Letter(s) from Lasma Mekok to Agha (Pakistan)

Letter 1

Hello :)
To begin, I want to say that I was very glad to see your letter. Thank . I saw your letter today and that as soon as I write you an answer. If you want to keep in touch with me, then I certainly do not mind, and even happy about it. Always loved to meet new people.
I'm not very good at these acquaintances through letters and honestly admit, I now do not know what to write you this letter.
I can write about yourself, but what to write? Is there anything you would like to know about me? Well, as you already know, my name is Lasma. I am 30 years old.
I live in Australia, Melbourne.
I am not married and do not have children and currently am not even in a relationship. Generally speaking I am a single woman, which is still looking for his other half.
I love sports, I love cooking and of course I love my job. Almost all the time I am working and probably why I'm still not married.
If you would like to know about my work, I will write to you about it in my next letter.
My favorite color is red (love bright colors). My favorite season of the year, it is certainly the summer. Love the beach, love the sea and sun.
I love to travel and my 30 years, I have traveled almost all over Europe and even in America was. Was in Paris, London, Riga, Berlin, Washington and many other cities.
I travel almost every 2 months and mostly at work.
I love pets. But unfortunately now I can not afford to have pets because of my work.
Now I do not know what else to write, I think for the first time is enough. If you have any questions, do not hesitate to ask them.
I'll wait for your response letter.

Letter 2

Hello Agha.
how are you? as you had today? all these I spend at work and at the end of the day, I remain without power. Now I found some energy for that would write you a letter.
before you write a letter for a long time, I thought, and whether or not it really me? I found you on a dating site on which it unfortunately I do not remember. it really was a big step for me to write you a letter. and when you answer me, I was really happy. Now I hope our communication with you will develop and we will continue our acquaintance. I will try to answer all your questions in my letters. maybe sometimes I miss your questions and answer them. This does not mean that I do not want to answer them. Unfortunately I really do not know much English, and sometimes I have to use a translator. but I do not think that this may interfere with our communication with you.
In my last letter I wrote to you was that in my next letter I write to you about their work.
I think it's interesting for you, so of course I write to you about it. But before you write you about the job, I would like to confess to something.
I live in Melbourne. Yes, it is now my city, but I have to confess to you that I was not born here, and not even in Australia. Latvian nationality I was born Latvia as already written to you. My parents and I used to live in the city Ajzkraukle. It is very beautiful and quite a large city.
About 2 years ago my parents died and I was left completely alone. I have no brothers or sisters and even my uncle died last year. Generally speaking, I was all alone now and I have not even relatives.
After the death of his parents and a half years I lived alone in my hometown Ajzkraukle and then I was no longer strength to live there. Permanent memories of my parents torment me and so I decided to move. At first I
Of course I did not know where to go, but then one day I found an ad on the Internet on a Australia. Of course I immediately decided to call back and I got a chance to start a new life. I immediately moved to Australia and now a year living in Melbourne. At first it was very hard here. I have not had no apartment, no acquaintances, but I worked hard and gradually found its place here. Now I live in own house down the street Cremorne and now I have a new life. That 's my story. On the one hand very sad because of the death of my parents, but on the other hand it is the death of parents made me adult. Of course I miss him. I miss them every day and I always keep a photo with him. but as I have not tried, it is not eternal life. People are always dying and we only need to believe in something that people close to us now in a better world. Personally, I try to believe in it and I from these thoughts become much easier.
Well, I feel that I have to write to you about something else. Excuse Me. Did not want to raise a sad subject, it is very somehow happened. I would like to write to you about their work and therefore I must continue my story about the letter their work. I'm like already wrote to you that I have been working in the field of trade? Or I did not write about it?
I somehow do not remember. So, if I did not write to you about this before, but now confess to you that I am working trade representative. I am a free sales representative who works only on orders. I am participating in the auctions, tender and represents production companies that hire me to sell their products. Basically I hire smaller companies that do not have their sales representatives, but sometimes help treat the same and large companies.
For example, 2 months ago I was approached by the company SUKOTEC GmbH & Co. KG. This company is located in Germany and they quite developed. This company is engaged in the device, repair and sale of various types of equipment. (Phone, TV, computer accessories, etc.). Basically I participate in auctions and contracts entered into with customers for the sale of goods.
I am a free trade representative and my salary depends on the number of contracts that I have made in the past month.
Of course it's hard work, but I like it. According to my work, I travel a lot for Australia, as many traveled to Europe and perhaps I was not still in Asia. I do not know why, but I did not hire anyone else to work in Asia. Maybe it would not be culturally on my part, but I would like to report my wages.
It's interesting for you? My piecework wages and I get an average of $ 5,500 per month. I wonder if you I get more? Can not answer this question if you are not comfortable sharing it.
About the phone call or chat with you. I know that you would now like to talk to me on the phone or would to-chat with me, but unfortunately I must now deny you in all of this. Please forgive me, but I think that for us now would be to get to know each other through letters. At least the first few weeks, then I promise you will write to you my cell phone number and even chat with you in yahoo messenger, if you wish. I ask you to understand me. Unfortunately I do not have facebook and various social networks. but I have Skype and soon we will use it for communication. but now I'm really forgive you wait. I have to get used to you and after I get your trust, we will certainly use Skype.
Firstly it would not give the phone number of cultural strange man, and secondly, I now want you to know only through letters.
I think that through letters can be much better to know a person and even can understand his inner world. That's why I want it now to communicate with you only through letters. I hope you understand me and do not be mad at me.
So, I have to stop now. My break from work and went to work I need now. I just have to wait for your reply and I I will hope that you will answer me soon. Please do not make me wait with your answer and write to me soon. With great I look forward to your next reply.
Sincerely, Lasma.

