Letter(s) from Anastasia Olegovna Korshunova to John (England) part 1

Letter 1

Hi John.

Hooray, the beginning of the weekend. I love the weekend, you can sleep longer, take a break from the monotonous everyday life, have fun.
Just I want to warn that tomorrow will not be able to write to you. It was classified in the entrance that the Internet will not be all day. Therefore, I can only write to you on Monday. I hope you understand!

I spoke with my operator. I have no contract with the telephone company for international calls. So you will not be able to call me. Apparently I was not added when you connect this function. Therefore, I myself will call you as soon as a negotiating point.
I want to talk to you on Skype. But on my broken computer webcam. I understand that I completely trust you. Just my friend Marina does not know you. So she take care of me!

At lunch I was walking in the park, the weather was wonderful. In the evening I met with friends in a cafe. We did not meet each other in a long time! Therefore we discussed many interesting topics, rumors. You know that women love to gossip :). The cafe has a great atmosphere. She is a woman with a beautiful voice. I really liked the way she sang.
In general, I had a good time, rest, relax.
Now I'm home, watching TV, getting ready for bed. Nastya.

Letter 2

Hi dear John.

I hope you do not mind, I'll call you dear. Because I have for you is not just a friendship and something more ...

I think that will solve the issue with my phone in the near future. I'll try to call you. Because I can not afford to Skype. You do not need to send me a mail via USB or something like that. By the way, that is USB? In our country, e-mail does not work well. Your package will not come to me or come only after six months.

I rarely watch TV. We do not have English TV. I like to watch movies. I like the transmission of animal stories. Thanks for asking. Of course, I often talk with my daughter. She is doing well! You sent a photo of your house?

I had a hard time. After work, I met with friends in a cafe. We talked on various women's issues, gossip. Well, you know women chat ... lol.
After talking with my friends, I thought a little bit about what is waiting for me next. You have long wondered about the future? How do you see your future and with whom? What are your intentions? Are they serious?

You know, sometimes I would like to sit and talk to you heart to heart, to know your dreams, thoughts and plans. Even just a state of mind, so lacking in emotion on his face. I hope one day I will be able to see your eyes and your smile in the real world. I would really like that.

It seems to me that you do not understand some of the thoughts of my letters? Maybe I should start walking on courses to improve the knowledge of English language. I think it's a great idea! What do you think?

In the first photo I'm with my friends. In the second photo I'm with my parents and a family friend.
Good evening ... Nastya.

Letter 3

Hi dear John.

I like your name. I find it beautiful! I hope the day will come when I can say it, at our meeting! How do you like to call you? How do you call your friends, family, people?

I do not quite understand what you said about what I have to pay? Thank you for the beautiful poem, I like it. I am very pleased! You yourself wrote it?
Wow, I like that you're interested in astronomy. Because sometimes I am very interested to watch the stars. It's exciting!

Thank you for the photo, really like. Behind you is a beautiful view. Tell me about the photos that are sent. I wonder where it was! After all, I've never been in another country!

It is good that you have decided all the issues with your car. Yes, you're right, I sent you a photo that was on a dating site.
Unfortunately, I have not found a link to youtube, send again. I understood it that you started to learn Russian? Wow, you're done. I think you will do it. I would like to be your teacher. I hope that today you will spend great time at the dance.

I quite forgot to warn you that today I was the first day of the course.
We are a small group. I liked the first lesson. I feel that I easily given study. Maybe I'm an aspiring polyglot. lol. Do you know who is it?

During our conversation we became close, and many got to know each other. You have become my dear man. I'm serious about your letters and trust you. I see in you a man on whom I can rely. I need a man who will support me and help me with my problems.
I would like to spend a romantic evening with you right now. I want to feel the lightness, openness in communication and no distance between us! It is a beautiful dream ...

I think you might like to visit, to see how you live, what you do. New journey always exciting. But I have never traveled to another country. Therefore, it is not necessary to know what to do and how difficult it is. Perhaps you need to collect a lot of documents. I'll try to find out in detail all the information with the authorities. What do you think about it? Maybe you can tell me?

Have a good mood! Nastya.

Letter 4

Hi John.

I waited so long weekend. Finally, they came!
In the evening I called my close people, friends for dinner. We have a tradition to gather together again together for dinner.
I cooked the chicken in the oven with vegetables and potatoes. And I made some salads. In the morning I went for groceries. Bags of groceries were very heavy. I thought about you. Could you help me to bring them to the house, but you're far away.

I myself had to pay for the test. But there is no problem! I think that each language is very difficult to study. I'm sure you will succeed. The most important thing to have the desire and effort, effort.
I'm glad you had a great time at the dance. No, I can not say better than you, haha. Yes, I want to know English perfectly.

Thank you say more about the journey. I think that after the weekend learning more on this issue. I understood so that you know how he can come to me. Then I do not understand, you go with me, or do I need to learn how to travel to you?
I've just never been in another country. I do not want to spend again my holidays in my country. We are now very cold. When you come, it will be -25 degrees. Who will be very cold. I think it would be better to meet in your country. How do you think? Could you introduce me to your loved ones and friends. I would love to see how you live. Understand that I do not want my vacation, we stayed at home. I wish we could walk in the park. In my country at such a cold it can not be a good time. Do you understand? What do you think?

What kind of trophy you write? I did not send photos with the trophy. I guess you mean the samovar? It is such a device, of which before drinking tea. In the last photo, I was in the children's room of ghosts. It was fun!

From Volgograd Kamyshin better to go by bus. Thank you that you want to help me to use a pay phone. But I do not need money. No need to send! I wrote to you that we have e-mail does not work well. Do not send!
It is a pity that you were very cold. I hope that will be warmer. Thank you for the photos from your office, a cozy room. Tell me about the medals, which weigh on the wall? My grandparents were also medals. He got them after the war. You have a good telescope. I hope that we will be able to watch the stars with the help of it.

In general, my close people enjoyed it, the evening was excellent. It was a lot of communication, fun. But I did not have you around. Near the man a woman feels comfortable.
For the whole day I was very tired. Now I guess I'll lie down and fall asleep instantly. Nastya.

Letter 5

Good evening, darling John.

I'm glad to see your letter. Today I had a busy day. I got a lot of information. After work, I immediately went to the travel agency.
To begin with, I was worried when I went to the agency. But the agency me smilingly greeted the girl. I said that I called yesterday and wanted to know about traveling in England. She asked to wait a few minutes when a free consultant. Less than 2 minutes, as a consultant came and escorted to the office to see me.

I just explained my situation. I said that I had never been abroad. And also I do not know what documents are needed. It was important to know how difficult it is to travel to your country. But the consultant immediately reassured me. He said that their agency requires a minimum set of documents, and the journey will be ready as soon as possible. First, I have to provide a number of documents. I need a certificate of employment, 2 color photos, an income statement. As well as a medical certificate, copy of ID card, insurance, VAT. Once I give all the documents I need to fill out an application for a visa and passport. After all of my documents will be ready in 5-7 days. Also, I'll have to make a timely payment.

it looks not so difficult In principle, as I imagined. I also wanted to learn about the cost. But I could not. Since we did not choose the date of the meeting and the name of the nearest airport in your country. So we need to choose the best flight date that you would like to meet with me. And I'm waiting for the name of your nearest airport.

By the way, I did not say anything about what I will have to have funds in the bank account. Wow, you've started to write a story about yourself.
I think you know that I do not have time to write the whole story about me. Besides, I should learn a lot about my family, my mom. But in his spare time I write this, okay? I liked your story, thank you!

The John Dear, what do you think about everything that I write to you today? Do you like this tour? I want us to work together to address all the issues. It's important for me. Now I do not really want to read your answer. I think you will agree with me.
Write to me soon, kisses from Nastya.

Letter 6

Hello my dear John.

How is your health? How did you sleep? Last night I could not sleep, kept thinking about you and me. I'm so glad that we decided to take this important step in our lives. I am sure that we do everything correctly.

After work, I again went to the travel agency. By the way, I learned more about this agency. My colleague from work and used the services of the agency, she was thrilled. She said it was the best agency.
The agency I have provided all the information that you wrote to me. I, together with the consultant found the best flight. As a result, the full price of my journey is 59700 rubles. This cost includes all expenses for the trip.
Documents will cost 32,600 rubles and 27,100 rubles tickets. And also in the travel price includes a trip to Moscow, hotel accommodation in Moscow. Ready visa may take up to 2 days. Therefore, I need to book a room at the hotel. I was immediately warned that I could not order a separate documents or tickets. The agency is engaged in a journey completely. Then I asked to look for cheaper options. But the adviser said that ticket prices vary. Therefore it is better to book in advance.

I was told that if I can not afford to pay now, you can travel in installments. That is, the agency will pay for my journey. Once I would have to pay back the money with minimal interest credit for 6 months. Of course, I agreed to take this opportunity. Since the journey is too expensive for me. The consultant told me that I need to bring a certificate of employment on wages for the last six months. Once everything is in order. I think that's an excellent suggestion.

No need to cry with joy, haha. Because we have not met yet. Yes, I think that the meeting we will be able to talk to each other more about our lives. I'm sure we will have many interesting topics for dialogue, stories.
I'm sorry, that Tai Chi lesson, you could not concentrate because of me. I hope that the next time you turn. So glad that your daughter Debbie's happy for us. It is very cute!

If I understand you correctly, what you're willing to help me with finances to pay for my trip to you? I am pleased that you are willing to help with my travel. It's noble of you. I feel like you care about me, support me, thank you! It is very important for me! But it is not convenient to use your help, even a little embarrassing. It looks like something is wrong. I worry that you will develop a bad impression of me. That worries me! Of course, I do not deny your help could speed up the process with our meeting. Anyway, I am happy to feel your care, moral support. So I hope that we will solve this issue and will meet in the near future.

I am once again convinced that I have a great agency. They have vast experience in organizing trips. They can quickly execute all documents. Because cooperate with the visa department in Moscow. They are serious about their work and try to please your customers. So I think that you and I have chosen a different agency.
Now I look out the window and imagine that you're out there somewhere, you read my letter. We found each other among a billion people. It seems to me that our history will be to write a book ...
I am waiting for your letter. Nastya.

Letter 7

Good evening dear John.

Thanks for your letter! Only now I can write to you. The day passed quickly, I was very busy. How is the weather?
From the beginning of the day I went to the accounting department to obtain a certificate of wages. I have to take care that the evening she was ready. But in the accounting department, I was given a certificate printed in a couple of minutes. After I made a photocopy of the documents for the Agency.
Then I did a lot of work, but then I immediately went to the travel agency. I had time to come down and handed a certificate of wages. Together with a consultant we have made an application for installment on a journey. He said that he will consider my application and in a few days will give the answer. I'm a little worried, but I hope that everything will be okay. Now you just wait for a call from the agency.

