Letter(s) from Marina Kushakova to John (USA)

Letter 1

Hi John!
I am glad, that today I have received news from you, thank you that have written to me. The truth I never in the life communicated with the person who does not live in Russia, and talks on not my native language. But I well understand everything that you write to me. When I went to school, and then at university I had very good teachers on the English language and consequently I can read your letters without assistance and write to you. And I hope, you understand, everything that I write you.
As we with you only get acquainted, I should tell about myself more.
To me now 27 years, and my birthday July, 25, 1978. My growth of 170 centimeters, weight of 57 kgs. I now work in one of Fitness the centers of our city as the instructor on Fitness. And me it is work very much it is pleasant. I very much like walks on fresh air, I very much love a nature. I like the sea and am pleasant to float, in the summer I frequently bathe and I sunbathe on a coast of our remarkable river Volga. At us in city Tomsk in which I was born and a lot of water has grown. Inhabitants of our city name his Volga Venice. There is in Tomsk one unusual street which name "Blue Street", is a ship canal with sluices. The channel passes directly on city. On it go court from Caspian Sea and Baltic, from the White and Black seas.
I love life - I am an optimist, and I believe, that the majority beautiful a thing expects us in the future. I believe in the God and destiny, and I expect my unique person. I believe in family and love, and I search for persons to the one whom I shall give all high temperature of my heart and with that whom I shall be always together..., I want to divide with it all things - good and sad, all which we shall meet in our life. My person, clever also has strong spirit, it is kind and magnanimous and generous, it will do that - be for me, and will know, that I shall do that - be for him. Unique my person who requires love and may give love. It is a person who requires reliable family and fair attitudes.
I to want, that you would send me the photo. I do not know, why, but it is pleasant for me to write to you the letter. I to want, that you would answer me more soon. Write to me about itself, than you are engaged what to like, I all to want to know about you. Questions which you want to me also will be interesting to me to set, I with pleasure on them shall answer!
I do not know, that I will be valid happened, but looking in the future with hope and a smile. Your friend from Russia Lubov!!!
P.S. I want to ask you some questions, I hope you will answer them.
How do you release anger?
Do you trust others easily?
WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU THINK OF WHEN YOU WAKE UP?
mailto:lubov_lave_gerl@rambler.ru

Letter 2

HI my new friend John.
Again it is pleasant for me to receive the letter from you probably, that our correspondence will give rise than the attitude between us is more white serious. It was very interesting to know new interesting things about you. And to you, I hope, it was pleasant to learn about me more. Under your letter I see, that people everywhere identical, and there is no distinction of what country there will be my future person. The god who created this world, it did not create geographic border so I do not see any distinction. I know that when at me will appear my unique loved persons then I shall move to him in any place in this world. I sure, that good peoples may live in any place, is especial when they like together. I shall try to write something about me which might be interesting to you, and only to a thing which I want to inform you. And if you will want to ask me something, be not afraid to ask. I always have only two choices, when whom - that asking me something: Answer fairly or to not answer. I never shall be to you Lie; I shall answer you always your questions sincerely.
I shall try to inform you about my qualities also. Only, to warn you, that you might at expectation from me:-) the Hope to not frighten off you with it. I - the kind good woman, definitely a kind, a good sight, care and fair. Sounds it is similar to a poem in mine name:-) I am some dreamer... One of my dreams and hopes - to live in full family somewhere in a good place, have good friends instead of to disturb us strange things it is similar to a political, economic situation and etc:-). I want family there all members only life the friend for the friend. I love open inclined peoples who prefer to speak sad things, instead of it hiding it - even on behalf of care. I am rather patient person, and I can at realization in my feelings while I do not understand a situation completely but if something does me angry - I - very much character. Similarly to my friends informs «very difficultly to wake a good sleeping bear, but if you made it you would be better to escape» :-). If address to the facts, I - very much and become very rare angry; may remember only pairs a situation - my lie of former my young man to me when it spoke me one, and actually deceived me. But about it I shall write to you later. And if to inform about attitudes with other world... There are only two parties - me both my family, and rest of the world. I like to prepare, and I like to create a cosines in the house. I always try to create a sweet home, and I really want to have the family :-) to finish family! I really live for whom - the one who will divide with me all pleasures of life and might be favorable in any situation. I very much like to travel. I earlier very much with mum went on Russia when some more the prices for tickets were not dear. Now I can afford to go with friends not far from city on lakes. We go to campaigns in the summer. It is very fine, at us very beautiful edge. All year I wait for a summer when I again can take the knapsack and I shall go on lake. A wood, a guitar, tent, unless it is not fine? I like to look cinema. I like to listen to classical music, am especial to me to like Beethoven and Tchaikovsky. What music is listened by you? Still I like modern music, she cheers up.
Now we live with mum. My mum call Ekaterina Aleksandrovna, he/she is very interesting person. I always share the pleasures and griefs with it. She never will give up to me in advice. I do not know, that I did, if I did not have such fine mum. If you saw, how she learns children. At its lessons the atmosphere of understanding always reigns. My daddy was the good person, I very much like and I miss on it. I think that you understand me.
To I regret have no at home the phone and consequently to write to you to me it is necessary to go in the Internet of cafe.
On it I think to finish the letter, it and so it has turned out little bit big, and I hope, that have not tired you with him. And I was more about myself to you I shall write in the following letter, you see we only begin to learn each other.
I would like to ask you some questions, and I hope, that you will answer them as I want to learn about you more.
How you live, at you it is a lot of friends?
How you like to carry out your free time?
The hope not frightened you with big letter. If you have closely read all, write to me again. I with impatience shall wait for your answer John. Lubov!
mailto:lubov_lave_gerl@rambler.ru

