Letter(s) from Alina Viatkina to Richard (Canada)

Letter 1

This Alina from website dating, just to check if it works.
You wrote me your email on the web dating site, I will wait for the letter. :)

Letter 2

I wrote you a letter and I hope you will answer my letter as soon as possible. I do not want our relationship has ended on this, do not even begun. I want to continue to communicate with you. I look forward to your reply.

Letter 3

Hello Richard. You answered me and made my day! It’s like a first conversation, our first dialog. In some ways it’s much more easier to write - you must agree with it or what are you doing here :) here I can be myself. Thank you for such fine compliments, I'm flattered ... I blushed :) I never received more compliments from men Fine! You are incredibly kind and sincere person I like to read your letters, I read them several times ... how I want you to be right now there! I think that relations should be based on honesty and trust. I will try to be as open and honest in our communication. I would like to find a serious relationship, not just a friendly conversation or to have fun. this I will not waste your time in vain and if I am writing to you then I have interest to you. All my photos I made in Russia! :)

as I said, I took my friend's profile on a dating site. if I could change my information I would have done it. I'm not going to cheat you in my first letter explained told my location. I like active sports and nature trips with tents, sit around the campfire at night, singing songs and bake potatoes :) I do like active sports, such as beach volleyball, biathlon, skating, skiing. I'm not just looking. but also to try myself to do sports depending on the season. I always wanted to try to roll down the mountain on a snowboard! I think it is breathtaking when you are flying from the mountain on the board avoiding obstacles! I'll tell you more about my university in the next letter. I do not vibiraem where I go, I was sent to Nipawin on practice.

I am writing to you from work, I don't have an internet at home. I and my friend are renting apartment so it is unreachable for us. So do not be sad or mad on me if I am not writing to you immediately :)

I would like to know more about you and of course I will give you some information about myself. I live in Novosibirsk already 10 years - it's a very big city and I'm used to this vanity. It's easy to find on a map of our vast Russia. Novosibirsk - is the capital city of Novosibirsk region, sure you know about it :). Here are many interesting places, restaurants, museums, parks for entertainment, cinemas, galleries. But at the same time, it is a very bustling city, people are always in a hurry somewhere, not paying any attention to anybody. It is hard to get to know someone on the street:) Surprisingly, between us such a great distance, but we can communicate, no matter what! I will try to find your city on the map...

We live together with my friend Anna in a rented apartment, it allows us to both saving :). I have a cat, I call him Rex. I hope you like my new picture with him :)) My mom lives about 25 min from Novosibirsk , with my brother. Sometimes I come to visit, but not as often as I would like. I have no car, so I travel by train or by bus. Rarely my brother picks me up in his car and we move to mom's house. We together chose him the car and therefore, he does not refuse to drive me =) My father died when I was a very young girl so I don’t really remember him. Mommy says that I am a good copy of him and even our characters are very much the same. I have other relatives but we are not so close to each other. Tell me more about your family and you life. And send me new photos, if you have.

Hope to hear from you soon. Take care, bye!

Letter 4

Hello my friend! Are you bored without me? This is me Alina! I hope you have not forgotten me :) Haha !! At last I can write to you !! My trip took longer than I thought. I had to do a lot of work and to stay, but I coped with it, I got home !!! Now I can write to you every day! I think we need to continue to communicate, because my desire to return to Canada has changed, that you may give me the courage to dare it!

During all my trips I've missed you terribly, I thought about you for hours, you do not go out of my head. Thoughts of you did not give me to work :) I hope you still love me and waiting for our meeting !! I have accumulated a lot of words I want to tell you! My feelings for you have only intensified. I really can not imagine my life without you!

Insanely much forward to your response !! I really want to be with you, I dream to fall asleep in your tender embrace ... I hope to receive your answer as soon as possible !!

I will look forward to messages from you tomorrow! Your girl from Russia Alina!

Letter 5

Hello again, Richard. How are you today? Thank you for your letter. You should know that your attention means a lot for me. I'm curious to know about you and your life! Thank you for such a graceful compliments! It seems no one has ever told me such beautiful words ... it's very original :) All the time that I spent on the trip I have been on various exhibitions and events.

