Letter(s) from Susan Morgan to Michael (USA)

Letter 1

Hi Good day,

I'm Chanelle Alice Carlsson From Sweden. I know you’ll be puzzled at the receipt of my E-mail. I also know you have all the right reasons to not respond, or be inquisitive and even be offended for intruding your privacy, but allow me to call you Friend. My reason for writing you is solely for us to be friends.

Some people talk about the risks and dangers of knowing someone through the Internet, to the point of becoming suspicious of their own shadows. But I must confess that our contact, even at a distance, will be harmless and must only focus on Friendship.

This note is only to confirm my intention of knowing you and maintaining a daily contact with each other, Only if my request seats well with you. I will look forward to your response.

Thank You.

Chanelle.

Letter 2

Good Day from my part of the world...

I must confess to you that hearing from you again was a surprise to me.. I don't even know what to say to you now... Just know that I'm happy you responded despite the fact that I contacted you out of the blue...... Just so you know that I've never done this before so I urge you to be patient with me and in time to come I can answer all your questions and clear every bit of doubts you might have.... I'll try and send you my pictures, and from time to time disclose one or two things about each other, that way we can learn about each other..Oh my God, I don't even know how to respond properly to this email..Thanks you once more for taking your time to write me back.. I can only tell you one thing.. I'm harmless and not here to play games..Words are not enough right now, but with time I can prove myself to you... Stay safe and hope that this short note finds you well...hoping to hear from you again..Regards, Chanelle

Letter 3

Hello Michael,

Thank you for the note.. I want you to know that I'm not Familiar with this sort of long distance communication as this is my first experience.. So I plead with you to beer with me while we try to work this out OK...I've been wanting to try something like this, not there are not men hear, you can just consider me an adventurer. I understand that aspect of people all over the Internet trying to cheat people out of their Money and stuffs like that, but I want you to know that I'm not that way.. I'm harmless and I believe that if given the chance I'll prove myself OK....

I believe that you will learn about me but that has to go with time, and from time to time I will write you and tell you more about myself and I will also learn from you too. Okay here are thing I think are vital to know about me. First I am from a family of three and I'm the only girl... I am from Western Sweden Goteborg Province, a lovely place to be. I work here and I have host of other things I do too.. I have friends and I am easy going person that loves to catch fun and make friends, I keep my head straight and do my work because it's what keeps me going. oh by the way, I'm 5'7 tall.. I want you to know that I'm not after look nor money..

I am a Nurse, I went to University of Life Sciences and nursing and then got my Master's in nursing education at Jean Pierre University. I am not teaching yet, because I enjoy my current job tremendously, and I want the flexibility to spend more time with doing other things I want to do.

I work as a clinical supervisor at a home health agency, I train all the staff, I set up care plans for elderly and assign people to help them in various aspects of their lives. I have done this for over six years.

I believe in God, I talk to God, I know that we are all here to learn our lessons in lives, I know that we are to do good for others and ourselves in the best of our abilities without putting ourselves down.

I love to travel, I have been to Spain, Italy, Russia, Canada, mexico, Jamaica, Cozumel, England, some small islands, France, I will be going to Regina Canada in few months time. I love learning about other cultures and traditions and meet people. I like to hike, I like most water activities. I like to meditate, do yoga, swim....

I like most things in life because I believe they are truly a gift from God meant for our enjoyment. I cannot think of anything I hate, I have things I don't prefer, such as watching horror movies. If I ran across a person that I truly believe is evil for whatever reason, I would simply walk away and let them deal with their own demons.

I am generally a very positive person, I believe most people are good and/or are trying to be good. Sometimes, they have circumstances that are not favorable, but that is just the process of learning for them. I don't judge and I don't like to be judged. I like to read, do crossword puzzles, logic games. I enjoy operas, shows, concerts. I like all music, except rap.

I am very fit and take great care in staying that way, so I watch what I eat and I am very active. I don't like to drink much because it only makes me sleepy, I don't smoke, I have never done drugs and do not intend to start....

Write me and tell me about yourself, your likes and hates, I am waiting for you. I think with these you will be able to imagine the kind of person I am, like to hear from you soonest remain blessed. So I will be waiting for your reply. Have a nice day. I hope the email isn't too long for you to read.

Kind Regards,

Chanelle

Letter 4

Michael,

Thank you so much for the note. Gradually we’re getting to knowing each other and I want you to know that it means much to me.

I know that we have a lot of things to catch up between us; I know we have the distance to deal with; we have trust and other issues to deal with. I am however confident that with each others consent and trust, we can grow our friendship.

All I want is for things to run smoothly for us.. I want to meet you at some point.

I'm an open book, so you don't be afraid to ask me anything that might help us grow, I'll be asking you questions as well.. As you already know that I'm a nurse.. I went to University of Life Sciences and nursing and then got my Master's in nursing education.