You know the John dear, I am pleased that you want to help me with my journey. I do not even think that you offer your help. I still can not imagine that you're trying to help me. But you must also understand that I will still have to borrow money. Because you want to help me only with tickets. As you know, I also need to pay for the documents. Therefore, I will still borrow money.
If you're willing to help me, tomorrow I'm going to the bank and find out all about how you can help me. Good?

I understand that I need help with grammar. I hope you can help me with this. I am glad that all is well with your health! By the way, you know that we will always see one moon, despite the long distance between us!
You're right, it would be interesting to write a book about our love story. Unfortunately, I am not available on facebook. Thank you for the beautiful poetry, I like, very beautiful!
I realized so that the photo shows a shelf for books?

Today I did not even have time to eat lunch. I only ate in the morning and evening. Over dinner, I missed you, your sweet smile. We would light candles, play music and nice dinner together. Maybe you'd even invited me to dance? :) I no longer dancing!
You know, every day I feel as we get closer to our meeting. I understand that this meeting will be remembered forever. I think it will be exciting and at the same time touching moment. Maybe someone would call it madness. But I am ready to overcome this distance for the sake of our senses. And then we will find a lot of beautiful, touching moments in life. The future is not far off!
Longing to see you Nastya.

Letter 8

Hello my dear John.

How did you sleep? I woke up in a good mood. In the morning I prepare their own breakfast. My thoughts were about us. I want to start my morning with you, with breakfast, wake up from the kiss. This is my little dream that will soon become a reality :). Because I know we will meet soon.

In the evening I decided to go to the bank to find out more about how you can help me. I had to wait in line for a long time. Apparently after work, many people go to the bank. I briefly described the bank employee my situation. I immediately offered to use my bank account. Since this is the most reliable way to transfer funds. You only need to know some of my bank account.
My bank account was in the currency of the ruble. I was told that I could get the money from another country, you need to have an account in a foreign currency. I offered to open an account are in Euro. I agreed, and after a while my bill was ready.

Bank employees are encouraged to use when sending an express transfer. She explained this by the fact that an ordinary transfer of funds can take a long time, about 2 weeks. There have been cases that the transfer was delayed for a month or even longer. So we definitely need to use the Express translation. To send express transfers will need a small extra charge. I think that you will be able itself to learn more about it.

Here are my details and other data:

The account holder's name: Anastasiya Korshunova
Name of bank: PJSC "PROMSVYAZBANK"
Swift code of Bank: PRMSRUMM
The account number: 40817978740000107378
Currency: Euro

To send you also need to be addressed to me: Kamyshin, Tsiolkovskogo street, 3, Volgogradskaya oblast.
Zip code 403874. Bank Address: Address City Kamyshin, 15 Lenin Street.

I work in a small business. We have a 2 beautician, including me. But there are also other workers, hairdressers, makeup artists and other people. It turns out that about 20 people.
I understood it that you often meet with your friend and you join a group, which spend a great time. Maybe you have some photos from the show? I can imagine how it was beautiful. You probably got a lot of positive emotions and good impressions. Wow, did you go to the dance today. Yes, I dance very tiring when rarely dance.

Perhaps you misunderstood me. I have time to write to you. I'm just very busy! I understand that you are now able to help only a certain amount. I hope that all turn out. I am pleased to know that you so often think of me, even talking to me. I hope that no one sees, and that people do not understand you, haha! Tell me more about the Christmas show. By the way, what are your plans for the weekend?

Now I'm at home. I am very happy that we all get. We are approaching our meeting step by step. I am pleased that you have decided to help our meeting. I am sure that we will succeed and we will meet with you in the near future.
You know, I often imagine our first meeting. In my head so many thoughts. These first glance, a touch, a hug first, preposterous phrase. Did you think about that? All this is so cute. I can not wait for the moment when all this will be in the real world. I believe that we will succeed.
I look forward to your letter. Nastya.

Letter 9

good evening my dear John.

How do you? Perhaps today you will receive my letter late. I have the whole day was very busy. In the morning I had a good mood, the sun was shining.

Thank you for the beautiful photos. I understood that it was a grand idea. I understand how it was a great show. I would like one day to visit such a beautiful view.
Of course, I told my daughter and parents about you and me. They are happy for me, but a little worried that I fly to another country. Moreover, I have never traveled. They can be understood. These are my closest people, they worry about me. But they want me to be happy.
I understand that the study of the Russian language gives you hard. When we meet, I can teach you better, do not worry!

Elena My friend called me up early and offered to ride on roller skates. I quickly gathered, and we went to roledrom. There were many people, playing music, pleasant atmosphere. We had a great time, got a good feeling, a lot of impressions.
After we went into a cafe, hungry, we chatted for a while. In the evening I decided to pamper yourself with sweets and cakes prepared.

Your letter pleased me today. I am glad that you have everything worked out and you were able to send money to pay for my trip to you. I was worried and thought that there might be a problem. But I'm glad that everything went well.
I am once again convinced in your care, in your sincere feelings. I am happy to feel your support and attention. We've never met, but you trust me. I really appreciate it! For me it means a lot! You can say you accomplished the feat as a knight :).
I know that my feelings every day becoming stronger. I am sure that very soon I will be able to organize my journey. I believe that we will meet and we will enjoy the time spent together.

I had a good day, but it could end up even better if you were close. We could have a great time together. I hope that all these happy moments yet to come. Nastya.

Letter 10

Hello my dear John.
Yesterday I could not sleep for a long time, thinking about you and me. But I slept, woke up only because the lunch :). It is a pity that you did not sleep well. I hope that today you will sleep well.

I saw a postcard that you sent me, very romantic, thank you. It is a pity that you have bad weather. I, too, gets cold, but I am accustomed to, haha. In our country, divorces are usually. Of course, I was going through. But now all in the past. So you have to learn to ride a knight on a horse, haha. I do not quite understand what you wrote about the loan? I understand that you have a lot of housework. But do you cope. I'd like to help you. Thank you for your photo and beautiful poetry. I love.

Today I do the cleaning in the apartment, engaged in washing, cooking delicious cake with meat. In the evening I met with my friend Marina, and we went to the cinema to the film "Champions". This Russian film is based on the life and victories of the legendary Russian athletes. I like this movie. I think the younger generation is required to see it. I'm sure he will inspire to engage in sports and achieve victories.
I think that one day we might be together with you go to the movies. It would be a great first date. How do you think?
Now I'm at home, getting ready for bed. We need to sleep before a difficult work week.
Kissing ... Nastya.

Letter 11

Hello my dear John.

How do you? Today is my day off. So I decided to do all the remaining documents, photos, while there is time. I want everything to be done as quickly as possible.

In the morning I went to the hospital and was there until the evening. It turns out that to get a medical certificate need to go to many doctors, pass tests, chest x-rays to deliver vaccines and pay the state fee. Each specialist long queues. Well, that all doctors are in the same hospital. I immediately took place at several doctors to do everything faster. But today I could not get help. Because some tests will be ready tomorrow. So I need tomorrow will again go to the hospital to take tests. Then put in the print head physician. Once everything is ready.

On the way home I went to a photo studio to take a photo for documents. Willingness photos I had to wait about an hour. During this time, female photographer told me an interesting story. I want to share with you. Perhaps you remember, earlier photographers often say, "say cheese". It turns out early to draw the attention of restless children, photographer assistant at the right time raise the brilliant "bird", which is able to produce sounds. It helped that the kids could stand still for a few seconds in one position. However, I wonder?

Yes, you're my knight in the car haha.
Unfortunately, I misunderstood you. You sent me 400 pounds and you want to help with the rest of the sum in the next months? Explain please!
I have a small one-bedroom apartment of about 64 square meters. Thank you for the photos of your house, I like it. I will try to take a picture of my house in the near future. But I can not promise that you will get!

Lately, I often think of you. I feel that I can trust you with the most intimate dreams. Sometimes you want to come home and just sit on the couch, lay my head on your shoulder. Your embrace I miss. Perhaps you know yourself that feeling of loneliness when you wake up and fall asleep alone. I feel like a woman lack of love, affection, attention. I am sure that when we meet again, you will be taken care of and protect me.
I can not wait to get your answer. I look forward to. Nastya.

Letter 12

good evening my dear John.

How are you, darling? Are you all right?
I have a good news. All my references and other documents for the travel agency ready. In the morning I went to the hospital, tests in order. Therefore, the chief doctor easily set all print and wished a good holiday.
Now I can only pass all references to a travel agency. When should I apply for a visa. Will only order my journey, and to find good tickets and make a payment. I'm very glad!

In the evening I invited my closest friends to visit me. I cooked for us duck baked with apples and potatoes. We have not met. Therefore, there are many topics for discussion. Well, you know, we women often share, rumors, secrets, gossip. Of course most of all they wanted to know our plans with you. Therefore, most of the evening, we talked about you and me. I sometimes think that my friends know all about me. lol.
My friends warned me to be careful. They said that it is very dangerous. But I trust you. I believe in your sincere intentions. I know that will never cause harm to me. Of course, they do not understand me.
Friends have asked me to do for these photos and videos with you. And also to bring souvenirs, gifts. I decided to make a joke, said I was not going to return to Russia, haha. You should have seen the eyes of my friends, it was very funny. lol.

Of course, I do everything for the sake of us to meet with you. How is your training Russian language? I realized, so that today you are able to send money? I'm very glad. You can send me the receipt of the money transfer? The bank said that with the help of this receipt will I get the money without any problems. I think that I do not need your help next month. You helped so our meeting.
Yes, I already have in the city of snow. I understand that you have some health problems. I hope that your blood test will be all right. I hope that today you have to change provider without any problems and will be able to write to me!

By the way, my friend Marina said she will look for my apartment while I was away.
In general, the evening was good, everything was fine. Everything would be just perfect if the evening ended in your arms. I'm so tired of the day, that would probably just fell asleep in your lap. I believe that very soon all of our dreams and thoughts are real. I know that we will succeed.
I am waiting for your answer with impatience. Nastya.

Letter 13

Hello my dear John.

How is the weather? Today I had a lot of work. Before leaving on vacation need to keep everything in perfect order.
I can be your personal mentor in the study of the Russian language. Now I understand that you sent the funds via the Internet.
I am glad that with your internet okay. I was going through! No, I do not mind if you tell other people about us. I wonder their opinion!
Unfortunately, poor quality link. But I think that there are no problems!

