Letter(s) from Paula Bowen Smith to John (Brazil)

Letter 1

Hi, I'm looking for someone I can get along comfortably with. Can we get to know each other please?
email me on yahoo im at, paula.bowensmith@yahoo.com
I'll reply to you with more of my photos.

Letter 2

Thank you for your letter John. I am sorry about the lost of your gf and i know the feelings. As for me am cool and lonely. Thanks for the message, I really love all you have to say about yourself, I see you have a really bright prospect and i like your outlook on life, it really means a lot to me. More about me I am single never married with no kids and currently seeking for a relationship, but not rushing myself. I`m 5`7" 134, 38yrs with a athletic build, mentally stable, physically fit, a bunch of laughs,warm, caring,honest, good listening, God Fearing,and a positive person.

I've got a great sense of humor,I am more conservative politically than liberal.I work hard,and know how to have fun. I am real easy person to talk to and a good listener. I love to play golf and I enjoy chilling` with my friend/family ,I like going to the movies,or watching movies in my room ,I like swimming , skiing and snowboarding, fishing, listening to music and dance to any kind of music, traveling, going bowling and also a good cook. I am a family oriented person. I am really interested in wanting to know about what makes you the special person you are today,what are your goals, where do you live at the moment? I want to know more about your family, your background, What do you do for fun, are you an outdoor person and where do you see yourself in the nearest future? I don't wanna be too inquisitive so I'll stop here talk to you later.

Letter 3

Thank you for your kind letter. After your long day you still managed to write to me. Thank you very much. I hope we get along well and know of each other. I have not been with a man for like 3yrd. I have been taking my time to meet with the right man, I hope you will be the one John. I like someone asking and care of my well being and i will do same to him. I'm sorry about the lost of you gf because i read from the letter that you guys had so much fun when she was alive. I will make it up to you if thing work our between us. I can relocate to you.

Much will be said along as we get to know each other,
have a good night and relax your body.

Letter 4

Thank you for your letter, i will say i have waited for it. LOL. Also, thank you for the flower. This is so affection and i like you more. I can not even remember when i get flower from a man. I think i like you John. I ready to develop good relationship with you, actually you are the only man i a talking to presently. I like the fact that you keep thing working, it means you keep things clean and working and moreover, you must be a hardworking man. This is very nice of you John. Getting to read your letter had made my day.

You must have a lovely house John which i know i will be there with you soon.

My weekend has been good. I was at home with my grandma. I later went to the mall with a friend to get some stuff.

I wish to read from you soon.

Kisses

Letter 5

Dear John,

happy Sunday to you and how are you doing? I am so happy that you dreamt about me. It made me calm and sexy. LOL. I was born and raise in US. My mum is from USA while my dad came from Africa. My dad deal on crude oil and gas so he travel alot. They met in US and based there. I lost both of them when i was young so i grew up wiith my uncle and my grandma. At the moment i run a day careat home and i stay together with my grandma. I have told her about your anyway and showed you photo to her. I have been happy since you and I have been talking so she wonders what make me happy unlike before that loneliness is killing me. I have to tell her about you. we reside in New Jersey. USA.

John, i want to develop and build trust with you and see where it leads us. I want to settle down with you in Brazil. My grandma told me about my late parent inheritance they left for me. The worth is much which i will more bout it as we get along. I want us to take it easy and know what we want. We should not rush. I hope you understand.

You seem a good man to me, if we continue and believe each other company, i will go to the site and remove my profile because i have some men writing to me. I have choose you, i believe in one man one woman. I have promised myself that when i am inlove again i will be loyal and be truthful to the person which is how i was brought up. I will never ever disrespect my man or anyone around him. I want same from my man. I hope am not asking for too much? All i need is true love and stay honest.

My last relation was not working, i gave it my all but i see the man was not ready because all he wanted was my inheritance and he planned with my best friend which at the end of the day all back fire. He was into drugs and many other thing that pissed me off. I have kept myself busy waiting for the right man to come.

I have never been married. I sent my photos i hope you like them.I have my niece and grandma also on the photos.

Kisses

Letter 6

Dear John,

You are really amazing. Inside of me there is a place where my sweetest dreams reside, where my highest hopes are kept alive, where my deepest feelings are felt and where my favorite memories are safe and warm. I find out that you're on my mind.

My birthday date is August, 02, 1979.

I want to show you what true love is. We seem to think alike because i do hold my pillow all through the night. I am tired of it. I want to be closed to you. I'm so happy ever since we ve been talking even grandma notice the lil change. LOL.

I kept wondering whats happening to me huh? what have you done to me. Kid is not the problem, i just true love and to be loved.

Distance can be torturous, as you always desire closeness to your beloved. But closeness and distance are not only physical definitions of space but also how we understand our heart. So while the physical distance between us may be great, that space may always be small within the heart. Holding close to the ones we love/relationship and trusting in that steadfastness can calm our hearts and soothe our minds no matter how far the physical distance between us. While loving another from far away may be difficult, faith in our love/relationship may keep us strong, i want to believe in that. Lets build each other to what we want.

kisses

Letter 7

Good morning John, I hope you had a nice sleep. I slept well and sound like a new born baby, but it could have more sweet if we are together. dont you think so huh?