I work as a clinical supervisor at a home health agency, I train all the staff, I set up care plans for elderly and assign people to help them in various aspects of their lives. I have also handled some contract for supplying of Hospital equipment.

I've never been married and I do not have kids as at yet.. I'm 33 years old, brown hair, brown eye. I'm from a family of three. I have two younger brothers, age 27, and 24, they are both studying in Valencia Spain.

I've been out of relationship for the best part of Ten months now.. I broke up with my ex fiance because of work related issues and my mom..

We were going to get married and he wanted me at that time to move with him to France, and it was at time when Mom was struggling big time with her illness.. So I turned it down and requested that he allow me a little time to sort things out, he grew impatient and we could no longer deal with the distance.

I've been focusing on my work and trying to take care of my Mom and get my life back in order. I have a lot of things I'll tell you when we meet at some point.. I hope we are able to establish trust between us and learn about each other.

Just a quick note.

Chanelle

Letter 5

Hello Michael,

You can't imagine how my face is glowing with smiles just reading your emails... I'm pretty sure you're fine and your day is starting well with you over there today? My intents are for this little note to find you well and make you happy and make your day.. Yours already made my day.... It's yet another day here, and I wanted to start my day with you...

Thank you for the beautiful words, gradually we're building something nice that only you and I can understand... We're creating something unique between us and believe me with each passing day I get eager to know a thing or two about you... I love children and I'd love to have some of mine at some point in life..

I seat I think of things to tell you about me that will give you a lot more insight about who I am and how I lead my life here... One thing you should know though is that I'm pretty a busy person, mostly work related... I'm at a eatery here, and I'm eating Salmon Salad with Parsley and Capers, you know what it is? I just wish you're here to have some with me, while we have a lite-heated conversation... Just know that reading your words excite me a lot as you're my new found friend, one that I'm willing to do everything in my powers to meet at some point.. I'll give a compilation of my favorite artist and song genre at some point OK..

To share more about my country with you... First, it's a beautiful country with wonderful sight seeings around, if you ever come here I promise you, you won't regret making the Journey... The only problem we have is that It's very costly to live here in Sweden... That is why I work Mondays through Friday, I don't work on weekends, for you to keep up with Bills here, You have work extra hours.. Plus I have an ailing Mom battling Cancer who doesn't live with me... She's staying in her Country of Origin Lisbon Portugal, so you now know that I'm half Swede and half Portuguese.. After her and Dad Separated she went back to her Country of Origin...

Thought you should also know that I'm a left handler.... I do most things with my left hand, I write with my left hand... What have you to say about that?? I speak English with accent too.. I'm just trying to tell you stuffs about myself.. I know that there are lots of things that we'll learn about each other when we get together... I believe it will be fun too.... Thanks for telling me a lot about you...

Just a part of the my note to you... Expect more to come soon...

Chanelle

Letter 6

Hello Mickey,

Thank you for the note.. You always make it your priority to keep in touch and check up on me.. I grately appreciate that..

As much as I know that constant communication is important, but we can also get busy at times. I feel communication should happen organically and unconditionally.

We can talk to each other when time allows, not because we are obligatd to but because it's the right thing to do. And periodically having a few days to yourself is actually pretty healthy, I’d say.

How are you doing today? I think it's a long weekend for you guys over there.. Wish we were together. Moments like this could be good for fun and outtings, or just go driving across the country and bringing back memories that are made in the movies..

I thought I would ask you a few questions and I hope these are OK with you, if you see some that you do not want to answer that is OK.

What is your favorite Holiday of the Year? If you could where would you like to go for a vacation? What is your ideal romantic evening?

You know I seat here thinking of what to tell you about me.. We've shared quiet a lot in this short period of time and I honestly want you to know everything about me.. I sometimes want for my notes to sound like a live conversation while reading them..

What I feel and want for us is Healthy. I think the world would be much healthier if everybody had a shoulder to cry on, To be a friend is to make the most of what the other person has to offer, it’s to admit your faults but to know they can be bearable; to be a friend is to offer our virtues with all generosity, and not to put on a mask or fake, it’s to live in an honest and authentic way, without hiding our little addictions, manners or differences.

That is the way I feel about us and I hope you share the same views with me too..

Have for yourself a blissful weekend.

Chanelle

Letter 7

Hello Michael,

I want to believe that you're fine and doing well today. This note has one reason. That is to put smile on your face and assure you that I'm still with you.

Not being able to communicate at will makes me feel bad. We are miles apart and the key to making us work is constant communication.

True communication means being open and sincere with each other by expressing all and anything that may bother us or any concerns whatsoever.

This includes personal problems, feelings about the relationship, doubts, suspicions etc. While poor communication means keeping such issues inside. I guess what I'm trying to say here is that I want to achieve perfection with us.

