Letter(s) from Oksana Rassadina to Michael (USA)

Letter 1

Hi Michael.I Saw your photo in the Internet and I want to know more about you. I've placed my ad in Internet in order to fulfill my dream. The dream of all my life is to create a family, a happy, friendly family with beloved man. To give birth to healthy, clever and beautiful children. And, of course, this decision must be made by both of us. I dream to meet a man who were my friend, my kind careful, romantic, energetic, gay and reliable friend.I wish he were in good shapes, healthy, intelligent. I think, I could be a faithful and devoted friend for him, reliable and understanding partner in his work, careful, lender and loving wife.I think you will soon answer me my mail.Yours Oksana.

Letter 2

Dear Michael! Thank U very much for your interesting letter. In this letter I want to tell you some more about myself. I live in a small town of TERNOPOL, Ukraine. It has approx. 400.000 citizens and is situated 500 km away from our capitol Kiev.
On my spare time, I like to spend time with friends, go to a movie , play tennis , dinning , socializing and have a good time.. In the summer I like to be outdoors more or less 24 hours a day and during the winter time I spend more time inside, reading a book , listen to music or just sit and talk with friends of mine. I don't enjoy the winter time to much,. even though it can be very beautiful , I am always longing for spring and summer. I like to go swimming for an hour in the morning I love taking long walks in the nature, planing things, solving problems or just philosophy about life. I also love to be near water , the sound of the ocean inspires my soul. There is a lot of things that interests me, The Arts , science , philosophy, sports , nature , cultures , global issues. For me a relationship has to be based on true love , mutual understanding and compassion. A genuine friendship and trust.
I like compliments as everybody, but I should know that you say them very sincerely. That you are not writing the same words to many women at once.
I like pets very much. I always wanted to have a dog or a cat, but my parents didn't let me do it, as our flat is very small. Tell me also about your experience with other women, if it is not a secret.
Yes, I have some men, writing me, but I've not chosen my one yet. It's so pleasant to hear that you are interested to continue our correspondence.
You know, in my heart the spark of hope has lit and I didn't believe that the men are interested in mutual understanding and spiritual communication. Our men look for the satisfaction of their needs and desires only and drugs and other affairs. But in you I felt some special male charm. It keeps me warm. Beauty, outlooks doesn't mean much for me. I value soul traits, I like kind,loving hearts.
I don't know what about you, but I'm tired of loneliness. I want to obtain the love, where there will never be an end and will only be love, care, tenderness and kindness. From reading your letters I feel like you're a very deep and beautiful person.
I'm very happy to get letters from you. I like to read what's on your mind. Here are some of the things on my mind. It's been very hard for me to trust anyone at all. For the last 3 years the only person I could trust was me. I now know that I can't continue to keep myself from having a relationship. I truly want to share my life again with the right person. I'm a fun person to be around and very loving. There are so many things that I want to do but I am going to wait until I find my best friend. This way we can experience some of these pleasures together. I often wonder what it would be like to come home to a smiling face and nice greeting after a long day at work. To have someone their to snuggle up next to and watch a good movie. To get on Sunday morning go out for breakfast. Just to know what it's like to actually have someone care for you. These are things I never felt in my life. I want some to express their concerns and feelings with me. They don't always have to be good that's why we're all individuaDo you like to observe nature and animals? I suppose, yes?
I was born on the 9 th of NOVEMBER, 77.To me 27 years I have growth 170 and weight-55. I don't know I can go on and on but I'll end this now.
Have a great day, I'll be waiting for your reply with great impatience. Sincerely Yours With Love, OKSANA.