Today I finished my work earlier than usually. Today in our country we have a holyday. It is a day of love, devotion and family. Especially at such moments I feel myself so lonely. My best Anna already has two kids and good husband and she is of my age! I love children but I’m not hurrying up. It’s not a question of being afraid of any responsibility, I just don’t feel myself strong enough for it and also I want my children to have a real father. I won’t let myself repeat my own childhood. But enough about this.

By the way i did not tell you yet about my job. I work as a administrator in a beauty salon. Sometimes it's hard to work all day long , but i love my job . I like being able to communicate with new people. They often come to our salon to make them beautiful and attractive appearance. This brings me a lot of positive emotions when the customer leaves satisfied. In a particularly busy days i had to work till late. In the evenings when we have a lot of work , we often gossiped with the girls :) . But sometimes i feel very tired of it all. I have to smile when you want to cry , to be polite , even if the visitors are irascible and behave provocatively. I always fashionably dressed , with gorgeous hair and makeup. Daily i try to care for themselves, and look anywhere as a queen , regardless of the situation . I also go to the gym 2-3 times a week . This allows me to feel briskly throughout the week . I used to dream about , to take time off and spend a month on entertainment, travel abroad :)

I did tell you that i finished Novosibirsk State Institute of Economy and Trade, but i liked working in predosavleny beauty services, active employment. So i studied English. I tried to find a job in any way related to my profession, but where i did not address, monotonous work anywhere or i'm not attracted salary. So i'm not complaining, i build my destiny by myself and there is nothing wrong with it.

Oh, Richard, I wrote you so much today… now it’s your term.
Wish you to have a good day and take care.

P.S.: I think you'll like my new pics =))

Letter 6

Hi my friend Richard. I continue to melt away like ice cream, from your sweet words :) Can you find the words, and to impress a girl! sorry, but I'm not registered in the social networks. facebook is not popular in Russia. I have no habit of spending a lot of time on the computer, besides my work and exercise keep me busy. I do not have Skype, I use a working computer and is not allowed to install personal software. I'm afraid my boss I will never allow to use work time for personal purposes. I am not afraid that you are older than me. Perhaps it is even a plus, because you tell me really what you think and do not run after skirts ... You know exactly what you want out of life, it is hardly possible to find a young guy who has the wind in my head. I graduated from the Institute of economy and trade, but could not work in their specialty, since realized that I do not like it, so I found my calling and I work in a beauty salon.

Today I was thinking a lot about you. It is so great that I’ve met you! I even advised my friend Elena (she is working with me in the office) to go through registration in the internet. All the more she has a good self phone and she can use it as a modem. So it’s easier – she can check her e-mails everywhere she wants. My self phone is not working again. This is a Chinese copy of the iPhone. I was giving it for retiring twice already. Knowingly succumbed to the low price, i spent more money to repair than it's worth. Now I don’t want to spend any rubles on it! Besides it’s not so necessary for me. Maybe I'll give it to my godson. She likes to play with my phone, maybe it is a hand in this break :) But I'm not angry at her, how could you be angry with the child?

So I hope everything is fine with you today. I wanted to ask you did you ever communicate before by the internet? Do you already have an experience? As for me I tried a couple times before but it didn’t work. There was nothing wrong with those people we simply did not understand each other. And it is the most important thing in any relations. Isn’t it? What qualities in a girl for you are the most important? Should it only be attractive or should have some useful skills, such as cooking, to create comfort in the house, to be able to caress a man by nights, etc. ? Overall, I possess the necessary qualities for a girl, it's laid to me in childhood my mother. I'm a good cook (I hope LOL), hardworking and try to take care of themselves, to my man was not ashamed of me. I just do not have enough next to a man for whom I would have tried ... In turn, I expect and hope from my man, he is an defender for me and the most-trusted man in the world, with whom I can do a thousand things together and having fun with him. For which I would have gone to the edge of the world, without hesitation. If we ever meet one nice day, how we spend this day? If you dream of a perfect date? Where would you like to go and what to do with your girlfriend? I have hundreds of choices, what would I like to try together, but I would like to make sure that our thoughts are the same :)

Richard, I am very sorry but I can not write more today. It’s late and I have to go. Next time I’ll write more.