I want to be open to you in everything I do.. And I hope we can achieve that together..

How's the new week going for you? Wish we were together over the weekend to bond. I want you to know that You can come Visit me when I'll be in Canada.. We'll plan more as we progress OK..

As for me, I was in Oslo yesterday taking care of business for my friend/Boss, who's currently pursuing her second carrer as a Wild life Biologist.

You know over the weekend I was thinking to myself, How best can one achieve perfection with what we have and building? What if this doesn't work out?

But I know it's going to work out because since starting our adventure, I've come to learn a lot about myself, about hope, patience, intimacy, and about commitment in the process.

I simply believe in taking things one step at a time. I believe we still have an awful lot to learn about each other, most we can't do here, but rather in person.

You don’t get a sense for the actual relationship until you’re there, in person, and in each other’s faces non-stop, whether you want to be or not. This is where true intimacy exists.

I hope we can achieve it together. Have for yourself a wonderful fun filled day today.

Yours Chanelle

Letter 8

Hello Michael,

I hope today you've woken up in a good mood, happy, and able to present yourself to the world with your bright eyes and with your thoughtful heart.

There is nothing better than waking up with you in mind, even after having spent the night thinking about you.

I often count myself lucky for having the attentions of someone as kind and loyal as you are, which is such a rare commodity in the present times. I want you to know that what we have is so firmly based on trust and affection promises to withstand time.

We've come a long way so far using the email medium which so often is criticized as impersonal and distant.. Only I know how good it makes me feel to know you, and how good it makes me feel to have this constant exchange of ideas.

The new week started busy for me. Today I'm writing a clinic leadership program to learn about some of the changes being proposed in my profession.
The rules of the game are constantly changing and I am required to take a minimum of 40 to 60 hours a year of education to keep my license, which sometimes isn’t enough, but for me those are formalities as I do get ahead on things here..

This little note is only to confirm my intention of maintaining this almost daily contact with each other. Only I know how good it makes me feel to know you, and how good it makes me feel to have this constant exchange of ideas.

I have a lot of things going on for me and I have lots of things I want to share with you. This will be short. Expect more from me soon.

Always Yours.

Chanelle

Letter 9

Happy New Month from me to you comes with my humble commitment to give you the joy of a real friendship that lets you be yourself, because I know and identify with the human being in you.

How are you doing over there today. Once more here am I seated in my couch with the thought of you. It's been a busy day for me handling lots of work activities, some days can be busier than other once, but I'm a professional and I can handle the pressure nicely.

It's amazing how time flies and the amount of stuffs we've shared about each other.. There's still plenty of stuffs to learn and to know about each other.

My Instincts always tells me that you're a great person and I think I'm right, because every time that I talk to you, and every time that I see an email from you, They always carry the lovely warm thoughts of yours and I can't hesitate to smile back.

At times I can't find the words to say or the right way to convey what I mean in writing, All I know is you are someone I want to spend time with, and have fun with, someone I want to get to know better.

Time they say has the answer to all things.. I'm so tired this evening and my head is aching me.. I'll be sure to write more when I wake up in the morning.

Take care of yourself.

Your Chanelle

Letter 10

Hello Deary,

How are you doing today. As always I need you to forgive the inconsistencies in my communication OK. I want to be the lady that takes away your depression OK..

Making our communication constant can be tricky at times, but I hope you can understand that I'm not neglecting you in anyway. Some times work can be overwhelming and finding time to balance everything becomes a bit of an extra work.

Things would have been a lot better if we were closer to each other or on the same time zone. I sometime struggle to find the right balance to better our communication. I'm yet unsure when the Canada travel will be aproved because it's work related traveling OK.. But as soon as I know something new. I'll sure let you know OK..

I honestly want my communication with you to be more than just writing. I want my communication to be engaging, and be able to connect with you, and be able to make you feel comfortable.

I need for you to able to understand me and me understand you. To be able to share our prefrences, our experiences, views and opinions on different matters.

The one thing I know that kills communication like ours is the constant underlying uncertainty to everything. “Is this all worth it?” “Am I kidding myself with all of this? Maybe we’re horrible for each other and I don’t know it.”

I guess what I'm trying to say is that we should be able to always have some sort of plan or date that we are both waiting for. Under normal circumstances, we should be able to meet each other. At times I don't know if I'm making any sense. But I hope you share my views.

It's going to be another busy day for me. Thank goodness is Friday, another weekend. What will you doing over the weekend?? I'm likely to be taking care of things I left undone through the course of the week.

Do you like Chocolate? Tomorrow or Sunday I'll be Visiting Ahlstroms Konditori. Now this place is famous for it's Cortina cake with pistachio marzipan deep inside a cream and almond marzipan topping. Plus it's Old fashioned too.

I'll spoil you should I ever have you here. This is a quick note. I'll be writing more soon OK..

