Letter(s) from Elena to Mark (UK)

Letter 1

Hello,Mark!Well,you're probably wondering who I am,right?And probably questioning that piece of a picture...read on and I'll explain.
First of all,I am crazy happy that you answered my letter.I stumbled upon your online profile (sorry do not remember the name of the dating site)completely by accident.It intrigued me and captured my attention.
So,here I am writing to you.I took to a dating service to meet my right man.
In this process I have been cheated,got some naughty requests and so on.
Very disappointing really!I think many men look only for a good time,no strings attached,giving up nothing to me in terms of affection or serious communications.
So,I've made a first step and I am very glad that you accepted it!And I admire your straight forwardness.Are you for real?
What exactly is it that you're looking for in a woman?Alright.
My name is Elen by the way,how terribly rude of me not to introduce myself.
I guess,I should tell you more about me:5'5;114 lb;blue eyes;don't smoke or do drugs;no kids;single;never been married.
I moved to UK one year ago.I live in Reading.I am a nanny in a family,as I was taught to educate kids and speak English very good.
I am a real person and I am ready to create something good with a real person too.
You're probably, no doubt,waiting for me to say something sexual,intimate, seductive,and naughty.What kind of girl would I be if I gave it up in my first letter?I want to find a man who might be interested enough in me to develop meaningful relations and may be marry in the future.I have not been in love for a while,and of course want to find it again as i have a big heart and want to share my life with the right person.
For love,I think,I can turn everything in my life upside down;) So,let's make this interesting,shall we?What if you're laughing at me right now?But..What if I'm making you smile?What if this letter gets lost in the mail?What if?Let's keep it real...If you're interested,you're interested, if not,then you're not."I'm just girl standing in front of a boy asking him to love her"Too much?I agree.I'll just conclude with a simple: Hope to hear back from you!
Write me back and I'll send you another piece of me.
We've got the time!
Your mysterious Pen-Pal Friend,Elen

Letter 2

Hello,Mark!Well,you're probably wondering who I am,right?And probably questioning that piece of a picture...read on and I'll explain.
First of all,I am crazy happy that you answered my letter.I stumbled upon your online profile (sorry do not remember the name of the dating site)completely by accident.It intrigued me and captured my attention.
So,here I am writing to you.I took to a dating service to meet my right man.
In this process I have been cheated,got some naughty requests and so on.
Very disappointing really!I think many men look only for a good time,no strings attached,giving up nothing to me in terms of affection or serious communications.
So,I've made a first step and I am very glad that you accepted it!And I admire your straight forwardness.Are you for real?
What exactly is it that you're looking for in a woman?Alright.
My name is Elen by the way,how terribly rude of me not to introduce myself.
I guess,I should tell you more about me:5'5;114 lb;blue eyes;don't smoke or do drugs;no kids;single;never been married.
I moved to UK one year ago.I live in Reading.I am a nanny in a family,as I was taught to educate kids and speak English very good.
I am a real person and I am ready to create something good with a real person too.
You're probably, no doubt,waiting for me to say something sexual,intimate, seductive,and naughty.What kind of girl would I be if I gave it up in my first letter?I want to find a man who might be interested enough in me to develop meaningful relations and may be marry in the future.I have not been in love for a while,and of course want to find it again as i have a big heart and want to share my life with the right person.
For love,I think,I can turn everything in my life upside down;)
So,let's make this interesting,shall we?What if you're laughing at me right now?But..What if I'm making you smile?What if this letter gets lost in the mail?What if?Let's keep it real...If you're interested,you're interested, if not,then you're not."I'm just girl standing in front of a boy asking him to love her"Too much?I agree.I'll just conclude with a simple: Hope to hear back from you!
Write me back and I'll send you another piece of me.
We've got the time!
Your mysterious Pen-Pal Friend,Elen