Thinking about you Richard.
Your friend Alina

Letter 7

Hello my friend. Privet!!! What's happening in your life? What's new for today? Thanks thanks thanks for the avalanche of compliments! So no wonder I spend so much time in the gym :) I still have a lot of pictures from the gym, I will send it to you later. Actually it is very nice to hear words of admiration from a pleasant man. Thanks again! Dear Richard, no matter where it will be our first date, the main thing we'll be together. Even if our first date would be held on the beach is very romantic. We could walk along the beach to talk and watch the stars and kissing :) I like the simple things as well as you and I would like a quiet life like you, waiting for you at home in the evening from work and hug you. You're the most wonderful man in the world, I am overwhelmed with feelings for you. As I've already said I'm 29 years old. Your letter came to my 8:31 am.

I like your dreams of a first date, you can not imagine how I would have wanted to have dinner with you right now! A couple of glasses of wine would make the evening more enjoyable. Do you like to dance? It would be nice to dance with you slow dance, feel your cuddle, snuggle bodies ... mmmmmm ... You make me dream :)

You know, Richard, our correspondence brings some special meaning to my life. Now every day of my life it's not just a daily routine. Now I'm waiting for the evening with great impatience. I'm still not sure but I'm waiting for your letter, for some worm words from you. And it's so wonderful! And also I told you already that I have a high education and I passed state exams on English language, but it was a lot years ago already and it seams to me that I'm loosing my English without any practice. Especially in our town. I work here for almost three years and I saw English-speaking people there only two times and no one French. So, please do not pay a lot of attention on my mistakes and remember that I am trying to do my best or try to speak Russian :)

Today I was trying to imagine you, your city, people who around you. We have difference 8 hours of time. Can you believe that right now talking to you I am on thousand kilometers from you?

I had a day off today. I'm used to get up early and even if I don't have to work I wake up about 7 a.m. in the morning. I've made some cleanings and helped my Anna on the kitchen. She cooks really well and she can't stand anybody else giving her advises or trying to do something better. So it was hard ))) I told her that she is a chief cooker and that I'm here to do every her order. After all she let me come into the kitchen and do some simple stuff. In the afternoon I had the whole day for myself. What can be better!

It's very interesting for me what do you do if you have a lot of free time. Do you have any hobbies? Do you like to travel? You can think that it's strange but I don't like shopping instead of every single woman. The thing is that I don't like teasing myself with thousand things that I certainly would like to have but can not afford. Usually I have two days off as in every normal schedule. Sometimes I help my friend to look after her children. Don't know how good am I as a baby sitter but still I am a god mother of her youngest child. Anna doesn't ask my help too often and I try not to refuse. So and today in the afternoon as well I took her kids and we walked in the park, ate ice-cream and looked at pigeons for hours. I didn't do any hard job but in the evening feel that all my forces have gone far away. Sleepy-sleepy tonight I'm saying you good night my friend. Sending you very big hello from Russia. Please send me some photos.

Take care, look after yourself and bye-by.

Letter 8

Hello, it’s me again. So now I’m sitting at home and writing a letter for you. Don’t be surprised I still do not have an internet connection and I will have to go to the internet cafe again. I was glad to receive your letter again as usually. I never received more graceful compliments from men. I'm flattered with all your heart, and it raises my mood for the whole evening! Privet - it's hello in Russian, means hello :) Thank you for your photos, you are very cute! :) Thank you for your appreciation of my English! I am trying very hard when you write a letter, it takes a lot of time, but I would be ashamed if my letter was full of bugs ...

You know in Russia we have an expression (not sure that I can translate it correctly, but I’ll try to do my best) so: the distance between people is like a Fire and the windathe real fire will be even bigger and stronger because of the wind but little light will be blown out by the wind so as any relations…I really hope you can understand what I’m trying to say. You can answer me that there is no relations between us, not yet, and you will be right on one hand, but on the other hand you already came into my life, you already have a place in my mind (all the time), in my heart and even now it’s so hard to imagine next day without you. The most important thing is that I enjoy corresponding WITH you. I feel the same comfort as you are. Never before I could expect such “relations”. We are blind now. Does not matter how many pictures I can send you – you still don’t know me in real situation. I am afraid to disappoint you and be disappointed in you. But who knows. We simply have to use every opportunity in this life. I really believe that it’s better to regret about what you’ve done than to regret that you never tried.