Letter 3

Hello Agha. I'm glad that I write you a letter again. Believe me, I am very interested to write to you about myself. When I write to you, I relive my life, I remember about my past, and I think what's happening now and what awaits me in the future. It's really cool. Past my letter about myself was not very happy for you. Excuse Me. I wrote to you about the death of my parents, and honestly admit, I was just a little hard to write about it. But I wanted to tell you about the beginning of my new life and could not say about it. Do not worry about me, my parents were killed over 2 years ago and I have myself down with it. So all is well with me.
So our acquaintance continues and I probably should continue my story about yourself. In the past, a lot of my letter I wrote to you about my work, about my new life, but on my behalf, that I like and do not like about my hobbies I have not written to you. So continue my story started on this.
Maybe you feel strange, but my hobby - it's karaoke. Even my friends laugh at me sometimes because of this hobby, but what can I do if I love to sing. I believe that I have a beautiful voice. From childhood I like music and I often listen to music in my free time, and of course the song genre is almost always depends on my mood. For example, my favorite song: "Yeah!" Usher, "I just Wanna Live" Good Charlotte, "Hotel" R.Kelly feat Cassidy,
Like the lyrics: "My immortal" Evanescence, "Ghetto gospel" 2pac feat Elton John,
Makes want to dance: "The World is mine" David Guetta, "Get busy" Sean Paul,
Makes you laugh: "American Idiot" Green Day, "Calma e sanguefreddo" Luca Dirisio, "For real" Athena,
Makes you wonder about life: "Raise & Fall" Craig David feat. Sting, "Breakaway" Kelly Clarkson,
Makes cry: "Here Without You" 3 Doors Down, "Tonight and the rest of my life" Nina Gordon, "I Bruise Easily" Natasha Bedingfield,
Reminds of my life in Lithuania: "My Oh My" Ace Of Base, "Turn Back Time" Aqua,
Uplifting: "Boonika Bate Doba" Zdob si Zdob, "Hotel" R.Kelly feat Cassidy,
Never get tired of: "Behind These Hazel Eyes", "Since u've been gone" Kelly Clarkson ...
About music I write a lot, but I'm afraid that this letter is long. So I finish the music and I hope you now know what kind of music I listen to most often.
The fact that I love and that I do not like in this life I just can not write you a lot. Like all women, I love flowers. I like to spend time in the kitchen, experimenting on recipes. I want to find a recipe that is not yet known to mankind. Do not know what I will, but I'm already in the process of completing. I have a dish that I invented myself. I call this dish "Love and Hate". It was very tasty and can ever be anything I cook this dish for you. Sorry, but the recipe until I tell you I can not. This is my secret.
Besides that I love in this life I just can add that I love communication; I like to meet new people; I like the sun; I love the sky; love summer, the beach, the sea; I love to travel and learn about other cultures; I love when people are treated with understanding and respect me.
Do not like it when you do not finish the case; I do not like the mess in the house; I do not like to drink beer; I do not like smoking; I do not like rain; I do not like bullying; I do not like not understanding; I do not like lies and of course do not like stealth in man.
What more can I write. I think you want to know about my relationship with men. The last serious relationship with a man I had back in Latvia, but judging by the people I have met here, I feel that all men are the same. Can you tell me why men first place in the relations always have sex? Is sex important for you love or family? I thought a lot about it, but I can not understand your man's mind. Maybe you can explain to me? Here are 3 months ago I was a fan who wanted to create with me a serious relationship. In the beginning, he kept a low profile as a real gentleman. But in a short time he has changed and I realized that he wanted me to do just sex and my money. I wanted to have a serious relationship and of course severed all ties with him. Later, I did not take his apology, though he was trying to get me back. I just left him and this was all over. I do not know whether I did with him then, but God knows that I could not do otherwise. Frankly speaking, it is parting with it now pushed me to explore via the Internet. Now I'm completely different attitude towards men and their search before you start a serious relationship, I want to first learn in detail about it. I want to learn about its inner soul, of his intentions and of course about his plans for the future. It is best to learn it through the letter and that's why I'm not giving you my phone number. Please excuse me, but this is my principle and I do not want to break it. Just get me now and maybe then I will write you my number. Maybe even I will come to you to visit you in your home, unless you do not mind. The work I will take a few days and then I want to stay in your home country for a few days to relax.
So my letter came out very long. I hope I will not hinder you reading my letter. Of course I'll wait like a reply from you, and I ask you to write to me about your search for a woman. What it should be, what the quality is important to you in it? It is important for me and of course it is important for our relationship if we are going to build them.
I'll wait for your letter and as I look forward to your photos. Now I wish you a good day.
Sincerely, Lasma!