Now you be sure to take care of yourself smile when you receive this note OK..

Yours Chanelle

Letter 11

Hello Darling,

Here am I again savouring every little info we've shared with each other since day one. Each note we exchange no matter the info contained brings me closer to you.

Let me update you on what is happening here with me. As you know the week is almost coming to end, I've been involved in this extra mini classes in the study of narrative impulse, shape, and techniques in clinical conversations, observations and illness-related life-writings of patients and care-givers which I started back in September.

I just had my test this morning. I did real well, I score above 80% out of a 100. At least my job is secure, This classes works hand in hand with our various jobs and I could be terminated if I don't score at least 80%. I've been on this for most part of last week as well.

I'm exhausted and excited at the same time and wanted to share with you.. How I wish you were with me, we could go to dinner together, just the two of us, to a restaurant along the harbor.

Eat some nice dinner, drink some chilled bottle of champagne and enjoy each other’s company. Following dinner we could take a walk along the harbor enjoying the lights and the cold evening sky full of stars.

We could sit on a bench, and I'd have you hold me so I could rest in your arms and together we would view the beautiful starlit sky.

Afterwards we could go to home, you would give me a massage and prepare a warm bubble bath with sweet aroma burning candles and rose petals floating in the water while sipping chilled wine/champagne.

I certainly deserve such pampering right now in my life when all I seem to be doing is just work, work and work.

Just some of my thoughts for now.. The good thing about what we have though is that we can perfect these types of thoughts when we finally get together.

Time to get other stuffs taken care of.. I'll talk to you again soon OK..

Your Lady

Letter 12

Hello Baby,

I'm seating here with the thoughts of you once more. I'm writing this late because you were in thoughts. I just could not retire to bed without touching base..

Even though I have another busy new week coming up.. But you're important and keeping in touch makes me happy.

Was out of town yesterday to Oslo to help my Boss/friend take care of things in her healthcare home. I make extra cash from such errands..

I hope you're having a great weekend. Mine was really chocked up, but I'm fine and doing great here.. Just wish you were anywhere closer or together. Things would have been a lot better..

I suddenly realize the number of hours we've spent building what we have; I was amazed and quite happy at the same time, as lately a friendship as long lasting as ours is something quite rare.

I can’t real explain why we’ve kept in touch for such a long time, since we bumped into each other..

But I believe that one of the main reasons that have always made us trust one another was the mutual respect for each other’s individuality and personality.

We have always been free to talk openly about anything, we’ve always shared opinions, have always checked on each other; yet, neither one of us ever tried to impose our will or point of view.

Even now, that personal contact happens less frequently, we know we have in each other a friend, always a phone call away.

I believe that all this loyalty deserves to be celebrated and toasted. Therefore I’m writing you this letter to tell you that I would love us to meet and catch up on our conversation!

Just have for yourself a wonderful night Rest.

Your Lady

Letter 13

Do you know you are a really cool and sweet person?! I’m always this happy each time I seat to read and write you. I must confess that I was amazed to hear all you have to say and the way you them on the link.. You're a genius..

Sometimes I start laughing and smiling like anything, because I really cherish your friendship and I feel happiness taking over me just because I have words from you..

How are you doing over there today? One of the the biggest benefit of being apart is that it forces you to communicate. I always feel need to know that you're well and everything is going your way.

I've been up and doing since morning, did all my laundry, cleaning, groceries, actually went groceries shopping with Mom. Then gave my hair a treat.

Hanged out with a couple friends ate cake and ice cream because the weather was all sunny today. Now I'm in the comfort of my house, relaxing with a glass of wine, flipping through the Television channels, wishing you were here, we could enjoy the quiet evening and I could use some quality massage from you, give you one back too.

I'm also trying to fix my priorities for the new week. Doing this allows me go into the next workday feeling better prepared, more confident, and less stressed.

Not sure if it's right to say that I have this crazy mind or should I say overly ambitious. I do a digital detox every night before bed, put my phone in another room, turn off my Tv and spent some time in stillness. It helps refill my energy levels and overall improve my health.

I meditate before bedtime. I've come to notice that when my mind is more relaxed I'm more receptive to ideas and find even easier to focus on frustrating tasks. So each night I set aside 10 minutes to meditate and let my thoughts flow naturally.

I know I have some crazy characters So, what successful habits do you practice?

This little note is just to give you a glimpse of me you don't know. I'll keep in touch OK..

Your Lady.

Letter 14

Hey Baby

Having words from you always brightens my days here.. The new week are always the busiest for me. Thank goodness I'm home now catching my breath after a long day.

How are you doing? I could not keep in touch yesterday because I was out of town.. I had to be in Oslo to take care of business for my friend. The good thing about Europe is that the countries are much closer to each other.. From here to Oslo is just a 50 mins by flight.