Letter 3

Hello,Mark,It's me again;)I was so excited to get a letter from you!I wasn't sure how'd respond,or if you even respond.I was full of excitement and nerves at the same time.But I'm glad you did!!I like to smile...and you make me smile:) I know that some bad people over the Internet made a bad impression of Russian girls.But,it's not fair to see all people as untrustworthy. I am sure there are very reliable as well as beautiful Russian ladies who are trying to leave the Russian Federation.I know life there is hard and the sanctions from the West make it harder.
I can assure you I am not mailing you for any unpleasant or selfish reason.Though I am young enough,I have learnt some lessons in life and the breaking of trust is the most destructive thing one person can do to another.I think "scammers" are very clever but show their true colors eventually!
Someone with true intentions is clearly committed to the relationship and strives to make it work.Do you understand me and I hope that you also here not for games? You are a very handsome man.From your words you seem to have a beautiful heart and soul also.Hmm? So what do pen pals usually write about?:)Yes,It's been a year;a whole year since I left Russia and arrived to London and I feel like I never want to leave.Now it is my new home.From the very first sight of it,i felt the overwhelming experience of the process I had to go through to fulfill the requirements of coming to UK. That's how a newcomer feels I think.
Sometimes I was overwhelmingly happy and extremely lonely at times.I should say that life treated me so well when I came there. Thanks to my employers,who didn't only help me with the roof over my head and job,but who also taught me practical things which i needed so much during my first months in UK. I am staying here on my working visa which I've just renewed for one more year. After,I will apply papers to obtain a British citizenship. Wish me luck with that!:)
I have done many different things in life: I was working in primary school, was a private tutor.Now I am a living nanny of 4 years old charming girl.I am very enthusiastic about my work.She give me energy and good mood and I feel like I am never get tired of communication with her!But at the same time I have a very little time for dates with anyone in a real life,that's why I decided to give an Internet acquaintances a try.I am dreaming of a loving partner,a happy family that is what will make my happiness complete,I think.What I can tell you more about me-I am very good at cooking.This is my biggest passion.I can cook everything I think:) I like nature,gardening and camping.I love animals.I like variety of music: Shopen,Tchaikovsky,Justin Timberlake,Ariana Grande and so on.I also like watching movies;My favorite one is "Autumn in New York".Did you watch it? I'm one of those girls who freaks out when I see a big ugly spider and like to walk in the rain:)I am shy at first;down to earth,trustworthy,energetic, thoughtful,ambitious,a romantic,I am so huggable,lovable,unbelievable...those are the lyrics to a country song- and that's my cue to stop talking about myself:)I am just tired to be lonely.Looking at such a beautiful person as you makes me want to have a man again.Someone to share the joys in life and also to love and cherish.I don't know if i will ever find that special person but I will continue to hope that someday i will meet him!
Mark,please tell me a little bit about your education and your work?
I'm going to wrap this up for now.But,you'll be getting another letter from me tomorrow.I'll respond to every question you asked,and also ask a lot of my own as well.This will be fun.I'm excited;)Here's picture for you.
Elen.

