Letter(s) from Anthonia Lorena Marcus to John (Brazil)

Letter 1

Hello Sweetheart,

How are you doing and how is your day going overthere?, I have been having hard times to sleep, You are always at the first stage of my heart, You mean the world to me and i am ready to put everything in power to make this Relationship work out for us, I have a deep and strong feelings for you and for our future, I am now 110% committed to your love and i hope you feel same my way my sweetest king from heaven??.

Anyways, I just got back from Airline office right now and i have forwarded you my flight Information, I will be departing from here on THURSDAY Apr 27 and Arrives at Sao Paulo Guarulhos International Airport (GRU), NEXT DAY FRIDAY APRIL 28TH by 07:55am, I hope this makes you happy that i will be coming to you soon?, I need to know your schedule if you are going to be Available for my Pick up?, I am getting more anxious each and Everyday cause i cant wait to be with you soon. I have to head out after i finish with this letter cause i had to go to Custom Office and pay off there Charges that way they can get my goods shipped ASAP because i have some goods that i bought here that needs to be cleared and i want no DELAY in meeting the Love of my life and i hope you are also getting Anxious to our meeting??.....My Day is going on Awesome cause i have been jumping around packing all my things knowing that i should be outta here soon, I want to come home to you soon, I need to know we are going on the day of my Departure?,

I will travel to the end of the world with you honey, Are you ready for that?.You mean the world to me and that is why i am doing all this, I am so skeptical, I am so picky, I am so unique but ever since i found you on here, You have given me more hopes, faith and reason to love all again, I have vowed not to love anymore due to what i encountered in my Past relationships but later on realized it was good to move ahead with the future and then there was YOU, You are so perfect for me, You have captured my heart and soul, I have a very big problem cause i have a fragile heart and when am in love i do love to the fullest, I am so happy that things are going well for us, I will travel to the end of the world just to have that courage to be with you sweetheart, I need you so much in my life, It sucks sleeping and waking all alone, I also want to feel happy and rejoice amongst the couples, please would you promise me an endless love that will last for a lifetime and never hurt my feelings for you in anyway???.....

In the past, I had always yearned for someone to love, to cherish and to take good care of - to whom I would share my dreams with and make them come true. I'd always walked around feeling so empty with a hole in my heart that I thought would never get filled... You filled that hole. I think back to how empty my life was without you, and I am so grateful that you are here. I have found in you what it means to "love." I will tell you a million times a day, each day that I love you if that will keep your heart warm, safe and make you happy. Each day has me falling more in love with you. I love you more and more with each passing day. And it eases me to know that as tomorrow approaches, I will love you more than yesterday and tomorrow will be more than today. You are really God's gift to me ... my answered prayer that I will forever cherish in my heart. I thank God everyday that you are mine! I love you with my whole existence, my whole life and nothing in this world can take that away! I love you more than I could ever explain. More than I even understand. You touched my heart in ways no one could ever comprehend.I hope today turns out to be the day I wished it to be for you, I wish today was the day i will stand infront of you. Today, I'd like to give you this little glass that holds the unrelenting memories of my past that shackles my being. I just have to give this to you and I have to do this for myself, for you, and for us. Today, I give my life to you - my heart, my mind, my body and my soul ... I belong to you now.This may start sounding like a poem ... I don't know. I just wanted to let you know that you are my heart, my everything, and the other half of my soul, that I love you with everything I have and hold. Now, when I look towards the future, you are always pictured there. Maybe, in this lifetime, you will never know how much I love, care and cherish you. Your love gives me the feeling that the best is still ahead. I can't wait to spend forever with you and this feelings i have inside of me is more than what myself could convey......I am also HAPPY that you came into my life, I have never for once Regreated that, You are such a Darling and i have deep feelings for you, I have a big heart full of LOVE for you, I have made up my Mind to make you my CROWN and will Forever make you Happy till the end of time....Wow, I am so much in love with you My King !!!!!!!!!.
Oops!!, I have to rush down now to Custom Office, I will talk to you soon as am back and hope to have heard from you...I LOVE YOU HONEY and please write back soon.

Your Happiest Queen,

Tonia.........

Letter 2

Hello Darling,

How is your day going honey?. My day was not better here, I started the day well but ended it in a bad way.. I went to bank and some other places because am through here with my biz and there was an heavy rain here so on my way back to my hotel I lost my purse,may be inside the taxi I took or another place I can't really be sure of the exact place,which I have some money,my credit card and some other valuable things inside it.