Part of my day was filled with teaching classes. I had to put a couple of fresh nursing students through a certain Assessment of Stroke Care...

It's very important that they know the various aspects in taking care of our patients... The teaching is aims to monitor and assess the quality of stroke care.

Also did some overdue bills today.. So it's been a stressful day. Now I'm home trying to catch my breath and then check up on you..

Really feeling weak and I'm going to retire to sleep soon, been having this problem with my front teeth and I might need to see the dentist Dr tomorrow..

You be good and take care of yourself for me OK..

Thinking of you always..

Letter 15

Hello Darling,

It just feel so right chatting with you and comments on the daily events… Hoping today starts well for you..

As for me I had a good night rest. Was very tired after I got home last night, rested well and now I'm feeling stronger and ready to start the day again..

How are you doing today, I want this note to put smile on your face, keep you company through out the day and remind you always that someone from a far is always thinking of you..

Amazing how time runs, can't believe it's yet another weekend. Ever heard of the MIDNIGHT SUN AND THE POLAR NIGHTS.. Let me lecture you a bit and let you know some of the wonders or rather some Natural Phenomena we experience here..

From early May until late August, our sun brightens the night and lengthens your sightseeing days. Just exactly what is happening now. The sun came up around 3:40 AM and it's sure to shine until around 9:00 PM.

In midwinter, darkness prevails. Those dark days and nights are a Scandinavian phenomenon called The Polar Nights.

Do you guys have anything like this there? While In midsummer, daylight takes over and there is barely any night darkness. The name for this is the Midnight Sun. It's just some joy to witness.

These time of the month there are lots of night activities, like music, concerts, live events, clubbing name it... It's one of the best months here and trust when I tell you that there are lots and lots of tourist visiting this time of the month.

Just about to kick off my day and I had to first check for words from you because you were in my thoughts.

It's been a long road for us so far and I've savored every little moment we've spent building this.

It is rare I mean what we have establish between us.. The efforts you pour into what we have is priceless. This is what commitment is. Taking time to read my notes I send to you and not getting bored. You care for me. Thank you after all these days.

The most important thing aren't the constant touching base, words, or pictures ... it's the fact that you spend time thinking about me and that's the gift itself. Thank you for you, my darling.

Just thought I should quickly get words to you, will start getting my things ready for the new dayk.. I'll stay in touch again soon OK..

Just be cool and know that I'm always here for you OK..

Love,

Your Girl..

Letter 16

Hello Baby,

I'm seating here with the thoughts of you once more. I'm writing this late because you were in thoughts. I just could not retire to bed without touching base..

Even though I have another busy new week coming up.. But you're important and keeping in touch makes me happy.

Was out of town yesterday to Oslo to help my Boss/friend take care of things in her healthcare home. I make extra cash from such errands..

I hope you're having a great weekend. Mine was really chocked up, but I'm fine and doing great here.. Just wish you were anywhere closer or together. Things would have been a lot better..

I suddenly realize the number of hours we've spent building what we have; I was amazed and quite happy at the same time, as lately a friendship as long lasting as ours is something quite rare.

I can’t real explain why we’ve kept in touch for such a long time, since we bumped into each other..

But I believe that one of the main reasons that have always made us trust one another was the mutual respect for each other’s individuality and personality.

We have always been free to talk openly about anything, we’ve always shared opinions, have always checked on each other; yet, neither one of us ever tried to impose our will or point of view.

Even now, that personal contact happens less frequently, we know we have in each other a friend, always a phone call away.

I believe that all this loyalty deserves to be celebrated and toasted. Therefore I’m writing you this letter to tell you that I would love us to meet and catch up on our conversation!

Just have for yourself a wonderful night Rest.

Your Lady

Letter 17

My Dear.

How are you doing over there?? You must forgive the inconsistencies in my communicating through the email lately baby, Just thought I should quickly get words to you and let you know that we had this bad wind some days ago and am cut of power and Internet am I want to let you know that am writing you for a friend's phone and I want you to know that I will not be able to write you like always like before for up to two weeks but I will do my best to sand a word to you when I can.

Thanks your lady

Letter 18

Sweetheart,

Thank you for your understanding and waiting patiently for me to get back to you.. I've been up and doing in recent times with a lot on my plate.. I'm sorry that I allowed it come between our communication.. I know I should have done more, but it's difficult when you have a lot of things going for you at a time.. I'm here now and I hope we can continue to build and work on our getting together.

Just a quick note..

Your Lady

Letter 19

I know you must be expecting to have words from me by now.. Firstly, I'm fine here, just struggling with everything around here for now. Mom so far isn't in the best of shape and it's just frustrating here. I've been struggling myself but I'm fine..

I know that these days I am really busy with everything including my Mom and I don't have any time to drop a line to you, please forgive me; it's so hard not to write something to you every day. I want you to know that I always care about you, and you're always in my heart.