Hope that you don’t see it strange, I mean, that I’m writing to you every single day. I’ll try to explain. It’s just my great pleasure to read your answers and I would be very sad if one day you’ll stop writing. Now I know I found a friend and I’m very appreciate you for it.

Wish you everything the best. Wait for your letter. Miss you, Richard.

Letter 9

Hello my Richard. How is everything today with you? How is your job? Today I feel myself so sad and lonely. I was thinking a lot about our correspondence and bout our relations. You became to be like a drug for me (I hope you understand my words correctly). The whole day I’m waiting for your letter and I know that we are so limited in our communication. I often try to imagine you saying me all those words from your letter, I can only dream to hear your voice...at the same time it’s hard to know that you are so far away from me. Thousands of kilometers are between us.

You never miss a chance to make me a new compliments! Gestures focus has always been and will remain attractive to any woman, but if you have a large and romantic - you will be able to charm any woman :) I am pleased that you feel an interest in me and my highlight of the majority, feeling that I - special lady :)

It’s not very comfortable for me but I will do the first step. Do not be afraid I’m not hurrying you up, I just want to ask you to give me your phone number. As I don’t have any connection I would try to call you by myself. Of course you don’t have to and I’ll understand if you refuse me.

Yesterday I was talking to my mother about you. She said that I must be ready for everything and that I must be very careful with the internet friendship. But I see that you are a very good, honest and kind person. I don’t know how to explain it, but I simply feel that I can trust you, believe you. I said my mother that there is nothing to be worry about, that everything is under control and you’d never hurt me, aren’t you?

It’s so nice to know that you are thinking about me too. I don’t know what will be in the soonest time and I don’t know what to expect from our relations but I already know for sure that it’s a great pleasure for me.

So if you give me your number— it would be a good opportunity for us to have a real conversation. Will wait with impatiens for your answer. Be good my Richard and don’t forget about me :)

Your girlfriend Alina

Letter 10

Hello my angel. You melted my heart with their compliments! I swear, I have never received such beautiful words and I'm in seventh heaven when I read your letters! I was looking for just such a gentle and caring person like you and I believe I did it! Hug you! you have no idea how I want to hug you for real! I saved your number and call you from the call service as soon as I get a chance. I will warn you before you call. You need more rest if I was next to you right now, I would have made you a relaxing massage!

I’m not sure for how long am I writing you but it seams like I know you for ages. Sometimes I think that you can read my thoughts, like you are able to see my mind. Day by day you become to be closer to me. Don’t you know the song of Ne-Yo “Closer”- this is a song about us (it was a real singer not so long time ago). I afraid don't find words to express how much I care about you and how much I need you, but nevertheless you should remember about it...

There is nothing new in my life. The same work day by day. Now it seams to be very boring when I’ve met you. I’m trying to do all the same but it doesn’t bring me happiness any more. Now I see that I live like in a little box and you can help me to open it.

So it’s late already and I better finish my letter. I’m thinking about you my Richard.
Miss you.
Your Russian girl Alina.

Letter 11

Hi my wonderful, Rich. It was so great to receive again your letter. Your words make me feel so nice. I am very-very appreciating you for your attention. All those days you are always in my mind. I’m getting ready to sleep thinking about you and waking up with a smile because of you. Today in the afternoon I was so deep in my thoughts of you that I completely forgot to pay for the ticket in the bus. Yes I know shame on me, it has never happened before. So you see how much you mean for me.

Do you sweet words ... mmmm, I'm not kidding ... you can find a way to intrigue the girl and her :) You again gave me a lot of positive emotions! :) I'm so easy and pleasant to communicate with you, do not hesitate to express my feelings with you, I can not even put it into words what I feel. Several times I re-read your letter, you are so colorfully describes your feelings, it fills my heart with joy. In your letters I can see that you're a kind and decent man, who sometimes do not make a bad action, you can I feel secure and relaxed.

Also today we (me and Anna) will go to the cinema to watch move "CHRISTMAS TREE 3". Hope it will be interesting enough. Honestly I’m not crazy about such films which consist of several parts. You simply have to know all the parts before, but I’m not a fan and missed almost all of them. So I go there to make a company and only because of Ekaterina. We have a couple good cinemas near our work. There is a very good surround sound and you, do you like to go to the cinema? What kind of films do you prefer and what’s your favorite one?