Letter 3

Hello my loved friend John. Thank for your new letter if it is fair I to wait for him all the day. I to be afraid, that you to not write to me. It is very pleasant for me to receive from you letters, and with each letter to find out more and more about you. With each new letter we to become closely and closely each other. All of us it is more to find out each other. I hope that you feel it. I today hurried up in the Internet the centre to see your new letter, and to write to you about myself. I hope, that I write clearly enough and much about myself. I shall try to answer all your questions. If I shall not answer your question mean I could not to understand him, do not take offence at me and write him once again. I think, that you understand, that the overall objective in my life is to find that only thing, my second part of me with which I can go through all difficulties of life. Together to meet pleasure, occurrence of children, to grow them, to surround with care, to present them the happy childhood, I so to dream of it!!! I think, that you to understand me, and your vital purposes are similar to mine, and I in soul hope, that when - that our hearts to meet. So residing at other country it will not be difficult for me If near to me there will be which person I there will be a love.

I have ended institute 4 years back. When I studied it, fine student's it was time. Sessions, you know, that this such, do not sleep at night, worry, and when there comes day of examination, heart simply jumps out from a breast. I think, that you too have gone through it. I very much liked to study. When I studied, I was engaged Fitness. And now after the ending of institute I work as the trainer on Fitness_. This work helps me always to be in the good form. But, likely the most positive result in my work is her result. It is pleasant to see, how the client changes. The person in the good physical form feels like is more sure, and it is joyful to realize, that you are involved in this success also. This work gives me enough income for my life. Yes, I know, that Russia in a bad economic situation, but it only with am compared to other countries. My income here as approximately 100-200 $ per one month, It depends on that, how many clients are visited by ours Fitness - centre. We live with mum not richly, but is amicable. I not so small, but frequently to address for council to mum. It is very fine, when in family there is a mutual understanding. I always to dream to create such family. Only I to want to have three or two children. I in family one, parents have presented all love to me. I very much love honesty and decency. If I shall create the family, I think, that the main thing in relations with the husband will be full trust to each other. I think that it is a pledge of strong family.

I want to inform you a little more on my life. I to rise morning at 7 o'clock in the morning, I prepare myself for breakfast. In the mornings I eat a sandwich and I drink coffee. Then I go on work. I go by the bus. Sometimes it happens that at a stop it is a lot of people, and I can not get in the bus and me to have to go on foot. Generally, I love walks, but I love slow walks when it is not necessary where to hurry up, pass on familiar streets, to go to girlfriends on a visit, to sit to drink tea, to talk. To me to like to be in a society of good friends. With them it is possible to solve any problems to share pleasures. It is always pleasant to surprise friends to look at their reaction. How I shall live without friends?

I work since 8 mornings and till 5 evenings. But occupations go through the certain interval of time and consequently in working hours I have sometimes many free times. I always liked to work and irrespective of my mood I should be given on 100 to work. Work made with love brings pleasure to people. It is always pleasant for me to see smiles on persons of our visitors. In the evening I go in the Internet of cafe to look a mail, but it sometimes does not work, therefore if I shall not write to you during one - two days do not worry, I necessarily shall write to you as there will be an opportunity.

