Letter(s) from Olga Aleksandrovna Iangabysheva to William (USA)

Letter 1

William today I have come to library to read through your letter, but you have not written to me, tell to me, what for you wrote to me? If you now do not answer my letters. Why you do not appreciate time of other people, it is a pity to me, that I waste time on expectation of your letter. I shall be glad if you will want to continue our dialogue.

Letter 2

Good afternoon William! I am glad to that you have written to me. William Tell to me why you have not answered my questions? I in fact spoke you that it is important to me to know about your purposes and about your intentions. I thought that you will tell to me about your purposes and for what you search from our acquaintance. I hope that you will answer my questions. Otherwise we do not need to continue dialogue.
William today I would like to tell more about me. About my purposes and plans. I think that it will be interesting to you to learn more about me and my life. To me of 29 years. I now am in such age, that I do not have time for games and other. I search for the man with which I could create family. William I am very tired that which men I met all searched only affinity and had no what serious intentions. William I live in Russia. I live in city: Megion. And where exactly you live? How your city refers to? William I would like to ask you, you are frightened with our distance or not? Simply I do not see what problems because of our distance. I do not think that it somehow can prevent to us and our dialogue. William I understand that it can frighten you. But understand, I did not wish to hide it from you. And I understand that distance very big, but distance not a problem for me. I do not see what barrier to our dialogue and acquaintance. William I have gone on a site match.com because to me have told that is the most popular site of acquaintances in the USA. I read how men in the USA behave and as they concern to family much. And I liked that in the USA many men search for serious attitudes. When I read about men in the USA, I have understood that just such type of men is necessary to me. I know that distance very big, but in the modern world what distance cannot be a barrier. Now it is possible to fly to any country, and is not present what interdictions for travel. And consequently I do not see what barrier to acquaintance to the man from the USA. William I would like still times to explain. I search for love. William I search for the man which it will be serious concerns to me. I search for the one who will love me. To me it is not important where we shall live with mine the man. If the man from the USA will decide to arrive to me to Russia to live with me, I shall be happy. To me it is not important where we shall live, the main thing that all was serious and really. I hope that now you understand about my plans and the purposes. Tell to me, you are excited with our distance? What do you think of our dialogue now? I shall wait for your answer. Olga

Letter 3

Hello William! Today excellent day, ahead days off and consequently at me good mood, I have come to library, whether to check up you have written to me the letter, but unfortunately I have not seen the letter, you have forgotten about me, I so wish to continue to communicate with you. William write to me I so for it I wait. Have a good weekend Olga.

Letter 4

William I yesterday have written to you the letter, You have received it. I very much wish to continue dialogue, write to me as soon as you will have time, I very much wait your letter.

Letter 5

William I shall not do anything if, it not seems to you that you have written the first to me, therefore I shall not do anything. William you can not write to me if you dialogue with me does not interest.

Letter 6

Hello William! Thanks that you have answered my letter and I am grateful to you that you continue dialogue with me. How your mood? You have slept? I hope that we shall continue to learn each other and our dialogue will be productive. William it is very pleasant to me to learn about you, that has told thanks about the work, at you interesting work, it is very interesting to me to learn about you. William to me it is pleasant, that you like to read my letters, I very much hope that at us good dialogue will turn out. William as I already spoke, distance for me not a problem. For me the main thing to be assured that I have found the the man. I was disappointed in men too much. Therefore now I very carefully approach to a choice of the man. Unfortunately all men which tried to get acquainted with me interested only in my appearance. And sex was necessary to them only. And it very strongly offended me. But I am not upset because of it. I trust that the present men were not gone, and that I have all chances of meeting the man with which I can be happy. William unfortunately in my life I often collided with treachery. Therefore now I should be assured on 100 that I am really necessary to the man. Also that the man does not play with me. William if I can be convinced that I have found mine the man, what distance will not stop me. I am ready on all to be with mine the man. I search for the man which will love me. I search for the one who can give me care and which will not exchange me for other girl. I when shall not forgive change. Treachery, the most awful that can happen. And consequently I wish to be assured that I have made a correct choice. William dialogue through letters will allow us with you better to learn each other. I understand that time is necessary to write the letter, but it is more productive, than constant dialogue by short letters. When you sit and think that on to write in the letter, you open your soul. Through letters it is possible to understand, how the person concerns to you. And for me dialogue through letters, a unique way for dialogue. I have no concept as still it is possible to communicate with the man from the USA. Because between us such huge distance. And I do not have time for communicating all the day long. I work much, and consequently I cannot spend a lot of time for dialogue. William I work as the veterinary. But I shall tell about my work to you next time because already it is time to me to finish and go home. William I hope to you our dialogue is pleasant, and I hope that you will continue to write to me letters and we shall continue to learn each other.

Letter 7

Hello William! Today I would like to tell to you about my work and about my hobbies. I think that it will be interesting to you to learn more about me. Also it is one of those what we could discuss. William to me it is very pleasant, that you have told about the plans, hope we shall continue to learn each other. I am glad that you like the letters. William I already spoke you that I work as the veterinary. I love animals. William as you concern to pets? My work particularly specializes on pets. Cats, dogs, rodents and house birds. I very much love animals, and to me always very sadly to look at stray dogs and cats. I understand that them very hard to survive in this world because they are not adapted for a life in the street. I do not understand people who throw out the pupils on street. It severely and very meanly. William you knew that Dogs the most true essences in this world? I cannot even present that pain which is tested by a dog which have thrown out on street because she has bothered the owner. To us in hospital animals which paws or tails often act have broken. It is very sad. Some children which catch cats in the street break them tails. They at all do not understand what pain they cause cats. It brings them fun and laughter. But who from them does not think at all of they cause what pain to a poor animal. And it is very sad that all of more children became such severe. I do not understand from where in children so much a rage and cruelty. William I think that all it because of films and cartoon films. William when I was small, I looked kind cartoon films and kind fairy tales. Mum brought up me so that I knew that such kindness. My Mum has given me the big education. And I am very grateful to mine Mum for my education. Mum has learned me to care and attention. And I think that my education has affected my hobbies. I like to go in for sports. At me is not present what bad habits. I when did not smoke and did not try drugs. William, I do not drink strong alcohol. I can drink not a lot of wine, but I shall not drink much to receive strong alcoholic intoxication. I like to play volleyball, I like tennis. Still I like to go by a bicycle. In the winter I like to skate on an ice. You are able to skate? Even in the winter I like to go by skis. It very well influences health. Fresh air and physical activities, here that is really necessary for an organism. William, I like to cook food, my Mum has worked hard to learn to prepare for me various dishes. Tell to me, what your favourite dish? What do you love most of all? I hope that you liked my letter, and I hope that you will write to me tomorrow your answer, and it will be interesting to me to learn about your hobbies. Olga.

