Letter(s) from Anastasia Olegovna Korshunova to John (England) part 2

Letter 56

Hello my dear John.

I had a normal day today. I'm not tired and I feel good! Today we have normal weather. And in the afternoon I often looked out of the window - so I wanted to go out for a walk. At lunch, I decided to go to the store to buy a salad for lunch. I do not cook a meal yesterday at lunch today. So I decided to buy a ready-made salads.
Usually I always cook food for my lunch at work.

But at night I could not sleep for a long time. So today I have not slept and now I want to sleep. My dear, I hope that tomorrow I can write to you more.
I want to eat and sleep.

Unfortunately, today I went to the bank, but I was told that the account is empty. I hope that tomorrow will be able to get your money. After that we will meet with you.
Of course, you're right, we've come a long way. Therefore, we should be rewarded. I believe that we will succeed. We should be happy.
Understand beloved John, what are you to me also very much needed. I have a lot of time thinking about you. You are my one and only man. Thank you for the photo. I realized so that you have snow, wow. I, too cold, but last time snow falls a little, it makes me happy!

My dear, I very much want to see you! You can not imagine how I miss you. You're my best man and I do not doubt it! I already want to spend the evening with you, walk with you hand in hand. I want to feel your kisses and hugs ... I miss it. I know that we'll be together. I really want it all! Nastya.

Letter 57

Hello my beloved John.

Today I am pleased your next letter! How is your health? You feel just fine?
I feel good, I think the excess energy now! I have a feeling that it could run today 3 km and not get tired. I think that all there is such a strange feeling - a pleasant feeling. Like all really good and want to do more! I want to see you now appeared beside me. I really want this.

Believe me, the John dear, very soon we will be together. I know that we will meet and we will be the happiest.
The first customers did not like my cooking. It actually looks in poor condition. It is necessary to make repairs. I offered them to make repairs themselves. But they want to call in the finished apartment. In general, customers said they would buy an apartment, if I make a repair. But you know what the repair costs of funds. I roughly calculated, it will be released around 3900 pounds. So I just can not imagine how I do this repair. I said, let's means, I do repairs. They said that I must first make repairs. In general, I do not know what to do now!
I'm glad you had a great time with the women playing cards. I know the dish, which is prepared by Debbie. It is lawful for you to enjoy.

We could be together for a great time. All the time I think about it.
As we go to sleep together at night. And this moment of awakening, when I'm not alone.
So you want to wake up in the morning and see you next! I think that my day would start well! With love Nastya.

Letter 58

Hello my dear John.

How was your day? How is your health? I, as always normal day. And anything interesting I did not happen.
I was thinking about you today and every day. I always think only of you. Only now do I understand how we have become close to each other. I just want to be with you, because only you I'll be happy. I catch myself thinking that I miss you and your letters. I want you to be with me every day. I want you to be with me in the morning, afternoon, evening and night. I need you.

Today I have received your letter, and it was the perfect photo. You have no idea how I liked this photo. I think we are very similar. I'll save yourself this image, it is beautiful!
Wow, you dreamed about an interesting dream. I did not understand your question about the volunteers.
By the way, today came to me the second client. They are also all arranged, but they said that first I have to make repairs. Apparently people want to buy an apartment and do nothing in it. I do not even know what I do now. Realtor said that he fulfills his part of the contract. So I need to somehow make repairs before I'll be able to sell the apartment. I just can not imagine how I make repairs. Of course, the agent will continue to seek buyers. But this will not change anything. Probably would first have to make repairs. Do you understand?

I wish we all were wonderful. I constantly think about our meeting. I hope that soon we will be together, and we'll be fine! It is important that we were together. I want this. I even e afraid of the word, but maybe I love you. Please write me something nice. Nastya.

Letter 59

Hello my beloved John.

Are you all right? How do you feel? I was an ordinary day, and I feel good.
I realized so that you have bad weather. I hope she gets better soon. Thank you for asking, my health is all right.

Today I woke up early in the morning. I slept well at night. So I slept well today. Therefore, the whole day went well. And now I also have a good mood. When I came home, I had a feeling that you're waiting for me at home. It is a pity that it was only a feeling. Just when I was going home, I thought about you. And so, going up to my apartment, I would like to see you.

And now I understand what you wrote about the volunteer, haha, funny. Of course, I would be happy to help you wash your back in the shower. So romantic! Wow, you're so fun to make my photos, I like!
My dear the John, I understand that you have a loan and you have to pay for the car. I understand that I can no longer ask for your help. You helped me so much. But I do not even know what to do now. All clients are essentially want to repair the kitchen was made.
I wrote to you that the repair will be completely worth 3900 pounds. I think to work for 2 weeks will require about 400 pounds at the most. But I'll try to buy everything you need from my friends at a discount. So I think that everything will come together around 3900 pounds. I understand that this is a very large sum. But I just do not know what to do now. If I myself could make repairs, it would long ago have done. You have no idea how I am pleased to hear that you will try to do something about this issue. I am very pleased. But I am very ashamed to ask again for your help. You helped me so much. I hope you understand me!

I spend the evening alone without you. I need to feel your presence. It's hard to be alone in my life. I want to be with you. At my age, most of the women here have long married. It depresses me even more when I see the happy faces of women. I like that you were there always !! I love you! Your Nastya.

Letter 60

Hello my dear John.

How was your day? How is your health? We are now very cold outside and many people are sick. So I'm worried about your health.
I understand that you had to lie for the sake of our love. I'm sorry that you had to do so. But you must understand that this is all for the sake of our senses, for the sake of our future relations.

I realized so that Debbie important exam, how did it go? It has already passed it? I hope that all the work!
I understand that you can help with the sum of only ? 3,000. I think that this amount will be enough. I will try to ask for a good discount on the materials and do a little cheaper repair. I'm sure it will succeed.

My usual mood today. I can not say that I have a good mood. I feel lonely and bored. And I still have one. It depresses me this time.
I really want to be in your arms. I need you! I keep thinking about you. My friends ask me about you. And I answer their questions. But I can not answer their question - when we meet. I just say - we have a problem, but soon we will meet.

So I want to tell my friends that I can go to you, for example, next week. They would be happy for me. And I would be very pleased to feel it. My dear, I am sure that everything will be okay, and we'll be together. I want to be with you and are confident that you, too, want it. And the most important thing! With love Nastya.

Letter 61

Hello my dear John.

How is your day? What are you doing this afternoon?
I want every day to write to you about love, about my feelings for you. I do not know how else I can express my feelings, except for the letter. Sometimes I do not have enough words to describe my feelings. But I know how you like getting my letters every day. I'm also always happy when I see your letter in my mailbox.

I'm sorry, that was a bad night with you. Yes, my kitchen is in poor condition. Because I can not afford to make repairs. But I believe that soon everything will turn out. I understood that you were able to make a transfer of funds. I am very happy, I believe that in the near future, you will do it. After that we will meet.
I hope that very soon we are together with you will be able to engage in Tai Chi. I would love to try. Thank you for a great photo. I really liked that your wall is a my photo is so cute!

And when you write me nice things - I smile, looking at your letter. Here and now, I imagine that we have together. So nice to even think about it! But the reality is even better! Write me something nice. I'll be waiting for your letter! Nastya.

Letter 62

good evening my dear John.

Today, great weather. All day the sun shines and gives warmth.
Yes, I believe that the money will arrive in the near future. Then I'll do the repair, and we will be able to meet you.
You have no idea how much I look forward to your letters. I sometimes fall asleep without waiting for your letter. But in the morning I see your letter, and immediately become very happy.

I want every day to write to you about love, about my feelings for you. I do not know how else I can express my feelings, except for the letter. Sometimes I do not have enough words to describe my feelings. But I know how you like getting my letters every day.
I'm also always happy when I see your letter in my mailbox.

Of course, I understand that the visa will expire at the beginning of March. So I will try during repairs to extend my visa. Thank you for a great photo you as a young man and Debbie, I really like it, great photos. Wow, you were eligible bachelor in those years. Perhaps you were running for many women, haha.

And when you write me nice things - I smile, looking at your letter. Here and now, I imagine that we have together. So nice to even think about it! I think that the reality is even better! I am waiting for your letter with impatience. Nastya.

Letter 63

Hello my dear John.
How was your day? What's new you can tell me?
I am fine. It is a pity that you're not next to me. I think about you constantly. I think about how much I miss you! As the days go by very quickly, and that my evenings are boring and monotonous. Everything would be different if we were together.

I want to please you good news. Because today I was able to get your money, all right. That is, I'll start tomorrow to buy materials for repair. All will be well soon!
I understood that you also have a bit of snow. But perhaps it quickly melts? No, I never tried white hour. I wonder what it tastes!
Yes, of course I will talk soon with my travel agent for a visa. I usually go to bed at 10 pm. But I understand that I check my mail normally until 9pm. I try to turn on the computer is less, it is noisy work.
Thank you for a great photo, I really like. I imagine the two of us in this photo.