Letter 3

Dear Michael, If only you knew how glad I was to get your letter. How glad I am to get response! Do you like your job, if yes, it's great. If your work is like your home, it means that it's not boring for you. As for me, I take my job for interesting and necessary for people. I also think of my future life like about the thing that is coming soon.
My friends say that I am very warm and affectionate, I am very doting and once I fall in love I will give everything I have to make the other person be on top of the world. I am very romantic, love candle light dinners, cuddling and care of each other. The only thing I hate about people is when they lie, are not honest and play games. I am very simple in my thoughts, love to meet people, I am very trusting, have had some bad experiences but most of the time I end up meeting people who are nice.
I love dogs, a lovely house and a lovely caring loving husband who will be my best friend, my lover, my companion, with whom I will be able to share all my laughs and sorrows, with whom I can confide in and also he can do the same. I want to build a relationship, where we can be soulmates and life is one continuos holiday, where everyday will bring joy to our lives, where we can raise nice family, children who are loved all them time, hopefully I can build this lovely relationship with a such a nice person like you, they say pictures do not say much but I think they do.
I'm dreaming about my own family, my beloved husbend and to have children with him in the future. As for as I have this way to meet my man from another country.
I have different hobbies and interests. Let me bebin with some of them. OK? I like to listen to ifferent music, best of all I like melodic, romantic ballads, of course, about love, but I find very interesting also other kinds of music.
I adore literature and especially poetry. I know a lot of poems, but only few of them by heart. Why? Becouse I learn by heart only those special poems that I love. I don't smoke and don't drink, never used drugs as well. I take care about my appearance and my health. I would like to meet a man, king, nice, attentive, caring, healthy and to fall in love if we understand each other, take care of each other and if we are ready to share all in this life, good times and happiness and bad times as well.
I have a question for you. Are you ready to have relationship with a girl from Ukraine? What do you expect from this relaions? And how do you imadine your future with a girl from another country? Are you serious to find your wife abroad? And what's your dream family? Please, answer my questions in details becouse they are importent for our relations and possible future together.
Ternopol- industrial city but after all this changes in our economy when Ukraine become an independent state practically all the factories were closed and now the majority of people work at the market selling things. The life is really difficult here. There are a lot of unemployed people and those who work don't get a salary or get such a small payment is not enough to buy food sometimes. Excuse me that I tell you such sad things but I can't lie. I don't like to complain and I like my country all the same. I hope that soon the situation will change and we'll have a better life here.
I am disappointed with Russian men and that's why I am searching for Western husband. I don't want live in this country, we have no future here. The terrible situation in the economy of our country makes our men cruel, inattentive to their wives; they just think about how to earn money. They treat women bad, they don't respect us, they think that women want only some advantage of them. But this is not true. Any woman just wants to be happy, to have a beloved and loving husband. And me too. I want have children and be sure in their future. Is it so bad. I'm really interested in you and I want know you better.
You know I'm sure we should meet and feel if we have some true feeling to each other. How could we do this, honey? I'm waiting your further mails.
I have never been to America, but it would be great. I always dreamt to see this country. It must be something different and interesting. You are a gentleman, I feel that. But I think that everything will not be accepted as obligations. We would have great time together! I promise you will not regret about it! Thank you for your photos. I like them very much.
I'll be happy to hear from you again. I hope that we are the part of the whole and our relationship can grow into something special and serious.
Sincerely your Oksana.