Letter 8

Hello William, I very much wished to write to you the good letter, but unfortunately I very much hurry up, today at my mum birthday, I do not wish to be late for the bus, therefore I can not write to you the substantial letter. I shall lead with mum all weekend. I very much hope, that on Monday I shall see your letter. Bye-Bye! Olga

Letter 9

Good afternoon William! I am glad to see your letter. I am glad to that you do not forget about me, and to me it is pleasant that you write to me your letters. William I today would like to continue to tell to you about my life. I think that it will be interesting to you to learn about my childhood. William to me will very pleasantly receive from you a compliment, to me it is pleasant, that you my pictures, thanks like you for your pictures, it is very pleasant to me to receive them. William thanks, that you are fair with me, William you had a beautiful girlfriend. William I am very glad that I can to write to you when I was at mum, I thought of that that I do not have not enough your letters. William I believe that childhood is the most wonderful time in the life of any person. After all, as a child you do not care about such issues, which are adult. You do not need to look for a job, you need to think how to feed themselves. You do not have to think about where you live and what to eat. And how do you survive in this world. You naive and happy. My childhood can not be called happy, but I try not to think about the bad moments. William I try to remember only the happy moments of life. When I was in school, I was very shy girl.
I studied hard and devoted a lot of time studying. Because I did not want to upset my mother. I saw how much my mom does for me. And I saw how she was sad when I had bad grades in school. So I always tried to learn everything that we were asked to put me top marks and to my mom proud of me. I did it to please my mother. And in school I decided for myself that when I grow up I want to be a veterinarian. Because I've always loved animals. One day I was walking home from school, and I heard a squeak somewhere near the road. I went looking for a place from where it was published squeak. I went through the small bushes and saw a little kitten. He was sitting high in a tree. Apparently he drove to the dogs. He was very scared and cried loudly. I took off my backpack, and decided to remove a kitten from a tree. I felt very sorry for him. My mother always forbade me to crawl up trees. Because she is very worried about the fact that I can fall. But at that moment, I did not think about it, I thought about how I was sorry for the kitten. I crawled to him. He was afraid of me. He shouted very loudly. I tried to pick it up, but he strongly clung to a tree. I stroked it, I tried to calm him down. I tried to talk to him. And when he had calmed down, I took him into my arms. I sat with him on a tree, and waited when he calms down. When he calmed down, I began to try to get down from the tree. It was hard, but I did not fall and successfully descended from the tree with a kitten. I did not know what I should do, so I took it with him. I brought him home. I fed him and prepared a bed for him. He was very afraid and worried because of unfamiliar places. I did not know how to tell my mother about it. And I was very afraid that my mom would mind. And I sat and waited for my mother returns from work.
I've been worried and thought about what to say to my mother, it was a very exciting time for me. William I'm sorry, but I need to finish my letter, because the library will be closed soon and I need to go home. William I will tell you tomorrow about what happened then, when my mother came home from work. I hope that you were interested in reading my letter and I hope that you write your letter, and you will also be some interesting story or whether from childhood that you remember very well. I'll wait for your letter tomorrow. Olga

Letter 10

I'm sorry that I could not write to you, I felt bad, I really want to continue our communication, today I'm in a hurry and will not be able to write you a good letter. Today, when I was lying in bed, I long thought and dreamed. I was so lonely. Do you have erotic dreams? If you want, I can tell you about mine, write to me if you want me to tell you about my dream. Olga

Letter 11

William it is very a pity to me, that you have not written to me, I hope to continue our dialogue. I shall try to answer all your questions.
Last days I had not enough time, therefore I not always could write and answer your questions, I very much hope, that we shall continue our dialogue. Olga.

Letter 12

Hello William! William Thank you replied to my letter, thank you that you do not forget about me. Yesterday I finished my letter to that told you how I was waiting for my mom. When my mother came home, I immediately ran to her and asked my mom not to swear at me and I said I could not leave him on the street. My mother at first did not understand what I was saying. But then I was told that I brought home a kitten. My mother said do not mind, and I can leave myself a kitten and I have myself to monitor the kitten. I said that I would keep, feed and care for my new friend. And I was so happy that my mother allowed me to leave the kitten. William, My mother scolded me for what I had climbed up a tree. She said it was dangerous, and that I could fall. But she said that proud of me that I was not scared and climbed up a tree to rescue a kitten. I was glad that my mother praised me. Thanks for your letter, to me is very pleasant, that you share your dream with me, but it seems to me, that we need to continue to learn each other, probably it will lead us to that that to greater. My mom has always been kind to me, and always with kindness and sympathetic to me. It is thanks to my mother, I now have such education. My mother works William! My Mom is now in 54 years. Soon my mother will retire. Now my mother continues to work. William I have a father, he is alive, but I do not know where he is. My father abandoned my mother and me when I was still quite small. My father worked in a steel plant. We did everything well. But when the Soviet Union collapsed, the factories began to close in Russia. And the factory where my father worked went bankrupt and closed. My father lost his job. William I was then still very small and did not realize how much it was bad. My father was very upset by the fact that he could not support his family anymore. My mom got a job. He, too, was looking for a job, but it did not take much either. He began to drink alcohol occasionally in the evenings. My mom tried to talk to him, trying to cheer him up. But it was useless.
Then one day I came home from school, and I saw that Mom is sitting in tears. I asked what had happened, and then she told me that my father abandoned us. He just packed up and left. He did not say anything. William It is very traumatic for my Mom. And I was very nervous and worried about her. I told my mother that all will be well. I believed in what my father one day return and all will be well. But he did not return. My mother was a very strong woman. And she continued to work. She dedicated her life to me and work. She tried to educate me. And always told me that I must be strong. It can happen in the life of the different situations that can knock you off your feet. But that does not happen, you need to always move forward and never will give up. And it gave me a lot of strength and energy. William, I always tried to help my mother. And I was happy when I saw that my mother was happy. My mom does not trust men with as long as we threw the father, so she was not looking for another man. And it is now one. My mom has a sister. She lives near my mother. They are often seen, and so my mother is not so lonely. William, I try to give my mom as much as possible. To My Mom felt my love and care. Because she has devoted many years of her life my upbringing. And I am grateful to my mother for it. William I do not have photos of my father. I hope you have been interesting to read and learn more about my family and about my life. I hope that you will tell me more about your family. I'm curious to know you. I'll wait for your letter tomorrow. Your friend Olga

Letter 13

William I do not force you to communicate with me, I did not speak you that I love you to me simply it was pleasant to communicate with you, up to the today's letter. William as you could think, that I am not real, it offends me, therefore I want, that you have made such pictures that I could know, that you real. I with impatience shall wait your pictures. Olga.