Day off at me Saturday and Sunday. In day off I to like to read books to go to walk on city to visit a cinema. Besides in days off I spend a lot of time on homework’s. I like to prepare for houses, me to like to please close preparing them any tasty things. And my loved dish is a jellied pike perch, it very much is pleasant to me, and if we with you shall have, when be a meeting I necessarily shall feed you this dish. As it is impossible to explain in a word as it is tasty, it needs to be tried. In the afternoon in days off I am cleaned at home, I like, when the order of a house. I do not like when things are scattered, the dust lays on shelf’s, in a basket the dirty linen, in a bowl not washed utensils lays, you agree with me?

Now, when we with you find out each other. We should trust each other because without trust it is impossible to live. I earlier too have trusted in the person, and he has deceived me. I to want to tell to you about it. I was madly in love with persons, and he only pretended, that loves me. Actually he scoffed at my feelings. Was such that he appointed to me meetings, promised to come to me, I waited for him, and he did not occur. I sometimes cried, because he did not come in the evening, at us in city in the evening not so quietly, and I worried for him. And he, the bad person, came in day or through two and spoke, that he had affairs and that he loves me. And then I have learned through his friends, that at this time he had a good time with what that maidens. he did not like to work, he frequently borrowed from me money, promised to give, but never repaid. And I forgave him because liked. I even hid it from mum. Has passed some time, and I have seen him in the street with other woman. They kissed. I did not remember, how have come home. I cried all night. I had depression very long. I began to work much, and began to forget this villain. After that case I have decided, that I shall never deceive in love people, I shall never scoff and play feelings of other people, and I to decide, that all this not for me. I shall not take out some more such moment in life. I any more will not entrust to Russian men. As at them only one ideas how to take a walk on the side, and all of them the big amateurs to drink. I to not want so to risk and break to myself life more. I to want to be simply happy and to live as the normal person. After that I to decide to find the second half with the help the Internet, and I to find you, and we to write each other. And it very much to like me. I to want to be happy with the man and to lead with him all life. This person should be more senior than me that he might learn me and my future children. I to wait from the man of understanding, I to think, that this most important and, certainly, big love and care of me and of our future family. I shall try to make the man happy. But without his help, without his love and understanding it will make difficultly. I once again to want to test such feeling as love. I very much to hope for it. Therefore I to write to you. I to think, that you to understand my words. I to want to find out your opinion on all this.

I shall ask to tell you about how you will spend the day, than you are engaged, how will spend days off? Tell to me about the friends, about the relatives.

I with impatience wait for your letter. Your letters for me as a beam of the sun among dark day.

Your friend from Russia Lubov. mailto:lubov_lave_gerl@rambler.ru

Letter 4

Hello John, mine LOVE the friend! I shall be possible to name you so? I already for a long time did not speak such words to anybody. I was more and more and began to be convinced more, that I have already attachment to you and already I wait your letters with impatience. Your letters heat to me soul :-) May be, I present fairytale for me, but I feel very good about you and I, that you feel the same about me, I think, that you place in words less than you really think, only because words may not transfer all our ideas.

Certainly, I knew, that I shall be the Course for love to any place in it world :-), but I eventually thought Found out, that there is almost nothing in Russia which may connect me with this country urgently. Really, if to think. It usually connects peoples and the Countries. Friends, but real friends will be happy for their friend if she will find true love. The family, yes, but moving to other country does not make the Means breaking all communication. Work, maybe, but not for me. I do not think that it might be the problem with detection of work with my specialization and education. I really live for the person who will enjoy things which I creation and who might surprise me something too :-) I dreamed how we might at session all together sometime, and only at pleasure to be together! I really wish I shall live for my which unique person will like to love about he of me.

Today since morning bad weather blows strong, mood bad and only an idea that I shall see your letter warms me this day. I want to tell to you about the childhood slightly. Mother and father of me very much liked and brought up me rather strictly. But then my father has died, and cares, in my opinion to education have remained to my mum. And I am grateful to her for how she has brought up me. I had many friends, and we with them played in a court yard of our house. It was carefree years, we lived and we did not have those problems which have appeared when I have grown. I went to school on good and excellent. I always remember my first teacher (Tatiana Andreevna), she has opened for us a door in knowledge and due to her I can communicate with people freely. I am indefinitely grateful to her for that feeling of human kindness that she to all of us has imparted. And we till now are friends of girlfriends and sometimes we meet, we talk, we listen to music. And today I send you a photo with the girlfriend, her name Katya. To like me various music sometimes when at me I listen to good mood dancing music and when to me I am sad like to listen to slow music.