Letter 4

Hello, dear Michael! I am so happy to hear from you. I really like you more and more after each your letter. You know I would be so happy if you find out I am the woman you are searching for. I really like your letters and feel that you can make the woman of your dreams happy.
You know I have never had such an experience to communicate with someone through the Internet. You sound like a nice and intelligent person. I would like to know more about you. Unfortunately I don't know English and I use the translation service. I study English on my own. It is rather difficult to do without the help of professional teacher but I try my best.
I have some questions for you. What are your dreams? As for me I like to dream very much and hope my dreams will come true some day. I am optimistic and believe in good things. I believe that I'll find my soul mate that the God created for me. I am sure that when you want something very much you'll certainly get it. Sooner or later but you'll be success. I have been searching for the special man for all my life. You know it is not easy to find your second half. You can do some mistakes before you'll finally get you happiness. One should deserve his happiness and you'll appreciate it more if it has been given to you after you passed a long way of mistakes.You know love gives us sense to live and without it we and our life is empty. Love makes us better and opens for us a new world of wonders. Love can make miracles. There are no people who don't dream to find a true love, love that you can sacrifice everything, love that lights a fire inside you and gives you strength. I know that I will do everything for t It was raining all the day yesterday and today morning. I even didn't want to wake up and go to University. I just couldn't concentrate. I felt relaxing and in my head there were no thoughts about studies or things I should do. Do you know what I think about when it is raining? I would like to spend such day near the fair place or near the window with a cap of coffee or tea, reading some good book and waiting for the end of working day when my beloved man come back from job. I would open the door and say: "Hi sweet, I was missing you so much all the day" Then we would have nice and tasty dinner I cooked. He would tell me about his day, about everything. I would listen to him and maybe sometimes ( if he'd ask ) I would advice something. Then, after washing the dish we would have a coffee and relax. Before to go sleep I would help him to take a bath:) and then we would see the sweetest dreams all the night. I don't know why do this thoughts visit my head now. Maybe it is because of rain? Or maybe everybody
And what weather at you? It is very interesting to me to learn(find out) about it because I never was outside the country. Though I very much like to travel.
I very much love walks on a wood. I in general very much love a nature, and you love a nature? Tell about the nature. What trees grow at you? At us grow: the maple, a birch, a linden, an aspen, an oak, a pine and still is a lot of only.
Sometimes I even think, that could leave the university only arrive to you and look in your eyes. But while all this only dreams. Though can be sometime to these dreams and it is necessary to come true. Sometimes to me to become terribly from ideas, that our correspondence and will be finished by anything. And I do not want, that our correspondence was finished by emptiness!!!! You hear? I do not want!!! I very much want you to see. If such way to appear near to you I would give everything that it happened was. I very much value our friendship, and I shall try, that it did not stop never. Love and kissesssssssssssssssssss.

Letter 5

Hi My love Michael. I soooooo love you. Now I am completely sure, that have found in you the man of the dream. You probably will ask me, " why so is fast? " I shall hasten to answer you, that I simply not could hold in myself these feelings more, and they have escaped outside. I simply did not know, how to you to tell about it at once, you see then you would not understand me. I never tested such feelings to anybody to another. I think, that you are created specially for me and I want to be created only for you my love. Your letters always bring heat and a cosiness in my heart though we and far apart, I all the same feel you as though you are with me in one room. I so want to nestle and feel to you heat of your breath, I feel, that with you to me will be always warm, even in the coldest weather. I believe that you that the man which I searched for all life. I am very lonely here without you. I store all your letters at myself and when me to become alone I read them again and me to become little bit better..

Letter 6

Today I went in one travel agency about an opportunity of travel to USA. And then to me have told, that with it there are no problems and I can arrive to you. Only for this purpose all over again it is necessary for me to issue for myself the visa and the passport. Also that for this purpose I was necessary for following in the American embassy. In embassy to me have told, that it is necessary for me to do(make) the visa of the visitor because I never was in USA and outside the country too earlier. The given visa of the visitor to cost 95 dollars. The given visa entitles on stay to territories of USA during 90 days (the visa of the visitor). For this time we very well can learn(find out) each other and if necessary we shall prolong the visa. Still working passport is necessary for my travel for me, and it at me is not present, it is necessary for me to pay 173 more dollars for this plus of 60 dollars for registration of documents necessary for the visa. Still, in travel agency to me have explained, that for On card VISA., account information.
Money send me on my card VISA.
ZIP CODE: 10286
RECEIVING FIRM INFORMATION(REQUIRED only if transferring to another firm)
FIRM ACCOUNT #: 890 - 0060 - 077
ACCOUNT #: 292479211
You at all do not imagine as I want to see you to nestle on you and to speak words of love. I sleep and I see day of ours with you meetings. I so would like that this day has come as soon as possible. That we have met face to face and long looked in the face each other. I am capable to overcome any difficulties for the sake of ours with you meetings. I very strongly love you and I send you HUGS and KISSES. With all my love Oksana.
My mobil phone +380667164516

Letter 7

Hello Michael, I was glad to hear from you again. Michael, I'm a sincere, honest, open-direct person and I want to make it clear at the beginning that I'm not interested in playing games, and I don't want to waste your or my time on prolong, fruitless correspondence. I have serious and honorable intention of marriage, and I want to find my true love as soon as possible so that we can start our new life together. My dear, I think relations in family have to based on mutual love and affection, trust and loyalty and faithfulness between husband and wife, and I promise I'll be your pillar of support and regard your happiness= my happiness! Together, we'll make our dreams come true, so that our relation can be described beautifully by the following simple mathematical equation:X + = 1.? Michael, I am very thankful to you for your understanding of my situation and for your willingness to help me with the payment!!! You know, I even can not find right words to express my thankfulness!!!! I am so happy my destiny prWell, my dear, I wish you all the best and look forward to hear from you soon. With tender hugs and kisses.Oksana.