I also went to the bank and encountered too many stress, I was having problem of getting my Voucher worth of $26,310 changed to cash down here, I have tried different banks here and they all said there are no ways for them to access the account here until i get back to the states because is huge amount and am owing the Hotel Management some amount of money which i don't have due to the purse I lost and my credit card..

My Passport & other vital Documents has been seized by the Management just when I told them the situation as soon as I got back,because they thought am lying and that am planing to run away. I have spoken with the Lady in Duty as woman to woman if she could help, that i will pay her when i get to the states,i even promised to send the money with an interest when i get to state but she ended up telling me that the Hotel Manager will be coming for check up anytime soon and she may ended up been sacked if she allow me to leave without the payment. I am so much worried now, I have been crying deeply in pains and which something could be done because of my departure is on Thursday and i don't wanna be stuck down here...

I truly need your support now honey with anything you can afford for me.. I believe true love are also meant of been supportive of our goals, You are all i have in my life and no other one to tell all this, I am sharing my hard times with you cause of the gratitude of my love to you. I hope you can find a place in your heart and help me with any amount you can afford,no matter how small or big it is,cuz I still believe no matter the amount you help me with, it we still go someway, I promise with all my heart and with my parent's grave to pay you back as soon as I get to usa,even am ready to pay you back with interest if that is what you want hun.. I hope i have not spoilt your day in anyway?. Is late here but I can't sleep, instead of me to be happy that am coming home soon to see my king, but am here crying.. I am so sorry for coming up with this problem to you, I love you so much and you have my heart always. .Pls take care of yourself and write back soon.

Your dying Lady,

Tonia..

Letter 3

Good morning honey and hope your night is going on well? Honey I slept off last night because I was feeling pains all over my body because of the stress am passing through here.. honey I really appreciate your love and care on me, you just made me remember my late father.. honey pls it we be better to send the money thought western union or money gram to the manager's name or my own name, because that we be more faster and easy to get here without no any delay. . Honey don't forget tomorrow Thursday is my flight and I don't wanna miss my flight, I can't just wait to see you and be in your arms. . Honey my hotel bill is 920usd and whatever amount you add to it as you promised I will appreciate it and forever grateful and adore you as my second God.. honey pls let me know whichever one you prefer to send it may be Wester union or money gram and may be on my name or the manager's name so u can send you the information asap and you can send it. . Don't forget there are much time difference between us and my flight is just tomorrow Thursday. . I love you my king..

Letter 4

Honey pls let me know which you prefer so I can send you the information because I have limited time here by tomorrow my flight depart here to your country and I don't wanna miss my flight. . Thank you so much for putting smile in my face. . Love you my king. .

Letter 5

Honey pls talk to me.. i have limited time to spend here and time is running faster here, don't forget we don't use same time, is getting late here and tomorrow is my flight.. I sent you my information so you can send the money to it through western union to make it more faster here, pls drop me all the informations as soon as you send it and whenever i sign in later i will get it.. Love you more my king and i am so proud to have you..

Letter 6

Honey where have you been, no respond to all my mails since.. Is fucking late here, pls drop me message even if you didn't see me here because is late.. I dropped you my information already pls send it through my name and the information i sent you.. pls tomorrow is my departure pls, don't disappoint me pls.. Love you more

Letter 7

i missed my flight when i could't hear from you,i will have to reschedule my flight.. so painful and sad..

Letter 8

Hi Sweetness,

How are you today and how was your night? My day is going on fine here.. You're always lighting up my heart with the things you say. I feel so happy just being with you this way. You're getting more special to me and your thought will forever be at the first stage of my heart. You will always be the love of my life and please promise never to play with my feelings nor emotions?. I want you to always have faith in yourself and you will gain the greatest gift of all, the gift of hope and love you righteously deserve.

I want you to know that you have really captured my heart in just few days we met on here, I am still kind of blush though cause i have never thought of ever meeting someone i could desire this way of meeting you, Its kind of strange to me, Its kind of new to me and am more than ready to devote all my time in this relationship in order to take it to a place we could call our own......Thank you for acknowledging my thoughts and feelings whether they are positive or negative, justified or unjustified. I feel safe to be myself knowing I can not be perfect and you will continue to have deep feelings for me. Thank you for the time you take to write me and telling me I am wonderful ...Those silent moments recharge my senses of appreciation for you.Thank you for written me at the right time... it shows me that you are genuinely supportive of my goals, which are such a part of whom I am. Thank you for answering all my questions without criticism or impatience - you have shown me that my dream of a kind and considerate relationship is a reality. You motive me and also you have created calmness and safety in my life which I only ever imagined.