I think I would always be good to you. I want to sleep with you, to wake up and see your face next. Or is it better to wake up from your kiss. All the time I think about it in the morning. Or get up early and make a delicious breakfast for you. So you went to work happy. My dear, I really want to be with you! I have lots of fantasies about the two of us ... I want to make it all a reality. Nastya.

Letter 64

Hello my dear John.

How do you? Are you all right? Unfortunately, I was very tired. Now I will try to tell you.
In the morning, I met with my friend, who is engaged to my repair. First he showed me the kitchen project, then we decided to design and color schemes.
Then we went to buy a huge amount of material. I immediately told him that I have a certain amount of money, which you need to meet. He understood everything. Imagine, today already come workers who began to remove all the unnecessary from the kitchen. In general, the repair began. I hope that over time, the kitchen is excellent. I think that for some time I have to stay with Marina. It is my very good friend. Still, I can not live in the apartment, where is not possible to cook.

By the way, I forgot to tell you that the store had to buy a lot of things: paint the ceiling and walls, putty, glue, cement mixtures, linoleum, various facing materials and so on. Even I had to acquire new outlets and electrical equipment, as well as elements for the plumbing and ventilation. It is also necessary to change the window.
So now a lot of work. Today, the whole day I was very tired. I do not know if I will need to help workers. Tomorrow is a tough day.

I understand that when I read your letter, I feel all the intense emotions that feel for you, all those feelings. It is not possible to convey in the letter. Therefore, I imagine that you went to tears after reading. This is normal, because we have genuine feelings.
Wow, Debbie makes pancakes, it is very tasty. Maybe it will make them with jam? Of course, I'm happy to make breakfast for you. I usually I eat cereal with fruit or granola with yogurt.
I think that soon we will meet with you, then we will be able to see your friend.
I really miss you. Every day I think only of you. I believe that we will meet soon. Your Nastya.

Letter 65

Hello my dear John.

How do you? I am at the beginning, too, want to wish you a happy Valentine's Day. This is our holiday with you. I hope we will meet soon and will be the happiest.
Yesterday I was very tired, because it solves a lot of questions about the food. Today I spoke with my friend Marina. She said that I can live with it until my apartment is not finished repairs. In general, I have everything in order.
Today I spoke with the agent about the visa. He said that a visa can not be extended. So I need to submit a new application. In general, today we have applied. Now we are waiting for the answer to come. I hope that everything will be okay.

I spoke today with a friend of mine, who organized the repair. In general, I will not need help with repairs. Therefore, I will only control the process, as the head, haha.
I realized so that the guy Debbie helps you, it's very good. I hope that you will succeed. Yes, I tried the curry at a restaurant in my city. But I think that a real curry I have not tried.
My dear John, I very much miss you. Every day I think only about you, about our meeting. We will meet soon and will be the happiest. Good evening. Your Nastya.

Letter 66

Hello my dear John.
Today, I am, I have prepared myself to Marina a couple of sandwiches and tea. After a shower I had breakfast with tea sandwiches and went to my apartment, to check the work. In general, everything is fine. The work goes on. The apartment has the total cleared. Who is involved in the walls will hang wallpaper in a couple of days.

I think the repair will take a week and a half. Thank you, yes, I got your message, I was very pleased. It's so cute, you're the best! I hope that Debbie and Peter had a great time. Very soon we will be able together with you and have a good time together, just you and me.

On the way to his home, I went and looked into the distance through the window of the bus. I always like to look into the distance and dream. Today I dreamed of our meeting. In principle, I always dream of our meeting with you since the day we love you. So I went and saw the accident, which took place before my eyes. In front of me I was driving the car, the driver would like to make a left turn in the road, but for some reason drove into the oncoming lane through which went the other machine. That another car braked sharply and signaled to the driver. And he was afraid, and with all speed drove into a parked car, straight nose to nose. No one did not seem to hurt. I hope that everything will be okay with passengers and drivers.

My feelings overwhelmed me every day more and more, I miss you! I miss you, and want to see you, meet you. At night I can not sleep, thinking of you, the day I think of you, too. Between us now kilometers, but soon we'll be able to meet and be together. I want to be always with you, always see you, to hear your voice. For me there is no other, there is only you. With you it's different, somehow wrong, everything is much better. With you, I felt something that felt with any man. Darling, I could never forget you. You're the best thing in my life, and I do not want to lose you. I want so much to you now was near. Nastya.

Letter 67

Hello my dear John.

How do you? Are you all right? Today I received a call from a travel agency.
Today, the answer came from the travel agency. In general, I was told that I can at any time to come to Moscow. Then I changed the term issuing visas. There will need to pay only 35 pounds. After that I could fly to you without any problems. Therefore, this will be no problem!

Thank you for your beautiful words. You have no idea how much I want to meet with you. I have for you is exactly the same strong feelings. I only think about you, about our meeting. Very soon we will be together.
You're right, with a kitchen that's all right. I'm sure that soon will be all right. Then we will be able to meet you. I'm waiting for just one day is the day of our meeting.
You know, soon I will be able to tell you "yes". Now the most important thing that we have met with you in the near future. Everything else is not important. I really miss your Nastya.

Letter 68

Hello my dear John.
How was your day today? I hope that you have everything in order, and you feel great. What is the weather in your city?

I'm glad you had a great time on the Tai Chi. No, Marina lives not far from me, 15 minutes by bus. Do not worry, I'm all right after skating. I agreed with the workers for them to work on weekends. As soon as I need to make repairs. So everything is in order, repair continues. By the way, they are almost pokleit wallpaper, now do the floors.

I had a normal day. I'm not tired, but I want to relax.
I just want to lie on the couch with you, and lay watching a movie. I want to hug you tight and never let go since. I need you! I miss you all the time! I do not know how else to express my love for you.

It's hard to find words to show you how much I love you. If you were close, he kissed me - you'd have felt it. Without personal contact - the words do not provide such an opportunity. I miss you and I want to be with you right now! I hope that we will be together! Nastya.

Letter 69

Good day my dear John.

Last night I could not sleep for a long time. I was tormented by the thought of our meeting. I dreamed that we walk with you through the park, holding hands. But then I woke up and felt lonely because you were not there. What was your last dream? I hope that you dream about good and good dreams.

Of course, I feel your concern, really nice! I know that Debbie is now a lot of study. You're done, that you help her with the household chores. You had a delicious dinner yesterday. I would like to join you.
It is a pity that you will not have the Internet. I hope that you will be able to write to me!

Tonight I would like to go on a visit to my friend. I have not been away from her, so I promised to come to her at night. I think I will have a good night, and I'll tell you everything tomorrow. I also hope that you will have a good evening! Now I'll cook to eat, and then I'll be going to visit.

As I said - I had a good day. I'm not tired and I feel fine. I just miss you. It would be great to come to work and cook something for you. Then just sit back and wait, when you come home from work. And we could have easily spend an evening together. I can only dream about it yet. My darling, I miss you terribly! I am waiting for your answer. Nastya.

Letter 70

Hello my dear John.
How was your day? What's happened with you?

Today I had a stomach ache for half a day. I could not even eat anything. I once took a cure abdominal pain, and I felt better. But then I came back strong pain. By evening, I felt better and now I have nothing hurts. If the pain again tomorrow - I have to go to the doctor. I hope that I'm fine and it was only because of the food.

Today I spoke with the person who makes the repairs. In general, the repair is all right. After a day comes furnished and it will collect. When there remain only some minor work. I think that everything will be ready by Friday!
You asked to join you last night, I really wanted to. But, unfortunately, I could not do it. Very soon we will be able to realize all of our dreams.
I went to my friend Tatyana. We had a good time, talked a little bit about you and me. She is very happy. Yes, I wrote that I can cook. Have you forgotten that I live now in Marina for some time.

My dear, how is your health? How is your health? Tell me everything! I really want you to be with me. That you have always been close. I want to feel your presence near every day. So boring to be alone! And I do not want to sleep alone and wake up alone. I need to be near a man like you! I love you! Nastya.

Letter 71

good evening my dear John.
How was your day? What did you do today? Today I will not hurt anything. Apparently, I was just something not eaten! And my stomach because of this ill. Now I have everything in order, and I feel good.

Today I had a normal day. So I'm not tired, and feel good.
To me that was my only friend a visit. She said she walked past and decided to stop by, see how I live.
I hope we will spend a good time, and I'll stay happy.

I thought you would understand immediately that I stayed at my friend's Marina at the time of repair. I think it would be better. Every day I go and check that the work done. I'm glad that your health is all right.
I realized so that tomorrow you will have a health check. I hope everything will be OK! Yes, I understand that you're paying taxes. Soon I was selling an apartment, and we will not have problems.