Letter 4

Hello my dear Agha. This again you wrote your girlfriend Lasma. Not very much missed me?
how are you today without me? What is your mood, how is your day? Not very tired? Personally, my day today, what is not clear. I have a lot of work, a lot of contracts, which should be checked, but the thought of you makes me tune in to work. Today, I constantly think of you, our emergency meeting and it is like madness !!! Maybe I have to go crazy? Or, I fell in love with you? In the past, I have written a letter to you was that I did not believe in love over the internet. I really stick to this idea, but now I feel inside myself that maybe I was wrong about this kind of love? Maybe this love really exist? Please forgive me for my thoughts, but I myself do not understand what's happening to me. I have a feeling that I'm going crazy. Maybe I'll go crazy with you? Know before you sit down to write this letter to you I'm somewhere quarter of an hour sat at her work computer and re-read your letters that you sent me. Every letter I read your focus and it seemed to me that I know you for a long time and sometimes I have a desire to just hug you. You never happened? You never feel like reading my letters? Do not be ashamed to admit me if you feel the same to me. I myself now too shy to write to you about their feelings, but I want to be sincere with you, and so I now confess to you in this. I hope you do not laugh at me because of my recognition. today I have news for you. I will plan my arrival to you. and tomorrow I will buy a plane ticket. I would be glad if you could meet me at the airport and show me your city. Can I ask you one more question? More and more I think about our meeting and with this thought I detected a lot of questions. For example: if we do not like each other when they met? Then what? We just say goodbye and disperse in different directions? Or we will still continue to meet? What would you do if I do not like you? Of course I do not want to think about it before we met, but I would be interested to learn about your reaction to this situation. If you say about his reaction, I'm not going to go away. I think if you and I will not come for a serious relationship, then surely we still could stay with you and your friends to meet you as friends. Do you agree with me? What are your thoughts about it? Be honest !!!
So now I have to go to work again.
Miss you already !!!
Your Lasma.

Letter 5

Hello my dear. How are you today without me? What's your mood, how are you feeling? Bored, you think of me?
my dear, I am sitting at my computer at work and I was in tears. No, I do not think that something bad happened to me. This is not true. I'm fine, I'm not sick, but my mood ruined that I can not come to you for these two days. Please excuse me if I set you up to this meeting, and now she refuse this. I do not want to give up our soon, but I have to do it because I had urgent work. Last night a woman called me to Berlin. She is the manager of some company in Berlin, and she invited me to order with not a bad earnings. At first I did not want to take on this order as the front was our meeting, but it turned out that it was not difficult to order with great earnings and so I agreed. I am very ashamed to ask you about it, but maybe we could postpone our meeting for 3-4 days later? tomorrow at 9 am I'll have to go to Russia in Moscow with this order. In Russia there are branches of the company and I need to formalize a contract with them for further cooperation. I leave about 4 days and if all goes well, then after 4 days I go back home. My dear, what I'm going for 4 days on a business trip does not mean that I will not write to you. I will take my laptop with me and I'll write you every day. I do not want to lose contact with you, so I will tell you about every passing day. Please just do not be upset, because this is not the end. We just need to be with you a little more patient and hope that these 4 days will be fast.
So, I'm at work, and should still work. I'll write you another later in the evening or in the morning before my departure. Do not miss me much, although it is probably difficult. After all, I'll miss you.
Again gently kiss you on both cheeks !!!
I miss you already !!!
Your Lasma.