I am writing you this letter to tell you how much you mean to me, and to thank you for coming into my life. You are something I never thought could exist for me. You are one of the best things that has happened in my life, and I don't regret being with you this way..I know I am missing alot not being there with you today ... I cant wait to meet your Family and you taking me to your Family for a special introduction... Its going to be lovely cuddle up with you for more than a week. I have been through many relationships, but none work out. I was used and played by guys whom I really loved and Since then I have not taken chances with a guy. But you happened, you came into my life and stole my heart from the day I saw your profile.

At first I was confused, didn't really know what I wanted, I didn't know if I would want to take a chance again and actually take you seriously. So, I decided to come close to you as a friend and find out who you truly were and what you were like. You seemed cool, nice and been straight forward and you also have some qualities I truly liked in a guy. So I took a chance and got with you, I actually had no doubt about you.I know for sure you are actually taking me seriously??. Well, time has passed and I have discovered new things and a new me. You have truly changed me. Still, in a way, I'm scared 'cause I am actually growing a true feeling inside my heart which I just cant explain, but I know it's there waiting for you to come and uncover it. I truly don't know what your feelings are but I don't want to force you in telling me what you don't feel towards me. I would want to receive love and trust from you when you truly mean it. All I ask from you is to show me you care and not hide anything away from me and to also have trust in me the way I'll do in you. Thank you so much for giving me this courage to express the gratitude of my true feelings to you, Though, Its kind of hard for words to convey the depth of my true feelings towards you but time will tell when i will be able to stand infront of you and that way you will be able to justify how much you truly have captured my heart. Pls, Do take good care of yourself for me and i hope to read from you soon. You have my Heart now!.

Your Lonely Queen in Poland,

Tonia.

Letter 9

Good morning hun and how was your weekend? i just wanna say hi to you.. i wanna be on my way out now and to the airline office.. i will drop you my flight info as soon as am back..

Letter 10

Hi sweetie,

How are you today precious one and how is your weekend going??, Its calm here in Poland and everything is going on fine but can't skip the thought of you at the first stage of my HEART, i want you to know that i am used to your letters and they are the ones that keeps me going, i just pray that you wont stop writing to me cos i didn't have the courage to approach you in person because of the distance between us, so i hope you consider my letter pending time we would finally have the courage to meet in person???. I have so much inside my heart that it keeps me from breathing sometimes.. I know we just met but these feelings that I have for you keep growing and growing every day. Now that I am in love with you, I sleep, thinking about you and the next morning i wake up smiling....I am wanting to do anything in Power to make this relationship work out for us and i hope you also feel same way though???,

I am almost through with my business here all i need to do now is to get my voucher changed to cash tomorrow and I will be flying out of here back home after my voucher has been changed, I need to know if you want us to meet before I depart here and if you want let me know,I can fly to your place and let me know your schedule if you are going to be available for my pick up and i will forward you all my flight information cause am wanting to make use of this great advantage to meet you and see what destiny has tuned for us,just let me know the name of the nearest international airport to you if you will be able to come for my pick up. I know that we are not perfect, I am just human and i make mistakes, I want to be with you if you have been REAL with me, It sucks been all alone these lonely years without a Man to love me and carress me in the middle of the night, I always feel so bad in the midst of couples and I hope you understand how I feel???. I am still not very certain if you are not going to hurt my feelings for you cause i found myself fallen deeply in love with you each passing day, Do you also feel same way dear????. I am so glad that you are ready to be committed and it has make me feel so special and important, I have been seeking for a man like you ready for commitment, I know its very hard to just get committed to any lady and i hope you are very sure of my kind of lady??,I have a good behavior, I forgive and forget easily, I just want to be happy all again as a lady and are you so sure you can make me happy and always stay by my side???.

You are always on my mind, I am so thankful to God each every day for blessing me with such a man like YOU. I can only promise you an endless happiness, I can only promise you a good home cause i am a good home manager and i know how to manage my home, I am ready for this JOURNEY dear and i hope you are going to accept me for whom i am and not what i am?. I hope you are having a wonderful moment with you over there?. Pls,always take care of yourself for me for your health means lot to me. Bye for now sweetie and hope to read from you soon.

