Letter(s) from Marina Sergeeva to Jim (Canada)

Letter 1

HOW YOU? HOW YOUR AFFAIRS?
I wait for you and your letter. I hope that all well and I shall receive your letter soon. I ask you to not leave me one without your letter. I wait for you and I hope that you will recollect and will write to me.
To me it is very boring and bad,
Marina

Letter 2

Jim I am glad to receive your letter. I waited for it and trusted, that it will come. I have woken up in the morning because the sun beam shines to me in eyes. And when I have seen, what weather fine, I have understood that today you will write to me. Jim I talked to mum. She was glad, that I have got acquainted and she told to me, that I would be cautious. She speaks, that I precisely would know all about you before, than to solve. I have told, that you good and fine man, and she has calmed down. She asked, than you are engaged also other questions. And she has told to transfer you "Hello". And I to transfer it to you. Jim how you think. We have casually got acquainted or not?
I think, that in this world there is no accident and our acquaintance too is not casual. We search for the love, that with whom it will be good. And I think, that we will understand soon that we approach one another or not. How you think? I am right? We as two boats at ocean also communicate with you computer network. And they can meet, and can, no. I think, that it so. And I hope, that for us the general course, and we shall meet. But all over again we need to learn one about other better. Jim tell to me about that with whom you was familiar and why you to leave? What reason was for parting? I would like to know it! I hope, that you tell me it in the your next letter.
I send you a photo. Do you like it?
Jim I already miss...... Without your letter
Your girlfriend Marina.

Letter 3

Jim I am glad to receive your letter. I think of us much and I do not know how to tell to you. I shall begin all over again. You like me. I like your sincerity. And I would like to communicate with you more. I would like to learn you better. You like me. I think, what even very much. Jim it was never interesting to me with men as with you. I like to answer your questions. And I at all do not represent myself without your letters. Jim you very much like me. And I would like to tell to you about why it was impossible for me with men. Many want from me only sex who that considers me for a toy. But all that I want, it is love, tenderness, sincere, caress, passion and love. And I shall belong to it to the man which will give me it. And I shall love it, Jim I, as good,and how all girls dreamed in the childhood about prince. But now other time. And I for a long time understand, that prince not exists. Jim I wish to be loving and to love. It so is simple. But why this men are not ready for it. How you think? What do you want from the girl? That to be with her for ever? I want, when together we happy, that never any lie. Only sincerity and love. I hope that you understand me. And this letter not frighten you. But I wished tell it. And I think, that you this man. But I am not assured yet. But I'm not assured only because we are still poorly familiar.
Jim how you think? I wait for your letter.
Yours sincere Marina.

Letter 4

Hello? How you? How your day? Well? Poorly? To me it is sad and bad because I do not receive your letter. But I hope that you will write to me also I shall receive yours letters. I very much wait also I hope that all well.
I mmiiiiiiiiiissssss........
Marina

Letter 5

Jim I am glad to receive your letter. I am very glad, that we with you it is love to one another. How your mood? What you doing today? I am glad to learn more about you. I very much like your sincerity and I appreciate it in people. You very much like me and I seem to me that to test to you the big trust. I know that I can trust you the same secrets as girlfriends. And we can have secrets. How you think? I look at your photos and I really like it , they are beautiful I would like to see more of them my Dear ! Jim today I talked to the grandmother.
She came in a drugstore to buy medicines for pressure. And come to me for work. My mum has told to Her about you. And she has decided to talk to me about you, she speaks, that she glad, that I communicate with you. And she wishes for us of good luck in our acquaintance and she hopes, that once, she can will get acquainted with you personally!
I so am glad, that you today have answered me. Today in the street there were clouds. And I thought why??? Thought, you cannot write today. There was that it simply bad weather. And I was happy when to see your letter. Jim you would like to try grandma a dish? She perfectly prepares. I spoke you, that she learn me. The grandmother has told, that would like, what you to estimate her dishes. Do you try to pickle mushrooms? Or pies from berries? Jim I today buy foam for a bath. Do you heard about it? Speak, that it well weakens. I wish to try. Never don'ttried. And you? Tell to me about you self. What you doing today? What new in your life? You are glad, what I have appeared in it? I wait for your answer tomorrow. Jim I wished to ask you. Your gentle and tender Marina.