Letter 14

Hello William! I am very glad to see your letter. William thanks that you find time to write to me. William thanks for your picture to me is pleasant, that you have made it. William at me is not present camera, therefore I cannot send you such picture. I shall try to find a way to make such picture. I have not understood, that you have written about pictures, but you have sent me your picture and mine, I did not receive thirds of picture. William I would like to tell you more about my work. I told you already that I work with the veterinarian. My job is to treat the animals. Animals as well as people can get sick and get a variety of injuries. More worst is that dogs love to eat what you can not eat. And often come to us dog owners who ate a toy or something else bad. William On the day there are so many animals. Someone brings animals from the street, which is thrown in the street. For these animals, we do a survey, we put the necessary vaccinations. We treat the animal, and then we return to the shelter for homeless animals. William Today, we received a little girl. She brought a small kitten. She cried a lot. She said that she had found a kitten in the trash. It's horrible. She brought it to us. She was in tears. The street is very cold and very much a kitten froze. We checked and fed kitten. He was very cheerful and playful. He is still very small. The girl asked to hold a kitten, so she was able to persuade the parents to take him home. I immediately thought of myself in this girl. I hope that her parents allowed the girl to pick up a kitten. William I saw as a girl worried about the life of a kitten. And my work is a lot of such cases. And I'm glad that people still have compassion and love for animals. It is a pity that such people every day is becoming less.
More and more violence and hatred in people, and this is very bad. William Veterinarian not only my work. When I have time, I have been volunteering. William In our town there is a group of people that helps the elderly and others who need help. We help pensioners. We come to their home, we cook them food, we sit and talk to them about life. Some people we help clean up or buy the necessary medicines.
Unfortunately in our country is very bad apply to pensioners. The pension is very small, and the cost of drugs is very large. And many pensioners simply can not afford to buy all the necessary drugs. And we're with other guys help them in this. William We have who does not pay for it. We are collecting money. We organize charity fairs, we are trying to find a way to attract the public to the problem. And many of my friends, they are also involved in volunteering. William My best friend Julia. She works as a cook. She lives with a guy. They live in a civil marriage. She has no children, but I think that soon everything will change. They love each other, and I think that soon they were married. I do not have a lot of friends, all my friends, my colleagues. Do you have volunteers in the United States? Do you have people who help others, not for money, but it is because they want it? I find it interesting to learn about life in the United States. I hope that you will tell your friends about. I'll wait for your letter tomorrow. Olga

Letter 15

Good afternoon William! I am glad to see your letter. That you do not forget to write thanks me. Every day I go to library and I hope that I shall see your letters. William I have already got used to your letters. I am very glad to ours with you to acquaintance and dialogue.
William it is interesting to me to learn you and it is interesting to me to communicate with you. William you became for me the friend from other country. William to me it is very pleasant, that you like my dress and I, William each girl likes romanticism, therefore I would like such night. Thanks for your letter it very much was pleasant to me. William, Today in the morning when I have woken up, I thought of how you wake up. How you begin your day? It is interesting to me on what your life is similar. I begin my day with warm-up. I do some exercises and then I go to a shower. After a shower I make a breakfast and I gather for work. William tell to me, and you eat a breakfast? William that you like to eat for a breakfast? I for a breakfast like to eat a porridge or eggs. I do not eat heavy food in the morning. I like to prepare for pancakes or an omelette. It is interesting to me, you like to eat what food? I watch my feed and my figure. Therefore I cook I food to myself, and I watch that there was no superfluous food that I had no a problem with excess weight. I go in for sports. Three times a week I go to a sports hall to watch my body. I carry out various physical activities. I like to run, I like to go by a bicycle. I love productive leisure on open air. I like to float, I like to go by skates and on skis. Still I like to go to a wood with tents. I like to go to a campaign. William and how you concern to productive leisure? What do you love? Than you take a great interest? William if you had 1 free day what exactly you would make this day? I would like to go far from city to have a rest from all city vanity and simply to take pleasure in beauty of the nature. I love pure air. I like to play volleyball and tennis. Sometimes we with friends gather and we play volleyball. It very cheerfully and very well. I like to play volleyball. I am not able to play basketball or football, therefore we play only in volleyball. My schedule of work since 8 mornings and up to 19 one o'clock in the evening. I have a dinner. I work 5 days and 2 days of days off. On Saturday and Sunday we with friends gather to help pensioners, or we think, that it is possible to make to help. William, I have not enough free time and consequently I cannot often write to you. William I hope that you not strongly take offence at me for it. I would like to communicate with you more often because I like dialogue with you. But unfortunately I do not have so much time. I hope that you will answer my questions and will tell to me about how you spend your day. William it is interesting to me to learn about your life. I shall wait for your letter. Your friend. Olga

Letter 16

Hello my friend William! And again I am glad to see your letter. William on work I constantly think what you will write to me. And when I come to library, I am very glad to see your letter. William thanks that has told about the life, about that as you spend the day and about the hobbies. William I have so much to tell you about my life, but I have not talked about why I'm alone. William I think that you're interested to know why I have no boyfriend. This is due to the fact that I once gave a man I loved. I thought he loved me. We met when I was in college. He was handsome and very attentive. He cared a lot and told me compliments. But I did not admit it to himself. And after about 4 months, I agreed to be his girlfriend. He was very insistent and gave me a lot of attention. William Our relations were very good. I fell in love with him. I thought that I had found happiness in it. We dated for about a year. I thought that after we finished his studies, he made me an offer and we'll have a family and children. I would not let him to her, we kissed, but we did not have any intimacy. When I asked him what his intentions. He said that he does like it, but he did not think about the future. It turns out he was not any serious intentions and plans with me. He just liked to be with me. William, I imagine my feelings? And this after a year of relationship. It turns out he was hoping to sleep with me. He was drunk, so he made me what he really wanted. William When he told me all this, I stood there and did not know what to do. Earth just went out of my legs. Every word like a knife entered my heart. And I was very hurt by this betrayal. It's horrible. I had a very large and severe depression. Then, after this conversation, I saw him with a new girlfriend. And it caused me even more pain.
I've talked to my mom about it. Mom said that it was not my man. And it was only the experience in my life. William I now know that men can be deceiving for one purpose. I understand that not all men are so horrible. But I'm still very scared. After this incident, I could not trust men. And when they started to give me signs of attention or to meet friends. I immediately asked them about what they target. And many men want only one thing. And it is very disappointing to me. William, I am disappointed in men. And it was hard to trust a man and start a relationship. But I'm tired of being alone and so I went on a dating site in hopes that I could find a decent man, and I can be happy and love again. And I'm glad that I met you. William I like to chat with you. I hope that you, too, like to communicate with me. I'll wait for your letter tomorrow. I hope that my letter will not disappoint you. I would like you to know about why I'm alone. Your friend. Olga

Letter 17

Hello William! How your day? How your mood? Whether All at you is good? I hope that at you all well. William here my Russia address, Hanty-Mansiyski avtonomniy okrug, Megion, Sadovaya 25-12, 628684 William I yesterday have come home after I have written to you and have told about how my former guy has betraid me. I have come home and long thought that occurs in wash lives. I would like to tell about my ideas. Yesterday I have come, and I have reflected that in general will be in my life. I thought of you and about me. About our dialogue.
When I come home, to me becomes very sad. When I go from library home, at me was not present what mood to come back home. Me who there does not wait. I have friends, I have a work and my Mum and the Aunt. But all of them, they cannot give me that the beloved the man can give me.
William when I go home, I think that I again shall be there one. I have nobody to talk. I in a life have all except for love. Certainly someone can speak that it is possible to live and to one. But the loneliness very strongly loads and on soul becomes very painfully and sadly. When I look films or I read some films, I very much experience for heroes. For their love. How they consult with the problems and barrier. I look at, how they hang together. I look how many attention and they give love each other. William I do not have it. And I hope that I can find that the man which I can embrace in the evening. I trust in it. William I wish to give all my love and care to one man which will love me. Strong the person would not be what, him it is necessary, that a number was someone who will embrace and support you. I am tired from that this loneliness. I sit in the evening of the house one, I look out of the window. I see as many people go in the street. I look as pair hold each other for hands. I look as family goes and hold their child for hands. I see their happiness in their eyes. When I go along the street, I see as they embrace each other. I see the present happiness in their eyes. And it does not suffice me. William I do not have not enough these emotions. I do not have not enough these feelings. I am tired from loneliness. I am tired to go to bed in loneliness.
It is necessary for me that a number with me was the man which will love me. William now I write to you it, the letter. And on my eyes of tear. I cannot suffer it. I should tell it. William I hope what I have not strongly loaded your ideas my letter? I shall wait for your answer tomorrow. I hope that you will write to me and will tell to me your ideas on it. Olga