Letter 8

Hi Love Michael.
You're in luck. I am in my bikini. It's a sexy little number...halter top and string bikini. So tell me what would you like to do next. How about you unloose my bikini top..revealing my luscious breast..as you begin to taste each one....circling your hot tongue around each nipple.....making them unbearably and pleasurably hard. Then, as you are working on them....you slide your hand into my bikini bottoms....as I feel two fingers gently probing my already wet pussy....fucking me slowly with them....Ooo! what a feeling. Hopefully, by then I would feel your hard manhood against me...as I caress it...the entire length of it in my hand as I slowly kneel to the floor..taking it all into my mouth...sucking and licking it.....sliding my hot tongue along the tip and then making my way to your balls......their delicious....
As I stand up....you turn me around so that my back is facing you....as you spread my legs wider...pushing your big hard juicy cock into my wet abyss.....fucking me slowly at first...as I feel every bit of that cock thrusting deeper and deeper...then, you increase your pace.....fucking me harder and harder...our moans growing louder and louder....(what a great feeling). You then let out a great roar as you shoot your hot cum inside of me...some of it dripping of my pink pussy lips.................................Ooo!
I loved that.....I hope you enjoyed it too. Let me know....soon!!!!!! Bye, bye.
Your Oksana. I Miss You my Michael.

Letter 9

My Michael.
I very strongly love you I love as anybody never loved You are constant in my ideas I think of you each minute, each hour When I lie down to sleep I dream that you were a number(line) I want to love, to kiss, caress you
For the sake of you I would leave though on edge(territory) of light You see where we would not be I always was happy with you.
I wait you answer.Your Loved Oksana.

Letter 10

You concern my life
I live for you
As your eyes they understand
I live for you
Come to me
Lay your body down
I won't deny you anything
Look at me
I feel so different now
You're the one I cry to
You're all around me
I breathe you in like air
Your arms have found me
Like waves that find the sand
And baby I'll be there...
You touch my life
I live for you
Because your eyes they understand
I live for you
In my life
You come through
I live for, I live for,
I live for you
Walk with me
The future's in the wind
Though the road is winding
I'll be near
Talk to me
Tell me all your fears
I'm the one you cry to
You call me lover
And tell me I'm your life
I won't run for cover
I've shown you who I am
And in the darkest night
In your arms, I come alive
In my live
I am free
No one could ever understand what you do to me
You hear my soul
So deep in you
Nobody knows the things you know
I live for you
In my life
You come through
I live for, Ilive for,

I live for you. I very to wait for your letter. It is a lot of love and respect. Yours OKSANA.

Letter 11

Hi my love Michael today to rise early and to do(make) various fruit salads. I to not have a lot of food, I to watch(keep up) the figure and constantly to do(make) not the large jogs after study. I shall be very glad to receive still new your photos. I shall do(make) their listing on the colour printer and to place them above my bed in a sleeping room. I was never married, but very much it to want.
It is very pleasant to me to learn(find out) that we by mutual understanding each other, you see it is the very important fact in ours with you the attitudes(relations). If we want to create strong union, we should trust and understand each other in all I feel fine, concerning me can not worry with me that's all right. Write to me as it is possible more often, I very much like to read your letters, they install in me any pleasure in life, to believe in that that at me somewhere away there is liked a man, the mood at once raises, it would be desirable to live and to believe in that that we when be we shall meet. I shall wait for your answer today. Many times you a kiss and from the bottom of the heart I embrace. You in my heart each minute.