Letter 6

Jim I am glad to receive your letter. I today have woken up with good mood. The fine dream dreams me. How I was on coast. And you were with me. You know, what we did? We simply lay and talk. Then you to take a cream for sunburn and have made to me fine massage. Then I have made it to you, Jim and what you see in the dreams? You would like, what I to make to you massage? I think, it would be pleasant to you, as I to do it. I studied in college and us trained massage. Medical massage. I really like your pics, they are very beautiful . I'll wait for your new photos. Jim I think of you much. About our relationship. After I have got acquainted with you, I have noticed, that the life has changed, and not only I to notice it. I already speak to you about it.
Do you remember? I feel, that in my life there was, that that good, that does me happy. Do you notice such at yourself? Or not? Jim I very much wish to tell to you that nobody told. Even to the girlfriend and mum. You know, about what I wish to tell? You guess? I do not know, that to me occurs, me well, well when I receive your letters, it is pleasant to me, when you to answer my questions. I love, when you to ask me. I so would like to appear now about you. Easier to see, look in your eyes, to feel your heat. And you? Do you want it? Jim tell me.
Jim I do not know that this such. But I guess, that with me. But I wish to hear your opinion all over again. Today I when went to the Internet of cafe that the man and the woman which saw went and to hold one another, for hands. I would like as to walk with you, for example in park. And you? How your day? What do you do? Tell to me. Today I send you a photo. I hope, you like my pic? Or not? I wait for your answer,
Your gentle Marina.

Letter 7

Jim I am happy, to see your letter. I very much waited for it. I today thought that such love at night, and I seem, I start to understand that this such. Jim you know that such love? I think, that it when you think constantly about the person, wish to be with it. You would like to belong to it, to feel it. To see pleasure in its eyes. To nestle and does not depart, Jim how you think, I am right? I do not know, why, but I start understand it now after dialogue with you. It is pleasant to me, that you to not forget about me. And I think of you every day, Jim that you think? I look at your photos and I really like it , they are beautiful I would like to see more of them my dear ! You would like to come from work, what I to meet you. We could have supper, do massage to one another, laugh, have fun? How you think? You would like it? What would you like? Today there came the grandmother.
It was houses when I have come from work. And then I have gone to the Internet of cafe. They asked to transfer you "Hello". They have told, that would like will get acquainted with you very much. Jim you do not represent that I saw today at night when have fallen asleep. I to float on water and did not see coast, and I did not have forces, but I to float. And I have seen ahead of myself a boat. And I had forces, and I have started to float to this boat. There there was a man. I think, you? I do not know precisely because my alarm clock to wake me from a dream. You see dreams, where we with you together? What do we do? I send you a photo. I hope, that the today's photo very much is pleasant to you. Or not? Tell me. Your gentle and thinking of you Marina.

Letter 8

Jim I am glad to receive your letter. I am glad to learn more that you think. It is pleasant to me, that you to hide nothing from me and all sincere tell me. I feel, how my heart aspires to you. Jim I spoke you, that my girlfriend, mum, the grandmother know about you. And they are glad for us. They for me the most close people. And now I to you to test such feelings, you for me as native. You understand me, we communicate also for me it very much pleasant. Jim yesterday the girlfriends has on a visit come and when we together drank tea they have started to discuss our acquaintance. They have noticed that I have very strongly changed, they have been strongly surprised that I have decided to get acquainted with you. Then, they have understood why I look became more better to look. Jim I so wanted, that you would be with me and to help me answer all of them questions. But I have consulted. They transfer you greetings, and have told, what you to not offend me. I have told, that you never to make so. I so would like to descend today with you at cinema. Do you go with me? On what film we would go? What would we do after film? Than would be engaged evening?
Jim if you could present that we for a long time are familiar. As you represent that for usual day together? Tell me. It is very important for me. I send you a photo, that you would be easier to present me.
I miss and I wait, your gentle Marina.

