Letter(s) from Ekaterina Amaukova to Willlaim (USA)

Letter 1

Hi my love Bill!
Thank you for nice picture you sent me today! I liked it. Today is quite warm here again and when I think about you Bill it becomes warmer to me no matter how cold or warm it is outside. Today I’ve surprised a lot that our hopes are coming true! Guess why? I think you would like to know it! Today after my work I’ve gone to the travel agency and they’ve told me that my visa is ready now! I was very glad because it was so fast! I’ve asked them to scan it and I send it to you today because I think it's the great news not only for me but for you also! But like any travel agency this one not only prepares visas but it reserves tickets too. I’ve decided to use their service again because they have a great reputation and respect in our city. They’ve told me that the roundtrip flight to Phoenix cost 1120 united states dollars. It was too expensive for me and I’ve asked them to find the cheapest variant. And they’ve offered. It would be on the 1 May and cost 980 united states dollars. I asked them about possibility of reservation tickets and payment by piecemeal because other people can buy the cheap tickets but I'm not. At first, they’ve refused and I was in despair! I’ve asked them to help me so long time that tears have come to my eyes! And they’ve agreed! I’ve spent all my money, but it wasn't enough. So I’ve gone to pawnshop and pawned silver and gold jewelry which I had. I ’ve got $210 and that was enough for an initial payment. I have paid $240 today for it and it was all money that I have.
This is the flight information about this flight:
1:15 pm Depart Moscow (SVO)
Arrive Phoenix (PHX) 9:49 pm Sun 1-May
Duration: 19hr 34mn
Delta 31 / 899 / 752
Connect in New York (JFK), Cincinnati (Cincinnati N. Ky.)
Now I’ve all necessary documents including my visa and want to see you as soon as I can. That is why I need to pay for this ticket now Bill. I’ve asked about it in this travel agency which helped me to formalize my visa and it will be cost not much if I will get this ticket now. If I'll buy the ticket and visa both it will be cost more cheaper than I can buy it in the other place. So I had the money for a visa and I’ve paid for it already and I have it! Everything is alright and I must pay now for this ticket. I have bought the tickets to Moscow on a plane. I’ve paid for a part of the flight ticket. But this money is not enough! I don't have more of money for it now. It is very hard for me to tell you Bill about it! But I’ve done everything I can! I’ve paid for a visa, for other documents, for reservation of ticket to you and for ticket to Moscow more than 560 dollars. I don't want to burden you. I thought I could get ticket here more cheaper and can come to you with my own funds but unfortunately I have failed. Now I have to pay the remaining part. It is only 740 dollars. I must pay this money before 30 April, otherwise I will lose my money and the flight ticket! If you love me Bill, if you trust me and if you want to see me soon, please send the money for this ticket as soon as possible! I will be sure in our meeting if I will have the ticket for a flight to you Bill! And I don't want that they’ll sell the cheapest ticket to other people. I understand that it is a difficult decision for you, but we must trust each other! Any serious relations without trust is impossible, it will not have the future without trust! I don't want to be hypocritical! That's why I want to tell you following: I do not think that you would like to give your love and your heart to the woman who you don't trust, so as I am. It's a first trial for us! Many things depend on it, may be everything! We must trust each other! That's why I was the first of us who made the first step. Step to you Bill! I confused that money play a great role in a meeting of two people who love each other. So I need 740 dollars for the ticket, because I have some money and I've counted all. It's the best way to buy the ticket because it's cheaper than we will buy the ticket separately. I want to be with you Bill with all my heart and I do everything for it, you see Bill! So I need your help and we'll be together!!!! You must always remember that I love you and trust you! Maybe it's our future and I see that our future will be very wonderful! We'll be together very soon, I must buy the ticket and I will be yours and you will be mine!!!!!! I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH, PLEASE DON'T FORGET IT!!!!!!!!! Of course if you don't want you can not to help me. It will be bad but not fatal. I will lose my money and this ticket. IT WILL BE TOO BAD... I say so because I am in despair and confusion. Now, when we are divided only with one step, I am afraid. I am afraid that you will not help, and all my diligence will be gone. I love you and I want to be with you Bill and the word of honour, your help is necessary for me. I have not calculated my forces. But together we are much stronger. It is much easier to go through difficulties and barriers together. I want to present you all my infinite love and fidelity. I did not want to ask you. I thought, that I can make it all by myself. The loneliness has made me strong. I have got used to live without a help, and to rely only on myself. I address to somebody for the help very seldom, but now I ask you to help me. I have made a step forward. I hope you will make a step towards to me too. I hope it has not offended you. I love you and I trust you Bill. I know, that you will not throw me now when there is only one step. Tell me Bill, can you help me? If you have an opportunity please help me. I wonder if it is possible to do. I’ve asked my friends about helping me and they said that have not it at the present moment. I’ve asked the advice of my best girlfriend Vera and she has told me that maybe you Bill can help me because you love me! I’ve asked her how you can help me because you are so far away from me? She has said that Bill can send the money through the company which makes this service. I’ve asked about it in the bank and I know now that reliable and fast company exists which make remittances all over the world and it's called Western union. I has remember that I saw advertising this company on TV. I’ve taken a directory book and found the address of it. It's not far from me. I’ve gone there and I’ve asked them about their service. They’ve said that a sender must go to the western union branch, give them information: THE NAME AND LAST NAME OF A RECEIVER, A COUNTRY WHERE HE MAKES A TRANSFER AND THEY GIVE HIM THE TEN DIGITS CONFIRMATION NUMBER TO A SENDER. THE RECEIVER MUST KNOW CONFIRMATION NUMBER FOR A RECEIVING MONEY. They say that the branches of it must be everywhere all over the world. I have found out about where is the Western union here (by the way, they have a website, called www.westernunion.com). There is not any branch of western union here, but we have branch of western union in town Named Omsk, This is about 50 kilometers from my town. It's not be a problem to move there. You can send me money using western union according following data:
OMSK, Russian Federation
For : Ekaterina Amayukowa.
Do you remember Bill that I have told you my address and my last name? So I wrote my last name that time Amaukova. I thought that it is right spelling but now I know that it is not right. When I was getting my visa I have known that my last name is spelled Amayukowa. The embassy agent has told me that it is right spelling and I want to tell you that it is so Amayukowa. I was disturb about this thing cause I have written you the wrong spelling of my last name already and I am sorry about it Bill! I hope you will understand it and will not angry on me about this situation! So the correct spelling of my last name is Amayukowa.
I must tell them YOUR FULL NAME, FULL ADDRESS, EXACT AMOUNT AND CONFIRMATION NUMBER (Money Transfer Control Number) which will be given to you Bill! Please don't forget to send this information to me, ok?
I love you very much! I think about you Bill all the time! I think about a meaning of money, and I'm very sad if these papers can prevent people to meet each other. In most cases the money play a main role in the life but it's not right! I'm sure. And the quantity of money was, is and will not important to me. I have never aspired to the material enrichment and don't search specially for a rich man! I appreciate human qualities and relations and I love you Bill!!! I love you Bill with all my heart, I want to be with you now... I want to be with you forever! If it's mutually we will be very happy in our life! I think you love me too and we will meet very soon. You are my love Bill! My heart is yours! I will wait for good news from you, I hope everything will be all right and we will be together soon. Every day I think about our meeting, and I think it's very real now, we must use this chance of destiny. I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!