Letter 18

Hello William! I am glad to that you have written to me. I very much worried after the yesterday's letter. I experienced that you will not want to communicate with me. I was afraid that you will think badly of me. But I am very glad to that you have written to me. William thanks for your substantial letter, me is very pleasant that you give me so much your time. You are right there are many difficulties, them so many that we can learn about it only when we shall collide with them, and now I shall try to answer your questions. 1 do not experience we shall understand each other. 2 what expectations at you? 3 I think to us still early to speak about long-term objectives. 4 age? As my mum speaks age, it only figures, the main thing to feel always young and then will not be what problems. 5 I as any woman wish to be mum 6 For me happiness not in money, all world thinks only of money, it is necessary to be above it and then you will be happy. William Yesterday when I have come home. I long thought that I have told to you. I thought of my life. What I want. William I have understood that dialogue with you has made me happier. I very much like to communicate with you. I like to learn you. I like to read your letters. I am very glad to that we have got acquainted with you and have begun our dialogue. William, and what you think of it? William it is very curious to me to learn what you know about Russia? At us in Russia very cold winter. At us a lot of snow drops out. At us very severe weather conditions, and not each person will want to live in such conditions. In Siberia there is a greater danger to see wild animals. Many animals and animals leave a wood in city in searches of food, and it is very dangerous to walk on streets at night. I do not know what life in Moscow, but I tell about a life in my city. William tell to me, and what you think of Russia? How you represent yourself a life to Russia? What you in general think of my country? William it is very interesting to me to learn from you it. It is interesting to me to learn that you think about a life in Russia. As you represent it to yourself. It is not necessary to hesitate of that or. William you can write everything, that you think. I shall not take offence at you, in fact we with you live in the different countries. And consequently we can not know much. Therefore it is very interesting to me to learn, that you think of my country. William I hope that you will tell to me about it. It will be interesting to me to learn it. I shall wait for your letter. I hope that you will write to me.
Your friend. Olga

Letter 19

Hello William! How your health? How your mood? Whether All at you is good? William as has passed your day? I hope that at you all well. I'm fine. William thanks for your letter, you really deep thinker. I am glad to that I have met you. I liked your ideas and acts which you has made. You do not consider yourself as the hero, let so it speaks about you as about noble to the man, but you the hero for the pupils which you have helped. They respect with you and this the most dear to them, for them you the hero. It is a pity to me, that your children so act with you, but time will come and they will understand, that were not right. I hope, that it will occur very soon. I do not hope, I am assured, that all of them will understand. William I nearly have not forgotten, I not the deep thinker!!! Today my Mum has arrived to me on a visit. I was glad to see mine Mum. Mum has arrived simply to visit me. We with mine Mum went to walk in park. We went much and spoke about a life. My Mum has asked me with who exactly I have started to communicate through the Internet. William, I have told mine Mum about you. I showed my mom your photos. I hope you do not mind that? I'm sorry for what I did not ask you about this before. But when I talked to my mom, she wanted to see with whom I communicate. William My mom was very surprised by the fact that you live in the United States and that we'll have a good chat. My Mom and distrust began to speak about you. She said that you can not trust a man from another country. But I told my mom that she should not have to worry and worry. Because she does not know you, and that there is not any reason to worry. I hope you do not take offense to my mother. Just after my father left our family, my mom does not trust no one. And after the situation with my past relationships, my mother is very worried about me. William, My mom is very worried about the fact that I found a decent and reliable man.
Because she does not want me to consider suffered the same as my mother. William, She is very worried about me. I told my Mom that you are a good and decent man. And my mom does not need to worry. My mother became calmer after my words. She asked what we think about our distance.
I replied that I was not afraid of the distance. I said that neither any distance can neither be a barrier. My mom said that if a man is really good, kind and reliable, then do not be afraid. William, I was glad that my mother shared my opinion. We walked all day and talked a lot. Then my mom went home and I went to the library to tell you about it. William Tell me, what do you think about this with you away? You care about this? I think that the distance is not a barrier. I hope you tell me your thoughts, I would be interested to know your opinion.
I'll be waiting for your letter. Olga

Letter 20

Hello William! How your health? How your mood? Whether All at you is good? William as has passed your day? I hope that at you all well. I'm fine. William thanks for your letter, you really deep thinker. I am glad to that I have met you. I liked your ideas and acts which you has made. You do not consider yourself as the hero, let so it speaks about you as about noble to the man, but you the hero for the pupils which you have helped. They respect with you and this the most dear to them, for them you the hero. It is a pity to me, that your children so act with you, but time will come and they will understand, that were not right. I hope, that it will occur very soon. I do not hope, I am assured, that all of them will understand. William I nearly have not forgotten, I not the deep thinker!!! Today my Mum has arrived to me on a visit. I was glad to see mine Mum. Mum has arrived simply to visit me. We with mine Mum went to walk in park. We went much and spoke about a life. My Mum has asked me with who exactly I have started to communicate through the Internet. William, I have told mine Mum about you. I showed my mom your photos. I hope you do not mind that? I'm sorry for what I did not ask you about this before. But when I talked to my mom, she wanted to see with whom I communicate. William My mom was very surprised by the fact that you live in the United States and that we'll have a good chat. My Mom and distrust began to speak about you. She said that you can not trust a man from another country. But I told my mom that she should not have to worry and worry. Because she does not know you, and that there is not any reason to worry. I hope you do not take offense to my mother. Just after my father left our family, my mom does not trust no one. And after the situation with my past relationships, my mother is very worried about me. William, My mom is very worried about the fact that I found a decent and reliable man.
Because she does not want me to consider suffered the same as my mother. William, She is very worried about me. I told my Mom that you are a good and decent man. And my mom does not need to worry. My mother became calmer after my words. She asked what we think about our distance.
I replied that I was not afraid of the distance. I said that neither any distance can neither be a barrier. My mom said that if a man is really good, kind and reliable, then do not be afraid. William, I was glad that my mother shared my opinion. We walked all day and talked a lot. Then my mom went home and I went to the library to tell you about it. William Tell me, what do you think about this with you away? You care about this? I think that the distance is not a barrier. I hope you tell me your thoughts, I would be interested to know your opinion.
I'll be waiting for your letter. Olga

Letter 21

Hello William! I am glad to see your answer. That you write thanks me. William I am grateful to you for attention which you give me. It is pleasant to me to see your letters and I every day go to library with hope to see your answer. That you write thanks me. William Today I weigh day thought of you. The matter is that I dreamt. You have dreamed me today at night. I have been surprised to that I saw you in my dream. I do not remember what exactly was exact there, but I remember that I saw you. You were in my city. I very much was surprised when I have seen you. It was a shock for me. You have approached to me, and have told that is very glad to see me. William we spoke that is very surprising meeting. Then we with you have gone to walk on park. We went and spoke. Then we send on quay, but it already was absolutely other city. Because I could not learn these places. I did not understand where we with you are. And then I have understood that it is a dream, and that all it not real. I have told to you that it only a dream. Also that between us huge distance. But you have taken me for a hand and have told, that dreams can sometimes come true. And then I have heard strong shout. I have not understood that this such. But then I have woken up. There are in the street drunk young men swore. I have been very upset by that the drunk company has broken my dream, and we could not talk to you. I tried to fall asleep, but when I have looked at hours, time was already 5:46 and consequently I have risen. Because to go to bed for 14 minutes it was already senseless. And I have started to gather for work. William I weigh day thought that I dreamt about you. I waited for the termination of my work to come to library and to tell to you about it. It was surprising for me. I have been surprised by that I saw you and spoke with you. William tell to me, and you see what be dreams? What to you dreams? I hope that you will tell to me your opinion on my today's letter. It is interesting to me that you think of my letter. I hope that tomorrow I shall see your letter. I shall wait for your answer. Your friend Olga