Letter 9

Jim I am happy, to receive your letter. I knew, that you write to me today. I have woken up in good mood and today saw a fine dream in which we with you not only have got acquainted, but also walk in park and even to have supper in restaurant. And you have told, that you to write to me soon, and I have woken up. I did not understand, why you have told, will write, when we together? Jim also has woken up and has understood that you likely only have sent me the letter? I all day on work was and waited when I can come to the Internet of cafe and receive your letter. In this week-end I with the friends walked on park I enjoyed fine weather have remarkably spent time. Then I sat with my mum of the house and we watched TV. I really like your pics, they are very beautiful . I'll wait for your new photos. I am glad that you to tell me how you represent our day together. I would like, that it would become a reality. I miss you. I think of you, Jim I at all do not know, what occurs. But I am happy. I never was so is happy as after will get acquainted with you. Jim what you would want that I cooking for you? Tell me. I shall try to make it. If I know about this dish I mean can make it. If I don't known, we shall make it together.
Okay? I yesterday thought of how you to surprise? What surprise make to you, that you all over again would be surprised. And it is then shocked, and it is then happy? And I can not think up nothing. What you very much would like? Tell to me about the main dream. I send you a photo, I hope, that you love my pic, and you to keep it? I already miss, and I do not wish to leave from the Internet of cafe, it would be good, if you can answer at once. But likely it is impossible? I wait you Jim ! Yours and only your missing Marina.

Letter 10

Jim I am happy, to see your letter. I am very glad, I as would like to see your happy face and a smile. I think, that it will be probably fast. I am glad to learn what make you happy. I never shall forget about it and I shall remember and when at me an opportunity I will make it. Jim when I receive your letters, I feel that for me to grow wings. I as an angel. But I cannot fly. I cannot fly up in air and to be with you now. Also it becomes sad. But the grief leaves, when I read your letter up to the end. I am happy, when I go home. I did not see dreams many years. In general any. And after acquaintance to you I see them also, I'm sleep as the baby. I would not like to wake up. I would be happy, to wake up only in one case. If I have woken up in your embraces, would you like this Jim?? Jim mine mum, girlfriends and the grandmother to transfer you the "Hello". I have told, that you too to transfer them "Hello" always. They are pleased. Speak that you very careful because to not forget about them too. Jim you have made my life filled sense, and I am happy. I know, that you write to me, I know, that you think of me and I am happy. To not describe that feeling. I never feel such. Jim Soon I think, that I can pleasantly surprise you. And it will be very pleasant. Only do not ask me that. I shall soon tell. When I shall be precisely assured. Okay? I at once shall inform you. I wait for your letter in the Internet of cafe. If you will receive its that to answer at once. Can, probably, what we could so to communicate at once? Also is unnecessary to wait long for time? I shall wait for your answer of 20 minutes. I hope, that you receive it at once.
Yours and only your loving Marina

P.S. Can i write "loving Marina"?

Letter 11

Jim I am glad to receive your letter. I have very much become I miss already. I yesterday waited your message but have not received the answer. But I hoped that today to receive your message and I receive it. I look at your photos and I really like it , they are beautiful I would like to see more of them my love ! I wish to learn from you as we shall spend our first evening and night together. You will tell me?
How you imagine the very first night. For me it is very interesting. I at all do not know as it can be, but will be perfectly assured that it. Jim I think that all over again we shall be in embraces of one another, we shall enjoy our embraces and kisses. We can take pleasure in our passion and tenderness. Then we make to me together an easy supper, or we descend, where that to attempt. And then we shall be at home. Also there will be a good music. I shall dress very beautiful dress. I am assured, that it is pleasant to you. I to dress it only once. To the girlfriend per birthday. It was pleasant for all, Jim as you think, it is pleasant for you, if I shall be in an easy dress.
Which densely fits me. And it not long, hardly below a knee and big cut out on a breast. You will embrace me, we shall dance, and to move aside bedrooms. Jim in your city to sell a petal a rose? We cover with them a bed, to light candles, we pass in a bedroom and we will have a fine and long night of love. How you think? Jim would you like that it was so? And how you imagine it? Tell me. I ask you. I send you a photo, do you like it? I hope that yes, Would you like to be near to me on this a photo? I send you the most gentle and sweet kisses, and I hope, that it It warms you Jim, your heart and gives for you new forces. Jim I very much wish to kiss you on the real. I am assured, that you are fine to kiss. I wait for your answer, and your desire about our the first evening and night. Your loving and gentle Marina.

