Letter(s) from Olga Bondareva to Reg (Canada)

Letter 1

Hello my Love Reg!!!

I am so glad to hear from you. I very much like to receive your letters and to speak with you. It makes me very sad if I do not see the letter from you. I just don't want to lose you. My heart belongs to you and beats your name every minute of the day. I have never been able to talk to a man the way I talk to you and it fills me with joy. I used to feel empty, lonely, and left out because I didn't have anyone to share my thoughts and feelings with. Then I met you and became close friends and was able to express all my feelings about you and all the empty and lonely feelings left me. I am so blessed to have such a courageous the man who cares about me the way you do and who tells me she has no greater friend than me. That is very important for me to hear. I believe the bond we have together grows stronger every day and the words we speak to each other have much more meaning and become more personal and intimate with each letter we write. I love the direction our relationship is going and I want you to know that you are the most important person in my life. I see a very bright future for the two of us, full of sharing, laughing, playing, learning, growing, and most importantly, love. It's my Dream... For trip to you I will need the visa and the passport for travel abroad, I have girlfriend in agency on registration of the visa and the passport, she has agreed to help me. I have decided to make to you a surprise, and have paid to her for her services (200 $) but it only service. And the visa will cost 550 $, and the passport will cost 350 $. To me have explained that that the prices such big people because of a plenty which want to leave Russia.

Two Hearts United As One
Your Olga.

Letter 2

My love R.!

Now I am putting down poem.

What happens to me
When I see your eyes?
What my red lips tell
When I look at pic of you?

Craving for your moans,
Hiding all desires,
I want to comprehend your points
Of soul that attracts me.

I want to hear breath,
Press tenderly to bosom,
I wish to see the heavens view
When all will be gone.

Will you hear sorrows,
Will you know their sadness?
Will you see the heart thaw out,
Burn everything without pains.

These feelings are a trust, careful attitude to each other, and complete understanding to each other, sometimes even understanding without words,do you agree with me my darling? But not looking on that the love is very strong great feeling, it also is very fragile, realy my dear, because only one word or an not right action can destroy it and already anybody willn't can to restore this great feeling.
Probably, you will think that a purpose of all my correspondence with you it's only desire to leave for USA. Believe me my love R., it's not so my love, the fact in that when I began to write to you, I couldn't believe what it is possible to fall in love through the Internet. I thank God and an Internet that we found each other in this so large world my darling. Only I have decided to try to do it and that from this it has turned out. We are me and you love each other very much and we should be together, because we can't withoiut each other my darling. I have learned much in the searches as we want to meet each other very much.
My dearest love man!!! I have a good great happy news for us my darling !!! The fact in that my aunt Svetlana have learned about all information for my coming to you! Svetlana has informed that she has learned how much cost a visa and a foreign passport too. Svetlana have connected with Embassy and there have said to her that it will be better for us with you, , if I will have the visa of a tourist. This tourist visa B-2, the visitor visa will valid during six months. On this type of visa I'll can travel till USA without any restrictions. The price of this visa, as Svetlana was informed in embassy, is 220 US dollars. In this price includes the process of the registration of the visa which costs 80 US dollars. By the way aunt Svetlana as has taken an interest about other kinds of the visas too, as to her have said, that there is a set of kinds of the visas. For example, visa of a bride. Svetlana has thought that this visa of bride approaches to us, but her in Embassy have said that this visa costs more expensively and visa's registration costs a lot of money. It's around 750 dollars US and the registration of the visa will during seven months, it is very long and expensive! From it because the tourist visa B-2 is the betterest variant than visa of bride now for us my love !
My love , I want to ask you one thing my , I will need to ask your help with a financial charges for the getting all necessary documents for my coming to you, . As probably, may be you know an economic situation in our country, simply it's awful, and at our bar don't give the salary to work personal during a long time. Our government explains it to those that simply they don't have a money, it's a difficult financial situation, and they don't have a recourses on the salary for the any kind of the job in total. My dearest, my love , I have a great desire to come to you, to see you at last and only recourses separate us from each another. I love you so much, honey, and I don't want to lose you. Nobody can't help me with it. Of course, I asked my parents and friends to help me with this charges on the necessary documents for my coming, but my mother and father doesn't have such money though they would like to help us.
My dearest R., in generally I'll need for 490 US dollars. It's certainly large money, you probably have thought what is it more than the total price of the visa and visa's registration, but I will must to get the foreign passport too of course the price of which is 170 US dollars. Also I will need to pay for medical exams too, it will be 100 dollars.
By the way my aunt has learned , ticketsup to your city how many cost ,it will cost approximately 860 dollars of USA .So to us with you very much was lucky!
But now, at first, my R., I will must to begin a process of the registration of all necessary documents, in total I will need 490 US dollars as I said. And plus for the ticket 860!. My dearest R., if you will send me this so necessary funds for this documents, it will be better to do through a system of Western Union, I have interested about this at my relatives. As the relatives have said me, Western Union is the beterest and fast transfer system in the world. Also my love , you will need in some datas from me, you will need my full name, if you remember, Olga Bondareva.