Your Lonely Queen and future wife,

Tonia

Letter 11

Am so happy to known that you are very happy to see me, i love putting smile and happiness into people's heart, i don't mind go extra miles to make people happy.. I pray and hope i will see the same happiness and smile from you soon.. Honey by tomorrow i will go to custom's office, and i will held straight to the airline office to book my flight, i will send you my flight information as soon as i book my flight for you to be aware of my arrival.. Love you hun..

Letter 12

Hello Love,

Good day Love? It's so cool and calm here in Poland and my work is going on awesome,I want you to know that i have really enjoyed our conversation on here and i want you to know that i would soon be through with my work down here,still going through it here and would love to meet you soon as am done here, hope your ready for this journey dear??, I am not afraid of the distance between us, I am type of lady that will travel to any length just to have the courage to be with the love of my life. How are u today my dear?, How is your day going with u??,Hope u are having a very nice and a great delighted moment going on with u???....I know that we have both gone through hurt in our past,I am young but I have experienced the joy of love and pain of hurt in my last relationships with my ex,I had to walk away to save myself from walking into more than i could handle. I am here today in order to give love and commitment a try, though, I thought i will never give my heart to any one any longer but i later realized that its good to move ahead with ones life for it takes a little more to make a champion. I am here today seeking for an endless commitment with a man i could call my own, I am also ready to devote all time for that special one.

I believe a commitment in a relationship to me simply means a promise made between two people to be together and be devoted to loving each other,be loyal to each other a commitment to love no other person and being totally devoted to each other. A commitment is a devotion, a dedication to something strong that becomes a part of someone's life,a part of someone's soul, body and mind. A commitment is like embarking on a quest of a journey to the deep corners of the earth searching for something you believe in so much that no obstacle can stop you from doing so,A commitment to raise the kids and take care of the home and the same goes for the man cos with every strong and happy family is the help and support of the husband and wife, it would be part of their daily lives. Two souls joined in together with the help of love and commitment are meant to last for eternity.

Now the question is are you ready for this commitment????? For my Heart has opened up to you and waiting for you to come take me as i am. I sit here and realize how strong i have become in just few days with such confidence i feel that i finally found that one. This feeling is so strong and powerful, It feels like a day of Christmas after opening my first present,The joy that it brings is the most wonderful thing, I want you to love and treat me like a royal queen and I will treat u also as my royal king. I want to be committed to that special one that could make up my heart, I believe when there is commitment it helps to build a long lasting relationship, I am ready for this commitment sweetheart, I am ready for this journey called LOVE, I am ready to give my heart and soul to you for it has come to the stage where i am now rest assured that you are the prince charming i have been seeking for and i am also ready to take it to the next level and also to a place where we could call it our own, I hope you are ready for this commitment??, I hope you are ready to give out your heart to a lady like me, I hope it has gotten to the stage where you now believe nor rest assured that i was the one for you?, I need to know your comment concerning this Topic my love and i will be waiting with anticipation in hearing from you with more understanding of what the future holds for us.....Take care Love, always remember that i have deep feelings for you and i have also fallen in love with you. I will be waiting to read from you soon. I love you morrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!

Waiting With Anticipation,

Your Lonely Queen,

Tonia..

Letter 13

Honey I decided to send you my own information so I can go to the bank myself and get the money because I want the money to secure. .That's why am sending you my information below. . I can only receive western union or money gram and that we be faster for me to get here.. pls drop me the information as soon as you send it so I can rush down to the bank before is too layet, don't forget I will depart here tomorrow and I don't want anything that we delay my meeting you..love you more. .
First name: Anthonia

Middle name: Lorena

Last name: Marcus

Addresd: Rydigiera 2, Warsaw,Poland

Amount: let me know the amount you send..

Letter 14

Hi.. this is Tonia from mingle2.. Respond as soon as you see my mail so we can continue talking more here..

Letter 15

I am so sorry to for not getting back to you early, i was very busy.. I sent you a mail and pics hope you get it? marriage or relationship is not only about kids, is about happiness and true love that is between the two partners..

Letter 16

Hi dear,

How are you today, thanks for always getting back to me and its nice hearing from you today, well for starters I'm a really simple lady. I'm easy to please, I don't ask for much, I just want to be there for someone special and have that someone special be there for me. I'm exceedingly respectful of the people around me, and I treat people better that I even expect them to treat me. I have a very high moral compass and I'm genuinely good, plus I have an outrageous sense of humor which I hope you'll get to see in time. Like i have written previously, I'm new to the online dating thing so I'm good with taking it slow and really getting to know you. I'm a patient, attentive, affectionate and emotionally available lady, who has a lot of love to give to the right man. My motto in life is "believe in me and I will not let you down." I'm big on coming through for my loved ones. Physically, I'm athletically fit.