My dear John, I've got bad news for you. I do not even know how to tell you this. I guess I let you down. Unfortunately, I was not able to finalize our meeting. I hope you can understand me. Today I called the travel agency employee. He said that I refused to installment of my journey. They argued that my salary is too small. And I can not pay for a trip for 6 months.

When I tried to solve this problem to me in all possible ways. I asked the help of my close friends, my boss. But now all of a difficult period, and no one could help me. Unfortunately, I was never able to solve this problem on their own. I know how upset you are now. After all, we have walked a long way to meeting our step by step. I just do not know what we do now. I can not believe that the money will cause our unfulfilled dreams. (Hope)

You know dear John, the last few days, I felt really happy. You came into my life. This gave me the strength to be a happy woman. Thanks to you, my life has become brighter, full of meaning, you have changed my views. I think you're also happier with me. But what do we do? Unfortunately, we have a problem that separates us. Maybe you have any thoughts, ideas?
I look forward to your answer. Nastya.

Letter 14

Hello my dear John.

How do you? How is your health? Today you have to donate blood, how did it go?
Unfortunately, yesterday I went to sleep as soon as you write a letter. I was very tired. So I write to you just now.

I'm ashamed that I could not take the credit. I am not to blame for this, but I feel guilty. I was so ashamed that you have helped with the means! Who do you want to help me with the rest of the funds.
Unfortunately, at the moment my account is empty. I went to the bank and they told me that there were no receipts. I think that first you need to wait until this part of the funding will come, which you posted, okay? Because full journey costs about 780 pounds. You sent 400 pounds, is still 380.
I hope that we will cope with this problem. I am glad that you can resolve this issue. But I do not feel it as something not right! Well, I try not to think about it! Therefore, I am ready to accept your help, thank you!

You know, the John dear, you're right, we should not delay our meeting, you need to meet quickly. By the way, I would love to spend Christmas with you. Do you think this is possible? Would you like that? By the way, how you celebrate Christmas?
I really miss. I hope that we will succeed and we will meet with you in the near future. I am waiting for an answer. Nastya.

Letter 15

Good evening, John.

Only now I can write to you. Very tired at work.
Today morning, my boss said to me, unexpected news. I came for a week intern, a young girl. It will be under my supervision. I will follow up its work, and to help in any situation. Before the release of the boss decided to upload my work well.

Today I went to the bank. I was told that as long as my account was not income. I hope that on Monday I can receive cash. I do not know how long is the transfer of funds. Do you know anything about this?
Well, after arriving to you I'll kiss you, haha. You're right, in our country, Christmas is celebrated on January 7th. We are waiting for the new year the most. My daughter will celebrate Christmas with your friends.

Wow, you have to cook a delicious dinner. Debbie was in the hospital that it happened? I have not planned to spend the weekend, a lot of work. Maybe you need to work tomorrow, too, to leave before everything was in order.
I hope you had a great time at the dance.
In the evening I cook lasagna with meat and cheese. It was delicious! I wonder what dish you want to cook for me. I think that you will be able to surprise me.

I'm starting to miss your letters. I began to think more about our first meeting. I come home and re-read our correspondence. I even happens is, lying on the bed, I turn on the music and dream. I walk through the park, and you come up behind me close your eyes, ask who was there, and I turn around and see you. And then we laugh and have fun, romance ...
How would you like to spend time with me when we meet?
Waiting for your answer. Nastya.

Letter 16

Hi dear John.

How are you? What kind of weather do you have over there today? How is your health?
Today at work I had a short day. So after I went to do fitness. Now I feel fine. After exercise you feel cheerful, but there is some fatigue.

In a previous letter to tell you about the girl who came to us to work. Her name is Alexandra. We went to dinner together, talked a little bit. He is sweet, kind, self-confident woman, she turns all. it reminds me of the moment. haha.

Thank you for your letter morning, it was nice. Yes, I slept well. How did you sleep? For the first time I have an intern. I do not need a lot of standing at work. But the fatigue is still there after a working day.
Now I understand that the transfer of funds takes time. I hope that everything will turn soon.

I was pleased to read your words, very cute. I changed your life. Nobody has written or even spoken those words. Thank you! I appreciate it!
I now -7 degrees, quite cold. I understand what you're doing stand for Debbie. I'm glad you had a great time at the dance. Yes, I love dogs. As a child I had a dog, very smart.

I was walking home through the park. But I went to heavy rain. He can not stop me. I went and thought about you and me. We have a feeling that we can no longer hide. I want to meet you and show my feelings in the real world. I often think about you and me. I believe that soon we will meet with you.
I wish you a good evening. Nastya.

Letter 17

Good evening dear John.
How did you sleep? Yesterday I could not sleep, thinking about our first meeting. Still, our acquaintance was not accidental. I think it was fate.

For lunch, I sometimes take food from home. Where do you have lunch? Today Alexander brought the salad that I had not tried. I took the recipe, I think to cook it on weekends. Salad called Koulslo. The first time I heard the name. What did you have for lunch?

Wow, I knew well that the weather in your country has cooled down, it was only 6 degrees. And I now have -11 degrees, cold, brrr. I'm glad you feel better after the Tai Chi.
I have a gym membership. So I go at any time. Yes, you are right, after a tired day, I forget about English grammar, haha.

By the way, I wrote you a letter in complete darkness. When I came home, I was a little surprised because I did not turn on the lights. I could not understand the reason. Neighbors said that the whole day was a problem with electricity. In the near future workers should fix the problem. Do you often have problems with electricity?
I think that with each new letter of our senses become stronger. I like this feeling. Do you feel the same? Nastya.

Letter 18

Hi dear John.

How was your day? What is interesting you today?
Today after work I went to a meeting with graduates of the school. It is a pity that there were only 10 people. Every 3 years we are going with the guys and talk about life, do not come true or a dream come true, and other aspects. We were in the cafe, had a fun time, remembered many interesting stories from our lives.
Maybe you have an interesting story from your school or university years?

I was a little sad to hear in your letter some words about bad people. Of course, I understand that there are a lot of dangerous people around the world, not only on the Internet. But if you're not willing to help our meeting, I understand. You see, I'm not asking for your help. I just want to meet you. So I can give you back your money when they go to my account and cancel the trip. I do not want you to think badly of me. Because for me, trust is the most important. I hope that you emerge a better opinion of me.

I'm sure one day I will do for you Koulslo. I'm sure you'll love this salad, it was delicious! Wow, yesterday Debbie cook you a great dinner. I would like to join you, haha.
You're doing fine, you're doing the exercises at home, that's right! Thank you for a wonderful dog photo next to the fireplace. Oh, I'd like to be near you. In our country we say: like when you really love. Do you understand? I'll try to explain it to you when we meet.

In the evening, after the meeting, I thought a lot about us. Almost all my friends have families, their second halves. I also want to be happy, have fun, enjoy every moment in life. Do you agree with me?
I imagined our first kiss. It seems to me that this moment will never be forgotten. It will be unforgettable. Do you think about that?

I understand that I am what is missing inside. I want to spend with you-time, walk in the park, to sit with you at the table together to solve problems and enjoy life.
I want to accompany you on a sweet kiss on the work and bring breakfast in bed. You'll like it! Nastya.

Letter 19

Hello my dear John.
I want to communicate with you in the real world. You see, some of the thoughts and feelings can not be put into words. It can only be felt or seen.

I woke up, I did not have you around, your body warmth, affection of your hands and kissing your lips. I do not know how to comfort themselves with the thought that we will meet soon. We will have everything like a fairy tale enigmatically. I began to think more often about our meeting with you. I hope that soon we will be able to meet in the real world.

Until now, on my account did not have any income. I am very upset. I hope that soon all turn out. Believe that only thought about us, about our meeting gives me the strength to go forward. I am glad that we finally decided to meet.

I understand that it is very important to me your trust. Most importantly, you must understand that I just want to meet you and be happy. For me it does not matter material well-being. For me it is important to be happy!
Wow, you almost had a fire. I am very upset. My dear the John, please be careful. I'm worried about you!

Today is my day off. I slept for a long time and woke up only in the afternoon. I was awakened by a call of my friend Marina. We went with her in a cafe. We had a good time together. We decided to talk a little bit about you, about you and me. She was glad that I have found such a wonderful man like you. But to say that I should be careful, after all I am going to the man in another country. But I said that I completely trust you, and you and I have feelings for each other. So between us genuine, sincere feelings, built on trust. Nastya.

Letter 20

Good morning, my dear John.

Today I had some time in the morning, so I decided to write to you. How do you? How is the weather? How's Debbie?
I do not know why the visa application center to communicate with you. Because I fly to you on a tourist visa, that is, as a tourist. So I think that the visa application center will not mess with you.

I think we have some misunderstandings. You sent me a card with the correct street Tsiolkovskogo, where I live. Apparently, I did not understand you correctly. On the map you can see my house at number 3. I note it to you.
I'll try to call you soon. If I understood correctly, you made the transfer of funds? If I understood correctly, you are sent an additional 400 pounds? I hope that the money will come in the near future. After that we will see you very soon!

I understand how you are happy. Because I am also very glad that we have all turns out. I hope that all happen in the near future. I am very worried. But I believe that everything will be okay. Good day, I write more in the evening. Miss, Nastya.

Letter 21

Hello my dear John.

How was your day? What is new and interesting things happened you today?
Today I was a bit of a bad day. At first, I was almost late for work because she could not close the door with the key, jammed. In the afternoon I went to eat in the dining room, but forgot to take the purse. After a day, I went home. The street was bad weather, snow and strong winds. It so happens that today was not a good day at all.

I fly to you on a tourist visa, but I need to provide information, where I'll stay. So of course, I will need to specify your data. I just do not think they will call you. Well, most importantly, that we have met with you.
By the way, I have your address: 4a The Green, Ashbocking, Ipswich, Suffolk, IP6 9JY, England. I'm right?
Unfortunately, I could not call you, there is a problem on the line. I'll try to call you at the weekend!

Here are all the ingredients for the salad: 700-800 grams of cabbage, carrots - 1 piece, onion - 1 piece, sour cream - 3 tbsp. Mayonnaise - 3 tbsp. Apple vinegar - 1 tablespoon of yogurt or yogurt - 1 tbsp. And mustard - 1 teaspoon sugar - 1 tablespoon salt, pepper.

I saw your letter and I immediately a smile on his face, my eyes sparkling with happiness. My mood became much better. I once flourished as a scarlet flower. I'm so glad that we continue to communicate with you. It is very important for me. Your letters bring me a lot of positive emotions. Sometimes I think that I read your letter, and tested my most beautiful moments in life. I'll wait for your letter with impatience. Nastya.

