Letter(s) from Veronica Andreisheva to Dustin (USA)

Letter 1

Hi my dear stranger Dustin's!

I have more recently learned to work on the Internet and have casually gone on a site where has found your profile. I very modest girl, but I nevertheless have dared to write to you as I think that communication with the person from other country is very unusual! I never communicated with people from other countries and I simply dream to find in your person of the friend with whom it is simply interesting to communicate and share news! You the first to whom I write and I hope, that our correspondence will have the good beginning! Now I sit in Internet - cafe and I write to you this letter! I think, that time has come to get acquainted! My name is Veronika. I from Russia, live in the city Kozmodemiansk. I'm 26 years old. My growth 175 Centimeters. My Birthday is July,8. On a horoscope Cancer. Nationalities I am Russian. My religion: the Christian. On character I the sanguine person: very cheerful, kind, vigorous and in a measure modest. I easily find common language with strangers and simply I like to communicate on interesting themes! My job: the teacher of biology. I work at school and I'm teaching children of biology about plants and animals. I very much love animals. When I was a child, I studied at musical school during 4 years where I learned playing on a piano. I was the winner of many festivals and competitions on music. All spoke about me as about talented the pupil. But I am engaged in playing on a piano just a little now, but frequently I sing in karaoke and always I get the highest results! When I have free time i like walk in the parks which are a lot of in my town. I am absorbed in books as well. Pushkin, Esenin are the great poets deserving to be read by everyone. I take pleasure in reading poems about which I can tell a bit more. In my 16-17 I delighted visiting my granny and grandpa in the small city of Zelenograd in 50 km from Moscow in Russia. They reside in a small house but have a big orchard. This is an astonishing place like paradise especially it is beautiful in spring and summer when there flower apple-trees, cherry-trees and apricots. I rollick in waking up early in the morning and listening to birds singing and looking at trees aflower. It is a beautiful nature like nothing else on earth. It is gorgeous and marvelous in coloring. A trifle later our orchard treated us with fruits tasting deliciously. I still remember this flavor. Closing my eyes I see the picture of my orchard. My grandpa comes to my mind catching fish on the lake and we waited for him with impatience. Granny cooked a very tasteful fish soup. What is more? My granny had small goats. She milked them and gave me fresh milk. In evenings I with my friends, get together to read poems. Oh! I am just lost in warm memories of my childhood. I think one can write about them endlessly. It is much pleasant for me to correspond with you about my memories. All this takes me deeply. I enjoy swimming and from time to time I attend swimming-pool. I like going on foot. Active life is generally my cup of tea. I can write about it long and long. If you take some interest in this point of my life, I will talk to you about it in my next letters. I hope, that my letter was pleasant to you! I too wait from you for interesting letters! I hope, we shall soon make friendship and we become the best friends!

With hope your Veronika LeeLoo2@mail.ru

Letter 2

Hello dear Dustin's!!!

I am very happy to receive the letter back from you!
It has filled my day with new paints and I was very happy to the good beginning of our acquaintance! I really did not expect such. I believed, that I shall necessarily make something not correctly because I very badly understand about computers:) I only try to study it now. I hope once I shall learn it. Computers open the huge not clear world for me! I am very glad, that in this world I can find such interesting people as you!!!

I I want to speak you a little more on myself. I was born in happy family and I am the unique child at my parents. My parents always worked also I much spent a lot of time playing with my girlfriends. Since the childhood I have the good friend, her name is Anu. We very much close friends and we very well understand each other. Now I live separately from my mum because we adult people and to us it is better when we live separately. Nevertheless we till this time support close relations and frequently we visit each other. I very much love my mum.

Now I very much want to ask you some questions. It very much will help me to learn you better and I probably can draw your portrait in my consciousness! In my following letter I shall answer you the same questions. I hope it it will be interesting to you too. So, my questions:
1. What is your favorite flower?
2. What is your religion?
3. What is your favorite food?
4. Do you like music? What kind?
5. Do you like to dance?
6. Do you like the sun?
7. Do you ski?
8. Have you ever fly in a hot air balloon?
9. Do you smoke?
10. What do you like in a partner?
11. What is your favorite season??
12. Did you travel? If yes, where? If no, where would you like to go?
13. Do you like animals? Which ones.
I hope, that these questions have not tired you.
Well, now I finish the letter and with impatience I wait for the answer!

Your new friend Veronika LeeLoo2@mail.ru

Letter 3

Hello my Dustin!!!

I hope you do not become angry if I already speak you "my":) I think you my friend and is very glad, that we are familiar. I am really happy to meet such special person as you in so fragile place as the Internet. I hope that we feeling are more strong it.
I think myself the person which really knows that he wants from a life. I very persistent person and I try to squeeze out everything from my life, that is possible!:) I really know what relations I wait from the partner now. It should relations which be as much as possible approached to idyll. This such condition relations when it is necessary to hide or to trust each other. Probably it only dream and it is impossible, but it should be the purpose for relations. The formality of wedding only approaches relations to this. I think, that I would like to leave in marriage. What do you think of it? What should be relations between the man and the woman?