Letter 22

Hello William! I long thought that yesterday the dream with you has dreamed me. I already spoke you that I think of you much. Every day I think what you do how you spend your day? I think what you eat? William as you put on? Whether All at you is good? I very much experience for you. William Last night when I have come home, I long thought that occurs to me. Today, when I have woken up, I have understood what exactly with me occurs. I understand that it can be too fast, but I do not wish to hold it in myself. William I Love you. I have really fallen in love with you. Reading your letters, learning you. Every day thinking of you, I have understood that I love you and that I cannot present my life without you. You fine the man. I love you. I do not wish to press on you, I only wished to tell to you about my feelings because I cannot hold more it in myself. William you fine the man, and I am happy to that we with you have found each other. I am grateful to destiny that it has acquainted me with you. William I have found all in you that was necessary for me from the man. In you I see that I want. You are a fine example of what should be present the man. William I love you. I wish to speak you about it constantly. I any more do not wish to hide my feelings. I very much worry now. My heart now very strongly knocks. I even hear as my heart knocks. I very strongly worry. I very much experience that you are possible will not be glad to read it. I worry that you will write to me. I worry from your answer. But I would like to tell to you, that for me was not present than that it is more important than you. I am happy that we have met each other. I think that this miracle. In fact among thousand other people we could find each other. Even the distance has not prevented to our acquaintance. William I would like to send you my favourite song. This song my favourite, words of this song are wonderful. It is very beautiful song. I hope that you will like my favourite song. William I love you, I shall wait for your letter tomorrow. I very strongly worry. I do not know as you will react to my letter. But I with impatience shall wait for your answer. I wish to know that you think of it.
I shall wait for your answer. Yours Olga

Letter 23

Hello my love William! I so am happy to see your letter. William I very strongly experienced. I weigh day with excitement waited for the moment when I shall come in library and I shall check up my mail. I worried that you will not write to me. William I very strongly experienced. I was afraid that you will not begin to communicate with me. I was afraid of that I could frighten you of my words. But when I have come to library and have seen your letter, I was happy. William I could not find words to transfer on how many I was happy to see your letter. It was so important for me. William thanks you. Thanks that you have not left me and have not ceased to communicate with me. William thanks for your letter was very pleasant to read me it, I am very glad, that you so have reacted to it so, I very much experienced that you will write in your letter. William I love you to me so it is pleasant to repeat it, I love you mine William. William Today is my day was very stressful. I talked to my colleagues. I told them that I admitted to you in love. They were surprised. Someone said that we have that does not work, and that we're just wasting time. Someone on the contrary were happy for me. William They said that you and I will succeed and we will be happy together. I understand that not all people can be happy for other people. And often, the envious and evil people say bad things. William, Those girls who say bad things about me and you. They themselves alone and they do not have men. They are jealous, but I'm not mad at them. All their anger and envy, is their education. They were well educated. And that they have a child. William, Such re-educate people impossible. And I do not blame them. It's their problem, I know you're a good man, and that you do not communicate with me only for the sake of fun. Tell me, what are your plans for our communication? What do you think about our relationship with you? William What are your thoughts? What are your plans? you thought anything about our relationship? William I want to know your opinion about it.
About our future. I hope that you write and tell me about your plans. William I want to know it. What do you think about me? I want to know it. I hope that you will answer my questions. I want to know everything that you think about me and you and me. I hope that you will answer me. I'll be waiting for your letter. Yours Olga

Letter 24

Hello my love William! I am glad to see your letter. William forgive me for my today's letter. William today I cannot answer your questions.
I very much hurry up, I need to hasten on the bus. I shall go to mine Mum on a visit. Mum spoke me that I have arrived to her. And consequently I need to hurry up. I hope that you will not take offence at me for it. I love you. I promise you, tomorrow I shall return and I shall answer your letter. Simply today I do not have time for it, and I need to hasten. William I love you. I hope that you will write to me. I hope that you will not take offence at me for it. I shall write to you tomorrow. Yours and only yours. Olga

Letter 25

Hello my love William! I recently returned from my Mom. I immediately went to the library to read your letter and to answer you. William I understand that you are waiting for my answer. I do not want you to be sad or bored by my letters. And so I put all my things and went to the library to write to you. William I love you, my beloved. William Yesterday when I came to my mother. She was not alone. There was my aunt and friend. I was glad to see them all. William We sat at a table and ate. My mother and aunt cooked many different dishes, and we talked a lot. All recalled various stories from their lives. It was interesting to listen to them. They have so many different and interesting stories. We talked a lot. William, Then my mom asked me how our relationship with you. What we have going on. William I told about my feelings for you. I told him everything. My mom was surprised it. Everyone was surprised. My mom told me that I was very careful, and that I think is not only the heart but also his head. William, She said that it is very worried and worried about me. I calmed my mother. I said that you are very good and kind man. And I said that my mother should not worry about me. I'm not a little, and she can make decisions. My mother agreed with me. My Aunt supported me. She said that if the feelings are real, then it is not necessary to be afraid either. We need to listen to your heart. My aunt said: " It is better to have loved and lost than never will love! ". William I was surprised by this. But I really liked that phrase. And I completely agree with this. It is better to love, and to know what love is, than live a life without love. I think that love is the most beautiful feeling in the world. William What do you think about it? I am happy that we found each other. I'll be waiting for your letter. I hope that you will answer me, and tell me your thoughts about it. I'll be waiting for your letter. I love you. Your only yours. Olga.

Letter 26

Hello my love William! William I love you. I am glad to see your letter. I am glad to that you do not forget about me and that you write to me. William my beloved, I long thought that my Mum and the Aunt spoke me yesterday. I long thought above their words. William I understand that my Mum very much worries for me. But I know that you that the man which I searched for all my life. And I am assured that I am not mistaken in my choice. I am assured on all of 100 , that we have been created the friend for the friend. William I know that destiny not simply so have acquainted us. William among millions other people we could find each other. William, this miracle also is destiny. I know it. I am assured of it. And I am assured that when we shall be together, we shall be happy. In fact you that which man I searched for all my life. William but unfortunately we cannot learn about our present feelings without our meeting. Certainly through letters we can learn much, but without personal meeting, without time which we shall spend together. Without it we cannot understand that waits for us. William that you think of it my beloved? William that you think of that we have met? I spoke you that distance not a problem for me. I love you, and I am ready on all to be happy. And I know that you can give me all love and care. You can give me those feelings which me does not suffice.
William I know that when we shall be together, we shall be happy. What do you think of it? Tell to me how you concern to our meeting? I think that it would be fine. We could be together. William you only present, evening, lanterns burn. We goes along the street. We hold each other for a hand and we can speak not through letters. We can look in the face each other. Also we can feel our emotions and feelings. We can embrace each other. We can kiss each other. And what distance will not stir to our happiness. William that you think of our meeting? I would like to know your opinion on it. I love you. I wish to be with you. William it is not necessary for Me that in this world except for you and your love. All that I want, only to be with you. I want that we were together and that to us did not stir in this life. I do not want that something stirred to us and our happiness. William I love you. I shall wait for your letter tomorrow. I hope that you will answer my questions, it is important for me. Yours and only yours Olga