I hit the gym 2-3 times a week, and I work hard at sculpting the body that will make me feel proudest of myself to any man. I`m 5.7 110ibs with no kids. I'm good matured, with good intentions and I smile all the time, even when I'm down. I always try to look beyond the dark cloud for the silver lining. I don't necessarily consider myself an optimist, but I am always reasonably hopeful. Like right now I hope that we can continue to get know each other better cuz you definitely without a doubt rock! I just had to say that again cuz it's so true!!. Personally, I'm super duper responsible. I don't drink or smoke. I live absolutely debt free. I owe no one. I'm a saver and an investor. I don't want you to think I'm cheap though, cuz I'm not. Hopefully, you'll get to see that as well. I'm honest, trustworthy and faithful. I believe integrity is who you are when no one is watching. I also trust the people I love totally. I'm not a jealous lady I just expect my man to respect me, the way that I respect him. And I have to be honest I really respect men just generally. In my past relationships I've always gotten behind my man and empowered him, being there for everything that he needs and more. I was taken for granted in my last relationships, and I really believe it's because I was too good to him. I was faithful to him and everything to him, and nothing I did was ever enough.

Right now I want to be totally honest with you, even though this one is still so fresh. But he burned me! I walk around with that pain in my heart and just wish I could forget everything. What he did to me after I was nothing but good to him, I never thought he would do it, because I never thought about doing it to him. Everyday as I'm healing I feel better about it because he really didn't deserve me. I was so shocked because never in a million years did I think that someone would cheat on me as am the type of lady that when am in love i always do love to the fullest and i always try to make my man the most happiest person on earth. I make a descent living, I'm fun to be around, respectful, a good conversationalist, considerate, passionate, understanding and patient, with a ridiculous sense of humor. I could barely sleep or eat...I was a total mess. What was so shocking is that in a relationship I absolutely give my all. I'm all about my man,and I'd do anything for him, plus I'd never cheat on him or hurt him in that way. But in the end, none of that mattered, he was selfish and only thinking of him self!! I still wish I could forget everything from that past cuz I still feel that pain. It kind of makes me afraid for the next time, but with love, nothing ventured is nothing gained, and like I said in my profile, I believe in love, so I plan on fighting and doing whatever it takes to have love in my life again. And you know what's interesting...I forgive him..

Now, I am searching for my life long partner to share a Great Life of Love with; romance, long slow kisses, feeling very special, intimacy,spirituality,pleasurable communication,dancing, meeting of the minds,opening a door for him, flowers,traveling and other exciting interests and adventures, A GREAT LIFE of LOVE!I am one who strongly believes in respect and that without respect,you cant experience true love and generate a healthy relationship.I believe it’s not just what you are like on the outside,but more about what you are like on the inside..I am seeking friendship first,(no game playing please) with someone who appreciates some of the same temperaments and interests I enjoy. That special someone is a man with integrity,is spiritually compatible with me,having similar beliefs and is responsible, intelligent, has a sense of humor, positive,is clean and neat in habit and appearance,romantic,passionate about living and loving.

I would prefer that someone to show interest and be supportive. He should be financially secure, and always be himself.I like an adventurous person who likes travel, nature and enjoys being home. He is a man who is at peace with himself. I am hoping to connect with people of like minds to form friendship first and then leave the rest to the Universe. I'd like to find someone who's open,honest and easy going, A sense of humor is a big plus Ideally we'd have some shared interests and goals, as well as some similarities in opinion about what's important in life. Well, i wouldn't like to bore you with my book...lol. I would love to learn more about you gradually and see what destiny has tuned for us,Take Care and i look forward to read from you again.

Your Truest Friend,

Tonia..

Letter 17

Good day to you sir ad how are you doing today? This is Mr Gabriel From Poland,the hotel manager where Miss Anthonia is Lodging.. I was told that you asked me to contact you directly concerning Miss Tonia's Bill.. Pls i will be very happy if you can help her out as soon as possible for her to pay the bills because her travel documents has been seized by the management.. She has been going through hell here for somedays now and she really needs care and enough medical attention i hope you can do everything in your care to help her sir.. And if you need my informations on how you can send the money down here pls get back to me asap and i shall give you our secretary details or mine because we are the only staffs that can do that here or send it through your wife's information.. Thanks and Nice meeting you.. God bless us all..