I want to spend time with you, walk in the park, going to the cinema, theater, watching movies, see you in the real world.
I can only dream about it. And I want it to become a reality.

My dear, I must be so much to tell you! Believe me, you're the best for me! I really want to always just be with you! And it's not just words, it's my feelings. I hope that we can be together ...
I wish you a pleasant evening! Your Nastya.

Letter 72

Hello my dear John.

Only now I can write to you. Because only an hour ago, I earned the Internet. If I understood correctly, that there were serious problems with the power lines. Therefore, in the area where I live, there was no electricity. But now everything is in order. I'm very glad.

In general, today, my kitchen is almost finished. The workers said that tomorrow, before lunch and finish it all will be all right. So I think that after the weekend, my apartment will be sold.
You have no idea how I'm glad you wrote to me every day. It is very cute!
I do not understand what evidence requires your bank? I'm glad that your health is all right. Thank you for a great photo cake, Debbie done.

The doctor said that you need to lose weight? I think the most important thing that you yourself wanted. I'm sorry that the storm damaged your garden. I'd like to help you now.
I understand that you are now the bad weather. I hope that it has become better.
I am very tired today. I spent the day doing cleaning, cooking soup with chicken cutlet. So I will write you more tomorrow. I need you more than life itself. Every day I dream only about you and me. I really miss your Nastya.

Letter 73

Hello my dear John.

How was your day? How are you feeling? What's happened with you?
My mood today is better than yesterday. But all the same - I'm not in the mood.
I do not know why I have such an attitude. I'm just tired of being alone ... And I want to be with you. I do not know how to handle it. I just want you to be near me.

Unfortunately, the workers were unable to complete the repair. They said they will have to wait for some details until Monday. So on Monday everything will be ready.
Yes, I understand that you have in the bank asked for proof. That is, if I understood correctly, but now the evidence is no longer needed? Of course, I'm sending you a photo kitchen as soon as it is finished.

Now I'm going to cook to eat. I do not want to do something special. So I do rice cutlets. I bought a ready-made cakes in the shop. What are you going to do tonight? Do you have any plans? I want to know all the time - how are you, where are you, what are you doing ... My dear, I want to be with you right now! Your Nastya.

Letter 74

Hello my dear John.
How do you feel? How was your day?
Today I had a bad dream. I do not even want to talk about this dream. Because I woke up and was a little scared. But then I thought about you and want you to hug me and hugged.

The whole day I was in a bad mood. I have a strange feeling. Like me something is missing! And I do not want to do anything. I think I'm lonely and sad! I miss you. I do not know where it came from that feeling. But I feel bad.

I'm sorry, that Debbie has health problems. I hope that it will be better. Wish her a speedy recovery from me. Yes, I understand what you're saying with my photos, it's so cute! Believe me, we will soon be together, and everything is very good!

In general - I just want to rest today. I do not know what to write to you. I want to be with you right now. But this is impossible! I do not know what to do. Maybe you can tell me? My dear write me something nice. I am waiting for your answer. Your Nastya.

Letter 75

Hello my dear John.

I want to start with, was very happy to see your video, it was so cute. I am very pleased thank you! How is Debbie? I hope that she began to feel better.
My favorite is John, I have terrible news for you. I just do not know how to tell you this. In general, last night my food was ready. I saw that everything was in order. Today in the morning I get a call from the police, then immediately the workers and friends. At first they told me to immediately come to my apartment. Then call my friends asked how health. I do not understand. I quickly went home. As soon as I approached the house, she was shocked. Because I was a fire in the apartment. In general, now I'm just in shock. You have no idea how bad to me now. I am glad that all my documents I had with me. And most of my clothes, I also took my friend Marina. Therefore I have now is what to wear.
Experts said there was fault or any problem with the wiring. In general, not I just do not know what to do. I spoke with a realtor, they said that such apartment is not sold, it is not to do a full repair.
Now I feel the most hapless woman in the world. I failed you. I know how upset you are now. After all we have done so much for our meeting. I'm sorry that everything turns out well. Of course, I will not give up. But I just do not know what to do. I feel ashamed in front of you, I'm sorry. I love you! Nastya.

Letter 76

Hello my dear John.
I understand your concern. I know that you want to meet with me and to be happy. But I just do not see how we can solve the problem right now with our meeting. As you know, I need to get a new visa, have a back exit money.
Yes, I still have some things after the fire. Of course, I will give out some money for the insurance of the apartment. But I'll be obliged to spend on repairing the apartment. So I just do not see how we can meet you. That I could fly to you, you will need about 4,000 pounds, not counting the tickets that I can already get.
I will definitely give parents your words. I understand that you are ready to do anything for the sake of our meeting. It's nice! I understand that I have to you the most sincere feelings and emotions. I want to be with you as soon. So I hope that we will solve the issue of our meeting in the near future. Nastya.

Letter 77

Hello my favorite John.
I understand that you want to invite me to a movie, then a restaurant. It is so romantic. You have no idea how pleased I am. You know, it seems to me that I'm ready to go with you to the end of the world. Just you and me!
Wow, Debbie treats patients, well done. I congratulate her! She's doing a good job! How much I would like to be with you right now to cook for you. I will watch over your food when we meet.

We have little access to literature from abroad. For me, sometimes it's hard to understand what the author is trying to convey. Maybe one day we will read one good novel together.
I am pleased that you want to send me flowers. It is very nice. But understand that our delivery in the country works very badly. In addition, my city is very small. They say that the flowers are delivered, but in fact I will not get them. Let's do it better that way, you'll give me flowers when we meet. It will be more pleasant and better. I agree?

Yes, I understand what you are proposing to do. You want to ask your brother's help. You can not even imagine how pleased I am that you do for me. It's all very nice. But I'm ashamed to use your help again. You have done so much for me. Of course, I want to meet with you very much. But I just do not know how then I'll give you the money. I'll give you all the money, I promise. Because for me only our sincere feelings are important. I just want to be the happiest next to you.
Of course, this is a complex proposal that needs to be considered. I can find out how much repairs will cost. But I just do not know how it will be expensive. If you want, I can find out.

You know, every day I think only of you, about our meeting. I need you very much. I'm happy to know that you always give hope to our meeting. I already thought that everything was doomed, but you found a solution again. I know that I have the best man. But I will be the happiest when we meet. I love you, Your Nastya.

Letter 78

Hello my dear John.
I am pleased to receive and read your letters. Here's another day I spent without you. It's sad when I think that I could spend an evening with you. I want to give every minute of my life only to you.

It's hard to live in one dream, but my thoughts do not leave me for a second. I would like to feel your breath on my cheek and the gentle touch of your lips to my skin, barely perceptible, but such familiar and native.

I dream of hearing your voice: "My dear, wake up, the sun has long risen! It's time for you to get up!". I open my eyes, smiling, and suddenly I remember that this is only a pleasant dream.

Yes, I think it will be better if you give flowers when we meet. I understand that you are doing everything for our future. It is very nice! I talked to people on the repair, it would cost about 11,800 pounds. But I will also get insurance of 3000 pounds. Therefore, you need to find another 8,800 pounds. I understand that this is a very large amount of money. But I think that together we can solve this problem. After that we will be together.
You're right, our love is stronger. I'm sure that we will succeed. We will be the happiest with you.

And it's just my imagination that draws your image again and again, living in my heart, my soul, in me. With sadness I understand that you only dreamed of me.
Calm myself and look forward to our meeting. I'm going to work. I will drink coffee and again I remember you, your eyes, your lips and your hands. I feel that I miss you so much ... Nastya.

Letter 79

Hello my dear John.
I had a good day. How is your health?

My days are boring and monotonous. If you were close ... That would not happen. Yesterday I saw a dream in which I saw you. When you think a lot about someone, you start to see similar dreams. In a dream, I was happy. I do not remember the dream itself. But I remember the feeling of happiness and love. I miss your kiss now ... Your sweet, tender kiss ...

I believe that very soon we will be able to sit with you near the fireplace and love each other. We will be the happiest. It remains only to take the last step towards happiness. After that we will be the happiest, only you and me, together forever!
Yes, of course, you can tell your brother that after payment, they will repair me in 3 weeks, then I'll sell an apartment in a week. It turns out that in a month he will be able to get his money back.

Understand that I agree to return all the funds that you lent me. After all, you helped me a lot. My apartment costs 37,000 pounds. I'll give you 30,000 pounds. I can also send money to the account. Only I need the data. For the rest of the money we will pay the debts that you have. And also I would like to go and have a rest with you in warm countries. What do you think?
Wow, Debbie made a delicious dinner today. I think you were very happy.

I usually watch news and some TV series. Then I either go to bed or read a book. And so it passes day after day. I really miss you! It does not matter that I did not see you. I have a feeling that I've known you for so many years !! I love you. My feelings for you are growing every day.
I do not know how to express my feelings in words. Sometimes I get it. But it depends on my mood. I want a lot. But you know what I want most! 100000000000000 Kisses. Nastya.