It seems to me, that with each letter between us there is something the greater, than friendship. We begin to trust each other more, we become more frank, you agree with me? I think that our souls approach. But while I one also search the partner in life. I want to continue with you relations, and I to trust, that all may be very good. I wish you good mood for these days, and do not forget me (the Smile!!!).

I shall wait about impatience your letter and to miss the close friend on you!!!!

Yours Lubov!!!!! mailto:lubov_lave_gerl@rambler.ru

Letter 5

Hello my loved friend John!!!

I am very glad to receive your letter. I hope that you may understand my letters. I so am happy, that you at me on mind all the day. I am happy to read your letter. How at you an affair? How mood? I think that at you all is good. I want it very strongly. I shall ask the god that you were healthy and happy. Today at us solar weather and it is wonderful. I want to tell you, that my heart began to beat more often when I think of you. I want to feel you, your gentle sight, your smile, and your hands. I so need in heat and care and I think, that I ask not so much. I to search pure love and romanticism in relations. I to like, when all is beautiful, fine, gentle and romantic!!! Desire to have the family, the loved person beside, feeling care and constant support difficult minute, to what to aspire each person in life and I too. To me 27 years, and I and to not have, about what I to speak you. I was close to happiness in the past, but my trust to break my heart. I should trust the person with whom I shall be all life. To trust his each word, gesture, a sight, a smile. In the world now so it is a lot of meanness and deceit, that it is necessary to concern to people which to surround you very attentively. I to not speak you that it is necessary to concern about mistrust to everyone, just necessary to know the person so that to be completely sure in him. I to know you not long, but I can tell, that you very fair and open and it very much to involve me and let's me trust, that I can love and be loved!!! My mum to teach me, that I should be always open. I to tell her, that our relations to develop successfully, and she is happy for us. She to dream, that I, at last, there was not one and to have family. We are far apart. But it does not prevent our dialogue. Though I already thought that through the Internet it is not absolutely enough dialogue to understand each other more strongly. What you think of it? I would like to see you not only on a photo. But I do not know as it probably, because we very much far apart. You to like me and I think, that our relations may be deeper. I do not know how to explain it in a word. I simply feel it. Your letters make my mood high. To me it becomes joyful on soul.

I shall wait your letters, and I hope, that you will write to me soon. I think that sometime we with you shall meet. I would like to arrive to you to meet you, to look, as you live. I want it because I begin to understand, that between us to occur something the greater, than the friendship to seem to me, that this feeling of trust each other, to me to seem, that it is love, me to seem, that you too feel it. I now very much to want to talk about you! I so to want to share with you pleasure personally when I to see your eyes and a smile because, that I am glad. I to want to see your pleasure and to share it with you. I to want to know what to make you happy? And I shall try, that everything, that I to make was the present happiness for you. Please, give me chance to make it!!! Give me chance again to feel the loved and loving woman.

I wait for your beautiful letter and I promise, that I shall think of you each minute. About love your friend Lubov!!!!

mailto:lubov_lave_gerl@rambler.ru

Letter 6

Hi, my road John!!! I am very glad to receive news from you again. I want to tell you thank for pictures which you sent me, you are very beautiful, and I am grateful to you that you sent them to me. It will be very pleasant for me, if you will send me them again. And I too when I see your pictures and read your letters it seems to me, that I too know you long. And I think that my pictures too like you, and I shall send you my new photos. I feel how with each letter you become closer for me. It is pleasant for me, that you invite me to yourselves that I have visited you as the visitor; I could accept your invitation. I am tired from life here without the person whom I can grow fond, and you - unique who warm me, and give me force to live. You see, that we became much closer, than ever before. You can not imagine at all that you mean for me. You mean much. You can ask it is possible: why. I do not know. But I really know - that you for me became very much the close person.