Forever yours Ekaterina.

P.S. By the way I found out about company named Moneygram here. We have branch of this company in Omsk too.
You may find out about it in moneygram.com. I received this information In bank.
If you want, you can use service of this company to help me. Here is information for you.
address of moneygram branch:
Omsk, Russian Federation
You will need to send me also : full name, full address, exact amount and some confidential numbers (Money Transfer Control Number) which will be given to you in moneygram company.
Please use one of ways(moneygram or westernunion) to help me and we will be together soon.
I think these are the best ways. Please help us to meet and we will be together soon.
I can't wait to meet you in person and can't wait to hold you in my arms.

Letter 2

Hi my Bill.
I waited your letter with alarm in heart and now I understand why. Of course I am guilty in it. I knew that I should rely only on myself. I really expected to make all. But I could not find all sum and on this I have addressed to you. I have got used to live without any help. But there are moments when I really need help. In it there is nothing surprising.
I the person. I am lady. And if I ask about the help a man, I am not ashamed it. I never asked anybody to help me;
I always did all what in my forces and never complained of my distress. Pride did not allow me. But I am not omnipotent.
I have overcome myself and have addressed to you for the help. I am not God and not all in this world depends on me.
And if I ask the help, it only because I really need in help. The word of honor if I could do without your help, I would not began to ask you about the help. I was helped by Vera, I have sold dear to me things. I did not want to ask you. But now I stand in front of necessity to address to you. You are last person to whom I has addressed for the help, but not a first. I wanted to make for you a surprise. But I could not. But I have you, you my hope and my support and I think that if I ask you the help, it not a sin. I really want to be with you. I understand that I should make all by itself. But I could not and I leave my destiny in your hands. I need you. I have passed so many difficulties, I have given all for our meeting. I want to apologize once again that I have addressed to you for the help. You do not know what I passed to obtain our meeting. I have overcome so many difficulties to achieve our meeting. It was very difficult. But I was mistaken. It's a pity. I knew that should make all by itself. I knew that it is impossible to hope on the aid. But I am not ashamed, that asked you about the help. I was happy all this time. You say about money. Probably you cannot understand it, but for me it is very big money! But I did not reflect on it. Never in a life had I done such desperate and courageous steps towards to my happiness. I was collected boldness and have made it. But it not enough. I understand that for you is the big money. Forgive me. I did not want to cause you inconvenience. I have made all what I could and I do not regret anything. I have addressed to all and all have helped. I know that lady always should be strong because time of knights has left for a long time ago. I wanted to make a surprise for you and could not. I wanted to give you my love and could not. I have stumbled and have fallen so please, give me your hand, help me to get up. I understand that you have no money, but I too have borrowed money from my friends. Because I really want to meet you because all what I say, all words that I said you - always in all sincerity. Because my feelings is sincere. Because I have opened to you soul because I have told to you about my feelings and about my desire to meet you. I did not waste the words. I have made all to prove to you that my words - words of my heart. You talked to me so many beautiful words. If it is the truth, really you will allow this obstacle to stand between us? But you a man for the sake of whom I did all this; you a man to whom I want to give my heart; in whose arms I want to be; that's why I address to you. I addressed to my friends, but now I address to you. You dear for me a man, a close to my heart. I have not calculated my forces and I ask for the help a man for whom I did all this. For whom I lived all this time, I ask a man, who are more than a friend for me, I ask you, unless it is bad? Together we are much stronger, and to go thru obstacles together is much easier. I will hope for you and I also will search money here. But I really haven't anybody more except of you and my friend Bill.
Please forgive me. I hope for you. With all my love and hope.
Your and only your Ekaterina.