Letter 6

Hello my dear. How are you today without me? Think of me or had forgotten about me? Do not be angry, this question is just a joke !!! Of course I know that you think of me. I feel it in my heart and I am very pleased when my man thoughts are always with me. my sun, I'm sorry again for my next silence you. Over the last few days I myself do not find a place for himself. I just go crazy without you. I think a lot of you, miss you very much, but to my great regret, I just could not find the time to write to you until today. I remember in my last letter I had promised to write to you before I left for Russia. You've probably been waiting for my letter? I really wanted to write to you in the evening before a business trip, but unfortunately preparation for my trip turned to me very difficult. It was necessary to prepare a lot of documents. I sat almost 3 o'clock in the morning on my work, and then I just physically could not do anything. I was very tired, especially at 9 am I had already fly to Moscow. my dear, at the moment I am in Moscow. I immediately took her to the airport work. Traveled subsidiaries here in Moscow. Check the documentation and with almost all already signed a contract for further cooperation. Today I will be the last meeting and if all goes well, tomorrow morning I fly back home.
Fortunately I'm not afraid to fly an airplane.
You know, lately I've been thinking a lot about you. The fact that I did not write to you every day, does not mean that I have forgotten about you. I would like you to remember that you are always in my thoughts and always think about you. Even at work you do not leave my head and I now feel that I have a crush on you. Strange Senses I have now inside. The heart beats very fast and sometimes fingers tremble when I press the buttons on my laptop. Maybe I really fell in love with you? Never believed in this love through letters, but each time I feel that I was wrong. There is not much to our meeting and every day I am more worried. I worry about a sudden I do not like you and you just do not want to see me !!! Or it may be that you just do not want to meet me !!! These thoughts growing concern me and I am very worried. It would be good if you are able to promise me that no matter what you will find me. Your words about this would have calmed me. You know, I'm writing this letter to you, but in my heart I wonder whether you love me? just be honest !!! Tell me you would love me for life? Or do you just want to meet me and spend time with me? I really need the answer to this question, but on the other hand your future scares me the answer. I just do not want to stay with a broken heart and I do not know how I be now. It is very difficult. in my letter I once had promised to give you my phone number. So far, I have not done this and more, sorry about that. Of course I could now write to you my phone number, but here will be very expensive to call. Very expensive roaming charges. So it would be better if we could reach you on the phone after my return home. If all goes well today, tomorrow morning I fly home. I'll be home around 7 pm, so that at this time you could call me. Or if you want me to call myself to you, email me your phone number where I can call you.
This is my phone number. I write to you, so that we can you tomorrow on the phone. It would be nice if you and I would discuss our meeting by phone: 9347 2254
this is my HOST:
61 Royal Parade
Parkville 3052, Australia Melbourne.
So, I take the time now to meet. I would hope that today you read my letter tomorrow and try to call me on the phone. You can not imagine how much I have to tell you. Until tomorrow.
I love you and miss you !!!
Your Lasma.