And one more news for today I talked with my boss and she said that I’ll have vacation in a couple weeks. It would be great because I did not take vacations for a long time! Of course I still have my weekends and holydays but it’s not the same. This is a good time to meet in person. Did you think about our meeting? Would you like to visit me in Russia or meet me in Canada?

I miss you. It sound strange but you become to be so close to me. We are corresponding for not very long time but we wrote so much as other people can not tell each other during much longer relations. At the beginning I was looking for a friend who lives far away in other country. It seemed to be very interesting and useful. But now I regret a lot that you are so far from me. It could be easier if you are my neighbor. One morning I would simply nock to your door and say “hello, I missed you”.
Rich, why at this moment you are not with me? I’m sure God created us to be together. It should not be this way. You can not see me now, but I’m ready to cry. Please, Rich, reply me as soon as it possible, let me know all your thoughts, don’t hide anything from me. I wait. I need you.

Send you BIG kiss, with love from Russia.
Your Alina.

Letter 12

Hello my darling Richard! Ekaterina, too, my friend :)

I'm glad you like me excited about our upcoming meetings! I am overwhelmed with a storm of emotions from the thought that I shall soon see you! Fine, so add up the circumstances that we both want to meet right now! I can not believe it's happening to me really! It's like a dream, and I do not want to wake up that it is a great time ended... You give me an ocean of emotions every day and I was drawn like a magnet to you :)

In fact, the film was interesting, we had a good laugh-from. Sometimes you need to relax and get away from everyday life. A bit of laughter and positive never hurts! =) I go to the movies for a change, of course I can watch a movie on TV, but most likely I'll just go to sleep without having watched it to the end ... I like comedy, too, especially with Jim Carrey, this is one of my favorite actors. I think he is from Canada?

I think it's time we talk on the phone. 902-209-6633 - this is the correct number? It would be convenient for me to call you today after 8 am Canadian time. Will it be a good time for you to talk to me? I would not want to distract you from important things, or call when you sleep and wake you up =) I will have to go to the call service, to call you.

Well, I'll wait for your answer. Madly I want to hear your voice! Let me know as soon as possible, Richard
Million kisses from your girlfriend Alina.

Letter 13

How's your day, Richard? I'll call you on Monday at the same time, I hope that you will answer my call))

Yesterday the whole evening I tried to call you from 8 pm up 12pm your time! I wrote you a few voice messages ... I typed the correct number! Why do not you answer me, Richard? I was so worried before my call, trying to find the right words for our first conversation ... What's wrong? Do you not want to talk to me? I think we have something to discuss together.

I gone home absolutely broken yesterday.


Letter 14

Hello my beloved, Rich!

It was very pleasant to me to speak on the phone with you! During our telephone conversation my heart fought faster, than usually! If it is fair, I strongly worried before our conversation and when I have heard your voice, I all have begun to shine with happiness! I am am overflowed with positive emotions from our phone conversation! I am very glad, that I have heard your voice! It for ever remains in my heart!

This morning I visited the travel agency and found out about the prices. I even could not ever imagine that it will cost so much! My love, after our conversation with tourist manager I can say for sure that I could never afford such a trip. He said that now it’s prices jumped up due to the high value of the dollar. So he gave me an information paper and explained me that it would be better to organize a visa. It does not take a lot of time and they give the assurance that I am 100% get a visa if I order it through them. So they will help me to organize everything but I will have to sign a contract with them. The whole price is 1670 canadian dollars, there are tickets Novosibirsk-Halifax-Novosibirsk 1050 canadian dollars and all required documents: visa 190 canadian dollars, insurance 155 canadian dollars and medical card 65 canadian dollars and a service of tourist agency 210 canadian dollars. It’s all necessary to came to you and at the same time it’s just crazy sum of money for me! Even if I spend all my and my mother’s savings I will be able to cover only the part of cost for this trip. That’s all I can say... I was ready to pack my suitcase and now I’m crying.

I just wanted to be with you. Now I don’t know how to be in this situation... hoped that you could help me... It's unpleasant to ask you about this, but I think that this applies to both of us, so it's only fair that you, too, will contribute to my arrival. I'll be very grateful to you... Of course, part of the sum do I pay myself, but I can not cover all the costs. I hope we can find a way to be together... so hope!