Letter 22

Hello my dear John.

How do you?
My darling, I want you happy. Today I went to the bank and they told me that the money transferred to the account. Wow, so fast, I am very happy. In general, today I paid the remaining amount of money. I'm very glad. Now everything is all right. We will meet soon, cheers.

I am very happy that we did it. Now only remains to wait a bit. I understand that waiting is hard. But then we will have a lot of bright, positive side.
By the way, today I started the long-awaited vacation. My boss gave me a couple of days, which are not included in the holiday, so I was able to prepare for the journey.
I have already started to collect things, you need to be prepared in advance. But then I remembered that I do not have bags (suitcases) that I will go to you.

After dinner, I went shopping. It was hard to choose a suitcase, but a specialist to help me. I immediately explained that I needed to fly to another country. I was advised to take the trolley to not bother. Especially since it was a discount. Now I have a small suitcase on wheels.
I also thought of you! I bought you a little souvenir from my country. I'm sure you'll like it. But I will not tell you about the gift, it will be a surprise. By the way, perhaps, you have personal wishes? What do you want me to be brought to you from my country?

On the way home, I thought a lot about clothes. You do realize that we women are ready to go every day in different outfits. But I can not take all my clothes for you. I need your advice, now dressed women in your country? In addition to underwear, I will take her blouse, boots, pants, jeans, skirts, shirts. I'm sure that we'll go to the cinema, restaurant or theater. Therefore, you need to take beautiful dresses and shoes with heels. What's the weather like in your country? I need to take warm clothes?
I am glad that your blood tests in order. It's a good news. Now what you will be December 22 following analysis? Wow, Debbie prepares Risotto? This is one of my favorite dishes. Maybe one day we will cook with it!

I understood that you had a health problem, it is very sorry. I hope that now with Debbie feel better? Do not worry, now with my health got better. I think I have the common cold, nothing serious.
I'm glad you had a great time at the dance. Haha, I know what your friends think you're a couple with Anne. I am glad that you were able to do a TV, well done :).

You know the John dear, in your every letter, I feel like you're trying to give me your most sincere feelings, make compliments. Through letters, phrases and sentences I feel your care and attention. It makes me incredibly happy.
I believe in our bright future. I know that very soon we will be able to make each other's lives happier. I understand that it is ready to start my new life with you. I am willing to associate my future with you. I want all of our plans and dreams come true. We will succeed! Nastya.

Letter 23

Hello my favorite John.

You have no idea how I was upset. I was very worried that the words do not convey. But when I read your letter, I have hope again appeared.
You have no idea how glad I am able to help our meeting. I'm ashamed of you. I is not convenient to use your help. You helped me so much, you're organized my trip. I'm not myself, you have helped. But it's nice. Of course, I am very glad that you were able to help. For now we will meet with you. I understand that you are a reliable man. Do you really like the knight :).
I'll pay you back when fly to you. I hope you understand that I do not spend them anywhere. If I understand correctly, you are sent a ? 4,000, but I had less. I hope that the funds will go through Saturday. Because on Sunday, I have to go to Moscow.

I am very glad that we can meet with you in the near future. You have no idea how much I'm glad. You gave me hope for our meeting. I am grateful to you!
I'm sure I will not have any problems in obtaining a visa. Because all of my documents are in order. I'm sure I'll be all right!
My dear John, now later time. I'll try to wait for your letter. But I will write you an answer tomorrow. I was very tired for today, and I want to sleep. I will write you more tomorrow morning. Very I miss your Nastya.

Letter 24

Good morning my favorite John.

How do you? Are you all right?
Yes, now I have understood that there is a swimming pool in Yorkshire. I am glad that you understand about laying the ears. Well, I will open your mouth wide. I wonder what they thought of me sitting next to people, haha.

My tourist visa is issued for 3 months. So I can be about 90 days to your country. It is a pity that my vacation will not be allowed to be so long, haha.
Of course, I understand that you made the transfer ? 4,000 to my account. I hope that the funds will come in the near future. I just do the receipt. I hope that everything will be okay. Do not worry, I will not even withdraw money from the account. That is, after I arrive. I'll give you your money! I will try to go to the bank today to check your account. But I think that means they could not do so quickly!

In general, when a visa I need to prove their solvency. That is, so that I can keep myself in your country. My travel agent said that would solve all questions. So do not worry, everything will be fine. I have a good travel agent. He will solve all the questions!

Haha, do you think I'll take a gun or a knife, it's ridiculous! You amuse me, thank you! I'm sure everything will be okay. I can not wait to see you at the airport. I am glad that Debbie could give me a dressing gown, very cute!
You have no idea how I still feel ashamed in front of you. You helped me so much. Now we have this situation. But I'll give you money. Everything will be fine!

Wow, you've already booked the hotel, nice! Yes, after we can go for a walk, holding hands :). So cute!
Of course, I'm a little worried. But your support is good for me. I believe that soon will be all right. I miss you very much. I will write in the evening. Your Nastya.

Letter 25

good evening my dear John.
How is your mood? Today, I have great news for you. Because the funds are available for. So very soon we will be able to meet you. I am very happy!

Only in the evening I was able to go to the office of the bank to get cash. Everything went fine. I have no problems. Also in the office a few minutes later I transferred money in travel check. I forgot to tell you about travel check. It is a system to store funds designed for travel. Many people use travel check in order to cash security. It is the most convenient, practical and safe way to store money while traveling. Without me and my identity will not be able to conduct financial transactions or cash. Even in the case of loss of travel check I can get the money.
I was told that on arrival in your country I will be able to cash it in any bank. I just show you a check at the embassy with a visa. After that I just can give you back your money. Do not worry!

Once I went to a travel agency. My agent gave me all my documents and said that I can only have an interview at the visa application center in Moscow. In this his work is done. He wished me good luck and a pleasant journey. Now I can only wait for 4 December - the date of my departure to Moscow.

Yes, I slept very well last night. It is a pity that I did not dream dreams. Thank you for a copy of the details. I saw her. I appreciated your humor about knives and guns, haha.
Now I understand that you have booked the cottage, so nice to us! Thank you for everything, I am very grateful. I already know how you will meet me at the airport. Haha, maybe we'll meet each other with a smile on your face :).

You know, the John dear, I'm really glad that I have you. You're the most caring man in the world. In any situation, you help me. Look, I appreciate your concern, support and attention. For me, as for any women is very important.
Every time you prove to me your real feelings, love. I understand that I trust myself to you, my life. But I know that at the meeting you will always protect me, appreciate, respect, love, care for me. Now I have so many emotions running through my mind.
I understand that you, our dream will soon become a reality. I believe that we will succeed. Together with you, we were able to get through the problem that we met on the way. I believe that it is only made our feelings for each other stronger. We have become more powerful, confident. The relationship is very important support. In life there are different moments. Therefore it is important in any situation to help each other. Then all will be well. I believe that very soon, our meeting will take place, and happiness is waiting for us somewhere ahead.
Very miss you, your Nastya.

Letter 26

Hello my dear John.

How are you? How is your health? Are you all right? It is very important to know how you feel each day. I really want to meet you soon, so that we can share with each other happy moments in life. So that we can enjoy every day and help each other in difficult moments! Thank you for a great photo of the waterfall, I really like.

I can not believe that tomorrow I already need to leave my town to Moscow. To be honest, I'm curious, how will my first flight. I still have some excitement before the flight.
As you know, I am very well prepared for the trip. Therefore, today I once again checked all the documents. I put them in a separate bag. I also collected my suitcase. He turned me a little. All my clothes fit. I did not take with him gels, shampoos, conditioners, balms, creams for skin care. Well, you know, women have a lot of different tools for self-care. So I took the only right thing and makeup.

I also checked some information on the Internet about the flight. I learned that baggage must not exceed 20 kilograms. It seems to me that I even luggage does not exceed 10 kilograms, haha. By the way, I'm a little upset that I can not take with your favorite perfume. Because you can not carry more than 100 milliliters of liquid. But do not worry :).
In general, I learned a lot about flying. So I completely ready for anything.

Wow, you're so early wake up and think about us, so cute. I think that we can really have a good time together, love each other. On his arrival in Russia, we will solve the problem, when we meet with you. You do not know Russian. Therefore, you will be hard in my country. But one day you'll have to visit me, my family. I understand that there may be problems with the work in your country. I am sure that we can resolve these issues!
Of course, tomorrow I'll write you before leaving my city. I'm leaving for 7pm. In Moscow, I arrive at 2pm.

To be honest, I can not wait to start my journey. I want to feel the emotions of the trip for you. I have so many thoughts in my head, emotions overwhelm me. I imagine I will get a visa, the first flight in an airplane. But the most important thing is our meeting with you. This incredibly exciting time. It seems to me that I can not find the words when we first met. So if I will be silent for a while, you will not be scared, haha.
In fact, I think that everything will go well. I think we are waiting for the first awkward moments, phrases. Beautiful emotions on our face will be visible to anyone at the airport. I think that we will shine with happiness. I even now very much want to hold you, so that you pressed me to her breast. I know that I will be well with you. I think it will be the most memorable moment of my life. So cute! Come on, something I'm dreaming as a kid, haha.
As you can see, I smile a lot. I have a good mood. The smile on my face does not go away. All because soon we will meet with you. I know that with you I have nothing to fear. I know that you will take care of me, protect me. I know that we made the right decision and decided to meet. Therefore, we continue to expect only the happy moments! Kiss, hug ... Nastya.

Letter 27

Hello my dear John.
Today I got up at 9 am and decided to do the cleaning. I washed the floors, finally tidied up in my closet with things. We had to wash curtains, wash floors and windows, vacuum the carpet, clean up in the balcony. Now, my apartment is completely clean and I am very pleased to be in my apartment. Usually I do a cleaning every week.

I'm very tired. After heavy cleaning needed to cook something tasty. I decided to fry potatoes with meat. As a child, I was very fond of fried potatoes and often asked her mother to cook me. But then she learned.

Yes, I know that you danced yesterday and went straight to bed. I hope you had a good time? Maybe we could dance together at a meeting?
Wow, I knew well that your friend wants to meet with us? I am not against that. How do you say and do.
You've put a Christmas tree for Christmas? I would like to see it. In my country also decorate the Christmas tree toys, garlands house, on top of the Christmas tree is a red big star, very beautiful.