I never knew such beautiful soul as yours. You have opened it once for me and never closed. Now I open my soul for you. I give you my heart and my offer. I thought of you last night. I think, you unbiased and are fair to me. Now I completely trust you, and you began for me to relatives and the native person to whom I can open the heart. I speak you all this sincerely, I am not going to deceive you and to play with your feelings, and I hope, that you too will be fair under the attitude to me. I like to read letters from you. My heart always skipping when I see when I see the message from you in my letter box. Then I eat it as a whole lines and only the ambassador whom I read to this carefully some times. See, I become the seized aspiration from you. I do not want that you were put forward with my feelings. Excuse me if I am too expressive. Probably, you did not expect it from me? But something has changed a way of my life recently, and I believe, that it - you.

I think of you each hour and each minute. It is a pity to me, that we not friends for a long time.

I know, that there can be, I - hopeless romantic, but I truly believe that to ours the Meeting through the Internet - the best thing which could happened to us.

I wish you remarkable day! Lubov. mailto:lubov_lave_gerl@rambler.ru

Letter 7

Hi John !

I think, that for that time that we with you are copied we very much pulled together and between us the feeling has appeared, I think, that we are necessary each other. I constantly think of you, you have taken a place in my heart. On work I became a little inattentive also my girlfriends speak, that I on myself am not similar, whether joke you have fallen in love. I do not know that to them to answer. I was never so is happy. I have absolutely changed about it my girlfriends and familiar speak. It is all because of you. I as though fly in heavens as at me the person to which has appeared is possible to trust and which it is possible too to me trusts. I do not know, how you will react to my letter, can, will count me more thoughtlessly. But I wrote to you, that I am very romantic and impressionable also I think that I LOVE YOU!

I thought of our attitudes and concerning our feelings. I already on have become attached to you so much, that I miss each day your letters. I always, think of you. I of nothing can do with myself. I think that I am in love. Yes I love you!!!!! I talked about it to mum, and she speaks, that it is good, she thinks, and that I shall be happy. I have told mum, that you the best person and that I completely trust you. She speaks me, that I should not be mistaken. She speaks, that we should even closer study each other. She to love me. And she is simple my native mother. I think that you understand me. She wishes us happiness and the big love. I think that we should meet; we should see each other look in eyes because through the Internet emotions are lost and it is difficult to understand each other. We became frank with you, and I think, that you want to learn about my sexual experience. In Russia all men only dream to drag you in bed, but I do not want it, I to not want to be given to the first comer that it has taken pleasure. It something from above she gives love to the person to learn happiness in this life, and men represent her only as sex, I think, that it is not correct also I hope, that you with me agree. I want to be with the only thing the man with which I shall feel like loved. I shall give myself to it completely both a body and soul. We together learn all depths of pleasure. Our passion will be poured out for limits of love, and we shall enjoy the friend the friend all life up to last moment of our existence.

Today we with the girlfriend walked on city, went shopping I waited for the moment, that you will write to me the letter, and I have waited it. I feel, what our hearts are beaten in one rhythm, and you feel it? I wait for your letter, whether it is important for me to know you share my ideas. Forever yours......

Lubov..... mailto:lubov_lave_gerl@rambler.ru

Letter 8

Hello my loved John! You - one of best people with which I ever informed in my life. Though we communicate through e-mail, I believe, that it - not a lot of various from real conversation teat-a-teat. In the past I ignored the Internet communications with whom - that and did not understand, that it could be so bright and is delightful. Before the letter to you something has changed in my opinion, which has told me to try (why not). And now I am happy, that it has taken place. And now I read your letters, they are full of emotions of heat and Sympathy to me. I start to understand, that my life is not meaningful without you because I love you, I think, that during that time, that we with you write each other, we have much gone through together and between us the feeling has appeared, I think, that we are necessary each other. I constantly think of you. I grieve without you very much. You are in my heart. I know, that I require you very much, and it is very pleasant for me to feel, that you require me too. I always think of you, about our meeting, about our feature. Now I feel, that you - my second half. And I want to be with you most of all on this planet. I’m lonely in this huge world and now I have found you. I want to inform to you to that my feelings and words concerning you always were sincerely, and I always understood, that we place a lot of trust, that our union would be real. Now I am sure be relative all 100, that I can to you to trust. And you are that person who is necessary for me. When I read your letter, I saw in it your sincerity and fidelity to me. I have made your letter for me directly big conclusion which is possible for expressing in three words, I LOVE YOU MINE JOHN!!!