I need a couple of days to prepare the necessary documents for the visa (photos, certificate from work, fill out all forms, copies of passports, information on real estate and other) and another 4-6 days for approval of visa. Here are some variants of scheduled flights. Let me know what time my arrival to you will be the most convenient. We can choose any date:
Boarding from Novosibirsk (OVB) - arrival Halifax (YHZ) 17:55pm
Boarding Novosibirsk (ovb) - Arrival Halifax (YHZ) 23:54pm

Almost forgot, I also need your full address. It is necessary to fill out a form to obtain a visa, I should indicate in what places in Canada, I'll stop. Can I stay with you, or will I need to get a hotel room? I would not want to confuse you with my presence and annoying =) LOL

I’m praying you please don’t leave me alone. I need you, Rich! It will be the end of my letter, I have to go back to home, getting dark. I'll wait for your answer tomorrow morning. Passionate kiss to my Prince before bedtime!
Always yours Alina

Letter 15

Good morning, my Richard! Today I woke up in a great mood, thoughts about you! I hurried to work earlier to read another letter from you. And I did not forget to make sexy photos in a swimsuit :) I like to tease you :) This was done in early summer on the beach in the village. I made a special photo for you :) I could come to you next week, because my vacation will open on 29 August. I'm going to order a tourist visa, it is much easier and faster to do in Russia. This type of visa will allow me to stay with you up to 6 months. If I immediately filed documents to obtain a visa immigrant, this process could take 3-4 months! I can not stay away from you for so long! I need you! I want to be your cuddle you to never let go of me! Your state requires every citizen of the Russian Federation to have a visa, without which they will not let me into the territory of your country. I'm looking for a serious relationship, if things work out between us, I arrive in Canada forever.

More the fact that the travel agency is not going to do me a visa separately, they say they can do my documents, only if I order a full range of services, including airfare. Independently make visa can be only in Moscow, but it is 2,500 kilometers away from me, besides I am not familiar with obtaining procedure. it would be cheaper for me to prepare all the necessary documents through a travel agency in my city. By the way, they promised to give me a discount. So I can not buy tickets separately. Do you understand me? Travel agency gives me one hundred percent guarantee that I will get a visa for 6 days, but first I have to sign a contract with them, and pay for it.

I have an idea to wear a beautiful red dress, when I come to you. When I get off the plane, you can observe from afar me :) I even arranged for Anna fashion show to choose the most beautiful outfit :) I want the first impression of our meeting left for life in our memory! I have so much time imagining how it would be ... It's so romantic!

If I had the opportunity to pay the entire cost, I would not ask you money. This is an astronomical amount for me and even if I spend all my savings, borrow money from my mother and friends, I will not be able to cover all my expenses. You talked about the fact that you do not have a problem with the flight to help me, so I turned to you. I have no doubt that when I arrive in Canada, you will take care of me, and I will not need anything. But I understand that I can not see you without your help.

I think it would be fair, if we divide the costs equally. I will have to borrow money from my mother and my friends, but I will do everything in my power to find it. In this case, I need 835 Canadian dollars from you to pay in full all charges for our meeting.

I'll attach a photo, I hope you will love it :) I hesitate to send naked photos of me, besides I do not have such a photo. Wait a little, do not wait so long before we met, so we can see each other in front of and to do what we both like it :) I feel a little bit awkward to talk about my sexual fantasies, but believe me I am very passionate in bed! I have butterflies in my stomach when I think about us before going to bed!

I think four weeks together it will be the most fun time! I will not let you miss any moment with me! :) I think we do not need separate rooms :) Will not rush things, let things go on as usual. We'll have to get used to each other again. How is the weather there? What things do you recommend to take with you?