Letter 80

Hello my dear John.

Today I decided to visit the solarium. I've never been to a solarium. I decided to try it for the first time. When I came to the solarium, I immediately explained the safety of tanning in the solarium. I smeared with cream and went to special equipment to take a sun bath. I stayed there for 5 minutes. When I came out of the solarium, I immediately looked in the mirror and was a little surprised by my skin color. My skin is a little tanned. I was told that a few more sessions of the solarium and my skin will acquire a chocolate shade. I would like to look at our meeting in all charm. I hope you like it.

In fact, I'm very glad that you can help our meeting. You always help. You do not even know how much I appreciate your concern. If I understand correctly, can you get a loan from your bank? Explain that in the near future we will be able to return the funds.
I understand that your brother helped his son. Your brother is a fine fellow. I hope that next week we will succeed, and we will meet with you in the near future. By the way, when you are ready to help our meeting, I will give you a new account number. Good? Because the old bank is closed in our city. So I was offered to open another account number in another bank. I hope you understand!
Of course, beloved John, we will have to plan a trip to a warm country when we meet with you.
By the way, I realized that you did a lot of housework yesterday, well done. I understand that you are a good assistant in the household. It is perfectly.

In addition to you, I do not need anything! I will be near. I do not need anyone else. I dream of dissolving in the abyss of your eyes from night until morning. And if someone, even for a moment, doubts the sincerity of my feelings, I can answer firmly and resolutely and will fight for our happiness at any cost. You are only mine, and I am yours. Remember that our destinies have been woven together not by chance. And all my dreams are occupied only by you. I'm waiting for your answer and I miss you! Nastya.

Letter 81

Hi dear John.
Thank you for your letters. They give me a great mood, and a smile appears on my face. How are you? How is your day?
Today I did not get enough sleep. I do not know why - but I did not get enough sleep. Yesterday I went to bed as usual and quickly fell asleep. But it was very hard for me to get up. I woke up from the alarm clock and moved it five minutes later.

So quickly passed these five minutes !!! I just put my head on the pillow add the alarm went off again. I had to take a contrast shower - at first I turned on the cold water, then hot, then again cold and so on ...
It helps to cheer up in the morning. Do you sometimes have such a morning?
I can not wait to meet you, go to the dance, Tai Chi. I really want this. I'm very glad that you were able to get a loan of 4,000 pounds. And how do we find the rest of the 4800 pounds? Or am I not understanding something?
Of course, I think that at least 1-2 times a year we could visit my close people in my country. Good? I know that a good man. I'll never even think that you are selfish. Do not worry!

I watched Madeira's photos on the Internet. This is a very beautiful place. Yes, we could go there and spend a wonderful time. Do not worry, I know the rules of visiting the solarium.
Here are the new bank details:
Name of bank: VTB24
Swiftcode of Bank: CBGURUMM
The account holder's name: Anastasiya Korshunova
The account number: 40817978117064008601
Currency: euro
I hope that everything will turn out next week, and we will be together in the near future. I understand that you are ready for everything. Understand that I'm very pleased! I appreciate your care and support.
I want to be close to you now. You also want this, do not you? Can you imagine our joint life? I can imagine it. What are you going to do tonight? Imagine that I am right next to you.

My dear, since I am far away from you, I look at the starry sky and see your eyes, walk on a sunny day and envy happy loving couples who so sweetly exchange smiles and kisses. I know that you also dream of being close to me add cuddling up to me. All the difficulties and quarrels that overtook us are temporary problems. They will not be able to cool the hot words of hot love confessions that I want to whisper to you at our meeting, they can not make me think about something bad. Nastya.

Letter 82

Hello my favorite John.

Only now I can write to you. Today I decided some questions about the apartment. I needed to talk to the insurance company. And also collect all the documents, solve the problem of the fire. It was also necessary to sign many documents. I was even summoned to the police. Therefore today I spent a whole day going around and practically solved all the questions.
In general, I will be given insurance in the amount of 3000, everything is in order. By the way, I already spoke with my realtor. He turned out to be a good person. He said that after the repair I will be happy to help me with the sale of the apartment. In general, everything will be in order. Therefore, now the most important thing is that the funds come without problems. After that, my friend will again make me a regular repair. Then I sell an apartment, we will meet with you and we will be the happiest.

I understand that yesterday you had doubts. I imagine myself if I were you. So I'm not going to be offended. I understand you! But you also have to understand me that I'm doing everything so that we meet with you. It's not my fault that we had these problems. Believe that very soon all these problems will be solved. Then we'll meet with you. We will be happy, we deserve it!

In fact, yesterday night I could not sleep. I thought about you and me. We have been together so much. We are almost like a family. But in the near future we will be a real family. At all of us it will turn out.
Understand that I will fight for our love in any situation. Because you are very dear to me. You are a very important man for me in the world. I hope that you will never doubt me, in my feelings. Because only for your sake I'm ready for anything!
Yes, we had a lot of tears. But this is all for the sake of meeting. We fought a lot. And we will be rewarded with happiness. I'm very tired now, I'll go to bed. Your Nastya.

Letter 83

Hello my dear John.
Thank you for your letter. How do you feel? How is your mood?
Today I decided to do housecleaning. I like to clean the house. I turn on my favorite music and clean up. Now I have cleanliness and order in my house. I try to maintain cleanliness, because I like it when there is no dust at home and everything shines.

Do not worry, everything will be okay. I'm sure that we will succeed in the near future. You do not need to apologize for thinking about me. Everything is fine. The most important thing is that we will soon meet and prove to all our real, sincere feelings.
You do not need to be ashamed, you helped me with everything you could. I'm very proud that I have such a man.
I'm sorry that you had a bad night. Very soon we will have the best joint nights together.

It's so lonely here without you. In the evening, when there are no clouds in the sky, I like to look at the stars. They are so far away from me. And you are also far from me. They shine bright points to me. But to me you shine more than the sun in the day! I know that only next to you I will always be fine. I will take care of you. And you will take care of me. I love you. I want to feel your warmth, which you will warm me when I'm cold. Do not leave me alone. Nastya.

Letter 84

Hello my dear John.

I really miss your letters. I really want to be with you ... For me, you are the most expensive and sweetest man in the world. My world is full of colors when I receive your letters. But I know that soon we will not only write each other's letters. I realized that today you were engaged in gardening and you are leaving for Tai Chi. I hope that you will have a great time.

What did you do today? How do you feel? How is your health?
Today since the morning I had a good day. My friends, relatives, relatives congratulated me. I was very pleased. Unfortunately, I do not have a festive mood at all, because you are not around.

I'm glad you could make the transfer. Thank you for your congratulations, I'm very pleased! Wow, yesterday you had a great dinner for Debbie. I would like to try. Maybe someday we'll be able to roll on roller skates with you and Debbie, it will be fun :).

In the evening I cooked pasta with salmon in creamy garlic sauce. Have you ever tried this dish. I am preparing this dish for the first time. My friend Marina came to see me, my daughter came. And also there were parents, since I live with them now. In general, we had a good time and talked.

Soon we will be there, and will speak as much as we want. My every day is just wonderful, because I feel great from the thought that very soon we will be together. I need you my dear. I am waiting for your letter. Nastya.

Letter 85

Hello my dear John.
You are my happiness. I want to spend at least a few minutes with you ... Sometimes I feel that I already have happiness in my hands. That I'm about to be able to touch and feel it ... And then this feeling passes.

It happens literally for a moment. But I do not want to dream. I know that we will be happy when we are together. Your tender kisses, the touch of your hands, long evenings spent together, sleepless nights - all this will be real, and not in our dreams.
My dear, I'm very glad that I chose you. I always looked for a man like you. You are the best man!

I'm glad you had a great time in Tai Chi. I hope that soon we will be able to spend time together in Tai Chi. You would be a cherry on the top of the cake, haha. Yes, my daughter specially arrived on the day because of my birthday, very nice!

I thought about our future today. I do not want to live in dreams. I used to think about many things. Then I realized that it was necessary to do something real, and not to dream. Ordinary three words. But everyone wants to hear these words on Earth! All people want someone to love them. I love you. Do you love me. What could be better than this? I'm happy!

I'm happy to know that there is far from me someone who loves me. I enjoy every day I have lived. I rejoice at your every letter.
I wanna be with you. These thoughts often come to me. I hope that soon we will be together, and nothing will be able to separate us! Nastya.

Letter 86

Hello my dear John.
I'm in a good mood now. I hope that you feel fine too

I do not know what I'm going to do this evening. It's becoming harder for me to be alone ... I've been lonely for a long time. But now, when I have you, it becomes more difficult for me to be alone. I love you! This is the most wonderful feeling when you love someone. It's so nice to know that you need someone who loves you! I want to live with you for the rest of my life.