I spoke with my mum about that that, probably, I shall leave, she only were glad for me, mother has blessed me, she thinks, that it and is my happiness. Today I all day thought only of you, how we shall meet you. I to represent it to myself as you meet me at the airport as we search, each other eyes, we find and we rush in embraces each other.

Today fine day, but me it is sad, because we with you so Far apart. Between us huge ocean, but in the ideas I itself. I To love you and for ever in your ideas. I wait your letter it important for me. For ever yours Lubov...

mailto:lubov_lave_gerl@rambler.ru

Letter 9

Hello my love, John!!! I so am pleased, that you to write to me and that me, to find so a plenty of letters on my box. You a ray of light in my heart.

I have understood that you are necessary for me as air and about what I want to be with you. You imagine dream today has dreamed me, it was such bright and fine: I am, at home you enter my room, and I feel your aroma. You cautiously place me in a sofa to unbutton to me, the dress and your soft hands start to caress my breast softly. And our bodies merge as a whole, and you compress me so strong, we hear, as our hearts start to beat in one rhythm. Then we start to be borrowed love. About as I, would like that this dream appeared the truth! I think, you will not object, if I tomorrow shall go in agency of travel and I shall find out that to me will be necessary to arrive to you. I very much want our fast meeting with you! I long so without you here. I have such strange feeling inside. I grieve without you awfully. I need in you so much. It not only words that I feel now. I think of you all time. I never had it before. I did not see you nevertheless, but I can not live without you any more, your letters. I want to touch you to feel your heat and tenderness, I love you, I love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hope you are not frightened. It is strange for me also. But I can warrant to you, that it is true. I love you, and the idea on you does me so happy. I want to be with you so much. I want to feel you with each part of my body, I want to feel sensitive contact of your hands to smell your body, only to know, that I only yours and that you are mine!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am full desire, and I want you as the person, I want to be your wife, your friend, your assistant to soul, your beloved, and your dream. I understand now completely, that you are a person of my dream. I searched for you all my life, and now I have found you, and I am not going to lose you. We shall be happy together; I shall do all for this purpose. I am strong enough to overcome all difficulties and difficulties which are between us. There is no barrier which can stop me. My love will overcome all difficulties on our way. We shall be together to trust me. I shall move ocean only to be with you. I do not need in anything - I only want to see you to study your eyes, to kiss your lips, to concern your strong body. My love will be enough for two of us. You know song Bon Jove "Always". This song - about my feelings to you. I am afraid to ask you this, but what you feel? It is very important for me. It is better to know truly for me than sweet lie. So, please, inform me your feelings. ~ And I think, that it - already time for us to decide, what to do, I could arrive to you, and I think, that it - the best variant for us. So I shall find out all about the visa and as I could arrive to you. And I shall write to you about it in my following letter. Love of you

Lubov. mailto:lubov_lave_gerl@rambler.ru

Letter 10

Hello loved John! It is pleasant for me to receive your letter again!!!

I grieve without you awfully! I very much love you. I can not be except for you, it is so difficult. You - my life, I want to embrace you so much to feel your heat, to study your eyes, to feel like happy and safe about you. I am sure, that all will be good, and the destiny will work for us, and we shall be happy together. I frequently think of us and I try to imagine our life together. Sometimes I feel you so about and is close to me. I even feel you on distance. I feel when you are in high spirit and when you are sad. I am happy, when you are happy. I want to be with you so much and me though about ways for us to be together.