Letter 4

Hi,handsome Mark I have been so busy at work that I had no time to write to you earlier.
I am very glad that you are interested in me and want to continue our correspondence.I think we are strong people as we want to change our life for the better,but not just to be satisfied with what we have.
To my mind,intellectually wealth and purposeful people chose this way.
Now my heart is racing again and I could not resist writing you back and thanking you for sticking with me!!
Thanks for the compliments,Mark,but you need to put me to the test by which I mean it is only then you can say "this woman is trustworthy".
I do try and treat people with courtesy.It's easy to do.You also sound like a great person,very intelligent and kind and I sense compassion as well.A real man and also very handsome!
I still can not believe that a man as interesting as you can be lonely,but I suppose that a love is a funny thing and in my experience true love is worth the wait:)Do you agree with me?
I'm sure,if we try to know each other better,to learn our characters then we will be able to see how much we match.I am interested to know more about you, as I want us to become more than just friends.I hope we won't keep secrets from each other!Please tell me more about yourself,about your character.
I am not a mean person,I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings.
I write to you only and do you write only to me too?
You are probably wondering why am I still single?Well,with my ex boyfriend we had love,chemistry and at that time I thought we had honesty.I told him every single detail about my day and I thought he told me everything about his,but he forgot about the part where he would touch and grab and kiss other girls.Now,what's left is broken trust and non-existent goodbye.
So,since that I gave up on Russian men who tend to view cheating as an interesting pass time!
I don't lie.I don't think I ever cheated on with men I dated.My attitude is if you aren't happy then leave before you cheat.Show your partner respect.I have always been faithful to any men I have been with.
I have not dated anyone for quite a while now because I just haven't found anyone that interested me enough to want to date seriously.
Yes,I am ready to make changes in my personal life soon,and if you're part of that,then I will be thrilled!
It's been so long since I had someone truly love me,support and accept me.And it's been just as long since I was able to give my love and support to someone.
I am open to exchanging letters with you Mark.Who knows,perhaps we will find each other interesting enough to go from writing letters exploring each other's past,present and future stories,to actually arranging to meet each other in the coming weeks to see if there is enough chemistry to build serious relationship?
What else can I tell you about me?I'm honest,caring,loving, giving woman,not controlling,easy going.Kids love me instantly because they can tell that i am a big child too inside:)I've had lots of people tell me that they just feel safe when they are around me.I'm not sure why.
There is million more things I could ask you or answer from you but time will see.Ask me anything,I will answer honestly.
Here are new question for you: What do you define as a family?
I hope you have a great night and thank you for the mail!
Regards,Elen.

p.s.I am on my nanny's duties on the photo.

Letter 5

Hello,Mark,lovely full email from you!It truly made my day shine.I used to receive a lot of mails,and never have I ever been touched by a letter the way your letter just touched me.To my mind,there is something romantic in such kind of correspondence,as real feeling can't be born without romance.We have so much in common that I can't help but to be a little skeptical.
However,I won't question it too much.For I know the truth can withstand the test of time.I also already know that I like you very much.Your personality and loving spirit is infectious;) I feel so blessed that such a wonderful person has reached out to me.
Mark,I cannot find fault with what you have said,my past has not been all that I would have wished for either.
When we get acquainted with new people-we get knowledge,learn to live and become more experienced.it is so pleasant to meet clever,kind and interesting people but when you were betrayed,mistaken,when people start to lie to you-you may even lose the sense of life.But,in any case I forgive everything when something like this happens in my life,as it would be impossible for me to learn to understand how much I should be careful,opening my heart to different people.
I think it would be fair to tell you a little bit about my family.
It is my mother and two younger brothers.They live in Russian city called Voronezh.We had a few rough years when my mum divorced and my brothers were just young.But my dad is still my idea of a real man.
I admire and respect my family and I want to have a family of my own,where we will have a nice home with love,kindness and most of all respect to each other.From your words,I got the impression that you are a man who loves his family,and who's family loves him.I like that in a man.
I love animals and look forward to having another puppy.My last dog broke my heart when he died in my arms two years ago..I miss him terribly,since he was such a wonderful companion.That was the last time I cried..
I love to travel.I love romance.I love a challenge.
For the ordinary English teacher like me,the temptation to see the world was great, to brush up on my English and to earn some money.Of all the foreign countries I chose good old England.I am fond of their language.And even if it doesn't work out,I thought at least I'll listen to their music,look at St Paul's,stroll in Trafalgar Square and sit on the bench in Hyde Park.
So,without much further reflections,I took a vacation and went to the agency that offered employment abroad.
I love my new life there.They value educated people more and respect those who work hard.I can get a better salary compared to Russia and can count on benefits from the government.In general,I feel more secure for my future there.
People often ask if I miss home and really-it's not the place so much as the people.The time difference is a killer,after a long day,I want to curl up and talk with my mum or girlfriends on the phone and I can't:
it's probably late for them.I wish I could just walk around the corner and see my friends and their kids and I miss being able to walk into my favorite cafe and know most people there.But i'm building a life here;making good friendships and hoping to find my man with whom I will share my life.The people that I've met here have made Reading feel like home.
Fingers crossed that you really can be one of those soon!
I am excited to hear that you are not writing to other women Mark.I hope to never disappoint you for this decision.
My new question for you: What are your dreams?
Take care for now.
Elen.

