Letter(s) from Jessica Brown to Sam (Switzerland)

Letter 1

Good day! I read your actual profile before.However I cannot remember where...
I precisely do not recall... I could possibly quite possibly create some other reason to chat, however I don't wish to fool your brain :). Could we dispense without having to worry about formalities?
I Wish To speak with you really ?
if you don't mind I'll try to come up with a long mail the next day,
or later on today.

Letter 2

hello! :-) thanks

I'm sorry I can not answer your e -mails quickly. I've got a very slow internet .. and I do not use social networks to communicate. it is makes me irritated...... we can only keep emailing each other? yes?
I deleted my facebook - because it was not safe. personal information could fall into the hands of anyone.I argue for the inviolability of private life and correspondence.I'm tired of having to constantly add friends ...
this idiotic occupation :-) yes? I have more confidence in pirvate correspondence by email. today I decided to send you more photos, I hope you will like it. I think you are interested that I don’t have a boy-friend!I also want to see your different photos and hope to know you better!I want you to know that I have only good intentions and I don’t have big secrets... so, I am 25 years and I from Kamen na Obi (city) I have blonde hair! I forgot to ask you - what year you were BORN, what is your REAL age? :-)
I would like to have a relationship with you! although I don't know if that's possible in Internet... in a couple of weeks I plan the travel combined with work.I need to decide in which city I want to work.. I have never been abroad - I decided to find a friend abroad and make his city to be my destination :-)I think that it is hard enough to live in foreign town without friends? I work in sphere of trade (food) :-) I think I look very good... yes?I hope I'm your type of girl? Do you like my photos? Really? but I want to say - I do not have photos without clothes :-)Do not to be confused. ok? I'll write more about me later after today or tomorrow.. and I will try send to you more pics! I was very curious and I wrote to you .. I viewed your actual profile before.Unfortunately I can't remember where... I precisely don't remember... now I added you to my contact list. if you will do the same thing we will not lose our correspondence. Add me to the contact list. I want to say that your letter was in "spam" folder. but I found it. strange. I hope that now you will get all my letters. I will write you later big letter about me :-) I want to talk with you or even meet! :-)

Anastasija (my name)

Letter 3

Sam, hi
thank you ) you are very manly on your photo!
I think you should know more about my life and my hobbies so you will know if we have any common interests.
first of all my full name is Anastasija Chenraja . 25years old, not too young I think?
my birthday is 30 May (I'm 54.5kg and 162cm)..I don't know exactly my waist, hips measurements, I don't have a reason to measure it because I think it's OK and my body is proportionate )) I take care of my body, I do aerobics three times a week and I go to the swimming pool twice a week. I have no children and have no boyfriend.
and I do not care about that - you're married or not. our relationship may be in sercet :-)

I have a younger sister and her 21 years old. I love her very much, she is very beautiful and kind.
We all (my sister and our mother ) live in two-rooms flat.
we have different fathers. they live separately from us .. this sometimes happens. but I do not blame my parents... :-)
As I wrote you I live in Russa. The name of my city is Kamen na Obi, it's near Barnaul city. Kamen na Obi is very small and Barnaul is large city, the main city in our district.
I graduated from Barnaul university two years ago. I`m a menager of the big shop, my city is small but we have a big shop here. Sometimes I attend courses in Barnaul so I have several diplomas,but you know in russia we don`t have good work opportunities.
But this work help me to take care about myself.
When I come to your city I think it won`t be a problem to find work on my specialization (I shall work as the simple seller).
My mother is a teacher of music in the school.
I also could play a piano a little.
I like classic music, jazz, rock, lounge. I like all kinds of music!

Do you know the band Scorpions and their song Wind of Change?
Walking down the street
Distant memories
Are buried in the past forever.
I follow the Moskva
Down to Gorky Park
Listening to the wind of change.
Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow share their dreams...
With you and me.
Take me to the magic of the moment
On a glory night
Where the children of tomorrow dream away
in the wind of change....
Scorpions is one of my favorite bands! That's why I know the words (unfortunately I don't know all words).
I'm not great fan of Scorpions but I like this song very much!!!!