Today I went to agency of travel, and learned, that it will be necessary for me to arrive to you. For the beginning it is necessary for me to collect all necessary documents:
1. The Valid passport
2. Two black-and-white photos, the size 5?5
3. The Filled application form
4. the Documents, testifying that I in Russia have work
5. Documents, acknowledgement of that in Russia remain direct relatives
So that to arrive to your country I should do some documents and receive the visa. It will borrow some time, certainly, and to do many documents from my party. And on manufacturing of these documents at me will leave approximately about three days. But I shall do all which depends on me.
As to the visa, there is a visa of the Bride, but it - not the best variant for us as we have not met nevertheless, and we have no documents and pictures to improve our meeting. And as to me have told, that all over again it will be better to receive it the visa the Category In - 1/?-2 (for the persons following in USA on affairs or with the tourist purpose), she is given out for the period of one year. Those who follows in USA as the tourist, should specify, where they are going to stop. As I am going to visit you I need to know your exact home address, and the address of the airport nearest to you where I should arrive. I very much you ask to send me this information. And already when I shall come to you that in 6 months we with you together we can start to make out with you for me the visa of the bride and I still shall stay on some time, and then when we with you shall get married that I shall stay with you for ever always to be near to you.
But there is one thing which upsets me very much. You see, I should pay reception of the visa. And for the beginning its registrations I should go in embassy of USA which is in Moscow. And you know, that my earnings too small for this purpose. I do not want to complain, but simply I can not find 400 $, for trip to Moscow and registration of the visa. I have the big desire to arrive to you to see you, at last, and only money separate us from each other. I very much love you, and I do not want to lose you. Nobody can help me with it. Certainly, I could ask that my Mum has helped me, but she has no such money though she would like to help us. I am fair also sincere with you. I really hope that you understand my situation. I want to see you very much; I can not do it only because I have no such money. Money - only they help to overcome all difficulties on our way to each another. It is a pity, road if it upsets you. I only think, that we should entrust each another and divide all. Hope that you agree with me. Only imagine that in short time we could be together. Also there is only one problem now which I can not solve. I very much love you, you the best in my life, and our meeting could be the happiest for us!

Yours forever Lubov. mailto:lubov_lave_gerl@rambler.ru

Letter 11

Hello my love John. I was very glad to receive the letter from you. When I read your letter, on my eyes even tears of pleasure have appeared. I see that we are necessary for each other. Not I visit church, and Imp asking the god for our meeting. How you there without me? I grieve without you very much. You are in my heart. I know that you require me very much, and should feel very pleasantly. I always think of you, about our meeting, about our feature. Now I feel, that you - my second half. And I want to be with you most of all on this planet. Imp lonely in this huge world and now I have found you. I am very grateful to you, that you trust me. You are in my opinion. With each your letter I understood that you that person which is necessary for me, that the person who is very necessary for me. I as well as you want to see, I want to arrive to you more never to be separated. Lovely, I very much would not like to burden you with the difficulties, but I so would like to see you faster. I not I can to ask you about the help but if you want to see me can help me with money faster. On registration of the visa as I to you wrote to me for this purpose it is necessary $ 400 If you really want me to see as soon as possible and if you have opportunity have gone them to me, it is very inconvenient for me to ask you, but now it is a unique opportunity to meet. If you want to help our meeting there was money through Western Union, the address of branch:

The address of bank:
GAZPROMBANK
KOSAREVA, 33
TOMSK , 634036
For my name Kazanceva Lubov

My girlfriend to work in bank, and she to advise me system the Western Union, she to speak, that it is the most reliable and fast system of remittances. This system should be in each bank. If you will help me with money and our meeting you to go in bank and there will give you of 10 figures when you to send money ( MTSN number), 10 figures you to send me and about the help of these of 10 figures I can receive your money here in my city in bank. Also it is necessary for me to know your full name. I shall wait from you this information. I know, when I think of you, and you think of me, and it has heated up my soul and a body. A smile from my special person - something which can decorate even the most dark day. One thing which I have noticed from reading your letters, is, that you are very strong. It seems that you have captured and have learned from experiences of life, and it is reflected in your letters.
I am now very glad also to me hunting to dream up a little about our attitudes: Night, the novel, we one in a room, we include music and Dance slowly. I study your eyes, they - is so deep, and you look in mine, they are full emotions. I see your lips, so soft, and I want to kiss them. We love each another, and minute - eternity …
Or so: - … you come back from work. I expect you. I have Preparing very tasty dinner, and we sit at a table, you inform me news, about your work and I only we listen to you.
Require what - be still. I only enjoy the moments which I spend with you. Then we go in a drawing room a room, and observe a film. We sit on a sofa, Embrace and kisses. Only quiet evening … Or so: - … week-end, we prepare for breakfast for our children; they operate about us - the boy and the girl. After breakfast we are going to go, we have Picnic then we are going to see our friends, and we come back home Tired, but so happy. We have lead day with our family. Children already sleep also we one. We are engaged in love and whole night - not enough for us. Tomorrow one more week will begin, and we know, that we always shall be together, and the next week even will be better----. Well, it is enough with my dreams - … I hope, that these dreams very soon become a reality!
Write to me, please, your ideas about it. I expect impatiently your Answer.

Hot kisses for you. Yours Lubov. mailto:lubov_lave_gerl@rambler.ru