe that's because of her job, maybe that's just the way she is. For example, if I do the cleaning in the flat, I must be 100 per cent sure that I haven't missed any small piece of dust... And so on... Of course keeping the house neat and tidy is important, but I don't think that it must be turned into passion... All you have to do is enjoy life as long as you can... I think a happy person concentrated on her dreams and makes the Universe fulfill them))) Do you agree with me baby?)
darling, I missed your sweet voice a lot yesterday... I understand that it's not that easy to get it all sorted with the international account, but I couldn't do anything about myself, I was just missing you badly... Darling you are writing about the pheromones, and I do agree with you that they are important in the chemistry) our chemistry of love... I am dreaming of the moment when i could finally smell your scent and dive seep into it with all my senses... Darling, I wanna' hear your voice every day... What time si better for you? For me it's evening time, from 6 to 9 o'clock. But you may call whenever you want, I am always waiting impatiently to hear your voice)) darling, I appreciate that you care for me so much! I see that you are doing your best to provide a better life for me in the USA, and how cannot I fall for such a man?)) Darling, you are making my dreams come true...))
By the way, about my dreams. The winter in our area is quite cold, sometimes the temperature goes down to minus 25 degrees! That's why I was always dreaming about spending winter holidays in a warm climate, at the seaside... with the one I love. My imagination draws some beautiful pictures which I wish I could turn into unforgettable memories with you my honey... I see us walking along the seaside holding hands and looking at the sunset... I look into your eyes and see the flames of fire in them... I am only wearing bikini... there's nobody around... I can imagine us having wild unforgettable sex right on the hot sand...
I hope that you enjoyed our imaginary journey, too. Cause I really did)) I wish we could turn our imagination into reality...
Have to go and work now... There are some of my students who want to ask my advice... Bye my sweetheart...

Letter 8

Good morning my darling John,
You made me upset yesterday. I asked my colleague to take a picture of me in the gym, and you were suspecting me in something! You were acting like my ex that's right. But I forgive you John. Thank you for the pictures) you are such a lovely family and I hope I will join the 3 of you soon) John, I would love to talk to you on Skype! However, the problem is, my best and only friend has no connection to the Internet, they are only getting this fixed, and I have nobody else to ask... Mum speaks quite a reasonable English, her name is Julia.
Today is wonderful sunny day again, and I'm stuck in the gym. I used to consult a lot of people yesterday. Luckily, it's not that busy today. How was your morning honey? I hope that you didn't have to kick yourself out of bed, ‘cause I really had to. Yesterday I couldn't fall asleep. I don't know what's the matter. I miss you badly and have such an inner feeling... I don't know how to explain it to you better... You know that I always trust my intuition, as it never lets me down... And now I feel that if we don't see each other in the nearest future, our relations are not gonna' proceed this way anymore... You know what I mean. I don't wanna' lie to you baby, I think it's better to tell bitter truth then sweet lies. So I tell you as it is. Internet is handy to discover each other in details and have fun when you are free, but as I get to know you better, I see that it's not enough for me... I wanna' meet you in real life baby and make sure that you are even better in the flash...))) I'm sure you are. And I feel that you are my type of a person... that you're my man...I feel that our souls are touching each other... kissing... And I wanna touch you in real life... That's all I'm asking for... Is that too much baby?
Yesterday I saw a dream... Very beautiful and bright one... I saw your eyes and saw that you're passionate for me... I saw lust and wild desire in your eyes... And I was burning for you in return my darling... You might think I describe too personal feelings in my letter baby. I know I souldn't do that, but can't do anything about it... Can't do anything with myself.. . You're driving me insane sweetheart...
I can't concentrate on work at all today)) All I can think about is our meeting in real life... I refresh the pictures from your profile in my memory and think that you may look a wee bit different then in the pictures... And I try to imagine, how exactly...)))
Hopefully, my boss won't notice that I'm not in the gym in case people who train there need my advice)) I'm in my cabinet right beside the computer writing you all that...))) I Hope that you are not tired reading my letter and that you don't think that I've gone mad... Actually, I am)) It is you who's driving me mad my honey... I hope that you're OK and things are going well for you.
Have to keep an eye on my clients, otherwise I'll get caought and will be pissed off for that))) have to go now. Kiss you my sweetheart XXX
Faithfully yours, Olesia

Letter 9

Hello my darling John,
Darling, I woke up this morning and realized that I haven't heard your voice for ages, and this fact makes me upset. Darling, you call me a sweet woman, it is such a compliment, but I want you to know that I am not sweet for all the rest of men, I behave this way only with you! John, as we met online, nobody's sure about each other. You are right. But you know, I was always sure that it is better to trust a person you love and wanna' create a family with, then not to trust... Maybe I am stupid, maybe I am wrong and will be bitterly disappointed because of my illusions, but I just want to find a man who I can trust, and I believe that it is you!