Soon we can be together, plan our future and be happy. I also hope that the funds will be credited to the account tomorrow. I'm sorry that you still have bad weather. I hope that it will get better.
Of course, I will be happy to help you in the garden. I really miss the gardening. Probably, when I come to you, I'll spend time there day and night, haha.
Thank you for considering my English at a good level, nice! Unfortunately, I did not receive a greeting card from you. In the folder with no spam.

I really want to meet you. Because I can not wait for a letter every time. I want you to hug me, kiss me, warm me. I want you to be my last man! My dear, I just do not have enough words to express all my feelings! My dear, I miss you so much ... If only you knew how much I miss you! Your Nastya.

Letter 87

Hello my beloved man John.
I had an ordinary day, and I really missed you. I miss you terribly, and I rather go to the computer in the evening to write to you.

Haha, well, I will not spend the nights in the garden. I think that I also have plans for this with you :). You know, I think you'd better give me your card when we meet. It will be nicer!
I'm sorry that the man left Debbie alone and now requires money. I think you did the right thing when you said that this man will not get anything. I hope Debbie's all right now? She has a man after all. You wrote to me about him!

I can no longer live this way alone, knowing that you are waiting for me far, far away. I often imagine, our kisses and our embrace. But, unfortunately this is not realistic now, unfortunately, I'm not with you now my love.

But we will soon meet, I believe in it. We must meet, I feel, we will be very happy. After all, I do not want just correspondence, I want to you, enjoy life with you.

I have strong feelings for you! You are a very good man. I can say this from your letters. We have been talking for a long time. And I think that in reality you will be even better! All the same, letters are just words. We can not convey feelings through written words. And I see how you try to convey to me your feelings! I understand that in reality everything will be much better! Your Nastya.

Letter 88

Hello my dear John.

I have a good mood today. But I did not get enough sleep. Since the morning I woke up the alarm clock. I completely forgot to turn off the alarm clock yesterday.
Today I decided to do household chores. It took me several hours.
I'm a little tired, and went to rest. And I fell asleep for another hour by day.
I prepared a salad of crab sticks. Do you know what kind of salad it is?
I watched TV, then read a book. And so much time passed unnoticed.

Wow, your friend from America said wonderful words about us with you, so cute! It is very nice! I'm glad Debbie's all right now. She's good at you, she prepares delicious dishes. I think that we will become friends with her.
My dear John, I beg you not to eat a lot of sweets. You need to keep blood sugar. When I fly, I will watch over your health. I understand that you do not want to live alone. Believe me, very soon we will meet, we need to wait a little longer. Mom's account is still empty. I hope that in the near future the funds will flow.

It's a little cold today, it's because of the wind. But we have a sun shining, which has already begun to warm up. Even through the glass, I felt the sun warming and becoming warm.
I was pleased to stand by the window for a while and bask in the sun. Does it sound funny?

My dear, I missed you so much! I really miss you! I wanted you to be there and warm me with your presence. I want to see you now, I miss your hugs and kisses very much! I love you! I'll be waiting for your letter. With love Nastya.

Letter 89

Hello my dear John.
I begin to make sure that I have a certain inclination towards you. I look forward to your letters with impatience. Every your letter, it's a great pleasure for me. And I re-read several times.

Today I had a free day, And I decided to spend it with a benefit for my body. In the morning I went to the gym with my friend. This is a good hall, in which there is a modern educational apparatus, and excellent coaches. It was good, I felt that I had benefited the body. I'm sorry that I can not attend aerobics, more often. It just happens to be difficult to allocate spare time.

I'm sorry that you have bad weather. I hope that the forecasts will not come true. You can not even imagine how many tasty and useful recipes I have for you. I know that you have diabetes, so I prepared some recipes. So when we meet, you will eat tasty and healthy food. Are you glad? This I will take care of your health.
I'm sorry that your friend from America has a sick husband. Tell him that I will pray for his health. You got me wrong. Money did not reach my account, my mother told me so. She checked my account, I did not have the opportunity yesterday.
Today I checked the account again, but it is empty. I do not understand why. Can you send me a receipt for the transfer of funds? Because usually your funds came very quickly. I worry!
I believe that very soon we will stand together and catch the evening sun.

Soon we will be with you. And this I am happy. I want to be a happy person and combine my life with your life. I feel for you an incredibly large and truly beautiful feeling, without which a person does not live, but simply exists - this is love. You are everything to me and even more. For your sake, I began to live and breathe. I love you, and I will love forever! Love is suffering, disappointment, sadness and hatred. But it's nothing compared to what you get in return - joy, just next to you ... happiness when you see how you laugh, I love you ... and I want to be loved! Nastya.

Letter 90

Hello my dear John.

I am pleased to read your letter again and again. I'm so glad that I have you, who will never leave me without attention and a good letter. How do you feel? How are you? What have you been doing today?
Today I feel better. I guess it's all because of my feelings about our meeting. But I believe that in the near future everything will be in order. I understand that you were worried. But it's all right, do not worry!

Understand that the buyer already exists. Therefore, from tomorrow they will begin to make repairs. After that, the apartment will be sold and everything will be fine.
I understand that you are talking with my photo. It's so cute! Believe me, we'll be together soon. Everything will be fine!

Today I had an interesting day. My distant friend Ekaterina came to my city and called me. We met with her in a cafe and talked very well. She has a daughter Angelina, who is 5 years old. She asked me to look after her, because she has things to do. I agreed, and we had a great time with Angelina. I took her to the children's world, and showed her many beautiful places.

The whole point of my life - It's you! I fall asleep, and think about you! I wake up and think about you! I sleep at night and smile, because I'm thinking of you. I'm ready to scream everywhere and everywhere that I love you. I can not imagine myself without your smile, without your eyes, without your kisses, without your hands. You are my happiness! I love you! I loved you from the creation of the world, I loved you so many lives in a row, loved you endlessly, loved you! I will love you until my last breath. I loved, I love, and I will love even more ... You are a man, which almost does not happen. You are the meaning of my life and I really, really love you. I want to be only with you! You are my only one! Know that there is on earth a heart that loves you, waits and that cries for you every day ... Yes, my dear, every day ... I love you very much ... Your Nastya.

Letter 91

Hello my beloved man John.

I am very pleased to receive your letter. With each of your letters, I understand that I want our meeting as soon as possible. Me and you as one. We are the two halves of great love. We seem to be made for each other. And fate gave us such a gift that we met.

Today I met with the main person who will do the repairs. He had already begun to clean all the burnt in the apartment. And he himself went, bought all the materials. He said that his brigade would come tomorrow. So for a week, a little more repairs will be ready. I'm very glad! After I can sell my apartment and meet you!
Recently, I began to feel worse. I hope that my health is all right. I'm sorry that you had a letter left. But I'm sure that the second time you wrote even better!

I know how strong your feelings are. Believe me, everything will be all right. We will meet soon! Understand that you and I are both happy. Our happiness is boundless. Soon we will meet and be the happiest! Thank you, I will tell my parents. And you tell your daughter that she has the most wonderful dad I really love :).
Thank you for your beautiful words. I really appreciate everything you write to me!

I am grateful to fate for that. I love you more than my life. And I will not give it to you. Such as you are human, I will never find. We think alike. And the main thing is that we love each other. I want to be with you, I want to create a family with you. I want to marry you. First we will have a small family consisting of two people. In this small family, only you and me will be. And then our family will be bigger, we will have small children if we want to. We will have a happy family based on love and understanding. I will do my best to make us happy.
I'm very hard without you, I can not live without you! Every day without you for me, like a fish to be without water. I'm really looking forward to the day I get on the plane, and I'm flying to you. And then you will meet me with a bouquet of roses at the airport. We join hands and you take me to the most beautiful places in your country. And we spend the whole night there. These are my dreams. I am waiting for your letter. Your Nastya.

Letter 92

Hello my dear John.

What is the weather like in your city? How do you feel? What are your plans for the weekend?
With my Internet everything was in order. Therefore, I write to you a little earlier than usual!
Today I went to my apartment to pick up my old toys and things to give to children in the orphanage. Yesterday I put all the toys and things in boxes. When I arrived at the orphanage, I immediately went to the children. I gave all the toys and things to these children who do not have parents. They were happy! I was very pleased to see the smiles on the faces of these children. I was pleased that I brought them a little happiness in their life. That they became even for a moment, but happy and forgotten about the fact that their parents left them. I will never forget the faces and smiles of these children.

I'm glad that all your computer problems are solved. By the way, the repair is already underway. From the fire there was no trace, only some smell. But the workers said that they would fix everything. The walls are all white, they will soon begin to fill the furniture, but first they will make the ceiling. I think that by 5.6 April everything will be ready.