Thank you very i will deliver your greetings to Grandma. Any plan for the week yet?

I wish you a lovely week John. Please do enjoy the rest of your day.

Kisses

Letter 8

Dear John,

Thanks once gain for your lovely letter. Reading from you make me happy and i know there better future for us if we continue like this. Would i say that You have bewitched me, body and soul, I never wish to be parted from you from this day on. John i do think about you and stare at your pic often, I hope this last and make us happy together.

The distance is killing me slowly, For anything worth having one must pay the price; and the price is always work, patience, love, honesty is the key, I will wait for you John if i am the woman you are looking for. Your absence has not taught me how to be alone; it has merely shown me that when together we cast a single shadow on the wall, I carry your heart with me I carry it in my heart, John i will always do till we meet face to face. We need each other.

If you listen to the wind very carefully, you'll be able to hear me whisper my love for you. This is real and it will a dream come true for us.

Bye for now

Kisses

Letter 9

Dear John,

Your sweet words heal my heart and soul. Its like i have known you for such a long time. I have not heard these words for long time. I am happy you are saying them to me. Its so lovely and very kind of you John. What do i call you, Honey to sweety?

You are my world and my everything. Your sweet words making fall for you deeply. I am into you John.

I hope no woman come between us John. I am save with you and i hope i am save in your arms?

Kisses

Letter 10

Dear honey,

You are such a sweet man and i adore you for that.
I hope you can handle me because it has been a long time i be with man, i told you from the start. I dont wat to any chances just want to with you right in your arms. Hold hands in hands while walking at the park. I have missed these so much.

I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you straight forwardly, without complexities or pride; so I love you because I know no other way John. I know and believe you are a responsible man. Just wanted to let you know that I love you even though you aren't naked right now, i want you to have your own feelings. I love you as only a girl could love a boy. Without fear. Without expectations. Wanting nothing in return, except that you allow me to keep you here in my heart, that I may always know your strength, your eyes, and your spirit that gave me freedom and let me fly. Love and into you like a fat kid love cake.

I wish you a lovely night and please take care of yourself with passion and love and dont meet me so much.

Kisses

Letter 11

Dear Honey,

I want you too, we both know what we want and at the point, we are what we are looking for no doubt. I just want to be with you to make sweet love to you all through the night. I want to call you honey while i caress your whole body. I want to feel your warm body on mine. I am happy that you say your mind, That is what make you a man, a real man does not hide his feelings.

You are the man i have been longing for, I am happy to find you honey and i hope this will us just the best we want.

Kisses

Letter 12

I should be the one asking you what have you done to me? You changed my whole thought. Yes i shave my pubic, i hope you will like it. I will always be there for you and i will make you happy and make return all your wasted love back to you.

I am a emotional person i cry deeply for love, I have feelings for you John. I will always respect you as my man.

Kisses

Letter 13

Please i am doing this for you. This is not east for me over the internet. Like i said i am not a social media person. I went to the dating site to find true love. You are the man i choose, if you really want me lets us go on more further.

Kisses

Letter 14

Thank you for your lovely letter honey. It wowed me and i really fall for it.
I love you honey and i need you so much. I want to be with i your arms and i say YES.

I believe in the immeasurable power of love; that true love can endure any circumstance and reach across any distance, no matter where you are true love will always locate or speak and find a way, for as long as we share the same sky and breathe the same air, we're still together and we will be together John.

John, you have to be a nice man which i know you are and i believe in you. You will finance my trip to you honey i dont know how much the flight cost anyway, but please let us take it things one at a step.

I need you like you need me.We need each other honey.

what about your fishing/boat cruising today?

Kisses

Letter 15

Dear John,

Please i want you to be happy. I have choose you, so i want you to do what will make you happy. trust me John when i tell you i need you and i want to spend the rest of my life with you. I will always make you happy. i will clean you house and respect everyone around you. we will hold hands in hands at the part. we will kiss on the train and make us happy. we will do what make us happy and go for vacation when ever we want to.

Kisses

Letter 16

Ok honey thank you very much for love and care about us, I know from the start that you are a kind man and i promise to make it up to you when i get to you.

Honey you can send to me 900 usd. I will book the flight and use the remain amount get something for grandma. I have told grandma about it and she is ok with us. Grandma loves you you honey. I am save with you John.

Kisses

Letter 17

You are the best honey and i love you so much. I am 100 percent sure of our relationship. we will have so much fun that other people people will be jealous of us. do you want it that way? every man needs a best woman beside him.

send the money to my agent:

Name: Elizabeth John
City: Newark
State: NJ
Zipcode: 07102

Let me know when you send it honey.

Kisses
Paula

Letter 18

Dear honey,

I have been busy getting stuff done for grandma. I have issues with my digit. I am getting it later today and i send to you.

Kisses
Paula

Letter 19

Dear Honey,

Are you back home? Please let me know when you are done.

I love you and i need every part of you.
true love never died. My love for you will never die. You are the man i love and i adore you so much,
what have you done to me within a short time honey?

Kisses
Paula