Letter 27

Hello my love William! You for me, as the sun among gloomy day. William I so am happy to that we have found each other. You have inhaled in me a new life. You have allowed me to love again. You have given me a new life. William you have given me sense and interest to this life.
William I cannot present my life without you. I feel that you that the man which I searched for all my life. And I know that when we shall be together, we shall be the happiest in this world. William I heard a fairy tale on a frog. I have not understood a little, what you ask about my culture and about that as though we lived? William I with pleasure shall listen to your dream. William I have solved that I shall arrive to you. I do not wish to wait. I want that we were together. William I want that we have as soon as possible felt our embraces. I wish to kiss you. I wish to embrace you. I wish to hold your hand. I wish to be near to you wash the beloved. Except for you to me it is not necessary who. Only you, only your love, here that are necessary for me. William I heard that in our city there is a travel agency, which can help with making all documents that I could arrive to the USA. But I need to know, where exactly I should go? I need know the airport in which I should to fly. I will need to warn my friends and native about, where and with whom I shall be in the USA. William therefore I hope that you will inform me this information. William my beloved, I would like to hear your voice. You can tell to me your phone on which I could call? William I think that your number is useful to me. If I will have an opportunity to call, I shall make it. William I love you. I wish to be with you. I hope that you will inform me the necessary information and I can go to travel agency, and I can learn about, when and as I can arrive to you. I shall wait for your answer. Yours and only yours. Olga

Letter 28

Hello my love William! William I am glad to see your letter. That you write thanks me. Thanks that you answer my letters. That you do not forget thanks about me. William today I thought of how we could be together. I thought of what could be our first meeting. William I have presented as I shall leave self-summer. And as you will meet me at the airport. I understand what to fly it will be long necessary, and that I I will look am not so good. William I shall be tired but before fly, I think that I can put into myself the order that to look like it is worthy. I shall be prepared for our meeting. William I have special clothes for our meeting. It will be a surprise for you my beloved.
William I want appear before you in all beauty. William I think that you will be happy to see me in it. William I shall make everything that to look like it is good. That it was not a shame to you to meet me at the airport. I represent as I shall go with bags. And you will stand in a hall with flowers and will meet me. William we shall search each other a sight. Then our sights will be crossed, and we shall run on a meeting to each other. Then we would shall embrace each other and our lips will merge in a sweet kiss. It will be so perfectly. We shall be together. What distance will not interfere to us. We shall be together my beloved. William tomorrow I shall go to travel agency and I learn all about my trip to you. Tomorrow I shall inform you everything, that I could learn. William I love you. I so am happy that already soon we shall together. I shall wait for your letter tomorrow. Yours and only yours. Olga

Letter 29

William, I do not know what to say. I gasp. My lungs filled with pain. I do not know what to do. I do not know how to tell you this. William My lover, please, I beg you. Do not leave me. do not leave me. William I let you down. I'm a fool, I'm the stupidest woman in the world. I am a naive fool. I do not know what to do to you. William I love you. I do not know what to do now. I do not know how we should be together.
I found out about the cost of the trip. I was in a travel agency. When I was told the cost of travel, the earth went from under my feet. I did not know what to do. In my throat stone appeared, and I could not even talk. I can not talk or anything. I could not imagine that the cost of the trip will be worth so much. It's horrible. I do not know what to do. I do not know how to live on. This is a very high price for me. William I do not know from where they get such great prices. I do not have that kind of money. I do William I do not know how I can come to you. I do not have a possibility to pay for the cost of my trip. William My beloved, please do not leave me. I understand that I am to blame for everything. William If you no longer want to associate with me. I will understand you. I'm to blame for everything. I blame the fact that I was so naive. I did not know that the cost of the trip so much. I do not know what to do now. I do not know where I get the money. Forgive me, my beloved. William Forgive me. I'm a fool. I do when I can not forgive myself for this. I failed you. Forgive me. Your only yours. Olga.

Letter 30

Hello my love Bill! I do not know what to tell. I cannot transfer those feelings which I now test. Bill I am grateful to you that you have not thrown me. Thanks that you have not left me one! I simply do not represent, as I could live without you. I do not represent my life without you. My heart is broken off from a pain. To me it is heavy. To me it is very bad that we with you not together now. Bill, you mine the man, you my destiny! Bill to me that it is not necessary in this world except for you and your love! I am glad to that you do not throw me one. Bill thanks that you are not going to surrender, and we shall struggle for our love. Thanks that you will not leave me. Bill I hoped that we shall together already soon. I thought of how we shall meet. I represented as it will be. As you will kiss and will embrace me. Bill it was so beautifully but when to me have informed cost of a trip, my breath has stopped. I have returned on the ground! All my dreams, all my imaginations have been destroyed. Bill to me it was very bad, I could not tell words! I could not believe that our meeting leaves from us! When I was in travel agency, to me have told about cost of a trip to the USA. Cost of documents - 950 US dollars.
In this cost it is included:
Passport 125 of dollars,
The visa of 160 dollars,
Trip to Moscow 255 dollars,
Residing at Moscow 200 dollars,
Medical insurance of 210 dollars.
Bill, provisional cost of the ticket in New York City - 577 US dollars. The total cost of the trip - 1527 US dollars. Bill, I have only 230 US dollars. I do not know what to do, for me, it very much a greater sum, and I do not know as me to pay cost of a trip. I am grateful to you that you want that we were together. Thanks that you will not surrender and is ready to struggle for our love. Bill you ask me about my friends and about my mum, you are right will leave from them hard, but in a life always happens so, that it is necessary than to endow that that something is achieved. Bill I am ready to make such step for the sake of our love. My mum understands me and supports as she wants, that I have found my happiness. I understand, that you have your life your work, I do not know that to me to do. Bill I love you. Bill I do not know that to me now to do! It very much a greater sum for me, and I when I can not find such sum. Bill if I had this money, we could be together in 2 weeks. Bill to me have told in travel agency that if I could pay cost of documents, in 2 weeks my documents would be ready.
And I could take off to you. Bill we could be together in 2 weeks. I do not represent my life without you. Bill I do not wish even to think that we cannot be together. All that I want, only to be with you. I do not wish to live without you. Now I shall go home, and again this lonely and sad evening without you. Bill I am tired from this loneliness. I wish to be happy. Bill I know that near to you I can be happy. I want that we spent evenings together. Bill I want that every evening we were together. That we could lay on a sofa that we could embrace each other. I wish to be in your embraces. Certainly it only dreams, but I trust that ours with you dreams become a reality. I wish to be with you all I wash the remained life. Bill to me it is very sick from my feebleness. To me it is very heavy that I cannot to make that for our meeting. My eyes are full some tears, these are tears of a pain and despair. To me very painfully and hard from this barrier. I hope that tomorrow you will write to me your letter. Now, only your letters can reduce my pain and my sufferings. Bill I love you. You the finest the man in this world. Bill I wish to be with you. And I trust that we can be together. I trust that we can find a way to overcome this barrier. Yours and only yours. Olga

Letter 31

Bill to me it is pleasant, that you apologize, but also you understand me I never collided that somebody spoke me that I am not real. I have fulfilled your request, I hope that you will no longer doubt my reality. Bill now it's your turn to keep promises and make me feel that there is no other woman for you than me. Olga.