You're right, we are very similar. We even read each other's thoughts. You see, this is our sparkling feeling. That's why we understand each other for thousands of kilometers. This is real love!
Unfortunately, I did not quite understand what Debbie wants to do. But I hope that one day I will try it!

We are one. And it is so important to me that you should know about my sincere feeling for you. When I miss your warmth, I imagine how our first kiss will happen. Thoughts were agitated, and my body trembled when I, closing my eyes, felt the warmth of your tender lips and the warmth of embraces. I live this moment, I dream about it every day. Only the breath removed our hearts then, and we could not resist the captivity of our own desires. Here, when I write these lines with all my heart. Again and again I want to know that it is also important for you to hear my confessions, how do I feel your soft touch of a palm to my cheek. You will always notice a bright glint in my eyes. It will be a delight and a joy that I have found happiness in your face. If there is real joy in the world, it is to have such a good person as you. I want you to believe in my sincerity and see how precious to me is that every minute of your life, you are in my heart, you warm it and give me strength to move on.
Your Nastya.

Letter 93

Hello my dear John.

How are you? Today I've been thinking about you all day. You do not get out of my head.
Today I was woken by the first ray of the sun. Today, the weather is very good and the sun shines brightly. Today I decided to visit my friend Oksana. While I was walking, a fortune teller came to me on the street and suggested that I should tell fortune on my hand. Of course, I do not believe in all that. Do you believe in fortune tellers? But I agreed. I was wondering what the fortune teller would tell me. Looking at my palm, the fortune teller told me that soon in my life there will be big changes. I immediately remembered you.

Uh, today I slept, I slept very long. I sometimes need to sleep well to feel good! I'm sorry that after the storm all the feeders were broken. I hope you've fixed everything and now everything is fine!
Yes, we will be together very soon, just you and me. Together we will rest, enjoy life, only with you!
Yes, I also liked the video you posted. This couple danced very nicely. I even envied them in something. So I wanted to dance with you right away.

I really want to be with you. I can not wait for the day when we will meet with you for the first time. When we can look into each other's eyes. When we can feel the warmth of our hands. I am very bored one, without you. I already want to be with you. I want to be in your warm embrace and want to feel the sweetness of your lips. Nastya.

Letter 94

Hello my dear John.

Thanks for your letter. Yes, weather makes me feel better. Very soon it will be warm. Soon warm days will begin, I can not wait!
It is a pity that the weather did not please you. I hope that it will get better! Well, I'll talk to a travel agent soon about a visa to Madeira. But from your second letter, I realized that first I should marry you? I think that we will solve this issue when we meet.

For tomorrow I will have many plans. It will be necessary to go on a visit to a friend of Marina, she will have a birthday. And also learned about the visa.
I'm glad that you are eating well, well done! Very soon, I will be able to prepare the most useful and tasty food for you. How are things with Debbie? Is she all right?

Understand that every day I imagine you next to me, how you kiss me, caress. How your tender hands touch my body. From these thoughts my head turns. You do not even know how much I want to hug you, to kiss you. You are the best man in the world. I know that we will succeed. The only question is how much we still have to wait. I really miss your Nastya.

Letter 95

Hello my favorite John.
I have a bad news. And this is a quick letter. I need to hurry now. My daughter got into an accident this morning. My daughter in the hospital is unconscious in serious condition! But I was told that nothing threatens her life. It is very good! Since this was my first question to the doctor. Thank God that she is alive! I do not know what to think and what to write to you. I am very worried. When the doctor called me and told me such terrible news, it got to me bad, the pressure jumped. I took medicine, soothing, it seemed to be a little better. It's all very scary! I have no words. :-(
I have to run to the hospital. I'll write you later. Nastya.

Letter 96

Good evening, beloved John.
I do not know how to start my letter so you understand me better. I cried all day today because I do not know what to do. Now I will try to get together and write to you so that you understand me better. My daughter got into an accident today in the morning, when she crossed the road. Since the morning she went to university. Apparently the morning was still cool and slippery. In general, she slipped and fell under the car. It's horrible!!!! After, we found out about this, I began to worry very much, and I was trembling very much. I thought I had lost my daughter! I was in the hospital. But the doctor said that I was not worried. The doctor told me that my daughter Ekaterina is alive, but is in serious condition. I spent the day next to her today. I talked with the treating doctors, and they told me that everything would be fine with her, and she would live. But the doctor told me that in order for her to be able to walk, she needed an urgent operation. I was told that the operation should be done within 14 days. Otherwise, I was told that the bone nerves would grow together, and it would probably remain an invalid forever. :-( I was told that the cost of the operation will be about 979000 rubles, that's about 13,700 pounds.) My daughter's man can not do much, I know. I do not want my daughter to be disabled! Besides, they wanted to have a baby now. As we talked about this, I immediately went to the buyer of the apartment, because today the workers have completed the repair, but the buyer said that he can not buy my apartment now.It has problems with work, he is ready to buy an apartment in a month. I do not have time for a month, because my daughter will have to do I would like to sell my apartment today, but there are no buyers yet, of course, I will look for other people, but I just can not hope for them, especially the design of all documents and the sale will take at least 2 weeks Now I do not know what to do at all :-( Because we can not wait that long! I would never ask for your help, but I do not know what to do, I can sell the apartment after a while. But my daughter has to have an operation in the near future. I really do not know what to do. I can not leave my daughter! I'm ready to burst now, because I never thought that such a situation could happen to us! My daughter is still too young to survive this. And what will her man do, what is her future in a wheelchair? It's too hard to accept. I know how long we waited for the meeting. And now the worst thing happened, and I need to be with my daughter. I will pray that my daughter will recover.
Thank you for your prayers. I am very pleased to read your support words. You have a daughter and you probably know what kind of feeling it is when it hurts. I can not ask you for help. You helped me with everything I could. I'm grateful for your life. But if you want to help something, then I will be very grateful to you.
Your Nastya.

Letter 97

Hello dear John.

How do you? I'm happy to see your letters with my daughter's condolences. It is a pity that they can not help my daughter.
I do not sleep, I can not sleep. Because in my head only thoughts about my daughter. I did not eat. I feel very bad now.
I just want to help my daughter now. After that we can meet with you. I really want to spend time with you. Understand that I can return you all the money after selling my apartment. But I will not have time to sell my apartment. It is very difficult to find buyers for such a time. But I already told a realtor. Therefore, I will hope for the best. Understand that if I had an apartment now sold, I would not even ask for your help. I understand you perfectly. You helped me a lot in our life. I do not want to write to you again about money. Because I do not like to talk about it. But so the circumstances developed.
I understand that you will have to sell your car to close the debts. But if there is any chance, then I ask you, take advantage of it. In a month, I can return you all the money. I will immediately transfer them to your account.

Today I wanted to contact various support funds. But I was told that no one can help with money so quickly. I did not want you to know about this situation. Because I understand how much you are worried about our meeting. But now my mother's heart is bursting. I want to meet you. Believe that we will succeed, but first I have to help my daughter. I think that our meeting will be able to wait a little longer. I dreamed about it very much. Beloved John, we have it. Most importantly, trust me. Please! Do not leave me alone in this difficult situation. Your feelings for me are very important. I want to be just next to you. Now I need your support more than ever. I ask you, my love, not pushing me away from myself. After all, I need you very much.

I love you very much. Believe me, I have the most sincere feelings for you. Only with you I want to be. But now I can not think only of us. After all, I have a serious problem with my daughter. I have to solve it in the near future. Understand that I have only one daughter. I can not lose the life of my daughter. This is all very serious. I ask you to understand my situation.
If I could take a loan, I would have paid for the operation for my mother a long time ago. Understand that at that time I took a mortgage. I just will not be given such a large amount of money. Because I have a small salary.
I can not now dream of our happy future. Because my daughter needs help. I'll try to write to you soon. Forgive me, I love you. I need you! Your Nastya.

Letter 98

Hello my dear John.

Thank you for your letter and kind words. You do not even know how pleased I am to read all this from you.
I realized that the bank told you that the loan is in order and you can not sell the car. My beloved John, I'm ashamed to ask you about it. But maybe you can do it for my daughter. Understand that I would sell my car, but I do not have a car. I understand that I ask you for many things. But all this for us, for the sake of my daughter's health. Then we can meet with you. I promise that I'll return all your money to you as soon as the buyer finds one. It does not take a lot of time! I believe that we will succeed. Believe me!

Understand, my own John, of course, we can continue our conversation about love. But how will we meet? If my daughter is now disabled, then I will need to take care of her. I can not leave my only daughter in this condition. Yes, after all we can meet, but how will we look into my daughter's eyes? We could help my daughter with the operation, we had the opportunity, but we did not. I'm not forcing you to help. Because it's only your choice. But I just can not imagine what will happen next? I hope that you understand me. I really want to meet you. I have sincere feelings for you. I love you madly.