Letter 6

Hello,handsome Mark,how are are you doing on this fine day?Need some smiles?
I want just wrap my arms around you and give you a hug,Can I?I'm touched that I touched you so.I honestly thought that I would've sounded like a boring average girl.Surprises really are around every corner...Unless you respond to all letters like that?;) I like to smile,and you make me smile!I love how you speak your mind,and the fact that I am even addressing to this.Don't ever hold back on your concerns, feelings,or your desire to express yourself.I always want to know how you feel and I don't want you feeling any other way but happy,happy,happy!
By the way,do you believe in love by correspondence?I think,it is possible, if there is trust,truthfulness and openness.I hope we can make time to freely tell each other the things that would improve our relationship.
I am also a woman that believes in honesty and openness and integrity.
I always keep my word when it is given and I like to say the truth no matter how hard it might be.
Adversity builds character when obstacles are attacked buy both partners.
It builds faith and trust in each other.Life can not always be rosy,but I believe we can make our own happiness.We are responsible for our feelings at any moment in time.Better to create good thoughts than harbor bad thoughts,do you agree?
I wonder how you spend your weekends,Mark.Do you sleep late and lounge around in pajamas?
Do you wear pajamas?I picture myself curled up next to you in my pajamas, coffee cup in hand,hair tousled from sleep with you as we lazily begin our day.I have a tendency to hang out in my matching sleep wear during the day when I have nowhere to go.I easily picture us in a comfy clothing,relaxing together but always touching: a snuggle here,a kiss there,or standing behind you with my arms wrapped around you.
I want to cuddle with you in a hammock,my head resting against your shoulder, one leg draped over yours,while we both read a book.In the background,a storm rolls in with thunderclouds looming ever closer and the wind whispers through our hair and kisses our skin.Do you spend your days reading?Would you share what is your favorite book with me?I'm in awe of your intelligence.
My favorite books are now entwined with thoughts of you since I have learned they are treasured by you as well.Thoughts of you have permeated every part of my day and I often wish you were next to me,sharing experiences with me.
I catch myself wanting to turn to you and discuss the day's events,no matter what is unfolding around me.In my mind,you are with my in everything I do and I hope that one day you will spend your days with me in actuality.
What do you define as "manliness"?Do you consider yourself as a manly person?
Take to you soon,Elen.

p.s.I would love to hear your voice,can you give me your phone number?