On it I finish this letter. I hope to speak with you soon!
Yours Veronika.


Letter 4

My darling Dustin

Nice to hear from you. Recently I have felt I am getting old and life goes away. I haven’t got an idea on my mind how to spend it for. Am I foolish? Suddenly my heart wishes to have the next period of my life in a way every second would be filled out, in a way it would be fascinating to wait what the future brings, in a way me and other people would be getting on well. The saddest thing is that the time goes past and life passing by me, hits someone another with golden colors of emotional experiences. I don’t want colorlessness any longer. I desire holidays. God, how much I envy the people who are able to get to cheer in this planned life movement. I mean studies, work, career, getting real estate and the same stuff. They have one serious advantage over others. They probably never think over such questions. Nevertheless they are deprived of other things. In my life I have a few people taking care and loving me. I can’t lose them. You means much more to me than just a guy I speak to. You have become an origin of my joy and sadness lately. You are the person who is dear to me. I can open my heart to you. Correspondence with you fills out my life making it lighter. This is the essence. With every letter of yours I understand we come closer and closer. I think it is wonderful. I am very much glad and happy to have so nice and beloved friend as you. You are good cause you may understand and appreciate me. I assume this as a very important point of life. It seems to me you put trust in me because writing you gives me much pleasure. I take delight in feeling friendship between us. Do you agree with me? Tell me your thoughts on this. Looking forward to receiving your response.

Yours Veronika


Letter 5

Hi Dustin !

Very much happy to get a letter from you. You know I start catch my mind on that I miss your letters. Day by day I think if you'll write me a letter or not. If not, I will feel upset. I want to talk to you today about solitude, particularly one of soul and body. Solitude is a terrible thing. As for me, being a lonely person I have no desire for opening my eyes in mornings. I don't need a fake of love. I need real love. Solitude concerns not only soul when one gets nobody to confide to, when nobody takes care of your life, your health, your mood, when one has all the days gone by in the same way. Only troubles. Such a person knows nothing but his soul, his senses and his body. My body suffers from solitude as well. It is deprived of making love with a desired man. From your letters I understand I draw to conclusion you are a deeply talented person. You are gifted. You come about to be in a situation of not being understood. Such people like you and me feel the wall of estrangement stronger and more painful. Owing to your intellect you are higher than your environment. You as well as I have some difficulty to find people of our mind for communication and mutual understanding. Even people the closest to us pretty often can't have our ideas. They try to impose their life style. But you are queer. You aren't like everyone. This doesn't always get to people's mind. You are a keen personality and make me surprised every time. You are able to occupy your head with clever thoughts. You have got nice passions filling your free time. A lonely person is a very thoughtful person. Solitude is followed by consideration. This is the lonely individual who may give an objective judgement of life values. Man rules all his life. Perhaps you draw a sad sense after reading of solitude? Every person is a brilliant star if he has one he shines for. Waiting for your answer.

Kiss you
Your Veronika LeeLoo2@mail.ru

Letter 6

Hello dearest Dustin!

I am very glad to write to you now! Really computers - very fragile thing and sometimes it breaks:) Sometimes it makes problems. I hope our case not such. Anyhow at us was a few time to weigh ours relation to each other and this time did not pass for nothing at me. I thought of you at this time much. Now really good time for finding-out that between us. We really do not know for a long time each other, but for this time I became very much adhered to you. I do not present my day without reflections about you now. I not always can speak you it, but I try to show you my honesty and an openness. I do not write more any to the man and I have no greater friend than you. And I also do not have a relationship with any other man.
From what I have learned about you in past letters, I do not think you would do that but I am asking just to make sure. If you say there is no one, I will believe you and trust you because a strong relationship needs to be built on trust. I would also like to know how serious you are about our relationship. I am really looking foward to meeting you, and when we do meet, if things go very well and we feel our relationship is very deep and strong and full of love, would you be interested in marriage and raising a family together? I know that is a big question and if you need to wait until after we meet to answer that question, I understand. It is not something two people can rush into. I am sorry. I'm just not used to all these new feelings I have and I'm very excited and want to be with my future husbent. Hopefully it is you. I do not want to look anymore. I love our relationship and I love hearing from you. I wait for your answers in your next letter with eager anticipation.