Letter 12

Jim I am glad to receive your letter. I very much waited for your letter. I look at your photos and I really like it , they are beautiful I would like to see more of them my Love ! My love the photos that I sent you yesterday , this is an old photo on her I'm young ! I now know, how I can surprise you. I thought of that much what and how to make. And I think, that we enough good know about each other and already necessary for us will meet. Do you agree with me?
Jim I shall go tomorrow and learn when I can arrive to you. I think, that already tomorrow I can inform you date when I can arrive to you.
I thought in the evening much and I cannot live what any more not feel your kisses, your embraces, the most gentle and sweet in this world. I wish to feel you, I wish to enjoy our passion, I wish to wake up in your embraces, I want, that our happiness was with us for ever. I love you Jim!!!!!!!!!!! I wish to be with you!!!!!!!!!! I want, that all our dreams would become a reality for ever. I want, that we with you would be happy. And it becomes a reality. We shall be the happiest together. I search for you all life and tomorrow I can tell to you when we shall meet. I am assured, what it is good news for you, isn't it? Jim you will meet me? I know that yes. I do not know when, but I shall learn how all to make and when I can be with you, and already tomorrow, represent, tomorrow we shall know what and how to do. I do not know how to describe that I feel now. I am happy!!!!!!!!!!! I shall be with you Jim!!!!!!!!!! And not describe words ours with you of feeling. I give you the heart, and I know, that with you my heart will be good. Remember I spoke you that we float to each other. And here already soon we will meet. And then for us will begin the new and fine life. Do you agree with me Jim????
Yours and only your loving and gentle Marina.

Letter 13

Hi my dear Jim! Im glad your message. I hope that you have Good day? I had intense day and I've greater Weariness in my body now.
Today I reached office of travel company and discussed with them My travel.They will prepare for me necessary Documents for travel and ticket on plane. Some information for development of a route is required to my manager about plane. Inform me dear address of the most nearest airport to you which I should arrive. This information is required Tomorrow that we could establish cost of travel. Today I have paid to them only for preparation of visa and some necessary Papers.
It was in sometimes more than I planned because of Difficulties in reception visa. Dear your help for payment another will be probably required Parts of cost for travel if cost of tickets the plane will be Very big. I certainly have some sum still and as I ll be To take some money from my mum. But its possible will not suffice For payment of tickets and insurance. I will be known after development Route of travel. I shall inform you Jim, if your help required to me. I hope that it will not be a problem for you. I have informed you the information on promotion our meeting and now I send to have a rest. Im very tired today. my favourite I hope that I can soon embrace you!

I wait your messages, dear!
My kisses and embraces for you.
Your Marina.

P.S. Do not forget to inform address and airport.

Letter 14

Hello My Lovely Man and My Fine Jim!!!!!! Jim I am glad to receive your letter. I am glad that you have not left me one and I very much love you and I could not live if you have not answered me. I every day dream of you and I wish to be with you. It is very difficult, very much hard to live and know that I can not to be with the favourite person.My love, my passport is in travel Agency , I took it for preparation of my documents for arrival to you my dear ! Today I have reached agencies of travel and have given the information concerning the airport. My agent has informed me that the trip will cost to 1480 $ dollars. In this sum to enter registration of the passport, the visa, a trip to Embassy, sending of documents into Moscow and residing in Moscow before interview and after as my cost includes the return ticket. I has paid 320$ and now I need to pay 1160 $ more that I could arrive to you. My agent has told to me that this money will it is necessary to pay to me within several days. These are very big money but I think that you will help me with this problem and I at last that can to arrive to you that we were together. I LOVE YOU Jim!!!!!! I wish to be with you, your love is necessary for me only. I am ready to give a life what we with you were happy, that our love never would die, that it would be with us, that we could feel our passion, tenderness and caress. I WISH TO BE ONLY WITH YOU!!!!!!!!!! You my life, my love my happiness. In this world there is nothing more perfectly than our love. And I shall make all, all that in my forces that we would meet. But love which in ours hearts which warms and gives us fine dreams will help us. We shall be happy. At us in the country to have the saying. If very to want it is possible to depart to the sky. I do not want in the sky. I want to you. Jim only you, only you the man of my dream and I shall give a life for our love. For our happiness. Jim I will be assured of that that our life is fine.
All that would be necessary for us that it happens, it to be together.
And I hope that we can make it. If we shall make all together if the God will help us that we we shall meet. LET'S MEET AND SHALL BE HAPPY!!!!!!!! I LOVE YOU Jim!!!!!!!!! I LOVE MORE THAN THE LIFE!!!!!!!!! Yours and only your loving and gentle Marina.