A little about my father: he is in a good shape because we usually make exercises together, he doesn`t work now, because he is retired already.
I love both my parents and I'm happy my parents will be not alone when I leave them and will go to another country. Of course I will miss everybody but I want to have my own happiness!
I want to tell you that I learned English in university, so I don'tuse any translators, and I can speak english as good as I write on it.
I hope we will have no problems in communications.
I feel that you are very nice man I really want to meet you.
If you will not like me or something else we can be just friends.
I hope I will get my work visa soon in Moscow and all documents and I come to you! I don't have any area limits with this visa so I can work where I want. I don't know exact day of my arrival, but as soon as I will know I will write it to you.
You know, I'm just trying to be honest with you and write you all my thoughts on different issues. Please be always honest with me also....ok
do you have an International Airport in your city?
please write me it's name an code. or write me the name of the nearest INTERNATIONAL Airport to you
I suppose in few days I will fly to Moscov and start my trip!
There is no any messenger in this Cafe so we can only keep emailing each other. I hope you are not getting bored to read my emails?
My address here is Kamen na Obi(my city), Kosmonavtov (street) 2,6, my post code: 658700
So now you have a representation of who I am....I like you! and I will look if I have more nice photos to send you. I will send it tomorrow.
I want to see your different pictures... :-)
good day, Anastasija

Letter 4

Sam hello

thank you. ok :-)

I want to say - I feel the shiver and energy when I am looking at your picture! :)
so, I don't remember if I wrote last time I've never been married, don't have kids but I love them and they love me! have you heard a saying The older the violin the sweeter the music?!And I want to tell you that I always wanted to find an older man. Why? I have two answers..
Firstly, I think older men are much more serious and they can take care of me, they are more experienced in life and can teach me many things. Have you heard a saying "The older the violin, the sweeter the music"? I believe in it... I think I'm not that young already but I don't have much experience in life and I want to have someone who has more experience in life then me. Secondly... maybe I'm not right about it... but I want to be honest I've always had such worry...
if I marry a man nearly my age...and after some years I will become not that young and beautiful... I think it's more hard for a woman to be attractive then for a man...and he will find a younger mistress and I will become very miserable.I don't want my man to be unfaithful. I know I can be faithful to my man and I will never cheat on him.But this is just my worries. This is not my goal.
Please tell me if you think you will love your woman at any age and not find a younger one? Can you be faithful? :-)
my dear, today I accidentally told about you my friends and mom))
I hope you will not scold me for it? everyone liked that I will not be alone in the city chuzhem)
I want to believe what you read my all letters and really ready to meet me?
I wrote to you about the fact that I want to leave Russia and it's true!
I was even a little scary, but I am brave and not afraid of anything.
I have some money, and I hope that I have enough to begin to live in a foreign city alone.
I hope to find a good job and not that I propose experts on migration policy !!
so, in the next letter I will have good news for you.today I will cook dinner for my family. I have not written to you that I love to cook! ))I learned it by myself ! I cook only Russian national dishes.
I follow a diet and can not afford much and delicious to eat.
otherwise I will turn into a penguin thick and terrible. I know that men are looking first and foremost for my figure and then the fact that I think and say.
Russian men tactless and can hurt if you have any shortcomings. they are like a bear or a sheep that concern for our opinion. I hope you're not like them)))
please tell me you do love movies? or Theater? I love movies! Schwarzenegger, Stallone - these men are so charismatic and attractive that nothing can spoil it to them - even the date of birth. I look forward when will be the next part of "Terminator"if we will have luck - you can invite me for the evening session of cinema to the last row)) ??? Now I have some good news for you! after sending this email I will go home, take my packed bags and go to Barnaul! From there I will fly to Moscow! I`m really afraid to fly on a plane!
I hope my plane will not fall down! I'm really afraid! It is several hours from Barnaul to Moscow. when I come to Moscow and settle down I will write you an email. I hope today I will be able to write you.

Please don't worry about me if you don't hear from me today or tomorrow, that will mean I was not able to find a place to stay and I will write you after tomorrow. In Moscow I will spend a week or maybe even more, I should make all final arrangements with my documents and after it I will come to you! I've never been to Moscow before and I'm so nervous now... I've never went somewhere alone and now I should go alone to such big city! I really want to talk to you by phone, but as I don`t have a mobile phone, I will find a public phone in Moscow with international calls. you know... I had such great desire to start my trip already.. and now I feel myself like a newborn kitten who has even didn't open it's eyes...
Soon you will hear some news from me from Moscow!