My own, the most gentle and affectionate John, I do not understand why you suddenly decided not to help my daughter? Of course, I do not want to talk about money. Because I myself do not like this topic for communication. But now I do not have time to communicate on other topics. I have to resolve issues with money. Because 13,700 pounds is a lot of money.
I go every day to different banks, other organizations. I'm trying to explain the situation that happened to me. But no one can help me. That's why I feel like a loner in this big world. I just do not know what I'll do if my daughter is disabled. You have no idea how hard it is for me. After all, I'm Mom. I just want us all to be happy together. We can do all this. Everything will be fine with us. But for this you need to somehow solve the issue with the operation.

I understand very well that this is a large sum of money. But you must believe in me. We have come a long way. It remains now to take the last step. After that we will be with you the happiest.
I'm very ashamed to ask you again for help. You can not even imagine how I have to humble myself, to ask for help from friends, from banks. On what I'm just not ready to go so that my daughter was healthy. I do not want her future to end at this moment. She's young, her whole life is ahead. I understand that I ask you for a lot, because we have not met. I'm very ashamed of you. But you are the closest person who can at least somehow help me.
It is a pity that I did not manage to fly to you. But so the circumstances developed. I'm ready to sell an apartment so we can be with you. Because without you I will not have happiness.
It is possible that I am crossing features, faces. But I can not cope without your help. I have no more such a person who could help me in this situation. Since we are a couple, already almost a family, then I ask for your help. I'm now very ashamed. But I promise you that after the sale of my apartment, I will return all your money to you. Material support does not matter to me. I just want my daughter to be healthy and happy. If my daughter is all right, then we will be happy too. I just imagine how we'll live together. One day our daughter will come to visit us, imagine how we will be glad to see her. She will be grateful to you, for this. My daughter Ekaterina is very good. You do not even know how good I am. But if we do not help, how can we look into her eyes. I just can not imagine. I think you understand that.

Understand, my beloved John, that without you I simply can not imagine my life. But without my daughter, I can not live. Because for all 20 years I have invested in her a lot of strength, education. You can not even imagine how my heart aches. In general, I can not write anymore. I need to see my daughter ... I hope for your understanding! Your Bride Nastya.

Letter 99

Hello my favorite John.

Thank you for your wonderful words of support for me. You can not even imagine how it helps me. Because I still have a serious condition. I think you understand me. After all, the feeling when you can lose a daughter is simply not transferable. It's a terrible feeling. I hope that no one will ever feel that way from mothers.

Understand beloved John, I understand that you are trying to help me in every possible way. I really appreciate it! I understand that so far we have failed. But maybe together we can think of something. I'm sure that we will succeed if we do everything together.
I wrote to you that the whole operation costs 13,700 pounds. I think that if I try hard, I will have 1200 pounds. But I still miss 12,500 pounds. So I do not even know what else to do. I tried to take credit, but no one gives!

Yes, I understand that the bank can not trust you and lend 10,000 pounds. Maybe you can take this money on bail of something? How do you think? I'm ashamed to write to you about this, but I beg you, try again. Or ask, under what conditions will they give you this loan? After all, you understand that after I can immediately sell my apartment in 2-3 weeks. Then I will immediately transfer the entire amount to your bank account. We must not give up. Only together we can do it.

Today I spent the whole day with my daughter. I just hold her hand, look and pray, but nothing helps. Forgive me, my beloved John, I'll write to you more tomorrow. I'll try to sleep. Your Nastya.

Letter 100

Hello my favorite John.

Thanks for your letter! I'm glad you're all right. Wow, you rest 3 days. In our country, on Monday, all people go to work.
It's a pity you were cold. Yes, I could hug you to warm your love! You're right, soon all your dreams will become reality. Everything is ahead of us!

I realized that you're Debbie spending time in Scotland with her man. I hope they have a great time.
Of course, I understand that you can only get money on Tuesday. Do not worry. Everything will be good. I am sure that everything will turn out soon.

We had a lot of people in the city today, despite the holiday. Apparently some people are just going to celebrate Easter! By the way, I watched the movie "The Lord of the Rings". As far as I remember this trilogy, a very interesting film.
Do not worry, I can cook for you soon.

Today I spent the whole day with my daughter in the hospital. I feel very sorry for her. I try to look after her, help in everything. Thank you for your kind words and feelings. It really helps!
Yes, I began to sleep a little better. But I still wake up at night.
My dear John, we will succeed. I know that we will be able to meet with you soon. We will be the happiest with you. Only you and me, together forever! I love you very much! Your Nastya.

Letter 101

Hello my dear John.
How do you? Are you all right?
I feel better today than I did yesterday. The weather is getting warm. I feel that very soon it will be summer. But I hope that until this moment we will be able to meet with you. It's important for me!

You know, beloved John, when we meet, then let's review the film "The Lord of the Rings" all three parts? Of course, I help to eat my daughter. Because it is now hard and almost impossible to move!
By the way, my dear, you will soon be able to receive cash. I wanted to ask you, you can make a transfer of money to an old account. Because in another bank there are some problems. I think it's better not to take risks and use the old account number. Do you manage to send money to the old account number?

We still have people celebrating Easter, having fun. But to me, unfortunately, not fun. Because you are not around. And also my daughter has serious problems. And now I want to spend this time with you so much. But I know that very soon we will be together. Very soon we will be able to kiss each other, embrace, take care. I love you very much. Everything is ahead of us. We will be happy. Believe me, your Nastya.

Letter 102

Hello my dear John.

Thanks for your letter! Yesterday I decided to meet with my friend Marina. We talked a little. I needed a little distraction from everything. We went to a cafe and talked.
In general, I had a good time. But all this time I've been thinking only of you. I missed you. I pictured you how we spend time with you. You were in my thoughts. I'm sure that very soon we will succeed, and we can be together. I realized that I really miss you so much! You are my half, and I am yours.

By the way, the weather has changed, then the sun, then rain and clouds. I realized that you also had volatile weather, violating your plans.
Yes, you correctly wrote my old bank details. I hope that you have no trouble getting paid to transfer money to an old account.
Of course, in my country also decorate eggs, give each other. In doing so, we utter the words: Christ is risen. In response, they say: Truly, He is risen. Easter is a significant holiday in the country. I hope that we will spend all the next holidays together, just you and me.

If you have a desire to learn to speak in Russian. I will gladly help you with this. Yes, you are right, now the most important thing is that my daughter should be all right. Then we can meet with you. I'm sure that everything will turn out.
Every day I dream about our meeting. I believe that we need to meet. After that everything will be in order. I wish you all the best. Waiting for an answer. Your Nastya.

Letter 103

Hello dear John.

How do you? How is your health?
Every day I think about our meeting. I dream that we will succeed in the near future. It is a pity that there is no way to help my daughter. Understand, I know that you are doing everything to help Ekaterina. I really like it! But maybe, again, go to your sister. How do you think? I think I need to explain everything to her. I can talk to her on the phone. What do you think?

I think that we need to think about what we can do to get money. We could ask Debbie for help. How do you think? Can she help us? Of course, it's too much to ask her about it. But I can only promise that I will be grateful to her. My daughter will also be grateful to her all my life for this! It all depends on our life with you.
You can not even imagine how pleased I am that you are trying to do everything for my daughter. You are the best man in this world. I'm very glad that I have you. I just can not imagine what I would do without you.
You know, dear John, I believe that we will be able to meet with you in the near future. I will pray that we will succeed. We just have to meet you. We should be happy.
Now I feel sad. I again lose my appetite. I will also try to find at least some amount of money. But it's unlikely that I will succeed. I hope that we can solve this problem. I miss you, your Nastya.

Letter 104

Hello my dear John.
Unfortunately, I could not write to you earlier, because I had problems with the Internet. How are you, is everything all right?
This weekend I did the cleaning in the apartment, preparing to eat. The rest of the time I spent with my daughter. I try to be closer to her now, as much as possible. I try to do everything so that she is not nervous. Maybe this will somehow slow down the problems in her body.

Yes, I understand that your sister does not want to help us. Maybe you should say that you need money for something else. I understand that it is not good to deceive loved ones. But for the sake of true sincere love, we must do everything. Do you agree with me? How do you think?
You are right, one day we will be able to prove to your close people that our love is stronger than anything in the world.
I'm glad that your weather is getting better. I'm already approaching summer. Very soon it will be warm. I wish I was having fun!
I'm sorry that because of me you did not go to TaiChi. I'm sorry that your neighbor was stolen some things. I hope that the police will figure it out and find robbers.

I understand that you are trying to do everything for us. I am pleased that you do for me, my daughter, our love. I appreciate it, believe me. I know that together with you we will be able to solve any problems. We will be all right!
I miss you so much. Every day I think only about you, about our meeting. I believe that everything will turn out very soon. Your Nastya.

Letter 105

Hello my dear John.