I love all that is connected with you Richard! I kiss my Richard! I hope that my birthday we will celebrate together! This will be the best gift for me, if I spend this day with you, my favorite man! Well, I have to finish this letter, and return to my work. A gentle kiss and cuddle my man! Your girl Alina

Letter 16

Hello my love Richard! Firstly, thank you for the fact that not refuse to help me, I really appreciate it!
In this way you show what you're caring man and I really important to you! My birthday very soon, it will be September 5 :)
I will never let you down after you do a transfer I will start preparing for our trip, it did not take long, about 3-4 days, then I will buy tickets and I arrive to you :)
I need a 1670 canadian dollars to pay for the entire cost of my journey, at the moment I have a 835 canadian dollars. This includes visa + flights there and back.
After starting my vacation I will have one and a half months. I would like to come to you for 4 weeks, but if you want me to stay for a longer period, I could stay with you.
I would be pleased to spend my birthday with my favorite person :) Thanks for the tips of my wardrobe, I'll take all the most necessary things :) In my photo called "kiss" I topless.
Yes, you can contact my travel agency to find out about visa and tickets. The name of the travel agency: "Turism i otdih", manager name: Oleg Petrovich Golybenko, phone: +79877228534.
It would be great if you could send it via Moneygram. It's popular here, quickly and reliably.
I myself sometimes send money so my mom. You only need my full name and the city received in Russia. You'll need my data below:
Full name: Alina
Last name: Viatkina
City: Novosibirsk, Russia
I'll need your full name and # Ref.number, to choose your pick. I can not wait to start preparing for our meeting!

I'm sorry to keep you waiting so long.
But only now I could get away from the bitter reality and left one on one with you and your letters.
I've missed you, your letters.
Before we met, I did not know what separation from loved ones because of unbearable suffering.
I need the air to breathe ... I need you for my real love
I close my eyes and imagine that you're near me. It's so cute.
I feel you . I feel your kisses are good ... I wish we were together right now.
Love is a wonderful feeling, Richard!
But there comes a morning there, I wake up and realize that it was only a dream.
I feel that I love you, and if it's a dream I do not want to wake up, because it is so cute, and I know that I can make you happy my dear .
I really want to see you, to be with you and will never leave you. I do not know why I think that it is.
I just feel it. My dear, all your letters make the fire inside me grow up and become higher. This is not torture to be with you and feel so much for you.
I know that I love you, but it is so strange and new to me. I never felt like this before. I can give you everything I have.
I mean there is nothing in my life I did not want to share with you my dear and your every letter assures me more and more.
I keep thinking about you and can not be focused on anything, my sweet Richard.
And you know what? I'm happy about that. I want all the world to know about my feelings and happiness you have given me.
Richard, there is so much I want to write about you and tell you that it would be just great to meet in person and share our most personal feelings and desires.
I love you Richard. I need you, and I want us and our relationship to become a reality!
I leave you now for a while, but I will wait for your beautiful letter and I continue to think and dream about you and I together. I miss you .. With love Alina!

Letter 17

Good morning my love Richard :) I sent you a long letter. Have you got it? My love for you - the one ray of sunshine, which I lacked till I met you. It may sound too naive, but I always thought that true love is quite different. I'm ready to feel some kind of "click" feel the inspiration which completely changed me and my life. I watched movies and believe that my love will be the same - a sudden, a bright, sweeping everything in its path. I thought that love can know only those who suffered it, went through everything: insults, humiliation and disappointment. I have always considered myself a strong and able to think clearly in any situation, and hence to control their emotions.

Darling, I hope that you will understand all that I want to tell you in this letter. It is so strange and nice when waking up in the morning and going to sleep at night, so do not miss you. I'll follow you into the fire and into the water! I will with all my heart to catch every breath you take, every smile, because I love you very much! I will give you happiness! I can do it, because you - my life! I believe in you, I am afraid of you, I love you and I know that no matter what, I'll be there! You know, so strange, when you're not around. The sense of separation is stronger than me, because it is slowly killing me, deprived of sleep and joy ... Romance that you give me, lifts me up to the heavens, where I want to stay with you forever ...

My very own, welcome, my love, because I just need you to be always near me. If it were in my power, I would have gave you the universe, gave the sky, the moon and the sun. It would be so romantic, and you would have realized how much I need you. Only once in my life there is such love when you know exactly what it will never go, never end. I know that, do not you? I miss you .. With love Alina!

Letter 18

Hello my dear, Richard! I do not quite understand what you mean, I can not discover the fact, as we have a very slow internet. I do not quite understand you. Yes, I used some words on the Internet, to write you a letter, since it is very difficult, but I do not understand why did you decide that I'm involved in this? I love you as never and nobody loved. It is the truth I never would deceive you. You my charm. I shall live only for you. To me any more 18 years to play games. I so long searched for the happiness and at last I have found it (him) in your person. Please do not speak that you do not trust me. I made this photo on camera my friend. I've already said my phone is broken, so I have no way to give you the phone number. I thought that you carefully read my letter.