Letter 32

Hello my beloved Bill! I am grateful to you, that today I can read through your letter. Your letters help me to live! I wish to be near to you. Bill, I want to you!! You everything, that are necessary for me in this life! Understand, that I searched for you all my life, and I wish to spend all my life only with you. Bill, only you can present me happiness in this life and I am assured, that I shall be happy only with you. I madly wish to embrace you. Now I do not have not enough your tender hands, I would like to be forgotten and easier to be with you. Bill I am very glad to that you so were pleased with my picture. Bill it is very pleasant to me to read your dreams, I too like to dream of us, but I would like that all our dreams were real. Therefore I want, that you have pleased me and have written what we shall do to carry out our dreams? I want that you have proved your love and have made us the happiest in this world. I trust, that when we shall be together, we can begin ours with you a new life, we shall be happy in this life! I trust in our love! Bill, I cannot live without you and your letters. Each your letter I look forward. I very much hope, that tomorrow I can read through your letter. I send you the sea of the kisses! I yours and only yours forever Olga.

Letter 33

Today I wished to go to mum, but you have spoiled to me mood, I cannot go to mum in such condition. Mum at once will understand, that with me, something not so! Bill my beloved I sometimes do not understand you, you want, that we were together? Bill you write to me about love, about that as you wish to be together. Or for you a word, I "love", nothing means? Bill you do not answer my questions, you ignore, my letters. It seems to me, that for you it is all game. I have not received any answer to my questions. Bill I try to understand, why we cannot be together? It seems to Me, that you simply do not want it. Bill if you wanted, that we were together, you would make everything to carry out our dream. Write to me in what the reason of what we cannot be together? Bill you write, what it is necessary to wait, that to wait? You write, what you need to save money, tell to me, you poor? You do not have work? Julia has told to me, that it looked oa, there have told, that in the USA the minimal salary 3000 $ in a month, such salary for people which work on the most bad posts. Bill you write to me, that you need to save 720 $. Bill if my mum learns, that you poor it simply will not release me to you. How you represented our life if you do not have money? Bill as though we lived together? Bill In what the reason of that we not together. I am tired to live expectations and dreams. Tell to me what for you wrote to me, what you wish to be together? I am ready will leave my friends, it I am ready to make my country, mum for the sake of you. And you on, what are ready for the sake of us? I wish to receive answers to my questions. I have opened to you my soul, and you spit in it. Bill I wish to receive the letter in which you should write in detail what you think of our meeting what the plan at you? I shall wait your answers. Yours Olga.

Letter 34

Bill, your letters, this only thing that pleases me last time. Bill, I very much like to read your letters, to learn about that as there passes your life. Bill, I often close eyes and I imagine us together! It as a drug for me. I have caught myself on an idea that I do not wish to live in a reality! What for to me such reality in which is not present you. I would like to fall asleep, and to not wake up I would like to sleep constantly and to see you in these dreams. And what I still need to do? I do not see a way how to solve a problem with money.
Last time, I am in a dejectedness. On my eyes tears often shine. I am constantly puzzled by ours with you a problem. It is very heavy to me to realize that fact, that between us huge distance I blame myself for my powerlessness. I abuse myself, for that that I should make that. I cry at the nights without a break. Bill, I any more do not know that to me to do further. Believe to me, I would go on everything to arrive to you. But what I can make? What? I constantly ask to myself this question, but I do not find on it the answer! Bill it is very a pity to me, that your daughter does not speak with you, I understand you it very hard. Bill I know nothing about mail and about couriers because I never nothing received from other country. My Russia address, Hanty-Mansiyski avtonomniy okrug, Megion, Sadovaya 25-12, 628684. Bill, tell to me, what you think of our meeting? You have any plans? Bill, what to us to do? I do not wish to trust in that that we shall not meet. I do not want I shall trust that up to the end of days one! Understand, that except for you anybody is not necessary to me! You my ideal! You Bill!!! I am assured, that you that the man which I waited all life! I am assured, that happy I shall be only in your embraces! You are necessary to me only, and only your love! It seems to me, that I shall soon go mad, with these experiences! My heart is broken off on a part, I do not have no air! And my air is you Bill!!! Tell to me, what to us to do? Bill, tell to me your plan? You still would want that we were together? Bill, YOU LOVE me? Yours forever Olga

Letter 35

Bill, today I did not sleep all the night long. I was hurted very strongly with a head as every day I cry from separation from you. I every day think of us as us to be together. Bill, I am tired to wait, tired that I cannot be with the beloved. Bill, I have solved I shall search for ways to arrive to you. I hope, that at me all to turn out and our meeting will come true. I promised you that I shall arrive. And I shall make all that we with you were together. Bill I live one, I rent a room, mum lives in settlement which is in 17 kilometers. Certainly I work as the veterinary. I was not in America therefore, I can tell nothing about it. Bill, you are necessary to me only and your love. I shall do everything, for our happiness. We so long went to our happiness, and I shall not allow this barrier to prevent to our happiness to be carried out. I love you my beloved. And I am not going to stop and surrender. I shall continue to struggle for our happiness, in fact we so were long unfortunate. And now we simply have no right to surrender. We should struggle. And I shall struggle my beloved. I shall search for ways to arrive to you. Though now I do not have money to pay my trip. But I shall search for ways that them to find. I understand that it is a greater sum, and it will be not simple. But I shall search, and I am assured that I can find money. At us in Russia speak: " Who searches, that finds! " And I trust that at me it will turn out to make it. Though somewhere at heart I even do not represent, that I can make it. But I trust that I can make it. Bill you are necessary to me!!! I shall make everything, that in my forces. In fact without you I cannot be happy. And for the sake of our happiness I shall struggle. I promised you that I shall arrive to you. And consequently I shall make it. Bill my beloved, please do not worry. We shall be together. I promise you it. I shall make all that in my forces, but we shall be together. I shall not surrender. Tomorrow I shall go to mum and the aunt, to consult to them. Bill, I shall write to you as I shall arrive.
With impatience I shall wait, when again I shall see your letter. Yours and only yours Olga

P.S. Forgive, today I have not taken my picture. In my head it is a lot of ideas. And consequently I have forgotten a picture for you. I know that you like to see my pictures. And I shall try to take for you my pictures. I love you my beloved. And I shall prove to you my love.