Letter 7

My love, I do not know who else to share with their grief and therefore decided to write to you. I'm very hard on the heart, and I am sitting in an Internet cafe in tears. I need to talk, but I do not know who else I can turn to for advice. My sweet, just a few hours ago everything was fine with me, but now I feel disgusting. I do not even know how to write you today about what happened to me today. I just do not know where to start and I'm in tears. Today, after work I came back to the hotel. The taxi driver drove me right to the door of the hotel, but suddenly out of the corner and there were three men snapped at me. They hit me a few times in the body, stripped off my shoulder my bag and ran in the opposite direction. All this happened in a few seconds and I was shocked. I was scared and could not do anything. Now I sit and think about it as a terrible nightmare. I was robbed of my bag in the bag were all my money, my phone, documents for work, my laptop and passport and all that is now stolen !!! I cried for an hour. His eyes already red from crying, and I just do not know what to do now !!! Maybe another brave woman ran over to them, to bring back my bag, but I was very scared and I had no choice but to flee once more to his hotel. Once I ran to the hotel, I immediately asked to call the police. But the police arrived only half an hour, and it was too late to look for these people. The officer asked me to talk about what happened. I told them all the details, but they do not tell me good, and only said that it is not the first case. I am very hard. What should I do? Police said they will try to find these robbers, but I saw how they work and I just do not believe them. It seemed to me that they will not even look for them, because I am still not a citizen of their country. Today I offered my appeal to the embassy, ??but now it's late here and hardly embassy is now open. So, the embassy can I go in the morning. I do not know if I can now sleep at all. I'm afraid of everything. I'm just in shock. I need comfort, but there's no one here beside me. I am alone in this wild country and the thought I just heavier. please, only you do not worry about me. If I know that you feel bad because of me, I will be even worse. I do not want you to be worried because of me, I just want moral support from you. Tell me at least, that you love me, I'm sure that those words make me feel better. I need you now my love !!! Please my dear, but do not get mad at me because of what I write to you about his misfortune. I had to say and I do not except you to turn to. Thank you for me now the closest person. I love you and then emails me now became much better. Sensation as if a heavy burden had fallen from the soul. Please my love, just do not worry about me. I'm sure tomorrow will be all right, and finally I get home with this wild country. More I have never come here. Here rude people with rough manners.
I'm sorry, I wanted to express everything.
Your Lasma.

Letter 8

Hello my sweet heart Agha. Is it worth it to me now ask you about your mood?
Probably not. I myself ruin your mood to the letter and now I feel guilty before you. Please forgive me for the bad mood. My dear believe me, I have the most today is very very bad mood. It was just a horrible night for me. All Night did not sleep today at 8 am, I am the police all the time was there. At the police station detectives arrived, people came to my embassy and they asked me a lot of a lot of time to explain what happened that night. I myself have lost count how many times this morning, I testify.
I explained to them in detail, remembering all the details of what happened the case, but they are still asking the same questions.
I did not understand that they still wanted to know from me, or maybe they just wanted to make me blame for everything?
Nothing consolation today I have not heard from the police. They just told me that they will start an investigation, but how much it will last, they do not know. My dear Agha I not know what to do now. I am now very upset and tears were flowing from my eyes. It is very difficult and I do not want to stay a day longer in this country. I am very scared and I was afraid to go out here on the street alone. I'm so scared. This morning, I turned to my embassy asking my help to get back home. I asked about my embassy that they bought me a return ticket, but in response to the embassy they told me that they now can not take any action until no an official statement from the police to close my business. To put it another way, my embassy asks me to wait the end of the investigation, and only then they will be able to help me. I asked my embassy as I wait, but this one does not know. Maybe a few days, maybe a week - and maybe a month, I do not want to wait so long. I just go crazy for this time this wild country. Recently, a negotiating point tried to get through to my work. I hoped that they help me, but the problem is that I do not work for a company official. I get money only for your work done work and they do not answer me. I just said so on the phone with my company no longer even want to talk with me. It is cruel and I'm shocked by all. All my money, credit cards, cell phone, documents for the job - all that was stolen along with my bag and now I'm just in a desperate situation. I do not even know now how do I get back back to his home and to turn to for help? I tried to call my best friend, but it does not answer the phone.
Maybe she went back to her parents, and her phone was not responding. If my parents were alive, I'm sure I would appeal to them for help, but my parents are no longer alive. So I just have no one to ask for help Now besides you. My Sweet forgive me now for my determination. God knows, I never in my life did not ask anyone about assistance. Always I am trying to get out of a difficult situation itself, but now for the first time in my life I did not know what to do.
Now I need 988 dollars to buy a return ticket to Melbourne, that is how much the minimum value of my ticket home, but I do not know where to find me here for the money. Now I'm scared my love, I do not want to lose you, but if not you, then who else do I go? I'm crying now, and with tears in his eyes I'm asking you to help me get back home. I know that my request will anger you. I also know that you are now lost confidence in me, but not In spite of this, I ask you to help me with money for a return ticket. My dear Agha I do not take money from you for ever. I will give you back the money as soon as I arrive in Melbourne. I have money in my house, but get them out of here, I can not.
I ask you to give me the money borrowed for a few days, if you can. If you do not help me, I do not know to whom address. Now I only hope you and the rest I already lost their trust (I mean my work and the Embassy).
I'm afraid to send you this letter because I am afraid of upsetting you. But all my hopes are now returning home only in this letter. I ask you to consider, and if you can help me.
I have long thought about the options as I can get the money, as I have now only my temporary passport which today they gave me at the embassy. I was hoping that I can get money from my friends from Melbourne, but from it I have not received a response. Perhaps she had not received my letters. I would like that to She sent a money transfer via Western Union, I go to the office of Western Union, and showed them my temporary passport, but unfortunately I was told that I could not get your help via Western Union with its temporary passport. I went to the woman with whom I have done business here in Moscow. At first I wanted to borrow money from her, but unfortunately she lives one son, and free money does not currently have. Then I asked her to, she helped me get your help via Western Union, and give me your information for Western Union.
I have no close friends except you. And now I want to write you the information that is required for a money transfer via Western Union:
name: Natalya
surname: Ivanova
Country: Russia
CITY: Moscow
STREET: Yaroslavl street, 17
I'll be waiting for your response and hope you will answer me today. If you send today, I
I will go to the bank together with Natalya and I'll get your help, and tomorrow I can go home. And as soon as I get home, I immediately send you the money back, and I myself personally arrive to you and give you the money back personally. My dear in my house have money, they are in my house in the safe, which is why I will be able to transfer your money back without any problems.
I will come at an Internet cafe in the evening that would have to read your response, I'll be very worried about your answer.
I love you very very much miss you.
Your Lasma.