Letter 7

Hello,handsome Mark!I've just spent nearly two hours sitting alone on my couch,and as I was reading your letters I did not feel so alone.I had such sweet thoughts of you and I can tell you that I really enjoy pondering on the tenderness of the emotions I feel when I think of you...I breath,I smile,I stare into space...
There's something...familiar? about you.I can't explain it.Not yet anyways.
I know what I'm feeling,but I can't seem to find the right word for it.
It's been a long time I have had any closeness with a man,who cares and appreciates me for who I am,and I'm so grateful that you let me come into your life.I think you are the missing piece that I've been waiting for.I want to know your thoughts.I want to know everything about you.What type of things do you dislike in your partner?What pains you?What are you most grateful for?
Yes,we both may had difficult pasts,but I know those times served their purpose in building our characters.You seem like the beautiful simple soul I long for in a man,happy in small things,appreciative of everything.I know we will get along really well.
Although I have pretty much developed as a mature woman I know change is possible and you must and will change in your lifetime.We must encourage each other and communicate our wishes within the scope of maintaining a loving couple framework.It won't always be easy but if we can keep on talking and always be ready to compromise,we will remain more happy than sad in our relations.
Laughter is extremely important as it keeps things light and airy.I am sure,we will be able to laugh a lot!Do you agree?
I do have flaws,I am not perfect but I believe those flaws are things that time and focus can improve.I only hope they never get in the way of our growing relations...
You know,I hope they never influence how you feel about me.
Yes,some insecurities,play a part in my heart,probably because of all the disappointments I've been through.I know my flaws but i also know my strengths;) I also don't expect perfection from myself or anybody.Your kind words show me that you, like me,have an amazing capacity to love beyond the a person's limitations and that is a character feature I really like to see in my partner.Your thoughts about being romantic also crossed my mind today and I got to picturing you and I, strolling thru a beautiful park one day.It was early fall,still warm,and we were talking away,when it started to lightly rain.
After some time,we sought some shelter under the branches of the trees.
There was ever a slight chill in the air,and as I wrapped my arms around you to keep you warm,you looked up,our eyes met,we could both feel it.It seemed so perfect,time seemed to stand still as our lips moved closer,until we could feel each other's breath.
It was so sweet,so intoxicating,and as our lips first touched,we could both feel each other inhale with ecstasy...Wake up,Elen...I'm day dreaming again;) Sorry about that.
I don't want to stop writing but I have to...I say until I write to you again my beautiful creature!
Yours,Elen.

p.s.Thank you for your phone number,I will try to call you tomorrow.

Letter 8

Dear Super Sweet Special mark!I cannot stop thinking about you,I feel my chest is going to explode every time I think of you,or when I read your sweet letters.I sigh wishing that you were here to accompany me in life...Thoughts of you bring a smile to my face and so much hope to my heart and soul!You have become so precious and necessary for my life! I need to be wrapped in your arms,captivated by the beauty of your soul as I look into your sweet eyes and hold your tender face in my hands...Ahhhhhh,I must be in love!
I have passed on several men over the last few years,because I knew in my heart that it was not what I wanted.Some have told me they loved me but I didn't feel the same way. Very nice men,with many great qualities but just not right for me.I was not willing to just be with any man for the sake of having a partner or companion.Am I risk taker? Not usually.I don't know what possessed me to even write to you.I've never done any kind of online dating before.I was drawn to you,and the next thing I know,I'm sitting and writing to you. What if I hadn't listened to that good feeling of mine?Today would just be a normal day. But ever since I wrote that first letter to you...It has changed my life.Do you believe in soul mates? Fate?True love?Whatever cosmic force brought us together,I'm thankful!I read your letters and wonder,will I really get to kiss this man?And have this man to call my own?The thought is comforting.I feel you in my heart,I feel you in my soul,my mind is filled with thoughts of you! You are so more than a pen pal Mark.You are my special person!I do feel that I can confide in you. So,I have no reason to hide anything.I may not be completely aware of what you may want to know about me so just ask.I will share whatever you want to know.I am a woman of my word and I can honestly tell you that I don't understand how we have fallen so in love with each other,but I am thrilled about it!!Please do not ever worry that you will disappoint me in any way.I would always be supportive of your wishes and desires and always value your opinion and thoughts sharing in decisions together and I would do my best to always make you happy so I could see your beautiful smile and sparkle in your eyes! Is it crazy to say I "I miss you"even though we've never met?
Thinking Sweetly of you,Elen

Letter 9

I was very
happy to talk to you on the phone Mark! If to be true,I was much so excited that i have lost all my words:)You know i wanted to tell you so much!
darling,i love your voice! your voice is so soft, so tender, so wonderful just as i imagined when i read your letters! this is like music for me! and I am looking forward to listening to this music all my life!
my love, this was so great that we could understand each other! to tell you the truth, most of all I was afraid that we won't understand each other and that we will have to repeat the words several time, but I had no difficulty at all in understanding you! oh and I am sorry for my poor English...Now i am sure that our acquaintance became more big and close!
I must say my heart flutter a few beats when we were talking. I guess it's been so long since I've been really in love (if ever) I'm very excited about the opportunity to fall in love again. You sound like a sweet wonderful person and I'll be very excited to put my arms around you soon!
I look forward to your next e-mail!!
yours,Elen