Letter 15

Hi my dear Jim!
How you today the darling? What was your night? Whether you recollected me? This night I thought of you dear! Ideas on you give me a lot of pleasure, but also they give me some fears. I with some fear represent for myself the moment when at the airport we for the first time shall see each other. I hope, that during this our moment, you the first will show the initiative. I feel huge confusion from such events, when I in an unfamiliar place and around set of strangers.
Today I asked the manager to whom by you can transfer money for payment. Jim, my agent has informed me, that for moving money it is better to you to use system " or "MoneyGram". These systems have offices practically in all cities. In my city some such offices. The agent has told, that it is very reliable and fast systems for moving money. Favourite, I reached today in office "MoneyGram". and have received there the detailed information. For moving you will need to specify my full name and the address. For reliability you will receive from them confidential number. And I will need to be shown the passport and to name this confidential number(MTCN), to receive funds.
As do not forget to inform me the your home address that I could receive your money. The office will take small percent for payment of moving of money. Moving will demand all some hours. Dear, here my information, it
My full name: Marina Sergeeva
My address:
country: Russia
village: Orlov
ZIP: 612270
Street: Stroitelei st. 22-15
Tomorrow I shall reach in agency of travel to learn concerning the visa. The agent has told to learn concerning the visa. The agent has told, that probably I will need to reach to Moscow in embassy, for personal conversation. Though they can often extract the visa with out it. Tomorrow I shall inform you news on it. My kisses and embraces for you, my favourite Jim. I wait for your messages dear.
Yours Marina

Letter 16

HOW YOU? HOW YOUR AFFAIRS?
I wait for you and your letter. I hope that all well and I shall receive your letter soon. I ask you to not leave me one without your letter. I wait for you and I hope that you will recollect and will write to me.
To me it is very boring and bad,
Marina

Letter 17

Hello My Lovely Man And My Sun Jim!!!!!!!
Jim I think only of you and about that as it will be good us together.
My love I received your message. I do not understand why you so have made and sent me cards by mail? They will never come to me because mail awfully works for us to Russia and your cards will not come to me or them can steal. You should transfer funds through Money Gram. I learnt at office Money Gram that from them the big restrictions to move funds. You should send me money through office Money Gram it is a unique way that I could receive your help. Even if to you limited a parcel of money you could send at first some part of money and after that other part of money. I hope that you understand me and will do pass of money today through Money Gram and will give me the information on it? I very much would want that our life will be is fine. What you would want that I made when we shall be together? I think of you much. I want say to you about that as I present our usual day when we shall be together. Jim, I think that it will begin from that as we shall wake up with you in one bed. I shall lay the head on your breast and you will embrace me the hand. I shall open eyes and I shall see you. I shall tender kiss you and you too will wake up and will answer my kisses, gentle and passionate. Then I shall stand from a bed, I shall be naked and I shall dress your shirt and I shall go to prepare on kitchen easy breakfast for us. When I shall prepare for it you come for me behind and your embraces will warm me, you will kiss me all over again in an ear, then in a neck and your hands will caress my body, my breasts and my hips. But here the teapot will begin to boil and we shall have breakfast with you. Then we shall take a shower together. Jim, we shall be make love in a bath and only then we shall leave therefrom, we will have good mood and all day will be fine. Then when you will come from work I shall meet you the gentle kiss. We with you shall make all together, in the evenings we shall sit on sofa near TV and to look good film, then together we shall go to a bedroom and we shall be make love yet weariness. If at whom that from us will be bad mood. That we shall try to change it. If you will long that I would shall make all that you smiled and melancholy have disappeared from your eyes. I would shall make all that you always were happy and I hope that you too. I love you and my life belongs to you. Jim, how you imagine our usual day together? Or weekend? Or a holiday?
I with impatience wait for your letter.
Yours and only your loving Marina.