My dearest R., I want to ask you, when you will sent this recourses 1350 dollars, it will be necessary for me, that you must to send me an important information which required at a parcel of money. As to me have told, it is the control number which consist of 10 digits (Money Transfer Control Number-MTCN). This number you will have in the receipt which work operator will give you. My dearest R., you will must to send me this so important data in e-mail. Without this data MTCN I willn't can to get the recourses which are necessary for my coming to you my dear. My love R., I understand completely that it's a large money, but to me any more on whom I can to rely and on this I ask you about your help with this charges. My love , we are me and you love each other very much and we will together, simply, I sure in it my darling !!! I'm waiting and I'm dreaming for a moment of our meeting in your airport my ! I will cry in this moment, when I will leave from an air gangway and when I will see you my , because it will from our happiness my love. I close my eyes and I am imagining about this so happy picture. My love, I dream as we will live together my darling, to go for a walk, keeping for our hands my love R.. I want that you will show me your native land, a places where you like to go for a walk and where you like to spend a more of your time, also I want to get acquainted with your relatives and closest friends so much! I want to be with you very much, so much my love R.! I love you R., and I miss you my dearest love ! My dear , I want to say to you that I have spoke with my mom and dad about us again and again, especially about my coming to you! I want to say to you that my family have so many happy smiles for us and they approve our close love feelings with you my R., they are so happy because we love each other very much, simply they have said me that we will happy with you and they wish us a large happiness together! They see my feelings and my happiness from our love with you, and they understand me that we with you can't without each other and wish us a great love in this time and our future life too! Simply great greetings from my family to you,R., please, accept the love from my parents, they love you as a relative son! Well, my love R., let me to end my e-mail my dearest R., I'm waiting for your messages so much my love !!!

I love you my darling !!!!!!!
many many my warm kisses and hugs for you!
forever,
your love Olga See you

Letter 3

Reg

My address of a letter box
The country Russia
Republic Mari El
city Yoshkar-Ola
user box 54
postal code 424038
Mine user the box is in capital of our republic because there letters better reach. There it is better service than in our city, besides the capital is not far from my city and I can arrive there without problems. I shall wait from you the message, I think that our meeting will soon be carried out, I love you

Your Olga

Letter 4

Dear Reg

I can begin registration of necessary documents at any time but unfortunately I do not have money for this purpose. I tried to take the loan in bank, but to me have told, that at me very small salary and they cannot give me such sum of money. I shall look forward to hearing from you.

Your Olga

Letter 5

Hi my love Reg

In one of last letters you spoke about that that you can help me with money, forgive, that I so write to you but I am simple very impatient and I do not know that to me to do. I cannot already fall asleep some nights successively, I think constantly of that as we shall meet you, I dream of it constantly. I think that you understand me. I simply wanted to learn when all the same we with you can meet? I cannot think of anything the friend, I shall look forward to hearing from you,

With love your Olga