Letter 12

Hi My Love Michael.
Reading your letter I have not begun to cry nearly with happiness. That there are such perfect people as you I very much, is very glad. That I have got acquainted with such man as you.
You such lovely, kind, clever man.
Why we have not met you earlier?
Can be at us already there was a large happy family
Yes I very much love to prepare, is tasty to prepare
And if you would be a number (line) I with pleasure prepared for you
Would bring coffee in bed
I love to prepare various sweetness
The Ukrainian, Russian kitchen
Especially I love to prepare on a nature a shish kebab
Yes life without love it not life
You see love this very perfect feeling
You see when you have favourite man
You become by the happiest man on light
And when you are happy at you all always well in life
I very strongly love you I love as anybody never loved
You are constant in my ideas I think of you each minute, each hour
When I lie down to sleep I dream that you were a number(line)
I want to love, to kiss, caress you
For the sake of you I would leave though on edge(territory) of light
You see where we would not be I always was happy with you
I frequently re-read your letters
Very much grieved for you and when I saw your new mail I became most By the happy woman on light
From all heart I send you millions and millions kisses
With impatience I shall wait for your answer
With LOVE yours wife Oksana.

Letter 13

Hi My Love Michael.
Last night I have come home and my mum has told to me that she{it} spoke with my native aunt about my trip to America.
It was my aunt, who surprised me very much! She is a teacher, according to her diploma. She is working at one of the University's here. And there was a meeting at her University where the teachers were announced about the trip to USA in a 1 weeks. It will be a student exchange and the group of students will be living in an American families . This program is a possibility to improve English skills and to see the American culture, to find out the traditions and customs. Some American's students were here last year and now it is a return visit. I don't have words to express how I am happy because now I have a hope to meet you!!!! And what is also very important is that my aunt asked if it would be possible me to be included in the group because my Mom had already told her about us, so she knows about you and our feelings and she was promised that it would not be a problem for me to come with the students. And I will have not to stay with the group in American's families because I have where to stay :) Auntie said that I have a very good man there, which I would like to visit and I was allowed to be separated form the group.
The trip will take place approximately in a 1 weeks and we will stay in America for the whole 3 weeks!!! We will be flying to New York and I guess that the rest of the group will stay also in NY.
The university will make all necessary arrangements including visa and the both way tickets. And the cost of the tickets and a visa is about 1255$. And all members of this group should pay in cash to the University and then the University will pay for all arrangements and it will be the University who will be responsible for all members of the group and it is like a guarantee for the American Embassy that everything will be OK.
But unfortunately I will be just unable to pay for such trip myself as neither my parents nor my friends don't have such money. But I hope that I will meet you and will be happy with you. I think it would be wonderful to enjoy our time together so soon!
And maybe you just don't know but it is almost impossible to get a Visa to your country in other ways because your country is afraid to have a lot of illegal immigrants and that's why almost everyone who is not too rich and doesn't have a lot of properties will not be allowed to get a Visa. But I am almost sure, everything will be fine because if to apply for a Visa with the help of University, our chances to obtain it are equal 100%.
Just imagine how wonderful it will be able not to loose this chance that can help us to meet!!!!
I am dying to see your letter with your thoughts about all of this.
Kiss you and Hope to hear tomorrow,
I miss you very very much and think only of you.