Kisses, xxxxxxxx

Letter 10

Dear Mark,you've got the mail!!!I know you're smiling right now.I can sense it.I'm glad I bring a smile to that handsome face of yours.How is your day?Did you do anything exciting?I've made cookies today!The photo is attached;) I thought a lot about how I would answer your last message knowing that I have said a lot about how I feel and the effect of your words have on me.
Yes,I am in love with the handsome man that keeps sending me these amazing messages...
I awoke early this morning and read your letter in bed.Strangely it felt like you were with me in bed!I liked that feeling only I couldn't roll over and snuggle up to you and kiss your lips.I would like to wake you up this way with enough time with you before work to kiss,caress and make love to you;)I want to send you off to work with a smile on your face knowing you are loved and with very recent memories of our bodies united.
I truly look forward to the moments alone we'll soon share together,loving each other, sharing our playfulness,and getting to know one another in the most intimate ways.We're going make each other feel sooo good!I'm feeling in right now.
By the way,I have some great news for you.I will have my next weekends off and we can finally meet!I will do whatever it takes to share my time with you,initially to become comfortable being with you and then planning our futures together.
Where do you live exactly?If you are closer to Reading,we can find some nice place and meet there.If you live a bit far,maybe I can visit you?Or do you have any other suggestions?I am open to discuss!
If to be true,I have all kinds of thoughts going through my mind...
I have to tell you that if I seem cautious about our meeting and allowing my emotions to flourish is because it brings memories of other times when similar words were said to me along with actions that showed deep feelings for me, only to have it all thrown away in an instant,without any regards for the pain that would cause me...I am over that now,but your sweetness and precious words touch the same spots in my heart and I don't want to be in that position again.
I don't want to hurt anymore!I cannot change,I cannot be someone else.I am who and how I am.A woman who believes in love and faithfulness,a long lasting,committed relationships.I don't want anyone else but you Mark!I don't want you to change for anything.You are so handsome and interesting as you have showed me in our correspondence.So,please stay that way.I know we will make changes if needed as we learn to live together,but for now I want you just the way you are...
Please know that you are very much in my heart and thoughts each moment.I am waiting for the days until I can meet you.You are everything I want in life.You are the one person that can fill my heart and soul and you bring me so much happiness each day.
Thanks you for inspiring me to open my heart,for moving me to love again,for giving love another chance in my life,for being so sweet,tender,and handsome inside and out,for being YOU!!!
Yours,Elen