I think a happy family in which all of the members are loved and feel comfortable, can be ONLY built on mutual trust. John, I want you to see my point as well... I have never met you in real life, and I don't know what to expect from you... And I feel that you are my type of man, and I wanna create a family with you! I am ready to come to you, and it means, I trust you! I hope that you trust me, as well, because that's the only way our relations will proceed my sweetheart. I hope you understand me.

Darling, if you wanna come to Ukraine, I would love to meet you in person. However, you know that my experience with men is sad and I have heard many stories of men coming to Ukraine to
a woman once, spend time with her and never come back! Because here everything is cheap, and it's handy to come here, have a nice holiday with a woman and return home to wife and kids! Something like a Disneyland for the grown-ups... Darling, I want you to see my point...
I just wanna' be sure that it's not gonna happen to me! I'm afraid to make a mistake so much... I don't wanna' be disappointed in you because I won't get over that after my heart being torn apart...0f course I trust you because after talking to you on the phone I WANT to trust you, but darling, how can I be sure that you are serious about me if I have never seen you in the flesh! Darling, I know that you care for me and that's why, you will understand my position and agree with it... So please, if your intentions are serious, lets meet on your territory.
With love, Olesya.

Letter 10

Good morning to you my sweetheart John!
I'm starting my day as usual with a cup of coffee and dreams of you and our meeting in real life. I have to admit that my feelings are a bit scary for me, because I have never experienced anything of the kind before. What I thought was love, revealed to be nothing comparable to my feelings for you my sweetheart... I hope that you tell me the truth and you are fully mine... I feel that darling. Deep inside my heart you have occupied a place which will always be yours... even if we part, but I know that it's not gonna' happen because you love me, too. I'm glad that now we can talk more! You can call me in the afternoon) These days at work are not too busy. I just cannot wait for your call!
Today mum asked me who I am writing to with such a mysterious smile on my face)) I had to tell her that you are a close friend of mine John and I am waiting impatiently for our meeting in real life.
Darling, you told me that you wanna' come to the seaside with me, and I think it's a great idea! You know baby I have already started thinking what we could do there together and how wonderful it would be! We could go to Turkey, or to Egypt! It is lovely at this time of the year and we could enjoy the nature and the two of us making love on the beautiful landscape! Just imagine - the hot sunny beach, crystal water brilliant in the sunshine and we are kissing in the water... You hold me tight, and I snuggle to you more and more... I feel your body and know what the end of this kissing will be... Baby, I just cannot stop thinking about it now! I feel that it is our time, and it belongs only to us, you and me... Baby, I am sure that we will never forget this lovely time together!
I will leave you now, as I have to get dressed for work. If I manage to drop you a line from work, I will.
Kiss you my sweetheart...
With love, Olesia.

Letter 11

Hello, John

Darling, you say that you sit here waiting for me to come to you... This is wonderful, however, it means that I should handle all the trip issues myself... Darling, I earn 100 USD a month and just can't afford paying for everything myself! And I don't have such friends or relatives who could lend me those money... John, you say that you will refund me a half of the sum as soon as I arrive to the US, which means that you still don't trust me... I don't know why I deserved that! I gave you all my feelings and fondness, and what do I finally have in return?... You say that only a stupid man would transfer money to anybody... Well, when you say that you are single and wait for me, I believe you, and there's no way I can check this out! I just trust you unconditionally because I believe that a man who sang me serenades on the phone just couldn't decieve me! And I expect that from you as well!
My role is to prepare all the documents, to find money for this, to leave my family here and come to you, your role - is only waiting... I think it is not fair! You do not appreciate I'm leaving everything here just for you, I'm not a plastic Barbie doll which is possible to buy. I know that my trip to you is rather expensive but I proposed to share the costs. To my mind, it is a guaranty of my honesty and really deep feelings. I do not want to make any business contracts with you as I think a man who loves his woman should help her without any remind. If you do not trust me and you have doubts in something, I'm not going to fight anymore because my time is precious. I really wanted to meet with you and I have told everyone that I met such wonderful man by name John and all my family and friends were very happy for me. I was ready even to fly to the moon just for you. You simply don't realize what a big step I was going to take JUST FOR YOU. It doesn't matter how much the trip costs, I do not care about money at all. If you don't trust me, if you don't love me, if you don't need me, just let me go. Please, don't break my heart, let us not waste our precious time. I'm tired to convince you in my feelings because I see your heart is closed for me. I really don't want to hear that I should borrow money from friends as I really don't have such opportunity, I thought as a couple we would find the way out. If you really want me to be with you, I guess you will find how to make it work.