Letter 14

My dear Michael!!!
All night I was dreaming about you and how will you react to my letter with my exiting news about the possibility to come to you! I was laying in my bed and thinking how it would be nice to meet you in person and to be beside you! I can not think of anything that I want more than to see you and to be with you. I think of how great it will be. To be able to meet your parents and your friends. I want to be able to see where you grew up. To be able to walk with you hand in hand and to learn everything about you. This is what my heart wants, to be with you forever.By now you probably think that I am completely romantic and you will be right! Anyway, at least I completely honest with you and I promised I that I always will be.
As we have written to each other, sharing our thoughts, hopes, dreams and feelings, you have filled my world with joy and happiness and I could never ask for more than that, but you are so generous and I know you will do everything for us. I know that I can talk to you about anything and let you know my most secret thoughts and feelings. You are my dearest friend, my all and I count days for the moment of our first touch.
I can still have a hard time believing that destiny has brought me a man as wonderful as you. I long so much for the day I arrive and you can hold me in your arms.
I'd better go back to the earth ;) but I can not!
I can give you all the information I found out about this trip!
I know for certain that the group will arrive in New York January,9 at 19:20 your time and they will be flying with Lufthansa airline. If you will agree this idea I will be also in that group. And then from New York I will be able to fly to you or you can fly to NY and we will spend some time there together. It is up to you to decide what is the best option for both of us. And the flight number is 404 which arrives at 19:20 your time and I leave New York also from the Kennedy's Airport with Lufthansa Airline with a change in Frankfurt am Main. I leave New York January,29 at 16:10 your time with flight number 401.
I will be so happy to inform you that I am flying to you! And I think that the sooner you send the money the better because we both will know that I am coming exactly and nothing can change. I am sure that it is a great chance and everybody who knows is talking about this possibility to obtain the Visa to your country! By the way we are lucky I have a wonderful aunt and I should be grateful to her for everything she is doing for us!
I just hope that you are happy as I am and I can not stop dreaming. Our happiness is so close to us! I think it would be great to spend our time with your friends, of course, not all our time ;) Honey, you know, I do not care what we will do. It is enough for me that you will be by my side. Having you in my life is more important to me than anything.
I will be waiting for your next letter with great anticipation! Please do not keep silence!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Kisses from
your sweet Oksana.

Letter 15

My loved Michael!!! I too very happy woman now. I think we soon we shall together I want to speak with you.
My Dear Michael. You can help to pay to me for this trip 1255 $? I tomorrow together with my group should go in the American Embassy to Kiev. I hope to receive from you news soon my gentle Michael. I wait for your letter. I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!! KISSSSSSSSSSSSS YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

Letter 16

My loved Michael. I should pay tomorrow for my trip to you.You can send it through the Western Union. Besides in bank to me have told that it is the most reliable system of remittances in the world and that money reach very quickly. To send the money, my address is necessary for you. It is my address:( RASSADINA OKSANA .Ukraine .sity Ternopol. str Shevchenko 17. ) After you will send me money you should inform me control number of translation (MTCN) it consists of 10 figures. And still the full name and a home address, only after that I can receive this money. Such information to me have informed in bank which to be near to my house. You at all do not imagine as I want to see you to nestle on you and to speak words of love. I sleep and I see day of ours with you meetings. I so would like that this day has come as soon as possible. That we have met face to face and long looked in the face each other. I am capable to overcome any difficulties for the sake of ours with you meetings. I very strongly love you and KISSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU.

Letter 17

I love you my Michael, I love you so much that I cann't without you now my love, you and your messages are so necessary for me, you are the inseparable part of my life my love Michael. I say about it very seriously! All days, all seconds I'm dreaming about our meeting my Michael, I cann't wait a moment when we will meet in your airport my love, I want it so much my darling! I'm a happiest woman in this world, because we have met each other! My dear, I want to wish to all people to love each other very much, because I have tested this feeling with you my dear, it happen so quick my dear and through Internet, I want to say to you my dear, that all people, who want to find a love man or woman, this man or woman will find the love necessarily, I'm sure in this my dear Michael, because I found you my love through the Internet, and we love each other so much, and I know that our love is most dear feeling from other feelings that exists on this small light-blue planet. My dear Michael, I love you very much, I so mi I WAIT YOUR LETTER.

Letter 18

Mine Michael. Why you do not answer me? At me remained to a few{a little;little bit} time. I do not understand why you are silent?
You play with me in game? You do not want to see me on January, 9? I am very sad now. You break my heart.
Please give me the answer my love. I do not know what to do{make}.

Letter 19

I cannot be silent now. Where you?? I now pay. You break my heart.. I want to hear your voice... Why you have forgotten me? I really loved your letters and words. Why you are silent now?? You wanted only my photos? I can send you all my photos... I do not understand why you do not write to me??? I dreamed to have always such the man as you. I wanted to have the husband as you. You my letter now can cannot read. I wanted to go to you on January, 9. Excuse me for all my lovely MICHAEL. Please give me the answer. I should know you want me to see whether or not? I should tell I to go with group of students in NEW-YORK. I AM VERY SAD AND I PAY!!!!!! WHERE YOU MY DEAR MICHAEL. I LOVE YOUR KIND EYES. WRITE to me PLEASE.