Of course, Ekaterina continues to learn. She has a very difficult study. Thank you, I will give her your words. Yesterday I slept for a long time, because she was tired of the whole day. Yes, you're right, in a hodgepodge lot of different meats. I'll make you this soup at the meeting. I think you `ll like it.
Do not worry, I think I can sleep on the train a few hours. It seems to me that I would be nervous before our meeting, I could not sleep, haha.
By the way, I found some photos Dales online. This is a very beautiful place.

I realized, so that today you, Debbie, and her boyfriend will communicate with Professor Brian Cox. I hope that you will spend a great time. I'd like to try your dinner date.

I often can not sleep. I begin to think about our meeting with you. So many things come to mind. Sometimes I go to the store and I can not collect my thoughts. All I think about you and me. I would like to ask you what you think about you and me? We have a huge amount of time communicating with you. I'll wait for your answer with impatience.
Have a nice evening! Nastya.

Letter 28

good evening my dear John.
Unfortunately, I could not write to you earlier. So many things had to do today. Very soon I will need to go to the station. I will accompany my loved ones and friends.

I had forgotten that the trip to Moscow will be about 19 hours. So I went to the store and bought some food for the road. By the way, I also bought you a gift. I'm not going to tell you about it. But I'm sure you'll like it. I think you can not sleep, and you will think about the surprise, haha. But you have to be patient! I'm sure you'll be pleasantly surprised!

My spirits are called Nina Ricci. I am glad that you can track the flight. Then you can meet me at the time! You're right, at the airport we only see each other. By the way, I passed your word daughter, she said she was very nice and cute! Thank you!

I hope that the first visit to Moscow will go well. I took with me the book in the way that the time passed quickly. I'm starting to think about the interview. But I do not even think to worry, because I'm ready.
Now I hope that has not forgotten anything. But I checked a lot of times. So I'm sure everything will be fine. After a few minutes I'm going to the station. So wish me a good journey. I will write to you as soon as I get to Moscow.
I really miss you. Kiss, hug, your Nastya.

Letter 29

Hello my dear John.
Hooray, I am in Moscow, all right! I was able to find time to write to you just now, because I had a lot to do. Perhaps you're worried. But do not worry, everything is fine. I got no problems. I thought that the trip would be tiring. But for me it was pretty fast. Of course, I have fatigue. In Moscow, I arrived in the evening. Near the train station, I took a taxi and got to my hotel.

On the train, I thought a lot about us. In my head there were different thoughts. I understand that we share just a few hours. Very soon we will meet with you and will be the happiest.
By the way, in a train, I met an interesting woman. We talked a little bit. In general, there was an interesting conversation. I said I'm going to see you in another country. She said that I was very brave. In response, I said that happiness does not come by itself. You need to go to meet him!

I sat in the hotel without any problems. I said that I should have booked a room. I was immediately drawn up and explained the entire hotel operation, some of the equipment. And I helped to deliver the luggage and carried to the rooms, good service. I immediately went to the shower, after a meal.

I've never been in Moscow, this is a very big city. There are so many people and they are all somewhere in a hurry. The first time I got stuck in traffic, there was a small accident. In my town I've never seen so many cars, the more traffic jams. The taxi driver told me that in the big cities there are daily traffic jams because of the large number of machines. In general, I have developed different impressions of this city. I imagined him a little different. But this is not important!

The most important thing is that we will soon meet with you. I am very happy that after a couple of days we'll be together. Very soon, all our dreams will come true. We will be able to realize all conceived plans into reality. Most importantly, we will be happy. We deserve it. For a long time we went to our meeting!
Tomorrow I need to have an interview at the visa office. I was told that I should come to the interview to 10:00. But I will come to the visa office a little earlier. I do not want to be late. Frankly, I was very worried. I hope everything will be OK. I need to relax, get some sleep now. Tomorrow is a tough day!
I will write to you as soon as I pass the interview.
I kiss you favorite. Your Nastya.

Letter 30

Hello my dear John.
I want to start a letter with good news. Hooray, hooray, I got the visa! You can congratulate me! You have no idea what a pleasant emotions play in me now. This means that tomorrow we will meet with you. I am very happy.

In the morning I found out how I get to the visa department. It turns out, had to drive only 2 stops. But during the trip, I thought, and drove stop. I find it funny now to remember it all. But at that time I was seriously worried. Fortunately, everything turned out well, and I had time for an interview.
I had to wait in line about half an hour. All this time, inside was some fear. I thought, what questions will ask me. It seems to me that I should not have worried. Everything went better than I expected. I was called, I said to provide all the documents and check on my pay. An employee of the visa department checked all the documents, then asked some questions. The purpose of the trip, to whom I was going, where I live, for how long I'm going, I know English a little about the family, about work. In general, I coped. Officer gave me a visa and wished Godspeed.

I guess you're glad not less, and perhaps even more than me :). Now we do not worry or worry. Everything will be fine. I have tickets, visa, passport, all documents are in order. Tomorrow we will meet in the real world. Are you happy? I yes, very happy!
You know, I can not tell you the emotions that I received at a visa. It is impossible to describe in words. I was just very happy!

You know the John dear, I think I can not sleep tonight. It seems to me that the thought of you, our meeting will not let me sleep. Probably, I will represent our meeting. I will think about flying, about our dreams, plans. I believe that very soon we will be able to realize all our ideas into reality. I am writing this to you, and I have goosebumps. Do you sometimes get the feeling? It is quite unusual feeling.
Now I can only wait for my flight tomorrow. I think I can write to you tomorrow. Therefore, be sure to wait for my letter :).
Very miss the whole, your Nastya.

Letter 31

Hello my beloved John.

Perhaps you're in the airport now, and you're waiting for me. How much I want to be near you right now. I was very upset and I do not know if I can correctly explain everything to you. Perhaps you will be very upset when he read my letter. But I ask you, not scold me! I'm very bad now.

Another day it was all good. I woke up, took a bath, and preparing for our meeting. At that moment I dreamed only of you and of our meeting. I have haeded over the keys to my room at the hotel, I wrote you a letter and went to the airport.
I arrived at the airport early, about an hour for 3-4 before the flight. I was told that you need to be sure to arrive early to register. For a while I was waiting inside. Then announced registration for my flight. I have to show your passport, tickets, handed over the luggage. Then I passed a preflight inspection, inspection of carry-on baggage. I even went through the metal detector. After that I could only go through security checks. Here, people from the security check people on the wanted list, debts and other violations. I thought that everything would be okay, but I could not pass this control. I began to check the database and say that I have unpaid credit for my apartment. That is, I am registered in the debtors. A security officer told me that I can not leave Russia until I pay for the loan completely. Indeed, I have a bank loan for my apartment. But why can not I fly to you? I have all the documents, visa, passport. I do not understand. A security officer told me that as long as I have not paid my debt for an apartment, I would not leave Russia.

I was surprised and did not understand what was happening. I tried to explain to them that I would come back and continue to repay the loan for an apartment. After I pay my credit regularly! I cried and tried to explain the whole situation. I was approached by a woman employee of the airport and tried to calm me down. She began to explain to me why I can not leave the country at the moment.
She said that at first I had to pay off the loan. After that I will be able to fly to another country. It turns out I should not have any debt to the bank, taxes or any unpaid fines, if I want to visit another country. In Russia, there is a law which says: who has unpaid fines, taxes, alimony, unpaid bank loan or is blacklisted, such people do not have the right to leave Russia.

About 15 years ago I took my apartment in the mortgage. Every month I paid certain amount from my salary. The cost of my apartment is about 37,000 pounds. I must remain my bank for an apartment of about 11,600 pounds. I paid the money that I had to travel check. I thought it would help me to come to you. But no. I can arrive to you only after the loan is fully paid. It turns out that now I have my bank ? 7800. I understand that it is a lot of money. But I need to find any way to this amount. After that, I can sell my apartment and come to you forever.
My favorite is the John, perhaps, you are very angry with me now. Because I know that was wrong. I took your money without permission and spent them. But understand that all I have done in the hope that we will meet with you. Do you understand?

I am ashamed that everything turns out well. I understand that you were waiting for me today! I also was set up for our meeting today. But I can not do anything. I did not expect this. I just do not know what to say.
In my head, as if everything turned upside down. All my dreams of you, of us at one point simply collapsed. I sat for a long time at the airport and was crying. I had a feeling of loneliness. I do not even know who to call, white. Besides you, I do not even know who to ask. What should I do my favorite John? I can not fly to you until you will repay the loan on an apartment.

I was embarrassed in front of you and I failed you. But I want to fix it. I want to prove to you that my feelings for you are real. I am even ready to sell my apartment for your sake and for the sake of our meeting. What should I do? After the sale of my apartment I'll have enough money, so I can give you back all your money back. And when I have the money from the sale of the apartment, I could fly to you on their own. But I still pay another 7,000 pounds.
When we sell my apartment, we will be rich. I can get about 37,000 pounds for the sale of my apartment. And we do not need the money. But for that I have to pay the loan in the amount of 7800 pounds. This insanely large amount of money. But we owe it to our future happiness. For the sake of our future happy life together. I really want to meet you. I do not want to lose everything, what we wanted, what we dreamed.
Just remember how we dreamed about our future? We drew up plans, share ideas with each other. This was spectacular. I do not want us to miss those happy moments in life.
Now my head is so much information that I am very confused. I like to do everything correctly. I was in fractions of minutes from landing the plane. I do not understand why it happened. Apparently the fate of us creates an obstacle. But I believe that we will go through all the obstacles and barriers will be the happiest.
At the moment I really feel bad, I have a headache. I drank a few pills, but they do not help. I think I need to try to sleep.
I am waiting for your letter. Your Nastya.

Letter 32

Good evening my favorite John.

I could not write to you earlier. I tried to solve the problem that I have emerged. In addition, it was necessary to find a place to spend the night. I returned to the hotel and took a room for a couple of days in the last resort.
Yes, I understand that this is a lot of money. I understand that it is impossible for you to help us to meet. But I'm not asking for your help. I understand that you did so much for our meeting.
You have no idea how bad to me now. I do not even know what to do. I'm sorry, it turns out that I lied to you. After all, I promised you that we will meet. I'm sorry I did not make that promise. But I'm not guilty. I did everything that was in my power. I just have their hands tied. I do not know where to find such a large amount of cash. Of course, if you could help, I would have immediately returned the money to you. I can sell my apartment. I'm ready to take this step for the sake of our meeting. I still want to buy an apartment less. But then I need now is to go home and prepare documents. I do not know what to do now. Write me what to do. I just do not know what we can do.