Yours, Olesia.

My darling! I couldn't talk to you any longer because my boss started getting at me. I think you understand... I know that you miss me and here's the picture which I hope you like)) Olesia.

Letter 12

Hello my love!

John, thanks for the pictures) you look so gorgeous and it feels like you are really on holiday!) Honey, I went to the travel agency today and they have chosen a wonderful trip for us! They offer Silver point Villa hotel for 1300 USD for 2 people for 7 nights. It is Barbados island. When I had a wee look at it, I fell in love at once! The sea is so beautiful, and the sand seems to be something created on purpose to make love at!.. Here I attach the pictures, it is something unbelievable! Of course it cannot be even compared to the pictures you sent me, but for me the fact that I will be there with you is enough! Honey, I really liked everything and I think you're gonna' like it as well!)
My darling, as you know, I also need 300 USD on the passport. And the agency offers the return ticket for me for 950 USD, however, they promised to reduce the price on 900 USDif we buy tickets in March, as it's gonna' be a time for the price rollback!

My love, I cannot wait to hold you in my arms! I would travel like you told me, in a briefcase with holes without any papers! I'm joking honey) I want you to know that I totally rely on you! I know that you are my man and you won't let me down) And here I attach a picture of my cat which you were asking me for)
Waiting to see you in person,
Olesya.

Letter 13

Darling, if you wanna come to Ukraine, I would love to meet you in person. However, you know that my experience with men is sad and I have heard many stories of men coming to Ukraine to a woman once, spend time with her and never come back! Because here everything is cheap, and it's handy to come here, have a nice holiday with a woman and return home to wife and kids! Something like a Disneyland for the grown-ups... Darling, I want you to see my point... I just wanna' be sure that it's not gonna happen to me! I'm afraid to make a mistake so much... I don't wanna' be disappointed in you because I won't get over that after my heart being torn apart...0f course I trust you because after talking to you on the phone I WANT to trust you, but darling, how can I be sure that you are serious about me if I have never seen you in the flesh! Darling, I know that you care for me and that's why, you will understand my position and agree with it... So please, if your intentions are serious, lets meet on your territory.

Letter 14

Hello my love!

John, thanks for the pictures) you look so gorgeous and it feels like you are really on holiday!) Honey, I went to the travel agency today and they have chosen a wonderful trip for us! They offer Silver point Villa hotel for 1300 USD for 2 people for 7 nights. It is Barbados island. When I had a wee look at it, I fell in love at once! The sea is so beautiful, and the sand seems to be something created on purpose to make love at!.. Here I attach the pictures, it is something unbelievable! Of course it cannot be even compared to the pictures you sent me, but for me the fact that I will be there with you is enough! Honey, I really liked everything and I think you're gonna' like it as well!)
My darling, as you know, I also need 300 USD on the passport. And the agency offers the return ticket for me for 950 USD, however, they promised to reduce the price on 900 USDif we buy tickets in March, as it's gonna' be a time for the price rollback!

My love, I cannot wait to hold you in my arms! I would travel like you told me, in a briefcase with holes without any papers! I'm joking honey) I want you to know that I totally rely on you! I know that you are my man and you won't let me down) And here I attach a picture of my cat which you were asking me for)

Letter 15

Hi John!

Darling, here I attach the invoice for our trip. It includes the return ticket for me which is 900 USD, the hotel reservation for 7 nights for the two people which is 1300 USD and the passport for me which is 300 USD. Sweetheart, please note that the airfare is 900 USD return, so it's 450 USD one-way! You are right honey, Barbados is a great choice, and I feel that this time is gonna' be unforgettable for us) And, by the way, the agency representative told me that this price for the hotel reservation is valid till the end of the March only! So, if we hurry up, we can get this bargain)
Here's the photo you were asking me for)