Letter 18

I dream and I think of you, I wait when you will write to me, I wait your photos, I wait your kisses which warm me and I hope that I shall receive them soon.
I believe that all will be good also you will find time to write to me.
Yours Marina

Letter 19

Hello My Lovely Man And My Sun Jim!!!!
Jim I very much miss you all day and is very glad when I receive your letter. Jim my love you should take it back , I can't get them our mail is very bad and nor reach me ! do you understand me ? did you read my last letter? I with impatience wait for our meeting and I hope that it soon happen. I very much want to be with you. Today I prepared for supper of a house and thought as it would be good if you too could try that that I have made. I cooking soup from meat, beet, carrots, an onions and other spices. It name to Borsch, Jim you heard about it? I think that this most well-known dish in Russia after pel'menis and pancakes. As I was going on the second mashed potatoes with a cutlet and roast. I have cooked compote from dried apples with sugar and was very tasty. I so would like that you have tried my dishes and could estimate their taste and I would think that was pleasant to you. I like to prepare and I adore to prepare for delicacies, for example a pizza, pies, a shish kebab and many other things. I name their delicacies because not so frequently for them cooking. Jim I very much would want to stand on kitchen and feel as you embrace me, kiss, touch my hips help me to be going, you would help me? I hope what yes. I with impatience wait for your letter. I hope that your today's dream will be fine also you as well as I will see in the dream a fine meeting of us with you. I love you,
Yours and only yours Marina.