Letter 11

Thank you for answering all my concerns sweetheart.You are always very loving and thoughtful with me.I guess that is why I find your inner beauty so incredible and makes me love you more and more deeply! Aside from your outside beauty,mark I notice the little things you do and write to me.You read my words and answer to all my questions.Your caring nature shows through.When I have doubts,due to my past losses and bad experiences,you comfort me!It is very important you know my needs and do everything you can to fill me up with your love.You certainly do that very well! I have never felt so strongly about a man in my life!How are you? I am doing fine,but a bit discouraged because things got a bit worse in the last few days. When we spoke with my mum the other night,she told me that she is dealing with some problems with our apartment in Russia.She said that I must get back to Russia for a few days to help her to solve this problem.This how I understand is actually very important for my family.My trip to Russia will last no more than 2 weeks,so I come back to UK soon.
I know that we have already agreed to meet next weekends and I want to suggest you the
following: I can come to your city directly from Russia.I will book tickets from Voronezh to Crewe. I've explained the kid's mother my family situation today.She gave me 2 weeks vacation as I was working very hard all this time almost weekends.That's why I am sure I will have 2 or 3 days to come to you. What do you think about it,my sweet?We can meet and spend 2-3 days together at your place.I think that probably I can arrive to you on April,29 What is your closest airport?
Please,think properly about my idea and if you like it,I will book a round trip tomorrow (I will buy a ticket to Voronezh and back to Crewe)-this way is cheaper for me.
I love you sweetheart,strong rare feelings these days but I have them for you.I cannot stand by doing nothing thousands of miles away if my family needs my help,my support,anything.You know many people think I am crazy,and probably you get the same reaction,but what we have, we have.It is undeniably exciting and yes it may fail to produce what we now hope for but our meeting will tell all.I thought long and hard about our meeting,about being too serious,about looking for that first kiss,embrace,about being too crazy,about being myself with you,about rejection...about a million worries honey but when I really think about it you will either accept me as I am and love me for it or look for someone else I guess.I don't want to ever hurt your feelings and I absolutely hate being heart-broken. Some say...nothing ventured,nothing gained...It's probably a good way to look at things.I can understand your concerns and trust you will be able to judge me correctly as a good woman and not a phoney or scurrilous bad person.I want you for my husband and if works out we will work hard to make each other happy.I worry about my having my heart broken again too! It is a sickening feeling!I am so totally in love with you as well,and can not think of anything but you! My mind dwells on fantasies and my dreams are of happy adventures with you. I have even dreamed of you proposing to me!!I don't have a care really because if you encourage me and show me compassion and affection and the chemistry is there then I will have won the greatest prize of a lifetime...YOU! So sweetheart I hope I have made you feel a little better by sharing my thoughts and cares for you.I am sure you have questions and nervousness too.Relax with me.Please tell me your thoughts about everything I said in this letter sweetheart when you call me on the phone. Write your thoughts down because we tend to be so excited when we talk that the words and thoughts do not come easily:) I look forward to hearing your thoughts an all the topics I brought up in this letter to you.I am excellent listener so do not think you will not be heard or understood...You will be making complete sense to me mark.Ask me anything about everything. yours,Elen.

Letter 12

Hello,my Mark, your letter is very touching again and it gives me a hope that we will be together and my naive and even silly dreams about life with you will come true. These days without you have carved me out completely. Still wishing you will make everything better so we can be together.And i do not think i am a stupid or a baby for wanting this. I will stick to you through thick and thin,promise you the world,bring you beauty and happiness,take care of you,run away with you.The magic words i know i want you.That's all it would take,love. These days i realized that i do not have much friends here- Russian people are ready to help each other only on words but when it comes to actions-they refuse or find some stupid excuses.But i know that you are another.I already love your looks, Mark but I am only beginning to love in you what is eternal and ever previous — your generous heart,your kind soul.I was always dislike flattery, greedy people.I hate egoism. People,using others for something, provoke in me hurricane disgust.In various times of my life I met with different people.Some of them were rich.In life they had all-but they spared expense to help others.And i met poor people-who were content with the small things,but despite of everything,they gave the last when they saw somebody in need.I am happy that I had relations with good people, as they taught me very important
qualities- self-return and kindness. I want,that all people on the earth live happily. I am looking back to our early letters with nostalgic feeling.I am serious about my future and especially about my personal life with you. I have thought everything over and I am sure I am ready to change my life radically.The only thing I need is your support with tickets because no matter how hard I try here I will never be able to pay for my trip at present moment. That is why I need your help and I have to ask you for it, darling.
When i get back to my work,i will return you its cost.If you agree to help me,i will let you know how you can do it.What do you think, honey? Will you help me now, at this very difficult and important stage of our relations? Will you give me this wonderful gift - an opportunity to come to you and start a new life together? Please, honey, do not be afraid. We live only once and life is too short. I am sure we have to strive for the better and undertake everything we can to improve our life. I am looking forward to your reply and hope you will treat me like your woman because I treat you Mark as my man ever since.

p.s. I composed this letter to you in the sleepless night I just miss you, in a quite simple desperate human way.
yours,Elen