Letter 9

Hello my dear Agha. My beautiful please forgive me !!! I beg you with tears in my eyes to forgive me for my past letter !!! I hate myself because I asked for help from you. I guess I'm a very bad woman and you probably now also think about me? If you want, then you can scold me. I will not take offense at you if you are wicked at me. I myself now hate myself because I was born such an unhappy woman. My God, I still with horror remember all that has happened to me in recent days. It's like a nightmare that does not give me rest. I am very hurt by all these thoughts and I can not hold back my tears for a moment. Even now, when I write this letter to you, tears flow from my eyes. Never before has anything like this happened to me and from all these memories I'm just going crazy. I guess I still have not moved away from the shock of the events.
My dear Agha, I never wanted to upset you, and the more so I had never thought of asking you to help me with money. I did not even get such a head before, but now I'm in such a terrible situation with which I can not go out alone without help. I'm ashamed now to tell you these words, but I really need your help !!! I now really need these 988 dollars so that I could return home soon.
I really hope you will help me and I will be able to return home.
I'm so scared.
Yours, Lasma.

Letter 10

Hello my dear Agha. Here comes that terrible day when I had to collect things and leave the hotel. Today I sit all day in the Internet cafe and will wait for your answer with a big hope that you will still help me to return home. My dear Agha, I'm very scared, if you do not help me, I'll have to sleep on the street. I'm very afraid of sleeping on the street. I really want to go home and I really hope you will not leave me. I beg to answer me as soon as possible.
Yours, Lasma.

Letter 11

My angel, you did not correctly understand me in the last letter. I would like to apologize for the last letter, since I was nervous. I could not sleep due to the fact that I had to sleep on the streets among the homeless people.
My angel, your last letter made me very disappointed. You told me about love, but now you say do not write to me anymore. What does it mean? Is not this a game with feelings?
My angel, I love you and will love. If you had not even dared to help me, my love is not extinguished for you.
I love you not for money. I love you not even for your beauty. I love you for your inner world. I love you for being in this world.
My dear, you sent me $ 1000 and I'm very grateful to you. I promise I'll give you everything back to a penny.
I trust Natalya for one reason only, I'm going to go to Western Union along with it.
My angel, please send me your full name and full address. I need this information in the Western Union in order to get your help.
I really hope you understand my feelings and will not be offended at me. You must understand that I am in terrible conditions and I'm in hysterics. I really want to go home. I'm very tired. I'm depressed.
My nerves are running out and I'm just disappointed in life. You are my native person and I expected you to reassure me. And in response, I heard something quite different and it became very bad for me.

Letter 12

Hello my love Agha. From you there is no answer and I do not understand what is happening. Please explain to me what's going on. Let's understand our feelings. My angel, you sent me money but I can not get it, because I need your full name, which you indicated in the Western Union and your address.
Please reply me so that we can deal with our feelings. I do not want to lose you.