Letter 20

Hi, Jim! I hope, what you feel like well? As you. My love how I'll explain that in our country the city is very bad of the mail and that I will not be able to receive your card !Today I have again hastened in cafe Internet to check up mail and have received your message. And I have been shocked, when have read your letter! I went home hardly.
You have forced me to cry... My lovely Jim, how you can think, what I have told a lie to you??? I have already informed you that cash here is necessary to me that I could pay the contract. I have given last money for payment of my contract and money which I borrowed mum. I any more have no money to pay my contract. You to me have told about what fraud? I some weeks live dreams concerning you! I live only one dream that we shall meet you more likely! Unless I am guilty, that I have fallen a victim to circumstances!!! I cannot believe that the unique person to whom I could trust, began to doubt of me!!! I cannot really believe in it! My lovely, think, whether that money which you have sent me of the true happiness cost? That to you I was clear shall tell in another way. I want you to ask. Whether the normal person can exchange the unique happiness in a life for money??? Only not I! You think, what I can deceive you and is simple give this money? And how I shall live further? Understand, it not for me. Money will sometime be terminated, and the love will live in my heart and heart will suffer.
I do not want, that I all life was tormented with conscience!!! Ah, I do not want to be justified now before you! I now feel so disgustingly and disgustingly. To me it is bad from one only ideas of that you such have thought of me! I not the swindler and never it was! For me this notorious fraud on the Internet in general is unfamiliar! I was practically the beginner in acquaintance on the Internet. When we have started to correspond with you! I in it understand nothing! Really it were simply words. How you wanted to have with me relations even if do not trust me? I think, that in a basis of all relations there should be a trust!!! My lovely, please, write to me and tell, that all this was a malicious joke! I do not know, how today will pass my day. I today all the day long shall probably cry.I all these days lived only due to idea, that we with you soon shall meet. And now emptiness has lodged in my soul. The life slowly loses for me sense.... My God, well why all this to occur to me??? I repeat, I do not want to be justified before you in what I did not make. It is hurt me. But I ask you to obey the heart!!! I hope, that I still shall receive from you the answer. I understand, that it sounds for you ridiculously. For me it too sounds simply wildly and it overturns me. YOU the adult person also should draw all over again the conclusions, and then already think of me bad or good.And still I was very much angered by one. I wrote to you letters from the bottom of the heart. When I wrote to you letters, I carefully selected each word that my lovely it was more pleasant to you to read my letter. I composed the letters as if verses. I wrote all with such sincerity!!! I now simply want to break a computer on which I wrote to you letters! Let's look at our situation in another way. Let it looks a little unusually and silly.
But let's try exchange places, even for some time. Apply all imagination and present itself on my place. It turns out? Is not present?. I shall a little help you. Present, that you the girl who was born and has grown in the Russian city. she had fine parents who loved her since the childhood. mum in turn understood, that on her education of the daughter lays and tried to make of her the present woman that she has grown the worthy person. Small Girl grew surrounded with love and care. She looked at the world through pink glasses and all around seemed to her fine and harmless. The life seem is filled with happiness. Girl quickly grew and began to understand surrounding validity very much early. For some reason actually all appeared not so joyfully. With the years something has exchanged, and there can be simply a trusteeship of parents began less and Girl at once has come to be in the surrounding validity, not such hospitable as she would like and sometimes even severe. Girl has quickly understood, that many children's dreams including dreams of fine prince can simply remain dreams. This girl was sociable and benevolent. She with ease could make friends with people, she had many friends... Only FRIENDS!! And so it would be desirable, that the favourite person when it is possible to care about each other would be, to entrust to him the most secret. When, at last, it is possible to splash out on him all tenderness overflowing you and not spent love... We shall not hide, she was beautiful and had a plenty of admirers. And the more became these admirers, the more she was disappointed in the dreams of unique love for all life!!! All men surrounding her represented the grey homogeneous weight, not representing for her interest. About, do not think, she was not vainglorious, with the overestimated self-estimation. Simply she did not suffer lie, change and rage. Men sometimes simply tried to get acquainted with her as with a beautiful and brilliant toy, not reflecting that under a beautiful wrapper there is still a soul... With such conversation was short. If to speak roughly, She simply did not talk to such people. And so she also has lived till 28 years, not having learnt in the life of true love. In represent her aspiration to find the only thing the man if she has decided to search for him in another of the countries?! She knew the English language and it has helped her to place the structure on the American site of acquaintances. But here it was found out, that structures of Russian people cannot be placed on the American site.
she had to go on a deceit and to give out herself for the person from America. To her it was awkward for it, but she has not refused the purpose put for. Once to her has written the man which at once has drawn her attention. How you think, who was this the man? he at once has liked her. She has written to him, he has answered her... So her correspondence with for the present unfamiliar to her the man began.
Also that is interesting. Every day she began to catch herself on ideas, that she would like to sit down a computer somewhat quicker and to write to him the letter, that she with impatience waits for his answer and worries as if the child It was required to her a little time to understand, that she is in love completely. Also that appeared the finest - he had similar feelings!!! Small Girl as if has again returned to the childhood! The life has again begun to shine for her all colours of a rainbow!. And apogee of all this history became their meeting... You know, what this small Girl now faces to the loudest Event in the life?. She cannot already sleep week normally? She cannot make tea to herself without incident at all because does not supervise the body? In fact her soul has abandoned a body and not having waited him has gone to to loved to the man?. Well. Now at me for you last question: WHETHER PROBABLY TO PRESENT, WHAT ALL HER SECRET DREAMS OF LOVE, HER ALL CORRESPONDENCE IN WHICH SHE SHARED WITH YOU THE MOST SECRET WILL END WITH THE BANAL DECEIT??? I ask you, do not force my heart will stop. Yes, I the strong woman, but at all am present a limit.... I hope that I Now have written to you, it was clear to you in full details. It very much, very much, is very important for me!
Can count it a confession. I now re-read the letter which has written, and I understand, that I was sharp with you. Forgive me please. In me the present woman who is a little offended now speaks. I understand, that I speak sometimes insulting words, and I am angry on myself. I should not so to speak forgive. But know why I can allow myself it? I LOVE YOU....

Letter 21

Hello my dear ! What happened ? I got your message , I am very worried about you . I hope you've been well and you will answer me as soon as possible. Your Marina

Letter 22

Hello my love!!!!! I waited for your letter and as a result of have received nothing.... I have been very afflicted Not having received from you the letter!!!!! I very much wish to receive your letters and to feel Heat of your words to me.....why you cannot write to me? I will look forward to hearing from you with impatience!!!!!

Yours Marina