I personally believe that what we have and share cannot survive without hope. And for there to be hope, I have to step up my communication with each other and make plans to see each other soon..

How are you doing over there? What's been making the headlines there. We are still celebrating the Midsummer Month still.. Just wish you were here with me.. I hope you know that you're never far from my thoughts..

I just wish we were together. This distance prevents this constricted intimacy from ever forming in a meaningful way. Now we’re apart it’s too easy to idealize and romanticize each other. It’s too easy to overlook the mundane, yet important differences. It’s too easy to get caught up in the drama of our minds instead of the calm and boring truths of our hearts.

I'm not sure I'm making sense, but what I'm trying to say is that we should try and get together soon..

I think I've shared enough for now. I'll save the rest for when I can have you here.

You be good and have a wonderful day out there.

Your Lady

Letter 20

My darling! This little note has one single purpose: to wish you a good day and the much-needed peace of mind to carry on with your commitments..

Sometimes I feel sad because I can’t show in real life all the things I feel, or share my thoughts and ideas in person. Hope you had a good time over there.

I just wish we were together, things would be a lot easier for me/us. The reason I’m sending you this letter: to tell you that, for me, you are one of the most important person in the world.

Having your audience alone is enough for me and it makes me feel great. Only I know how good it makes me feel to “know” you, and how good it makes me feel to have this constant exchange of ideas.

Every other thing here is falling into shape. I'm working on meeting my targets, and I'm hoping that soon, I can come see you. Have a cup of coffee with some quality conversation together.

I must confess that our contact, even at a distance, has become really important to me. I miss chatting with you and comments on the daily events… But, most importantly, I feel the need to know that you are well, that you had a good day, that things went well for you and all those curiosities that true friends have about one another.

This small note is only to confirm my intention of maintaining this almost daily contact with one another.

Your Lady

Letter 21

This distance suck. There’s no way around it. I guess What kills distance relationships is the constant underlying uncertainty to everything. “like my inconsistencies in keeping in touch with you? I'm however glad that you like the pictures.. I will send you more with time OK..

We have “known” each other for so long. How many nights have we spent typing and sharing things about selves our desires? My whole life has been written in lines and lines, all in the quest of us getting to know each other.

I'm doing great here, just busy taking care of work related activities.. It's bright sunny sky today. My mom on the other hand in doing good too. Work and every other thing is going smoothly.

The Muslims here are also celebrating and I have a couple of good friends, and they've invited me to celebrate with them.

In my mind I feel like the best time to bond is during this sort of days. Will be working in our garden with my Mom, doing things like this with her is always fun..

If you were here, here's what we'll do. I'll be your Tourist guide and Go on a day tour of the Goteborg archipelago or Take a Waterside City Tour. Or take you to some of the best Restaurants here that are specialized in Seafood.

If I have one wish it will be for us to be together, equipped all the questions in this world and gifts of-course to help us bond a lot better.

This will be a quick note and I'll write more with updates on everything I'm up to here OK..

Kisses and Sweet Hug.

Your Lady

Letter 22

Baby,

I've known you for God knows how long now.. I've given my all to what we have.. If I needed anything other than our communication from our both hearts, I think I'd have indicated so by now..

Please I need you to feel free with me and know that I'm not here to hurt you in anyway OK..

Your Girl.

Letter 23

There is nothing better than waking up with you in mind, even after having spent the night thinking about you.

I hope today you've woken up in a good mood, happy, and able to present yourself to the world with your bright eyes and with your thoughtful heart.

Yet another weekend without you here. Time runs very fast you know that? I'm believing in my heart that you're well and the weekend is starting well with you over there.

Things would have been a lot easier if we were together, complementing each other, keeping each other company. I could use your company right now.

Being a single independent lady with lots on my plate can be very difficult, you need to be around me to fully understand everything going on for me here..

So each time I fail to keep in contact, I hope you can understand my reasons. I often count myself lucky for having the attentions of someone as kind and loyal as you are, which is such a rare commodity in the present times. I want you to know that what we have is so firmly based on trust and affection promises to withstand time.

So what have you lined up for the weekend? The weather is partly cloudy with chances of showering today, such a good day to be indoors and just cuddle and watch movies and do other fun stuffs..

The email medium has so often been criticized as impersonal and distant.. Only I know how good it makes me feel to know you, and how good it makes me feel to have this constant exchange of ideas.

In my mind, I know that things will be a lot better when we get together. Can't wait for that time to come..

I'll be home doing lots of house chores, reviews, cookings, then maybe hanging out much later today..

This little note is only to confirm my intention of maintaining this almost daily contact with each other.

You be good and take care of yourself OK..

Always Yours.

Your Girl.

Letter 24

Here am I again savouring every little info we've shared with each other since day one. Each note we exchange no matter the info contained brings me closer to you.