With Love - My Hand In Yours


Letter 7

Greetings my dear!!! I ask to excuse me for that that I so long did not write to you. Simply when you have written to me last letter I has thought that our correspondence on it is completed. And I did not come any more into the Internet of cafe, but yesterday I long thought of us with you. And I have decided that I can not without you and I shall make all to see you. I on former dream of our meeting. And again I ask you, you may send me money that I might arrive to you. For this purpose it is required 1100 dollars. You may send me this sum and if may that when you are able to do it??? Please answer me these questions, I wait for your letter with impatience, I love you. For ever yours Veronika!!!!!!!!!!! LeeLoo2@mail.ru

Letter 8

Greetings my dear!!! I was just released, and have gone to the Internet of cafe, and was very much surprised with such quantity of letters from you. On mine you have gone mad. I at all have not read all your letters. I have read some of them. And I am very much surprised with that that you accuse me in what that things if you do not trust me. Then our meeting what for is necessary. If you do not want that I arrived to you I can send some sum of money back to you. Why some because I already began to do the visa, and this my justification to you. I very much love you, I do not understand your excitements. You that person with which I want to be. But you accuse me of a deceit. I heard many histories about that that you spoke me, at us in Russia it is a lot of swindlers, but it does not mean that each person in Russia including me is engaged. If you knew as I is tired for this time, probably for this time which I did not write to you I avoided kilometers 100. if you think what to go in other country easily that you are mistaken. All this time I collected necessary documents for my visa. I was just released, and at once have come in the Internet of cafe that to write the letter to you. But as soon as I have seen that you write about me in your numerous letters, I have thought that really all that I did these two days, all this is vain. You have very strongly upset me. Probably it is necessary for us to speak. Soon I shall call to you. I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! I LOVE YOU!!! YOURS VERONIKA!!! LeeLoo2@mail.ru

Letter 9

Greetings mine Dustin!!! As always I shall write to you that I am very glad to receive your letters, but unfortunately it not that case. I think that now to me all is necessary to inform you that I have made and have done. Now I shall tell to you the truth, it is very a shame to me to write it but unfortunately it so. Believe me though likely it is difficult for you now, but all that I to you now shall tell this all that that was actually.!!! Yes I deceived you, I never gathered to arrive to you. But I did this all for the sake of one feeling. This feeling refers to as LOVE. And also I tested the love to mum. I shall explain to you in what business. Back I have learned some months that at mine scold, very dangerous illness. I have decided to find out all about it. I went and visited many hospitals, talked to many doctors. And doctors with which I talked, all of them unanimously spoke that at my mum illness which was never curable earlier. And each of these doctors calmed me and spoke that to me is necessary to be measured with it. And when I come home and I see as my mother every day all it becomes worse and worse, and I was unable to it to help. But I have promised to myself that I shall make utmost and impossible to help mum. I studied which illness my mum is sick. I have learned about it all. I went to Moscow to learn where and as it is possible to treat my mother. And once I have met one doctor who was not afraid and have told me that it may perform such operation by which it is necessary to do on a brain. It promised me that it may perform such operation. But when this doctor has informed me the sum of money for which it may do it, in my mouth all has grown dumb. I have simply fainted. This sum made 2000 dollars. Then I did not know as I can get such huge sum. But nevertheless when I have arrived home and have looked in eyes to the mum, I have sworn to myself and it, that I to find this damned money in what to me it did not begin. Now my mum lays in hospital and waits when I at last shall come to it and I shall tell that to it operation will be soon made. But unfortunately I today can not go to it and speak it. Because now at me only 1200 dollars, and I need to find the missing sum. I do not know as I it I shall make, but I have sworn to mum that I iaeao money and I shall make it any way. I know as you are upset at this moment when will read this letter. But if you knew as my heart is filled in by blood, and tears from my eyes flow when I write you this letter. On this place I do not know as to write to you my dear. I shall write to you the main words which want to tell you. When I spoke all my words that I love you, there was really a truth. I can repeat to you it many times. I love you!!!!. But I think that after all that that told lies to you you will not trust me. And that I shall tell all to you you will consider for the next lie. I love you, all the same I shall speak it. You on the present that person with which I want to be. If not such coincidence of circumstances. You are very interesting to me, I am valid very much I love you. If you knew as difficultly to choose between which two people I very much I like, on the one hand which my mum is necessary my help, and on the other hand you Dustin which I like also to which I am necessary. If now I was near to you, and I very much would want it I would rise on my knees and simply would ask you a pardon. But unfortunately now it not so, now we not together, and in all I am guilty it. I shall not justify myself, I know that I have made very bad act. BUT THIS ACT WAS MADE FOR THE SAKE OF LOVE. The love this only thing that remained in this awful world in which we live. Dustin I promise mine to you, I even shall tell more that I swear to you when I shall make operation to the mum, I shall send you money which you have sent me, I shall send you 500 dollars back... Because I very much love you. I have told and have told to you all that I have made, may you and will not believe me. But all this really the truth, you see now to me is no need to tell lies to you. At the end of all it I would like tell you unique words which I can to tell you. I love you my dear, the only thing that I want in this life it you. I very much would want to receive from you the letter after all that that I now have written to you, I shall wait for it with impatience. I hope you will understand me. Yours Veronika LeeLoo2@mail.ru

Letter 10

You, the fool, dung and so on. You the idiot who is simple on had!!!! And after that you dung, still may like!!!
You are simple!!! About such as you at us in Russia speak: " the cow given milk "!!! For ever yours he he!!! Veronika!!! LeeLoo2@mail.ru