Letter 5

hello. ok!
wow!! I have done IT! I write to you from Moscow! :-)my dear,I can tell you a lot about Moscow! I read about it in the books :-) I was in a travel agency, all my documents are ready. Now they are checking a possible flight to your air port.
They will give me all information (date and time of my arrival, etc.) tomorrow I think. Tomorrow I will continue to see Moscov, like a tourist. In Moscov there are so many different museums! Here good weather, about +19`C, but I feel myself so alone. :-)Everything here is very expensive, not like in my city... Everywhere are big crowds of people!
Everyone rush somewhere and I don`t know anybody here. I feel uncomfortable because of it but I hope I will be OK soon.You can't imagine how happy I am because I already started my trip to you! I still cannot believe I've done it!! Something amazing occurs inside of me after I have received your first letter!My heart lost calm since then. But it's interesting that it does not want to find it again!
Every my cell shouts about how it wants to see you. I want to see and kiss you! My sun, you know perhaps, but I'll tell you that you are the clearest man in the world. My sun!I cannot even think without you, I become silly! I do not want even to breath without you!I need you as an air. It's so incredibly stuffy without you, and I can really breathe of you!
Please CONFIRM the name of int. airport (and his code) and be sure you wrote it right. I'm finishing my letter and I want to thank you for hope you offer me. I want to say - I am happy already now because I know that for 10 000 km I have a man :-)I have a question, is it normal if we will like each other - we can visit each other of course if you or somebody doesn't mind...
As you know I will stay there for 3 months but If I will like there I will be able to prolong my trip. I think I will be able to improve my english and you can learn Russian and I think it will help us to know each other better.. :) I want to say that all girls do want to have GOOD man (you good Man, I know :) )!
This is a normal instinct - to assess a man in his abilities. after all, the main function of men - to produce and be able to protect, to be strong. We are so arranged. this is nature! many men consider themselves good lover and think that all girls want them ! perhaps it is so ... :-)

Letter 6

yes, :-( I understand you..

I am sorry about all the problems with the money! But without your help I will not be able to fly to you. My relatives will no longer be able to help me out.
Mama gave me almost all the money that she had to help me out with this journey. If you can not help me, I will be returning to home.But I do not want to be lonely again.
I do not want to return home. I do not want to stay in Moscow either.I do not want anyone but you.

More than anything else, I would like to continue the trip!
I want you! I want you to surround me with your tenderness, warmth and care.I certainly think about the future.
I want us to be together. I go to sleep and I wake up together with the thoughts about you. they are not leaving my head.
More to that, I’d like to wake up in your arms every day. I’d like to be sure that you really need me now and in the future.
I just want to look into your eyes. I want to feel your warm breath. I want to see your smile and know that this smile is for me.
I want to be waken up by you rather than some kind of alarm clock. I want to be your sunshine. I want you to warm your hands up in the back pockets of my jeans. I want you to pay me with your kisses for the rental of my jeans pockets.I want to belong to you and. I am yours and you’re mine. I am sick without you. I am looking forward to hearing some good news from you. Hope you can help me out and give me your support!
my dear, I do not wish to give you a words of good bye! My last interview will be on Tuesday, 10 May!
and I should make the decision... I cannot remain in Moscow... I should fly to you or home... I do not want home...
It is a shame.... you will help me??? I will not take your money and run away! I am not fake!!If you will not help me I shall understand.

my dear, sorry sorry sorry sorry about money AGAIN but the best you can do is send the money through Western Union or Money Gram I can ask you to transfer money to my BANK account, but it's the same problem. by law in Russia (the law adopted in 2014) all money received from foreigners to the bank account - the default assumption like the money for finance political opponents of the government and the terrorists. It will not work! I'll have to GIVE RATIONALE of the payment....
so, you need to know
my first name which is ANASTASIYA
and my last name which is CHERNAJA.
You also need to know country which is Russia and the city which is Moscow.
You don't need to know the exact address of bank where to send the money, but in case it is necessary the nearest bank for me it is "Wostochniy express bank" Sadownichescaija naberezhnaya, 9, post-code:115035 my adress: Moscow, Sadownichescaija- my street, 19-8, post code-115035 and I want to say that again - the agency prepared all documents, I will receive the working visa on demand of agency.
if they (agency or embassy) learn about you will not give me the working visa, will decide, that I only wish to marry!
and I wanted to ask you about electronic tickets but they tell that I can't use because it is their business to arrange all travel details and they have some extra money from all the things...

it is I wrote to you :-(

Letter 7

Hello! Thank you, I will wait you till Monday:-)
Now I write to you again my loved Sam!
I write to you the most beautiful letter on ground! I do not know what to tell. I have strange feeling.