I understand that 7,800 pounds is a lot of money. However, after the sale of my apartment I can get 37,000 pounds and give you back all the money that you helped me. I am ready even to make the remaining funds to our family budget. Because I have to you the most sincere feelings. I want to relate to you my life. I just can not imagine what I'd do without you. All my thoughts are about you, about us. I think only of you. I like you very much needed!
Dear John I hope you understand that I stayed at the hotel for a couple of days. I paid a last resort. But tomorrow, we must decide what we do next. What kind of visa do you write to me? I understand that I have already received a visa. We just need to see you.

I understand you. I understand what you're feeling. I understand that it was also a shock for me. I not long ago become a better feel. I was crying, she could not settle down. Many people looked at me with surprise. But they could not understand me, my situation. They just do not understand my strong feelings for you.

There is one obstacle that separates our meeting between us. But I believe that we can solve, and we will be the happiest.
I very much want to be with you. Because I want to be happy. But happy I can just be with you. I can not imagine what I'd do without you.
I want to wake up with you, go to sleep together. I just want together, holding hands walking down the street. I need nothing more. I want you to just being there. I want you stroked my hair. Only I need you.
I feel bad now. I do not know what we will do next. I can not write any more. I do not know if I can sleep. I am waiting for your letter. Nastya.

Letter 33

Hello my favorite John.

I understand that you have no ability to help us meet. I'm sorry. I do not even know what to do. Because I can not sell my apartment. First, I need to pay my debt in the amount of 7800 pounds. After that I could sell my apartment. That is, no one will buy my apartment, if there is a debt. We have such laws. So I can not do anything. I'm very upset. Unfortunately, I can not stay long in Moscow. So tomorrow morning I will go home.

I've talked to people from the visa department. I was told that I need to make visa brides. But first I have to fly to you on a tourist visa, which is available for me. Do you understand? That is, we still need to meet first on a tourist visa. Then I can go back to him and to make visa brides. After that we will decide the remaining issues. I can sell my apartment and live with their parents in the home. This is no problem!

Of course, I understand that you yourself want to come to me. But first, I must come to you. If I could take out a loan to pay for an apartment, then for a long time I would have done it. But, unfortunately, I can not take the credit. I just do not give such a large sum of money.
My dear John, I am ashamed to ask you for help. You have so much to help me. But maybe you will give credit? You do realize that I will be able to sell an apartment in the next two weeks and will return money to you. That is no problem. Everything will be good.

I understand that you and I have serious feelings. After all, we want to be together. I really wanna be with you. Therefore, I am ready to do anything for our meeting. I just can not imagine my life without you. You added to my life the best feelings. I know that with you we will be the happiest. After all, we understand each other perfectly. I believe that all will be well. I miss you very much. Waiting for your answer. Your Nastya.

Letter 34

Hello my favorite John.

Of course, the John's favorite, I understand that you feel for all this time. I understand how you were tough. You have no idea what I was also very hard. I have just calmed down. But I still can not come to his senses. After all, we were so close to our meeting. But I believe that we should not give up. I believe that we will succeed if we make every effort.

My dear the John, forgive me, I understand that betrayed you. But I did it for the sake of our meeting. Look, I think we will be able to meet. Because I promise you that we will meet with you. You must also understand that I have for you is the most serious feelings. Of course, I am in Moscow. But an hour later my train home. Therefore, I can only write you tomorrow late afternoon.

Yes beloved John, you are very rude in this letter. I thought that there is trust between us. You can not imagine how it pains me that you do not trust me. After we meet, it will be very embarrassing. Because I never even gave a reason to doubt yourself. I feel bad now. After all, I did everything to meet you. Yes, I do not have that kind of money. But I'm not to blame. I do not need your money. At my age, why not have a lot of money. I just want to be a happy woman. It is a pity that you have begun to doubt me. It is unpleasant! But I understand that there is such a situation.

You know dear, I understand that you have a debt for a car. Understand what I'm after the sale of my apartment even be able to help you pay the debt. That is, I can give you back all your money that you lent me, and to pay the debt. I understand that I want to meet with you. For me it is very important our meeting. I am ready to sacrifice everything for the sake of our meeting. I need nothing more. Only our meeting, our feelings. We have been going to this. I want to meet with you the new year. I believe that we are close, if we try in the near future to resolve all issues.

Yes, I understand that you need a copy of my passport and visa. On arrival home, I made a copy and send it to you in a letter. I hope that then you will trust me. Because my most sincere intentions.

Of course, I understand that you have a little chance to get the funds. I believe that you will do it. My favorite is the John, I swear to you that you will get all the money back. I do not even know how you prove it. Just believe in me, in our feelings. Remember how we dreamed of our meeting. We all will be well. You know, I'm all ready for our meeting. I promise you I'll give you all the tools. Moreover, we will meet with you and will be the happiest. All our dreams will come true. We will be able to spend time at the cottage, which we have dreamed. We can even go on a trip together, just you and me. I understand that I dream only of you. I think of you. All my thoughts are about you. I believe that we will succeed. I want to sleep with you, wake up with you.
Understand that I do it is hard to explain in a letter. I find it hard to convey all my feelings. But they overwhelm me now. I know that only I need you. I know and believe that we will succeed. I promise. Now I need to run. I will write how come. Miss, your bride Nastya.

Letter 35

Good evening my favorite John.
Only now I can write to you. I drove to the house, everything is in order. By the way, right after my arrival I made a copy of the documents that you requested. So I hope that now everything will be fine and we'll see you soon.

Understand that I am also annoyed that the laws in my country. But I'm not to blame. I just want to meet you. I am confident that we will meet in the new year, if we do all the time. We all turn out.
You do not need to ask for forgiveness. I understand you! I guess I would also itself was very disappointed in your place. But I understand that I am also very hard. Even harder than you. After all, I went to Moscow. You have no idea how hard for me. After all, I'm a woman!

I like your attitude. You're right, we will win this battle. You and I will be stronger than any circumstances. We all turn out. I miss you so much. I want to meet you soon. I need you.
Unfortunately, my letter will be small. I was very tired from the road. So I need to rest. I will write you tomorrow. Very I miss your Nastya.

Letter 36

Hello my dear John.
Unfortunately, I could not write to you earlier. Today I slept for a long time. After the trip, I felt very tired. So I had a good sleep. In general, everything is fine. I feel fine.

The journey takes about 19 hours. So I'm very tired. I never thought that I would be so brave. All this I do for the sake of our meeting. So I hope you understand that I'm also trying to do everything in my power for us.

Today, I have gathered some of the documents for the sale of my apartment. Tomorrow I'll also prepare many documents for the sale of my apartment. I hope that tomorrow you will not have any problems. I will pray that you give credit. Then we will be able to pay for the mortgage of my apartment, and I can sell my apartment. Then I'll give you all your money. Then we will be able to meet you. Basically, the plan looks great. I believe that we will succeed in the near future.

I'm sorry that you have had problems with the tires on the road. I was very worried. But glad you're all right. Yes, you're right, my middle name Olegovna.
If I understood correctly, that you did not return the money for a cottage? Why? I think they should have to return the money to you. After all, you did not use it.

Yes, I think I need to go back to work, so you spend more time with you. I now have a lot of work, you need to prepare all documents for sale. Thank you for the beautiful photos of the cottage, I like it. Oh, so sorry, I was not able to see this beauty with you. But I think that we have all come. Together we can handle.
You know, the John dear, I believe that soon we will solve all the issues. I believe that we will succeed and we will meet with you. Every day I think only about you, about our meeting. We will solve all the issues, and we will be the happiest. I miss only your Nastya.

Letter 37

Hello my favorite John.

Unfortunately, I could not write you before, there were some problems with the Internet. But now everything is in order. I understood so that you approve the loan? I'm very glad. You have no idea what a good news. After all, if you can help me pay the mortgage for the apartment. Then I selling my apartment'll give you money, and we'll meet. I'm very pleased.

Today I have the whole day to prepare documents for the sale of my apartment. In general, everything is fine. All the documents are ready. In the coming days, I will submit a classified ad. But first I'll have to pay the mortgage. I think I can sell the apartment for 1-2 weeks without any problems. After that we will meet with you.
By the way, I realized, so that as soon as you can access tools, you make a transfer to my account? I hope that everything will be okay.

Yes, I try to do a lot for our meeting. Of course, I do not have the means to help our meeting. But I understand that I am also so many sacrificed for the sake of our meeting. You and I have put a lot of effort. Therefore, I believe that we will soon succeed.
I understand what you wrote about the cottage. But I think that when we meet, we can spend time together in this beautiful cottage. We still have everything ahead.

You wrote that looked interesting film yesterday. Unfortunately, I have not heard of this film. I hope that we will be able to see it, when we meet with you.
You know, the John dear, every day, all my thoughts are about you, about our meeting. I only think about us. Very soon we will be together. I already know how we are with you go to sleep and wake up. I believe that these dreams will soon become reality. Very miss you, your Nastya.

Letter 38

Good evening my dear John.

I tried to go to sleep earlier, but could not. Thinking about you, about our meeting did not give me rest. So I decided to write to you. As soon as I saw your letter, it was very happy. You have no idea how glad I am today. For now we will be able to meet you. Now I believe that we will succeed. You gave me hope for the meeting. You are the best man. Believe me, we all succeed. You and I will be the happiest. I hope that before the weekend and I can get the funds to pay for my mortgage.

I understood that you also have problems with the Internet? I hope that everything will be okay. Because we should always keep in touch. Yes, I heard that now in our country want to change some rules of the loan. But I have it will not bother. After all, very soon I will pay the mortgage and I can arrive to you without any problems.
I no longer heard the owl, so interesting. Today you bathed? Where did you go? Very soon we will be able to bathe together. Thanks for the wonderful song, I've heard it before. This is a very beautiful song. This song may be, will be our meeting song, so cute! You're my true romantic!

I think that we can make each other happy. Because only together we will be happy. Between us there is trust, which is very important for both of us. I think there is a special power that helps us between us. How do you think? We all turns out. So I think that fate brought us together. We just have to meet you.

Now I pray that all goes well. After that, I know that we will be able to meet you. After our meeting is the most important that can be in my life. I waited so long for our meeting. Very soon, all our dreams come true.
Your kind words are very important to me. Your kind words are always helping me. I wish you a good night's sleep. I miss you, your Nastya.

Letter 39

Hello my dear John.

What's happened with you? I hope you all is well and you feel great.
Today went to the store, it was necessary to buy a home products. Accidentally saw the chocolate, and I so wanted to buy it. I could not hold and decided to treat yourself to chocolate. My favorite is the chocolate milk. I love milk chocolate. I do not even know how to describe this unrivaled taste and inexhaustible pleasure. And what do you like chocolate?