I think we should make an equal contribution to our meeting because this meeting belongs to both of us and we have put a lot of effort to be together. For me it is a very large sum of money and I can not pay for it yourself. I do not ask you to pay the full cost of my trip, and I ask to help only with a smaller part of the money. In order to collect the money that now I have I had to borrow money from my mother and my friend Anna. I had a long time to save the money and now I do not have only a smaller part of the money. I miss just 835 canadian dollars. When I come to you I get a job in a few months will give you money, because I do not want to be a burden to you. Is it really can become a big problem for our happiness? Can you help me with 835 canadian dollars? My dear, please, help me, no one can help, but you. I am uncomfortable to ask you about this, and I blush when I ask you about this, but I can not come to you without your help. I have exhausted all possible options and I can not find more money. I hope for your help and now I can not help anyone except you.

I really want to spend my vacation with you! If we do not meet again, it will happen only next year, but I'm not sure that we can maintain contact for a long time, because I'm interested in a serious relationship and not in the correspondence. Now we are given a real chance to meet and have to use this chance!

I will not be able to maintain contact with you about one year without a date! We can share with you the thousands of letters, but it is no substitute for a single meeting. We can not develop our relations, if not meet. For the development of our relations, we have to meet today. I really want to develop and strengthen our relations, because I have never met such a man as you! I really cherish our relationship, and I am afraid to lose you! I have never had such strong feelings for the man. I've never felt such strong feelings! You are constantly in my head and I can not imagine what will happen to us when we meet! Our relations are very strong and sturdy! Now I'm not even able to convey all the feelings to you through the letters, because my feelings are very strong and I'll be able to express them just by looking into your eyes! You have become a part of me and I can not imagine my life without you! I have found in you a kindred spirit, and you have become a very close friend to me and I want to be with you or in spite of all the difficulties! My dear, I am now very sad that we are very far from each other! If I had wings, I would have flown to you! I really miss you and I want to be with you! I hope for you that you will be able to find a solution to this problem! I hope only for your help! Now to me, no one can help but you!
I really miss you and I wait for our meeting! I really think a lot about you! Gentle hugs! Your loving Alina.

Letter 19

I'm surprised that you still do not believe me! It is a shock for me! We have a long conversation with you, and share photos, talking on the phone ... What else do you need, so you no longer doubt me? You wrote all those beautiful words, but do not even hope that I'm real? It's funny :) So you are willing to spend time together and whisper sweet words in my ear, but are not willing to trust me?

We are with you in the same situation, I also have never seen! And what guarantee do I have? Maybe when I come to you, there was no one would or would you say that joke on me. What then should I do in this situation? Agree, I do not have a 100% guarantee. In your letters, I see that you are a decent man, speak openly about your feelings, and it has to trust you! I drive the bad thoughts out of your head, that you could be a villain. I want to trust you completely. I fell in love with you, like a little girl ... I am like a magnet attracted to you! But I also heard a lot of stories on the Internet about how the girls got acquainted with foreign men who told the girls beautiful words ... But in reality, things are quite different, both in words, the girls had to go home, disillusioned and in a man relations. And that's not the worst thing that happened to the girls. Some of them fell into sexual slavery and never returned home and stayed there for many years. My friends are skeptical of our correspondence with you and say that it is more like a fairy tale ... Hmm, I agree, in part it is, our relations are developing so fast that I felt dizzy. My heart is open to you, and I do not want to think about anything bad, when I communicate with you. My friends do not know about all of our correspondence, so they can not be judged from the outside. I have a wonderful intuition, and I can feel the man's relationship to me at a distance.

We're both in danger in this situation, I am ready to leave my family, friends, my country and to overcome the huge distance, only to meet with you! Do not think that for me it's just, I have tremendous excitement inside, but I'm ready to overcome all my fears, only to be with you. I am so not easy to find you, and I do not want to lose you, my loved one! If I had the opportunity to come to you on their own, I would never ask you for help, but I'm at a loss right now, because I do not have the opportunity to pay all the costs. That's why I invited you to pay half the cost. This will guarantee to me that you are really serious about me and your true feelings. I am ready to make a step forward, if you help me with this.