Letter 36

Bill, to me it is now very heavy. To me it is bad, that our meeting can not happen. But I promise you, that I shall make everything that our meeting was carried out. I adore you also to me you are necessary only. Bill, beloved I do not represent the life to distances from you.
Such life will be not necessary to me. It even will be complex for naming a life, I shall exist. The life in which is not necessary to me will not be you. You have presented me love. You have forced my heart to grow fond again. Owing to you I again could take pleasure in this fine feeling. Bill you my beloved. I love you. I so am happy that you are in my life. And let now we are separated with thousand kilometers from each other. But my heart and soul now near to you. Bill I love you my beloved, I shall make all that we were together. I promise you.
Bill, my mum very much experiences for me and supports. Today I went to my mum and the aunt. I consulted on them. And my Mum has told to me, that she will support me. Also that will help me to struggle for my happiness. In fact for her it is very important that I was happy. Bill, I am very glad, that my mum will support me. It will be easier to me to transfer these difficult minutes to lives. I went for work. I spoke with my clients. To me offered various variants, but any of the offered variants could not work. I was grateful to my clients for the help, but all it as has not helped me. I equally yet do not know all as me to be. I do not know where to me to take means to arrive to you my beloved. My Mum went to rich people and asked the help from them. But who from them and to listen did not want about our problems. All to spit on us with Mum. I understand that it will be not simple, and will have very strongly to try, to overcome this barrier. But I trust in the best. I trust that I can consult with all it. Bill, tell to me, what you do? You will go through, whether I can arrive to you? You trust what at us will turn out to cope with this barrier? I hope, what yes! It will give to me of forces to struggle and go forward to our happiness. My beloved, we should go forward. I love you, I so strongly experience that we not together. I experience that now there is a uncertainty of that to us to do with our meeting. But I trust that I can consult. I can find a way, and we shall be together. Bill I love you, trust me. Trust in me my beloved. And our belief, our love. It will help us to be together. I very much would like, That we always were a number that I always saw my reflection in your eyes. Bill, I all heart love you. Bill, I wish to be with you! You are necessary to me only. Bill, you my ideal! I shall do everything, that in my forces to arrive to Bill! I adore you!!! Bill, I send you millions air kisses, I hope, that very soon I can kiss you on realities! You my love and my life!!! Your loving Olga.

Letter 37

Hello my love Bill!!! Bill, how are you? How your mood? My mum transfers you the best a wish and speaks, that very much wants, that we were together!!! Bill, I all think of ways as I can arrive to you my love. You know, for me your support is now very important. Bill, please speak me every day, that you trust, that we shall be together. Please, trust that at us will turn out to cope with this barrier. I love you.
And I shall struggle, I shall not surrender. Your support my beloved is necessary to me. Bill you write about that I from anybody did not take money. Bill that I need to do? Bill you speak nothing about that how and when we shall be together. I want that you have given the concrete answer. If you will answer, that is fast. Then I shall continue to carry out our meeting itself. Bill, today I went to friends. But as I also expected, who cannot help me with such sum. I went to my schoolmates, to those with whom I studied in institute. I went to my colleagues on work. I asked the help from them at all. But who cannot help me. Everyone speak me that it very much a greater sum, and that they have no now such money. But I think that it is a deceit. I think that they simply to be afraid to give me so many money in a duty. It is very a pity to me, that all so occurs. To me it is sick that all is less than people in this world are ready to come to the aid to other person. And it is very sad. I not so strongly was upset, because I trust, that we shall be together. As my friend Julia, has advised me to try to take the loan in bank. I have told, that to me can not grant such loan as at me is not present what property. She to me has told, that it is necessary to try all the same. But for this purpose it is necessary to collect documents from work. I hope, that you understand me and support in it. Bill, I very strongly love you. I all soul want, that we were together and all I shall make for the sake of it.
Because you that the man about which I dreamed all life. Bill, for us now the main thing to trust, that we shall be together and it is obligatory to happen!!!! In fact so? Bill, I gently embrace you, I hope, that very soon I can do it every day!!! Yours and only yours Olga

Letter 38

Bill I am glad, that you so care of your mum. I hope, that your trip will pass well. Bill I have no computer, therefore what for to me Facebook? I read your letters and I answer them, at me does not remain to time to understand with Facebook. I never used it to learn these to use time is necessary and at me it is not present. Bill I understand, you write that to us will be difficult. Bill tell to me you you are afraid of difficulties? You wish from them to escape? And if these difficulties will be lasts all life? We shall wait all life our meeting?
Bill I do not see sense to wait, we need to operate that our meeting was carried out. You write, that you can transfer money for my bank account. I learn the information on it and I shall inform you. I hope, that you can transfer money within the next few days, I do not wish to live and wait constantly. To us and so it is necessary to wait while will make documents. Bill therefore I ask you allow to aspire to that our meeting took place as soon as possible. Bill I love you and very much I miss. I very much hope, that your trip will be good. I shall look forward your letters. Yours and only yours Olga.

Letter 39

Hello my love Bill! Thanks that I can read through your letter. I love you. You the man of all my life, you my ideal. Bill, I am assured that when we shall be together at us always all it will be good. I searched for you all my life and at last it has come true. I cannot believe to my happiness!!! I am very glad that you are in my life! I very much very much love you!!!! I would like to shout for pleasure. It so perfectly that we shall together. Bill, we shall be the happiest pair in this world. Bill you are not similar to those men with which I communicated. Bill it is their feeling to explain difficultly. Bill, only you can make me happy. I every day imagine that I look in your fine eyes. I cannot tear off a sight from them, we look each other and we can not come off, to us nothing is important except for us. I look in your bottomless eyes and I see in them my reflection, in your eyes burns a ray of light which warms me and my heart! Bill, a lot of love is stored in your eyes, tenderness, caress, kindness. I wish to see your eyes every day I would want that you looked at me and gave me your warm sight. Bill, your eyes the finest on light. You are the best man in the world! You are necessary to me only!!! I very much wish to be only with you. I would like to shout from a pain that we not together. But I hope what be very fast we can together for ever. We are created for each other, and we should be together! I very much hope that tomorrow I can read through your letter. I now would like you to embrace and kiss each centimeter of your fine body. I love you. I yours and only yours forever Olga.

Letter 40

Thanks that I can read through your fine and gentle letter. Your letters bring to me happiness and a smile. To me it is very pleasant, to read about that as you you dream of our nights. I very much hope, that I shall soon feel heat of your hands and your breath, I very much want, that it has occured as soon as possible. I constantly think of that as we shall spend together days and nights. Bill today in the morning I went to bank to learn about that as you can transfer money. Bill, you can send funds to my bank account. For this purpose you should make Swift transfer. Do you know about Swift transfer? You will need in information:
Beneficiary: iangabysheva olga aleksandrovna
Beneficiary's Acc ?: 40817840406390000766 (USD)
Correspondent bank: JPMorgan Chase Bank NA 270 Park Avenue, New York, NY 10017, USA
Account: 400130726
SWIFT: CHASUS33
Beneficiary's bank: Alfa-Bank Moscow, 27 Kalanchevskaya str., Moscow, 107078
SWIFT: ALFARUMM
Bill when I have received this information the employee of bank has told me and you that we strictly watched correctness of a writing of the information. He has told that it is impossible to suppose mistakes in one symbol. Bill after you will make SWIFT transfer, send me a copy or a picture of the receipt then I without problems shall receive money. Bill I very much hope, that you will make it as soon as possible, our meeting depends on it. I do not wish to lose any day, every day delays are stolen from us with day which we could lead together. The life flies by quickly, I do not wish to lose days of our happiness. Bill I very much hope, that you will write to me about when you can transfer me of money. I wish to plan all so that our meeting took place as soon as possible. Bill thanks for a picture you as always are happy and well look. I love you yours and only yours Olga.