Was very tired after I got home last night, rested well and now I'm feeling stronger and ready to start the day again.. You write so eloquently and insightful. I wish I could be as explanatory as you in all my notes baby..

How are you doing today, I want this note to put smile on your face, keep you company through out the day and remind you always that someone from a far is always thinking of you..

How I wish you were with me today, I just don't feel like doing anything today.. If you were here we could just go hangout, just the two of us, to a restaurant along the harbor or anywhere that feels right for us.

As much as I do not want to work, I still have to do a follow up on an article I've been working on for a while now.

Part of my schedules require I take lectures of 40 to 60 hours a year of education to keep my license, which sometimes isn’t enough, but for me those are formalities as I do get ahead on things here..

This little note is only to confirm my intention of maintaining this almost daily contact with each other. Only I know how good it makes me feel to know you, and how good it makes me feel to have this constant exchange of ideas.

I have a lot of things going on for me and I have lots of things I want to share with you. This will be short. Expect more from me soon.

Always Yours.

Your Lady

Letter 25

Sweetheart,

This note has one reason. That is to put smile on your face and assure you that I'm still with you. The picture is great baby.. Just so happy that you had a great time yesterday baby..

I was thinking to myself last night, How best can one achieve perfection with what we have and building? And I came to the conclussion that the best thing will be to meet each other and then take it on from there..

This little extra distance makes the simplest things the sweetest, that is when we are finally together.. Being able to hold the other person’s hand, eating together at the same table, feeling each other’s touch, taking a walk together, smelling each other’s hair… these small wishes could suddenly mean so much more in our situation.

Finally getting together will be the greatest reward for what we started.. After all these waiting and yearning and abstinence, we finally get to meet each other to fulfill all the little things like learning a lot about each other, kissing, holding hands, etc. which are all common to other couples but so very special and extra intimate for people that meet their selves in the manners that we did.

I think I'm over stressing lately.. How are you doing over there? I hope today starts well for you and everything you have going on for you works out in your favor..

I hope you'll take care of yourself, I need you to take care of yourself and I'll do same here, I'm looking forward to our getting together soon OK..

This is just a quick note from me..

Just a quick note baby..

Your Girl..

Letter 26

I think it's really nice of you to always make out time to check up on me. Having words from you means that I could also could send you little notes checking up on you. Besides, you are nothing but nice...

I want you to know that our contact, even at a distance, has become really important to me. It just feel so right chatting with you and comments on the daily events…

Also my apologies for not keeping in touch the last couple of days. First I need you to know that I'm fine. Just that work and the bid to survive always takes me places and in so doing I fail to keep in touch.

You are always on my mind, and I feel helpless each time I'm unable to touch base with you..

How have you been? How was your weekend? Just catching my breath here, I had to follow my friend and Boss to Vilnius Lithuania, she got a job offer and she wanted me to follow her and do some paper work..

Doing things like that helps me earn some extra cash and I really need all I can put together at the moment.

The objective of this note is to find you well and put smiles on your face. I've got a lot to do, just wanted to write you first because you've been in my thoughts a lot... Hope you're having a nice week over there and the weather has not been much of issue just like it is for us here..

This is just a quick note from me, still have a couple of hours ahead, just a quick note for now.. Hope it find you well.. I'll write more at some point OK...

With Love,

Your Girl..

Letter 27

Sweetheart,

I do not know where to begin, so I guess this is just as good as any...

Right now I'm thinking about you, and it's funny how thoughts of you fill my day, and how helpless I get each time I can't get words to you. I know just like you know, that you think of me. And it's crazy because I'm always looking to get words from you..

Having words from you excite me.. Knowing that you're such an intellectual person makes me happy... There's nothing you've said so far that I did not like.... Thank you for the respect and the understanding..

I think I should plead with you not to get discouraged when you don't here from me, and also remind you that valuing a relationship is not merely done by seeing each other or keeping in touch on daily basis. What counts is how much in our daily lives we remember each other.. And you're always never far from my thoughts OK..

Currently putting reports on Health and elderly care. I have a class to bring up on how things should be done.. To successfully provide health and elderly care in the nearest future, the current systems must shift their focus from disease treatment to reducing the risk that disease will develop in the first place.

I'll be teaching the emerging Elderly people how to manage and monitor mild illnesses themselves at home or by phone, while advanced technology at health centres and hospitals will enable more serious conditions to be detected in the early stages when treatment costs and suffering are significantly less than if detected at later stages.

Anyways just a quick update on what has been taking much of my time here lately.. Also want you to know that no matter how slowly or at what distance our relationship developes, I know that writing you in the first place wasn't a waste and yes we'll make this work out for us.... Keep your head up and have a great day...

Love.

Your Girl.