Thanks for your letter! How is the weather? How is your health?
I understand that you also have problems with the Internet. We usually have problems with the Internet because of bad weather!
Yes, you are right, my Catherine has serious problems with her legs, they do not work. You need surgery to get her legs working.

I realized that my idea is not the best. You're right, your sister's your only family. Therefore, you need to be close to each other and cherish. After all, no one is closer, except close people.
You're right, summer is very close. I still blame myself that we could not meet. I'm sorry that I could not fly to you. But I believe that we can still change!
I understand that you are doing everything for our meeting. I am very pleased. I hope that one day we will be able to solve this problem! Thank you for everything you did and do for us, for our meeting. I am grateful to you!

I would like to walk with you to the park now, holding hands, spending time, loving each other. I believe that soon we will succeed. I know that in the near future we will meet. After that we will be the happiest. I miss your Nastya.

Letter 106

Hello my dear John.
How do you? Are you all right?
It's a pity that you have bad weather. You have a very strange spring. I hope that it will get better soon. Today I have great weather. Every day becomes a little warmer. I know that very soon summer will come, it will be very warm. But we will spend this summer together. At all of us to turn out!

You are right, the weather will not weaken our real sincere feelings. I understand that you could borrow ? 5,000. But this amount, unfortunately not enough! I do not even know what to do now. I understand that you do not want to take chances. Because you can lose the house. But I can only tell you that I will not let you down.
Yes, I understand that it's not our fault that we have not been able to meet yet. But in my heart I'm still very worried. Besides, I now can not even imagine how we will meet? Because you need to somehow help my daughter. Only after that we can meet with you. Do you understand?
Yes, you're right, I'm still working to earn some money for myself! Thank you for your kind words for my daughter. Very nice!

We are waiting for a meeting in the near future. This will be the best moment in our life. I believe that everything will turn out soon. Only you and me, together forever. I really miss you. I miss you! I love you, your Nastya.

Letter 107

Hello dear John.
Thanks for your letter! The days off have begun. I'm very glad.
I have great weather. I decided to relax a little. So today I met Marina, we walked in the park. After a bit of sitting in a cafe. Now I'm at home and I feel good!

Yesterday I watched the movie "What Women Want". It was a comedy, very interesting and funny. In the lead roles, Mel Gibson is removed. Have you seen this movie? You need to watch it. He cheered me up a little.

I realized that you have many things planned for the weekend. I hope that you will cope with all. Yes, I understand that you can not help my daughter now. I do not even know what to do now. I think that we should not give up. Because if we do not solve this question, I do not know how we will meet. I hope that you understand me. And it makes me very frustrated!

I'm glad that you have a good concentration of glucose in your blood. Yes, you are right, you need to monitor your health and diet. It is a pity that I am not around, I would take care of this.
I miss you so much. Every day I think only about our meeting. It is important for me that we meet with you sooner. I need you very much. I want all our dreams and desires to come true. It is important! I really miss your Nastya.

Letter 108

Hello my favorite John.

How are you, darling? How was your day? Are you all right?
Today was a hard day, very hot. For some reason, the warm weather came suddenly. But they say that in the coming days the temperature will drop, and again it will be necessary to put on a jacket.

Unfortunately, I did not answer you about my daughter's partner. Because I lost this letter. Only today I found your letter. I hope that you understand!
Yes, of course, the young man of my daughter comes to the hospital all the time. He also tries to do everything, but he is still young. He does not have that kind of money.

Of course, I understand everything that you write. But understand that if I lose my daughter, I simply can not imagine how I can continue to live. It will take a long time before I can live any further. I believe that we must still try to make efforts to solve my problem. It is important! How do you think?
I'm pleased to know your positive attitude. Your support is very important to me now. I hope that we will solve my problem.

Unfortunately, today I'm very tired. I'm not used to this heat yet. So now I'll make dinner. Probably it will be spaghetti with chicken breast in cream sauce. What did you eat this evening?
I really miss you. Every day my thoughts are only about our meeting. You are my Love. I believe that soon we will succeed.
Nastya.

Letter 109

Hello my dear John.
How do you? How is your health? Are you all right?
Yes, of course my daughter's partner does not leave my daughter. He tries to come every evening. His name is Andrew. They have serious feelings.
Understand that my daughter will not get better without our help. Only we can help my daughter. I do not even know what to do now.
In fact, I'm ready for anything for the sake of my daughter's health. I try to walk as often as possible to donate blood to get some money. This money should help your daughter. I just do not know what else to do. In my head, extreme thoughts are spinning, but I think that there is still time.
I had a normal day, nothing interesting. Only I feel bad. Feels like I'm starting to get sick. I hope that everything will be all right.
I really miss you. Every day my thoughts are only about our meeting. I still hope that we will meet very soon. Nastya.

Letter 110

Hello my dear John.
How do you? How is the weather?
Unfortunately, only now I can write to you. There was absolutely no time. I arrived very late yesterday. I needed to do a lot to help Alina with the funeral for her mother. It was very hard for her. So Alina needed me. I did everything that was in my power. Now Alina feels a little better. But I think that she will need to recover for a long time. I can imagine how hard it is for her now. In general, I came and I'm all right.
Are you all right? I missed you. I'm sorry that your daughter has some health problems. I hope that she will be all right. I will pray for her health. I am waiting for your letter. Nastya.

Letter 111

Hello my favorite John.
I understand that you are doing everything for me, my daughter, our meeting. Understand that I really appreciate it. It is very important for me. I have the most sincere feelings for you. But you must understand that losing this daughter will be the most terrible event in my life. I just do not know how to live.
Yes, you do everything to help. I am very grateful to you. It's a pity that TaiChi did not help you. I'm sorry that it all happened. I just wanted to be happy with you. I hope Debbie's fine.
My dear John, remember, you wrote that you have a sister who can help. Maybe you should ask her for help. You can think of another reason for which you need money. What do you think? I understand that you can not deceive your loved ones. In general, no one can be deceived. But we have such a situation that there is simply no other way out. What do you think? I think your sister will not refuse you. All the same, you are blood relatives.
I'm very ashamed that I ask you about this. I'm just trying to use all the solutions to save my daughter. I hope that you understand me.
Every day, my thoughts about our meeting, so we were happy. I believe that one day this will come, but we must make every effort. How do you think? I'm waiting for your thoughts. I really miss your Nastya.

Letter 112

Hello dear John.
I'm very pleased that you are trying to find a solution to our problem. I understand that your sister does not want to help us. It's so painful to know that your close people can help, but do not want to.
Now there is a difficult situation. I just can not think of anything else. I tried to distract myself, but it's useless. My thoughts are only about my daughter, about my feelings for you. I'm afraid to lose you. I hope that this will never happen. Because I really need you. But I'm afraid that I will lose my daughter, and then all my feelings will fade. I hope that this will not happen. So you and I need to find a way to help my daughter. I think that we must come up with something. How do you think? I kind of tried avocado, I do not even remember!
Now I'm very upset. I do not know what to do. I do not know how we'll meet. But I will hope that everything will turn out. Have a good weekend. Nastya.

Letter 113

Hello my favorite John.
I am pleased to read your letters. I feel in them your love, real feelings. All this inspires me. I understand that my daughter, and you want me to continue to live. But you can not understand one thing, that after the loss of my daughter, I can not be the same. Therefore, I simply can not imagine my life further if I lose my daughter.
Understand John, I have the strongest feelings for you. I was offended that I wrote so. How could you think such a thing of me? You and I went through a lot. I will always have the strongest feelings for you. I do not know what to do and what to find the solution to the problem. I need to somehow solve the problem with my daughter. Then everything will be fine. Your Nastya.

Letter 114

Hello dear John.
I realized that you can be given credit only for static purposes. What do they mean by this? Understand that you need to ask for a loan not for my daughter, but for something else. Do you understand?
I'm glad you had a great time in Tai Chi. I'm glad Debbie is doing well! Unfortunately, I could not get a video. I understand that you cried. But you can understand, still we have a very difficult situation. We have 10 days left to resolve the issue with the operation. Otherwise everything was in vain!
Today I feel bad myself, I'll write more tomorrow. I hope you understand. I really miss your Nastya.

Letter 115

Hello dear John.
Yes, I'm glad you understand me. Unfortunately, I now have no other thoughts, only about my daughter. I would really like to meet you soon. But much depends on my condition. I do not know what will happen next. I feel bad now. After all, it's hard for me, as a mother, to realize that my daughter will not be soon. I think that you yourself understand this. After all, you are also a father.
I understand that you've tried everything. We must try, something to think of. Maybe there are people who give loans personally. That is, take a loan not from the bank, but from ordinary people. Of course, there will be a large percentage. But I will be able to return all your money to you on June 10th. Do you understand? I hope that we will find a solution. We have another week. I miss you, Nastya.