You know, my dear the John, I am very happy that things are going well. You can not even imagine how grateful I am to you. After all, you carried our meeting. We will meet soon, and everything will be fine.
I hope that the funds will come soon, and I can sell my apartment. By the way, today all my documents were ready. So now it remains only to pay the mortgage, to make a statement that there is no debt. Then you need to find buyers, and all will be well.

Send me a song again. Unfortunately, I can not find it. I liked it so much. This will be our song. You're right, I think I still have a higher power that helps us in our situation. I believe that we will succeed very soon.
I'll be back to work on Thursday. Do not worry, with tickets all right. I just need to change your reservation. So everything will be okay. I've already taken care of that.

I already can not wait for our first meeting with you. I want to spend with you a huge amount of time to hold you hand in hand, walk in the park or feed the ducks on the pond. I want to go out late at night on the beach, lying on the rocks, watching the sky and invent some stories. And then go home to sleep and wake up only in the afternoon. It would be great. I hope that all this will happen soon. Have a nice evening! Nastya.

Letter 40

Hi dear John.
Today, the street was cloudy. I did not have a very good mood, because I woke up early in the morning and could no longer sleep.

Unfortunately, I have not tasted Belgian chocolate. You can try, when we meet with you. Of course, you need some time to sign documents to transfer the apartment in the other hand.
First I have to pay the mortgage. After that, I need to find buyers. The most important thing to find a buyer. I do not know how long will it take for sale apartments, but I hope that in the near future. I think the first is better to sell the apartment. Because I want to give you back your money. But I do not know when I'll be able to finish it all!

Today I decided to go to my friend Marina. I missed her and decided to visit her. She said that she has health problems. We had a good time, drinking tea with a cake, a little gossip. lol.

I realized so that you have bad weather, very sorry. I hope it will change soon. Unfortunately, I did not quite understand what dish you had in the evening.
I like your idea about us. I believe that very soon we will meet, and all the ideas can be implemented in reality.
I am glad that Debbie all right, transmit her greetings and best wishes of good.

On the way home, the weather has pleased me. From the clouds the sun came out and the wind calmed down. I wanted to take a walk in the park, but it was heavy snow, so I decided to quickly go home to write you a letter.
Today, I am very tired, so my email is not quite large. I wish you a pleasant evening! Nastya.

Letter 41

Hello my dear John.

How are you? How is your mood? I hope you are fine and you feel great.
Today we have in the house changed the pipe. They came in every apartment, in muddy boots and even filmed them. Of course, I understand that once the workers to remove their shoes, because you have to get around a lot of apartments in a single day. But even wipe their feet before they go. I was a bit shocked. Then I had to wash the floor. More and cut off all water for two days, can you imagine? Now I do not know what to do. Probably have to go to my friend Marina for a day.

At work, I was part-time. Because you need to start slowly. But that's all right. I think that soon we will meet with you. Of course, you need to be careful while driving.
Wow, did you write me such beautiful poems, very nice. Thanks, it's so nice!
Of course, I understand what you're trying to tell me. Very soon we will be close. I believe that this will happen in the near future.

I understand that you have terrible weather and the Internet. I hope you come back home, and everything will be fine. Just write me how you come back, so I do not worry!
Thank you for telling about the dish sounds delicious! Do not worry, Marina has become better.

After that, I decided to walk because it was snowing outside, so beautiful. I decided to go to the park. On the way to the park, I saw a few couples in love. They walked side by side, holding hands, but at the same time so gentle. I just want to go with you, hand in hand, smiling to each other and engage in dialogue. You know how I miss you by my side. I want to make this day come soon. I believe that we have not much left to wait, and we will end with you. I want every day to be and to spend time with you. I want to fall asleep in your arms, in the morning, afternoon and evening to prepare you. I believe that very soon we will finally be able to accomplish all of our dreams with you. Nastya.

Letter 42

Hello my dearest person John :).

I have excellent mood. I woke up with a smile on his face. Today I decided to do the cleaning at home. I turned on my favorite music loud and began to get out of the house. I went outside and shook rugs, all washed floor, vacuumed. Then it was necessary to put the kitchen in order. We had to wash all the windows and tidy balcony. Now I have a full rate in the house.

After a heavy work done, I decided to prepare my favorite salad. It is called "Dressed Herring". Of course, I had to go to the store with some products. Have you ever tried this salad? This is a very tasty salad.

Yesterday I received your letter, that all is well with you! Unfortunately, I have wanted to sleep and could not answer. Yes, you're right, I do not like clutter. I believe that the house should be purity. No, Marina lives not far from me, all right, the water is already given. Apparently the problems were minor.

Yes, I realized that the verses were not yours. But I'm still very pleased that you send me such beautiful poems. You are my cute romantic. What are your plans for the weekend? Thank you for a great photo, I like!

Then I decided to fry the popcorn and watch a movie, but first decided to write my letter to you :).
I already can not wait. I want to see you in the real world. I miss you, my dear. I hope that soon we will be together. Have a nice evening. Nastya.

Letter 43

Hi dear John.

How do you? I want to please you good news. Because today I was able to get your money. After that I just paid the mortgage for my apartment. So now everything is in order. I can soon sell my apartment without problems.

When I was at the mall to buy my friend Marina dress. When we came down the stairs with her, my friend fell with these steps. We have already descended on the last rung of the ladder, as my friend slipped and fell! I myself do not understand how this happened, and now it is decorated with some bruises and bruises. When Marina got up, we laughed very much. We approached the guards and asked with all the good you have to us? Can I help you? You call an ambulance? We have said that all is well with us, and it's only bruises.

I like pop music, classical. I think you need to try a herring under a fur coat. I'm sure you'll like it. I like that you are trying to keep clean in the house. It is right!
I hope that you will spend the weekend as planned. I do not quite understand what you wrote about the video. I like to watch comedy, adventure, drama, historical.

Did you know that every day I wait for our meeting with you. I dream about the day when I can hug you, kiss, spend time with you. We are now getting closer and soon we can every day to talk to you, looking into each other's eyes, to meet every morning together. Soon everything changed and we still had to wait a bit, we will be together with you. It's hard to love at a distance and sometimes just going crazy, but I know that I am not one you always beside me mentally. Your warm and caring I feel even thousands of kilometers away. Nastya.

Letter 44

Hello my dear John.

How was your day? What's happened with you? I hope you all is well and you have a good mood.
Today was a sunny, warm day. I spent a lot of time outdoors. Today I walked a lot, went to the supermarket. I saw a loving couple who chose a cot. I thought that they were waiting for the baby. It's fine.

I will pass your kind words Marina. I think it would be nice! You're right, we can together with you to watch all the movies that you have listed. I did not hear about your favorite singer. But I listen to his songs in the near future.
I'm sorry that the weather did not allow you to carry out plans that you like. I hope that tomorrow you will do it.

I'm very tired! I'm tired of the constant loneliness. I understand that you're mine, but you're not around. I look forward to the day when you take me in your arms and never let go! Every day I imagine it in my thoughts and dreams!
I have a dream that we were as one, never had disagreements, we have always been together! That's all I need. You dream about it?

I often think about our meeting. I can imagine how it would be. Can you imagine our meeting? I really miss you. I often think about you.
I will finish my letter. I look forward to your letter! Nastya.

Letter 45

Hello my dear John.

How was your day? I am in a good mood. And how is your mood?
I'm here all the same. There is rarely something interesting. Of course, the evening is boring. But we are used to. And now I think of you. And I think - how can I miss you. People my age are married for a long time. And in the evening I think it less boring than me. Because I live alone. And so I want you to be there.

TV, radio, books - that's all entertainment. Well, I'm still looking for recipes for new dishes. First, of course it turns out not so well. But if I like the taste of a dish, I'll cook it later. I take recipes from magazines.

By the way, today I was listening to Andrea Bocelli - Con Te Partiro, I really enjoyed it. Now I guess it's also going to be my favorite singer. Unfortunately, I do not quite understand what you need to be repaired? I hope that today you wash the car.
I understand that you will have a very busy week. It is a pity that we can not hold together your birthday. I hope that the blood results will be good.
Wow, you even fall asleep in a chair with his thoughts about us, so cute! I liked your thoughts about our first meeting at the airport. So nice!

If not for you - my life would be so boring. I wanna be with you. Because only I need you. Just remember that I have. The one who is waiting to meet you. The one that I miss you, and waiting to meet you.
I always like your writing, your beautiful words. It warms my heart.
My heart beats faster when I feel everything that you write me! I seem to find myself next, I was in some other state. Now I want to be near you. Feel the touch of your lips and hands. I would like to turn all my dreams into reality. Nastya.

Letter 46

Hello my dear John,

How was your day? What interesting things have happened for you today?
I had a boring day. I do not even know what to tell you. All day I just missed you. And I thought about you. I was lonely and bored. But for some reason I could not tune in a good mood.

But as soon as I started to write you a letter - I immediately felt better. Because I got your beautiful letter. I was always very nice to talk with you, write to you, read your beautiful words.
You're the best man for me. And I really want to be with you. I want to hear from you the same thing every day.

By the way, if you know, I have already put the apartment up for sale. So now there is an advertisement for the sale is in some newspapers. I hope that the calls, and people will look at the apartment will come in the near future. After that I will be able to sell the apartment, and we will meet with you.

I understand that you had a lot to do today. Why do you never went to wash the car? The weather was bad again? Maybe you should check the weather on the Internet?
Of course, I'm a good cook. I wrote to you earlier, I like to experiment with food. By the way, I just need a good critic. Therefore, I hope that very soon you will be able to be my critic :).
Yes, I think about our first meeting at the airport. I think it will be something unusual. It's a feeling that I never experienced in my life. I want more experience this wonderful feeling!

My life is boring without you. You make me better my life better. I rejoice when all is well with you. And I'm sad, when you have a bad day. I really miss you around. So I want you to be with me now ... My dear, I do believe that all will be well. What we'll be together. I miss you. Nastya.

Letter 47

Hello my dear John.

Did you have a good day? Do you feel the same as me? What we will soon be together. I just have a wonderful mood. My dear, I do not know, it seems to me that you have eight degrees, am I right?
Today I decided to go to the pool. I was so long ago did not go swimming. Today there were a lot of people, but two o'clock I was enough. I had a great time.
After that I decided to go to the store and indulge in a little cake. You eat cake? I love chocolate cakes with nuts. And what do you like cakes?

I understand that your birthday is December 27? You gave yourself ginger pie? So cute. I also prepared a gift for you. But I do not tell you about it.
Yes, my parents live in Kamyshin. I congratulate you with the installation of a new fire alarm system.
I am glad that you were able to finally wash your car. I think that we will be able to spend the rest of our days together. The most important thing that we have done all this!
Today you had to go for the blood results, all right?