Letter 28

Baby,

I know all these are very frustrating for us.. Not being able to communicate and get answers when needed can frustrating baby.. Baby My trip to Regina was halted.. So I was planning on taking Mom to Perth Australia when I get my finances right. Maybe you get yourself ready baby, I'll visit first and maybe we'll come down to Sweden together..

Baby what do you think baby??

Your Girl..

Letter 29

Sweetheart,

Just knowing that you care is more than enough for me.. Read your words and as always they brighten my day.

Was feeling a little bit down yesterday, had this severe headache that won't just go away.. I guess I must have been stressed out and need time to catch my breath. But I'm perfectly OK now..

Just wish you were near me.. This extra distance makes things worst at times. If you were here things would have been a lot easier for me.. Because I won't have to explain everything going on with me here.

How are you doing over there?? Not being able to keep constant contact with you always sucks and I wish I could easily work my way around things. I know you get frustrated most times when I don't get to keep in touch.

Your wonderful understanding though has been the key to our lasting this far. We've had some good nice conversations and we've reached new heights and all that is left right now is just for us to get together and make our communications more physical.

So what will you be doing this weekend?

On a weekend like this, if we were together, we could just seat at home, watch movies, make you delicious meals, go to the malls, cuddle all day long.. A lot of things going through my mind right now, but at the same time, things I want us to be able to express in person and not in words.

I've come to notice you posssess all the qualities that make a relationship workout. You're mindful, I've noticed your warmth, your partnership, your smartness.

I mean, as much as I know that we still have an awful lot to learn about each other, Our daily communication and our commitments towards each other encourages me to solve all the puzzles that stands between us.

Just a quick note from me.

Your Girl..

Letter 30

Sweetheart,

You know I cherish what we have right? it’s been a while since we’ve met on the net, and spent endless hours, day or night, in these e-chats, which so often criticized as impersonal and distant.

I can’t real explain why we’ve kept in touch for such a long time. But I believe that one of the main reasons that have always made us trust one another was the mutual respect for each other’s individuality and personality.

We have always been free to talk openly about anything, we’ve always shared opinions, always give each other advise; neither one of us ever tried to impose our will or point of view.

Only I know how good it makes me feel to know you, and how good it makes me feel to have this constant exchange of thoughts and feelings..

I was out of town last Sunday to Oslo taking care of business as usual for my Boss, then came Monday Morning and had a little bit much to tackle.. Came home and was tired. Just about to start my day here this Morning and I had to quickly check up on you..

I miss writting you and comments on the daily events... Even now, that personal contact happens less frequently, we know we have in each other a confidant. You know you can always count on me.

More importantly, I feel the need to know that you are well, that you had a good day, that things went well for you and all those curiosities that true friends have about one another.

This small note is only to confirm my intention of maintaining this almost daily contact, and also to tell you that I wish we don't have this huge distance and that I would love us to meet and catch up on our conversation!

Just a quick good morning Note.

Have for yourself a wondeful day when you read this note.

Your Girl.

Letter 31

Michael,

I'm addressing you by your name now. Why is it that you keep getting unease about everything of late. I've assured you that I'm not here to play games. Why do you keep making me look funny. Can two people not bare the same name? Why are you feeling unease about it. Why do you keep comparing me with the girls from your past?

I've told you that I want nothing but the best for us.. We have plans and aspirations. Why not relax and lets keep working hand in hand to achieve all we have going for us..

What or how would you always like that I respond to your emails.

Please I want to save us.. I don't want to give you that impression that I don't care or I careless..

Chanelle

Letter 32

Sweetheart,

I hope you can forgive the inconsistencies in our communications. I do think a lot about you and have savored every little info we've shared with each other since day one.

Let me update you on what I've been up to here.. I've been actively involved in an ongoing seminar with Medicare & Medicaid Services (CMS) and professional organizations for emergency room employees learning other measures of preventing illnesses.

The above process takes lots of time and since I'm participating it's Vital that I teach and learn as much as possible to always help me scale through..

So having said that, How are you? How's the weekend starting for you? You know I'm always thrilled to see your name on the screen.

How's the weather? It's been foggy all day here, making for a dull weekend. But I'm making Puerto Rican Fried Plantains With Rice and Beans, decided to go for meat-free meal, and I wish you were here to enjoy it with me..

Doing my house choirs as well. I'm domestic (but only in secret) living on my own and paying for all my own stuff has made me appreciate keeping them clean and organized. Now, getting complimented on my apartment rings just as impressive as getting complimented on my hair.

I just love my alone time.. I love nothing more than trying every new beauty remedy, but many times the paper masks and body peels leave me looking like Freddy Krueger for 20 minutes.(that's what I'm doing right now).

Time to go, I'll write again soon, My Mom needs my attention in the other room, I'll catch up later as I have a lot of things in my mind to share.

Be good and have a wonderful weekend.

Your Girl..