I shall write the IDEAS about us with you! Let problems with money today will be a minor problem. ok?
my dear, I'm writing to you again! I'm grateful to my fate and to my curiosity that we can communicate.
I remember I was very nervous when I was writing you my first letter.
I expected to meet a man, but I'm going to meet a real angel!
When I'll come to you and you will look at me, I will hold my breath, my heart will stop beating and I'll become weak in my knees .I'll be lost in the celestial look of the most beautiful eyes in the world!
During our short correspondence I understood that I fell in love with you.
When I went to Moscow I could hardly believe that all this happened to me!
But when I came I truly realized it! I'm in love with your beautiful words!
I'm in love with your name and with you as you are. I'm afraid and I'm happy at the same time.
My heart is beating, my soul is singing, my dreams are airy-fairy.
I'll be happy with you. Really happy. My heart is glad. It is in cradle of the tenderest words and it loves.
It loves with pure love. It needs nothing except the possibility to be with you. I need it also.
I need to be with you, to feel the warmth of you body, the tenderness of your hands, feel your smell, to melt in your arms and feel the taste of your kisses.
I have a grate desire to fall asleep and to wake up with you, caress you and to understand that you enjoy it.
I want to relax in your arms and get with gratefulness that happy you give to me.
Now I can't imagine how could I live without you for so long? I get accustomed to you and to your letters very much.
They radiate joy and tenderness. I have never felt the joy from simple e-mail letters before our correspondence.
You can't even imagine how I am happy from the thought that soon we will each other.
I'd like to be happy with you when you are happy, and be upset when something goes wrong.
You are the best, the lightest, kindest thing that happened to me for the recent time.
No. Not for the recent time only but for my whole life.
The life is beautiful when you want to plan something for future.
Love is all-powerful and infinite. Its power doesn't depend on season, technical progress.
The hearts are meeting and the feeling breaks out. Beautiful, deep feeling.
My love, even if the Sun will stop shining your warmth will heat me best of all.
Even if the stars will hide behind the moon you will be able to give the romantic they have never seen.
Even if seas and oceans will overflow we will survive because we are TOGETHER.
Even if there won't be a drop of water on the Earth we will drink the love of each other.
Believe me, my darling, the sun, the stars and the oceans smile only to us.
And while we are together no element will separate us. Because we are the strongest element among others.
I love you! And that's why I love everything around – I can see the life better. I feel its warmth and happiness.
My sweetheart, I love you!

Your Anastasija

Letter 8

yes of course. my sister!!!
Sam, today after waking up in the morning, I understood that "drug" overcame me..:-)Let your letters be my drug. Now I can't live a single day without a small portion.
It's the same feeling as to be on seventh heaven. Without you, I'd never feel such unclear condition.
At the beginning of our relationship I wanted to make a look into your soul , to understand how are you. But more we corresponded, more I wanted to shout of fear, shout of happiness and call for help.I need help for the condition in which I dipped and I'm still dipping. I couldn't' see and hear myself.
Unconsciously I understand that I feel great. And it's impossible to describe what I feel, you should feel it.
I'd call all this love... yes? :-)Love is drug. Your letters is drug!First, I had euphoria, lightness, and feeling of complete dissolution.
Next day I wanted more. I didn't become accustomed then, but I liked this feeling. I was sure that at any moment I would be able to go without these beautiful feelings.
I thought about you during 2 minutes and I forgot you for 3 hours. However, constantly I was accustomed to you. Now I'm completely dependant of you.
Now I think of you during 3 hours and I forget you only for 2 minutes.If I don't receive a letter from you, I feel as a drug addict without a portion of poison.
In these moments I'm a drug addict who can commit rubbery or murder, I'm ready for everything for love. I have never stopped and I won't stop, no one will convict me to go back. If a man drank a love elixir at least 1 time, you wouldn't be able to go without it, it will be in your blood.
And everything I do and a will do will remind me the first love drop which penetrated into my love with you. It follows me everywhere, step by step, till I feel completely empty and helpless. I'm waiting for a new drug dose... :-)


Letter 9

Hello Sam! ok thank you :-)What did you make today?
Today I was in Russian art Gallery, I really liked it. In past I saw this paintings just in books on pictures and now I'm able to see in real life. I feel myself like I'm able to do everything in the world!

If I can to say how much Love!!! My love more the sky. And I love only one man and this my sweetie.
I thinking of you all time , day and night. When I awake up in morning the first that I do I thinking of you, my love my Love you are the best man for me and I needn't in other men.
I want to be with you and only with you. I want awake with you and asleep with you.
I want have a breakfast, lunch and dinner with you and cook it for you. I want take care of you. I want to touch your hair.
I want sing with you. I want have a business with you. I want have kisses and hugs with you. I want have our child with you.
I WANT YOU!!!! Many people say that the love doesn't happen without suffering.
But I am sure, our love-it very beautiful, fine feeling. We and so suffered to our meeting too much.
That moment when we will be together will soon come. I very much wait it.
We will be together and we will be the happiest enamoured on the earth.

Kiss and hug you :-)


Letter 10

Hello Sam! I can call to you after tomorrow!
tomorrow in Russia - holiday!
my dear, I'm very alone in Moscow.
The elegance of this city doesn't interest me.Soon we'll be together?
You can not imagine how tired I am.
I have done everything I must and now I am waiting for you only!

My heard is bleeding when I see grief in letters. ok
..write to me pls beautiful letter!