I very much miss your emails. I very much want to be with you ... For me you are the most expensive and the nicest man in the world. My world is full of colors, when I receive your letters. But I know that soon we will not only write letters to each other.
Soon we will be close, and will talk as much as we want. My daily runs just fine, because I feel great at the thought that soon we will be together. I need you, my dear. With love Nastya.

Letter 48

Hello my dear John.
How was your day? What interesting things happened for you this day?

Yesterday I could not sleep for a long time. All day I have been in some excited state. If I said that to run a marathon, I would run without hesitation. I slept, and slept even less than usual. Today, I feel good. I am in a good mood. Yesterday, I felt that something will happen. But it was just a feeling that has brought me. All is well.

I just realized that your birthday was. I'm sorry, I forgot to congratulate you. We are just so many things trying to solve our meeting that I had forgotten. I hope you forgive me. I congratulate you on the last birthday. I wish you happiness, health and success. I want to make all your dreams and wishes come true!

Thank you for a wonderful morning's letter, so nice! So, I come to you in dreams, so cute, haha. I hope that you have the weather will be better. I worry! Yes, you're right, I work part-time. We need to work, then to take more time for you and me.
I am glad that with your blood results okay. I understood so that you will be celebrating Christmas with Kelly and her family? Debbie time to come? It is a pity that I can not be with you. But we all come. We have all come out very soon!

Your sweet words make me happy. Why you're not around? Just want to cuddle up to you, to feel your strength, feel so fragile in your strong arms, just disappear. I have so many feelings inside! I want to tell you in so many words ... I can not put all these words in the letter. If you were close...
I miss you. Your Nastya.

Letter 49

Hello my dear John.
Today I decided to go to my friend Irina guests. Therefore, only now able to write to you. I told her that we will soon be with you, and she was happy for us.

How do you feel? I hope that you're all right, and you feel great?
I am in a good mood. All day I was thinking about how to write you as soon as possible. I miss you. I have a lot of time thinking about you and me.
It helps me enjoy life. Because my life before you was different. You changed my life.

I hope that you will spend great time with Kelly and her family. I realized so that your daughter will only come on 27 December. You do not have to get fat, haha. I was also very glad to hear your voice yesterday. I would like to hear from you. My heart immediately became warm, your sweet voice. I'm very glad!
Yes, there are terrible people in the world. I hope that very soon there will be peace in the world. By the way, you wrote that you dance today. How did you spend your time?

My life has become more joyful with you. only memories from my former life. And now my life is connected with you. My feelings for you grow more and more. I so want to feel you near. As we go on a night park, holding hands.

My dear, I'd love to hear nice words from you. It is heard rather than read. Every day I wait for the moment when I see your letter! After all, I live in it now ... Your words warm my soul. Your words mean so much to me. I hope that soon we will be together. Nastya.

Letter 50

Hello my dear John.

I had a tough day today. I somehow had a weakness in the morning. I'm not sick, and I have no signs of illness. It's just that I have a weakness. I decided to go to the store, and then do the cleaning at home. But it was difficult to be in the shop and wanted to lie down on the couch. So I quickly bought in the store some food and went home.
I went home, lay down on the sofa and turned on the TV. There have been news, but I did not care what's on TV.

I was left to eat in the fridge from the night before the day. So I did not have to cook. I felt better after I eat, and I even came up! So now I feel quite well.

I am sorry that yesterday you could not dance. Yes, I remember you talking about your friend. I am sure that we will be able to meet with him and his woman in a short time. First we have to meet each other.
You're right, I believe that the fate bound us. It was a higher power. I'm so glad that i met you.
By the way, I was very pleased today to see from you several letters, so cute! You wrote that you have a storm, be careful, I'm worried! By the way, tonight you have a Christmas. I congratulate you. I wish you peace and good. I hope that you will spend great time with your loved ones.

My dear, I really miss you right now. I miss your care. So it would be nice to get your massage now ... You would do massage for me? :) I'm so tired of being alone ... It is very difficult to be alone, live alone. I miss you. And I really miss you. But the thought of you warmed me from the inside. Now I'm going to go to bed. Nastya.

Letter 51

Hello my dear John.

How are you? How do you feel? I hope that you're all right, and you feel great! Today was a boring day! All day today I was thinking about you, about you and me. These thoughts haunt me. Because you're so far away ...
I want so much for you right now! This desire grows stronger with each passing day. With each passing day more and more I want to see you. And I do not know - how can you want it even more? My dear, you are my best man. And I want us to always be together!

You're right, we could soar above the clouds like birds. I am sure that very soon we will be like birds, when we meet each other. It is a pity that Debbie has not arrived yet. But I'm glad you had a great time with the Kelly family.
I understand that you have some confusion without me. I understand that I have the same feeling. I only think about you and me.

I am very sad, bored and lonely without you ... You even dream of me at night often. And in the morning I was with a smile on his face remember my dreams about you. I even have the feeling that I seem to see you everywhere - in all men around. I need you and I without you is hard, try to understand it.

My dear, I so much want to tell you about my love. But it is difficult to express in words the feelings in the letter. Love can not be described in words, especially in the text. Love can only feel. I feel with all my heart to love you! Nastya.

Letter 52

Hello my dear John.

How are you? Are you all right? How is your health? How is the weather?
You have no idea how much I was waiting for our communication. I very much missed you around.
I understand how you were pleased to read my letter. You can not imagine that with tears in his eyes as I read all your letters. After all, between us real sincere attitude. I want to be only with you.

Wow, you even read about my city. I spent Christmas and New Year in the city of Volgodonsk. Thank you for a great photo of your house, I like it. You have a very beautiful home. I received a visa on 6 December. It turns out that we still have time. Now the most important thing is that I was able to sell the apartment. Because while I can not do it. I can not find buyers. In the near future I'll talk to my friends. Maybe they have something to be able to tell me.
I really missed you this for a long time. I hope that during the meeting, we supply all the time when we were so far apart.
Miss, your Nastya.

Letter 53

Hello my dear John.

How was your day? How are you? I have a good mood and I really missed you! I find myself thinking that I always think of you. It does not depend on the time of day - you are always in my thoughts! I like to think that we can be together.
When I go home and open the door - I get a fleeting thought, you're home. But I open the door - and it's dark, and no one greets me. I want to go home and know that at home waiting for me, I will not be alone.

Yes, I understand that you like to be busy. You're doing fine. I hope that you get everything that you had planned. I still work part-time. Basically, I can at any time to take a vacation, so we can meet you.
I believe that drunk people do not have to ride behind the wheel. It should be immediately deprived of their rights and to charge a large fine. Thank you for your picture, I really like. Wow, how did you find my house on the map. So interesting. I live in the place in the photo, so cute!

Today, I also talked about the sale of my apartment. Anyway, I went to a real estate agency. I explained that I was an urgent need to sell my apartment. They appreciated my apartment in 37,000 pounds. I do not have popularly explained in the agency. They said that they will sell my apartment for a week. But first I have to pay for the work of a realtor in the amount of 10 percent of my apartment. That is, if we are able to pay the realtor 3700 pounds, I can sell my apartment. Do you understand? Then I can give you back your money. But first I have to pay the agent. That is, the agency will not work if you do not pay them money.
After the sale of the apartment, I could give you back all the money that you used to help me. That is, we all will be well! My favorite is John, I am ashamed to ask you for help again. Because you helped me a lot. I madly ashamed. But this is the only chance we have to take advantage. Only then, I can fly to you. I think you understood what I wrote you and tried to explain.
My favorite is the John, I believe that soon we will succeed. I hope for you. It's our only chance that we must seize. I really miss you.
By the way, I was never able to find a link to the song. Write me a song title.

My dear, I think you understand me. I find it hard to be alone. At my age, all women are married for a long time. And I also want to be happy! I have a lot of years, and I do not want to be alone in their old age. When I think about it, I almost start to cry. Because I had not thought about it when I was young. In his youth, we all thought that life is eternal and that we will never be old. But time passes, and I think about it more and more every year.

I do not know - do you understand me now. Maybe because of the complexity of the translation into another language, you can not fully understand me. But if you understand me - write me about it. I do not want to be alone. I'll wait for your answer tomorrow. Remember what I really miss you! Your Nastya.

Letter 54

Hello my dear John.

How do you? How is your health?
Thank you for your new photo. I am very glad to see you in a photo with a smile. We will soon be the happiest.
You have no idea how much I'm glad you could help me. I understand that your daughter lent you. But you must understand that this is our future for the sake of the future. As soon as I'm selling an apartment, at once the surest means to you and we will meet with you. Everything will be good. You have no idea how happy I am. You are the best man.

I'm glad you slept well. I could not sleep, I kept thinking about you and me. But now I realize that the problem is practically solved. Everything will be fine!
I understand that you have tears of joy. I understand that every day I think only of you. Soon we will be able to walk together, to run on a treadmill, it is true at a time, haha.

You have no idea how I am ashamed to ask you to help. After all, you helped me so very much. I understand that you have done so much for our meeting. But we will meet, and everything will be fine. I listened to the song Lady of the Dawn, I really enjoyed it.
Yes, we live only 1 time. Give thanks to your daughter. Tell me that I will do everything to return the money to her.
I am very happy that very soon we will meet with you. Believe me, we all succeed. I really miss you. Your Nastya.

Letter 55

Hello my dear John.
Today I have not slept, because I have a house at night was stifling. And I for a long time could not sleep last night. And I woke up several times at night. So now I want to sleep. And I feel tired ...

I was an ordinary day, and I feel good. We have a good weather for this time of year. So I'm glad this weather! I'm getting a little bored by this monotony.

In the evening, I'll just stay at home, watching TV. I also cook a meal the next day for lunch and then begin to read the book. I do not even know what I'm going to read. So I will be an ordinary evening, sorry, you're not with me. But I know that soon we will be together.

Now I understand how you found me. Wow, did you find the history of your ancestors, is so interesting! Yes, of course, in my country there is a holiday of lovers - on 14 February.
Be careful on the treadmill. I do not want you to fall, and self-inflicted injury.
I hope that the funds will come in the near future. Tomorrow I'll go to the bank and think that everything will be okay.
I understand that you can not sleep, you think about you and me. We'll be fine, trust me. We were made to be with each other.

My dear, I do not want to be alone. I know that you understand me. I am sad to be alone, to spend the evening alone. I have good friends, and we often spend time with them. But still - it's very sad to be alone without you ... I miss you! My dear, I want to see you ... Nastya.